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lampmeeting · 3 years

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ah for a fic premise! two characters have been in love for a long time, but they’re still working through feelings of self-loathing or fear of expressing themselves/being vulnerable/perceived. they manage to find some small moment or place where they escape from everyone else, and then their feelings bubble up, and somebody cries (probably Magnus, if he’s there). then there’s an atmosphere like that feeling you get when you have to get out of bed in the morning, but you really don’t want to, because it’s too perfect existing in that timeless/placeless state with someone you love. there may also be some funny & unexpected cameos from minor characters sprinkled throughout. (this may just be me projecting my pisces ideal fic mood, but since you’re a scorpio, i think we’re slightly aligned on that fjjdhjfg)

somebody cries (probably Magnus, if he’s there) has me HOWLING KDFHGDFG why is this so accurate oh my godddd....

this would be so nice to write ;~; i love scenarios where characters get to go off by themselves and have a romantic/emotional moment that kinda takes them out of reality for a while

wahhhhhh this is giving me FEELINGS, thank you for this!!

#saving for later #my scorpio ass loves the concept of sneaking off and being alone together :')#and also the concept of well-built emotional barriers finally getting to come down bc they're with a safe person ahhhhhhhhh #agaricales

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ofaguilar · 4 years

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ramona/hunter

kills the spider: ramona would chase it around the room and hunter would just watch her while stifling laughter and rolling his eyes fondly over her dramatic war growls and she’d yell at him once the spider scurries away like I SWEAR TO GOD. YOU ARE USELESS.

proposed: ramona and i bet hunter saw it coming and pieced everything together once they were In The Place and ramona was like disappearing every 5 minutes to “go to the bathroom” or “fix her make up” or “text cas real quick” but he still pretended to be surprised when the moment finally came and ramona called his bullshit and he lied about it and only confessed the truth like..... 3 months later or something

kissed the other first: hmm ramona i think

initiates things: i’d say it’s even between the two of them but i’d say hunter ;))

would leave the other: hunter :((

is more jealous: ramona ??? because out of the two of them she’s definitely the Emotional One who gets riled up over nothing kdfhgdfg

is lazier: either ramona or the two of them..... truly A Question Worthy of Being Asked

sends weird texts at 3 am: ramona and she Struggles because hunter does NOT reply fast enough to fully indulge her late night musings and guess what she’s always salty about it and short w her responses when they text the next morning until hunter makes it up to her somehow

is more experienced: idek 0_o

said i love you first: ramona uwu

#with: hunter.#ask meme response.#this ask....#truly...... A Blessing #@ however sent this: ily

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labontas · 4 years

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49,56,75,86,99

ty :*

49. Dirtiest player in the game today? What was the last dirty thing he did.

suarez and ramos. everything

56. A victory that made you very happy even though it wasn’t your team.

sadly the united one cuz lfc needs 2 wins to win the league

75. On a scale from 1-10 how much of a hypocrite are you when it comes to criticizing your rival team for something that your team also takes part in.

5 kdfhgdfg. im not that bad

86. Five most physically attractive players in the game today

im guessing body? umm adama toure, ross barkley, eden hazard, grealish got a nice body, dier cuz the chubs look good on him.

99. The 5 most attractive players in your club and NT.

yikes um, virg, gini, felipe, gomez, oblak

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muzzleroars · 2 years

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akechi not being in strikers is a bummer but its okay because i think the idea of him having to watch from the sidelines while everything happens gives me a lot of plot bunnies like

what if the reason akechi isn't showing himself is cause he's(basically) trying to leave everything behind of the other world and that he doesn't care about the PTS anymore

but then the events of strikers happens and he has no choice now but to watch from the outside

does this make sense?? hgjklsdf

YEA i honestly kind of think the same?? for me goro is definitely in the mindset of leaving the metaverse behind and just trying to salvage what he can out of starting fresh because there's just far too much for him to sort through otherwise and frankly...it's a complete and total mess that i doubt he would want to make heads or tails of so soon after all that trauma.

i do wonder what he would do as the events unfold though...as the metaverse starts acting up again and as the phantom thieves return. i have to imagine it would bring up a lot of mixed feelings, but i also SO get the feeling he couldn't stay out of it forever lol i know my strikers au is sort of just "everything is the same except all my faves are there", but i think goro would get a lot out of the battle with konoe and tbqh it's a complete shame he wasn't involved due to that boss fight alone. i loved how the monarchs all reflected different struggles of the thieves, ones we really didn't get to cover in depth in the first game, and i think goro would have fit right in having to face konoe

#you know i gotta replay this too kdfhgdfg #i would definitely have more to say if my memory wasn't so bad!!!#i think i actually only played this one once too?!#weird for how much i really enjoyed it #BUT i 100% include goro in my strikers au #also i. want him and yal to 1v1 #maybe after yal has to 1v1 lavenza #yal in strikers is basically just in pvp mode #cake answers #p5s #goro akechi

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muzzleroars · 3 years

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[bad end au]

the boy with eyes like moonstone

#his eyes and his hair ARE actually iridescent #like they're very pearl-like when catching the light #i just...can't color that.....#in contrast his third eye is actually really hard to look directly at #the iris and pupil are retina searing in their brightness kdfhgdfg #persona 5 #akira kurusu #p5 #bad end #doodle tag

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muzzleroars · 2 years

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i had a sudden impulse to write a rank 8 confidant w su akira. mostly for...the whole "i really do hate you" thing w goro in canon, and trying to tackle that with this au, and complex feelings being a Thing and this akira specifically having to deal with those. i think itd be interesting if he made that confession bc the way i understand him at least. he does very much have Feelings For goro but. there is still contemptment bc akechi wouldnt understand him in the slightest, along with the fact hes the leader of the phantom thieves, who are fighting back against what hes working for...while im going to be writing my own take on it, i wanted to know ur opinions on it?

- @trans-sword-boyfriend

ooooh this is really interesting!! AND it got really long so uuuhhhh read more!!

i've thought a bit about their rank 8 since it's such a pivotal point for their relationship, and i think it would play out in a similar fashion to canon with a few differences. sc au akira's facade is meant to be the opposite of goro's detective prince persona, where he's awkward, blunt, and just plain bad at conversation; likewise, he isn't nearly as upfront with the rival angle as goro is in canon and frankly he didn't enter their relationship with that in mind. however, you're right in that he develops feelings of love, jealousy, admiration, and resentment over the course of their bond due to watching just how well goro succeeds in yaldabaoth's game. the immediate cause is of course worry over whether goro might actually win, meaning that yaldabaoth won't recreate the world and all of akira's hopes are pinned on that, he has no plan b. but second to that is a deep, seething anger over just how good goro is, how akira's skill in the metaverse came from torturous experimentation and years of performing mental shutdowns, yet goro, with just a few bumbling months under his belt, is set to outperform him.

so despite akira's relatively lowkey facade, i still like to think he challenges goro to a match. it's not something goro doesn't expect, by then knowing that akira isn't on their side and that he must have much more power than he ever let on, but i think this is the first real glimpse he gets into the depths of akira's rage. he drops the act a little as well, obviously privy to all of the information the phantom thieves have, but it's all left unsaid. there's tension, goro knowing and akira knowing he knows, but his anger isn't the way goro's is in canon. akira's is quiet, nihilistic and despairing, and as they fight, as goro begins to overpower him, that anger becomes more like a black hole, yet he doesn't fall in. akira's hatred is nearly bottomless, but seeing how hard goro has worked, how far he has come, and how, in that moment, they seem to understand each other, akira can't help but feel some kind of hope. he had given up on a better life a long time ago, written off all humans as incalculably evil or endlessly apathetic, yet goro is neither of those things. he gives everything he has, uses his intelligence, his courage, all of his talent toward the good of others, he sweats and bleeds for it when he has no need to engage. and so the end of their fight leaves him in an emotional state he hasn't felt before, in a confused mix of that deep hatred but with something he can't place (a feeling of how yaldabaoth can be wrong, is wrong, how goro can connect with him and how his loneliness is an incomplete thing now...but he can't possibly unpack all that in the moment).

so the conversation that follows is halting, akira trying to maintain his monotonous rhythm but not fully able to with the shift in his foundation...but even if he feels something so profound for goro, even if he feels like he never has before, there’s an unrelenting anguish in how he sees that goro will surpass him. it needles him horribly, it tears apart an already broken heart, because the one thing akira had in all his agony was power. he grew up without a name or a family, he knows nothing but being a lab rat, the one “friend” he has in the world incomprehensible, abusive, untouchable. and now goro, with his friends, with his school, with his life that will go right back to normal after this year is up, has that power too.

and that just hurts.

it hurts in a way he can’t even articulate, so what else can he say but “i hate you”? it stings even more to love goro like everyone else seems to, to be captivated by him when he contributes twofold to his misery and is surrounded already by those far more desirable than akira. he hates goro for possibly ruining his one chance at a better life, hates him for bearing his hardships like they’re nothing, hates him for being so utterly talented that the metaverse is his after only a few short months, hates him for making him fall in love with someone so out of reach for every reason conceivable. akira, from then on, needs to win in order for his life to mean something, anything. he fought his way through hell all this time, and his sunk cost fallacy won’t let him change his path now. so he hates him, he lays it bear and goro knows in a sense it’s true. he doesn’t have all the pieces yet, but the confession is the first time goro thinks akira may be beyond his reach...but to him that only means he needs to reach out his hand further

#sorry this isn't like.......a super concrete SCENE or anything #it's more about the emotions that go into on akira's end kdfhgdfg #but that's bc they are super complex and very despairing #akira feels emotionally destroyed by this tbh #he's just so good at distancing himself from it he can weather it....for now #like the amount of grief he has #bc of what his life was and what he thinks he and goro can't be #it is a LOT and it's brutal #p5 #supercomputer au #ALSO i'm trying to get back to asks!!!#i've been so scatter-brained lately!!!#thank u everyone for your ongoing patience aaaaa

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