#i had tooo much sugar today

[ireallyliketalldarksultrymen]

i started yelling go go nighthawks at my sister and she threatened me with a book 😔

#my throats sore from yelling #i had tooo much sugar today #starkid #hatchetfield #nerdy prudes must die #go go nighthawks

[nctaezen]

So I am going to take a guess maybe tumblr lost my ask in space? *cries in whale* tis I glitch anon! I hope life is treating you good!!

hey my belooooved glitch anon!!! unfortunately i think tumblr has been playing pranks on me, i've seen it happen for a few times, the blue dot showing up next to the ask box but no new ask showed up. if someone knows what does that mean, would be nice to let me know.

idk if it was another glitch with these updates showing around, but no, your ask didn't make it, at least if you sent one since the last time we talked :( i missed hearing about you. and even mentioned you in glitch mode posts under tags, because glitch mode could only make me think of you and how i came up with that tag long before glitch mode release haha call it fate i guess! 

btw how did you like glitch mode? i absolutely loved their album! every single song is so amazing and b-sides never ever disappoint. no single skip every time i play dream albums just that much i love their songs. also my baby’s love theory was sooo goood and cute and bubbly and all mixed with sugar and spices it kept going on repeat for days. already excited for dream’s repackage and i’m feeling extremely overwhelmed since i didn’t cover yet all their last updates. there’s just TOOO MUCH content but that’s a good sign. more content, more entertainment for us.

well, i've had a very busy time and things didn't work that well for me that's why i've been mia for a while. i had to take care of my grandma and mom health issues and of course i could only focus on that and my work. work has been as well demanding since i went through a couple of changes with my job, soon in a month i'll be back to a new office building and it's going to take me loooong to reach there and get back home. it's on the opposite side of the city and i'm not very pleased with that idea but well. hopefully a new atmosphere will make me change my mind. 

hopefully everything else has been good, except today i had such a bad  experience at work right before i finished my schedule and had no time for lunch and well it was hectic, got some hate for it but at the same time it brought me laughter idk why...do i feel like a psycho haha usually i would get upset and gloomy over bad situations but today i had too much fun out of it. i think i’m going crazy yeah might be a lil bit tipsy yeah i got a sip of green wine to forget everything anywaaayyayyyy (can you imagine i got into taeyong’s drunk mode after 2 sips my cheeks are already red and i can’t stop grinning what is this feeling???)

how life has been treating you so far across the ocean? there have been a few vlogs i watched in my spare time about people living there, shopping, dining, exploring and so on and i must say that the atmosphere looks so nice! the more i see the more i want to visit. but time and money is a huge deal, why can’t we get things that we want in life much easier uhhh anyway enough with the gloomy talk! i hope you’re enjoying so far your time around this time of the year it must be a nice weather and hopefully you’re enjoying your surroundings and also your hobbies and kpop world and everything else you love.

 sending you a big warm virtual hug because i need it sooo badly right now and i have no one else to hug at this time of night..oh i might have “someone” but i will leave that for the next talk. stay safe 👐❤️

#anon #reply #glitch anon #replying at this time of the day because i know you are here and you'll def see my message

[lizandbo]

Tsukishima x chubby reader

Warnings: cursing (as always)

Ok, so i already wrote this but it didn’t save soooooo......yay for me and thhe others has gone through this , and also high on gingerale from the sugar so i may be a lil more energetic soooo yeah...

And also she sorry if this ain’t proof read, and it is very embarrassing....andddddd i sorry if this isn’t like a chubby reader,, and this isn’t like tsukishima buttt ya kno..I already made this so...yeah

(Tsuki is sooooo fuckkkiiinnng cutttttteeeeeeeeee when he was a lil itty btiy fucking kid)

- When you and tsuki go out somewhere it’s usually either at a fast food place, a park....orrrrr somewhere in a mall probably a some music shop to get new head phones or something

- but today was not your fuckungb day

- you over heard at lunch that one of your friends from a friend group was talking behind your back

- and today you ain’t having shit 

- tsuki on the other hand wasn’t the greatest of modes.... he picked out a fight between kageyma and Hinata 

- he didn’t pick it but he was in it

- and it didn’t go so well- he got suspended for two days from volleyball

- so he was kinda very very very pissed

- so both of you was a bit tense

- all he wanted to do is lay down next t you and hold you close buttttttt you were trying to figure out what is happening with your friends 

- couple hours later after your discussion wit your friend and tsuki being salty at who ever walked by past him

- you both landed at home

- when you got in before he did, you ran to the fridge and snagged a ice cream and ran toward the bedroom to whip out the controller to turn on Netflix; how the grinch stole X- Maz 

- after a good fifteen minutes then come rushing tsuki with his earphones on around his neck, he looked inside the bedroom door that you both shared... he saw you bundled up eating ice cream, watching the grinch movie 

- as he got closer, you squeal like a old wagon thats been last rolled since when the cavemen knew how to make a fucking fire

- “move” he said way too harsh for you to completely relaxed...like i said you ain’t having shit today

- you made a lil  pout and turned away

- he nudged you, and nudged...after the fifth nudge he rolled you

- he made a lil grunt at the end of pushing you...so that only could mean that you were too heavey (not) 

- you just bursted out crying without noticing it

- tsuki is so fucking surprised and confused at the moment rn 

- and he ddint know what he did wrong 

- the pillows were soaking wet just by a few secs of cryin 

- he finaly got some space in the bed with you

- after a couple of minutes, you finally give in

- “ what happend today?” Still sorta sobbing

- “got in a fight with the annoying midgets on my team and now I’m suspended for two days straight’

- “ damn, I hope you are okay”

- “but are you okay?”what a kind salty boi

- “ personally I think i have a way worse day than you”

- “why is that?”

- “one of my friends talked about how fat I look and they ain’t surprised that I haven’t died from all the sugar i eat, and i eat like a pig- and I look like one and—” you couldn’t finish the rest of the sentence becuase you were crying way tooo much to understand 

- tsuki snaked his slender long fingers around your neck, made it up to your jaw line/

- “ where’s their address?”

- “w-what -sNiFf-...why?”

- “so i can beat them up”

-” ....what?”

- “you heard me”

- “but i thought you already had a fight today?”

- “ y/n, who’s the one who called you those fucked up names?”

- “my friends”

- “i know but who?”

- “ *your friends name*”

- tsuki just playfully smirked and continued slithering his limbs around your body 

- his, legs were now fully tangled with yours.... and his noodle arms were around your torso 

- “ that freakshow is gonna be dead by the time school  is over”

- “babbeee”

- ngl....he has a fucking soft spot for you

- “ but, i am very chubby-”

- “ no, thats a lie”

- “ but..-”

- “but nothing, there is no buts...i love you”

- “mmmm I love you too”

- tsuki kissed your temple, and then your jawline, your puffy cheeks, so many lil pecks to the point that you giggle to no end

- he slowly squished your cheeks together to get that fishy lips, then just kissed yo lips like nothing is happening with your lips

- help me why does kei love being all sappy when you guys are aloneeeeee

- he just loves youuuuu

#tsukishima #tsukishima x you #tsukishima x chubby reader #haikyuu #haikyuu x chubby reader #tsukishima x reader #tsukishima x plus sized reader #tsukishima x y/n #ineedsleeppppppp

[wienners]

listen. sometimes its like.... another turning point a fork stuck in the road time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go so make the best of this test and dont ask whyyy its not a question but a lesson learned in time - AND THATS ABOUT THE TIME SHE WALKED AWAAAY FROM ME NOBODY LIKES IT WHEN YOURE TWEENTY THREE WHEN YOURE MORE AMUSED BY TV SHOWS WHAT THE HELL IS ADD MY FRIENDS SAY I SHOULD ACT MY AGE WHATS MY AGE AGAIN WHATS MY AGE AGA- check yes juliet are you with me rain is falling down on the side walk i wont GO until you come out side CAN I GRADUATE if i could just find the time and i would never let another day go by i m over getting OLLDDd- cuz i got your picture im coming with you dear maria count me in theres a story at the bottom of this bottle and im the pen OOooOO we were meant to live for so much mooore and we lost ourselves somewhere in this tiiime somewhere in this TIIME- WELL IF YOU WANTED HONESTY THATS ALL YOU HAD TO SAY I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU DOWN OR HAVE YOU GO ITS BETTER OFF THIS WAY today- im on my own i cant move a muscle and i cant pick up the phone. i still dont so now im reaching for the warmair longing for the breeze gonna step outside just to see if i could breathe gotta find a way out maybe theres a WAY OUTTT IF I COULD FIND YOU NOW THINGS WOULD GET BETTER  -aa aa aaaaa-  WE CAN LEAVE THIS TOWN AND RUN FOREVERR LET THE WAVES CRASH DOWN ON ME AND TAKE ME AWAIE YA -riff- im in the business of misery lets take it from the top shes got a body like an hourglass thats ticking like a clock. its a matter of time before we all run out and when i thought he was mine SHE CAUGHT HIM BY THE MOUTH - seldom to these words we drew and IMM constantly betterthanyou with walls that we just cant break through unTIL we dissapear so TELL ME NOW- I will never WASTE my time become another casualty of society ill never FALL in line become another victim of your conformity -STACY CANT YOU SEE? YOURE JUST NOT THE GIRL FOR MEE I KNOW IT MIGHT BE WRONG BUT... im in love with stacys mom- I wake UP every evening. (IM FEELIN THIS!) with a big smile on my face. and i t never feels out of place. (IM FEELIN THIS!) and YOURE still probly workin. at a nine to five pace. I wonder how bad that tastes- PLEASE TELL MEEE WHYY MY CAR IS IN THE FRONT YAARD AND IM - SLEEPING  WITH MY CLOTHES ON I CAME IN THROUGH THE WINDOW LAAST NIGHT AND YOURE- Gone. Gooone. gone. Gooo-I been let lose and now im crawling up the waaaallllss word is i got away you know i must be caught no neeed take it from mee im worth more than i ca- WHYYY DO WE LIKEE TO HUuurt so muuch i cant DEcide you have made it harder just to go on an WHYYYyy all the possibilities well i was wro- EVERYBODY PUT UP YOUR HANDS SAY I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE FEEL THE BEAT NOWW GOT THAT FEELING SAY I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE- the inside mingle had me at hello and we go where the money goes the inside mingle had me at hello and we go where the money goes - i remember the moment try to forget lost myself but i better not set now im closer tooo the edge ---- LETS LEAVE NO WORDS UNSPOKEN SAVE WEAKNESS FOR THE BROKEN WILL YOU EVEN LOOK BACK WHEN YOU THINK OF MEEEEE -- AND PLEEEASE DONT TEEELLLL MEE THAT IMMM DREEEAMING WHEN ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO DREAM ANOTHER SUNSET WITH YOU IF IM ALL OVER THENN ITS OVEER ILL TAKE THIS CALI SUNRISE WITH ME AND WAKE UP WITH THE FONDEST MEMORIEES- and baby dont follow their lead cuz youll never know- just how the story ends or how the story goes- long nights spent with your most obvious weakness you start staring at the clock you are everything i want cuz you are everything im not- WERE GOING DOWN DOWN IN AN EARLIER ROUND AND SUGAR WERE GOING DOWN SWINGING ILL BE YOUR NUMBER ONE WITH THE BULLET A LOADED GUN COMPLEX COCK IT AND PULL IT WE'RE GOING DOWN  DOWN IN AN EARLIER ROUND AND SUGAR WERE GOING DOWN SWINGING ILL BE YOUR NUMBER ONE WITH THE BULLET A LOADED GUN COMPLEX COCK IT AND PULL IT 

#things to say #emo #ok how to tag this so it blows tf up #i did type this by heart #i literally havent even listened to it i just sat and started typing the second i was reminded

[shaekingshitup]

Disclosure

This is my submission to the Quarantine Writing Challenge Hosted by myself & @chaneajoyyy​

Fandom: Black Lightning AU

Pairing: Anissa “Thunder” Pierce x Grace Kim

No Warnings. A/N at the bottom. 

February 03, 2004

Anissa was in her element. Granted, she wasn’t the best at four square; but right now she’d found a groove. Everyone else on the court saw it and they were doing all they could to break her streak. No matter who had the ball last, it always ended up volleying right back into her square. She was too focused to worry about that. At this rate she’d be the talk of the school by the end of lunch time. Or at the very least, she’d be the talk of her classroom...for a few minutes before they settled back in. But who cared?! She was queen of the moment and as a matter of fact she was

“Hey Nissa!” she heard from the other side of the playground near the water fountain. She glanced in that direction to see Sam waving at her. She was next to a short Asian girl who Anissa didn’t recognize. 

“GOT HER!” yelled Chris as he skimmied the ball straight into her square. 

“Huh?” Anissa questioned re-setting her eyes on the game. She dove low to hit the ball back but she couldn’t get enough bounce in it for it to count when she tried to send it to another kid.

“You’re out!” Chris yelled. Anissa smacked her dirt slicked hand to her forward and groaned. Her reign was over and at the hands of that stupid Star Wars nerd. I guess that was fourth grade for ya. She stalked off the court towards the water fountains. Instead of greeting her friends, she gulped down as much cloudy water that her stomach would stand. Standing upright, she used the back of her hand to wipe her mouth and approached Sam who was now accompanied by Jaz, Marissa and the unfamiliar Asian girl. 

“SAM! Did you see me playing four square?!” She asked throwing up her arms. Before the other girl could respond she went on, “ I was on a roll! How could you?”

“I’m sorry,” Sam shyly responded to the ground. “I just wanted to introduce you to Grace. Grace this is Anissa. Anissa, Grace. She just moved here from Korea.  Anissa put aside her stank attitude momentarily to great the other girl. 

“Hi Grace.” she said giving a weak smile to other girl. 

“Hi.” smiled back the other girl. 

“Are you in fourth grade too? Whose class are you in?” Grace nodded her head and then she started speaking to Anissa. The girl was differently speaking English. But, Anissa was thoroughly confused. She’d never spoken to anyone with an accent like that. 

Oh my God. What is she saying? I have no idea what’s going on. Should I just nod and smile or should I just say forget it. 

There was a pause. It was Anissa’s turn to speak.

".. I'm sorry. Can you repeat that?"

Anissa tried to listen more intently but processing this girl speaking was like hitting all of the buttons on the keyboard at once and expecting a novel to be written. 

Smile and nod. Just smile and nod 

"Uh huh" Anissa threw in.

Ooooo that was good. Smile, nod "uh huh" and you're good.

There was silence and Anissa realized it was her turn to speak again.

"YEAH. YEAH. THAT'S COOL!" "Hey I promised Kiana that I would help her.. over there.. on the other side of the playground. Bye!" Anissa dashed away just as the bell rang and summoned her back to class. 

Great! Now you ring?!

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PRESENT DAY

"Baabe! Have you seen my wedges?" Grace called out into the apartment. 

"Baaaaabe!" She yelled again. Getting nothing in return, she ventured upstairs to the bedroom. There she found Anissa staring at her laptop with her Beats Studio 3 headphones at full volume. Grace could hear the rnb all the way from the entrance of the door. 

She leaned against the door frame and crossed her arms. Anissa looked up and saw her sexy and pouty girlfriend looking back at her. She slid the headphones from her ears.

"Wassup?" She asked with a sheepish grin. Grace rolled her eyes. 

"My wedges" Grace said trying not to become agitated. This interview was important to her and she didn't want to be late or pissed when she arrived. 

"They're in your bag in the backseat of the Honda. If you wear those wedges all the way to L.A. you will not be happy and I know how much this means to you. Wear the slippers to the car and change before the meeting."

"That's actually not a bad idea," Grace mumbled. Anissa rolled her eyes as she climbed out of bed. 

"I have those sometimes," she joked back. She pulled Grace's barely five foot body into her arms. "Breathe, Grace. Match me."

Anissa inhaled for two counts, held it for an additional two and exhaled for two more before she started again. They did this three times until she could feel the stress leave her body.

"Okay go ahead and go." Anissa said smacking Grace’s butt to get her moving.

"Woww when I met you you couldn't even understand me. Now look at you! I'd say I trained you well," Grace laughed. 

"IT WAS THE FOURTH GRADE. LET IT GO GRACE!  When we go to Korea at the end of the year, you'll see how hard it will be for people there to understand me and you're gonna eat your words," Anissa exhaled through her nose loudly and walked Grace back down the stairs towards the front door.

"Korean people are nice. They would never do that!" Grace replied. 

"Last time I checked Korean people were human just like everybody else girl. We'll find out in six months. Now go!" Anissa handed Grace her purse and pushed her out the front door.

"Fine. I'm going. I'm going." Grace righted her self and took one more deep breath before she turned to head for the garage.

"Excuse you! I have to wish you good luck first," Anissa declared causing Grace to turn in her slippers again. Anissa kissed her on the forehead. 

"Good luck!" She whispered. 

"Thanks babe" Grace said heading to the garage. When she got in her car she placed her purse in the passenger seat and double checked that her wedges were indeed in the backseat. There she found Anissa's gym bag. 

Grace pulled it into her lap and confirmed that her wedges were in there. So was a bottle of water, her laptop, some of her favorite snacks, a pair of sunglasses and a note.

"Grace,

I know for a fact that you're going to kill this job interview. This is one small step which you've already conquered. Remember to breathe and just be yourself. The hard work you've done thus far proves you're more than capable of this. To make sure your eyes stay on the road, I've included my favorite pair of sunglasses to see you in. I packed some sweets in here because you're my sugar. But don't worry there's some salty stuff in here tooo because you can throw shade with the rest of em! Above all else, I give you my love. Remember who you are G. 

See you soon ❤

-Nis

P.S: I made you a playlist of some of my fav rnb women killin it to get ya motivated. It's called "By the Grace". GET INSPIRED BABY!"

Grace laughed as she brought up the playlist on her phone. She really did have the most thoughtful girlfriend ever.

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A/N: SO, this was actually a request combined with the show I most recently binged. My best friend and I literally met back in 2004 when she moved from Vietnam and I really couldn’t understand what she was saying. I would legit act as I wrote Anissa anytime I saw her. Fast forward to today, we are absolutely not dating nor do we live together. But, a lot of people often think we are because of how close we are. When I was watching Black Lightning with my mom and this scene came on

my mom deadass looked from the screen to me and then back to the screen. Although she’s not allowed to ask me anymore, I already knew what that look was about and it just made me laugh my ass off. I told my bestie about it and now for shits and giggles sometimes I will just call her Grace. So, when I saw this #ThunderGrace image for the ILLustration options, I thought this may be fun to write. Hopefully someone likes it. (:

#quarantine writing challenge #thundergrace #black lightning au #anissa pierce #grace kim #wlw

[manjuhitorie]

Shinoda’s Instagram Q&A July 18th 2020 - Part 1

👋How are Retro Tone’s Saddles? 🗣The steel saddles are way worth a shot　 　👀 http://astronauts69.com/retrotone/ - https://twitter.com/sho_do_teki/status/1019548356383682561

👋What bandsmen have you been keeping in touch with? 🗣I got calls from Hiroki-san of Lego Big Morl And Adam Touch Takahashi of Bed In (honorifics omitted) I’m usually never the one to hit people up first... 

👋What are you doing awake this late? (approx 3AM JST) 🗣Listening to Audrey on the radio 　👀 Audrey are a manzai comedy duo! https://wow-j.com/en/Allguides/other/tips_manners/02304_en/#2

👋 Have you eaten any pudding lately? 🗣I deeply apologize for waiting so long to make this clear. The pudding phase has long ended. We had a good run everyone.

　👀 https://twitter.com/sho_do_teki/status/1245973638550917121 Shinoda had found a pudding recipe on cookpad which requires only a microwave, a single egg, then milk, sugar, and a sprinkle of vanilla essence! This discovery sparked a trend among Hitorie fans, as many were giving it a shot themselves and joining in on the sweetness!

👋 What is your favorite? 🗣My favorite what?

👋 Are you sleepy? 🗣No problems here

👋 What’s your opinion feeling on cicadas? 🗣My opinion is that they’re dogshit

👋 I’m knee-deep in depression right now, what do I do.. 🗣Watch Audrey videos on youtube You’re bound to laugh and whisk the time away, it’s ideal

👋 How are you? 🗣Physically I’m healthy. Mentally I’m so-so.

👋 Did you get ygarshy any presents for his birthday? If you did, what did you get him? 🗣I can’t tell ya bastards.

👋What happened to your smoke machine? 🗣I still have it 　👀 https://twitter.com/sho_do_teki/status/1269167465499521025 
For SND’s birthday, ygarshy had gotten him a smoke machine. The kind commonly seen at concerts to add effects.
 To quote Shinoda’s reception, he said, “I’m sure y’all got a taste of the level of insanity our bassist is, judging from the MC chat reports of last year’s tour but… This should really set in stone just how insane he is.” 

👋Any new song recs? 🗣SUTENEKO by Siamese Cats 　👀 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVSBarQH6ZY

👋Are you still working out? 🗣If it’s okay to say that I’m still at it then.. Yeah I’m still at it.

　👀 He had been developing aches/feeling like he had muscle atrophy due to drawing so much manga. Thus, after even Hitorie’s manager urged him about the necessity to work out, he finally picked it up. Though he did tweet “I was working out while I slept last night, and now I can’t stand up… Fuckkkk thissssss!!” https://twitter.com/sho_do_teki/status/1264486160211951617  So… Fight on, SND!

👋I want to know what you’ve been eating lately! 🗣I’m cooking hamburgers and hotdogs at home

👋What have you been up to? 🗣Listening to Audrey on the radio

👋What are you up to right now👀 🗣Listening to Audrey on the radio

👋 Do you create distortion by using your amp, or by stomping around by your feet? 🗣By my feet

👋 What’s next after the pudding phase? 🗣I’m in a hamburger phase now

👋 Who manga artist you especially like 🗣I’ve always loved Douman Seiman sensei 　👀 https://myanimelist.net/people/12266/Sayman_Dowman

👋 What’s good about Jaguars? (*the car I think) 🗣They look all robotic

👋 What cigarettes have you been smoking? 🗣Marlboro gold

👋 You strike me as the type who talks to himself a lot, so I ask, do you talk to yourself a lot? 🗣Kinda, yeah

👋 What Hitorie songs are best to start out with? 🗣Like Senseless Wonder Or any relatively simple one

👋 What shampoo do you use? 🗣The Seven Eleven one

👋 I can’t make a song.. The day is going to end in vain again..

🗣The day you finally make it will answer everything Or at least we can hope...

👋 How’s your kitty? 🗣I don’t fucking have one

👋 I want to go to a concert 🗣I wanna go tooo

👋 Any RPG recs? 🗣Landstalker You can play it on a SEGA Genesis Mini, go ham on the ungodly maps

👋 I like you? 🗣What?

👋 Do any movies hold a special place in your heart? 🗣9 Souls probably  Chihara Junia is so awesome 　👀 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0370244/

👋Please take a selfie 👣 🗣I can’t right now fella

👋What onigiri filling do you like? 🗣Spicy cod roe and/or tuna

👋I just want to give up on studying for entrance exams. But I can’t. How do you achieve that which you don’t want to do? 🗣I feel like I’ve never ever even achieved that which I don’t want to do.. 👋 Any recent purchases?
 🗣 *https://www.jimdunlop.com/cry-baby-mini-wah/

👋 Who’s the greatest genius you know? 🗣Shimoyaka 　👀 Check them out here: https://twitter.com/simoyaka - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9qsoxiPKaY - Tanaka Bunko is the name of Shimoyaka’s doujin group.

👋 Do you ever have troubles or worries? 🗣I do

👋 Which do you recommend out of the great Ghibli 4 playing in theaters? 🗣Well, anything but Mononoke Hime..

👋 My ex girlfriend introduced me, so when I listen the memories come flooding back... 🗣What are you talking about?

👋 I’m torn on whether to cut my hair or not, should I? 🗣Enough already, just cut it.

👋 Do you have a favorite Tanaka Bunko song? 🗣High Score Girl (👀 https://ch.nicovideo.jp/simoyaka/video/so36488388) It sounds like Dinosaur Jr. ( 👀 The western band)

👋 Have you gotten good at any cooking recipes lately? 🗣Do hotdogs count as cooking?

👋 What to do when you can’t sleep 🗣Listen to the radio and stuff

👋 Why don’t you get a kitty?
 🗣Laziness and allergies as a joint force are preventing my kitty endeavors

👋 Will you sleep after this? 🗣I don’t know

👋 For my Coming of Age Ceremony, I’m not sure if I should cut my hair into a short bob or let it grow long so I can style it. Which suits your tastes more Shinoda-san?
 🗣The short bob 100%

👋 So you like girls with short hair.. Then, what hair color do you like? 🗣I don’t really care as long as it looks good

👋 I slept as this time yesterday, but I woke up at this time today. I want to be reborn as a Marlboro gold cigarette.

🗣It may be wise to not aspire to turn into consumables much

👋 What kind of gear is on your current pedal board? 🗣 *A picture consisting of a BOSS TU3W, Xotic EP Booster, WEED MDW-1 wah, Crowther Hotcake, Electro-Harmoni Nano Bass Big Muff, Arion SCH-Z Stereo Chorus, and BOSS DD-20.

👋 I just woke up, good morning 🗣Good morning

👋 Then I want to be reborn as a bed or sofa 🗣Chill

👋 Time to go to work! Cheer me on! 🗣Have a swell day

👋 I’m job-hunting right now, tell me something 🗣I hope it all works out…

👋 I’m a fan from Taiwan and a guitar newbie, do you have any tips and tricks for pressing chords? 🗣Make sure you’re pressing cleanly, I think

👋 Good morning~ Due to various circumstances I’m living in Tokyo for one month starting today, cheers to our battles to come 🗣Battles!?

👋 After drinking all night yesterday, I fell back to sleep 3 times before finally waking up just now. I woke up out of fear after remembering the news about the man who’s bladder exploded. 🗣That shit’s scary as hell? 　👀 https://nypost.com/2020/06/23/mans-bladder-explodes-after-holding-pee-for-18-hours-after-beer-binge/

👋 As a guitarist/vocalist what are you most careful of? 🗣Don’t wiggle around too much and wear yourself out

👋 Alco and Peace’s radio segments are just too damn good, ain’t they…? 🗣I’ve listened to the skit about Ichiru at an international tournie so many times that I’ve lost count, they’re seriously the best 　👀 They’re a manzai comedy duo too!

👋 What temperature do you keep your air-conditioning at? 🗣It depends but, when I do use it I’ll bring it all the way to 24 degrees celsius.

👋 What are you going to do now? 🗣No idea

👋 Have you ever been approached by fans at festivals or out in town? On that note, is it okay to approach you? (；.Д.) 🗣I have. It depends on the time and place.

👋 I love you. Time to go to work… 🗣Have a nice day

👋 Do you ever go to cat cafes and stuff? 🗣I’ve been.

👋 I’ve been job hunting with no resolution in sight, please give me words of encouragement! 🗣You can do it~

👋 Good morning,,, I bombed my mock exams and would love a picker-upper,,, 🗣Well, mock exams aren’t the end so

👋 What do you think of girls who cheat? 🗣I think they’re girls who cheat

👋 I keep doing Hitorie cover bands but I can’t seem to improve the skill* (I’m the drummer) 🗣I’m amazed that you’re even trying at all

👋 Good morning.. Please cheer me on,, 🗣You can do it~

👋 Can you tell me what entertainer you like! 🗣Kamomental 　👀 Another nother manzai duo!

👋 How to restore absolute exhaustion 👀Find something immersive, or laugh-inductive, or just go to sleep…

👋 What’s your favorite out of all the Hitorie merch released thus far? 🗣The album art pins

👋 What is the philosophy behind men who have affairs? 🗣They’re the type who can do it and stomach it, so they just do it, I think

👋 The album cover pins are so cool that I hesitate to use them, Shinoda-sensei what pins do you use? 🗣I always lose pins in a matter of minutes so I’m too scared to use them..

👋 I miss Shinoda-san’s girl and cat drawings 
🗣I haven’t been drawing much huh

👋 Do you listen to anything besides Audrey on the All Night Nippon radio station? 🗣Not much, only like Creepy Nuts (👀 They host a hip-hop/rap battle station!) or Sakuma (👀 He takes letters from listeners and digs into various hypothetical or real events)

👋 What’s the most recent movie you’ve watched? 🗣Lost Paradise in Tokyo 　👀 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1519647/

👋 It’s Sunday yet I have to wake up early and go to work, please put my heart at ease,,, 🗣I pray for your health…

[perfecting-procrastination]

Hotel - Zabdiel (Part 2)

I am sooo sorry guys that I took so long, I thought I would have loads of time but I have been at work nonstop and have been feeling ill lately tooo. I have plans for a 3rd one and I’ll try my best to get it done as soon as I can! Anyway hope you like this part 2, I love being a tease so I hope the ending doesn’t kill you guys ;). 

Word Count: I don’t know mate fucking long 

Warning: 18++

"I don't believe you, you are lying to me. THERE IS NO WAY Y/N!" Victoria said in shock, processing what she just heard come from your mouth. You laughed, "Its hard to believe but yeh, it happened and he wants to see me later too". Victoria was in so much shock she had to sit down and take a moment. Whereas, you've been sat on the bed ever since Zabdiel left, you could barely stand after what just happened. That orgasm literally sent your legs into jelly. "Well, what are you going to do? How are you going to act later?!", you went in a daze and thought [She was right how am I supposed to act, like what am I expected to do after hes left me like that]. Victoria then shouted "WAIT SHIT I'VE JUST REALISED SOMETHING", scaring the shit out of you. "Jesus Vicky, quiet down haha" you uttered. "Sorry, I just realised that if we go backstage which is probably where he is going to take us. Does that mean I am gonna meet them too. Do I have a chance with some Ecuadorian dick, because YES PLEASE" Victoria said with a devious grin on her face. "To be honest if Zabdiel can finger me in my hotel room then anything is possible. So.... GO GET YOURSELF SOME ECUADORIAN DICK B", you screamed with enthusiasm [Vicky deserves to get some action after her dickhead of an ex anyway]. You both laughed and carried on chatting about tonight and what could happen, the excitement was unbearable and you both just wanted it to come sooner. 

A couple of hours later...

"Right are we ready to go, we need to get there early if you want to get a good space in line" said Victoria rushing me in the process, as usual. You started doing your final checks in the mirror, placing your hands on your waist and turning to the side to see if your outfit makes you look big in the mirror. You tend to get like this before you go out, you worry about your figure most days as you are not shaped like most girls. You were curvier and thicker for sure, and it sometimes took a toll on you. [I really hope he likes the outfit, I hope he doesn't forget me. There is gonna be so many pretty girls there, I could get easily forgotten surely]. You place your hands on the dresser looking up at the mirror in front of you, [Ergh fuck sake why do I do this to myself]. Victoria could see you were getting lost in your thoughts, "Y/N are you okay?". You took your hands off the dresser and faced towards Victoria, "Yeh, I'm alright. I guess I'm just nervous. I should be happy and I definitely am but what if he doesn't even bother talking to me at the show. Like I know this is obviously just a hook up but like still. Ergh I don't know what I'm saying" you sighed. Vicky walked closer towards you and placed a hand on your shoulder, "Sis, lets recap okay. Zabdiel De Jesus came in your room fingered you, without asking for anything back or even to do more stuff. Then after asked for YOUR number. He obviously might not be completely head over heels for you right now cause he obviously doesn't know you well enough but maybe tonight might give him that opportunity. So don't bring yourself down, cause tonight might be the night sugar. Just have fun because that's the most important thing." Victoria said with a wink just after. A smile began to spread across your face as you realised that Victoria was talking some sense. "You're right, I am a beautiful curvy woman and Zabdiel would be dead lucky to have my fine ass tonight. I'm gonna show him who's in control tonight" You said with a flick of your hair. Victoria and you began to laugh and head for the door. You were excited and fully confident for tonight's event. 

In the Queue...

"They are gonna walk past any second now, I CANT FUCKING WAIT GIRL" Victoria screeched in excitement. You were having so many thoughts going through your mind that all you could do was respond with was a fake smile. The bus arrived and the door slowly opened. [Jesus hes about to come out, fuck fuck fuck]. Joel firsts walks out and is rushed through with security, he takes photos and hugs a couple of lucky fans on the way. Erick then steps out with Christopher closely followed behind him. Christopher gave Victoria a little wink in her direction on his way inside, it nearly caused Victoria to drop to the floor but she managed to get herself together. Then walked out Zabdiel and Richard, [God Zabdiel looks so hot, this is difficult. I just want to take him somewhere and rip off all his clothes]. While Zabdiel and Richard were walking inside, you see Richard whispering into Zabdiel's ear. They looked very engaged in a conversation, until you see Richard look over at you and say to Zabdiel "¿Es ella?". Zabdiel looked towards him and nodded his head, "Damn, she nice bro" Richard said with smirk. Zabdiel laughed in response, then finally his beautiful brown eyes made contact with yours. His stares were always so intense, it consistently made you weak every time you looked into them. You bit your lip as you felt the heat between your legs get damper. He moved his eyes towards your lip, all he could think about was those pretty lips wrapped around his dick and the image could not leave his mind. "Zabdiel, come on man" Richard shouted while grabbing Zabdiel in his direction, causing the loss of eye contact between you and him. You sighed, [God, I  just want to fuck him already]. "I saw that, you two were vibing and he DEFINITELY wants a piece" Victoria said while nudging you. You laughed and responded with "Mmm I hope so haha". 

30 mins later...

You and Victoria began to approach the security and the ticket desk, After security check your bags and you both walk towards the desk. The lady behind the desk looked away from her computer and towards us, "Hello, could I see your tickets please". You look through your bag and quickly pass the tickets over to the Lady, "Here you go". She looked through at the ticket and scanned the barcode, the lady then looked shocked as she saw something pop up on the screen. She paused for a minute and signalled a guard to come over. Victoria then faces towards you with a panicked look. The lady then looked back at you both with a smirk, "Well girls it says here that you have been granted VIP and backstage passes. So let me give your wrist bands and ill let George here from security take you backstage. Does that sound Good?". A smile spread across both of your faces followed with a more than compliant nod to her response. She placed the wristbands on both of your wrists and you follow the guard. You noticed other fans watching you go somewhere else with a guard, some either assumed you were in trouble or a new possible groupie for CNCO. But only you and Victoria knew which one you both were going to be and the excitement was only building as you got closer and closer to backstage. You then finally arrived at a room and the security opened the door for you, "Here you go girls, there's refreshments inside and someone will come over soon to give you a tour". You both smiled and Victoria responded with "Thank you George! You've been great". He then walked away and you both walked in the room. It was stylish and it had some sick food and drink, so you were both pretty content. "Oh my God I can't believe were here. it does not feel real at all" you say still astonished from all of the events of today to where you are now. Victoria grabs your shoulders shaking them and saying "GIRL, you can fucking say that again". You both giggle while moving towards the sofa to sit down and have a chat while you wait for the backstage tour guide. 

10 mins later...

*knock, knock* You both look up to notice a lady standing there with 2 lanyards in hand, "Hiya girls, my name is Lisa and ill be showing you round. Are you ready for the tour?". Victoria and you smiled and walked over to Lisa to introduce yourselves. After you all got acquainted, you both were given your lanyards and followed Lisa around the building. She showed you different sections behind the backstage area, showing where the guys chill and explains to you what they do before a performance to get psyched up. You both were looking all around, eyes wide taking in all the scenery. "God its so big in here" Victoria observed. It really was huge and they was so much going on behind stage, and none of it looked easy to deal with. You really do forget how hard the staff and the boys must work to make the performance so perfect. You then uttered, "It really is, Jesus". "Si, mi preciosa", the words were whispered into your ear from behind by a low deep voice. You turn around instantly to see that beautiful tall blonde god, and you couldn't help but smile. You were trying to hold in your inner crazy fan girl but it was hard. You look up to him and whisper, "I've been waiting for you". Zabdiel bites his lip and says "So have I". He looks behind you and then look backs at you. You look at him confused and question "whats wrong?". He then smiles back at you and says "I think Christopher likes your friend". You furrowed your brows and turned around to see Victoria giggling with Christopher, who was flirting majorly with her. You then feel a light squeeze on your hand, you turn around to look at Zabdiel "Cmon I want to take you somewhere, we can leave them in peace". You turn to him with a mischievous smile and a raised eyebrow, "Oh yeah where do you want to take me". Zabdiel sends a wink your way and pulls on your hand, leading you down a hallway. He then reaches this door that labels 'Staff only', he drags you in and closes the door. You look around and notice a desk and some boxes around. [Must be an extra office or something?]. While your eyes were wondering around the room you hear the sound of a click and turn around to notice Zabdiel locking the door. “Planning to kill me?” You said with a smirk. Zabdiel laughs and comes up real close to you “Hmm well you’ve been killing me all day, I haven’t stopped thinking about you since our last meeting.”. You look up towards him and flutter your eyelashes, “Why is that baby, do I make you hungry?”. Hearing those dirty words come out of your innocent mouth made Zabdiel go crazy. And you were right, he was HUNGRY and he wanted you so bad that he was struggling to contain himself. Zabdiel picked you up causing you to instantly wrap your legs around his waist. The whole movement was quick and it all fitted perfectly like you two were meant to be connected with one and another. He moves you towards the wall and starts kissing you hungrily, he wanted you and he couldn’t wait much longer. You ran your hands through his beautiful blonde hair, giving it light tugs at points. Making him moan slightly, Zabdiel began moving his lips down your neck while gently squeezing your thighs. A few moans began to escape your mouth only exciting Zabdiel further. You then pulled Zabdiels hair back, causing him to look back at you with a surprised look. You move your lips slowly towards his ear and whisper “It’s your turn, papi”. You hop out of his grip and shove him against the wall. Zabdiel looks at you in shock, not quite sure what is happening as he is normally the one being dominant. But he most definitely is going to roll with it. You lower your self down and get on your knees. Zabdiel then moves his hands downwards to undo his belt, you then slap his hand off. “Ayy mami, what was that for” he responded. You look up at him while slowly undoing his belt and say “I’m in control this time, not you”. This made his eyes go wide with desire, he wasn’t used to this feeling but he sure did love it. Your eyes were finally met his boxers, you slowly shimmied both his jeans and boxers down. You knew Zabdiel was going to be big but god you weren’t expecting that. It only made you even hungrier for him that your mouth began to water. You positioned one hand on the base of the shaft and placed light kisses on the tip. You then moved those kisses up and down the shaft just to tease him further. Making Zabdiel moan uncontrollably, “Nena, por favor. Stop teasing me”. You look up to him and mutter “Do you want me bad baby, do I make you weak?”. He moves his head back and nods. You look disappointed, “use your words, otherwise I stop” you demanded. He looks at you with his mouth open in shock, “I want you so bad it’s killing me”. You smile deviously and move your mouth onto his tip and start slowly swirling your tongue around it. You start moving your other hand up and down his shaft, creating a steady pace. Zabdiel was losing his mind he was struggling to function with all that you were doing. His dick began to pulsate and you could tell he was getting increasingly closer to reaching his high. You began to pick up the pace and move your mouth all the way down his base, so far that the tip was hitting the back of your throat. Tears started to fall from your eyes and Zabdiel was on the edge. His hands were intertwined in your hair and he was tugging hard only making you wetter. “I’m about to cum baby, fuck” Zabdiel moaned. You went in harder, constantly swirling your tongue around as you went up and down on his big shaft. He was so close, but then you suddenly removed your swollen lips from his member. He looked down at you disappointed, wondering what your next move was. “En serio? I was so close princesa” Zabdiel huffed. You smirked deviously back at him and then stood up, removing your jeans and unclipping your bodysuit in the process. You tugged on his shirt leading him towards the desk and hopped on it. You opened your legs, granting zabdiel access. You opened your eyes really wide and look towards Zabdiel, “I just really want you to fill me up papi”. He didn’t think it was possible for you to make words that sound so dirty sound so innocent. But he definitely loved it, Zabdiel grabbed your thighs and brought you in closer. Zabdiel aligned his hard cock with your dripping core, he slowly pushed the tip on the outside of the entrance. Earning a moan of pure frustration from you, “Please papi, Fuck me”. Zabdiel could tell he was driving you crazy so he decided to take it further. He moved his hand up to your throat and lightly applied pressure, “mami, you need to be more patient. Can you do that for me?”. His hand around your throat while his tip was just sitting at your entrance was destroying you. You needed him and you needed him now. You tugged at your bottom lip and nodded your head. Zabdiel then slightly moved only the tip in, stretching you out instantly. It was just the tip but it was almost enough to send you into an orgasm. 

*buzz* *buzz*

Zabdiel and you looked at eachother wondering where the sound came from. You both noticed the sound coming from his phone which was on the floor. Zabdiel removed his tip from you leaving you empty and extremely frustrated. He picked up the phone and noticed it was Richard calling. “Que pasa Richard?” he mutters. You couldn’t hear clearly what he was saying but he didn’t look very impressed for sure. He pauses, “Okay okay I am coming now”. Zabdiel then hung up the phone and looked towards you, “I have to go nena,  we need to prepare for the show”. Zabdiel began to put on his boxers and jeans. You look at Zabdiel disappointed, “erghhh okay, please tell me we are going to have the chance to continue this later”. Zabdiel laughed and came up close to you, he lifted up your chin with his finger and whispered into your ear “I am not finished with you yet mami”. Zabdiel then opened the door and paced over to the boys to prepare for the concert. You got up and got dressed. You felt so frustrated but you knew you had to wait for Zabdiel. You wanted him so badly and this day has been nothing less of a surreal experience. You exhaled and opened the door, going towards where you last left Victoria. Hoping to find her somewhere backstage. But truly the one thing that was on your mind was Zabdiel.

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Cupcake frosting (Yunho/Smut)

 Asks:  Girl, where's that Daddy Dom Yunho story at? 👅👄💦💦💦 We all thirsty for it!! Bring out our inner hoe!

hellOoo can i request scenario involving fingers and oral with yunho HAHAHA you can add the daddymaterial in toOo

Tags: Age Difference (not illegal or anything but kind of feeds the kink), Daddy Kink, a lot of stuff

You had known Yunho a while. He had been in your life for a long time and you would have been lying if you said he wasn’t extremely attractive. But there was significant age difference that made your little crush seem scandalous. It wasn’t like you were underage, no but the age difference was uhh aparent. 

Yunho was good man, always treating you well when you were together. You thought about his gentlemen ways as you traced the top of your mug with your index finger. You were home alone and not expecting anyone either, only allowing your mind to go down the gutter because you had nothing better to do. 

Yunho was on your mind a lot lately, in more ways than one and none of them were innocent. Squeezing your thighs together, you huffed to yourself due to the lack of friction. This was depressing, you thought Yunho thought of you as a little sister and you thought of him well, as a man. It was hard to get those thoughts out of your mind, especially when there was nothing really else going on. 

A relationship could never happen. You realised that. He was an idol and if he got into a relationship with someone much younger, the reprocussions would be crazy. 

You put your mug down, hearing your phone ring. 

“Hey princess.” The voice that was haunting your thoughts spoke. You smiled to yourself, hearing the nickname he had for you. “What’s up?” You asked, feeling wierd to have him call you in the middle of the day without a reason. “Have anything to do today? I was thinking about stopping by, but only if you have nothing to do.” He said and even thoguh you weren’t planning on going anywhere you were tempted to tell him no. You needed to nip these feelings in the butt while you could. 

“Yeah sure come on over. I have nothing to do.” But you were never one to be strong when it came to these things. “I’ll be there in a few minutes.” He said and hung up. You nearly threw your phone across the room and groaned in frustration. He had you wrapped around his finger, little did you know he was wrapped around yours. 

You rushed around your apartment, in attempts to make things look neat. Pausing infront of the mirror to adjust your hair and your clothes, you sighed. You felt like an idiot and in a few minutes you would be a mess for him. 

The knock on your door made you shake your head and refocus yourself. Opening the door, there he stood, wearing simple black jeans, white t-shirt and jeans. He had that warm smile on his face and was a little container in his hand. 

“Hey you.” Yunho said, his arms wrapping around you. You burried your face into his chest, taking in the warm feeling of him holding you. He leaned down, taking in the scent of your hair before kissing your cheek. This was nice and as much as you hated yourself for it, his arms were your favorite place at that moment. 

“I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever.” Yunho stated as he followed you into your apartment. “It has been a while.” You replied and felt him turn you around. He held the container up and laughed as you raised an eyebrow. Opening it, he showed you the contents and the sweet smell filled your nose. 

“I passed your favorite bakery on the way here. Thought I’d pick up your favorite cupcakes.” He said, pulling one out of the container and handing it to you. The pink frosting looked delicious and the little sugar flowers were very enticing. Why was he doing this? Making you weak in the knees. You looked at Yunho, dipping your finger into the frosting and puting it into your mouth. He got it all spot on, the right bakery and the right cupcake. 

Yunho watched you, taking in the way you sucked the frosting off of your finger and nodded in approval. You walked to your couch, taking a seat and Yunho followed you like a puppy. You weren’t the only one who was whipped, no Yunho was at your mercy, you just didn’t know it. You were a little princess to him and he’d worship the ground you walked on. 

“What’s the occasion?” You asked him as he joined you on the couch. You could feel him grab your bare legs and place them in his lap. “I thought I’d spoil my favorite.” He said and drew circles onto the skin of your legs. “Your favorite?” You questioned, taking a bite of the cupcake. He laughed, noticing the icing get on your nose. “Yes, you’re my favorite.” Yunho grinned and leaned over, wiping the icing of your nose and licking his finger clean. You blushed and finished the cupcake, placing the paper wrapper in the garbage from your spot on the couch. 

His hands were still on your legs and there was a silence over the room. Yunho looked at your features, the slight pink in your cheeks, the pink of your lips and the way your eyes scanned the room. The skin of your legs were smooth and he couldn’t keep his hands off of them. This wasn’t the first time he had gotten this close. You two had always been close, but not in the friendship way but also not in the relationship way. He didn’t fully understand why nothing had happened between you two yet, but he didn’t want to wait any longer. 

The heat that was pooling between your legs before he had even called you was worse at this point. He was so close to you and the thoughts you had tried to push back were very apparent. You refused to look at him, scared that you would give in to your own thoughts and not have him reciprocate.  

Yunho moved his hand up higher, massaging the flesh of your thigh with one hand. His whole body moved over you and his free hand gripped your chin. You were forced to look at him and the pink of your cheeks got more intense. Smiling at you, Yunho attached his lips to yours and you panicked slightly. You wanted this, you really did but you were worried that it wouldn’t be anything more than this. 

For a brief moment, you let yourself enjoy it before backing away from him. “What is this Yunho?” You asked, placing your hand on his chest. “This is me taking the step I probably should have a while ago. If you’ll let me. Let me take care of you, let me spoil you, princess.” He explained and the grip you had on his shirt loosened. You allowed your hand to move from his chest to the back of his neck. His hand moved from your thigh to your waist and he pulled your body under him. The movement was harsh but he still managed to keep it smooth. 

His lips crashed against yours and you didn’t hesitate this time, kissing him back and tangling your fingers in his hair. His tongue found his way into your mouth and his body encased yours. You were surrounded by Yunho, just like you wanted to be. 

His movements got more rough as he spread your legs, settling inbetween them. A whimper left your mouth and Yunho chuckled against your lips. “What was that princess?” He asked and he loved your flushed cheeks. “You know, you always teased me.” He breathed and you cocked an eyebrow, not sure where he was going. “Wearing short skirts, being so close to me, touching me.” He spoke slowly, his hands moving to your waist. You wanted him closer, you wanted his lips against yours again. 

“Yunho~.” You said, trying to pull him closer to you. “No, let’s move this to your bedroom.” He said and got off of you. He held his hand out for you and you took it. At this point you just wanted him to touch you. Grabbing his hand Yunho walked you to your room. HIs demeanor had changed slightly, the soft mood from earlier having disappeared to be replaced by a dominating tone. His hand was holding yours tightly and as you rounded the corner into your room, he used his grip as leverage. You were pushed onto the bed, bouncing a little bit in reaction. 

Yunho was being dominant and well, you were wet. 

He crawled over you again and kissed you way harsher than before. Teeth clashed slightly as his hands moved up your shirt. Your breath had hitched in your throat, feeling his large hands massage your breasts through your bra and under your shirt. He squeezed the flesh before moving his lips down your jaw. 

As you hummed, making Yunho pull away to lift your shirt off of you. “You’re so beautiful, princess.” He said and before you could process the words leaving your mouth. “Touch me daddy, please.” Your cheeks flushed red and you were regretting it, until a devious smile crossed over his lips. “I really like the sound of that.” He teased and moved his face down your body. 

Pausing, your fingers tangled in his hair as he undid your bra. He immediately latched onto the newly exposed skin, running his tongue over it and then taking it between his teeth. He was marking you, making sure you knew that you were his princess and no one elses. You hummed in approval before he bit down on your skin harshly. 

“Call me daddy again.”  He growled and ripped your shorts off of your legs. He was being more aggressive and every time a sound left his mouth, you dripped. 

Yunho’s lips hovered over your panties and fingers traced over the patterns with his fingers. The pink lace was intriguing to him, it made you seem more sweet and innocent and that moment Yunho wanted nothing more then to test that. 

He pushed your panties to the side and his breath fanned over your heat. As you shivered, Yunho ran his finger over your slit. “You smell sweet, babygirl. How do you taste?” He questioned teasingly and the blood rushed to your face. When you didn’t answer, a sharp slap was delivered to your thigh and you whimpered. “Answer me when I ask you a question.” He said and continued to tease your slit with his finger. 

“I taste so good, daddy. Better than frosting.” You told him and he nodded in approval. “Good girl.” The words left his mouth before he placed a sloppy kiss on your slit. You gasped in reaction, wanting to buck your hips for more before he pinned them down. His tongue swirled over your clit, before wrapping his lips around it fully and sucking harshly. While his mouth worked, his hand moved your thighs over his shoulder. You couldn’t help but watch his eyes shut as he got lost in you.  

He was rock hard at this point. Your moans and whines making things worse and the way your fingers tangled in his hair to hold him closer was making things particularly difficult for him. While he latched onto your clit, you felt his finger tease your entrance before slipping it in. 

If you weren’t on the edge of cumming before, you definitely were now. “Daddy, please don’t stop, please.” You whined and if the circumstances were different, Yunho would have stopped. But he was far too gone to do so, curling his fingers, he listened to your sounds get louder. You clamped down on his fingers and your thighs shook as your orgasm took over your body. A thin layer of sweat coated your skin and Yunho’s grip on your thighs tightened as he continued. 

He was overstimulating you and your whole body was shaking. He removed his fingers from you and slowed down the ministrations with his mouth. Yunho moved away from you and you panted, needing to catch your breath. 

“Open your mouth.” He demanded and you did as told, still feeling hazy. His fingers slipped into your mouth and you could taste yourself on them. Yunho looked down at you and admired how fucked out you looked, fingers in your mouth, cheeks pink and body sweaty. 

Your tongue swirled over his fingers before he pulled them out of your mouth. “You’re a good girl.” He complimented and cupped your chin before taking his now clean fingers out of your mouth. He kissed you again and your hands moved to tangle in his shirt. 

Yunho pulled away to strip himself of his clothes. You watched him take his shirt off and admired for a moment. His hands moved to his belt, undoing it slowly. The action was definitely a sight to see and you were getting needier and needier by the second. His briefs hit the floor and your eyes trailed up his body. Yunho was a dream man and he was naked in front of you. 

You grabbed his hand and pulled him over you. He may have called you babygirl and princess, but a princess can get what she wants too. Yunho smiled at you and stroked your face, before moving his hand down to your throat. His hand wrapped around you neck and choked moan escaped you. “So eager. You’ve waited a long time for me to fuck you.” You nodded at his words, your lips parting for air. 

His free hand wrapped your legs around his waist and he teased your slit. Running the head of his cock over it, you pouted. You had waited a while for this, you were done waiting. 

“Daddy, please fuck me. Please.” You choked out, taking air in between words. “Only because you asked so sweetly.” He leaned down and placed his lips on yours, filling you up all the way while doing so. His lips absorbed your surprised moan and he picked up the pace quickly, hardly giving you time to adjust. 

You pulled your lips away from his and your sounds started spilling out. Tightening the grip around his waist with your legs, you wanted him as close to you as possible. Yunho moved back, sitting up straight as he raised your hips. The new angle made him go deeper, hitting that bundle of nerves head on. Your hands moved back and gripped the pillow that your head was resting on. Yunho’s hand had long left your throat and was now digging into your hip. 

“You feel good, princess.” He groaned and admired the way your walls were tight around him. Your back arched, feeling your orgasm sneaking up on you. Yunho must have noticed as well, picking up the speed and having his finger rub circles onto her clit. 

He watched your back arch further, taking the moment to take a mental picture. You were clamping down on his cock, on the verge of cumming and he wanted you too. “Cum for me babygirl, don’t hold it back.” He told you and your hands moved to his arms, scratching down his skin. 

Your orgasm hit you like a ton of bricks and you could have swore you blacked out. Yunho watched your eyes roll back and mouth part, totally forgetting about the stinging sensation your nails left behind as you scratched him. It was the best thing he had seen in a long time. 

Pulling out, he wrapped his hand around his cock and coaxed out his orgasm. Cumming over your stomach with a groan, he panted roughly. Your eyes were wanting to shut in exhaustion, but the sight before you was too good to miss out on. He sat, panting and looking at you. 

It took a few minutes of silence, not awkward but comfortable silence to catch your breaths. Your eyes had drifted shut for a few moments, not to sleep but to rest and when they opened again, Yunho was gone. Hearing footsteps coming from the hall you turned onto your side carefully and watched him re-enter the room, holding a wash cloth. 

“Hey princess.” He said and you felt the warm wash cloth run over your stomach, cleaning it. “Hey.” You said back and admired him. He really was attractive and a great man, but you were worried. This was obviously a game changer in your relationship. 

Just as you opened your mouth to speak, he beat you to it. “Before we have this whole awkward talk about what we are, I need to get this off of my chest. Okay?” Yunho said and handed you his shirt, knowing you would want to wear it. “Okay.” You answered while putting it on. “If this is up to me, this isn’t going to be a one time thing. I also don’t want this to be a sexual thing only either. I care about you, I always have and I have always wanted you in more ways than one. I know things are odd, given the the slight age difference but it’s not impossible. What do you say?”  Yunho asked very quickly. He seemed nervous, which was odd considering the circumstances. 

You sat up on your knees to get on his level as he stood next to the bed. Placing your hand on his toned chest, it slipped down slightly and the action made Yunho smile. His heart  was racing and so was yours. “I’d love nothing more.” You answered and his smile grew. “Good.” He leaned down and kissed you sweetly, another oddity considering the circumstances. The kiss deepened quickly and his hands moved from your waist down to your ass, cupping the flesh. You laughed against his lips with a moan. If he wanted to get you worked up again, he was on his way.

“How about round two, princess? Think you can handle it?” 

A/N: This took me so long to write and post... I’m disappointed in myself. I’m sorry for the delay.

#tvxq! #tvxq! scenario #tvxq! reaction #tvxq! smut #yunho #yunho scenario #yunho reaction #yunho smut #tohoshinki #dong bang shin ki

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

Song of my life

I hate Jay, but I still think about breaking the moral code just to get them/he back.

I don't like their idiotic, bratty, ass, controlling, wimpy, diary of a stolen boyfriend, terror tactics, microsoft nerdy ass, clymphomaniac (Cliff Huxtable Nymphomaniac), military guerrilla style, bronchitis bitchass who snorrrrrrrttttttttssssss so fucking loud in the morning like a kerosene chemical bomb is stuffed up her fucking nose and into her black, gothic, lights her fingers, witch candles and fake dick complacencies all bundled in for an asshole she can't stop from seeking other people, with their own financial insecurities. But yet you steady roasting me??

I hate that I can't just get up and go get a job today. My ass is literally struggling just to pay attention on an application, then when I get frustrated that I can't find anything I'm even fucking qualified for, I get horribly upset about me not being able to do anything about it an just start wanking off for about 2-3hrs of porn just to get a high because I can't smoke weed anymore, and whenever I can't do that, I go to the store to buy processed food and sweets and pop that I don't need but I need to fulfill this need of a high with a sugar craving, and then I kick back into circulation because then I start thinking about how much of an asshole Jay and Jay gf was and then it repeats all over again.

I think too much.

I sneak drinks from my parents special alcohol because I can't even afford buying me some alcohol enough to drown my poisonous thoughts in. But then it gets worse if I drink too much, because then I think about hurting myself and the ptsd kicks in from my momma, dad, jay, that bitch, and everybody else that ever said any mean, rude, sarcastic, and judging me for not being able to grow up like a proper adult. When the truth is, I don't even want to?

And I mean the type the adult my mother and father became...

The corporate job, that you don't even like going to, but you do it because you gotta pay bills, wash your ass, cook, clean, and pay at restaurants because you wife likes to be dined out and took on trips every so often to feel loved and appreciated. Then there's the kids and their automatic dysfunctions to wanting to chip in or help out. All the while, when you come home, you're so tired and worn the fuck out, you can't even build on the dreams or the projects your ass retired to think about doing outside of work because your wife made you cut your hair and be somebody you weren't before you met her.

That's why I don't like marriage. Because I hate being controlled. But I know I need to if I want to settle down and at least have one freaking kid (which I admit took me a long time to even adjust to the idea of having kids at all, until much recently) because kids need to grow up within the first 8-10yrs with 2 parents to grow up with a secure attachment style. And I'm starting to fear, I don't wanna end up a workaholic like my mom who barely even had enough time for me working all the time to cover the household, and then now my dad is the one taking over that role and I see the difference in my sisters now, the lack of their father being able to emotionally support them, like he used to do with me. Cause when mom wasn't there, he was, and I'm glad he was. But now, I keep thinking that maybe if I didn't feel so fearfully attached to my mother to where I became anxious-avoidant, maybe I would have had a healthier relationships with my more feminine relationships and I wouldn't have started to feel like a low life about her not loving me, kissing me, or hugging me enough as a child, like I needed her to be there. It wasn't just me looking for attention or just whining for no reason, I remember crying to myself at night sometimes because I was afraid to call her to my room to help me. Because she was always at work.

And now you think I'm overthinking, but this is just an example of what my brain starts thinking within a whole hour and I just woke up. And by the way I hate the idea of being a depressed mother, postpartum-depression, my mother had it, but I've seen other mothers with it and how it affected the children to see their mothers sad and they became overpleasing, overworked children who blamed their mother's conditions on the reasons why they can't stop people pleasing and stop being too nice all the time, because they grew up in a southern background with biscuits, rice, and eggs that taught their children to serve and serve the mother and father as part of the household.

Sounds like slavery right?

What bout teamwork, cooperation, fairnesss. Not tyranny.

And that's where the loop starts all over again. Because I just came out of situation/unofficial relationship/bdsm-sex-slaveship/non-giving-a-fuck-cgl/toxicship/friendship that was ran by a tyrannist and a colonist working and then not working me to death, putting me on hold, expecting me to wait without a collar of endearment or commitment, and then getting mad when I leave to go find real love, but then my heart keeps fucking beeping like the little reservation alarms from Outback that HEYYYY BITTCHHHH YOUUUU FEEELLLL SOMMMMEETHHHIMGGGGGG THEERREEEEE FORR AAA REEASSSONNNNNNNNN! FUCKING STUBBORN YOUTH BITCH, YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THEMMMMM!

And this is when I get into a fight with myself, because it doesn't even fucking matter because clearly the Co-Captain, Jay, doesn't wanna be involved with us, nor do we know if they were actually playing a role to please HITLER or they really are an abusive, retarded, bastard who doesn't deserve shit, because you know why....

YOUU RANNNN AWAAAYYYYYY TOOO AVOIIIIDDD HEARRRING THISSS DUMBB MFFFFF SAY GOODBYE TO YOU IN PERSON AND NOW WE DONT HAVE ANYYY FUCKKKKINGGG CLOOOSSURREEE AND YO ASSS ISSS STIIILLLL GETTINGGG BLOOCCKKKEDDD

And I hate when I delegate with my personalities, yes, I said personalities, but they mostly feel like masks, because it was an imaginary coping mechanism that my young version of me did to adapt to school, my house, my friends in FL, My friends in MS, and then of course my friends here, I'm always changing and customizing myself like a GTA character in the shop, ready to just take a fucking shower and lay in bed alll day to exhaust my engine, because I downloaded too many computer programs and learned too many parts about someone else's vagina that I wasn't just about to get ready to eat and now Im switching as I talk......

See what I mean. I go from writer nostalgic rant, to aggressive, over freak that just wants to get down, get nasty, get drunk, get high, and go see other people so I can just get over this fat jerk, that (we dont know if they even love us, but nancy drew wants a straight up confession not controlled by their institutionalized gf that hawks their phone and their mind everyday. THEY REEEKKKK OF THEIR FUCKING GF INFLUENCESSS. THAT MANIPULATIVE ASSS FUCKIING WHHOOORREEEE), but most obviously (school Ky talking) this person absolutely does not love me or her enough to respect both women, but especially me, as they disrespect me the most, block me to abandon me, an treat me like a sexy can of green beans to eat later in their storage cabinet, so yes they just see you as a casual sex option to go, no longer respects you, your mind, your body or whatever your opinion is.....because their off marrying the wicked witch of the Midwest as we speak....it could be any day now.

(Mad ky) Why the fuck haven't they got married yet? 2yrs is wayyy too fucking long to be engaged to somebody if they're saying they're gonna get married at the courthouse. Like wtfff just do it already, I can't hold this fat ass bitch any longer from running back to this mf house. Like Ky, leave this nigga alone, damn! We can find a finer ass nigga, with a better job, and a better heart, emotionally available to love you and respect you the way that you need to be treated, fuck that mf.

I hate this bitch (Love Ky) but why don't we just go over there and see if they'll talk to us.

HELLLLLL NAAAHHHHH I DONT EVEN FUCKING TRUST THAT HOE AND FUCKING HITLER ASS GF SO FUCKING PETTYY SHE MIGHT EVEN TRY CALLING THE COPS ON YOU CAUSE SHE DONT EVEN LIKE YO ASSS AND SHE FAKKEKKE ASSS FFUCCKKKK LIKE A MF KARENNNN YO

Forget that hoe, we out mf.

We can't even tell this mf that we even moved in between grand rapids and Flint because mom tried to push us down the stairs and had to live with our grandma who don't even want us there so now she keeps making up excuses because she has OCD and likes her house a certain way, her and her only.

Its been a month since I even got into it with her about a fucking hamster, now my ass is still in flint. Not even wanting to go see grandma till I have a fucking job, cause she always yelling at me about stupid little shit and I only got to stay there for a month. She even got on me about some canned collard greens, man do I highly dislike that mf mother too. Sorry, grandma but you a pain in the ass to live with too.

I hate my life rn....

And its so hard to stay positive. My life sounds like a cartoon that I didn't even write. My looney toon ass need a psychiatrist, but I can't even afford therapy until I find a job with actual healthcare insurance.

Cause my first ever therapy session was $188 that I haven't even been able to pay off yet, because a mf aint got no job, Tommy.

Like wtffff

I need a vacation. From my brain. And my body. My family.

Then there's that good ol' American Television called escapissmmmmmmmm

[tocaira]

The magic of a kiss

Hello Bingu,

That’s one of the many names I have given you :D If you don’t like it, I am sorry. Anyway, today we are going to talk about something very beautiful - a kiss. I have always believed that kisses are magical and they make you very happy. I keep asking papa to give me some but he’s a kanjoos and doesn’t give me too many. 

Today afternoon, I was struggling with a repair situation at home and we had to go to a neighbour’s flat for solving that problem. I took you with me because you love going up and down in the lift. Specially in the glass lift. And I also love to hear ‘taat tooo’ in your sweeter than sugar voice. What’s that sound? Our lift announces the floor number whenever it stops ‘fourth floor’, ‘ground floor’ and you repeat after that voice in the same tone and say ‘taat tooo’. Coming back to the neighbour’s house, I was talking to the aunty there and you turned my face towards yourself and gave me a kiss. It took a moment to realise what you did and when I finally realised, I was so happy. 

All these days, when we said “Aarin paari kar de”, you put your cheek on mine or you put your cheek forward to take a kiss from me. But today, you actually kissed my cheek. Not once but many times. And I couldn’t have been happier. Thank you so much for making my day. Now I know why they say toddler kisses are precious. 

I’ll wait for more kissees. Don’t be a kanjoos like your papa :)

Lots of love and kisses, goodnight betu.

Mumma

[burning-cigarillo]

1. What’s one thing that’s happened to you that has made you a stronger person?

I think being in relationships and friendships were I was constantly belittled and didn’t even know it. It took me years of realization to find out my worth. It’s still a process but I am slowly getting there.

2. What’s one thing that’s happened to you in your life that made you feel weak?

I think in my life there hasn’t been one specific situation that has made me feel weak. I think there are constant little situations that make me feel weak rejection, heart break, and feeling judged. This really hurts my soul.

3. Where is one place you feel most like yourself?

I think when I go to a music festival or am surrounded by like minded people it really helps me feel the most like myself.

4. Where is your favorite place to escape to?

I love going to beaches or warm locations.

5. Who do you think has had the largest influence on the person you are today?

I think my parents even though we have such different values. I can see why I am the way that I am because of them, but also why I am the way I am -not caused by them. Does that make sense?

6. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?

I think sometimes i overthink way too much and focus on the wrong things. This really sends me down a spiral whole. I constantly focus on the wrong people and things that won’t help me succeed in life. I need to learn how to say fuck it more and not dwell on things that wont matter 5 years from now.

7. If you had one day left to live, what would you do first?

I think I would apologize or reach out to people I haven’t in a while and tell them how much I care. And just try to have the most craziest night ever.

8. What decade do you feel you most belong in?

I always say like the early 90s. I would love to be my age around then or the disco era NYC.

9. Who are you closest to in your family? Why?

I think my sister and I are pretty close or are closer now. We are very up front and honest with each other. It has taken a while but we are pretty much there.

10. Who is the one person in this world that knows you best?

I think my sister. But sometimes I feel like no one really knows me.

11. What is your favorite quality about your best friend?

I have a bunch of good friends and pretty much some best friends. I like how they accept me for who I am.

12. When you were younger what did you think you were going to be when you grew up?

I never really thought about like who I was going to be who i was going to marry or shit like that. It never crossed my mind. I never had this future image of myself. Is that bad?

13. If you could identify with one fictional character (from a book, show, or movie) who would it be?

I have a couple and I am going to reanswer this question in a while. But I was recently watching Shameless and can relate to Fiona. To be honest I am not as much of a hard worker and family person as she is. But the way that she deals with pain and being hurt is just like me. She honestly holds everything in until she cant take it anymore and just self destructs. And I do that a lot.

14. Do you easily accept compliments? Or do you hate compliments?

I hate/love compliments sometimes I take them dont believe them. Or sometimes when I’m not getting complimented im just like wtf is there something wrong with me. Do they not find me attractive, pretty, blahh.

15. Is your favorite attribute about yourself physical or non-physical?

I mean i don’t have a particular favorite attribute about myself. I’m trying to learn to accept myself for who I am, and realized this is the body that I am going to be with my whole entire life so might as well deal with it ha.

16. What is your favorite physical attribute about yourself?

I like my skin, and I do have a proportional body.

17. What is your favorite non-physical attribute about yourself?

I try to be very un judgemental and open minded. Because I hate judgemental fucking people.

18. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Um sometimes I feel like it can happen depending on the person and people. I think when it comes to love it happens to some people, but some people it will never happen to them unfortunately. To me like some people with become rich and some people wont. Some people will fall in love and live happily ever after and some people it will never happen to them.

19. Do you believe in soul mates?

This kind of goes with the question from above. I think some people have “soulmates” like the ones you see in the movies. Like that guy or guy that sweeps you off your feet and you live happily ever after. I feel that anyone you really connect to with your soul is a soul mate. This can be a family member, friend, hook up, or random person on the street. Anyone that has touched my soul has been a soul mate to me.

20. How seriously do you take horoscopes?

I don’t believe in horoscopes in like i’m a Taurus so the month of February is going to suck for me. But personality and relationship connections I do believe in it. I just feel like everyone that I’ve met when I find out their zodiac sign I’m just like fuck that is you.

21. Have you ever been in love? How many times?

I feel like I have but then I have not. Because once it ends I realize woah that shit wasn’t even real I was just blind as fuck. I feel like at the moment i thought it was love but confused it with lust or someone manipulating me, which sucks. Because I would love to have genuine love one day, but at the same time I feel like I am not prepared for it. 

22. What makes you fall in love with someone?

For me it is a combination of things attraction, compatibility of souls, sexual connection, and a free soul. To me the most attractive thing is when someone doesn’t sugar coat themselves and is free to be free. I think sometimes I like or am attracted to people that are too free. You know speaking about my current situation right now. A couple of weeks ago I hung out with two guys- one guy was super nice took me out to eat picked me up from my house, very sweet did the whole proper thing. I wasn’t feeling it.

The other guy from the moment I saw him - I was just enamored by his demeanor his fucked up soul because I felt like I could see beyond it. It made me angry with myself because I’m like wtf why don’t I like that person that really likes me back. And I realized something about myself, for me there is something about pain that I love. Also that guy was super nice to me but I felt as if he was trying to hard to do everything so right so perfect that it was a turn off to me. Because I myself know thats not who I am. Like he spent so much money on me trying to show me hey this is what you can get with me nice ass things. But to me those things matter, but at the same time it doesn’t make a difference. Because like you trying so hard doesn’t show me who you really are idk if that makes sense. Lol I’m just fucked in the head.

23. What does vulnerability mean to you? What has the ability to make you vulnerable?

Vulnerability means letting that ego down and just surrendering yourself completely. That’s my problem I fucking hate being vulnerable. Fuck that shit it fucks me up so bad. Because once I am vulnerable bad stuff happens to me and I fucking hate it. But VULNERABILITY is key to living your life. When you are not vulnerable you miss out so much on what life has to offer whether it is accepting a job half way across the world, moving far away from friends and family, traveling, or being in a relationship. 

Men/Relationships make me very vulnerable and I hate it. Because when I really am into you I give me 100% all. And I hate it cause I always am vulnerable for the wrong things/people.

24. What’s one thing you’re scared to ask a man, but really want to?

I’ve never been afraid to ask a man anything. Because I’ll just ask one of my guy friends or a guy and I feel like they give me an honest opinion. But I will be afraid to ask men I am interested in certain things....

25. If you were a man for a day, what would be the first thing you do?

Have sex with a woman to see what it felt like. I feel like when you have a dick sex feels 100000x better.

26. What do you find most attractive about each sex?

I think girls are super attractive I would love to get with girls, but emotionally there is nothing like a man’s embrace. There is something warm and comfortable about a man. I just think its unfair that there are way more attractive woman on this earth than there are attractive men. Am I right?

27. What’s one thing you’d love to learn more about?

I don’t know because i feel like I am constantly learning new things! I would love to learn something new and interesting though.

28. What is something you’ve never done that you’ve always wanted to do?

I think scuba diving or anything extreme underwater. I’ve always wanted to do things like that or travel around the world.

29. Why haven’t you done it yet?

I am a horrible swimmer water freaks me out. Maybe that should be my new years resolution become a better swimmer!

30. If money didn’t matter, what would your dream job be?

I always say this I would love to be a porn star. If it wasn’t for my family I think I would have started to do it a long time ago. I don’t even think I would care about what people would say about me, but I know how disappointed my parents would be and I’m just the type of person that couldn’t do that to them.

Also deliver babies, or just have a job where i could travel all the time.

31. If you had off from work today, what would you do?

Sleep watch tv/netflix #rainydayz

32. What was the last thing that made you cry?

I was just frustrated on why things were the way that they were. How my head can be so fucked up sometimes it frustrates me.

33. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

I think I was watching a funny video.

34. What is your favorite memory?

UHHH tooo fucking many memories. I’ve had a lot of favorite memories. Can’t choose one.

35. What’s the last thing that REALLY embarrassed you?

I don’t really get embarrassed easily, so I don’t really remember.

36. What is your biggest fear?

Not being able to leave my hometown or home state. At least for a little while, it literally fucks with my head how much I keep setting myself back.

37. Do you have any regrets? What’s your biggest one?

I try to not have any regrets, but my biggest one is to stop letting my inner demons get to my goals.

38. Have you ever broken a law? If you haven’t what is one law you’d love to break? YES i’ve broken a couple. And I have no idea.....

39. What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done?

I’ve done way too many crazy things I can not just name one.

40. Would you have a conversation with a stranger?

I always do, I am that person.

41. Would you tell a stranger they have toilet paper hanging from their shoe? Or their dress tucked into their underwear? (Or anything else that is embarrassing to be seen in public)?

YUP, thats me I’m a pretty quite shy persons sometimes. But I am always that person, because I would want someone to tell me if that was me.

42. What’s your favorite joke?

Don’t have one. Anything on a meme.

43. Are you a dog person or a cat person?

I would like to say both.... but catz all day

44. If you could be any animal, what animal would you be?

I think I would like to be a cat, dolphin, koala bear, or my fave an OCTOPUS

45. What’s one show, movie, or book, you’re embarrassed to admit you enjoy?

that show are you the one on MTV so fucking embarrassing its so stupid, but i love watching it whenever its on

46. How do you think your parents would describe you as a child?

They said I was super outgoing, caring, lovable, always laughing thats why they were so confused when I changed

47. If you could go back to any age or time of your life, what age or time would it be?

I think I would have done high school completely different. I was very obnoxious and just so oblivious on things, I think I would have made way more genuine relationships if I was different. But I feel like it is the reason why I am the way that i am today.

48. What’s something you believe in that not everyone else does?

I really don’t know. Treating people with respect.

49. What’s one thing you would say that makes you unique from other people?

I think I am not afraid to express myself and  be who I am

50. What is one thing you feel your life is missing?

I feel like where I am supposed to really belong is what I am missing. I feel like me being in my hometown is disabling me from living life how i really need to live it. But change needs to start within myself. So that is my goal to find where I belong and try to leave here.

I am telling myself I am going to repeat this a year from now and see how my answers have changed. I am kind of excited to see what will be different. Because I know how much shit can change in a matter of a year.