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sabo-has-my-heart · 10 months

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Hi :D

I need to say that I love your writing very much. You're literally so amazing at describing characters and their emotions , their actions and the background as well!

Tho, If you feel comfortable enough - Can you make headcanon or drabble (choice is up to you) about Platonic!Roger Pirates and Whitebeard Pirates having a young crewmate that is very mature but is really self-sacrificial? By that I mean , they are not a fighter but don't want to be burden so they do anything they can to not be useless in their opinion?

So I did headcanons because I'm not good with drabbles. It's either 800-900 words minimum or nothing. I don't do drabbles. That being said, I hope you enjoy this, just remember this is just how I see them.

Word Count: 900

Roger Pirates

Roger totally pouts about you being very mature

You’re a kid, you should be enjoying life!

Orders the crew to give you as few chores as possible.

That’s not to say you don’t do plenty, just that Roger doesn’t assign it to you.

Constantly telling you to go have fun and enjoy the sunshine.

Part of you wants to, you want to make him happy, you kind of want to go have fun.

But what if you become a burden by doing so?

What if you cause trouble like Buggy and Shanks?

Nope! Not gonna happen!

And you go right back to helping out.

Rayleigh has had to forcibly stop you before.

Actually picked you up, set you in a chair, and ordered you to enjoy a small dessert.

In his defense, you’d been working yourself pretty hard at the time.

The entire crew knows not to wake you in the morning unless necessary.

It’s not that they don’t want your help, but they’re worried about you.

Rayleigh suggests a therapist.

You got so caught up in taking care of things that you missed the appointments.

The crew honestly tries their best to get you to stop and relax.

They’ve seen you overwork yourself, it wasn’t pretty and they all felt terrible for not stopping you sooner.

You still find plenty to do though.

Them not telling you to help actually makes you feel worse.

You’re being a burden by trying not to be a burden!

Rayleigh realizes this and you, Roger and Rayleigh reach an agreement.

You’re to do the chores you’re given and no more unless asked.

Buggy and Shanks aren’t allowed to ask you for help.

You’re allowed to get the usual early wake up call, but you have to spend a mandatory 2 hours being a kid and having fun.

Your fun usually involves helping Crocus organize the infirmary or just talking with Shanks (and keeping him out of trouble).

Neither Roger nor Rayleigh are happy about it, but they accept that it makes you happy so they don’t say anything.

You tell them that you just don’t want to be a burden… They laughed.

They told you that you were a kid, the only thing kids should worry about is being kids, not about being burdens.

Still, if doing a certain amount each day gets you to have fun later, they’ll take what they can get.

Whitebeard Pirates

Oh dear.

If you think Roger was bad, try dealing with his son.

Ace loves goofing off and causing trouble.

Haruta also likes causing trouble.

The two try to get you in on their trouble very, very often.

Not that they do, but they’re really trying to get you to enjoy life.

Unfortunately, watching them cause trouble and make messes only makes you want to do more.

Their jobs as commanders are important and they’re great fighters, but damn do they cause trouble for people.

Marco, Izou, and Thatch help though.

They keep you busy but also keep you from overworking yourself.

Thatch will give you easy tasks in the kitchen, Marco will give you simple tasks in the infirmary.

It’s always stuff that’s ‘important but I just don’t have the time’.

Izou helps in a rather odd way. He insists on spa days with you, says your company is relaxing, that he needs someone he can talk to but not like Ace or Thatch.

So you take spa days with him.

He actually really does like your company and it does help him relax, but it’s 90% for your sake.

Even Whitebeard has you help him.

He’s 20 ft tall, Luffy literally fits in his giant hand! He needs someone to help him with small things.

You’re young and small, so you do a lot of things he’s ‘too big’ for. Could he technically order things in his size? Yes, but that would be a lot of money when he has someone small who can do it for him.

At least, that’s what he tells people.

You’re often busy this way but actually do very little work.

Which was their intention.

You’re a kid, they don’t want you being too grown up but they know if they try and stop you, you’ll find other ways.

So they keep you busy while making things easy.

Organizing things, sorting produce, spa days, writing out various orders from the captain, reading off lists made by the commanders, all stuff that requires very little actual work but is still important to each of the commanders.

Ace and Haruta try to make their tasks fun as well.

Sometimes it works, sometimes it just annoys you.

Are they mocking you by doing this?

Whitebeard does have one very strict rule for you though.

No working after dinner, the time between dinner and bed is to be spent winding down and getting ready for bed.

Someone once caught you trying to clean the kitchen counters after dinner to make life easier for Thatch.

Whitebeard ‘grounded’ you for a week. You weren’t allowed to help anyone with anything, you felt awful.

Ace and Haruta were assigned to you to make sure of that.

You never disobeyed the rule again.

It’s not that you don’t want to have fun, but you just really don’t want to be a burden to anyone.

You spend some of the time after dinner just doing what you want to do.

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ye-xiu · 1 year

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Hi i think i'm falling in love with HONGJOONG please help me. please. what are some of your favorite videos of him / all of ateez even? 🤲🏻 i am going crazy

kjuhzgtzhujik i am HAPPILY of help anon u have no idea how much this thrills me. tho there are many people who have been fans of ateez much longer, the hongjoong bias is still rare around here so i am happy about everyone joining ranks !!! hello hi !!! have fun !!!

so mandatory viewing of my ateez (hongjoong centric) experience:

deja vu mv (he serves so much raw cunt here it's insane. it changed me as a person like i was a mere casual listener but this one. sealed the deal over a year ago. i have yet to come up for air)

don't stop mv (second most insane moment in the hongjoong-fication of me. he's actually an actor it's crazy he didn't get a baeksang for best music video acting while trying to maintain 20 safety regulations. that category doesn't exist but it Should)

answer mv (this song was the only one to make me cry at my concert and i wasn't even a big fan yet .... song of ALL time tho !!! she is too good)

hongjoong's lemon tree cover (if you are in your mid-20s or older and european you will know this song. if you aren't, open your heart! he also wrote his own verse for it bc he's a bad bitch a virtuous icon)

ateez's wonderland on kingdom (i only watched one other video from kingdom but this is the most famous one anyway. took the house down as the kids would say. no survivors, i fear.)

ateez's it's live session: promise (first video i have ever seen of them perform and one of my fave ateez songs still. every session they did for this is great tho)

say my name comeback stage (kq's block b money was running out. ateez debuted with the most asinine space oddity meets metropol meets matrix group concept meant to span most of their career and releases. no one was tuning in. it was dire. they had one shot. and they delivered like the dorm was flooded and lights were all shut off the day prior. kq has to kiss their feet for this performance alone actually. ALSO. mullet hongjoong <3)

horizon comeback stage (sister release to answer. LIVES were once more on the line. this is to me their best song ever. the choreo is a feat of art and i do not say this lightly. spot some sweet and respective yeosang and yunho actions for the key parts of this song.)

hongjoong's log 1day (all of his vlogs or any ateez vlogs are easy background watching. i am not too deep into variety but whenever groups i like drop short vlogs, they're very fun ways to share non-music stuff in a way they feel comfortable with. also a man who is in such dire need of a dye job <3 he's just like me <3)

ateez wanted special 2022 (for their debut anniversary trip last year. the entire series is hilarious and shows a lot of their variety / on camera personas. hongjoong, seonghwa, and jongho were my faves here)

ateez's logbook #72 (their own behind the scenes series! i usually just watch these randomly when i have to kill time. the one during eternal sunshine promo has lots of hongjoong with mingi and jongho <3)

wanteez home appliance quiz (styled like a 90's/00 quiz show, they are fighting to win home appliances for their parents. the 98z' team chant is the meme sound of a t-rex. it's great)

wanteez friendship test (what it says on the tin!)

ateez @ sunmi's showterview (everyone was roasting mingi left centre and right but it is soooo fun overall. sunmi's showterview is hilarious)

that's it for now! i am terrible at watching mv's and big variety content, i am much more of a listener than a watcher jhgzhujik but with hongjoong i find any of his vlogs / covers / live stages are great content. ateez has also been on weekly idol and naver now usually livestreams hongjoong and yunho's season of idol radio, so these are fun to check out as well <3

#this ask made my whole damn month already hehe #happy watching anon and PLS come back to tell me of your journey !!#ask #anonymous

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plow-and-propose · 11 months

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uh oh, something weird and bad happened during a walk today!

I was with Cocoa (cause when aren't i lol) and it waa towards the end of what had been a very calm and normal walk. Nothing had really happened except Cocoa receiving a warning growl, which isn't too unusual because he still has rambunctious puppy energy and a lot of dogs sense that and don't want to deal with it, and both dogs were on leads so we just carried on no problem

I actually met two other customers (and their owners) which was nice. Echo was all over me and despite not seeing me for a week Cocoa showed no signs of jealousy (not that he has before but he's never seen another dog fawn over me like that and he is a spaniel so i did wonder) which is a relief. he is, for the most part, a very good boi

towards the end of the hour we turned back. The park we were in is fairly small, just big enough to fill an hour, and i took a small shortcut down a path through some bushes and trees. on the main path on the other side was a man and his off the lead dog, which looked a bit like a slightly overweight greyhound (tho idk if it was)

Cocoa was also off-lead and wanted to say hello which isn't unusual because he LOVES greyhound type dogs, but the owner took his dog's collar and held him still, so of course I immediately called Cocoa because ok, not friendly i guess, nbd

Cocoa came back and while I was kinda mentally rolling my eyes and thinking 'ok but your dog should be on-lead or at least have a special jacket or collar or something', nothing had actually happened so it was cool

(I would also like to add that we were in an area with no lead restrictions, where people bring their dogs specifically to let them off-lead. it's actually leads-only season in the nearby royal park right now so if this owner was concerned about his dog he could have easily taken him to a place where leads are mandatory)

except the owner started saying something like... "you need to set an example for your dog"?

and I was like 'i don't know what that means but ok'. I assumed he was just concerned for his own dog because yeah ok, we sorta emerged suddenly from the bushes it might've been startling, and didn't say anything

the owner kept walking, and also kept speaking, even tho I was out of range and couldn't make out the words

I was getting bad vibes by that point and starting to think 'ok, he's a bit weird, maybe a bit mentally ill'. but he hadn't actually done anything

I waited for him to get a bit further ahead so we wouldn't pass him where the path was narrow and potentially set off his dog. I put Cocoa on the lead just in case and continued walking

AND THEN

guy and dog came sprinting back up the path towards me

and guy rammed his shoulder into mine as he passed

and did not stop. didn't even look back

I'd rolled with the hit so it was more surprising than painful. I stopped and called after him smth like "bro what the hell??"

and dissonantly, from within the bushes further up the path, I heard him shout back something to the effect of "take responsibility for your actions!" as if it had been my fault??

I said, "you could at least apologise!"

to which he repeated the part about responsibility and actions and... followed it up by calling me a tomboy??

(diversity win! the asshole who clipped you isn't enough of an asshole to call you a slur!)

I couldn't even see him and in retrospect it was actually kind of comical. also in retrospect I should have kept walking and not risked antagonising him but I was very much not thinking straight lmao

as it was, we both kept going in opposite directions and didn't see each other again. HOWEVER

the next people to come up the path were an elderly woman with downs syndrome and her carer. if that guy had run into them he could've knocked them to the floor. by that point I had gone from startled to pissed!

I warned them because I had no idea where the guy was and whether he was still barrelling around, but fortunately soon after I got away from the trees i spotted him on the other side of the open field, just walking, not sprinting

I took Cocoa home without issue. he'd been such a good boy and while I kinda wish he'd barked in my defense I'm glad he didn't do anything to make the situation worse. he was remarkably calm. I love him so much

but god what a weird, bad thing to happen! my area isn't rough by any means and while I've met some oddballs before (i am one myself!) I've never encountered anyone like that

and now I have a bruise on my bicep just above my elbow and another on my hip where my elbow hit it. I hope that asshole has them too lmao

#dog blogging #work woes

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butchviking · 8 months

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I’m sure 10000 other people will say this in response to the plastic surgery convo but like. What are you defining as disfigurement in order to okay that person for surgery? If the problem is on their face? If it covers a certain percentage of their body? If they vouch that it has damaged their qol? Idk. All of those could be applicable to “shallow, cosmetic” surgeries as well. Unfortunately I’m critical of both psychiatry and plastic surgery so even saying “people should get therapy before they’re allowed surgery” feels bad to me, but I also don’t have a better idea. It’s just such a complicated issue.

um. i dont think ppl need to have some sort of disfigurement to get okayed for surgery. tho i do think therapy should just b something that is available for anyone, and i think anyone going for anything cosmetic should b offered some sessions w someone who specialises in body image issues. i don't think it should have to be mandatory for most things, but probably for very dangerous things it should - or at least an evaluation should. and i actually think that applies to even severe disfigurement.. if your surgery is really really dangerous then like sure it is obvious why u want it and i dot think anyone would begrudge u that.. but its very scary and very serious and a lot of ppl might need a little help coming 2 terms w that! even if you really really want something it can still be scary. that's ok and needing some help w that is ok. checking someone is fully understanding and accepting of what is going to happen is important before you do the surgery even if the surgery is important too.

#ask #anonymous

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fishfem · 2 years

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most yaoi manga features rape tho. i was curious one time so i spent an afternoon skimming the most popular yaoi comics and literally every single one of them had rape occuring between the main couple. it was never criticized or acknowledged as wrong in the text, and the couples always got together in the end despite some (or all) of the sexual encounters between them having been obvious sexual assault. balkanradfem made a great post about yaoi and the way it normalizes sexual assault.

i'm not saying that fiction and drawn characters are in any way comparable to pornography with real human beings, but yaoi is far from harmless and we definitely have a right to call it out. just because one thing is worse than another doesn't mean the other can't be bad.

i forgot to say this in my last anon but the boyfriends comic isn't japanese yaoi manga so a lot of the criticisms about yaoi obv don't apply to it. not every piece of media made by women that features m/m romance is yaoi (tho yaoi was definitely what popularized m/m for women). boyfriends, heartstopper etc. are cringy, but they don't carry the same conventions that actual yaoi does (like mandatory sexual assault between the two leads) so i can see why you see them as harmless, esp compared to porn.

and i think that's a fair criticism, but 99% of the time yaoi is being criticized and mocked (and in this case i am and was using yaoi generally as that's how these women use it even if, like you pointed out, it's not even accurate) not for how it reinforces negative things for women, but as a cringe degenerate thing that makes a woman or girl totally someone we should scream at for fetishizing the poor gay men who don't do shit about lesbian porn or, 99% of the time, gay porn.

i think critiques focusing on any actual effects on women are fair game, it's just, 99% of the time, not what's happening. and i do see it's effects being equated to porn, again mostly with a focus on males, and i'm tired of the inaccuracy of that. i think we can talk about yaoi and slash fandom without acting like it needs to be as bad as porn in order for it to have issues.

as you pointed out, a lot of western slash doesn't even have the same degree of questionable tropes either, yet it's often still treated as equally horrible for being fetishizing, as if writing stories about inaccurate gay boys is the same as men filming and raping women for porn. it's genuinely fucking insulting honestly, and i'm also very tired of seeing any functional discussion on the negatives of yaoi and slash fandom being derailed by women desperate to kick other women down for the sin of a cringy, imperfect hobby. again, i don't think it's immaterial, the harms it may have, but they're not actually being addressed when it's all just "dunking on the fujos" time.

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andie-cake · 1 month

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uhhhhh some other stuff abt my show last night

at one point, i think it was before ginasfs or doldrums, pete did a little speech welcoming people whose first show was this one (hi thank u peter) and i don't remember what exactly he said but he mentioned evening out with your girlfriend and for a solid second or so i thought it was foreshadowing for some wacky bullshit. looking back, the thought of them actually playing something from evening out is hilariously out there, but can you fucking imagine?

speaking of ginasfs, i was still a bit out of it bc it'd been a very long day leading up to fall out boy's set, so when they started playing it there was a brief little moment where i mistook it for hum hallelujah lol

as i mentioned last night, there was a couple sitting in front of us who were standing up and blocking our view basically the entire time. there was an unoccupied seat to my right, and i figured that if this couple was inconsiderate enough to stand up and block the view of the people behind them in the first place, they wouldn't be considerate enough to sit back down and let us see the damn show if i asked. so i ended up moving to the seat to my right, and uh. i don't think the guy sitting in the seat next to that unoccupied seat was super happy about me suddenly moving there. i wanted to apologize for moving next to him, but he suddenly left during hold me like a grudge and he never returned to his seat. so uh, @ that dude if you're reading this, i apologize for that.

i really enjoyed jimmy eat world's set, i will definitely be listening to more of them in the future. carr and hot mulligan's sets were good too, i'm just not sure they're my taste. shout-out to those kids sitting a few rows in front of us who were absolutely rocking out during carr's set tho.

it is almost infuriating how good patrick stump sounds live. like this tiny midwestern dad of a man sits down at his little piano and goes "i'm a little under the weather today and i just took some dayquil, so i'm sorry if i miss some notes or i sound bad :]", and proceeds to absolutely fucking slay. like what the hell.

not abt the show itself, but the hoodie i bought fucking rocks bc it has like. perma-knots in the strings so that the string doesn't slip out in the wash. it's the only hoodie i have with strings like that, which is a crime. that should be mandatory.

#my show

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chuluoyi · 4 months

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Chu!! Noo it's fine I enjoy talking to youuuu

HAHHA well what can I say? I just love Lukey! Aww hope you'll get a good break soon! When are you taking your 1 week off?

FR Unholy blood is unbeatable 💪🏻💪🏻

OMG SAME but for me it's either I end up liking the guy or hating him... Like for Gojo and Callisto I was like "Omg they're so hot but why are they so full of themselves?!" at first. Then after some time I ended up liking them HAHA- And omg ikr his hair >>>>> It's the side-swept hair that adds on to his looks. AHAAH LIKE Vinter is actually nice and all but he has so little screen time!

Thanks Chu!! Hehe I love beaches! And I have this childish obsession with picking seashells oops- Aww... You don't have to know how to swim to enjoy the beach tho! I don't like beaches cause I want to get tanned or play beach volleyball, it's more of the scenery that draws me in! Plus the sea creatures!

YEAH the leaks broke me... 2 Panels but I miss him sm now...

Yepp! But I'm unsure if I chose the right path... Like my interests are more arty like I love reading, writing, drawing, music, etc. But I chose a business course hahaha. There's no turning back for me too.... LOL A WALKING STICK 😭😭 AHAHH your teacher tho! My secondary school made it mandatory to have skirts at knee-level too... But I didn't change my skirt for the 4 years I was in school so as I grew taller over the years my skirt just naturally went above my knees... My teacher did scold me for that tho, I just didn't care...

FR like bros why don't you guys try putting on makeup bruh. Like y'all judge us girls as if you guys are hot asf... If you guys WERE that hot I wouldn't even complain about you talking shit about us girls... But you aren't so f off.

RIGHT My mum and I couldn't stop laughing omg It's easily one of the best comedy K-drama I've watched! Yeah omg "See you in my 19th life" Webtoon was great but after ep 1 of the drama I stopped cause it was honestly disappointing... "Good day to be a dog" is good tho! Not Shin Hyesun but this and "See you in my 19th life" are by the same webtoon artist!

Oh damn Gojo figurines never fail to impress... Did you see the new one with the skeletons and all? It's the one where he's been sealed and the skeletons just all around him. He's super hot there like I almost wanted to start being a Gojo simp...

I somehow want to go back to school... I've been swamped with housework and miscellaneous stuff that I'm so close to losing my mind... Thinking about New year's makes me want to pull my hair out... And Chinese New year is in Feb too... I'm so doomed for the next few months...

30 isn't that bad! Hahaha I feel you mate... I flunked my end semester test and it pulled my A all the way to C+ AHAHAH my GPA really suffered from that... Eh that 'interesting' doesn't sound too convincing 🥲🥲 How did you survive that class omg Chu ...

Hmmm that makes sense! I'll keep your words in mind. 😭😭It's always the luck.... Our gacha luck sucks too... I think we should avoid taking risks yeah?

HAAHAHAH I just enjoy solving the qns! I prefer math to the rest of the weird stuff I used to take... I had English, Chinese, elementary math, Additional math, Chem, Bio, History, Social studies, Accounting, Literature. It's real disgusting I tell you. Algebra really made my life slightly better in Secondary school... Omg 😭Fr Bio is really not easy I don't get how people get A+ in that like your memory must be crazy good. SO TRUE Chem is complicated at times but if you compare that to bio... sigh...

YAAA Omg I have a soft spot for sea animals (Not snails and worms tho) Especially baby ones like ahhhh they're so cute 😭😭

Nahh it's not my room walls I'm painting... It's my whole living room... Like 4 walls.... I didn't want to do it but my mum forced me to soooo I didn't really have a choice hahah!

Also Merry Christmas!!! I know I'm slightly late but 😭😭 Hope you had a good rest!

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discoo anoon!!🫶🏻 finally i can sit in front of my laptop!!🥹

i'm taking my break in mid january!! i just have to bc if not then i'll surely go mad with how little i'm taking my leave🤧 like i still have so many leave balance too! lately i've been thinking "why am i so tired"😵‍💫 and when i look at the whopping number of my leave balance, i realize "this is why i'm so miserable i barely take any leave!"🤡

HAHAHAHA same same i didn't use to love gojo the way i do now if you can believe it. but he's so charismatic in the way he presents himself that's why... and HAIR it's so true the hair makes the looks, especially for men🤭

omg me tooo!!! i love finding seashells too! but i hate the way the sand would submerge my feet🤧 it's stupid but i'm afraid of a crab or something will bite my feet off ugh and yeah, so true the scenery is one of the points that make us want to go to the beach too!!

ah... i don't mean to presume but i once felt like that too. i chose engineering as my major, and yet i'm neither that good or bad at it, and neither do i like it (i hate it occasionally)😔 my interests are more in reading and writing too! and obviously i can't go back to restart my major bc my mom would hang me🤧 i once had 0 thoughts as to where and how i should get a job, and yet now i found the best job there is for me, unexpectedly, that's (thank god) not related to engineering at all! i don't think it's easy at first, we'll get lost and even doubt ourselves often, but i believe that by doing the best at what you do, we'll find a way somehow, and it's always the unexpected that's the best <3 <- this is my words of encouragement!! i don't mean to preach or anything bc when i was in that position, i wished someone would say those exact words to me :')

BUT FR I FELT LIKE A WALKING SUSHI ROLL😭😭 thank the gods the teacher don't realize it. but omg that's nice that you're tall! :') i'm short so yeah, i'm still a walking sushi roll

HAHAHAHAHAAH i wish i could say all of that to their faces! i did say some of it to them though, about "you don't get to say that when you're that lousy yourself"🙃 but yeah, in the end, to each their own. it's irritating but we have to protect our peace first🤧

my mom loves her too!🥹 ahahahha oh really?! i put off watching a good day to be a dog bc i heard the ratings aren't that good... maybe i'll watch it then! now i'm watching gyeongseong creature! it's a good watch, kinda like sweet home, a bit dark and sinister but it's park seojoon!👀 and his dramas never fail ehehehe do you watch it too??

I SAW THAT FIGURINE omg that can be preordered now but will be released in 2025? i was like whaaat that long? but yeah, i want to be the skeletons—

OMG SOOO TRUE🤧 new years and our traditions :') now my mom is fussing over stocking food and getting new sheets and tomorrow i'm accompanying her to... stock up more food. and so true about the chinese new year! ahahahha i celebrate it too and it's a bit of a hassle esp with the family questions, but don't worry! we just have to keep our eyes on the prize... the 红包 :3 more pocket money!!😈

i know the feeling! like one mistake and the A... dissolved🤧 it's so disheartening. how did i pass?😦 by sending my prayers and confessing my sins daily basically🤧😵‍💫

yes yes!!

omg you're so smart for that!! and i do agree those are weird stuff HAHAHA literature got me like questioning my phrasing sometimes i was like 🤯 am i dumb bc i’m lazy or am i lazy bc i’m dumb— okay nevermind🫢

SNAILS AND WORMS😭 yes baby seals are like aaaaaa so precious🥲🫶🏻

AHAHAHHA it must have been a good exercise though!!🥹

and ofc merry christmas too disco anon!!🫶🏻✨ and happy holidays too!! wishing you only the best for the upcoming year also! pls keep healthy and don’t forget to take breaks and drink water🫶🏻✨

#—chu’s mailbox 📬#💌: 🪩

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duckyduc · 4 years

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I don't know any of your characters, so just give me 1, 11, 17, 23, 36, 55, 65, 72, 82, and 93 for any characters of your choice. (also did you mean to reblog something twice by accident, or did tumbl just do that.)

Ooo thank you for the ask! :D

And about to two reblog thing, sometimes I reblog something and forget to tag it and reblog it again with said tag, occasionally forgetting to delete the original reblog. ÓvÒ so yeah, most of the time it's usually my mistake, I apologise!

Anyways, onto the asks! :D

1. when is their birthday? Ok believe it or not, none of my characters except one has a solid birthday- there's no real reason behind this other than me being bad at deciding birthday's for characters x,3 The only Character I have who has a decided birthday is from my post where I designed 7 characters based on songs on my art side blog! Their name is Blue and their birthday is August 6th, purely because that day is known as unlucky-

11. How would your Character court the person of their dreams? Awww I love this one!! I know most, if not all of my Characters would probably be very dorky and anxious but excited about it and most likely mess up one way or another before hand- for example losing the ringbox, or stumbling on the proposal or something silly- But in the end it'll nearly always be happy and sappy and fluffy and I'll cry writing it because I'm a sucker for love-

17. When does your Character think that violence is justified or deserved? Ooooh that's a good one. I can't actually speak for all my Characters on this one Ha- I have a variety of Character personalities and backgrounds and universes, meaning they'd all have different views on this. Like, for OCs like my Octoling oc, Lavender, retaliation might only be needed if there's a obvious threat like infected octarians since they're basically zombies and will attack and are more obviously bad(?) Oh this question's harD- I think the more human my Characters get, literally and figuratively, and the more creative the universe they live in is, the more difficult it is to tell when violence is "good" or "bad". Kind of like real life, some violence could and should be avoidable and then some is inveitable. Personally, I don't justify violence very easy? I do joke and say I might bust somebody's kneecaps sometimes- but I'd never really bust a innocent person's kneecaps!!!- People are complex so justifiable violence is too

But I think all my characters would agree like me if they saw a "MAP", (aka pedophile, eugh.) TERF, Neo Nazi, Abuser or fascist, those kneecaps??

They gotta go-

23. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? Oh I just realized this will be a long post because I can never be simple- i think for this one I'll just say eyes- Like eyes are gateways to the soul, dare I say eyes are more expressive than mouths, even. Eyes are very pretty-

36. How honorable is your Character? It depends eheh, my Characters go from very cool and honorable to That Kid Who Lives Nextdoor™. Like one of my main OCs, Pepper? She's a whole ass biologist- then there's that one cat oc Blip. Who's just. The neighbor's kid who probably does fortnite dances-

55. (Woo we getting there!) Is your Character an introvert or extrovert? I'll say most are extroverts because I am kind of a extrovert. Kind of, I say-

65. Is your Character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer ? Oh most of my Characters are leaders- I try to design all of my OCs with the idea that they could all be anime main characters while still fitting in enough to be in the same universe but standing out enough to not fall off if that makes sense. I don't like making boring OCs QwQ. Oh also has anyone ever thought about how we all could be an anime main character? Think about it-

72. in a DnD game, which class would your Character be? I've never played DnD but I'm gonna use another one of my Main ocs for this example, Ducky. (A Different Ducky from me!-) she would be a rogue definitely- it sounds nearly just like her, all sneaky and rebellious-

82. What are your Characters sleeping preferences? for most of my characters It must be very nice and cool in the room to sleep- for my softer ones they'll need thick covers and maybe a plushie and a MANDATORY good night's kiss, I'm very sorry I don't make the rules-

Final one!!

93. What is your Characters goal in life? Ohhh a deep one to end off with. Most of my characters, don't really have goals in life h- Mainly because I don't have a goal in life because I'm still growing! I think as they grow and develop too, maybe it'll just come naturally to me what they would want as goals. I'm still thinking about my goals and for now I think my only concrete goal is to make stupid little stories that make people happy. I've been wanting to do that since I was a little kid and I still hope I can do that now, so if reading this made anyone smile or happy then thank you, because it means I've made a positive impact on at least one person's life, and I think that's the coolest feeling in the world

Oh wow this got deep huh??-

If you're still reading this thank you!! Thank you so much for listening to me ramble and be stupid!!!- :D

And a big thank you for vmeemo for the ask!! I loved writing this response and hope to make more someday! Sorry if it's rlly long tho- :,3

Have a good day/night people's!

#ask #vmeemo #long post #tw map mention #tw terf mention #tw fascist mention #tw neo nazi mention #i hope you guys like this!! v sorry its long- x #;w;

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Oh that's a shame. I didn't realize he was one of those guys that goes awol. I assumed he was somewhat constant. Damn I wouldn't be able to resist the urge to somehow get revenge though. I hate when people fuck me over. I just don't understand why he thinks it's acceptable to lie? Like why bother lying? I do admire your sluttiness ( as you call it) bc people act like sex is such a big devotion to make! But it's not. It should be accepted as do who you want when you want. Tbc!!!

I despise working in fast food. other crew members expect me to be social with them but I also am easily irritated so that just can't happen. They don't know how to leave me alone it makes me furious. With Kristen, I can't believe she apologized?! Isn't she the one who got mad? Doing all that petty stuff made it seem like she had decided to be a bitch forever. Do you plan to forgive her? It sounds like she knos she was wrong snd you said she was insecure? Your life sounds like a movie wild man

Not gonna lie I'm so curious as to what she has to say!! You gotta share I have no life I live for other people's stories ( if you couldn't tell by now)

yeah we had a semiconstant fling for a few months but its now a periodic thing shrugs. but yeah i dont forgive people and im definitely harboring a lot of malice towards him and if i ever get a chance to fuck him over i will but for now if i convince myself that im “winning” by using him then so be it. and like i dont even know the original reason why he would lie??? like if he just didnt want to chill i wouldnt have minded if he would TELL me but not knowing wtf was up was....fuckin hell.

and see like part of me is like “hell yeah ive slept with like 25 guys” (which is an honest approximation) and another part of me is like “damn bitch what if you get something serious like hiv/aids like you cant afford medication (i understand its completely controllable but still thatd be a financial burden and i already have intense amounts of anxiety with money)” and part of me is like “lol i hope i do and die” and another part is “holy shit youre so fucking edgy shut the fuck up” and another part is “yeah bitch but i cant fucking help it im mentally ill” and another part is “thats not an excuse” and another part is “...and are you really mentally ill or are you faking it” etc etc etc. all i know is that male attention makes me feel alive and a lot of these males dont stay long so i dont get attached

and i feel that. there are a lot of people i just cannot fucking stand to work with for a multitude of reasons like their personality or their work ethic. sometimes i just want to be alone and interact with no one besides the mandatory action of handing me my orders, for example. but then there are people with whom i LOVE to work (one of whom was actually kristin lmaooo) that make it bearable.

also idk dude i was high last night and was like “?????? why am i even pissed at the first place” and today im like “????? i have a vague idea of why im pissed” but idk. ive spoken with her before about my interpersonal relationships and how i really have a 0 tolerance policy for mistakes? which sounds really bad lmao. but like. i dont forgive and forget. i remember shitty things people have done to me and even if time passes and someone stops caring about the problem i never do. and if i still get utility out of someone ill still associate with them. for example, i got into a fight with a mutual friend of ours. we’re cool now and i guess we’re friends but ill always remember the shit i had to put up with. furthermore i try not to let myself get emotionally attached to people bc i never really had strong or stable relationships growing up (turbulent family life as a child). so like if anyone came up to me and was like “i hate you and never want to talk to you again” id be like aight cool bye idc. thats just how i am?? furthermore i dont really trust anyone due to longstanding self hatred combined with paranoia. theres no reason for anyone to want to be my friend/boyfriend/fuckbuddy/whatever so im always questioning like “why are these people talking to me/what do they want from me/how soon are they willing to leave me for better people/things/etc” idk if that makes sense

so nah i wont ever forgive and forget. i might be willing to drop the dispute and continue like we had been tho. im just soooooo over it

also my lifes so boring dude. its just work and anxiety and school with some sluttiness on the side

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