#i hate bea so much >:(

[attackoneyebrows]

Starting with how Bea made these conscious choices in her life to sharpen her skills (whether in way of language or martial arts) just to justify her value. To compensate for what she was taught were flaws (likely ingrained through her parents). And then we have this incredible character arc (with the help of Ava and her other Sisters), where Bea gradually accepts that her value is innate, and is not contingent on her skills or accomplishments and that she no longer need to prove her value, to justify her queerness. And that’s why she leaves the OCS.

This entire journey resonates with me (and I’m sure many others) on an insane level because we’re so hard on ourselves, to be skilled, to be accomplished, just so others (particularly our Asian parents) would see our value and see us more than just queer. I’m honestly still walking that journey so to see Bea successfully close that chapter of her life and start an entirely new one is incredibly satisfying.

#warrior nun #warriornunedit #sister beatrice #maybe a bit of tmi but #i just resonate with her character so much #like associating ur value w ur accomplishments #and it's not to say you hate it entirely #like bea loves the ocs and her sisters #and i've loved where i've worked and some of the ppl ive met are my closest friends/mentors #but she was able to walk away from that world bc she knew thats not where her value resides #i want to eventually be able to do the same

[lacallemojada]

on Andrea and Beatrice sibling bond - Hygge Universe by @jmflowers

“You’re a good big brother,” she whispers, her fingers tracing a familiar path down the side of his cheek, “You’re kind and you’re smart and you’re helpful.” (October 2025)

Hygge chapter 6: Travel Light//I don't love anyone, Belle and Sebastian//NA//The Elektra Complex, @filmnoirsbian//Everlasting - Acoustic, Seafret//The Other Boleyn Girl(2008)//Sunday Afternoon, Joseph Lorusso//Seven and Five mix by Sleeping At Last.

#silly silly little thingy #but i have so many feelings about these two and their bond #i haven't been able to stop thinking about the last hygge prompt or mini shot since it was posted #i needed a way to convey how much they mean to me and how much i believe Andrea and Bea mean to each other #nothing special just intense intense feelings am i right???? #hygge #fic rec #jmflowers #i can't believe what your writing is doing to me janelle i hate you <3

[princeconsortroad]

Whatever you do, don't think about how, in Alex, Henry has a safe person, an interested person, an amused person and a person he loves and who loves him back to rant about Byron's poetry to 🥺

#i have such bad brainrot about them tbh :( #like. #you can see how henry probably ranted to Arthur and Catherine about the poetry he fell in love with #and both genuinely listened bc they were fans too #but when Arthur died. . . Henry lost both people to do that with #bea tries. she listens she does! but she isn't that interested and she isn't as good as faking interest as she thinks #philip and his grandfather are no goes #and pez tries too. . . but it's just not his thing and henry hates to be humoured #so pez doesn't - in agreement with what henry wants #but then as henry gets closer to alex? he realises alex doesn't humour him. . . alex is genuinely interested #and lets him talk as long as he wants and as much as he wants #bc it makes henry happy #and alex loves making henry happy #and when henry is finished ranting? its alex's turn! #just. i love them okay? #and as someone who has no one to rant to about their hyperfixations #henry and alex - but mostly henry - having that person is very important to me #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz #red white and royal blue #rwrb #red white and royal blue movie #rwrb movie #firstprince #mine.

[bumblingbabooshka]

Don’t turn your patron saint into mine. What’s worse; A father’s eye, ever disapproving or a mother’s eyes, ever closed? I was a child, Spock. Do you really think I never cried?

Transcript: “You should not speak ill of our mother.” Spock, may I ask you something? If Sarek is as horrible as you paint him, and Amanda as good as you believe - why didn’t she help you? I think you know something about that doesn’t make sense - through logic or emotion. But you’re frightened and you’re guilty. Because you love her and this is the only way you allow yourself to show it, this constant forgiveness. Fine. I’m not Sarek, I’m not here to judge you. I only want to be left alone. You can have your mother, Spock. Mine died a long time ago. + Tags of my original post which tumblr error messaged to hell

#Sarek #Amanda Grayson #Michael Burnham #Spock #comix #bea art tag #my original tags are under the cut - tumblr ate them and I hate it for that v_v #Me: (person who only knows Michael Burnham from his visions) I love Michael Burnham so much #star trek #star trek art

[butterscotch-goat]

ya boy just thought of another great "kick the dog" moment

#butterstalk #may or may not have been inspired by something my pal said in dms after i showed em a sketch #auuughhhh hes so horrible but auuughhhh it makes so much sense and auuughhhh #dies #anyway #sorry aster #yall are gonna hate bea for this

[imaybeabear]

Hey I dont mean to be dramatic but Shohei Ohtani signing with the dodgers is legit the worst thing that's happened to me this year

#hes so good and i hate the dodgers so much its not faaaiiirrrr #😫😫😫 #baseball #bea rambles #hell is on earth and it is of the dodgers making

[carmodance]

im starting to work on my faves of the year this weekend

#I was hesitant bea #because it is time consuming #I still may nix the entertainers video unless I hear vocal protest lol #and I get alot of of dance parents a bit upset or sad which I hate #pls do not put so much weight in it <3 #but its just a fun look back over the year for me

[winterrhayle]

URGENT QUESTION WHAT SHIP DOES MY TEARS RICOCHET BELONG TO

HAHAHAH THIS QUESTION GENUINLY STRESSED ME OUT BC I WAS SO UNSURE BUT I THINK MAYBE EVRET AND LEVANA???!?!? BUT IN THE WORST WAY POSSIBLE

OK SO

the whole song is about the death of a relationship i know evret and levana barely even qualifies as a relationship as its so one sided but u get me

ok so pretend this whole thing is from evrets pov

'and if im on fire youll be made of ashes, too' ok first thing i noticed here is the reference to fire bc thats a recurring theme in tlc and more specifically in fairest, and that lyric is about how the people on both sides of the relationship are hurting eachother - levana hurting evret by manipulating him, forcing him to marry her, stealing evrets dead wife's face, etc etc,, and on evrets side, he hurts levana by not loving her back (what a king i love him sm)

'even on my worst day, did i deserve, babe, all the hell you gave me? cause i loved you, i swear i loved you, 'til my dying day' a huge huge part of evrets character is that he has a big sense of duty and devotion. so when levana forced him to marry her, regardless of his lack of love for her, he did everything he could to make her happy, because thats what he felt his duty as a husband was to do, and throughout fairest, they keep mentioning the vows 'i vow to love and cherish you for all our days' 3 times i think (?) so relating back to the song, its like hes saying, i loved you and cherished you as promised (or did everything an actual loving husband will do) and yet she gave him hell (the reasons stated in the paragraph above ^^^^^ and more) even though he was kind to her LITERALLY UNTIL HE DIED???!?!??!??!? WHICH SHE PLANNED?!??!??!???!?!?! fairest is so wild omg

'and i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want, just not home' this ones simple, evret literally cant go home back to his normal life with just his daughter to mourn his wife's death because levaNA FORCED EVRET TO MARRY HER RIGHT AFTER

'and you can aim for my heart, go for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones' theres 2 ways you can take this, the literal way : bc levana got evret assasinated, she literally did aim for his heart and go for blood in a murdery way, but i think the more metaphorical interperatation works better: levana aimed for his heart, as in, she aimed for the one alive person evret cared about the most, aka winter. by killing evret and leaving herself as winter's only family, levana is hurting winter, and this hurts evret (but like hes dead so he doesnt know that but it still works)

this also relates to the last line of the bridge 'and when you cant sleep at night, you hear my stolen lullabies' winter being the stolen daughter, the daughter she took from evret and solstice, aka the 'stolen lullaby' :

and all throughout winter (the book not the person), its like levana is haunted by evret through winter's (the character) existence, as she looks so much like evret and reminds levana of him AND because winter is more beautiful than levana without needing glamour, so when levana sleeps at night, she'll be thinking about her jealousy of winter (when she cant sleep at night shes hearing evret's stolen lullabies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i'll admit this one was kinda a stretch but it works in my head

the pendent that evret gives levana on her 16th birthday is a metaphor thats talked about multiple times in the book

at what levana thought was the start of their 'relationship'

when she realises evret never loved her and the pendent (the sympathy and gesture) was evret's wife SOLSTICE'S idea (his one true love <333333 i love sol sm)

the pendant thing is summed up here ^^^^

the pendent is also present in evret's death scene, so the line in the song 'you wear the same jewels, that i gave you as you bury me' are literally true

anyway this is easily the most incoherent post ive ever written so sorry about that ~~~~

this has been a levana hate post !!!!!!! and there probably are many more to come

#i actually have so much more to say but this post is crowded as it is #i dont even want to reread allathat i know i made so many errors #i love how u said ur question is urgent and i ended up seeing ur ask 15 hours later #LOLLL SORRY #evret hayle #levana blackburn #tlc #the lunar chronicles #asks #mine #bea tag #marissa meyer #F*** LEVANA ALL MY HOMIES HATE LEVANA #taylor swift #tlc swiftie

[cantquitu]

Aisling Bea has been posting a lot about this film about Take That fangirls, Greatest Days, and I can't wait to see it. I hope it's decent, it has all the ingredients of something I would love.

#greatest days #aisling bea #take that #I wasn't a Take That fan (1D were my first boy band) #but I loved taking the piss out of them #so much so that the boundary between love and hate was pretty blurry #i was this angry indie rock goth girl #and I would watch hours of Take That stuff and read loads of interviews and dissect them with my friends lol #especially one friends whose sister was obsessed with them

[silasplaskett]

seth can u stopppppp talkingggggggg

#middle of episode 7. will we find out why him and henry even got sent here in the first place #the wilds #the wilds spoilers #i hate him so much and im continually apprehensive about the boys entire arc now #bea is live

[seraphbutch]

everytime I see Pete Davidson or Evan peters I physically hiss and scratch at my screen like a mountain lion

#i hate them so much #idk what it is #but the urge to bea them up is so strong

[simplysummers]

since it's anti-honesty hour, what do you think of Loki LafayettexJefferson and Grant Thrustin'?

Wonderful names, 10/10, I would absolutely give one my kids a last name like this.

#I hate you so much. #you can’t do my man Grant like that. you just can’t. i won’t allow it #ask bea #Bea’s mutuals #Jamie 💙 #for context I said Loki’s last name sounded like a Lafayette x Jefferson ship name #(AND IT DOES!?) #and Jamie retaliated my maiming my boy like that

[imaybeabear]

#i like to think id like this movie if it was its own thing but lets all be truly honest #as an adaptation of one of the most incredible novels ever written it sucks absolute ass #its so bad #there are so so many things wrong with it but especially the ending #the novel ends with the realization that the person who truly killed edmond dantes was the count of monte cristo and this fuckin movie just #goes 'yeah fuck that absolutely devastating and poignant conclusion cause we want a ✨️hApPY eNdInG✨️ #i hate it so much #the count of monte cristo #the count of monte cristo 2002 #the beloathed 🤬🤬 #i have so many feelings about this fuckin movie and the only thing i can think of is a shitty meme rip #bea rambles

[coalburiedinwarmashes]

First week working in the best place ever completed🤩

#so grateful for the 30 euro I found in my wallet and the half day Friday #yapping #clonturk art coming up to the submission of the leaving cert booklets what was I thinking get me out of there but also it’s so exciting woah #I feel exhausted and hateful… and yet. full of love and joy #grateful for coira and emma dn and nicole and rían who is the only one I believe doesn’t hate me #guys it’s kind of the best thing ever when u sugest something and the child’s eyes like genuinely light up and they’re like that’s #cool idea thank you and then like ugh they’re so much more willing to listen to you then woah I hope every child in the world lives a life #full of love and has some adult who cares to listen woah ugh especial love the queer kids who think it’s cool I have blue hair #but 6 hours straight standing and walking no sitting down ever is the worst #and hearing that the 6th years were talking shit also not fun but also so get it like of art worst ever I’d also hate if someone came in #trying to talk to me even if they were trying to help I’d have killed them so maybe I should be grateful #they’re all so cool tho shou out Bea and Sean especially #shout out Nathan the faggiest person I may ever have the pleasure of meeting #shout out my brothers friends who r chill and one of them up is doing a cool snake turtle sculpture sick #shout out Alice woah I should put full name damn but shout out everyone every I love them all #so freaking tired everyday and I come home and I can pt rest at all because constantly trying to get this house together like painting #cleaning radiators moving shit furniture is so heavy when ur core strength is gone from just standing all day #I miss my room and my kitchen boooooo change booooooooooo #my therapist is being very nice to me tho

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

i hate this program

#vivitalksot #BEA WAS A FINALIST I HATE THIS SO MUCH