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#i don't think yall understand how bad i want this to become poly
25shadesoffebruary · 3 months
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froggy-frogz · 2 years
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Could u write some poly headcanons for Silco x reader x sevika ? I hope covid isn’t making u feeling too bad, get well soon!
Ps - When I had covid I boiled ginger and honey to make tea for my throat, if u can’t breathe through ur nose and u really can’t sleep stick up some garlic in ur nose. Worked amazing for me! <3
A/N: Thank you so much for the tips!! I did try the ginger and honey thing and it helped a bit so thank you! Also, I love Sevika and Silco so much but I'm always scared to write for them because I don't want to fuck their characters up gsjkdfhgj- anyways enjoy anon! I also really enjoyed writing these so if anyone wants to request a part 2 or an nsfw part I would not object lol
Sevika x GN!Reader x Silco
First of all, seeing how you're dating both of them makes you one of the most protected and feared people in all of Zaun. No one dares to lay a hand on you. Some people are even too scared to look at you. Even the tiniest minor offense against you could wind up being the last thing that said person would ever do.
Second, you'd be so fucking badass dating both of them. One, the being the King of Zaun, and the second is his right-hand woman, who has the power to make people shit themselves by just looking at them.
However, this all does mean that you are dating two of the most possessive, powerful people in all of Zaun, so it can get stressful.
Both Silco and Sevika have this natural understanding when they're dating you. They both get their time with you, and there won't be any issues.
This may prove to change down the line, but not in any negative ways. You'll see ;)
When you're with Sevika, she is handsy. She can and will have some sort of hold onto you. Whether that is you sitting on her lap in public, as more of a show that you're hers than not, or holding your hand when it's just you too.
When you're with Silco, he's very clingy, but not really in the way Sevika is. He still wants you there, but even your presence in the same room is calming enough. Though he will absolutely not mind if you want to sit in his lap as he works. As long as you don't become a distraction, though knowing some of yall reading this, that's exactly what you want.
We all know Sevika gets into fights. She is big, rough, and destructive so it's almost part of her nature. Though when she starts dating you, she thinks about starting shit before actually doing it.
One reason is that after a fight she came to you to help patch her up, and while you were happy to, you were afraid, more or less of losing her one day because of her fighting. It's Zaun for crying out loud, loss is literally everywhere in people's lives.
Sevika with you is very gentle, not because she thinks you're going to break, but she's not used to having someone loving her so freely and loving her so much if you know what I mean. She loves you back more than she'd ever been able to tell you, but that just means she'd do anything to keep you safe.
Back to Silco, when Jinx is not around, he entrusts you to do his eye shot. It's a very close, personal thing so when he first had you do it, you really were shocked. He really loves you that much.
Also talking about Jinx, you slowly become another parent to her. It takes time, like anything, but when she starts treating you like her parent, it's a shock. Again, not a bad one, if anything makes Silco proud to see the two most important people in his life get along.
As I stated above, after some time, Silco and Sevika might start to get along more than just boss and grunt, though it'd take forever for the two of them to address, if ever address, they might just end up developing feelings for each other. Yeah, good luck with that one.
Anyway, back to you.
Sevika will absolutely train you, and there's not really any way to get out of it either. There's a lot of shitty people in Zaun, and that means a lot of shitty people who would love to get their hands on you to use as blackmail. She can be harsh, but she also rewards you. She might not be the most affectionate person, but after a good training session, you might get a couple of kisses as a reward.
Oof I haven't even covered sleeping arrangements.
Neither Sevika nor Silco sleeps much. It's honestly awful.
You help change that though.
Sevika sleeps a bit more than Silco, so you can find her dragging herself into bed with you. Hell, if you want to curl up next to her or lay on her like she's a body pillow, she won't bitch.
Sleeping/being in bed is one of the few times you get to see affection from her. You two are alone, and in a safe, secure spot where she can trust herself to fall asleep.
If we're talking little/big spoon dynamics, she's probably going to be this big spoon. She's huge. Like unless there's some way you're bigger than her- well. She'd still want to be the big spoon though. She finds it extremely comforting to fall asleep holding you.
On the rare occasions he does go to bed at a decent time, Silco will sleep in your room. If it was up to him, you'd be sleeping in his room but seeing how you're also dating someone else who also wishes to have their own time with you, it just didn't work out.
If Sevika's already with you, and you two are both asleep, he's already dead tired and doesn't really care and will literally drag himself to curl up on the free spot next to you.
If you're even a little bit awake you get to witness yourself in the sandwich that Silco/Sevika has created because sadly, you might wake up to only one or even no one as they both are really busy.
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graceritsu · 2 years
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Anyone following me and seeing this don't mind me but i really need somewhere to say this things out before i explode and just become crazy somewhere.
I'm here somewhere familiar, where I'm the most comfortable being at, where most of memories are, my childhood were, where the good and the bad were experienced but this time away from the crowd by the corner. I just want to express all of this down because I just feel like i needed to type all of this down. Read it if you want to.
Well like its been like 1 year since I've quit the job at SATS, at that time i thought it was the best for me physically and mentally. Injuries and negative thought all that I've had it with me ever since the first day i was sent down to ramp. I've told this to the GB geng and some of you peeps at flyer and hey some of you tried to understand so yeah. So, like maybe a change of environment, maybe just doing something more similar to tourism would help me and myself trying to recover from my mental trauma which being down at ramp made it worse.
Oh how I was wrong.
Started out fine yes. New job, new environment, new surroundings, and new friends to be made. No issues in the beginning and I did think hey i can totally see the improvements in mentally, its picking up and getting better. I've made new friends, friends that I can trust and cherish. Until one day, I don't know what exactly happen serious I don't. I ended up having diagnosed with vertigo. I've fallen sick and taken MC way more than I did than when I'm at ramp. I found myself having not enough to pay the monthly loans and skipping 1 month. I'm like spiraling out deep into something which I've felt during my days at ramp.
Anxious
This past few weeks I don't know how many times i had anxiety attacks. I cant count at all. its like happening way too much.
lonely
pain
sad
angry
sick
nauseous
constant panic
I don't know how to handle this yo
this is coming back to me wayyy too much and too fast
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I need to like hold it in even more longer until i can see my friends once again. (ps thanks covid)
You, my friends are all i have left so like once i see you all again maybe i could feel hopeful again.
hahahaha man I've typed a lot. never did since poly days. having a outlet sure do help.
Dont worry guys this is just me venting and letting it all out aight. i really need to say it out somehow
Here's a playlist for yall to listen just for to gauge my head and what's going on inside
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7bb12L6Tdcmi7GBG6Zg3bf?si=243e1c4d4d734b78
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