#i remember the first time i saw this pic

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

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#^ thoughts when i see this picture #i remember the first time i saw this pic #it was a good day #matty healy #the 1975 #george daniel #adam hann #ross macdonald #bfiafl #being funny in a foreign language #atvb #still at their very best #the 1975 atvb #the 1975 satvb

[the-casbah-way]

cunt level off the charts

#i genuinely remember the time i first saw the second pic and decided to write That fanfic on wattpad GOD #dont think you realise the impact this man had on me and my sense of fashion if i dare call it that #anyway im so gay im in love with him i would do anything for him #the clash #mick jones

[rosicheeks]

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#I really don’t remember the last time I saw a rainbow #but I’ve seen 3 different rainbows at different times in the past two days #and the first one I saw was a full double rainbow 🌈 #I don’t think I’ve ever seen one of those in person before #I feel like the universe or higher power or whatever is telling me that I’m on the right path #I’m doing so much hard work #but I think it’s going to be worth it #I’ll post the double rainbow pics soon 🌈🌈 #I saw that yesterday and I still can’t believe it #I was really really tempted on laying down and taking a nap #but I was able to push myself out of bed and started walking to my car to chill #I walked outside and looked over and saw one of my neighbors down the street holding up their phone and taking a picture #I was so fucking confused #I thought they were taking a picture of a house or something #but then I looked over and I was like OH that’s fucking why #and i joined them in taking pictures 😂🥰🌈 #I just can’t believe the timing tbh #like if I would have left a little bit later or if I would have taken that nap #I wouldn’t have seen it #and today I’ve seen two different rainbows #one earlier today #and one right now #just chilling in the rain watching the rainbow disappear and then reappear #shut up rosie

[iwantyoursexmp3]

my beautiful autistic mind is so picky and annoying sometimes because my biggest struggle with writing at the moment is the fact i dont like how the name bobby looks written out but i like how it sounds and also know that is his name it literally cannot be anything else. but every time i look at the letters i'm like.......

#thing is it's literally a whole thing in the damn story about how he hates his Government Name so i have to honour his real name!!!! #actually this was one of those moments where a character came with a name #bobby was a moment of wait were you always there and i just didnt notice you because i saw a pic on pinterest #that gave me an idea for an RR storyline the storyline being a character dies from AIDS #which is something i have been SO apprehensive about this whole time because i didnt know if i wanted to write the AIDS crisis and include #death so directly...but then my mom died and i became hyperfixated on death LOL #(and realised the way i could approach it respectfully + in a way that honours) #anyway i was like wow with my better expertise on the AIDS crisis + personal experience with loss i feel like i can write this kind of #storyline but who dies?? and i have to make them a fully fleshed character bc i always do #but thats like especially important here. he can't just be a body + vessel for other characters' grief journeys #literally immediately my brain was like so his name is bobby he looks like this he was born in august and he loves this david bowie song #i dont actually know if he still likes the david bowie song (my first image of him had dialogue inspired by the song) so that is info FOR M #but maybe i should revisit that lol.....anyway he just appeared #more details + development came with time as always but i dont have like any conscious #memory of that it just happened #like i forget he's only existed less than a year bc he's on beau/felix/dorothy levels of developed. WOW! #was also never meant to be beau's bestie and i can't remember at all how i decided that it also just happened #oops i accidentally infodumped

[todayisafridaynight]

friend airdropped me pictures of sawashiro this morning which reminded me i wanted to ramble bout the fact the vest he wears in 2019 has a snakeskin pattern

#snap chats #firefox crashed and effectively deleted this post but fuck you im typing it again im mentally ill #but yar no as soon as i opened twitter i got a dm from him and it was free sawashiro pics #and then i rtd it and forgot i did so when i saw the post on my tl again some demon posssessed me to impulsively tuck my hair behind my ear #then i laughed aloud to myself at 6AM like a normal and well adjusted individual #even goofier when i was making this post one of my priv besties liked my tweet where i mentioned this so. signs im sawashiroposting today #OK BUT BACK ON TOPIC HI GOOD MORNING #i remember the first time i realized he wore a vest it's when i was making that sawashiro sword drawin #and just thinkin 'wow the fuck' and being cofused on what the pattern was but still thinkin it was cute yeah #well with my latest comic for some reaso i just felt compelled to look up his 2019 suit's textures #and sure i found the alligator pattern like i thought i would but i also found a snakeskin one which had me like ?? #but looking at the color of it and looking at the color of his vest i was like OHHHH IT'S HIS VEST'S TEXTURE #unless me staying up to 3AM had me even more delusional than usual #anyway i already thought the vest was cute in of itself but the fact it's snakeskin.. hehe #it just make me think of arakawa 😔 is that why you got the snakeskin vest jo #you're legally disallowed from hanging out with arakawa and everyone else now cause you gotta tend to your son #travesty. tragedy even. it's a nice vest

[mrs-kelly]

ohhh one of my most favorite Charlie faces.... This is when he saw the ocean for the very first time 🥺❤❤❤❤❤

#he just looks so full of wonder... #i remember the first time i saw the ocean too... #waaaa he just looks so cute... #you can see his tattoo in this picture too.... i get teary eyed looking at it and thinking of having it someday 🥺❤ #charlie pics #renlie #im gushing out here folks

[boag]

Great Great Aunt Dorothy looked so much like my mom it’s actually so crazy

#I remember the first time I saw that first pic of her when she was a young girl #and I was like ummm what the fuck that’s literally a pic of my mom when she was 12 #but like….. old timey #so nutty #diary

[mattzerella-sticks]

Can I just say how much I appreciate the animators for, when Gus and Hunter were having their panic attacks in Gus’s illusioned room, it was during when they were seated under the ‘Rare Treasure’ collection with the sign ‘Handle With Care’?

Because I liked that little piece of set design.

#TOH #toh spoilers #toh labyrinth runners #toh gus #toh hunter #the fact that I clocked it the first time with hunter when watching the ep then only remembered it again when I saw a pic of gus there too #it's one of those little clever things that makes me go 'ha!'

[thestamp3d3]

drawing hard

#i got in the mood to draw tonight for the first time in literally months #i normally date finished drawings and my last one was in september and i cant remember drawing since then #but i was INSPIRED!!!! #and by inspired i mean i saw a rlly nice pic of secretary gerard and my dick took control #so anyway i tried...and i tried...and i tried for over 2 hours!!! but im just bad at it now!!! wtf!!! #loojing back at my old pieces tbh theyre better than i remember like i WISH i could draw like that now #i havent drawn consistently since 2019 due to just. life shit and being VERY mentally ill but i wish i jusy kept at it dude #but like hwo do i continue...bc i wanan get good at it again but i cant stand sucking at it (cant stand sucking in general buhdum tsss)

[guinevereslancelot]

we better not be bringing back those insanely thin tweezed to hell eyebrows... have we learned Nothing from the sins of the past......

#saw a pic of some celebrity i dont remember for sure but the eyebrows........... #i expected the year of the photoshoot to say 1994 or something....it was january 2023...... #we cant go back there....please.... #i thought we all appreciated big eyebrows now wtf #please say sike #the eyebrows were SO skinny like so so skinny..... why #why did we do it the first time #this has been a shitpost #that post abt high waisted jeans and never going back to low rise no matter what the fashion industry says im sorry i will never go for this #if the world is against thick eyebrows i am against the world

[flintbian]

Just got out of yet another interview and they threw in a fun question which was "who's your favorite superhero" and I blanked and all I could think of were villains, rip 😭

#i did end up telling them Valkyrie bc i couldnt think of anyone else and saw her promo pic today #but i did also tell them poison ivy and magneto whoops #apparently im their first villain person come on man #i was filtering through the x men in my mind and i couldn't remember my faves that were heros all i could think of were the villains #god damn #and of course i cant say i dont think ivy and magneto really are villains like aghhhhh #im also sick and lost my voice so my voice was cracking and shredded the whole time im out here sounding like anne bonny #thank god for the cepacol but damn my throat is a war zone currently #they were quite eager literally they called to set up and interview less than an hour after id submitted my application 😳 #also i did get a job a few weeks ago but they had a hiring freeze literally hours after they sent me my official offer #i can't catch a break #but hey this place pays more and has great benefits and mission so im hoping #i was also offered another job somewhere else but that's a long story #i keep getting almosts and in the third rounds but then splat #i do have to say i am kinda proud i was competing against someone with ten years of experience so im doing smth right #over and over again #im so tired of almosts like god. job. actually. please #p

[morayofsunshine]

slight what could be construed as negativity towards current fun things in the tags, though it's more me sorting through emotions

#i was trying to figure out why i wasn't super excited about the goncharov thing in the first couple days #(other than memes needing a bit of time to sink in for me/lack of mental energy) #bc normally this kinda tumblr thing is TOTALLY MY SHIT #but i think it's at least partly bc i'm the type that likes to know what's going on!!! all the time! #i wanna know what references are based on and what everyone's talking about etc #so when i saw the shoe pic make the rounds before i'd be like 'but what is that movie??? why did they put it on a clothing tag?' #i wanted to know. i think i Wanted the movie to be real #so when i saw everybody just pretending the movie was real part of me was remembering all those times i felt like i was missing #out on some info and part of me was going 'wait why are we doing this *now*' #but i've gotten to process everything going on on tumble i think and now i'm into it #or. i will be more fully into it. once i get done with work and everything today

[jonginnation]

Tbh the whole chasing idols at the airport or meeting them at the airport thing that happens in kpop makes me uncomfortable

#like…. Covid is still a thing and all these random ass people cramming into the airport #…. #I remember the first time I saw the behind the scenes if those airport pics 😰 it was anxiety producing

[pedroisghosties]

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#im slowly witching the mandalorian #im on like the eight episode?? anyways #ever since this girl came out the super rough one #the one that fights everyone and shes a boxer irl i think #well ever since i saw her for the first time i didnt like her #there was just something that made me go ugh she's annoying like everything about her #and i hated every time she came up #today i was watching one episode where she was and suddenly i remembered that one girl that used to work in the mandalorian got into #a controversy or something #i even saw people blurring her face from pics #vids and gifs and i was like #could it be her? #turns out it was #my sixth sense was sensing fr omg #if anyone is reading all this please excuse my typos my phone likes to switch words right when i hit enter 🙃

[mrs-kelly]

Watching these gifs over and over in particular bc these are from the first scene I ever saw of Charlie and that just makes my heart so warm 🥺

#like I’m rly lucky to remember what the first episode I ever saw was #I’m rly lucky to remember what I was feeling the first time I ever saw him #I don’t always remember that stuff with f/o’s #especially when there’s such a big gap in between seeing them for the first time and being with them #but I remember… I remember seeing this and feeling soemthing… #knowing soemthing but not knowing what it was… #aaaaaa I’m feeling so sentimental 😭🤧💕 #maybe we rly were always meant to be… maybe we are just soulmates… #Charlie pics #renlie #im gushing out here folks

[abigailfrowns]

Why did no one tell me guys are so confusing 🙄

#abby talks #abby speaks #abigail speaks #abigail talks #editing to add the context so I’ll remember what I was talking about #this guy replies to my Instagram note and starts a conversation about hockey with me #and then we talk about hockey for like 2 days #and then meet up (with other friends) for 2 hockey games in 1 day with lunch in between #he replies to my Instagram story that has nothing to do with hockey and starts another convo #we see each other again two days later for an awards ceremony where he makes sure we are standing next to each other in a photo #then we go out to dinner afterwards and he waits with me while his mom and sister have already started walking #we sit next to each other at dinner and have a few side convos throughout the night #he invites me to come sit near him and his family during the next hockey game and at first he sits behind me but moves to sit next to me #he uses the heart emoji to love my messages #but now he hasn’t texted me at all and he won’t add me on bereal wtf #I know it’s a bad time to start dating since he’ll be in Italy and I’ll be back in the US for the summer #but at least text me back so we don’t lose all this progress 😫 #but god the way he looks at me and is genuinely interested in what I have to say #no guy has ever done those things #to make matters worse my friends saw a pic of him and I together and now they assume that the relationship is going somewhere #and they’re so hopeful bc I’m the only one who has never dated anyone