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calxide · 2 years

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pairing: kazuha x reader

warning/s: no pronouns used for reader, one-sided pining, mild angst (you might need to squint), lowkey self-indulgent fic, lmk if i missed something

word count: 784 words

NOTE i was listening to joshua's cover of 'double take' on loop then decided to write something to pass time. i just can't take kazuha out of my mind these days hnggghhh. anyways, have fun boring yourself with this drabble as we wait for genshin's maintenance to finish lol <3 (this has been sitting pretty in my drafts for a while now and i didn't proofread this properly sigh) ✧ good luck to everyone pulling for kazuha! 🍃 might turn this to an smau, who knows

EDIT ok, so i made an smau based on this. feel free to check it out! <3 [MIXED SIGNALS MASTERLIST]

KAZUHA didn't mean to fall in love with his friend. He deeply swore in his heart, when you two had first met, that he would never ever catch feelings for you. But it's funny how life works like that sometimes, isn't it? The past months had passed by quickly. After certain twists of events, you and Kazuha found yourselves spending a lot of time together, even forgetting about the existence of your other friends. The time spent together wasn't wasted away either; Kazuha learned more things about you in those months than he knew before, but it was all good. You'd started spending more time together, getting together on weekends, or simply hanging out on the roads in Inazuma. The only thing was that he had been falling head over heels for his best friend, you.

And as much as he tried to resist it, he couldn't keep himself away from you. It was as if your presence was contagious; even if you two are not together at the moment, he still found ways to think about you. Every night, his mind was filled with thoughts about you. And there was no way he could tell you about his feelings unless he wanted to risk losing you.

He once promised that you two would be friends forever. Would confessing his love for you break that silly little promise you two made before? He wanted to tell the entire world just how much perfect you are. How much he loves, adores, and admires you. You may have flaws, but that was what completed you as a person. He always felt comfortable when he was with you.

He felt a confusing switch in his heart the moment he fell for you. It was when he saw you differently; that he wanted to be more than friends with you. It was scary. His emotions are going to consume him one day, and he doesn't know if you'll still be by his side when that happens. So, he tried to distract himself. By doing anything, but thinking about you. He'd start conversations with others, pretend to be interested in their stories, anything to avoid his stupid feelings.

But he sees no one but you. Even if you are lost in the crowd, he'd be the first one to see you. When he's with you, he always tries his hardest to remember everything about your presence. If you are feeling down or sick, he'd be the first one to notice and take care of you. Even in his dreams, he sees your sweet and soft smile that makes his heart melt every single time. Whenever he looks into your eyes, he feels his heart beating fast. He was absolutely horrendously in love with you.

Sometimes, he wonders if you ever feel the same about him. Do you? He doesn't know, and he's not going to do anything about it, he decided. He wouldn't want to ruin the friendship he has with you. Not when he could be having this amazing friendship with you. If it is meant to be, then they will come eventually.

He hated how he strongly believed that if you two are meant to be together, then the universe will send him a sign. But no sign came. It felt as if fate was playing with him.

He would be using the time he has in his hands to write poems, letters, and even songs about you. He would dedicate them to you in the hope that maybe someday, you'll read them. He hoped he could show you how much you mean to him. He also wishes he could say what he has been wanting to tell you since the beginning. He wished you could reciprocate those feelings he has. But the chances of that happening seemed slim.

He wanted to spend his entire life with you. There was nothing better than being by your side, he thought. No matter how hard it got, he would wait for you. Because you're worth it. No one could compare to you. But he knew that it won't happen. So instead, he decides to cherish the moments he spent with you. He'll treasure these memories until the very end.

He wanted to be by your side forever, even if you two are not romantically linked together.

Can you sense the signs that he's sending you? He wonders.

Do you feel the love he's giving you? That one question sends shivers down his spine.

If so, does he have a chance? He hopes.

Kazuha doesn't know and will never know the answer to such questions.

But deep down, he knows that he wants to ask you the truth one day.

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genshinlover101 · 3 years

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Is it possible for a ningguang x reader where they are childhood freinds but separated and reunites years later and reader is a servant for one of the tri commisions of Inazuma?

Reuniting with Childhood Friend Ningguang

Character: Ningguang

Warnings: Slight spoilers to the ending of Inazuma Archon quest

A/n: I lowkey had to do research on the Tri-Commissions as well cause I just skipped over this part when they explained it in the story lol oops- I hope I got the concepts about them right?

• Even though your family resided in Inazuma, they sent you to Liyue at the age of six to be raised for political incentive for a foreign exchange program. In Liyue you often were seen as an outcast, as the weirdo kid from Inazuma, but Ningguang saw you differently.

• Even though she’s always been stubborn even as a child she's always paid attention to you. It might’ve been due to being the future Tianquan but you were grateful nonetheless.

• This caused you to follow Ningguang around everywhere. Adults even made comments that you two were glued to the hip. Ningguang was indifferent about it but it made you happy they saw you like that.

• When you turned 16, you were ordered back to Inazuma as it would soon be closing their borders for all affairs. This would result in you separating from your family for longer than necessary.

• You promised Ningguang you’d come back to her. Before you left you pulled her into an unreciprocated hug and cried a little, she stayed silent and stoic as ever. You convinced yourself her silence was her in denial of you leaving.

You were now 25 and were appointed as a servant of the Yashiro Commission by the Kamisato Clan. Additionally, since the Vision Hunt Decree was abolished, the Yashiro Commission voted to mend its damaged relationship with Liyue. You were the perfect candidate since you already knew the culture and traditions.

When you arrived at Liyue Harbor you noted that everything was the same. Wanmin Restaurant, Wangsheng Funeral Parlor, Bubu Pharmacy, everything was exactly the same. You traveled the stairs of Yujing Terrace to attend your scheduled meeting with your old friend. The Tianquan of Liyue, Ningguang.

She was already standing outside, looking abroad at Liyue Harbor from the railing. She was smoking, odd, she never smoked when you knew her. Now that you put two and two together it would make sense that almost ten years later you were two completely different people.

“Ningguang! It’s me!” You called out to her, looking in your direction she was unfazed. You rushed and took a position beside her and looked out over Liyue harbor as well. She developed well within the past ten years, not just physically but the aura around her was more intimidating.

“How have you been old friend,” she asked.

“Good, Liyue hasn’t changed a bit. I miss it…” you felt a little nostalgic. “I work for the Tri-Commission now. And I see you’ve officially become the Tianquan.”

“Yes indeed. That’s surprising- even as a child you were always so shy. I wondered how you’d do in Inazuma without me, but it looks like you’re doing fine.”

“Aha- yeah,” you awkwardly rubbed the back of your head. “You know, I missed you. Every day back in Inazuma wasn’t the same. I realized that the time we spent together caused me to rely on you… did you miss me too?” You hesitated, scared to accept any other answer other than yes. She was silent for what felt like hours even if it was just a single moment.

“I did. Your leaving made me realize I took your company for granted.” You thought she didn’t mean what she said. Until you side-eyed her and saw the confident gleam in her eyes turned somber and fragile.

“Ah- that's nice to hear. To be frank I thought you might not miss me and it made me sad to think about.” You wanted to let her know your honest feelings about her in your childhood. All the time you spent in Inazuma pondering who you were made you realize that the feelings you had for Ningguang weren’t as simply platonic but one of romance and yearning.

“I thought that I’d would be fine without you. My biggest regret ended up not relaying to you my true feelings,” she said. You thought out of all the times of vulnerability this would be perfect to confess.

“Ningguang I-“

“I like you,” She finished your sentence. “-Now that I’ve matured more I realize I need to reciprocate your feelings emotionally or I might lose you again for good this time. I feared you might not return and Inazuma might remain oppressive forever. But I remembered your promise to return to me and it was my motivation. Please promise me once more that when you go back to Inazuma you will return to Liyue again. You’ll return to me” She turned her attention to you, her pinky out to initiate the promise.

“I promise that when I back to Inazuma I will return to you.” You linked pinkies with her. Still linked, you touched thumbs and mutually kissed the base joint of your thumb. It was the pinky promise you both would perform in your childhood whenever you made promises. And to think the same childish ritual was what you gambled such an important promise on.

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