#like as difficult as it is to stomach

[saltpepperbeard]

you know why else ed probably ran?

because he has everything that makes life living to him. warmth. good food. intercourse. orgasms. he got all of that fulfilled within a very short time. it all came right back to him—almost like he manifested it in the gravy bowl.

…and yet he still doesn’t feel right. he still doesn’t feel settled or happy with himself. he still doesn’t feel stable with life at all.

so, with such core foundations being challenged, with such core foundations failing him, what ground is there left to stand on? he’s stepping out into thin air, into the complete unknown. and that is an extremely frightening thing. that is a reason to panic indeed.

#OFMD #OFMD Season 2 #OFMD S2 Spoilers #Edward Teach #Revenge Rambles #episodes 6-7 really popped my brain out and put it in the microwave #and it has been spinning away ever since #like as difficult as it is to stomach #there is SO much characterization packed in there #they managed to cram SO much backstory/trauma/motivation etc etc in just like…AN HOUR #…BUT NOW THEY NEED TO FIX IT 🔪 WKDJWJD

[seariii]

:0

#the sudden silence after the storm and the feeling fear starting to raise up #'am I being annoying?' #'we were all messing around... and i repeatedly asked for confirmation... so it has to be okay right?' #'but what if im truly just annoying others...' #'but what if...' ... my stomach is starting to hurt... #... sigh.... its okay seari. its late you are tired and the days have been a bit weird-feeling lately #she knows its a joke and she was laughing too. maybe just make sure she is still okay with it in the morning #come on lets calm down. spam like a couple mutuals and burry this post so its slightly more difficult to come across #seari talks #might erase

[dumbasswhatever]

i think basically it is way easier for me to enjoy media that is maybe not suuuuuper good but it definitely deserves more attention than it gets, than it is for me to enjoy media that is widely agreed to be incredible

#like i do try to keep my expectations reasonable i swear. but out of the several horror movies i watched last week my favorites were #generally the less popular ones although i did enjoy carrie and paranormal activity #also i just like... have a harder time starting something that i think i'll enjoy. just difficult to start bc i'm like 'hmm i should wait #until later. i have a slight headache/my stomach hurts/anything that could impair my enjoyment'

[nagararitsu]

marauderstok is where brain cells go to die

#I actually genuinely despise it #I love the concept of marauders but fandom ruins them #like let teenage boys be awful little shits why r they ‘perfect’ #also I hate jegulus #which makes fandom even more difficult to stomach #anti marauders fandom #anti marauderstok #anti jegulus #hp

[ducktollers]

who up feeling their spirit get crushed into dust by this ai shit 😂😂😂

#turns out my laptop isnt strong enough to run glaze so now i gotta wait at least a month for them to reply to my dm 😃 #not on them at all ik theyre swamped but im just like. why do we have to fucking do this #like ​putting poison on our lunch so coworkers stop stealing it. Why do the coworkers get away with stealing it in the first place #why is this how things have worked out. the amount of companies ive seen use ai generation for their ads (TABLET COMPANIES.)……… #im like. u used to have to pay an artist to do that. and instead of putting technicology to good use #where it can do things that are tedious/difficult/impossible for humans to do #we’ve decided to have the machines do the one job we thought a machine COULDNT steal. bc its abt human creativity and passion #why. bc it saves a bunch of rich fucks even more money and they dont give a fuck about the rest of us #this shit wouldnt even exist if human artists werent here first for it to copy its souless its nothing its cold and dead i fucking hate it #YEARS of work and experience and craft honing and nobody gives a fuck they just see a person they dont have to pay anymore #steals our lifes work without our permission without paying us without a care how is my spirit NOT supposed to feel crushed #i see an ai image and all i see is decades of hard work that was stolen like if u ripped the bones out of a living person #ik jts dramatic and i keep going on abt rhis but it just bothers me SO fucking much #every time i have to think abt it ​its like a thousand pound rock dropped into my stomach #x

[bipunkharrington]

My friends keep recommending Hazbin Hotel to me and I don't have the energy to get into how the creator hates trans men/enbies and how as a transmasc enby I just... don't wanna watch it.

For now I'm just blaming it on being busy 😅😂

#too busy to watch this show #is easier than the creater of this show turns my stomach for x reasons #also i dont care about other people enjoying it i just have no desire to engage with it #and its difficult to tell people the issues you have with something #without making it sound like your telling them they shouldnt engage with it #and i dont wanna ruin my friends fun #especially cause were all varying flavours of neurodivergent and i know how much it sucks #trying to disengage from a hyperfixation because you learn shitty bts stuff 🙃 #transphobia #tw transandrophobia #tw transphobia #tw enbyphobia

[thespongebobsquarepantsmovie]

every time i decide im going to save my money for the store or something i end up having to use it to order food and it drains my bank account

#like i hate being this fucking difficult but i cannot stomach half the shit my stepdad cooks it makes me genuinely sick #ive tried to bear it but i just end up not finishing it and getting mad at myself for wasting food

[swordtit]

after at least twenty billion attempts i have finally gotten the punching above your weight achievement

#speaking #tried on multiple steps #FINALLY got it #on JORDAN of all people #fucking christ that was difficult #i was SO furious on my second to last attempt bc i had it. it would have worked #BUT JORDAN WOULDNT SHOOT CHEN IN THE STOMACH #BC SHE CARED TOO MUCH ABOUT HIM #wanted to fucking strangle her #every time i tried in the last id be missing like. 1 requirement #whoops! chen isnt friendly #whoops! ortega and puppet arent close enough #whoops! daring isnt high enough

[cer-rata]

I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME RESEARCH FOR AN ANGSTFIC WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?? HOW DID I FORGET ABOUT THIS--

#foolish of me to think watching a 15 year old get beaten with a crowbar was going to be the most difficult to stomach part #this is just a TASTE of the racism in this story. #seriously what the hell?? and it's not like it's just incidental racism it's PAINFULLY plot relevant #i haven't read this since i was like 10 #dc comics #batman #dc editorial answer for your crimes #jim starlin #i have to laugh #tw racsim #tw islamophobia

[madtomedgar]

When will my appetite return from the war

#i just really dislike knowing academically that i am hungry #my stomach being mad because. hungry. #and yet the thought of like. putting food in my mouth #is. not even repulsive just. why. ugh. boring. meh. tedious and to be gotten thru #which considering i also have negative energy rn is making like. #coming up with a food and putting it together and eating it #incredibly difficult #im not nauseous which is nice but at least that would make sense #this is just. food machine broke.

[majjiktricks]

my last night of unrestricted arm mobility 🤔

what will i do

(probably the same as always alfjsjdkadk)

#aka my top surgery revision is tomorrow #not like this is gonna stop me from using a controller #might make drawing a little difficult but ill manage #the weirdest part is gonna be sleeping on my back. because im a stomach sleeper. #jazz noises

[milesedgy]

actually, something that's been on my mind is the fact that the world would be so much better if we just understood that the line between being mentally-ill and not mentally-ill is actually very thin.

there isn't really one type of behaviour that classifies as a mental illness, and in fact a lot of neurotypical people exhibit behaviours that are not the "norm". that is because everyone is a different human being with different thoughts and personalities.

the only reason why it would cross the line into mental illness territory is when these behaviours prevent you from functioning or from living a happy, full-filling life.

otherwise, there's no need to classify certain traits as "normal" and "not normal." no one is truly normal, and the sooner we learn that, the better.

#sometimes i see people on here act like neurotypical ppl are a completely different species that deal with no problems whatsoever #and that is just not true #i myself can suffer from crippling anxiety that makes it difficult for me to eat whenever something extremely distressing happens #which is a problem of course and i need support when i am in such state #however most of the time i am completely fine #to me its like any other type of sickness #if you caught a stomach bug once you wouldnt classify yourself as 'sick' for the rest of your life would you

[david-watts]

it's that time of the night where I want to have a nice fancy burger. maybe it's just like. oogh need carbs need meat need the happy chemicals from food that doesn't make me want to off myself or that it's been like ten hours since I last ate

#I feel like there's about five different things preventing me from truly feeling good about eating #one of them's health related one's mental illness related the main one as I often bemoan #I live with a grandmother who thinks that hashbrowns/chicken soup/peas/cornflakes as a casserole sounds good #and will get incredibly rude and nasty if you dare not want her cooking #that is either Bad to mediocre served at the wrong time (think six o'clock when we don't get home til eight) or when neither of us #are hungry due to medication side effects or just because the food is Evil #I know I can talk my cooking is fairly bad and possibly dangerous #but. the horror that is her sweet and sour sauce recipes. her curry. her casseroles. #the meal that was grey unidentifiable mince served with microwaved potato and gravy that genuinely looked #like the hospital food we still make fun of four years later because it looked like actual slimy shits. #and then we discovered that I dodged a massive bullet by immediately spitting it out since it was a week expired when it was cooked #and the freezer had done it no favours. yeah the 'mysterious' stomach upset that I avoided was Food Poisoning. #yeah like when we can't even guarantee ingredients won't be used in those sorts of horrors (and genuinely they are horrors) #it's fairly difficult to ensure that you're gonna eat. not only well in the technical sense but things you like and enjoy

[seoafin]

when it comes to reception on my fics i'm not even asking you guys to comment on them (although i am extremely very grateful for every tag comment and ask) it's the barest of bare minimums which is to respect me as a person and to not come into my askbox to demand a fic that probably won't even break 200 notes

#do you guys think i am joking when i say i write for the 5 people that constantly give me feedback #bc i am not! #which makes it kinda even more difficult to stomach when ppl start demanding fics and updates #like if you're going to ask me to write the least you could do is comment literally anything else #yeah i get that anon could've been having fun/joking but it does leave a bit of a sour taste in my mouth #you are an anon! we are not friends! i don't know you well enough to be able to take your tone in anything but bad faith! #especially since ive stated on this blog multiple times i don't like getting asks like this #mt