#idk how to tag my weird personal art doesnt get notes that much anyways

[rullikka]

SENSORY HELL

#my art #opossum #sensory hell #traditional art #pencils #colouring pens #opossums #weirdcore #eye strain #neurodivergent #sensory overload #art #queer #idk how to tag my weird personal art doesnt get notes that much anyways #I made this at a recovery group I go to

[yellowhearther0]

mmmmmmm thinkin abt bein a creavtive on tumblr

#sagittarius.txt #slash fandom in general #as per usual this is all in the tags bc i could never be thoughtful in the proper area of a ppst and also i like to inconvience myself #anyways tho its like hm. #as a general rule i dont care much abt how my posts actually do as long as i like them personally #so i've bever really gotten properly upset? at smth that took me time 2 do flopping hard #not that averaging abt 50 notes per art post is like. awful or anything but it does sort pf suck #and its like yeah i get it ig following on tumblr means nothing rlly but still #not 2 sound like. self centered or anything but u would think that 4 someone who has nearly 1k followers i would get more interation but #again. whatevs ig #its like. at the end of the day it rlly doesnt matter lmao but still 🤷 #but like eh. yadda yadda desire 4 human validation blah balh #im at this weird ass stage in life where its like. i hate everything i do and made but also i dont? #like i hate my art style but also i rlly like it i hate how i do writing but im still proud of the final product sort of #idk #im appreciating the value of my own creations while also comparing it heavily 2 others ig #idk am i making any sense probs not #im just rambling 2bh