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Here's the trans butterfly effects butterfly!

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1. Are any of your F/Os LGBT+? ummmm p sure my idol girls are all somewhere on the ace spectrum. Rin is nyanbinary! [geddit? bc she nyas?] She probably is also demiromo and ace! Mari is definitely lesbian and actually probably not that ace at all. Ai-Ai is mmmmm maybe pansexual? and Demiromo? I honestly wouldn’t know without seeing more content of her. But I can see her being pan easily. Hanamaru is aroace! 

as for the boys... uh. My husband is in a queer relationship regardless bc I’m queer, so it doesn’t really matter? And Otoya... Ace? Ace. Aspec? Grayce? I honestly don’t know since, y’know, basically otome series so it doesn’t really matter much. 

Caulifla is possibly bi or pan leaning strongly towards girls, so more likely goes by lesbian? idk how to explain that one correctly right there bc my brain is mush rn

Kale is lesbian

Cabba is ace and demiro because i said so.

Trunks is an enboy/enby demiboy, and also ace. because he can be?

i think i’m missing someone but it’s probably bc they don’t come up/haven’t figured into anything.

2. Did you come out to them? How did it go?

uhhhh coming out to lance re being ace was more like shouting excitedly because i finally found the word/experience explanations that made sense and realizing that FINALLY. A WORD. TO GET EVERYONE OFF MY BACK ABOUT DATING AND NOT WANTING SEX. BLESS. it basically just involved me excitedly yelling across the room to him. it was cute, he says. 

realizing being arospec was....... a lot more difficult bc i worried a lot about him thinking that it meant that i didn’t love him, bc i do, and that maybe it proved that i was more selfish or something, and etc etc, but he could tell that something was eating me up lately so we finally sat down and had a talk and he... took it very well? he wasn’t hurt by it because i still showed him love and compassion and support and pointed out that my feelings towards him hadn’t suddenly changed or been any different than they were before all of this. that it didn’t change anything about how i felt, how much i loved and cared for him. [and he gently nudged me about if i had thought about gray or demi labels and whatnot and i eventually found/looked into more labels and hoo boy my sub labels are too much please help i do not like having like 4-5 terms and conditions] i still felt bad for awhile that i couldn’t love him in the same way that he did, but he did his best to show me that our love was still the same, if not it being seen in a different light now, and that he wasn’t going to leave me or get angry with me because of it. it was a really hard first few months for me bc of intense guilt about it but he still stood by me and eventually it started to go away.

the enby stuff was a recent thing as of a year or two ago and i basically was just like “hey babe, i think i’m enby? or agender? i’m not sure which rn but enby sounds cuter and has the better flag colors so i’m gonna try out that for awhile” and he was just like, “okay. let me know if you change pronouns or anything” “ ‘kay “

4. How did you celebrate pride together?

i go as part of sbux’s group and my husband usually has to work but this year (and 2018? or the year before. Whenever the mass shooting happened) he went with me to make sure I stayed safe. if it happens this year he says he’ll go with me again, tho he’s been trying to suggest that I skip out on it this year if it happens. I told him I’ll play it by ear. 

There aren’t a lot of us aros and aces at pride. Someone’s gotta represent us and that’s usually me.

6. Do you own any pride merch? Have you made any yourself?

not a lot! I recently got some more stuff this year. Ummm I have an ACE hat with the flag colors on the word ‘ace’ and that’s been cool. I’ve forgotten to wear it for the last few years but it also got lost a coupla times the last few years ;>> I recently got a cute agender and ace pin at the last con I went to before all covid happened! and I picked up two queer pins from hot topic, i thought? maybe it was just the one, which is “Let’s get one thing straight: I’m not”. I feel like there might be something else I’m forgetting about between but I recently gave in and bought the dragon wing collar pin here and the aro one here. ;>_> gee i wonder why. 

Oh! if tarot decks count I have the Numinous Tarot! and I backed their oracle deck based off their huge comic. and i think there might be one more deck but that’s honestly the only one that comes to mind that is EXCLUSIVELY queer by design and not just “the lovers card is queer and that’s all the rep you get in the deck” [btw the lovers in numinous was instantly my fave/i fell in love with/was BASICALLY WHY I BOUGHT THE DECK, because it was definitely aroace inclusive and i even asked the creator about it and they said it was an influence!] 

I was gonna make myself some beaded keychains of the flags but that fell through as did my energy levels. 

OH THE FLAGS. I FORGOT THAT I BOUGHT ACE AND ARO FLAGS OFF AMAZON FOR PRIDE LAST YEAR. i was gonna get an enby one but they weren’t as cheap :T plus i can only fit two flags around me as a cape. which is one more than others.

#everyone is ace!!! you get an ace and you get an ace!!! #honestly i never think about peoples or characters sexualities unless it needs to come up #like with ocs that are dating queerly? if that makes sense #anyways this got long #augmentedampharos #asks

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As yall know I have been making Blind Channel pride merch designs in an effort to get them to make Pride merch and a couple months ago my lovely and amazing friend Gemma 💕 @another-sun asked me to put together a special design for the show tonight and as a surprise for Ju @kraeuterhexchen so without further ado

Blind Channel pride merch designed by Me and Gemma all of the flags on the letters represent the 3 of us

So Gemma I love you so much and thank you for making a dream that I didn't even know I had come true there are not enough words for me to be able to properly say thank you but thank you 💕💕 Even if we don't see Blind Channel make pride merch as far as I'm concerned this is the best case scenario to actually know that my shirt has a twin across the ocean in Germany. I love yall and I hope you have a wonderful time tonight 💕💕💕💕💕💕

#kai speaks #kai makes bc pride merch #blind channel #i have also decided that we will see BC pride merch next year 100% bc i will continue to be annoying about this on instagam to niko #i will be professing my love for Gemma for the rest of time lmao

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It's in my bones or something

I really love the breakdowns for breakfast skeleton so I did a redraw of him and made him trans

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Thank you to @hlurz for suggesting making pride flags from the butterfly effects butterfly💕

This is the first one that i came up with the classic pride flag colors and I've got a trans flag one as a wip so more to come and feel free to suggest other flags!

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Hello friends I made more hypothetical Blind Channel pride merch! This time its a pride flag

I put way to much effort into this bc instead of using photoshop or something I had to draw every part the flag and the logo

#blind channel #kai makes bc pride merch #this may become a series well see #Pride

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I should be stopped im about to create a whole blind channel pride clothing line just by myself

But look at this I want to wear this shirt rn

BC pride flag BC pride shirt 1 BC Pride Hoodie

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Some cute little Balboa boxing gloves for the last days of pride month

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KAI!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU!!! That video is sooo cool and funny and you look sooo good as Aleksi 2.0 😍😍. Now we only need BC to hold a audition for band member Nr 7 so that you can join (and than take over the merch business from Olli and give us these damm Pride T-Shirts!😤)

Ahh thank you!!🥰 Olli and niko better watch out bc im coming for their job making merch!!!

#answered asks #another-sun #Gemma 💕