For personal reasons I have temporarily given up hope on pretty much everything.
This will probably pass, but I doubt I'll be doing much art or writing for a while. I don't have a timeline for how long this will be an issue.
I'll still answer asks when I'm capable, since at the moment they're just about the only thing that makes me smile, and I also don't want to emotionally shut down completely.
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My little bro dropped my phone into the water and now I have been in a state of permanent melancholy for more than a week.
My access to social media, my jpstars account, MY SAKUMA REI are all lost. Sad :')
But I will definitely survive and someday I will come back with another strange post dedicated to the cursed vampire grandpa.
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Going back to this, didn't missed my perfectionism getting all flared up cldkdmxnv
But he has his bangs now, yay! :D
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Love how we all thought Pavitr would end up getting traumatized or killed from his “Being Spider-Man is so easy!” line but then it turns out that his entire plot is about NOT having any Spider-Man related trauma
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hey guys, sorry i was asleep again today. i uh. encountered a sleeping issue. i'm really tired rn but i guess i slept a little better ?
the weather here's been really doing a number on me, it's hot and heavy and hard to breathe especially in my room, i can't even sit at my desk without sweating like a pig...
it's been tough lately, but sharing the AU stuff with you guys has been a joy, so thank you for that <3
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Ok, got the Undertale and Deltarune OSTs queued up. Gonna be going in for the long haul but I'm desperate to get this animation done
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living in america is just like well im pretty sure i broke my toe today and it fucking hurts but im not gonna go to a doctor about it bc theyre gonna put a bandaid on it and then charge me $5,000
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been listening to too much artic monkeys this week i think i have a disease called i wanna be in love
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okay wait... pjo episode drops at 9 pm est.. stream at 10 pm est... surely the episode won't be longer than an hour lol
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As somebody who's had to deal with Ghetsis simps in his inbox I just want to say, I am so sorry.
-@fox-poke-fanatic
GHETSIS SIMPS?! PLURAL?!
Im so sorry as well
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also a good day for fans of act break character growth wardrobe & hairstyle changes
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sudden nausea and headache wtffff. leave me alone havent i suffered enough this week??????? TT
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My therapist recently went on Maternity Leave and I decided to use this as an opportunity to take a break from Therapy and try out some of the things I've learned. I've been going for a year now and I do feel like I've changed in ways and gotten better with some things.
That said, I've been feeling really alone lately and haven't been in the best headspace. I've been hanging out with friends and keeping myself occupied, so I've been alright. My family all moved away this year so I'm the only one still in CO, which I think has contributed. Still... There's also this deep nagging feeling that I'm not on the same wavelength as everyone else, and there's something fundamentally wrong with me.
I recognize that's probably not true, but it's tough doing it all on my own. I've got friends, and I lean on them when I can, but ultimately... I'm on my own. I'm worried I'll always be on my own.
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Augh, being sick in tandem with insomnia is incredibly not fun. Waking up 2 hours after I finally do fall asleep is not any better
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i dont trust ppl as a rule. even the closest ppl in my life, the ones who know the most about me, the ones i confide the most in, even those ppl, im withholding smthn or other from them. im keeping them at a certain distance. i just dont trust ppl. ppl r dark. ppl turn on u. i dont fully trust anybody except myself. i am the solution to all my problems. and that's just how it is. ik i probably have trust issues but honestly idc. that's the only reason I've survived. this world will eat u alive if u dont protect urself and that's just the truth. im not a paranoid person, i still love the ppl in my life and give them the benefit of the doubt. but i have a strong intuition that has never led me astray, and that's both a blessing and a curse. every bad thing that's happened to me in my life, i saw it coming. i recognize patterns, details. im always prepared. i always bounce back. so when someone i love dearly lets me down, i may be disappointed but never surprised... :(
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Y’all.....the “In Love With A Monster” Hongjoong fic is almost done, right, but there’s still a few scenes to write, but it’s really about to hit 5k words....
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