soer y if im kidn of out of it and/or emotinoal for a littl e bit im really sick right now and my chronic pain decided it 'd be fun to make i t hurt to move at the exac gtsame time
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še uro pa pol do tehdok kill me im so bored. i dont have anything to study yet so im just wasting time. im probably gonna watch soočane. also i need to get a quick snack before the lecture starts. i didnt get one yesterday and by the end of the day i was so tired and hungry i felt the whole spectre of negative human emotino at once. dogrel plata tisočletja
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by trentcrimminallybeautiful (biDEMONium)
Trent's always been prone to horrible, vague nightmares. The kind that fill you with deep, irrational terror, for little to no reason.
(Or: Five periods in Trent's life where he dealt with nightmares alone, and one where he didn't. Except it's far messier than that, really.)
Words: 8389, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Trent Crimm, Trent Crimm's Ex-Wife, Roy Kent, Ted Lasso, AFC Richmond Players (Ted Lasso), Trent Crimm's Daughter, Henry Lasso, Nathan Shelley
Relationships: Trent Crimm & Trent Crimm's Ex-Wife, Trent Crimm & Trent Crimm's Daughter, Trent Crimm & Roy Kent, Trent Crimm/Ted Lasso, AFC Richmond Players & Trent Crimm, Trent Crimm & Colin Hughes, Trent Crimm & Everyone
Additional Tags: Nightmares, Angst, Loneliness, Eventual Happy Ending, Eventual Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, but first there is hurt and no comfort :(, 5+1 Things, Sort of? - Freeform, Trent Crimm Needs a Hug, so badly, Touch-Starved, Touch-Starved Trent Crimm, trents a good dad, heavy on the roy&trent bestieism, Platonic Cuddling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hugs, the roy & trent section is meant to be platonic but, im nto stopping you from reading this fic as pre roy/trent/ted, ending with a hand wavey post season fix it, wherein ted stays and henry and michelle move too and such, Crying, Men Crying, how in character is this? idk man this is a vent midnight to 4 am fic, the frusturation of having meaningless nightmares, with nothing to blame them on, because they're not about whatever they should be, they're just generic but somehow terrifying anyway, man youre telling me the audience isn't learning about my trauma, in a compelling mysterious and emotinoally resonant way? booo, Found Family, Becoming a family, man this is a bit disjointed but agai, again. written all in one sitting, while sleep deprived. guess why
source https://archiveofourown.org/works/54484399
March 15, 2024 at 01:51PM
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it's the hour of the day where i still and think about how greer could have had some very impactful plots/stories and character developments that never went anywhere and/or got magic'd away or solved in one issue.
under the read more rant about it
like the first time that she "went feral" it actually was saying something, and it was impactful, and you show it affected her relationships, almost hurt her team, and then she had a whole arc of meeting the cat people in "hell" / the land within, and had to fight for her soul literally, and reclaimed and showed that her strength came from herself already and she could have control, and had like a whole battle and fight
andd then the next time it happens. it could have been something that expanded on her further transmutation into tigra. but instead theey just had hank shrink her down, literally bottle her away to remove her from being part of the broader WCA plot, and then just had literal agatha harkness magic fix her away. andd it was terriblee.
nd then they had her join team bobbi in WCA and have her going feral and then nothing really comes of that.
and then her relationship with Hank, thre's so much mor that could have gone into; and you don't even have Greer ever really talk about the whole trauma of /Skrull Hank/
andd then they do have an issue where ON HER first session with Trauma immediately resolves all her fears regarding hr pregnancy, and just her whole pregnancy plot line is so poorly done, and again thy literally have trauma magic away the trauma of heer pregnancy.
and then you know its not really acknowledged like the wholee Norman Osborn involvement in that. and then like
Her Red Hood asssault plot line and it carrying over into Academy, was okay. like they did go into like the emotinos and rage she felt about what happened to her, but like you don't really get a lot of moments of seeing her really grappling or what helpss her like actually get through and cope with it. and then Acadmy writer having the gall to hae the studeents DISCOUNT HER TRAUMA as well at least she was r* worded. LIKEE LIKEE THE FUCK. and then her saysing "oh yeah im healed from it i got help" and its like WHERE? WHEN? all we got was FIRSt/ONE therpay session with trauma, whre he showed her her worst fear, and then suddenly she was btter with the pregnancy. but nothing on like HER TALKING about lik what the Red Hood did to her.
anyways. once again. Greer still struggles with control issuees, she's a lot more powerful than her canon part, cause she's grown and gaind control and powere, and she's went throguh a lot to heal, and just she has a merged soul; tigra an greer merged, instead of greer soul only. but it's no longer two souls battle. but just
I AM HAVING THOUGHTS AGAIN.
okay but like.... on some of the good things. when Greer first appears in Aveenger, and it's so CLEAR she clearly doesn't know what sshe's doing and doesn't know how to fit in and be a big time hero, and tries, cauase like HER TRANSMATION IS SO FRESH. she was only The Cat vigilante for such a small time. this is all big and near to her, and hr Tigra transformation at that tieme as also 2 sousl in one person battling for ach other,
but lik her first appearance with the Aveners. 216. iss greeat. and just SHE IS SO INSECURE.
and then like even early WCA you see that. she's not sure if she's Big League hero or strong eenough, and then like YEAH. and that's good. and then her in th original Spiderwoman run, like that's good greer/tigra conteent and just. UGH
I LOVE HER
and she gets shafted with her plot lines. or like half of her truama plots get magic cured and i hate it.
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This is for the snakes and the people they bite
For the friends I've made, for the sleepless nights
For the warning signs I've completely ignored
There's an amount to take, reasons to take more
It's no big surprise you turned out this way
When they close their eyes and prayed you would change
And they cut your hair, and sent you away
You stopped by my house the night you escaped
With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay
You said, "Hey man, I love you, but no fucking way!"
I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage
Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies
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id love to have a breakdown i think that would be healthy but i experience emotions in such vivid extremes i might kill someone or myself who knowssss
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