#i want to go back to my queer bubble at my old school t.t

[beachedsandcastles]

storytime when i was at ultimate frisbee practice (i'm on the guys team) and one the guys and i was talking about spiderman across the spiderverse my absolute favorite hyperfixation, and we were talking about how i think hobie's better than miguel, and vice vera for him for character design and he literally pops out 'so you're a boytoy twink for hobart and i'm a malewife hunk for miguel' like huh???? how do you even know those terms??? you're like straighter than a metal pole???? you're constantly talking about your girlfriend (who also has the same name as me which is FREAKY)???????? (he's not bi or pan or demi or ect, it's been confirmed) like literally none of the other guys on my team knows those terms. i am now scared of the tenth grader dariush for his vocabulary. i am also most definitely not a twink lol

extra: he said that miguel makes his insides feel squirmy and gets his blood running south. straight guys scare me

#across the spiderverse #spider man: across the spider verse #atsv miguel #miguel o'hara #hobie brown #spiderman 2099 #spiderpunk #ultimate frisbee #boytoy twink vs malewife hunk who would win #maybe i should make a poll of that #storytime #queer #gay #bisexual #straight people scare me #i want to go back to my queer bubble at my old school T.T #i miss y'all #y'all know who you are <3333 #sen rambles

[beachedsandcastles]

feeling sick might throw up

too much to do

i want to be silly but school is crunching on my dry bones soaking up the foolishness

this isn't a poem or anything i'm just putting down my thoughts

i hate having to explain my work unless it's between friends

i love it when my friends are there

i'm fine with being in silence with them but i want to make sure they are too

it's midterms next week and i have four tests- maybe more.

too much pressure and my mother claims to understand

'i know it's a lot of work, but you need to get this done'

doesn't it seem like the school system isn't very.. good?

for lack of a better word

#dump #vent post #tw vent #i want to go back to my queer bubble at my old school t.t #i don't want to go to school #school #high school #homework #friends