#jedais

[craveschallenges]

@jedais : “ outnumbered isn’t necessarily overmatched. ”

“ and do you know that for a fact ? “ she countered, rounding on him - moving so they stood face to face, brow arching, “ it may not be a definite, but it is more than a little foolish of you. three of them for each of us may not sound like a lot, but underestimating a threat will not do you or i any good, understand ?”

the vong were tricky , and more to the point, they couldn’t feel them coming. nobody knew the full weight of their immunity to the force, and that meant anakin — for all the good it did him, and all he’d learned about not relying so heavily on it, could get killed so much more easily .

“when the opponent is bigger than you, you have to fight smarter . and unless you’re fairly certain you can handle the odds and are, stronger, back down. what do we know about them? not what you think you know. “ and there she went, slipping back into the place of teacher, even though she really hadn’t meant to lecture him. whatever she could do to help him, she tried to. “ what will give you an advantage if we can’t sneak around them?”

#jedais #v. the war #ANSWERED .

[sahbe]

       “ i don’t care for dancing. ”       @jedais​

       The words pull the handmaiden from her restless boredom,    gaze beneath hooded attire is turned towards him.     She didn’t really have much of an opinion on the action either way,    a low and quiet hum leaving her chest in response.     The queen didn’t dance,   therefore neither did her handmaidens,   always hovering by with the guards during the party and celebration of others.     Smiling to the occasional person who met her with eye contact.

       “    It’s not so bad.    I don’t get to do it much.    ”    she finally responds,   hands remaining in front and buried beneath long sleeves.     Grey hood complimenting that of the queen’s elegant dress.      “     Do you know how to dance ?    ”

#ˋ ic ‥ #jedais #wait this is presh ... #ˋ 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 ‥ UNDETERMINED.

[visionhaunted]

→ @jedais​​​ said: “ i can’t help you unless i can see you, so why don’t you just come out? ”

   He didn’t reply, but the light slowly returned to his room, eliminating the darkness he had cast over himself and his surroundings hours ago. He didn’t want to talk, didn’t want to discuss any of it, but he knew his brother was too stubborn to LEAVE him now and if he didn’t face him on his own now he would only have to deal with more people later on. “ I am sure our uncle would say that your arrogance doesn’t suit you and it is arrogance that must lead you if you think you can help me in any way. ” He had traveled for five long years to figure out where his path was supposed to take him, to gain a greater understanding of the force and the universe and yet here he was — PARALYSED once more by the visions that the force had sent him, by the responsibility it had burdened him with.

    He sat on the floor in the middle of his room, knees pulled up to his chest, hair hanging in his face, obscuring his eyes in the shadows it cast — he would have LAUGHED about what a pathetic view he must have offered if he hadn’t lost all ability to laugh even out of misery weeks ago. He didn’t turn his face to look at Anakin as he spoke again. “ Did he send you? Luke, I mean? Because if that is the case, tell him there is nothing for him to see here. This is my battle to fight. I do not need his help. ” I do not want his help. Vergere had taught him to act, to make decisions on his own and he refused to let that be taken away from him again. He was going to figure this out. He only needed more TIME —

#jedais #meow meow's having a rough day dont look at him #v; a complicated return ( swarm war )

[hapansqueen]

@jedais : “ some laws were meant to be broken. ”

“ not these,” she says abruptly, even as she mourned the reality of it - even as she gently lowered the baby into his arms. a meeting allana would likely never remember. a connection that … they could not share with her. she could never know her father, let alone her uncle. and she was to be raised to acknowledge that . to keep it a secret. “ she’s going to be burdened extremely, it may not be truly illegal, but the laws of society — have already put her in danger once. if it was to get out, “ a note of anxiety creeping in, brushing the back of her hand against the now squirming babe’s forehead, a gentle, calming gesture . “ it’s a secret, for a reason. it’s no small thing, to trust you with it . “

#jedais #v. the dark nest #answered . #I have class in approximately one minute but -

[weapn]

       She thrashes about,    sleep becoming that of a  restless  one.    What normally would be a ritual of succumbing into sheer darkness to awake to morning,    it’s become much more difficult for the younger to sleep lately.    Frame rises,   propping herself up with palms.     Perhaps it was the lingering fear in the back of her mind for reoccurring nightmares,   or the genuine discomfort of being so relaxed with a lowered guard.

       A state she wasn’t used to being in.   Muscles were always tense,   she never knew genuine relaxation or rest.    Always in such a state of unrest,   she pushes herself to stand,   being careful to make sure bare feet were silent against the ground.     She sits herself onto the ground,   among the open night sky,   knees pulled firmly to her chest.    If she couldn’t sleep,   she might as well keep watch.     @jedais​

#⚠ ˋ ic ‥ #jedais #this got long #anyway i just think ... nightmares

[vongformed]

@jedais

scrunching her nose at him, she took a step back and assessed the look on his face — “ do we have to meet the others now ? “ cowardice, maybe . or maybe the insecurity of a child - either way, neither of them technically counted as the second anymore, even though both were still . the war, and force knew what else had burnt it out of them. though she knew , everytime she looked into a mirror and saw the scars on her forehead . “ or do you have to go and meet all the people who think you’re cool now ?”

#jedais #v. tbt #what if #what if i cry #what then

[jazzisthebestformofmusic]

#vn #visual tool #pc98 #Jedai

[a-green-onion]

hey uh, it's about your boyfriend. yeah his ship got bombed and his anchor ingested his memories. so technically he died again but she's absorbed his sense of identity and has functionally become another version of him. yeah (s)he is trying to kill you and destroy your empire now, sorry

#I'm not very good at this meme but it's well-suited to jedai/kujen #*jedao damnit #machineries of empire #ninefox gambit spoilers #ninefox gambit #tooth speech

[craveschallenges]

@jedais : “ if i wanted to tell you, i would, wouldn’t i? ”

“ and you just did , “ she pointed out, “ didn’t you ? if you wanted to get away with it, don’t mention there’s something to get away with . you’re decent with that sort of thing, anakin. but making that sort of mistake is foolish, “ and now, whatever reckless sort of heroics he was planning, whatever machine he was messing with or creating, he’d have to answer at least a few questions about it . “ now what are you doing up this late ? “ she could hazard a guess, it was late enough that mara could only imagine what was keeping him up. and it was only a guess because she couldn’t pinpoint just what it was that was giving him nightmares . letting out a yawn, she moved to sit beside him, peaking at what had kept his attention. “ you sleep worse then ben sometimes, you know ? “ lighthearted words, growing more serious as she says, “ it’s okay. not to be past it . “

#jedais #v. post the vong war #&&. answered.

[sahbe]

       Things were already chaotic as it was.    Maiden sighs in frustration as mind reels for answers,   for escape plans.    Everyone already felt cornered in their position,   backs against  walls and doors to prevent invaders from entering.     And when he stands,   she’s alerted,   singular hand reaching out to grab at his wrist to prevent him from making a  stupid move.

“ hey. don't worry about me, okay? i can mind myself. i just want you to be safe. ”      @jedais​.       x.

      She’s not very pleased with this,   pushing his wrist away even though she was the one to grab it in the first place.    An act of frustration,   eyes falling onto the injured.     “    I’m fine,   I can handle myself.    But I don’t want you doing anything stupid and getting hurt,  either.    ”    she retorts,   moving to stand herself.   

       “    I’d rather not see  you  among these injured.     ”

#ˋ ic ‥ #jedais #eeeeeeeee #she's so sassy amen

[visionhaunted]

→ @jedais​​​ said: “ are you sure you want me here for this? ”

   “ I do. Come, take a look at this. ” He gestured for his brother to stand beside him, to get the best view of the green planet below them right before it went up in flames. “ You know I think father will take this as a personal attack on him. He has always been incredibly self centred, refused to see the big picture. He doesn’t UNDERSTAND that they, he and the Jedi, have forced my hand in this situation. ” He gave the crew a signal. “ Prepare the turbolasers to fire on the planet, tell the fleet to stay on stand by until I give the signal. ”

    With his back to his people he remained a calm, collected leader. They couldn’t see the FURY burning in his eyes as he gave the orders to prepare for their attack on Kashyyyk. Not even his own brother could feel the anger simmering inside of him through the force. He had lost control over the situation at Kuat, had allowed the Jedi to damage his pride and dignity, but he would not allow this mess to repeat itself here on Kashyyyk. The Jedi would pay for betraying him and he wanted his brother to see them burn with his own eyes. Only then could he decide if Anakin was truly standing with him or if he would leave as everyone else had done — and if Anakin sought to abandon him then he would learn very soon that his brother was not so easily pushed aside. “ Do you want the honour of giving them the signal to ATTACK, or should I? ”

#jedais #v; am I deluding myself Jaina? ( second galactic civil war )

[hapansqueen]

@jedais : “ as you say, my queen. ”

raising her brows at the title, amusement a brief glimmer in the solemnity. not necessary in the slightest, but it was interesting to see the way lady galney paled at such a deferment . “ you and i both know there’s no need for that, “ she would never be just another jedi knight again — there would always be the the consortium, and the weight of the title she’d carried. the weight of duty — one she’d shouldered of her own will. had picked up to keep from falling back in the hands of her mother’s murderer. “ your majesty is the typical visiting formality, it sounds as if you intend to move in.”

though if it was so simple as that, she might have enjoyed the idea. but as it happened it wasn’t . and the corresponding headache she would get due to the opinions of the hapan nobles was not something she needed right now. “ as much as i would love to have a friend here - it might cause complications , to say the least,” the corner of her lips tilted up , “ wouldn’t it ?”

#jedais #v. the war #ANSWERED .

[weapn]

                  @jedais​.             “ who takes care of you? ”

            Younger one simply stands there,   gaze never moving from his.     No one did,    she merely took care of  herself.     The mess around her simply answered this question,   whatever food she could grab and steal was consumed,    snack grabbed from him still in her hands.    It’s always been this way,    even when she was poked and prodded,   long before she felt her first ounce of freedom.

             It’s always been her responsibility to take care of herself.

#⚠ ˋ ic ‥ #jedais #she stole food from anakin you can't tell me otherwise

[vongformed]

@jedais : [ URGE ]  for the taller muse to tilt the shorter one’s chin up so they can look at their face. 

“ don’t , “ frowning, “ it’s fine . you know that , “ still the bruises and split lip did not bode necessarily for fine, and she knows she’d react a lot more viscerally upon him getting hurt , “ it’s a little embarrassing . but I’ve been through worse - hardly even felt it, “ she wondered if there was something wrong with her . some other one thing that could explain not feeling pain the way she used to. wading in the waters of it , as opposed to being broke piece by piece . becoming stronger . it was bad to think that way, bad thoughts that stung , that made her wonder just how much an imprint the vong had left .

but then she looks up at the concern she could see written plainly all over his face, and feel brushing up against her in the force, and she knows , it won’t take over completely . “ i know it was foolish. I know I shouldn’t have done it, but I had to try, didn’t I ?”

#jedais #answered. #v. TBT

[mirkatelliah]

#edo #japan #photography #winter #night #meije jedai

[13years]

     guess who remembered the log in to this blog  ...

#ooc. #it's ME it's me. i remembered. i did #i don't think ...... i'm coming back here ..... i don't THINK #i'm currently in star wars brainrot over on @/jedais but i have. been missing ben recently #i know i've literally been gone from here for 2 years but Still