#it's ok I'm just being dramatic

[brown-little-robin]

I should just be given money without having to write emails and grant applications about it plz nd thnk you

#Robin processes emotions on main #my poor honors capstone project whyyyyy did I sign up for this self publication nonsense #it may be time to....... rethink.......... everything #SIGH #I'm so stressed out about this actually I would love to just give up on that part of the process but idk if it would break my contract #WHY AM I INVOLVED IN CONTRACTS NOW!!! #I UNDERSTAND HOW CHARACTERS WHO HAVE DEVIL CONTRACTS FEEL NOW #it's ok I'm just being dramatic #I'm sure everything will turn out okay in the end #worst case scenario: I fail the honors capstone project and lose my 2 credits and have to graduate a semester late in the SUMMER #actually that's pretty bad #but would it matter in five years?? prrrrobably not

[fortyfive-forty]

grabbing fistfuls of my own hair rocking back and forth repeating to myself like some kind of fucked up wizardly enchantment you should care about womens sports because its literally the same fucking sport why do i have to bend over backwards to convince you to care about womens sports like at an abstract level it is the exact same fucking thing and yet you cannot bear to possibly watch it unless you think the women are hot or there is some sort of social gain why is it so hard for you to care about womens sports when they are literally doing all of it better than the men

#i stand by my belief that womens sports are more entertaining anyways but i know that is somewhat personal preferences so ok! fine! #but they are the same then! #obviously yes there are legit differences in ~style~ and such based on the way different sports have evolved #ex: female basketballers are statistically better shooters than male basketballers #but like the sport itself is practically identical so why is it so fucking impossible for some people #to get interested in a sport they claim they love #just because women are doing it #i'm not sitting here like 'mmm how do i convince people to watch women's sport' like a legit plot #i'm just baffled i really don't understand #i mean i do understand of course but i'm just tired of it being this way lol #i want to talk to more people who have the level of brainrot i have about women's sports and it feels like everyone i know well #is just not that interested in the women even though they're interested in the men #of course there are people online but i get self-conscious and i don't know anyone well enough to truly go to the depths of my own brainrot #this is just a combination of genuine frustration but also my own loneliness lol #< wayyy more dramatic than it actually is for the record i'm not like lonely lonely #i just want someone who actually understands why i go nuts over this and who i feel comfortable spamming about it 😭 #blah blah blah words

[forestgreenlesbian]

.

#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have a big google doc thing where I keep track of media and stuff (putting everything in loosely ranked categories), which is mostly just for my own reference so I know what tv shows I've already seen before, etc. and I never really look back through it, typically just a quick "okay, watched two movie in the past 8 months, need to quickly slap them somewhere in the lists. okay. done. save document. exit". But today I was actually reading through some of the old notes and there are like... MULTIPLE places where my comment is basically "It would have been good if it were about elves" or "I wish there was a fantasy show made in this same style" or "It's well made, but I just keep thinking about how I would like it more if everyone was an elf or was in old 1700s costumes" or etc like...... lol.... Most biased media ranking system on earth blatantly made by someone with an extremely hyperspecific range of narrow interests. It'd be like if a food reviewer only had 5 foods they actually liked, so they'd just go to a pizza place and be like "eh, the pizza was okay, but I just think it would be better if it was cereal instead. :/ ...2 out of 10"

#Which.. I mean... I am allowed to be biased because literally it's just for my own personal reference (or occasionall #y to send to friends or something if we're discussing the topic) so like.. nowhere am I saying 'I am the god of perfect taste and these #rankings are objectively the absolute truth and everyone should have my same opinion' or anything #BUT still.. it's funny to me sometimes #'Succession would be 100x better if it had the same cast/character quirks and shaky camera style and #acting choices/weird dialogue and general concept etc. EXCEPT it takes place within an elven noble family or something #managing the family business and everyone is in fantasy costumes now'' like.....okay...... but it's NOT that way..soo... thats not the show #''I like the acting style/general tone of Fleabag but i don't care for any of the characters or any of the subject matter and I wish it was #set in the 1800s and had vampires and was about magic instead'' okay..... again... you are making up an entirely new show in that case lol #OR my other beloved typical complaint ''The concept is good but theres too much plot and action and not enough people just sitting #around doing nothing and exposition dumping world and character lore'' ''this needs more goofy sideplots and filler episodes'' #''this Drama was too dramatic I think it should be more lighthearted & people need to sit around doing nothing just being weird more often' #''the Action Movie was ok except for the action scenes - which I skipped through all of- but I liked the costumes and worldbuilding'' etc. #ERM sorry your plot has too much plot. also elves have to be included somehow. bye #BUT SERIOUSLY!!!!!! I literally genuinely believe that any show I like (or even dislike) could ALWAYS be improved greatly by #putting people in fantasy or historical costume/setting/etc... why the FUNK would I want to see bland jeans and cars and cell phones #when I could see elaborate velvet cloaks and fantastical landscapes and interior design and innovative takes on historical or #magical technology or etc. etc. etc. I LIVE in the modern day. I see it all the time!!! BORING! stinky!! boo!!! #ANYWAY... another social divide for me.. People love to bond by discussing media. which is hard when I'm like #'I literally will not watch something at all unless it fits into one of these 10 extremely specific categories which are all i care about i #the entire world''.. I say this and yet I still dislike most fantasy or historical things I've watched lol. ok TWO main criteria then!! #it must 1. be in a different world or time period. 2. be goofy silly. Nothing ever has BOTH. It's always overly serious boring drama action #fantasy/history stuff OR it's comedic lighthearted but with modern day characters... WHY.. anguish and woe and so on.. #ANYWAY jhjnk... at least I can make that divide. Some people seem to project their own personal preferences and get really emotionally #defensive if you say you didn't like something - as if the fact that they DO like it is some Objective Truth or something rather than just #opinion/preference based. I can still easily say ''this is well made/well written/acted/good in a technical sense/has a lot of #points of appeal that most people would be drawn to/etc'' and admit that it's a GOOD show probably. I just PERSONALLY think its #bad because my tastes are very narrow. Some things ARE actually made badly but. things are not bad INHERENTLY just bc they dont suit ME lol #Better to recognize/accept whats odd about you and be peacefully aware of it than just being mad at everyone all the time for not fully #agreeing with you even when you're the one with the Weird opinion in that case lol.. I am right though :3 but.. lol... still. i get it

[khaotunq]

Seduction 101, according to Ayan: Step 10/?: Stand up for his friends when your teacher's being awful.

#akkayan #the eclipse #the eclipse the series #theeclipseedit #bldramaedit #my gifs #my edits #mine: akk #mine: ayan #mine: akkayan #mine: thai bl #mine: seduction 101 #mine: the eclipse #mine: wat #because he counts in this ok even if it's the worst gif in the world #i just needed ayan dramatically standing up #he's so tiny #i'm going to keep him in my pocket #obligatory loOK HOW AKK LOOKS AT AYAN WHEN HE KNOWS NOBODY'S WATCHING #maybe by the end of this gif series i'll have figured out if i'm being serious or silly #but right now the captions are a reflection of what mood i'm in at time of posting #or whatever's funniest to me when i rewatch the scene to gif it #i'd say the teachers in this series deserve to be thrown into freshly chummed shark infested waters #but i feel that'd be unfair to the sharks

[thefrogdalorian]

I just got back from the cinema with my friend and before the movie started WE SAW THE DRIVE AWAY DOLLS TRAILER!!!!!! Luckily I was not eating or drinking anything when Pedro appeared but I may have gasped!! This (blurry) picture ironically captures my exact reaction to seeing him pretty perfectly!!

#pedro pascal #LIKE AHHHHH #it's been a while since i've been him on the big screen #guys im not going to survive the mando trailer ok or din on the big screen i'm just not #it took a good half an hour for my heart rate to return to normal #the mando movie will kill me i am not being dramatic #ANYWAY HES SUCH A MOVIE STAR!!!!! look at himmmmmnn

[fairywithgremlintendencies]

people really need to stop saying kys to anyone that annoys them. Best case scenario, it's not constructive. Worst case, it's someone's last straw. If we can't generally value life then what the fuck are we doing. nothing remotely useful. People can learn to be more than a product of their environment, even if they disagree with you. With the internet being so widely used, mental health issues have become a consistent crisis. Funny thing is, if you're telling someone to kick it publicly, guess who can see it? Everyone who comes across it! Could be people like me who take care to avoid mentions of death in that sense because depression can be a fucking bitch! I don't really care how much they 'deserve' it. It really does nothing but further harm. If you want to debate, doing so without such statements is SO easy. I promise. If you think that the way to win an argument is to tell someone to end their life then please do some introspection. Please learn and alter what you say, we all have the potential to be decent human beings. 👍💗

#leaf rants #this has neen bugging me for ages #i really needed to type it out #i'm not being dramatic i am merely discussing the impact of this #please use critical thinking #don't make life harder than it already is for some people #suicide mention #suicide #death #death mention #depression mention #tw suicide mention #caps #im ok just pissed and stuff

[prismit]

charybdis befriends a fellow seafood enthusiast and uh... UHHHH-

#UNAUTHORIZED FUCKING THING. BLOW IT UP NOW #placeholder art tag #dead cells #dead cells oc #terraria #[stares at the sheer number of tentacles in this] yeah i aint rendering all that lmao #the duke can be shaded for dramatic effect but the rest? No Thank You #oh the downsides to being an eldritch horror enjoyer. sigh #also my layers are Entirely Fucked so frankly i'm ok with posting this as a 75% finished... thing #it was supposed to just be a sketch anyways lmao so i already went way further than originally planned vgfdhjgv

[beatle-07]

Just got covid for the first time, fuuuuuuck this

#between this and my knee injury god really doesn't want me to go run frantically in the forest like i had planned for my summer noooooo #i'm being dramatic but it's ok really i'm just going to be extra annoying online #i got super lucky until now it was bound to happen at some point #ramblings of a crazy woman #not hxh

[wcvensouls]

uenominako i let my intrusive thoughts win and didn't regret it for once! it was time for a much needed personal growth 💖 lately i've been thinking about how much i've changed over the years and how many things i've gone through. the person i saw in the mirror was familiar, yet she didn't feel like me anymore. she was still that excited little girl who moved to the big city on her own to see the world and realized things weren't that simple. the little girl that had to learn to fall down and pick herself back up again over and over, but that always refused to give up. i have every love in the world for her, but it was time to let her go. the road to healing and self-love is long and never-ending, but i'm proud of how far i've come. now, i wanted the outside to also reflect this new version of me, forever a beautiful work in progress, as it should be.

comments : hayashi.emi woman, you look stunning! why didn't you tell me you were going, i'd have gone with you. i can believe i missed this life changing moment 😭 i would have taken so many pictures! you are the most stunning person i've ever meat, both inside and out. i love you with all my heart, baby girl. s.ayaka this is a good look on you. you know i don't do well with these things, but being by your side through this journey has been a privilege. universe.sehyun 😍😍 that's my favorite girl, i'm literally barking and on my knees for you. you are perfect in every way possible adelineeee you look prettier and prettier every day, i think i'm in love starishnacchan i can't believe my baby cousin is all grown up and beautiful like this 🥺 i'm so proud of you, mina-chan~ i love you so so much ottokun always do what makes you happy 💕 you're one of the brightest stars i have ever met, don't let others dim your light fujioka.rina never thought i'd see you not blonde, but you are glowing more than ever before 🥰 you look happy jijihye SLAAAAAAAAAY QUEEN you deserve the world! kotochan oh my god i'm obssessed with this jiyoon.sugar my beautiful little sunflower💗 joodances did you know that you are my girl crush and i would do literally anything for you? because i would

#ueno minako : visage . #handcrafted flower crowns : edits . #this is a very important moment for her ( and me ) okay #i'm emotional rn dont touch me #im also crying at how many muses wanted to comment on this #LIKE YES ITS WHAT MY GIRL DESERVES #idk ok shes just. still my favorite muse ever #she means the world to me #i'm tearing up a little thinking about it bc i'm a little bitch #it's been like almost 2 decades of looking n being the same #and it just feels so freeing for her to just... let go of that signature look and embrace something new #idk am i being overly dramatic about this? maybe but idc

[gonemechaniic]

trying to do things but ngl I'm gonna be very touch and go over all of my blogs cause hahaha ... I'm sick :| Don't really know with what, I'm heading to urgent care in a few, but I've been coasting around this cold/flu/whatever thing since the 7th of Aug, I wanna say. I first I thought it was just a sore throat from screaming my head off all day at Universal; took some cough meds, had some teas and theraflu, blew out all the icky out my nose, everything was going good. But now?? Now we're in the sudden body aches, possible fever and headache goodness. Sooooo I'm not doing to great atm X3

I'm mostly vibing with smaller things to soothe my soul but tbh, it's heckin rough going ._.

#⚙ ; 𝐎𝐎𝐂 :: The salt queen cometh! #the fact that I legit took HOURS to get enough brain for one tiny meme reply -_- #I'm hoping it's just my routine sicky season #as I tend to get this way late summer/early fall ookyness #maybe it is just a cold and my old af ass is being dramatic #but everything hurts and I am not ok ono

[elisedonut]

its my little super ultra mega rarepair

and

I get to decide how many fics I write for it

#Percy Weasley #Colin Creevey #perclin #Anyway I want to write more in the Camera Cutie universe #Like Colin sweetheart I miss you it's been like a week but I miss you #maybe Percy/Colin does have me in a bit of a chokehold and i'm ok with that #Like i could make up more aus for it #but its easier to just make more for this one since i already have the set up to just write like dates for them to go on #and with Colin/Percy being such a strange pair id have to come up with a different reason for them to end up together #and man that sounds like work #like i could write that first date after the speed dating event 🥺 #or Percy's pov of the bridge scene Colin's talking about in his little drabble 🥺 #or you know them talking about Oliver's death #(or not havent decided if Percy is being dramatic and he's in a coma or if he's like dead yet) #i have decided to call Percy/Colin Perclin #i think thats cute and there is nothing in the tag so i think i shall steal it for my silly little rare pair

[keii]

Smh... I'm a lil peeved that Cheritz is adding a NEW person to the Ssum... should've had all these guys on that game from the START??? My motivation to keep up w that game has been long gone bc it was just not appealing to me... I also hated the 20 minute breaks in between the chats bc I don't want to wait around for his ass to finish doing what he does??? Like... I didn't even try Harry's route bc I don't like his name LMFAOO... I am curious about the new guy but god... that game is just... anyway I do think Saeran looks cute in the recent mm title screen.

#the dialogue options are boring #the art is... just ok... #teo was bland af #never got used to his voice........ #i'm just being dramatic #x

[vimbry]

saw a really fun show tonight! got home took pee and became an ex-member of the never passed out club

#it's oversharing time on tumblr bc I'm a little freaked and have never fainted before haha #we got home and I just suddenly got a lot of pelvic discomfort and nausea like food poisoning #at some point I was thinking oh better go tell my mum in case she needs the bathroom/wondering why I've been up there a while #hey listen don't come upstairs I'm gonna poop massively #and apparently I did actually do that. but I don't remember because the next thing I saw was her looking over me on the floor downstairs #so I still feel like I dreamt that conversation and also the first few things said to me waking up #which is probably normal for passing out right. #really surreal and not a fun thing to happen. fortunately only happened for a few seconds but felt like I was out longer #I'm sure experienced faintees are looking at this as no big deal but it kinda shook me ngl #I'm better so I think I'm just dehydrated (I do drink through the day. maybe it's still not enough as it should be tho?) #but apparently I went grey and blue lipped which is just scary for everyone! I'm ok now #I'm just lying here searching my symptoms and going hm. fascinsting like a cartoon scientist in-between being dramatic and scared #I never did poop

[heartburstings]

lamp hurt my eyes :(

#wynn speaks #someone save me. someone send me a lamp w a fucking lampshade someone save me #(this lamp i am cursed with has 5 separate lightbulbs and jokes of lampshades that really just intensify the light in one direction HEP ME) #I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE !!!!!! kicking this lamp out like i'm its strict and unforgiving and unloving guardian #but first. shopping for new lamp :) only good part of this #i'm so sorry this lamp is so violent to me it literally stings my eyes within 2 hrs of being in the same room #i need to get this out there. and well. since none of my siblings are available for my dramatics #and i do not feel like lamenting lamps (lampeting if u will) in any of the servers i'm in. #well. YOU get to hear this! #ok bye i go on my fucking search now. ow ow ow ow ow ow ow

[bylertruther]

just remembered lucas and will's excited tappy-hands hugs and also their strong, stable, full body, will's chin hooked over his shoulder hugs . i am both Healed and also Dead

#the power of byclair...... wrow ... #srry not to be a person that recognizes that gender norms exist but it means so much to me tht lucas - the kid who was presented as being #The Man^tm and talks abt being a real man and is a jock etc etc - has so many real ass hugs with will. not that bro shit mike tried to give #will at the airport but REAL hugs. and the fact that it's treated normally. like. ok. i am fine i am so normal and fine over this i am #so totally feeling very calm about this 100% #lucas 'don't be a pussy! >:(' sinclair collapsing on will when he first sees him ... lucas 'like a real man' sinclair giving will tappy #hugs ... lucas 'insert some other quote of his abt being a man tht i dont rmr exactly from s3 here' sinclair standing firm and holding will #who's crying and has his chin hooked over lucas's shoulder ... lucas 'jock tht made the winning shot' sinclair wrapping his arm around will #n touching his arm or whatevr with his hand n again letting will hook his chin over his shoulder . like. and he does it so naturally he #doesn't think anything of it at all bc he just loves his friends and lets them love him. i'm ok guys im' fine i love him a normal amoutn #they r the characters of all time .................... ever #ellipses for dramatic effect.