#julia speaks

[johnwickb1tsch]

Omg listen, the photo you reblogged an hour ago. What if John gets to the wrong address for his mission and the reader is just watching tv and eating something when he barges in and goes "Start talking" and she's just like "huh? Hi????" Then John looks around and realises that he's at that wrong place but he thinks she is attractive so he just goes "hello would you like to go out with me?" Or something like that and the reader just tells him to get out

🤣🤣 That sounds TERRIFYING??

But really funny!

Imagine he just tries to play it off, sits down on the couch with you like, "So what you watching?" 🤣🤣

#julia speaks

[muridajo]

"I feel a bit strange wearing this outfit- in other words, pretty much normal." Claude von Riegan confirmed to not be like other girls

#Fire Emblem #fe #fire emblem heroes #Claude von Riegan #claude fe #julia speaks #(referencing what he says in the winds offered vid btw) #he'd better come home or ill drag him home by force!!

[doctorwillsolace]

I'm so sorry for being insufferable about severence but I just watched the finale and something needs to fill that void

#severence #julia speaks

[athousandsuns-fr]

Aberration idea that would’ve been cool but isn’t feasible: Each side having its own primary/secondary/tertiary genes and colors

#flight rising #julia speaks #would be an absolute nightmare to accomplish but it would’ve been cool as hell

[shadow-dragon-etc]

If you ever think English isn't that difficult, remember that there is a small difference between chewing and eating, and a massive difference between chewing someone out and eating someone out.

#Julia speaks #i think i'm funny

[teamcristiano]

i really wonder what my life will look like in 3 months. feel like i’m starting a new part of my life with my new job

#can't stop talking about it #julia speaks

[eighty6baby]

Bet you guys can’t guess what musical I saw tonight oops. If you’re tired of my shit just black list “six the musical” for a day or two.

#six the musical #Julia speaks

[fairy-court]

i feel like i don't know how to exist outside of a relationship. i haven't been single for like 5-6 years, just going immediately from one codependent relationship to the next.

doesn't help that it's a heatwave and i don't have ac, maybe i'd have more to do if i could actually move without pain. idk if it's just me being a miserable codependent asshole or if i'm just sitting here doing nothing and constantly wishing i had someone here with me because that's literally all i can do rn. rly wish i could work to distract myself and buy myself things and rebuild savings but i can't work without an AC keeping my body temp regulated inside here.

#listen im going thru it #soo this is becoming my rant space lately #itll just betagged as #vent #tho #julia speaks

[phantom-julia]

for the anon assumption game:

while being a horror fan, you were probably very terrified of the dark and/or horror media growing up

Yeah actually this is accurate.

In a way I still am- and I’m a horror content creator now!

I couldn’t go in my basement for a week after playing cooking companions

#julia speaks

[johnwickb1tsch]

Okay so- random ramble of the day 2.0 that I thought of after a particular conversation I had with @treedaddymcpuffpuff in the comments.

Trigger warning! (It's bordering n0n-c0n, if you're uncomfortable with that, please feel free to skip this)

So what if- John actually does snap first, and it ends up being particularly nasty. (to be honest if either him or the reader do snap at the other at some point, it's going to be wild either way so 😂)

Let's say he caught the reader trying to escape, or maybe her playing with his emotions / emotionally manipulating him, - pulling out the 'i belong to you' card to gain his trust for an example - or maybe they just had an incredibly shitty argument that was prompted by the ever building tension between them, by neither of them willing to compromise much. (elastic band reference says hello again 😂😂)

Now, generally speaking, both John and the reader have shown clear signs of enjoyment when it comes to the more.. dubious kind of consent, and even though John was the one to trigger most of those occasions, I feel like someone with the reader's strong personality and self-respect would've had a much different reaction to it if she wasn't into it.. That being said, so far every time the reader disobeyed him / refused to give in, John ended up leaving us alone, and I think he'd be lying to us and himself if he were to say that it's to torture us even further.. Sure, having yet another denied orgasm added to the list is shitty, and yes, he had tried to isolate us in order to punish us when we tried escaping the first time, (probably not the last time though) but it's becoming ever so slightly clear that he is doing this more for his own sanity's sake, rather than ours, so he doesn't flip out and snap at us.

That being said, his punishments, although cruel, were still much more on the lenient side... But I can't help but think that with the already high pressure on both of them, and an additional problem source might just be enough for him to lose his shit, and thus, punish us, hence where the extremes come in, such as completely tying us up, - he already said he dabbled in shibari, and he's definitely still into it imo, "misspent youth" or not - perhaps gagging us if we get too bratty, giving the reader a good spanking, perhaps some degrading, and most importantly being the selfish bastard we know he can be occasionally, meaning this whole thing will be to.. comfort him? Reassure him? Bring him that sense of security back to know that he is in control, something that we've seen him go to extreme lengths for in all 4 movies..

And considering that we didn't really establish any boundaries yet, seemed to be into it sort of, and even the fact that John might very well lose pretty much all sense of rationality, and go absolutely fucking ham on us, to the point of our lust turning into actual terror.. In which case, a safe word should be used, buuuuuuut- 1) We don't have one yet. And 2) John will probably have us immobile, silenced, face down, ass up, sobbing for him anyways, so in that crazed state of mind, he might not actually realize that he's hurting us, (emotionally I mean. I think he'd be pretty aware of the physical pain 😂) until it's just a little.. a teeeeennnsyyyy tiiiiiinnssyyy little bit toooooo late..

AND MY GOD- Does that open up endless possibilities for us. On one hand, he would definitely be overstepping any and all boundaries, even if we haven't quite established them yet. Could this be the triggering event for the reader to start thinking with her brain instead of her heart and pussy, and actively suppress her urges, her feelings, the love she feels for him despite it all, and perhaps plan her escape?

On the other hand, I feel like John would feel an unbelievable amount of guilt, because despite his previous punishments, and everything he's been doing being morally wrong, he has never quite breached the line of becoming a monster, (in our eyes at least) not to mention that he is very morally grey, so while he may be rational enough to realize how unethical things are and just ignore it, - or have the fear of losing us overpower his sense of justice - (nobody is there to hold him responsible either ey) I know for a fact that he would never want us to doubt his love for us for a second. He wants us to feel cherished, loved, safe, and protected, and while he knows we do not see things that way yet, I feel like he would instantly realize just how much he fucked up.

A part of me feels like his first instinct would be to run away (as per usual), put some distance between us both because he doesn't want to hurt us any further, and because he god damn will be actively self-loathing, self-hating, self-blaming himself for the events.. But I also 100% believe that him seeing the reader teary eyed, spooked out of her mind and clearly hurting would again, overpower his sense of rationality, and just make him wanna comfort us. Physically, verbally, emotionally- Any way he can really. Which again, opens up a plethora of options for us, because he would definitely be a lot more inconsiderate of what may aid us in our escape, and what we could just find simply comforting.

Would it fucking wreck me emotionally if the reader ended up using this to guilt trip him into slipping up and allowing her to escape? Absolutely. Would it be justified? Also abso-fucking-lutely, although god forbid it were to happen because GODS it would be like an avalanche of emotions...

So yes.. Angst. And smut. Thank you @treedaddymcpuffpuff and @johnwickb1tsch for fucking wrecking all of us emotionally 😂(Jk jk, i fucking love you both, you evil geniuses.)

Haha, so word spreads fast that I can't handle noncon. 😬 I literally write a series of books about a vigilante bounty hunter who hunts down vampires who hurt women, so this should not have been a surprise to me. I guess I'm a weenie. Is there such a thing as gray romance, LOL? it might be more my speed.

I'm honestly not sure how to answer this one without spoiling the story I'm trying to tell, so I'm just going to leave it here because you raise some very interesting plot points that I'm sure people will love reading! You have QUITE an imagination and such an acute understanding of character motivation!

#julia speaks #yandere john wick

[muridajo]

(TW: Eating Disorders, Weight loss, Body Dissatisfaction)

Went to tag a post and I noticed that when I typed "I w", the tag "i want to be thinner" was suggested under popular. Seeing this, I went to make a brand new post and then did the same thing. Then these popped up:

Makes me question if these are actually "popular tags" or they're suggested because I reblog posts about fatphobia/the fat experience often. @worth-beyond-a-number-scale tagging you because I thought you might be interested to see this. Anyways, do better tumblr, I seriously hope you're not suggesting these tags to vulnerable people with EDs on here.

#fat positivity/activism #im not tagging anything else here bc I do NOT want rando creeps trying to start fights #julia speaks

[femmebilly]

this is for @every-dayiwakeup​ bc of this picture:

***************

I showed u my dick pls respond

Billy stared down at the image until it disappeared, brain short circuiting. He replayed it to prove that he’d actually been reading it right. It was the same image as before: a zoomed in picture that’s mostly Harrington’s forehead with a banner reading I showed u my dick pls respond. He screenshotted it before he could think about the consequences, the brief flash blinding him in the dark of his room. He almost immediately gets a text.

doesn’t count as a response hargrove

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fucking fuck. He locked his phone and shoved it under his pillow as it buzzed again. And again. He let it go for another three before grabbing it to check his messages.

don’t ignore me

we saw each other’s dicks

that was something special

just bc tommy was there doesn’t mean u can ignore me

did u like his dick more

Billy hit the contact labeled King Steve and waited through a single ring before he answered.

“Did you?”

“Did I what?”

“Like Tommy’s dick more?”

“Christ, Harrington-”

“I’ve seen his dick, and it’s nothing special.”

“What, and mine is?” Steve’s silence made Billy grin. “Aw, Harrington, I’m touched. You think my dick is special.”

“Fuck off.”

“Not until you say you like my dick.” Billy could feel the tension down the phone line, hanging heavy. “Come on, Harrington.”

“And what if I did?”

“Then maybe I should come over so you can get a better look at it.” Silence. Billy pushed him too far, made him uncomfortable, ruined everything-

“Be here in twenty. Door’s unlocked.”

#julia speaks #sending this to the server as we SPEAK #harringrove #steve harrington #billy hargrove

[doctorwillsolace]

when my cat misbehaves I put her in what I like to call baby jail which means I scoop her up and cradle her on her back like a little baby until she forgets what she was doing before I picked her up.

#it's a fabulous method if im being honest #ive been doing this for 3 months now and she has never continued misbehaving after being in baby jail #julia speaks #i love my cats

[uselessjulia]

this blog is ten years old today. what a run we’ve had. can’t wait for ten more.

#i was FOURTEEN when i started this blog #blogging about one direction and 5sos #i outlasted 1d #and i still stan 5sos to this day #and now i blog about nothing and everything #love you tumblr #julia speaks

[athousandsuns-fr]

When people say nice things in the tags about my dumb little lizards 💕

#yes I read all the tags #makes me feel nice #julia speaks

[eighty6stories]

Happy birthday to me! My gift to you is the lil blurb “Feels Good.” 🥰 hope you enjoy! Feel free to drop ideas or prompts in my ask box because I currently have no WIPs.

#Julia speaks