#it's fine im calm now

[wtfforged]

i refuse to draw him in a normal length shirt. you cant make me

#sighhh fuckkk hes just my barbie doll now i only draw him in outfits i want to wear #but alas. i dress like a homeless person because my teeth chatter in 65 degree weather. im like a californian were-stickbug #trying to unlearn shame with my scribbles #(said like trying to calm down a horse) youre good YOURE GOOD. YOURE GOOD YOURE GOOD. ITS FINE. YOURE FINE #messy AND its that one fucking anime guy this is like a shame-combo for me #buts its FINE were UNLEARNING SHAME. WERE NOT CRINGE. CRINGE IS DEAD. #wtf... art #roronoa zoro #zoro #one piece fanart #one piece zoro

[scattered-winter]

"we're just friends" "are you guys......more than friends..." "friendzone" DONT YOU EVER GET TIRED OF ROMANCE BEING PUT ON A PEDESTAL DONT YOU EVER GET FUCKING SICK OF FRIENDSHIP BEING SEEN AS INHERENTLY LESSER

#IM SORRY IM JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #STOP PUTTING ALL THE WEIGHT BEHIND ROMANCE AND THROWING PLATONIC UNDER THE BUS STOP IT STOP IT #THIS IS ABOUT BUDDIE FANS THIS IS ABOUT FANDOM IN GENERAL THIS IS ABOUT REAL LIFE IM SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!! #ok. putting the mic down. im fine now im calm im cool im collected. goodbye #winter speaks

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily

#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP #sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO #my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know #NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS- #its fine we're fine im Calm #trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands #she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go! #absolutely unprompted #past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length #me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages- #WAILING WAILING #but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to #i feel like im losing my mind.... #I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON

[thanotaphobia]

jrwi ACTUAL nightmare blunt rotation, ill start. clockwise, peter sqloint. rand. william wisp.

#thanatos is here too but he cant get high so he j chilling #jrwi #weed ment #peter sqloint #it'd be his first time and he'd immediately have a panic attack (been there buddy). #timothy rand #hed be fine but i knew a guy like him once and Never Again #hes stonermaxxing and it gets ANNOYING #he finishes the blunt in 2 hits and dips. like bro #william wisp #now hed be fine normally HOWEVER. #now i'm trying help peter calm down and rand is gone so will would be trying to talk MY ear off while im helping #and therefore would make the situation worse #hed also probably unknowingly feed peters anxieties #peter would also feed his #tags on this one are insane jfc

[callmehere-iwillappear]

Leo: Uh... yeah? I've fought in the Battle Nexus before, remember?

Donnie: That - that's different!

Leo: Yeah, 'cause they can't hurt me this time! C'mon, Donnie, it'll be fun!

Leo: ... Ooh, nice! Dee, look, they've got -

Donnie: Because there hasn't been actual danger before! The last one was a sports competition! This one is - you could get hurt!

Leo: They literally can't hurt me, Donnie, they can't even see me, remember? And even if they could -

Donnie: You don't know that! You don't know what they're capable of!

@angelcorpse230 @raisondetre2012 @zinovi768 @apollothesunrat @1v1-tmntiteration-battlenexus

(p.s. for anyone not aware leo is a ghost and cannot be seen/heard without mystic goggles! effectively this means other competitors can only see/hear donnie's end of the conversation. that said, donnie did bring an extra pair just in case, so just ask!)

#fic art #poll shenanigans #cmh #my art #good GOD this took a while LMAOSKFJLDKS #i had the idea in my head and was like. ... i gotta. i Gotta #anyway re donnie hell be fine hes just very worried. and perhaps a biiiit overprotective #in his defense leo DID die so. like. #but also in leos defense... he Did Die. its not like he can get hurt WORSE from there. probably #anyway. he just needs to chill and have some crackers or smth and hell calm down im sure #aw FUCK. ME WHEN I REALIZE I FORGOT DONNIES FACE MARKINGS IN ONE OF EM #THE CURSE OF HAVING EXTRA SHIT ON UR DESIGNS FROM CANON #w/e im not fixing it now #UPDATE I DECIDED TO HAVE A READ MORE BC. THIS THING IS LONG

[acaesic]

man. i wanna get back into multifandom stuff but at the same time i cannot feel anything for things that arent idkhow anymore :,)

#UUUAAAAAGGHHHHH #I HAVENT ABANDONED MY INTERESTS BUT I LIKE I HAVE. I REALLY HAVE #I REALLY REALLY LIKE. UGH I LOVE OBSESSING OVER OTHER THINGS BUT IDKHOW KIND OF JUST LIKE. CONSUMED EVERYTHING ELSE INCLUDING ME IDK #WHY IS LIKING MORE THAN ONE THING JUST IMPOSSIBLE TO ME AAAAAAAAA #I DONT EVEN LISTEN TO DIFFERENT MUSIC ANYMORE BECAUSE I CANNOT MENTALLY HANDLE HEARING ANYTHING NEW #LIKE. I CAN CONSUME OTHER CONTENT AND BE FINE BUT POSTING ABOUT THEM JUST FEELS LIKE WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME IDK #WWHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS WHY WHY BRAIN #like. okay. i love other things too but i think for my own comfort and energy im just gonna stay an idkhow blog for the next few months #seriously i was all in on being multifandom and that was like. relatively fine with me (i think i dont remember) and then the CONCERT #JJGJJGMGMGKKHHKHLGJKGMKHMHGGFJJJKGGK #I WAS MOSTLY FINE UP UNTIL THE CONCERT. FUCK #AND NOW IDKHOW IS ALL THAT I CAN EVER THINK ABOUT AND THERE ISNT ROOM FOR ANYTHING ELSE #IDK HOW I MANAGED TO JUST LIKE OTHER THINGS? HOW DID I HAVE THE ENERGY AT ALL #I LIKE. CANNOT FIT ANYTHING ELSE INSIDE MY BRAIN #IDKHOW CONSUMES MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT THEY SHOW UP IN MY DREAMS THEYRE ALL I DRAW. I USED TO BE A PERSON #idkhow #chase said something alright #yeah. if its okay im gonna stay an idkhow blog for a little while. ill reblog things from other fandoms occasionally but. not often #yeah :) <3 writing this all out calmed me down :)

[slutdge]

typical 7 am judas moment where im sobbing over what i could have been and accomplished if my parents had loved me :)

#what a waste of a life this has been #i gotta go to work now at my job i fucking hate and pretend im not constantly tormented by how much better i couldve done #if id just been loved and had the money to succeed #explodes and dies forever lmao #what did i do that was such a crime even as a baby that they hated me since the day i was born #what is so wrong with me #what is so intrinsically wrong with me that they have hated me since i was born?????? i drive myself crazy thinking about it #im totally fine and calm and collected enough to go to work (im not. i wish i was fucking dead. i cant take this anymore) lol #anyways broken record i know yall are tired of hearing about it. imagine how tired i am of living like this for 24 years lmao

[hartmannyoukaigirl]

aaaaa i did absolutely nothing today

my mom has been bothering & nagging & yelling at me about my own. bday gift. except of course she made it a huge deal and problem bc ofc she would

and ive told her "later, i seriously need to study now" so she just got Worse and yelled at me and made it a huge personal attack aganist her. personally. ( its literally my bday gift )

after all of that i just got tired and surprise !!! i didnt manage to study!!;!!

exactly what she wanted!!!!!!! because then she can use me not studying as real factual evidence in one of her rants on how i will never succeed and am destined for failure. INHALES.

GOD.

#im fine now. somewhat. but im super bummed because i was on a tight schedule!!!!! #and this day is just #wasted #i didnt even waste it on enjoyable activities like watching anime or anything fun that will calm me down #it just made me feel worse with 0 progress in studying #fml

[mystrothedefender]

I accidentally blocked someone and I went to unblock them but they're acting so weird about it it's kinda unnerving and I might keep them blocked for a bit 😬

#i feel mean for it but um.... calm down maybe please #i feel like maybe they're a child and they don't know how to deal with situations like this yet #which is fine its part of growing up but like #im a 32 year old man i don't want a child being weird about me #now i know how dan and phil feel!!!! (i am joking)

[spotsupstuff]

Can you draw the iterators oiled up please?

THE A HUH?????????

#Spot says stuff #now calm down there space cowboy #cant tell if this is serious or not so just a quick headsup: while im fine with drawing tiddy jokes and bare chests for artistic reasons im #-not down for drawing anything actually suggestive #if you meant in the INNOCENT kind of sense like to not let them go creaky in the joints then (´▽｀;)ゞ #yanno now that i think about it would they even need to get their joints oiled i mean they are a bit organic too

[t4tdanvis]

MCD Gene is overprotective and snaps at people for Myst Gene and Myst Gene softens him up. He doesn’t need to be on guard all the time, especially when it’s just the two of them.

mys gene is like "someone called me a slur today lmao" and mcd gene is instantly "i need their name, their home address, their-"

#❄.txt #ask box #'jeez calm down its fine im ok *kisses him*' '...... ok *implodes' #you would think that after this has happened a million other times i wouldve expected this by now. yet i am still shocked and surprised at #the fact that im genuinely shipping it #sorry guys but LISTEN ok theyre everything. to me #mcd gene knows mys gene can take care of himself. that doesnt stop him from giving people the coldest stare known to man when they try to #bother his boyfriend

[roseworth]

okay. ive had some time to calm down. now its time for coherent thoughts about rose knight terrors

if lili is not in this book im going to kill someone. if its "young rose wilson" lili needs to be there! even if shes not there i want her at LEAST mentioned, if they make it all about slade and not about lili ill be pissed

i am willing to excuse pretty much anything else fhdakjfhasdkj as long as its like. bare minimum rose characterization. it doesnt have to be perfect i just want her there

Murder Man is gonna be grant i can feel it. if im wrong i never said this but as of rn i think its grant

hhhgmghghhhhghm........ eyepatch back please. this is a perfect opportunity probably. give it back.

i love all the variant covers and i trust dexter soy with my life so i hope she'll look nice in this :)

july 4 is dedicated to rose. im giving you a 3 month warning that i will not be functioning that day.

#im calm and normal now but a few hours ago i was keysmashing by slamming my fist on my keyboard to show my feelings #still losing my mind but im fine #hopefully if i have a job this summer ill get the day off for the fourth of july anyway #so i can be a full time rose stan #rose wilson #dc #ill probably be thinking about this nonstop for like the next week so dont mind me

[dreamlogic]

quietly getting more & more annoyed at my housemate & her bf as the evening goes on. thought they were at his house this weekend but they showed up unexpectedly to have loud sex here, left for a little bit, came back in the middle of a fight, and are now watching tv really loudly in between continuing to totally-not-fight-everything's-FINE.

#ctxt #shit chat #they're both rly nice people who genuinely love each other a lot & have been together like 7 years #but in the time i've known them they just keep playing out the same maladaptive patterns together and it's painful to watch #one of them will be irritable for some reason and snap at the other; other responds by airing a deep-seated grievance they've been sittin on #and instead of just. having a conflict about it to its conclusion to resolve the issue they just both fall over themselves apologizing #and spend several hours being really touchy & reactive to little things but overwhelmingly gentle/reassuring/affectionate #person A: *snaps* im sorry baby i didn't mean it i'm just stressed i love you so much can i do anything for you? #person B: no no my love you're fine i'm not mad i understand can i do anything for YOU you're so special i care about you so much #*make out in the kitchen about it a bit. swap roles rinse & repeat* #like i know turning towards a loved one after conflict instead of giving them the cold shoulder is a sign of emotional maturity #and is generally a healthy communication habit #but like. you gotta actually HAVE the conflict first instead of glossing over it the minute difficult emotions come up??? #and when they get in these loops i really think they should just. agree on a mutual time out to do their own thing for a day #calm down sort themselves out and then come back together to mend things #instead of just reflexively drawing closer together immediately to try and smother discontent #which just results in them still being upset and now tripping over each other bumping elbows exacerbating things #while being obnoxiously saccharine to cover it up #i mean. 7 yrs is nothing to sneeze at but imo this is. not a sustainable way of relating & building a life together #and it sucks to watch it play out. reminds me of my parents who were blissfully incompatible in a similar way for like 30 years #before it finally blew up spectacularly with a lot of collateral damage earlier this year.

[louiemutton]

trying to explain the concept of public vs private gender to cis people is always such a headache and FOR WHY

#louie talks #im in such a weird place transition wise to begin w #legally im a dude now and its great but like ALSO she/her is fine with close friends and cis people are always like WHAT #like bro my best friend is not misgendering me if they call me girlie please calm down #also i apparently pass well enough to get called faggot instead of tranny now so LMFAO #anyways being queer is wild

[crimeronan]

WHYYYYY MUST MY PERIOD FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN SHOT. EVERY DAMN MONTH. OHHH MY GOD.

#EVERY MONTH I FORGET HOW BAD IT HURTS BUT LIKE CLOCKWORK I END UP ON THE ENDOMETRIOSIS SUBREDDIT SEARCHING FOR PAIN RELIEF TIPS #i dont even have endo (to my knowledge) my periods are normal and regular and the cramping only lasts 3 days #BUT OHHH MY GOD THOSE THREE DAYS. i am gonna DIY a hysterectomy on my kitchen floor i swear to Fuck #OW. OW!!!! OW!!!!!!!!!!! OOF OUCH MY UTERINE LINING. OW #JESUS CHRISTTTTRRRTTTTRT #BITING TEARING GNAWING CLAWING ETC #ok. just had to send this out jnto the world. im calm now. im normal. and fine #menstruation #negative

[starsonmarsy]

bpd irrationality and paranoia does not mix with being high

#i almost cried and thought myself into a spiral #like im way better with rationalizing than i was like. 3 years ago #but i still have my moments where i cant reassure or calm myself down #so then i need assistance or i freak out #and then realize i was being dramatic and assuming the worst #this happened hours ago im fine now #but lol i didnt need to freak the fuck out in the first place #mars stop thinking everyone hates you challenge failed