#its more of a feeling. a concept. a vibe

[elegyofthemoon]

ok i dont think this is anything related to the watchmaker and all that stuff, but i think its insane that the Family turns traitors into memory zone memes because the concept of the memory zone memes is just that they were created by the true Dreamscape and from the emotions of those within the Dreamscape

this was from the emoscape with Mr McCoy in Dewlight Pavilion, where he was ordered by the Dreammaster to turn his siblings, who were apparently selling information to the IPC about the Family, into memory zone memes, but now i'm wondering just how many people got turned into memory zone memes for being a traitor

I would have said too that maybe the Family - trying to seek out the traitor and the killer of the first Oak Family Head - framed the Watchmaker and possibly turned him into a memory zone meme as well, but the Family is trying to search for the Watchmaker so that's less likely the case. But I just love seeing how fucked up actually the Family can be AND getting more information about the Dreammaster since there really isn't much of anything

#my only thing rn is like 'WHO IS GALLAGHER REALLY' #but i genuinely have no idea alksjdfalkjh #one post i have in mind to do is a timeline of events in penacony history #but i think whats neat is that this is a generational murder case #in dewlight pavilion the 6 nightingale statues you interact with/that spin around #have descriptions that talk about the first family heads within the family #and specifically the one about the bloodhound family head who was loyal and stayed by the oak familys head #as he bled out/got killed #hold on let me see the exact wording #'when the oak family head was betrayed and left to die it was he that accompanied him in his final moments.' #i think itd be fucked up if the dreammaster decided to lock up watchmaker as clockie LAKSDJFHAL #OR LIKE. #idk i feel like itd be weird if they redid the same concept but memory wiped mikhail being misha but that also wouldnt make sense anyways #because that doesnt explain misha's grandfather who is that. #mikhail. sir. i need more information on you. i think youre neat and fun :( #soanyways ! #penacony has not shied itself of its former past #i mean it was clear when they decided to use the jail cells as the main transportation in penacony #but to basically jail 'criminals' into playing parts within their little stageplay of an amusement park #i kept saying 'this is steering towards deadman wonderland vibes' and it. it kinda is LAKSJDHFALKSJ #though. not as gory. but theres MURDER AFOOT #avil plays hsr

[rox-of-iu]

heads up i finally scrambled together enough brain power and caught up with cultivate and i am not going to be normal about it and im going to make it everyone elses problem <33

#cultivate🥰🥰🤗☺️😊🤩😊🤗🥰🥰🤩☺️🤗🥰 #ykno that feeling when u have a beloved fic but are not in the right vibe to read it even tho you want to so you gotta wait #until that breaks because its so good and you dont want to ruin the experience and it deserves the right vibes tm or am i tripping- #fhkjfhdkANYWAY IFINALLY DID AND 🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖 hdkjfhs #sooner or later doodles are back on the menu boys because im sooooooooo normal about this fic aha smile :)))))))) #speaking of being normal #BEES BESS HBBEES BEES BEES BES BEES AHHAHAHA #LISTEN im gonna sound like a loonie right noW BUT LISNETN #ever since those arctic bees were mentioned way beck when I DID NOT. STOP THINKING ABOUT THEMM. buzzing in my brain THIS WHOLE TIME #and ever since then i was like ☺️what if that concept actually showed up aha 🤗 and it wasnt just throwaway LQG thought ☺️aha #AND I KNOW THIS ISNT EVEN MAYBE A CALLBACK TO IT I KNOW I KNOW OK MAYBE IM CRAZY BUT LET ME HAVE THIS #crystal cave bees are a callback to arctic bees in my heart 💖 #you dont understand fuzzy litol blue bbys so beloved i was even planning to sneak them into a future piece thats in the microwave lmao #AND NOW THEYRE PROPERLY CANON AYO B)) #speaking of future pieces absolutely do not let me forget that i wanna do bai zhan and taoren spouses outfits properly thats also very 💖💖 #im just waiting if we get more details on howd they look #ok enough rambling more sleeping gbyyyeeee

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Rewatching an LP of 9 hours 9 persons 9 doors for the umpteenth time (nor sure if I'll watch the rest of Zero Escape yet) and. God. I truly cannot emphasise enough how much these games shaped my views on philosophy and psychology, or how well fucking implemented they are as narrative driven games. Just thinking alot abt the concept of being able to receive knowledge from alternate timelines in the form of Vibea or dejavu. Like. You got Bad Vibes on someone and ydont know why? That's cause an alternative version of you got severely fucked over by them babieeeee.

Theyre just the pinnacle of multiverse science fiction to me. Only rivaled by Everything Everywhere All At Once. Like frankly I'd you want to understand me on a base level you just gotta be familiar with these two medias and alot of big picture stuff will click into place

Also Seven and Lotus are incredible. Just saying.

#its like #nothing matters. which is the same as Everything Matters. #therefore you choose what matters to You #honestly the/a third section of this Venn Diagram is Who's Lila for the psychological element of what You even meana #idk thinking about the media that vibes with me and what that means about me as a person #i feel like i have a pretty solid concept of myself in part because of exposure to alot of philosophical concepts #even if its a shallow one #anyway 999 is a spectacular game and i cannot recommend it enough if youre not familiar #ots sequal Virtue's Last Reward as well although its a little more Out There #not a huge fan of the third part Zero Time Dilemna but it still has fun things to say #zero escape

[hajihiko]

Ah I see, the true fountain of youth was just a mix of short stature and a baby face

Also fun fact, during filming for one of the avengers movies (I can't remember which), Thor's actor had to buy drinks for Tom Holland because the bartenders just wouldn't believe he was over 21

This 100% happens if Makoto and Hajime ever go drinking because, even with a driver's license, I would not believe that boy is at least 18 at the end of the first danganronpa game.

But then Hajime looks like an older brother being a bad influence, and the bartenders denies them anyway

#Aoi Kyoko Kaz and Akane have to buy the drinks #Fuyuhiko is also baby face. Sonia has no concept of money or normal alcohol intake and tries to get ppl wasted. #Toko and Byakuya are above this and Yasuhiro is just generally a disaster and cant be trusted despite being oldest by far. #Not an art #Talky talky Tuesday #It was supposed to be buddies grabbing a drink but it turns into a whole party #Aoi and Akane obviously get along super well. Kaz and Yasuhiro both think 'finally someone who's more of a wimp than me' #Byakuya: this place is disgusti- #Sonia: I THINK ITS NICE MAYBE YOU STEP OUT OF YOUR CASTLE MORE OFTEN :)))))) #Byakuya: (internally) I don't have a castle. I WANT A CASTLE #I feel like Kyoko and Hiko would get along nicely but have a weird suspicious vibe against each other too #Hajime and Makoto are like :') our friends are friends..... this is going to end in chaos #Toko gets accosted by Sonia trying to make friends and flees. I think she and Kaz would hate each other lol #Ok this got long anyway!

[zero-a]

people will go all "just be yourself and love yourself! :)" and then go "if you don't act the way i want, you gotta reprogram your entire way of thinking then reach into the very core of who you are and what makes you you, discard it, and replace it with this better, friendlier, more empathetic version that's coincidentally far more convenient for me to deal with than any other possible compromise we can make that you can do for me but doesn't stretch your mind to nothing but thin bands of what you'd consider 'You' :))))))"

#mine.txt #just thinking about all those 'think positively!' and 'romanticize your life!' posts #like on one hand i can see their merit cause self-hatred though instinctual is ultimately detrimental to your mental health #but on the other hand...some of them (a lot of them) are really just unashamedly asking other people to completely change themselves huh #all in the guise of ''positive thinking'' ''self-love'' and ''betterment'' no less #i suppose i shouldnt be surprised considering most people can barely grasp the concept of someone who Genuinely has muted emotions #as a natural state instead of a depressive symptom #not to mention the human quality of escalating things #so ofc tumblr which seems to currently be in its mental health recovery phase would naturally lean in so hard towards ''radical happiness'' #but man sometimes i really do just wanna shake the person from behind the screen and say #'no! dont you understand! this is just how i am! stop implying that everybody who doesnt feel joy at simply waking up is a miserable hag!' #sometimes they dont even imply it they just straight up say it 💀 #im honestly fine (as in idc) with seeing them but they remind me so much of those toxic positivity bitches that sell you random hoaxes #and tell you that youre ''ruining their vibes'' when youre not just beaming like the sun every waking second #well idc most of the time that is #sometimes they just trigger my szpd (and my dpd weirdly enough) #with the szpd obviously i dont like being told what to do and what to feel and having some rando assume things about me #but with the dpd its like #oh i must be doing something wrong ofc this stranger on the internet knows more about emotions and feelings than me #cause im a dumbass who doesnt Feel things therefore i must do what they say even to my own detriment #this mainly applies to those guilt-trippy ones so ive learned to steer clear of them #possibly even block the op

[dcviline]

"see jon is actually evil! he didn't care about sending gilly away without her baby!"

then why was he stressing over that constantly if he didn't care

#᯽ ooc. ⊱ ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #don't like the 'jon is meant to be evil actually' theories. have not heard a single one that I vibe with. #it looks bad from sam's pov because that is *sam's* pov #jon not showing his inner turmoil =/= the turmoil is not there #to me? getting jon's thoughts later shows that he was tore up about it but what? he can't stop and let it get to him #he can't let it linger or it will eat him up #the world is on the brink of collapse and he has been positioned to stand between death and life #and he CANNOT afford to let his personal feelings and morality stop him from doing what he *needs* to do #see to me that is the whole balance between jon and dany as protagonists #dany has the logic but more often than not her heart wins out #meanwhile jon struggles with his heart all the time but he chooses (or tries to choose) logic #and it gets them both into sooooo much trouble bc they are both young and new to power and have no idea how to balance this shit #when it comes to the whole 'love is the death of duty' concept #I feel like a lot of people take it as saying that choosing duty is THE right choice all the time bc its logic driven and not emotion drive #but the point is that duty isn't always the right choice either #neither is right or wrong necessarily. they are simply choices. #whether they are right or wrong will always depend on 1.perception and 2.outcome and all of it is in hindsight

[lethesbeastie]

hey do u have a print store or smth bc that ‘never found’ sign piece u did is like so good i would def buy it if u made a print of that anyway i hope u have a nice day !

I'm glad you like it! Currently I don't have any prints for sale, though I do have a kofi which is likely where I'd sell them if/when I'm able! If people are interested, I can definitely look into selling some prints of the art, but I'd need to get permission from the creator/op of the Never Found sign before I could do so since the concept belongs to them. I'm glad you enjoy the art enough to want it as a print though, and I'll certainly see what I can do! Thank you for the ask, and I hope you have a wonderful day!

#beastiebites #asks #It's been really cool seeing how much people like the artwork #if the creater of the Never Found sign is comfy with it Id love to get prints made #and i honestly want to make more art exploring the concept #id just need to get permission before I try selling prints or such cause the concept doesnt belong to me #even if they dont feel comfortable with me making prints of that specific piece #Ive been wanting to draw more eerie landscapes with signs anyways #so i can always try my hand at selling prints of similar scenes that arent using the concept #though i will admit i fucking love the dread induced horror of the Never Found sign as a concept #god its so good #Knowing youre sharing the same space as someone who never made it home #the paranoia #the suspense #top tier gothic horror vibes 12/10 #artists on tumblr

[yixiangs]

i saw a post on twitter about what concept zb1 should have so here are some of my favourite recommendations that i think they should recreate:

(disclaimer, i got very excited so this got long. if they end up plagerising one of these you all have to come and thank me. this is me manifesting)

no air, the boyz (a classic, everyone wants this one)

giddy up, the boyz

energetic, wanna one (another classic, id love this)

JELLY POP, boys planet (LISTEN TO ME. ITS PERFECT. pair something like this with an arcade/video game concept like giddy up or switch and im sold)

blue hour, txt (pls pls pls)

sugar rush ride, txt (its a bit darker but im obsessed with the summery vibes)

touch, nct 127

from now, verivery

wave, cix

oh my, seventeen (THE summer song. who would we be without her)

bye bye bye, wei (its summery AND elegant like what more could i ask for)

ddd, the boyz (are we seeing the trend here)

take me higher, ace

gravity, 1the9 (this ones actually just entirely me but pleaseee listen to it you'll get what i mean. it would be so so good for a 2nd/3rd comeback. idec if it doesnt suit their vibe ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG)

crazy sexy cool, astro (okay the name is a bit. but the vibe of the song is so pretty!!)

bff, p1harmony (this would be great for a bside!!)

complete, onf (another completely delusional one but yknow what idc)

our dawn is hotter than day, seventeen (i PRAY we get something like this for a bside,, just anything pretty and nostalgic would be so nice)

honourable mentions:

all night, astro (everyone wanted this early bp and im not against it actually, id be behind that)

we must love, onf (if we're not getting that summer concept i PRAY this is what we get instead)

utopia, ateez

fallin flower, seventeen (its so perfect for a hyung-line song i can already imagine it)

#basically i just very much want them to have a fun/bright/summer concept #not exactly a CUTE concept but something fresh #i think jiwoong and ricky might despise it BUT they can deal with it i need to fullfil my dreams #and besides they have yujin so theres really no choice for them there #i will genuinely be unstanning if its a dark/sexy concept get that AWAYYYY from them i dont want to see yujin doing something even #remotely mature for at least 6 years leave him alone #and if its not a fresh concept then something more elegant but not exactly “sexy” like all night is okay #anyway! #im a terrible bg stan i stan all of these groups and seeing them be recommended made me all giddy #a lot of people were saying vibe by 1team and it made me feel so bittersweet bc everyone adored them for vibe but no one tuned in afterward #boys planet #zerobaseone #zb1

[cheemken]

Hey Knight, is everything between you and your family going good? And your own mental health in general? I won’t lie and say I understand what you’re going though but I hope everything works out for you and that your family understands why you made the decision

I hope I’m not being rude by sending you asks while you have a lot going on, but I wanted to ask if it’ll be ok for me to send some more prompts about our AUs? Or if you’d rather take a break from them and focus on what’s happening with school and your family?

I just don’t want to seem rude by sending you asks and stuff when you’re still not feeling the best mentally

Yeah my guy I'm doing okay don't you guys worry abt me ^^

We're like, still deciding if I should really work now or just shift courses/school, either way, I'm sure we'll figure smth out that's best for me and for everyone hahah

And yeah!! Pls do send stuff if you want! It's always nice to talk abt our AUs and interests, real shit I was gonna post a lil next gen champs concept hahaha but yeah, fr, just send stuff! It's always exciting getting to answer asks hahaha

#plus if i dont talk abt stuff like my interests id combust hahaha #idk its fun sharing concepts and such ig hahah #but yeah dont worry abt me fr hahah im vibing a bit better now really hahah #feeling a bit lighter could breathe a bit better #ah it feels nice hahah #but yeah hahah #feel free to send more concepts if you want ^^ #an ask and an answer #jerseyk112

[narwhalandchill]

have to say i rly wasnt expecting arle to be like. using childes arrest as a way of putting diplomatic pressure on furina and neuvillette like thats Actually sth im invested in now. most theories n predictions (plausible or not) relating to arlecchinos possible involvement with that plotline seemed to kinda just shrug and assume she would just intentionally use and or ditch him there so he wouldnt get in the way or sth equivalent - not a fan of those personally - whereas this angle theyve taken is Way more interesting??? and i wasnt expecting it at all. the way there seems to be an actual us vs them and rising tension w the fatui refusing to accept the outcome of the oratrices judgement is so much more compelling than doing liyue 2.0 childes a pawn again like Wow. still not going to like it if childes arrest ends up solely being some sorta orchestrated "everything was the fatui all along" plot as opposed to involving actual interesting stuff about the oratrices nature as well as his abyss ties and 'it' but i am way more intrigued by whatever it is that shes angling for with those negotiations after this and i rly love that. what are the solutions she proposes only to get turned down? whats on her mind??? i cant waitt

#n like knowing in advance that shes working towards stopping the prophecy is just adding even more fuel to my curiosity #theres so many things that could be at play here....... Man its so cool i rly hope they deliver #also the concept of childe having arle be trying to bail him out when he cant fucking stand her vibes #and its No doubt a mutual feeling. Amazing #rambles #genshin

[honeymaki]

Update 1 : am now an overwatch girlie sorry for the absence it’s a new fixation I’m a slay support

Update 2 : can feel another personality crisis on the rise so stay tuned

#I have no concept of self #it’s extremely difficult for me to view myself outside of me #like me nd my sister will look at aesthetic type vids and she’ll be immediate to recognise her own vibe and self #and I’ll be lost cause idk who I am or what I look like or eminate #there’s nothing particularly unique about me #I know a lot of people say it’s more about personality but lately I feel as though I just don’t have one #ANWAYS I PLAY MOIRA IM SO SLAY I ALSO LIKE KIRIKO BUT IM NOT THAT GOOD #I PLAY ON SWITCH W MY PINK CONTROLLER ITS BEEN NON STOP #🌱.chats

[swingstep]

Please drop mrd theatre au lore????

OH HOO BOY so. genuinely did not remember i never explained that au huh ksjdngd its been a hot minute since ive messed with that one, but lets see what i can dig up for it. as a disclaimer, its kind of an... abstract au, very rough around the edges as well. dont expect it to be anything too concrete WAHAHA

anyhow. tldr:   the mrd theatre au is exactly what it sounds like: the plot of the game described entirely through the lens of a theater production! alternately referred to as the dance au, because... its a musical! major events are described through dance, each piece pushing the story forward with the power of music and expression. literally-- the story won’t move on without it. starring mad rat as the lead role, rat god as the director, and heart as... That One Guy, Sure!

    the abstraction kicks in in its presentation though-- it's told through the framing of a stage-- however, the story itself is Real to the characters. their world is real, and as characters, they see it as such. to everyone else, it's exactly as its namesake: a play. the term "actor" and "character" go hand in hand, practically synonyms. actors are the characters. the narrative is their world. all in all: the theatre au is an inspection of the meaning of Reality and Perception, the meaning of what it is to be a Character or a Person, and a play on Stories and Roles. more under the cut.

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  As it does in canon, the narrative starts with Mad Rat waking up, and Rat God telling him his situation. Y'know, he died, she's giving him a second chance, etc etc. However, she Specifically tells him that he is, in fact, a character in a play and, as someone outside of the narrative, she knows what to do and what paths to follow. As long as he followed her, he'd be able to make it to the end of his story a-ok, and finally get the ending he deserved!

  In the beginning, Rat God starts out with a whole musical number as she narrates the scene (to both the audience and Mad Rat) to catch him up to speed on where he is, who she is, and why he died. As she finishes, hands off the (metaphorical) mic to Mad Rat to get a word in for his debut scene. Unfortunately, Mad Rat, having just recovered from a terminal case of Being Dead, Does Not In Fact Have The Nicest Voice. Seeing this, Rat God quickly interrupts and redirects to another option: Dance. Which is where a major quirk comes in: every character has a specialized dance style!

  Rat gods style is tap/swing, which is what the intro scene Truly is! It's Rat God introducing Mad Rat to the concept of The Show in a duet swing performance. Specifically, in this performance, Rat God takes the lead role in this one for several reasons: 1) She's Extra and Likes Showmanship. 2) She's ensuring Mad Rat goes in the direction he's supposed to-- making sure he's following along. And 3) She's effectively re-teaching Mad Rat how to move after. Y'know. Being Dead. Swing is a heavily motion-focused and improvisational dance: Mad Rat Does Not Know How To Dance. However, Rat God is good enough at it that she can take the lead and turn his stumbles and missteps into motion and flair. It's essentially the tutorial stage!

  The narrative is pretty much the same through the first third of the game, more or less. Mad Rat meets Heart, who doesn't really Dance but rather just cheers him on, and they begin "travelling" together, with periodical "intermissions" where Rat God, off to the side of the stage presents recaps, narration, and questions-- but it's never clear if it's to the audience or Mad Rat. Maybe both. What's really important is the Framing, though. Mad Rat (kind of) acknowledges he is just a Character, but doesn't really Understand it. 

  Despite the knowledge, he still functions through the frame of a Character. He perceives the stage as The World Around Him rather than A Stage, while Rat God is the opposite. This leads to Mad Rat essentially just Following Her Lead. Which ends up just seeming... brazenly reckless and incredibly dangerous-- because Mad Rat doesn't think it will lead to anything. Obviously he's the main character, so he's probably going to just... get to his goal and whatever happens happens, right? Rat God said which way the story goes so... whatever, right?

  Which all culminates at Heart's intervention: Heart notices all of this and gets worried. Whatever this Mess about "shows" and "story" and "directors" is, Mad Rat is still being really really flippant about how many Near Death Experiences he's had (not to mention the whole "Seeing Things That Heart Doesn't" thing.) So he decides to step in.

  This is the first time we ever see Heart dance! He'd always insisted on being moral support/backup for Mad Rat, not really stepping in in any major way. Turns out, he's really good at a lot of dance styles. It's the first time we have a music genre outside of showtunes and the adjacent. It's heart basically trying to tell him that, whatever bullshit about "Narratives" he's following, Mad Rat is still Here. He's still a contributor to the world around him-- he can affect It, and it can affect him. It doesn't matter what he knows about Whatever This Is because it all wont matter if he gets himself into Real Trouble. Which is a convenient segue to the next arc-- they go off-script.

  The following arcs are pretty much just those two figuring out what to do and where they’re going. Mad Rat, up to this point, was just (kind of badly) trying to imitate the swing style from the beginning, but slowly starts figuring out his own specialty on his own. Mad Rat kind of dabbles through a lot, but is Particularly good at breakdance/krump. It’s a bit of a slow process, but he slowly forges his own place in a world he technically does not belong in. 

  All the while, Rat God is suspiciously quiet. They weren’t supposed to go that way, or do any of that, But she could improvise. She passively tried to mess with them from offstage-- changing the background scenery, tossing obstacles after them-- but they just. Kept going. Mad Rat even began Understanding the nature of The Stage and learning how to use that to his advantage, predicting the way things would move or shift, and using that knowledge to move even faster. It was only after Mimolette’s scene (which was Not supposed to be this early in the script, to Rat God’s chagrin,) that she Really started to get particularly miffed. They’d completely gone off-script, avoided Everything she sent after them-- but there was still an ending that needed to be told, and she was going to tell it no matter how messy it was to get there. Which leads to an intervention of her own.

  As the director, she had direct control over a lot of things-- but she herself could never interact with the Narrative. She had no real Hold, as it were. She was barely a concept to the characters in the narrative-- they could not really perceive her. So, she decided to break that rule-- and interact with them directly. Rat God’s scene is incredibly similar to that in canon: Incredibly Chaotic and Hard To Track. She mostly keeps to swing, as that’s her specialty, but regularly switches it up to try and throw Mad Rat off. But things are different than their first dance.

  Mad Rat has a grasp on himself and his goals. Rat God’s plan is already off its rhythm-- it was clear from the start that this was a last-ditch effort on her part to kill him. Despite her still trying to take control, Mad Rat was nothing if not stubborn. He was just as good at deflecting and navigating the scene as she was. But it’s hard to truly get rid of something like Rat God. She isn’t done until the Story was done. There was still a story to be told, so here she stayed. She could keep going as long as he could, and longer. So knowing what he did now, and understanding the circumstance, he did the only think of. The two had, to some extent, switched places: Rat God taking the stance of a Character/Participant in the scene, and Mad Rat seeing the full scope of The Stage and how it worked. The show was still going, so all he had to do was end it. 

  Tricking her into a monologue, he truly exits the frame of the narrative for the first time, grabbing one of the curtain ropes and letting it free, closing the curtains on the stage-- with Rat God behind them. And... silence. In the end, it was just the closed curtains, the audience, and Mad Rat and Heart in front of them. They saw the audience, truly, for the first time-- that larger force constantly watching over him from beyond his view, pushing the show forward not of their own actions, but of their presence alone. This is who it was all for. And seeing this, Mad Rat makes the decision... to ignore them. 

  They weren’t important anymore. The show was over-- the audience had no more use here. No more power here. They meant nothing to him. Nothing to them. He has one last talk with Heart-- they knew they weren’t alone, not truly-- but all that mattered right then was just the two of them. What they’d seen, what they’d been through-- it all had to come to an end eventually. But not by the hand of someone who had no stake in their story-- in their lives. Mad Rat gets to make his own choice about his future: And with no story left to tell... he gets up, and walks off the stage. 

   The Story Is Over.

#pikasks #mrd theatreAU #long post #no fandomtags we die like men #anyhow. thanks for enabling another essay of an infodump ur a real one <333 kdjgnkdjf #this au means The World to me but because its so... [waves arms around.] its very hard to explain in a way that feels Correct. #a lot of it is Vibes alone. feelings and concepts and notions of motion and song. as it is in canon too i think. #as with canon; its a play on tiers of personhood and control-- of who truly gets to choose fate; or if it really exists at all. #its about grabbing on with such fervor that the fabric of the world around you bends to your will. #about the inescapability of Role and Expectation; of Progress and Actions. how nobody in this story; truly; could choose how it ended. #not alone; at least. #rat god is equally bound to her role as director. she has no sway in this world. no matter how deeply she may want it. #the difference between her and mad rat is something tragic; to me. #two people in such similar roles reacting so differently they mirror each other perfectly. #surrender to a role you have no control of and hope it eventually benefits you-- or fight tooth and nail against forces stronger than you. #but these are the tags. im just waxing poetic at this point. #if you want a more clear read of the vibes this was inspired and started entirely by the mrd piano medley by tmsy. #please go check it out it slaughters me. id point out a specific part but its kind of all of them. #anyhow. thanks for reading and also enabling me. have a lovely day !! <33

[maipareshaan]

Hmm ya i don't think i want sastiel endgame for soullessnatural, one Cas is quite rough in s6, and being with Soulless would make him softer yes but its still soulless, he would have some sort of relationship and feel love and comfort but that is based on having someone he can talk to who he can relate to but he knows does not love him back and ofcourse it wouldn't be sweet and caring, he's even aware of the power he holds over Soulless and that Soulless is trying to be on his good side, its fake but its still something, anyways ya he's too big a Dean simp and that's not Sam hmm.

See it also depends if i make Dean bi, which will make things more fun, but then Sastiel endgame feels less likely atleast without having somthing happen with Dean and Cas. I mean he can be jealous and hurt and dramatic without that too. Hmm. I just hate D/sticule too much its clounding my feelings.

#sorry their narrative want whining esp for s6 being given in a shitty #writing by me feels contradictory to my jobnzazel roots #a ship based entirely on mocking tgem #but i need to see inwards and think about what i like and what makes sense #i kinda like the concept of dean urging sam to talk to cas #cuz the vibes are weird and they have a bit of tension of where they stand #and sam is like actually i think i would like things to be less complicated #but you maybe need to make it a bit more complicated #and it switched to him wanting dean to figure things out #i mean its just a scene i have in my head #also the jealousy actually being romantic makes it more fun i guess right #like even platonic works frankly dean is such a character for it but eh #soullessnatural #soullesstiel #i talk like i am going to write this

[bonyato]

Sorry abt the occasional digiposting as of late, im coming to terms w/ the fact that it's starting to grow on me orz

#clenches fists. #wondertext #I started watching it w/ some friends recently..for nostalgia reasons in their case‚ but also to introduce me 2 the franchise as well #since it never rly was part of my childhood & i was curious as to what the fuss was all about hsjwjfj #Anyways i never rly took the events all that seriously since I thought shit was so off the wall it was funny But #after nearly 24 episodes i've found myself getting emotionally invested w/ the show at last 😭😭 it's been a journey #ive been progressively getting accustomed to all of its strange concepts . I think im desensitized at this point /lh #like evn the monsters themselves now have me like..ok...Youre not so bad after all. u got a creepy-cute kinda thing goin on &i respect that #(<- Used to find their designs unpleasant. still do a little bit even now tbh sorry But i do appreciate their uniqueness a whole lot) #But yeah i feel Like ive been put thru an entire character arc w/ this thang . #You should've seen the way i used to freak out during the 1st few episodes Everything was So Insane 2 me. it had me flabbergasted #it was like . Lighthearted charming OP song -> Children having a near-death experience in the most surreal way possible #-> Isekai moment -> We get introduced to the ugliest little beasts i've ever seen #-> They spend the rest of the episode almost dying Again -> beast transform into even Uglier beasts & go feral on each other #-> World's calmest most soothing ED sequence that clashes So Hard w/ the tone that was set during the episode it makes ur brain crash. #and thats more-or-less the formula that's been handled throughout the following episodes up until this point #but i suppose I've grown fond of it by now 🧎 I am a Changed man‚ i See the appeal‚ I Understand #well not rly prbablyBut at least each episode keeps me@the edge of my seat now as opposed 2 how i used to enjoy it in more of an ironic way #'tis nice honestly..I've become more appreciative of the kinda vibe the show handles‚ it's got a lot going on :} It's /insanely/ creative

[hopefullyababe]

dude im having depression dreams again this is not good

#daphnes talking again #negative vibes #i had these all the time over covid but i have these dreams right #where like. man i dont even know how to describe them #theyre still dreams #but they feel more vivid #as if they could actually be happening. they arent of course and i can tell the difference. but like. #it sucks. kinda. because ill dream about nice things sometimes. where im not alone anymore and its ok #and i can feel skin against my skin as if its there you know. #yeah yeah daph dreams about cuddles as if theyre a foreign concept yeah yuk it up people. #but. still. ugh. i wake up and feel like shit. because. why doesnt that get to be real you know. why dont i get that. #its this damned house #it brings out the saddest parts of my brain

[luxraydyne]

wait, dude, wait. aini was supposed to be cosmic horror??

girl, seriously? i dunnooooo i’m not really feeling it fellas

#i'm some i've read some cosmic horror(/weird fic prob more fitting here) in my time and i do not get those vibes from it at aaaaall #i can believe that cosmic horror is what aini *thought* it was doing. but no. #game doesn't commit nearly enough and its so like. self conscious in terms of 'we gotta make this appeal to more people' to commit #and like in this economy it's just not weird enough tbh #simulation theory as plot point in and of itself does not a cosmic horror/weird fiction make. or like. an interesting one #and when the writing ultimately chickens out with the 'but its okay because even if it's a simulation we all matter and should be content' #which it will #i should be feeling existentially uneasy and instead i'm like 'my god i totally know exactly where this is going' #and it's so needless! you have a scifi concept ripe with fic psychological weird horror potential that went untapped! #why let that just shrivel up in the corner cause sim theory's more big brain?? make a different game then! #i simply do not care about the ''frayer'' or whomstever the player avatar is called today. cause the game don't care either lol #its heart somehow aint in it. which is weird considering how much other good shit was tossed in favour of the new Thing #its pure mechanics. which could work if the game goes all in on mechanical narrative. but the mechanics dont even work #it's not even interested in the interesting meaty bit of the concept it's so completely linear it misses its own point entirely #the mechanics arent integrated with the thematics at all its so clunky which is a shame cause clearly a lot of nitpicking went in #from like the dialogue writers #proofing this thing was a nightmare i would imagine #and like. you can't have a pandemic rocket and stormtrooper horde as the climax of your story and expect me to seriously inspect it #as a proper serious work of cosmic horror i'm too busy rolling my eyes and laughing at it #not saying that something can't have both weird horror and comedy elements to it reasonably speaking #but the horror elements aren't beefy and deeply thought out enough nor is the comedy integrated in such a way to hit that sweet spot #uuuugh theres something in here somewhere but not like. as one game. take one or two elements split them off and develop them #like properly. fully with care and gusto and focus on what the writing actually feels. then you could have a couple of good games #and maybe even a decent cosmic horror product #but this Aint It. weird fiction/cosmic horror is more than a base concept or aesthetic flairs you gotta gets the guts underneath #it will not tag this properly but i will make the walls of tag attached #of increasing and therefore increasingly absurd length. for the bit