#it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends

[pettydollie]

Heyyy I THINK Matt and Madison beer have something going on.

I wonder whys Presley (Madison’s dog) loves Matt the most (probably because Matt is often at her house since he EVENTUALLY is her bf.

Or the fact that he posted in his instagram story the picture of MADISON and nick (on nicks account and I mean the photo dump of the music video make u mine) he could take another picture where there’s only nick BUT he took the one with Madison and decided to post it in his instagram story ( I hope u understood which picture I mean and what I’m talking about😭)

And in the vlog (return of vlogs video) Madison is his passenger princess and they’re talking so much (Matt and Madison).

Also the tension between her and Matt is different than the tension between her and Chris.

Everything points to the fact that Matt and her are dating or hooking up

Their tension is insane.

U SHOULD DEFINITELY MAKE A VIDEO ABOUT IT ON TIK TOK AND GET ALL THE FOOTAGE OF THEM AND SHIT.

I’m convinced that they’re dating or hooking up.

(Why do we never see Chris with girls ? Like I never see Tik toks or clips of him and other girls with tension does this guy ever hook up with someone {probably even more than Matt}😭😭)

Anyways thankssss

tbh i couldnt care less abt their personal relationships lmaoo. im pretty sure they havent been around girls bc this fandom is so fucking childish and cant respect opposite sex friendships without shipping them

i dont wanna sound rude at alllll but some of u guys care WAY too much 😭😭

#sturniolo triplets #sturniolo #what happened to respecting boundaries

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[silenthillbunni]

im so stupid for thinking anyone would ever love me

#ever since i was 13 i've longed for 'love' #i watched others around me start going on dates and getting their first kiss getting into their first relationships #i thought 'it's ok. when u start high school u'll have a bf' #but hs came and i watched everyone around me have sex for the first time and get into more serious relationships and fall in love etc etc #i was still alone and unwanted. so i thought it's ok. it's ok. maybe when u get ur first job or get into ur 20s. maybe online. maybe maybe #now im still... alone. and unwanted. i dont think ppl who hasnt experienced this knows how fkn isolating and alienating it is #no one has ever wanted to date me. or kiss me. or have sex w me. or had a crush on me or been in love w me. #i have no idea what it feels when someone touches me. i've never experienced what it's like .. all those things i dont wanna think abt it #i feel so extremely hideous and disgusting. like a disease no one wants to get close to. and why do i still long and ache for it??? #shouldnt i have gotten used to it by now? i fall in love. i want. but i always do it all on my own. hust as im alone in everything. #*just. trying not to kms bc i couldnt press the right fkn letter dumb bitch #i want to.. i want to.. but i dont think im someone who gets to experience these things

[elegyofthemoon]

actually i kinda wonder now if theyll put veliona into hsr or is she just sorta mixed into this seele?

#snow plays hsr #idk enough about veliona i just see her everytime i decide to start crying about seele so im just 🤔 thinking #but at this point i often wonder just how much theyll take from honkai impact and put into star rail #i feel like its going to wind up being more spin off and completely separate but what do i know im new to honkai impact #and im not even up to date with star rail #but yeah..... #its already pretty fun though seeing the parallels between bronseele for both stories (i love them sm) #but i wonder how much more #not that i can appreciate it at this point but yeah #'snow why are u posting about this here' bc im sleepy and i dont care anymore. #i wanna post more about viddygame thoughts like i used to tbh #ik i would do it on a rambling blog but #what if. i just. do it here. :) #tbh i need more hi3 friends/mutuals. im new so i have zero clue about anything but... people to annoy #ANYWAYS good night #wait veli might be separate i just dont know it works just yet #WE WILL LEARN ITS OK #im just a newbie.... the lore too big for my brain to understand but we are putting pieces together 🔍

[gifti3]

Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW

#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him #im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh) #im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked #like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ) #and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings! #god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb” #sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear) #maybe dont be so dismissive #like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves #and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed #and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance??? #like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off #leave it be! #god looking back on all this.... #i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things #ppl can change so ill just hope for that #or maybe he'll meet his match #someone who reflects the same energy he has! #tho im not sure if hed like that haha #the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt #but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses #which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own #gotta get context for everything u know #but in this case....naur #like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind! #so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr #im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly #trying to make sure not to make things harder for them #and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset #but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

LET ME GO BACK JUST ONCE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE

#sorry i am. stressed about decisions and made this in .5 seconds #its not even that big of a deal i just have large emotions rn #im just so stressed bc i got this internship i was meant to start in march right #kinda small startup company but the pay is decent and its mostly remote so i took it (i didnt have anything else) #the day after i signed my offer letter i got ANOTHER interview for an internship during the summer in june and i ended up getting it #i signed the letter for that one today thinking that alls well and i can do both...tell me why the summer one called me up being like #'u wanna start early?'.....WHAT!!! #and the thing is the second company is way larger and pays better and its inperson so it IS a better offer #but id feel like a dick for bailing on the other one right before my start date yk...especially since i rlly liked the ppl i met so far #i just dont know what to do bc i end up looking like a dick either way #i might end up doing the first one for like a month putting in my 2 weeks then doing the other one BUT IDK IF I CAN!!!

[unwellwoman]

im literally always giving my younger sisters advice even i dont take 😔😔

#one time my youngest sister was watching i forgot if it was a tv series or reality show but the woman wanted the guy to pay for her meal #and she was complaining like why is she being so mengada like pay for it yourself etc #and im like no! if a guy take u out on a date and doesnt want to pay hes a waste of time #but i literally almost never let my person pay for me 🤡 #yesterday another sister called and asked if she could call this guy when theyve stopped talking for a while #because she just really wanna talk to the guy and she hasnt found anyone else who she enjoys talking to so much #BUT he was an ass like who tf does he think he is to treat my sister like that #so i said to her like yeah this is hard etc but dont contact him. this is just smth u have to go thru #or whatever #and she will meet other people who will make her feel good who won't treat her like that #but erm anyway EYE could too but i cant let go etc etc #but she should move on from him but like take some time. tho i couldnt do that lol

[maximus-gluteus]

nothing to see here

#ok plz i wanna rant about how the new season of good omens is making me lose faith in humanity #girl tell me how ive trudged through 4 episodes of this season and i still dont know what the damn hell is going onnnnnn #every time i think we're getting somewhere with the 'story' the show slams the brakes to let me know that there're gay people on screen #does the coffee shop chick ever apologize to the record store chick bc i cant staaaand their romance. #like record store lady. girl. this isnt banter shes just straight up dissing your passion and life's work. #im scared to finish the season bc i just KNOW theyre gonna pull the whole 'i made u leave ur toxic partner now date me immediately' trope #ok so story beats aside my other gripe is how contrived the queer representation is in this show #i am a bi woman! my reaction to seeing wlw on screen should be 'yay! im happy theyre together' and not 'ugh this shit again?' #and also with az and crowley! what happened to their chemistry from the first season??? #like on the one hand the whole 'bickering like an old married couple' schtick is lovely. but. theyre just faffing about most of the time! #remember the first season? when these characters had agency? and a semblance of intuition? #i am convinced that the majority of the characters in this season couldnt find their way out of a paper bag #i get theres a whole memory loss plot device thing happening. but it feels like Gabriel's cluelessness is like fucking infectious or smthn #i feel like an idiot for assuming that the characters i knew from the first season will be just as competent in this season. they arent! #i hated the whole 'continued' story in the wwii era. i feel like it was a pathetic ploy at giving mark gatiss more needless screentime #did they think people would find the nazi zombies amusing or something? why are we playing this off as a joke? #just admit you dont know what to do with the story and move onnnnnnnn #im gonna finish the season bc i feel like im owed the scene of david tennant sucking face with michael sheen. #itll be like reparations for having to slough through the rest of this nothing burger of a story jesuuuuuussss #ok rant over #good omens critical

[trans-aroace-culture-is]

trans aroace culture is somehow get into a romantic online relationship in hopes this will somehow help make you feel attraction only to realise you're trans three months into it and you were actually getting gender envy from your partner but you don't know how to break up with them without loosing them cause you genuinely love them so you decide you should just wait until the relationship becomes physical to see if you can actually be happy with them because you really don't have anything against relationships and you know it would be less painful to break up after you've met in person cause those things happen a lot with online relationships

I can't be the only one in this situation right? right??

♡

#not the same for me but i dated a lot (online) without knowing i was aroace lol #but it was never gnna be a physical relationship #like i was too young #but i hope it works out #this was sent in a while ago i think (sorry) #but i do wanna say that communication is a great thing to have in a relationship #that being said talking about it is also hard so i understand why u dont wanna say anything

[cruelsister-moved2]

I was wondering if you could elaborate on what you mean by you don’t think femme4femme is a thing? Like do you not agree with it or not think people have that experience, or is a historical or terminological disagreement?

no like theres plenty of feminine women who want to fuck other feminine women it just doesnt really have much to do with the butch/femme subculture and like most people who are going out of their way to announce that they're femme4femme are just doing it in a defensive like uhmm i only like pretty cute soft pink uwu girlsss 🥺 way thats just terminally irritating 😭 ur the default majority already so it like comes hand in hand with this idea that butch4femme couples are like somehow privileged and proximal to heterosexuality or something ... and to me in that context femme is just meaning like that ur a feminine woman in purely aesthetic terms so like idrc if ur using that word to describe who u wanna bang in the appropriate context, but i dont think it constitutes a femme identity in the butchfemme way which literally only exists in the first place out of courting rituals between butch and femme women. so yeah its historical/terminological for sure, hopefully what i said makes sense<3

i do think its worth considering like how internalised lesbophobia and the stigmatisation of gnc women etc might be affecting this and like i say, a lot of the like aggressively femme4femme ppl are young gays w a lot of internalised lesbophobia who need to make it clear that theyre like an acceptable pretty soft whatever lesbian not like those dykes, but thats not me saying that ur problematic for not fancying butches or something - like were the roles reversed id be the exact same bc feminine women just arent what's attractive to me n thats fine. but the reason a lot of our hackles go up at that term is because through experience we've come to associate it with dehumanisation of our partners and dismissal of our desire, etc. a lot of ppl have some kind of variation and maybe like really androgynous girls or all sorts of girls who are both feminine and masculine or whatever whereas i feel like if ur out the gate dismissive of anyone whos not hyperfeminine that is just to me more likely a sign that uve got some stuff to deal with. but thats for u & like ill never dismiss someone purely based on who theyre attracted to thats crazy but if ur framing it in a way thats clearly defensive against proximity to the gnc women in ur community or something then yeah i dont think you have any right to the subculture which they built and defended as a safe space from people exactly like u!! i hope that makes sense and any follow up qs are totally welcome if i said anything that confused u or u dont agree, i hope i dont come off hostile or anything 🥺 also i just realised i have a really bad habit of oscillating between second and third person when i start talking about an abstract group so jic im not referring to YOU, anon but to like a vague ye <3

#ask #anon #butchfemme #feminine lesbians who like other feminine women can still be gnc and have complicated gender bla bla etc etc etc #i just mean this one specific history and subculture it doesnt make any sense for u to claim if u have no interest in butches #and like im alwayssss saying terms just exist to describe experiences so im not like gatekeeping ur experience or whatever #im just saying the term femme in that sense has no meaning to me outside of the experience of like relating to butches in a certain way #so idrc if ur like #saying that on ur dating profile to communicate who ur interested in w/e #its just the girls who come on here and are all omggg can we stop erasing femme4femme femmes!!!! or whatever #please turn on any lesbian tv show ever and tell me where this erasure is queen #i feel like im struggling to explain the type of person bc its like ...iykyk #but usually if i meet someone who just happens to like fem girls theyre not going to be all OMG I ONLY LIKE PRETTY PURE SOFT DELICATE GIRLS #EYELINER HIGH HEELS MINI SKIRTS CHRISSY CHALALAPECKA<333 #the second i meet them whereas if im on some girls acc n shes got 'femme4femme' in her bio 9/10 times i scroll down her blog n its very tha #and ik these girls would define me . a stone femme . as like butchy femme or soft butch or w/e #because the fact that im obviously the 'girl one' when i stand next to a masc one is how im conceiving of myself #rather than like what would a str8 guy think if he saw me walking down the street #sorry this is sooo long i just feel like its such a Thing and like all of us know without saying exactly why i dont like it but i do wanna #explain what that is so it doesnt look like im just being a hater to girls who like that pic of the girl putting makeup on the other girl #or w/e #im an ally to ur culture just wish it was more mutual <//3

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i experience an emense amount of guilt ovet not being able to focus on work. go into the lab and run into a lab mate and hes like #u leave Thursday? why tf r u here? and that makes me feel a lil better lol #ive just being data entering all day. that takes so fucking long. and then helping an undergrad #exept my code was out of date so i was like welp i can only get u this far bc i did not write this code. i do not work with the #supercomputer on a regular enough basis. and i gave my 30 days notice today so ill be working remotely until the 18th #i probably should have done it way before but like ive still got so much to do i might as well get paid for doing it #the undergrad was like id probably work to the end bc i feel lost when im not working and i was like. bro. im so fucking brunt out that ppl #around me r like yo r u ok? theres a thing as too much work. dont cross that line. snd ill still probably work to the end bc i dont wanna #have to do it on top of other shit. but god. in a few days i never have to go back in that building again #sometimes having to be in that lab would make me feel physically ill i thibk just bc i have so much stress associated with standing at that #lab bench but woof i will not miss it. its not great. the ppl r nice but like the institution kinda sucks. but i probably #wasnt the best fit for the school. i only cane out here for my advisor and on that front i have no regrets #god im so tired tho. just make it Thursday already so my parents can b helping me move >~< lets fucking goooooo #srry for not posting much drawing wise. i prob wont b able to for a while as i transition across the country lol #also. a note to myself. i should get a proper sketchbook so i can actually draw out ideas and store them in a place. that would b convenient #god. its so hot 😖 let me leave #unrelated

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting

[silenthillbunni]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[duckiesdoodlesdelight]

me making actual character references vs just doodling a bunch of almost full bodies  . FIGHT !!

#theyre bc i wanna make a space wizard dating sim but im sleeeepy so i might not get around to it #so i will infodump about it in the tags #its pretty simple theres not really any big high stakes unless if you go for the coworker route #bc u then actually get sacrificed or somethin like that. bc that person wnats their partner to have your position #(which is a highly sought out position that al ot of people want but it will never get specified because its funny) #(i'll actually make up the positions real name if i do end up making this) #so ummm the space wizard worldbuilding is basically just #buncha magical people. a lot of them dont end up pursuing magic too deeply and instead just learn the basics #(which is like. levitation and such) #wizards who want to study a specific pathway that isnt space usually end up doing it as a child (esp if u do water stuff bc of the physical #alter..whats it. altercations? no thats fighting. alternations i think. yea alternations) #(the physical alternations . bc ur body needs to be even More water than it was before) #(the hardest part for some people w this water stuff is just... learning to chill out a little. water is very overdramatic and u gotta learn #to keep it in shape. keep it in line. gotta compromise) #i like lee he is so cool to me . his storyline in specific is becoming a certified fire wizard #there aren't many since you have to be very passionate always . fortunately lee is that sort of person. #i mean its not 100% ALWAYS always umm. heart ablaze yadda yadda if the fire in ur heart goes out .. . you know #ooo ooO!!! CALLIE IS A TEACHER BTW . that is why shes dressed like that #a lot of the more loose classical wizard/fantasy magic vibes r reserved for work n such. most wizards have a little halo #to signify how powerful they are #(lee is an exception totally not bc i couldnt get a good fire-themed halo . i dont like the fire just shootin out. idk how to describe it #brain fried . anyways lee is special to me so he gets little flame effect in the hair.) #nettle is very simply a plant user. plant magic m ybeloved. wizards who do plant stuff can also technically control animals #if they so choose it / have a strong enough will for it #they utilize living things to manipulate them into positions / stages of growth #they r very good for the planet building business (of which you are working for with that very special position) #tenmon is ur boss he technically isnt romance-able but if u play ur moves right . maybe #i plan on implying river is asexual since most of the love interests you can actually Build ap lanet with but not river bc. aforementioned #spoilers if i ever do make that. i plan on callie's ''planet'' actually being some moons #nettle makes some fuckin banger planet <3

[thepinkseashell]

GIRL HELP ANOTHER MAN JUST ASKED ME OUT. FUCK MY STUPID BAKA IRRESISTIBLE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT PEOPLE I ACTUALLY WANT TO DATE LIFE

#I MET THIS DUDE AND WE WERE REALLY VIBING SO I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER CAUSE LIKE? FRIENDSHIP N HE JUST TXTED ME LIKE DO U WANNA GET DINNER LIKE #GIRL NO. I DONT WANNA DATE YOU I THOUGHT WE WERE GONNA BE BROS WAHHHHHH WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME #I NEED TO TAPE DYKE TO MY FUCKIN FOREHEAD FR #N THEN IM LIKE DO I LOOK THAT STRAIGHT???????? THE FUCK?????????? #BUT LIKE. I HAVE ALSO BEEN ASKED OUT BY WOMEN BUT ITS ALWAYS MY LIKE. MY SISTERS FRIENDS. WHICH IM NOT GONNA DO #OR ILL BE TRAVELING TO VISIT FAMILY OR SMTH N A GIRL WILL ASK FOR MY NUMBER LIKE BABY WHY DONT YOU LIVE NEAR MEEEE I WILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN #I AM CURSED WITH BEING HOT BUT NOT TO PEOPLE I ACTUALLY WANNA GET WITH. BLEH :[

[softforluke]

5sos tour announcement in december damn i am so ready to start another countdown to see them again, life is empty without a 5sos countdown💔

#i already saved up enough for 1 ga and 2 sc #so thats belgium and the two NL shows bc i know they will do two again #also dont come for me that we are doing multiple dates lol i literally couldnt care less wether u think we should or shouldn't #we are planning the other shows later like we have to see what makes sense for travelling #thinking about doing london and bham too obviously #and then maybe cologne or dusseldorf #or oslo or budapest or paris #really depends on whats easiest and cheapest to travel from and to #also kinda wanna do the last eu/uk date and maybe the first one #idk man this already stresses me out lmao this is why i need to know the tour dates !! #have a feeling they're gonna do a late august/sep tour in uk/eu #what if i get a bday show .......... omg