19.12.23, tuesday
0.5h of coding lol
wasn’t having the best day so decided to finally watch the barbie-movie (it’s on hbo rn) bc figured that could cheer me up
but bc the universe loves a good timing, on the grocery store trip after, some dudes came to me like ”which one of us would u fuck?” and that annoyed me way more than it should’ve. Like cmon, it’s 10pm at a grocery store; if you’re not cottage cheese or olive oil get tf out of my face
just a short evening walk bc it was windy and I was annoyed
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I got invited to see a show for a band I love for free tomorrow but I looked at my bank account today and I have 36 dollars until tuesday after next and I have to drive an hour and a half to the cities to go to the concert (and back) and if we go out for food that’s gonna be like. All my money and I’m having a lot of anxiety about it all now and I can feel myself also coming up with excuses to cancel what would otherwise be a good and healthy outing for me to combat some of my agoraphobia but goddamn
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how does anyone get anything done if you only have single hour or half-hour chunks to do it. im fucking dying out here I can't fucking do anything in an hour I NEED two and a half hour chunks to be able to even sit down and focus
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hi, friends! just a little uncle nina life update: i have spring break in about two days and while i'd love nothing more than to write endlessly, there are a lot of irl tasks that i neglected or couldn't do bc i was busy, put off bc i was stressed, etc. so those are all going to have to come before me hunkering down and doing big writing.
— which i can't do if my environment is chaotic Anyways
but i digress.
tldr: if i seem quiet, i'm very exhausted, not in a good head space to write rn and i have a million offline things i have to get done. which, hopefully, once all my tasks have been mastered i'll be set up for success. but dw, i'll update yall as i go, do ask memes here and there: i just need to get my life in order before i ~Write Write~
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College has been much harder on me then I expected and the people there are godawful annoying so I am taking ONE day off. Of my own accord because other days off are led on by the staff themselves after seeing me have panic attacks so bad they had to phone me a taxi home so they don't count. Today I am CHOOSING to do this.
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