#lynnsaysstuff

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the progression from "there's a morning snack and a midday snack" and "20 bucks for pizza" buck looking after his friend's kid to "bobby's famous lasagne: 6 types of cheese cooked to perfection" buck cooking for his family to "that's makes me your sous chef" teaching his kid how to cook is making me go so feral.

#going from two separate things - like how normal friends who aren't co-parenting would organised it - to the most domestic thing ever #to being the good responsible parent and making sure he eats real food before cookies #AND and the motifs that've been established: teaching to cook as father/son bonding and cooking food as a demonstration of love #im UNWELLLLL #buckley diaz family #911 abc #right from the pilot buck has had an intense care for children (but was also immature himself) #and we've seen him grow into a person who is literally becoming a father. (alongside his increasing ability to cook - which he is learning #from his own father figure) #children - specifically caring for children and being a father - has been tied to very important parts of buck's character development #thoughout the seasons #that man wants nothing more than to be a father AND HE IS ONE. #i dont even know if what im saying is coherent anymore but you get my drift #season 6 911 #lynnsaysstuff

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.....so the hourglass at the beginging of the season in chris and eddies boggle game during the kitchen conversation about couches (romantic partners) and not seeing what was under ones nose

and how one of the writers/producers/directors (i cant remember who) said that these things would come back and forshadow the end of the season (very loose paraphrasing)

and eddies rather ominous remark 'we've got time' in death and taxes and then 'there's no better time than now' later in the episode.

and looking at the rest of the season with a argually higher than average amount of buddie and buddie adjacent content: 'go get 'em cowboy'; the focus on eddie during the rescue; do more; the shannon parallels; the recurrance of the couch metaphor; the poker date; the buckley-diaz family moments in buck's kitchen; hell even the random blurry background buck's head of eddies shoulder and the bi lighting behind buck in mixed feelings (previously named new sensation) -> a portion of which can most certainly be read as (and i do read as) eddie having feelings for buck.

and then the romantic partners for both of them - ending the season with buck in a seemingly happy relationship (however laced with forboding parallels and forshadowing) and eddie being somewhat pushed to pursue a relationship.

the two sections of their relationship are in a way bisected by the graveyard conversation: 'i think she sees me' and eddies quiet devastation (which is in the same episode that buck meets natalia in)

i wonder if the thing which eddie is running out of time - and has run out of time with - is buck.

after spending most of the season queitly i love with buck. after having thought he lost him, getting him back, and pining over him a frankly embarrasing amount, he has lost him again. because he didnt act in time.

#i cannot beleive i am actually saying this because i am a buddie truther through and through but: is this where it ends? #by god i hope it isnt #but apparently im particularly tragic today #lynnsaysstuff #4-6 911 #this has been bouncing around my brain today and i needed to put it into words #buddie #911 abc

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y’know the first time buck says ‘bisexual’ out loud on screen im gonna cry.

#911 abc #evan buckley #lynnsaysstuff

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OMG WHAT IF EDDIE STARTS DATING AGAIN (and so does Buck because they are that co-dependant) AND CHIMNEY SETS THEM UP LIKE HE DID HEN AND KAREN

#911 spoilers #lynnsaysstuff #buddie

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I have not been able to find this data online so i made a poll cause i was curious.

#lynnsaysstuff #coeliac #celiac #coeliac disease

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rewatching 6x01 and the Buckley-Diaz dinner scene????!!

"struggling to pick a replacement when he has so many other excellent options right under his nose"

"like you?"

"It's like he's choosing not to see them and everything they have to offer"

"time"

(The Genuine beer is right in the middle of the frame at the front when Buck puts the lasagne on the table.)

"and it only took me three tries to get it right"

And then into the couch metaphor of it all!

We knew all of this already but it's still ridiculous!

#buddie #(Also Madney in this episode is so beautiful.) #lynnsaysstuff

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the difference in buck's journey between buck, actually and buck, bothered, and bewildered is making me emotional

#911 abc #lynnsaysstuff #evan buckley

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the brain rot sure is brain-rotting.

#lynnsaysstuff #buddie #when ever i have time i might use my minimal video editing skills to make something with this song

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does anyone have any recommendations for merthur fics where merlín gives arthur his neckerchief as a favour?

#lynnsaysstuff #merlin #merthur

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i still cannot believe how much freedom the cast seem to have in interviews now. the stuff that Ryan and Oliver (and Lou and that one clip of Angela at the premiere) have been saying that I could never have imagined them actually saying. out loud. while the show was at fox. it floors me being able to see the genuine care and thought that so obviously has gone into the show for years be expressed. Its lovely seeing them talk about their creative processes and their opinions on parts of the show. not to mention to discussions of the fandom. and of course the care with which these Oliver and Ryan are treating the stories they are telling.

#911 abc #lynnsaysstuff

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im not certain of exact numbers, but i think there have been more than or almost 1000 911 fic published this weekend/ since the episode dropped.

#lynnsaysstuff #911 abc

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we are at number one AGAIN.

#911 abc #lynnsaysstuff

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entering the merlin fandom and trying to get a lay of the land so to speak and then realising there is no shortcut here; literally everyone is shipped with everyone.

#lynnsaysstuff #merlin

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A list of things that should be proof of buddie and would be if one of them wasn’t a guy (6x11, 6x12)

alrighty folks here goes: (sorry i'm doing this from memory I don't have the time to rewatch them again)

6x11

the heart metaphor of it all. Eddie was the one to restart Buck's heart.

the first thing buck remembers is the "alright cowboy" like??? that was on his mind.

eddie dressed in all black like a grieving spouse (cause he is one)

this episode focused on buck's relationship with his parents and siblings (inc. Hen and Chim). Eddie is not portrayed as a brother to Buck. that relationship is entirely different.

i think this episode pretty solidly infers that Chris is also Buck's kid.

oh boy were we FED with this episode

6x12

Buck is tired of company. Eddie isn't company. Eddie is his safe space. (remember that convo when they tryna catch that turkey?)

HE FELL ASLEEP ON THE COUCHHHHH.

KITCHEN SCENE. (it is so incredibley domestic)

they talk about the shooting!! (what on earth was in that script cause oliver's face! and ryan's face when he said he remembers waking up in the hospital)

the fact the eddie feels safe enough to talk about his trauma so openly with Buck is a testament to how far he has come and how strong their relationship is.

i still cannot believe that this episode actually exists.

until next time <3

#this was so incoherent and unhinged #buddie #buck x eddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #lynn's buddie list #lynnsaysstuff

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so the og kitchen conversation just exists? and eddie just said 'there's no one in this world i trust with my son more than you' and 'in my will if i die you become christopher's legal guardian? Eddie took Buck on a fancy date and was looking at him like that the whole time? they are both repeatedly salty about the other being in a relationship. ALRIGHT COWBOY, GO GET 'EM?! and then buck remembered that in his coma dream. and buck screamed himself hoarse trying to dig 40ft to get to eddie. and eddie tried to pull buck back up onto the ladder. and eddie remembers (and will never forget) that buck was dead for 3 mintues and 17 seconds. and the screentime from when eddie is shot to when they get to the hospital is 3 minutes and seventeen seconds. and buck being wheeled into the hospital is almost the exact same shot as when karen was being wheeled in and hen was doing CPR. and eddie was the one to get his heart started again. and buck fell asleep on eddies couch. and tk mistook buck's friendliness for flirting. and eddie's constantly casually touches buck. and buck cooking dinner for his family. and eddie picked up the habit of learning random facts from buck. and the christmas elf told buck he had an adorable son. and chris ran away to buck's place. and eddie feels like he's perfoming when he's dating wome. and they share a locker. and they have each other's backs. and buck taught chris how to bake. and eddie couldn't look at buck in the coma. and eddie was screaming himself hoarse as he realised buck was hanging lifeless from the end of that red string of fate. chris called buck when eddie was breaking down. and you expect me to be normal about them.

#ive literally stopped being able to form coherent thoughts and arguments so you just get lists and vibes #911 abc #buddie #4-6 911 #lynnsaysstuff