#it could be worse for sure tho

[be-good-to-bugs]

guess whos bathtub is currently flooding their apartment 👍

#the bin #ugh this is not what i had in mind 4 today #scooped 2 full bathtubs worth of water into the sink with a bowl #i caught it before it could get really bad #very lucky it happened while someone was homw bc if not then ppl qoulda come in and found the pets we arent supposed to have #like. was having to scoop qater out to stop the flooding from getting worse and also move fertet cage out of hall closet bc it was in front #of the panel for.the bathtub that they migjt need to access #and move the ferrets to the garge #and cover the snake tanks #have the downstairs ppl come n tell me theyre having lekaing. dry the floors to hopefully stop it from leaking too bad #and then scoop another bathtub full of water into the sink while im on hold with the maintenance line #and the water is all soapy so ive been having to walk around in that this entire time :( #but hey. my feet r soft now #its so unsettling to walk out of ur room to a puddle of warm liquid and think ur cat peed but then to keep walking and realize theres a lot #it could be worse for sure tho #this explains the bathtub mysteriously becoming dirty repeatedly even when nody used it and it was cleaned #its been filling with water a lot i guess. lucky it never overflowed till now

[chemicalarospec]

my haircut inspo board filled with the ugliest men on earth and one woman who looks like young william beckett.

#after he cut his hair it was all over for him (refering to recent reuninion footage). now he just looks like a douche. 'twink death'* lol #(*aging. it's normal. but still- he looks super different. and somehow like a worse person??) #(I feel a little bad being so mean. esp bc either he died his hair silver or it's gone all gray. but WHY the kpop haircut.) #(i've been watching live recordings of TAI - not even sure why but they are my number 1 band rn) #saw one clip on here and i guess that inspired me #yearbook sent out a survey but it was anonymous so i actually put william beckett as my celebrity crush. the only other person i could thin #of was timothy chalemet tho. and i don't find him that pretty. 'i've become enamoured by william beckett's awkard yet cute appearance' #then i flamed the survey for asking 'trump or biden' like it was just a cute preference question ^_^ #I said this #haircut aspirations #ok the truth is i took off the ugliest of the men #but there's this one guy with absolutely FRIED hair but it's the closest to my desired style i've got. he's a little ugly

[cuubism]

an extremely chaotic collaborative Dreamling playlist that makes me question whether we all even watched the same show

YOUTUBE // SPOTIFY

Tracklist, by year:

an actually readable version of the tracklist is below the cut.

@merytsetesh, @thecosmerekid, @everythings-aces, @flyingfishtailoutpost1, @smallboyonherbike, @ghostboyjules, @reallyintoscience, @puzzleshipper, @lemurianstarship, @sunshines-fabulous-legs, @five-and-dimes, @thranduilland, @nightofheart, @bluetea2206, @thatonetimetraveller and anons thank you for your contribution in making the world worse

(actually tho. this has been a blast. you all made my week. i love you ❤)

1389 Kite // Castle of Sand Voxtrot // Missing Pieces Ben Howard // Call Me Maybe (Cover) Kesha // Finding You Taylor Swift // Love Story (BARDCORE)

1489 Kite // Up for Life Oh Wonder // Ultralife Galantis // Bones The Score // Oh My Love Depeche Mode // Strangelove Florence + the Machine // Heartlines Sophie B. Hawkins // Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover

1589 Dalida // Les temps des fleurs Oh Wonder // Heavy Dayglow // Dear Friend, Katy Perry // The One That Got Away (80s Remix) Voxtrot // Raised By Wolves R.E.M. // Losing My Religion Kiesza // What Is Love (Cover) Linkin Park // Numb (80s Remix)

1689 Anais Mitchell // Bright Star Hooverphonic // Eden Tchaikovsky // The Garland Waltz NightLab // The Measure of Things Sleeping At Last // Two Voxtrot // Every Day

1789 King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard // Yours Animotion // Obsession The Killers // When You Were Young The Cure // More Than This Imogen Heap // Goodnight and Go Aram Khachaturian // Masquerade Suite

1889 MALINDA // How Dare You Moody Blues // Nights in White Satin leo. // despair Phil Collins // Against All Odds Kodaline // High Hopes Hozier // It Will Come Back Live // Meltdown

1989 Sam Tinnesz // Far From Home Luc Arbogast // Ja Nuns Hons Pris (Cover) Heart // Alone Sam Smith // Make It To Me Air Supply // All Out of Love Blondie // Dreaming

2022 The Script // The Man Who Can't Be Moved Sir Sly // Too Far Gone P!nk // Whataya Want From Me Waitress the Musical // A Soft Place to Land Florence + The Machine // Heavy in Your Arms Modern English // I Melt With You Bob Dylan // Make You Feel My Love

#why yes i DID intentionally pick the worst possible fonts! #i can't decide if we should all be proud or ashamed of this #and i think i actually made it worse by ordering it. like i ordered and categorized by year and i'm 90% sure that was a dis-improvment #possibly better listened to on shuffle XD #the 1789 section is unequivocally my favorite followed by 1589 XD and listen u may say why are there 80s songs there? #well was that not ALSO an 80s??? also it's just funny #dreamling songs #dreamling #also hope you enjoy the extremely hideous cover! :D i worked incredibly hard on it #hopefully didn't forget any songs! or tags! but i probably did. #ok tho actually. much of the chaos of this is my fault. i just started replying to people with the wildest songs i could think of #and here we are #can't lie i am. obsessed with the 1889 font which is just called 'bloody' #and the 2022 font is called Loved By The King :') #and the 1389 font is called Dearest! #love language: obscure fonts

[sanchoyo]

haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞

#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can #barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty #I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such #bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry #he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭 #sanchoyorambles #I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN #GIRL MY PUBBY #if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now #he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑 #which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL #screaming. #and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects #im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault #I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away #they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!! #they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭 #remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧 #my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby #it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

I love how bleak Tom and Greg’s dynamic is at the end of the finale.

This whole season they’ve been scheming together side by side, but when things got stressful at the election, Tom put Greg down beneath him.

Tom and Greg aren’t “in it together” at the end; Tom’s CEO, and puts the auction sticker on Greg’s head. He owns him.

Shiv used to scheme with Tom, but when things got stressful, she reminded him of his position. Tom does the same thing to Greg.

Everything changed and yet they go right back where they started from.

#i could write a novel about the beautiful disaster of tomshiv at the end but i’m sure others already have and will #and very eloquently #just a friendly reminder even tho i doubt tg shippers think this is a real win that actually tomgreg have regressed now #and it will only get worse! #succ #succession #tom wambsgams #greg hirsch #shiv roy #tomshiv #tomgreg #shivorce

[miraclespin]

While it's a popular headcanon, or seems to be at least, I do not think that Joker can be canonically considered to be albino, since his skin would be much paler than it is, otherwise. (To say nothing of the question of whether or not he has any visual impairments, which is a personal pet headcanon of mine, but is also not clearly confirmed either way.)

However, I do still think that it is an interesting idea to play with for an AU. It adds a tiny bit of an extra dimension to his nocturnal tendencies/lifestyle.

#Kaitou Joker #Mysterious Joker #((realistically speaking tho it'd still probably suck for him; the lack of melanin apparently causes a lot more problems- #than one might initially realize. #also imagine; albinism or not; if he naturally had a diurnal sleep schedule; I feel like canonically he always had a bit of a nocturnal ben #*bent. it lets me type the T but then cuts it off every time I try to save it. annoying. #so adjusting to that was probably fine; if his chipper attitude half the time is any indication #but if he was meant to be awake in the daytime and thus could not properly adjust; he'd always be having a Really bad time #doubly so if you throw the poor eyesight headcanon and albinism AU on top of it #Joker the frail sickly victorian child; who would very much rather be anything else #augh just remembered I tend to give him a weak immune system too; sometimes paired with disguised vitiligo #can't really have both in the albinism AU but I CAN still nerf his general health. #man I sure love to bully this particular orphan for some reason huh. what the actual fuck is wrong with me. #not much worse than reading between the lines of canon anyways; but Still))

[inutaffy]

i almost passed out at school again guys

#this time tho was worse #didnt loose my hearing i lost my vision a lil bit still #i had a cough this morning probably from my germ infested sister and i thought i was fine so i was going to the bus stop and HEAVING my #lungs hurt when i was breathing it was prickly #GOT ON THE BUS AND EVERYTHING WAS DOWN HILL FROM THERE FUCKING GOD #dude #head hurt stomach rolling cramps the astute need to throw up #i was fighting that for a whole 20 minutes #i get motion sickness but not unless im reading something and I WASNY and yet #i was GRIPPING THE SEAT #put my head down and closed my eyes on the seat in front of me and PRAYED #at the end of the bus ride everything was heavy #the blood drained from my face i could feel it i had to bite my lip to make sure i still had feeling in my face bro #lung thing might be my asthma spiking i had it as a kid so idk #anyway ans then my back was killing me #got off the bus #could barely put one foot in front of the other #body aches i was HOT IT WAS LIKE 40 DEGREES AND I TOOK MY JACKET OFF. I REPEAT I TOOK MY JACKET OFFFFF #i got into the school adn these 2 people were standing there by the steps to check IDs and i looked at those steps with a PLANNN . to sit #i tried to sit down but one of em noticed how pale and not good i looked #led me to the nurses #called my mom 3x before she picked up #she couldnt get me til like an hour and some later #i was just writhing on the bed #dying #it got a little better and i switched suddenly from hot to COLD #and im on my period so thats a factor i guess but its not a regular hot flash it was BURNING #anyway she picked me up and i groggily got up #passed my friend in the hall and she widened her eyes at me and i pointed at my mom ahead of me and she said bye #one person knows im out sick but we aint got no classes together today

[dutybcrne]

Thinkings thinkings of Fatui!Kaeya have been reawakened in reviewing Arle's teasers/animations

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Whether it's Dad!Pierro or not; I do love the idea of him being left in the care of the Fatui/House of Hearth #//Tho timelines considered; he prolly would be in Pierro's personal care while Arle goes through her Traumatic Matricide Experience #//Doubt the man would want to leave him out of his sight; Khaenri'ahn/Alberich ties considered #//Or maybe he was raised/trained to fight under Signora. Or even for Columbina (her namesake's ties to Pierro's; considered) #//Tho also do LOVE the idea of Kae and Taru growin up together in the Fatui ranks and being the disastrous + shy boi duo #//Tho Kae'd prolly have less to hide/fear with them when it comes to his heritage. The strictness he'd be raised with though... #//Eh; Taru could bring him out of his shell even still jdbgfkf. If anyone can; he deffo could. His little wintry sunshine #//So maybe he'd grow into his peacock self a little more naturally; even if perhaps still out of necessity/for ease of his missions #//Less of a facade to hide his grief/missing pieces tho; more like the way Taru is charming & goofy to lower people's guards #//Still has his little habit of testing people deffo is Much worse and much more sadistic when it comes down to it #//Particularly towards fellow Fatui who disrespect him or their comrades; or just someone he ends up disliking in general #//Does 'test' new comrades; but is more willing to step in & help them if need be. Wants UTMOST trust; determination & loyalty in his men #//So will only ever take those who push to complete the mission at all costs; even themselves/willingly ask him for help when they need it #//Dislikes those who run; & LOATHES cowards who abandon comrades to save themselves; he WILL deliberately make sure they don't make it back #//Still employs his intel gathering methods as normal verse; but has preying mantis tendencies when it comes down to it nbcfjgf #//ESP if they try to take advantage of/blackmail him in some way. Or worse; those who betray him. He is meticulous & VERY ruthless abt it #//His signature is decapitation & an unmelting (Abyssal energy-laced) ice shard through the heart; around which he'd carve a stylized one #//If those informants keep being useful to him; they are safe; and treated so lovingly by him; spoiled rotten with gifts & favors aplenty #//Once they lose their usefulness...well; regrettably he cannot leave any loose ends. These become frozen as statues for him to keep #//'Precious mementos of lovers & conspirators'; he'd call them. He'd keep them in his private home in Snezhnaya #v; glacialis pavonis (fatui!kaeya) #//If he had to have a Harbinger title/name (maybe bumped up for when Scara erases himself); he'd prolly be l'Innamorato #//Fitting of his methods (is also the remaining role of Commedia dell'arte lololol). He is saccharine sweet; pretty & deadly as a belladonn #//Deffo would have tango-based motifs rather than waltz; would favor frost-laced roses. Might even leave those with his victims too #//Can you tell I listened to Rondo Across Countless Kalpas as I wrote this up jhbfjgkfhf #hc; kaeya #//I mean yeah lol. I have so many more thinkings abt this verse aaAAAA #//Am torn if I want his to use a Cryo Delusion; or have him with Cryo Vision and an Anemo Delusion. Do like that for Cryo Swirls #//Then his rage/scorn could be likened to a Blizzard. Do like that image. Deffo favors his Abyssal powers more tho; maybe THAT'd be better

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful #like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched. #im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting #i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now #bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened #would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence #that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we #last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul #ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code #i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open #the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was #bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is #ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt #unrelated

[toytulini]

would be cool this yr to do like first aid training maybe?

#toy txt post #hope i can. get an opportunity to do that. not sure when. the horrors and inability to commit to things u see #but i think i should do that #at some point. altho i feel like i will almost certainly have to do CPR training? and like. like it seems like useful knowledge. and like. #i should know it and maybe im the worst person in existence for this but im a bit of a germaphobe and scared of covid and im not taking my #mask off so like. feels like. that is pretty mutually exclusive with CPR unless thereve been advancements im not aware of? #like would i be able to carry around some sort of billows but for human lungs to do that instead of my mouth? idk. this has in fact been #a legitimate hurdle to me wanting to pursue first aid training. sorry. genuinely dont know how to reconcile that and maybe! in a crisis #situation id overcome it to save a person. genuinely do not know. sorry im like a selfish horrible bitch tho and i cant see myself #doing CPR and am icked by the idea of even learning it. i know now they make those things to put on someones mouth but its still like. #that doesnt do anything against respiratory shit...idk. like is it worse to not pursue any of this at all to avoid the ethical quandry of #not wanting to deal with CPR even as a concept bc im a stupid baby squicked out by lip touching? or is it worse to do first aid and learn #like everything except CPR so i could still theoretically help in some cases that arent necessarily CPR. idk. im sure im just a Bad Person #for this and hate to even admit it. i think i should at least try to find a stop the bleed course or smth ig

[aewrie]

'once a week or more' well rip

my default state of being when i'm not having a bad day is a little tired & nursing a budding headache. i have a headache right now that i'm ignoring

is this going to be another of those 'there is no such thing as a 'mild' concussion, if you hit your head bad enough to black out it is a concussion' lmao???

i get headaches from fucking everything. weather/air pressure (low and high). low/high blood sugar or too rapid changes there. too bright/dim light (at home i am specific about my lights/curtains at different points of the day/depending on how bright it's outside to avoid these). rapid repetitive/jarring physical motions (just jumping a little can be enough/make it worse). muscle tension. doing stretching/exercise that gets blood really flowing. lack of and/or bad sleep, or too much sleep. getting (strongly) emotional. caffeine (a new exiting one! only started regularly drinking coffee fairly recently. how much caffeine is too much is a fucking mystery though). i should wear glasses (myopia, not too severe) but i avoid it unless i need to see that far that well in part bc the glasses pressing on my temples give me headaches more easily than my eyes being slightly tired does.

i'm probably forgetting a bunch more

but every time i've seen people describe migraines i've thought well mine aren't anywhere near that severe/those specific kinds of headaches so No Way it's that

but. i do have other symptoms on that list? i just never thought it might be related to my headaches bc i'd not seen those mentioned, at least not in a way that i could identify as something i should consider in connection to this, and there's always the huge stress that migraines are always extra super bad to the point that a Real migraine completely disables you for a while. while to me it's. it's annoying, it hurts, if it's particularly bad it can make things more difficult but not impossible/near impossible; just, a general It's Not That Bad, therefore normal and i should just deal with it

#i should probably try to keep a diary of this crap for a while #i am looking at additional symptom lists from should-be-reliable sources and it's not looking great #yourebablingjulle #best part is i actually mentioned this offhand to a doctor once a few years back while discussing other stuff and he basically went #yeah it's normal some people just get headaches more easily #not sure how i phrased it or if he understood how frequent my headaches are #work stress definitely contributes so it's gotten worse since that time period tho #i often avoid painkillers or strategically schedule taking them bc otherwise i'm having them near constantly #most notably i might bear through a few hours of a semi-bad one if i know i need it later to be able to sleep ok #(not too common but it happens) #bc at their worst they do fuck with my already sketchy ability to sleep #melatonin thankfully works for me and it is a lifesaver #one other thing i know works is acupuncture but one session costs almost as much as a year's supply of melatonin and that Not affordable #(i had ~a year while recovering from depression/burnout where i could have ear acupuncture done weekly without having to pay for it #figured that if nothing else i get to chill for a bit on a regular basis. scheduled no-stress time. #when the nurse was unavailable at times and couldn't do it i realized i slept noticeably better when i got my ears poked regularly)

[thschei]

This image but with a breakfast jack from jack in the box

#photo #erin talks #my stu🅱️id ass offered to go with my mom out of town for a work thing #& we're both overtired (stayed up till 3am) & in a lot of pain #I convinced my mom to take a full pain pill instead of half bc her fingers were shaking really badly #we got out the door & she turned around & went “my glasses........” so I went back in for them #like yknow smth inherently required to be able to drive . those glasses . #so it's already a Day . I'm sure it'll get worse #also I don't really think I was clear-- yesterday I offered to go & knew I needed to get up this morning & stayed up till 3am anyway #it's not my fault I can't do my neopets dailies until 1am my time #it is my fault I'm self-destructive tho ❤️ it's my traumatic experience and I get to choose the coping #it could be much worse than neopets lmao

[orcelito]

Honestly tho I've never been more grateful to have such a good relationship with my sister than I have been these past few weeks. I've heard horror stories about the kinds of in-fighting some siblings do when it comes to inheritances and such things. The parental death sucks either way, but at least I can have full faith and trust in my sister being fair and reasonable. When setting up probate, I was given the option to put a bond on it, aka insurance in case she, as the executive of the estate, ever decided to fuck me over or whatever. It's good that that system is in place, but I was just like. "... I'd rather just keep that money, thank you." (This being like some thousand dollars to place the bond). Bc there's been 0 doubt in my mind with her.

Things suck real bad overall, but at least there's only 2 of us and we get along about as well as any siblings Can, I think.

#speculation nation #im trying real hard to pull my own weight with all of this. making sure she doesnt have to do all the work. #overall tho. things could definitely be worse. #when i was a kid i wanted more siblings bc i thought itd be Neat. #now more than ever tho im grateful that it's just the one.

[gazelessmenagerie]

Tournament of power but what if...

Broly? 👀

If Only.

#|| Tag: Answered #Anonymous #|| Tag: Crack #|| Tag: The Legendary Super Saiyan { Broly } #( PLEASE......... i say while not watching ToP yet but eventually. ) #( i cant really give much of an in depth analysis yet ;w; but I just know he'd do decently enough but I'm sure one fighter's gonna give him #( trouble. idk who tho. but it'd be nice to have him come to terms he's not as invincible as he once was for better or worse ) #( or having his exploits taken advantage of. aflsdjf making him suffer is just part of the job u3u ) #( tho it does add in a possibility of exploring a self-destructive tendency that could spiral him downward ) #(cause motherfucking saiyan brain and his own toxic habits/only knowing trauma-stress breaks were his only ways out ) #( smh. stupid bastard o'clock hours at that point and rip anyone who tries to knock some sense into him when he's already getting deranged #( in more ways than one. ) #( -adds this to the other 3949 bad endings for him cause that's just how his life be unfortunately but he's got 1 good ending at least u3u-

[thedeviousdevilxx]

So my boss’s nephew got stabbed while she and him were out at the front doors of the mall we work at having a smoke 😐

Adding an edit: I believe he’s okay, it was to the face but he was able to stand when the paramedics came. My poor boss who also suffers from ptsd is off for the remainder of the week. Fuck she has had the worst luck in terms of bad shit happening to her and around her.

#yikes #this city sure has a lot of stabbings #could always be worse tho

[moshieee]

Ew, essays :[

I miss the old days of kindergarten when we attempted to color butterflies and ate erasers and glue

-🎁

I hated kindergarten

Essays may suck but at least now I'm not the weird kid in the corner wishing I had friends

However yes I absolutely despise essays with all my being... in fact!

Achievement unlocked: you somehow found a topic moshie hates enough and on a bad day to start them ranting in the tags...

Warning there are curse words, poor spelling, and caps locks

Sorry in advance

#asks #off topic #seriously tho i hate essays so much #one of them is already 5 pages and thats just the rough draft #i better get a fucking high pass on that shit or i will scream #shes actually making us focus on out writing process and OH HO.HO BOY IS MINE A MESS #I SWEAR ITS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE A SKETCH BUT YOU KEEP PAINTING CERTAIN PARTS BECAUSE IT HAS TO LOOK NICE #ONLY TO RELIZE OH WAIT MAYBE THAT DOESN'T GO THERE AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY SHIFT IT AROUND #OR MAYBE I COULD SWAP THIS TOO BE THAT LOOKS AWFUL AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TILL ITS A RIVER OF BLOOD AND PAINT #AND SHE WANTS TO SEE MY ROUGH DRAFT??? HONNEY YOU WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT READING THE MARIO SUNSHINE SPEEDRUN CATEGORY BACKWARDS THEN #UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE FUCK IM TRYING TO WRITE ITS WHY I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL IN ONE GO OTHERWISE I HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND UNDERSTAND WHAT #WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHILE LOOKING THROUGH THIS MESS!!! OOOHH WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO ORGANIZE THIS WELL SHIT THATS GOING TO TAKE EVEN #LONGER YOU ALREADY GOT ME WRITING WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME STOP MUCH LESS MAKE ME SWITCH SUBJECTS TO ANOTHER ESSAY HALF WAY THROUGH OH BU #AND GUESS WHAT!???? ONE PAGE! DOUBLE SPACE! AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVEN GIVE YOU A DIRECTION TO WRITE IN JUST ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED #IN THESE LAST TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS FUCKING HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW INDECISIVE AND FORGETFUL I AM??? MUCH LESS THE FACT KTS ABOUT ETHNICS #I DIDNT EVEN EANT TO TAKE AN ETHNICS CLASS I WANTED ETHICS I FUCKING HATE EVERY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW #LIKE YEA SURE I KNOW THEY'RE IMPORTANT BUT I STILL HATE ESSAYS and j know my teachers are trying their best... #but jeese ethnics is such a difficult topic because on one had yea i relate to what these people are going through im part of the LGBT #are statistics are very similar but im also bery much a white person and not openly trans/non binary i dont want to look like some stuck up #white person going oooo look at the poor minorities i can TotAlLy relate and now im going to talk about me #because im genuinely scared of coming out idk whos accepting and whos not at least online im safe and can block people... #jeese im sorry for the rant i shouldn't have gone on that much less my art blog #this is supposed to be a positive blog but i just need to put this somewhere or i feel im going to cry out of frustration im sorry #rant post #system #oops moshie got emotional