On the subject of how often Lestat mentions crying and weeping in The Vampire Lestat and Queen of the Damned, this exchange between Lestat and Louis in Tale of the Body Thief always cracks me up:
Lestat: "I'm going to weep if you don't stop."
Louis: "Weep. I'd like to see you weep. I've read a great deal about your weeping in the pages of your books but I've never seen you weep with my own eyes."
Lestat: "Ah, that makes you out to be a perfect liar. You described my weeping in your miserable memoir in a scene which we both know did not take place!"
It's a great lampshade on all his weeping, and it's a moment that exists because the books exist in-universe. I will always be absolutely feral for moments in the series that refer to the books.
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I spend so much time dwelling on whether there was any sincere sorrow from Lestat in the story we were told, which is almost certainly pointless but I'm vindictive and hold grudges and always crave vengeance and feel an enormous amount of righteous indignation on Louis' behalf, so at this point for me the single most spiritually and emotionally satisfying thing that could happen in season two is Lestat truly recognizing all the pain he's caused and becoming completely dismantled by the weight of his guilt (and in a way that affords him absolutely no sympathy!!)
on that note...the show has us assume that Lestat stowed Antoinette a town away 'by design' in a bid to be discovered and catalyze some sort of passionate reaction from Louis, that Louis' actual reaction of numbness, dissociation, and suicidality was near immediate and kept completely inside, that Antoinette was listening in during this period, and that Lestat was aware of it enough at least to opine to Claudia that Louis couldn't pick an apple in his current state and that he is in worse shape at that point than he ever was during Claudia's absence. Sam mentioned that by this time Lestat was able to hear their thoughts.
I wonder with his chronic self-absorption if he had managed to draw a line from his own actions to their impacts, if it truly registered for Lestat that through his machinations and manipulations he bent Louis so far that he broke in half, that Louis was hurting in a way and with an intensity that he had never hurt before, and that Lestat more-or-less extinguished the flame that made Louis so beautiful in the first place. Did he feel any responsibility and did it cause him sorrow? of course from the story that we've seen so far, its nearly impossible to ascertain Lestat's genuine position emotionally and mentally at any given point.
one moment that causes me to stop is the bench scene when Louis thinks to Claudia 'every night i feel a little crazier' and Lestat makes this face and rapidly jumps up to leave:
with the assumption that Lestat heard this, this could be any number of emotions: exasperation, rage, denial/evasion, fear. but i want it to be at least somewhat sadness and guilt and painful recognition of the ways he is responsible for his husband's devolution into a crazy and suicidal state, his husband who is suffering exactly like Lestat's first love Nicolas, and is increasingly indicating that he will end up exactly like him.
I'm inclined to think he is feeling guilt/sadness/worry because of the way he parts with an earnest and understated declaration of love. to me it just seems like the subtle quietness of it would be the best way to reach Louis through the fog. it's also really delicate and caring in a way that reminds me of how you might talk to a child who has the flu.
the dead look on Louis' face is devastating. I think that because Lestat knows his husband is sick, he's trying to offer warmth and reassurance and encouragement. keep going because i love you. please remember i love you.
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i hope daniel never publishes the new interview because i feel like lestat hearing louis describe him as 'the best he ever had multiplied by miles to the rings of saturn and back' would result in a frankly irresponsible boost to his ego
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mini request sketch dump :D
from @translouisdpdl
from anon
from @butchybats
sorry the quality gets progressively worse my hand hurts :) also to the other requests i should probably be productive now :( sad face. maybe i will do them eventually thoug who knows im crazy!
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About Those Fucking Bookshelves
Some of you questioned the bookshelves as soon as we saw them, and good for, your minds...well done.
Anyway about those fucking book shelves mounted to the damned ceiling.
Louis de pointe du lac loves to read
Louis cannot fly
Armand can fly, Lestat can fly
Louis cannot
Every time Louis wants to read he is reminded that he does not have the cloud gift
He could get a ladder but an arrangement that even attempted to be equitable would have a ladder or really a rolling staircase already in the library because Louis cannot fly
Every time Louis wants a book he has to ask for it, every single time, every single book
Every time he wants a book he has to think about the fact that he cannot fly
He thinks about the fact that Armand and Lestat can fly
And he has to think about the fact that Lestat threw him from the heavens
He has to think about the trauma that Lestat inflicted
He has to think about the fact that Armand could throw him from the heavens.
The placement of the bookshelves is a threat
Psychological torture meted out by Armand every time Louis wants to do something so small as read a fucking book
Louis de pointe du lac loves to read.
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