#i’m still laughing at this idk

[shepscapades]

Just in case you’re wondering how I’m doing

#Myke singlehandedly almost made me burst out in laughter at the coffee shop I’m LOSING IT #I KNOW I’M PATHETIC OKAY #IM DOING BIG BOY THINGS BUT IM STILL JUST A LITTLE PATHETIC CREATURE IDK WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME MAN #LITERALLY CAN’T BEEATHE IM LAUGHING SO HARD #ilysm Myke thank you #shep speaks

[thedroloisms]

“he helped push a narrative where caiti is a liar” girl she literally admitted to lying

#like I have sympathy for her apparent discomfort #but I’m also not gonna be gaslit into thinking that her first and second statement don’t include obvious contradictions #the job of the eyewitness is to provide their account of what happened #which is what Dream did . all he said was that she appeared to be reacting positively and that George’s account seemed more accurate #to what he saw. which caiti outright confirmed when she came out with her second statement saying that yeah she stood up #multiple times and was laughing and smiling while uncomfortable (instead of being silent and still like she first said) #like there are multiple places where we have proof of her lying or she literally admitted it herself idk what to tell you

[opera-ghost]

me laughing at the same jokes i’ve heard 1000 times every time i listen to/watch a recording of phantom

#and i swear it gets funnier every time! #was dying while listening to an audio today #(it was specifically nehal joshi during the il muto ballet) #(i could not stop laughing and i couldn’t even SEE him it was just his delivery) #(ugh he’s so funny i love him) #poto shitpost #also side note im about to go on a tangent #but my phantom hyperfixation runs so deep and i have so many thoughts about it #i have at least 100 posts in my drafts about it and i’m not exaggerating #they’re mostly silly memes but it’s still like an overload of posts about phantom #and i’m like. insecure about how much i think about it???? and how much of my headspace i dedicate to it???? #so i keep the bulk of the memes/random posts in my drafts because i just feel weird about posting so much #i really could post about it 24/7 if i didn’t have to be a Person with Tasks #and idk i think im just hyper-aware of how i present my interests in daily life while offline #i am someone who hyperfixates and obsesses and while i could talk about phantom for years i am terrified of annoying people with my interest #i’m worried about being perceived as weird so i kind of flatten myself to make myself more palatable for others #which has me being insecure about the things i’m passionate about and how deep that passion runs #and these feelings have bled online to the specific space i have created as an outlet for my passion #like it’s my blog i shouldn’t be censoring my love for a thing that brings me joy #but my fear of being othered is like. overtaking me. because there are many things that i can’t change about myself #that categorize me as an ‘other’ (sexuality identity mental health etc) #and this is something i can control. i can control how i portray my personality #so i flatten my personality to compensate for the other (perceived) weird things that can’t be changed #idk i just shouldn’t feel the need to do that here bc pretty much everyone on here is super passionate about something #like obsessive about it #and that’s what i love about this site with all its faults. like this is a space for people to come and Be Weird and Act Strange #and everyone just accepts it #and also the phantom community in general #why should i water down my love for phantom in the one place where people can understand it and relate to it??? #hit the tag limit but i’ve come to multiple revelations while typing this lmao

[pixlokita]

Status: -lost about 20% of my hair and got sick from eating too many mini red velvet cupcakes-

#pix habla #why are Saturdays always like this #idk why all my hair almost fell out 😭 the pony tail is slipping off from the lack of hairrrrr #I legit just stared at the chunk of hair that just? what #like I was brushing it this morning and it was fine #certainly nothing to worry about #:v not venting I’m laughing about it this is the weirdest way to end the year #>>; I still have half of the mini red velvet cupcakes left

[valoale]

Is it normal to have a mental breakdown over the loss of the ability to smell and taste

Because I am

#man I can’t stop crying and laughing #I’m big on food and coffee is my life and I can’t even taste coffee anymore and I’m losing my mind #can this Covid kindly fuck off #its day 4 and I still have 38-39 degree fever and horrible aches and now I can’t taste or smell shit #I’m pissed right off #when is this hell going to end #vee talks #or should I tag #vee rants #instead #idk man this bitch is tired

[ursamajori]

i had a dnd session right after watching it so i’m only now thinking abt the most recent king ohger episode and just. it’s about the siblings. it is so about the siblings. like specifically the foils between suzume + gira towards their older brothers and how they take after them…

like. suzume being just as cunning and sly as kaguragi is, a trait she most likely picked up from him and puts her own spin on it—getting the chance to torment her brother in the process as any good little sister should do. and gira confronting racules with his own words of how to care for a kingdom and for his people, something that even after losing his memories of his older brother has stuck with him.

just. the comparison of these two taking traits from their older brothers from back when they deeply looked up to them—suzume continuing kaguragi’s schemes alongside him and gira holding on to racules’ more virtuous ideals even after he has abandoned them for tyranny.

#i dunno if this makes any sense but it makes me feel so so normal !! #there’s also smth abt like. kaguragi and suzume being physically separated but still with each other and working together #vs racules and gira Not bc . i think the implication is racules is behind whatever happened that made gira lose his memories/not be a prince #at least that’s what i assumed. anyways that + the fact that kaguragi+suzume are getting a happy ending vs racules+gira Not #also . idk how to properly incorporate this but gira’s evil laugh being exactly like racules’… i’m so normal abt tragic siblings yall #super sentai #kingohger #king ohger spoilers #kingohger spoilers #starspeak #oh my god i Just caught that my phone autocorrected suzume to suzanne. glad i noticed before posting LMAO

[sailforvalinor]

OtGW girlies it’s just about that time again! Out of curiosity, how do y’all usually time your watches? Like, I’ll probably watch it all in one go on Halloween, but I might watch it at the beginning of October too idk

#I watched it for the first time around this time last year but it felt too soon it was still SO summery #but where I am the climate doesn’t get that chilly so idk if that matters this time lol #I might group it with some other fall-vibey movies this year (but not Halloween ones for some reason I don’t like Halloween movies) #dead poets society is on the list and I’m watching twilight with my roommate (I will laugh through the whole thing should be a fun time) #over the garden wall #otgw

[zootopiathingz]

Is it normal for your brother in law to tell you that you have a “huge rack”?

#here’s some context; #we were randomly talking and he asks me if I’ve ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend before #I tell him no #he’s surprised (clearly he hasn’t hung out with me long enough to see how annoying I am lol) #he starts asking if I’ve ever been on a date #or been at ‘second base’ with someone #I tell him no again #he’s still shocked and I ask him why #he asks me if he can be completely honest #and I’m like ok? sure #he then tells me I have a huge rack and that it’s surprising no one’s asked me out #for THAT reason #and to me I don’t think he was trying to be a creep about it #he specifically told me he wasn’t trying to sound like that #I just kinda laughed it off but I felt weird idk #I mean I know people notice that but it’s just weird when someone (especially a family member) points it out #also kinda hurt to think people would only date me for my body but that’s a whole other thing #idk this happened a while ago why am I still thinking about it #lady luxo rambles

[undyinglantern]

the amount of surprised pika “wait people actually shave their arms?” comments on posts about body hair are so funny like I unironically am so happy for you that you weren’t laughed at by a classmate for having hairy arms “like a man” in like 4th grade this is why I wish body hair conversations would stop centering around armpit hair

#okay that’s the tldr but the way I actually remember it is that the classmate (a boy) pointed out my arm hair and ask why so hairy #and I genuinely was so confused I was just like idk??? and then later at home that day I asked my mom about it and she was like #It’s bc your dads side of the family is hairy so then I later talked to that guy again like ‘I take after my dad’ or whatever #And /then/ is when he laughed and was like ‘but you’re a girl’ about it #Granted I’m non-binary but like I didn’t know that in elementary #Plus I didn’t stop shaving until around mid 2010s and was still self conscious about it for years #Like I remember feeling embarrassed during college (2018ish) if I had to use the rest room and someone else was in there when I would roll #My sleeves up to wash my hands #Anyways I eventually stopped caring about it sometime within the last year or 2 but see how long that took? It really shouldnt #Like some of us just genetically have more darker thicker visible body hair than others and we shouldn’t be shamed for it #One thing at a time though because even I’m still working through leg hair shame #I don’t shave them anymore but I also haven’t worn shorts outside of my bedroom in years #I’ll literally switch into shorts if it’s too hot right before bed and switch back into pants before stepping out of my room in the morning #I’ve been feeling cute the past few days and it’s starting to warm up again plus also had a convo w mom recently so #I might change that soon but only within the house still bc baby steps <3 #Anyways I’m just rambling now so I should stop. Good night !!

[estravenlover]

I’m sorry love interest Rand, I find that a little hard to believe

#okay im sorry i finished season one and on season two now but I still don’t believe it LMAO #he was just….. the last guy…… #like I’m not even being a hater I like his character but HIM? HIM? #my brother keeps laughs at me bc I still don’t believe it but I just………. HIM? #wheel of time #wheel of time spoilers #spoilers #eye of the world #eye of the world spoilers #idk this book has been out since the 90s so tagging spoilers probs isn’t that imperative but lol #my brother and I are about to start the books we just discovered the show like three days ago so sorry if this is dumb I’m not by any means #caught up on the show OR the books yet #rand al'thor #egwene al'vere #nynaeve al'meara #perrin aybara #mat cauthon #moiraine damodred #moiraine sedai

[flowercrowngods]

hhh not the urge to write an eddie pov companion piece (and continuation) to the yearning hours hidden track

#steddie #the image of eddie and wayne sitting on the floor of eddie’s freshly cleaned and rearranged room #illuminated by the fairy lights and some dire straits tape playing bc eddie loves wayne’s music #and wayne will make a comment of ‘you made the mistake of sitting down when the hall is still littered with your stuff boy. that better #be gone in the morning.‘ #and eddie will laugh and lean against him and just let the moment wash over him as well as the clean room joy #and then wayne leaves and eddie calls steve about it before he realises. and then he has the oh moment #bc he wants to *tell steve*!! and steve wants to listen!! and finally that vulnerability between them shifts and ugh #idk i’m just vibing with these boys and with the fact that i’ve got my words back 🥹 i’ve got my floaty back #and i’ll make it everyone’s problem HAH!

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

That awkward feeling when a PIMI childhood friend sends you an invite to a party in the summer; but you know you’re going to be out of the cult and shunned by then.

What do I even say? Do I lie and say I’ll be there? Do I just not respond?

#exjw #ex jw #I’m not worried about this friend so much; I’m worried about the other friend #because the other friend has awful mental health and not many close friends other than me and maybe one or two other people #This childhood friend is acting very differently than how she did when we were close which could be completely normal #But she seems “spaced out” and very formal whenever I’ve spoken to her (though that could be the allergy meds doing that) #or maybe she knows through her parents through my parents that I wrote about her playlist of “inappropriate” music in my diary #and maybe she got grilled for it #It’s important to note that neither the playlist nor the YT channel were taken down. I can still find them #So maybe she’s not as “in it” as I think she is. But then again she did introduce me to her Bible study so… idk #Maybe it’s a situation of “I’ll take the husband; mom will take the wife; and you’ll take the daughter” but idk #I never had any Bible studies. I went on studies. I got a study shoved off on me when I was eighteen because no one liked her #for being “too much” and “needy” and “not following Jehovah’s guidance and using nicotine patches so she won’t die of a heart attack” #That was a barrel of fucking laughs #(I got reprimanded by the actual sister studying with her #for reading “what happens to your body when you quit smoking” articles to her and encouraging this woman to follow her DOCTOR’S advice) #But I’ve never started a study; nor has anyone passed off a study to me to keep #ex cult

[rooolt]

I already know this episode is gonna be divisive. I’ve already seen people on both ends saying it was the best episode and others saying it was the worst. Cannot wait for teen talk to see how the cast feels about it

#I felt drunk the whole time #Like genuinely my body has overheated to such a state and I’m just sitting here #I think it was funny (?) #I liked the Garfield bits and I liked link all episode #But I was also so confused and it felt kinda rushed and weirdly railroaded (?) does this make sense #Like the “walk into a bar” and lightbulb jokes felt unnecessary #Like I was almost screaming at my phone over “walk into a bar” bc it was so obvious #I still was laughing but I also feel crazy and idk #Excited for the next episode though but I hope they’re back to the teens #dndads

[archduke-enver-gortash]

posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh

#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself #but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep #and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either #i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in #fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst #i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago #but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it #this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed #i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me #i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time #this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake #gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t #like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it! #i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life #when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so #i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have #but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip #and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude #though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i #it’s been gnawing at me #ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in #one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes #watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep #so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom #idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting #they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao #so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most #i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry #also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn #it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes

[kaidabakugou]

coffee dates with your mom have you spilling all your dirty secrets without a second thought 😭

#kai.rambles #idk what this phenomena is but it’s apparently common lol #im gonna tmi in the tags like it’s a little face time call bc i’m waiting at the airport for my friend #but i had a little coffee date with my mom yesterday bc we both needed a little break since the family is STILL here and hasn’t left #and we just need this whole thanksgiving thing to be over bc we’re going insane with so many relatives in and out of our homes #so we went to a local coffee shop that just opened and it’s so cute btw and ITS PET FRIENDLY so i saw many doggies there #and can’t wait to take woody when this whole doggy virus going around calms down 😔 #but anyway she saw that i was like fidgeting in my chair and ask wtf was wrong and i told her that i had a pimple on my ass cheek lol #and she was like how did it even get there like you take such good care of your skin?? #and i was like idk it just appeared there 😅 #and she was like - 🤨🤨 after your bday? #and i said like yeahhhh? #at this point i already knew she was onto me lol and we both laughed and she asked what did my bf and i do for my bday #so i told her and now she won’t stop laughing at me #for context - here’s the tmi lol - but my bf used whipped cream on me for my bday and we cuddled for a bit #afterwards with the intention of going to shower but we ended up passing out all sticky 😭 #and i quickly took a full exfoliating shower in the morning when i realized but it was already too late and now i have a pimple on my ass 😭 #and it’s like more towards the inside of the cheek so it fkn hurts everytime i sit down #and i was so paranoid after that instead of putting one boric acid capsule into my pussy i put two just in case #bc i was so scared that i was gonna get and infection of something but it’s been 4 days now #and nothing’s happening so i think i’m good but yeah i told her and now she laughs everytime she sees me or remembers it 😭 #i don’t mind bc it’s her and i trust my mom and tell her everything but i never get into detail about my sex life #so the fact that THISSS is the one thing about it that i tell her it’s hilarious #so yeah and now whoever reads this monstrosity of tags knows too #and if you did read this then come here bc i’m giving you BIG WET KISSES and taking you out on a little picnic date 💓💓 #and we can wear matching outfits and feed eachother desserts🥺

[orions-beltloops]

rhys darby: ok to get into character for my role in ofmd I will learn how to sail!

his character:

#i mean it’s literally so sweet that he learned to sail I love his commitment #I’m sure it benefitted him somewhere #but genuinely his character like notably doesn’t know how to sail #to be fair stede will probably pick it up #and I’m sure he read about it #but still idk this just makes me laugh #ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #rhys darby