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#mental state but like lmao. circumstances are bad haha & lmao
apathyfairy · 2 years
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i was thinking about it today and like i have never been so deeply hopelessly unhappy in my life lmao like if i could talk to myself from 10 years ago i’d be like “girl... you think you’re depressed NOW ? lmao it does Not get better.”
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atherix0 · 2 years
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hii again :3 the series is over 100k words now, who else cheered!! and scar is still not (oficially) in the relationship LMAO ahhh mumbo and grian being possessive over scar means everything to me<33 their elf!!! THEIR elf<3 grian found an equivalent of an elven engagement ring in scar's back and thought i need to Destroy it i want it Gone . and mumbo tried to calm him down until grian told him what it means, this completely normal feeling when you and your boyfriend get extremely angry at the thought that your mutual friend might have been engaged to someone in the past. they both want scar so bad it makes them look stupid hehe i love how grian realized that mumbo has some very not platonic Feelings for scar and his first reaction was to be happy about it<3 mans realized that all three of them could just kiss each other and his life changed for the better. "Grian is starting to think he and Mumbo need to have a talk" YEAH NO SHIT . these two need to sit down and figure out how to invite scar into the polycule without also making him freak out lmaoo scar decided he wants to tell them about his past even if reliving it is painful for him and he's not used to opening up to people, he still wants them to know:( like they asked him about it but he still could have refused and it's not like they would force him, he actually wants to open up to them now, character development<3 scar letting himself be loved and cared for is my favorite song convex angst broke my heart</3 ahh they were both so young and had to deal with situations children shouldn't have to deal with. especially scar, it must have been so hard for him to grow up and hear people talking about how he's not gonna live long. and the fact that he was forbidden from practicing magic when he loved magic so so much and was so fascinated with it:(( he was figuring out all these complex magic stuff as a little kid omgg and he started using glyphs around that time, he's so talented and smart!! and all the scenes of him and cub just being kids were so cute<33 the awkward first kiss and dancing and sneaking out together ahh<3 it's such a shame they met under circumstances like this :( poor scar, finding out that his whole life wasn't really what he thought it was and all the people he tought cared about him were lying to him all this time. but also poor cub, he probably did genuinely care about scar but he was also just a kid, he didn't know any better :( i got my convex content but at what cost </3 teenage scar basically saying fuck you to the fae king in front of his court and then running away was such a power move. and cleo helped him escape omg:( fifteen year old scar being heartbroken and angry, running away on his own, trying to break the enchantments on the engangement piece in his hair so he can take it off..... i need to give him a big hug right now . also i need to mention how talented is he again, breaking the enchantments that the fae king himself put on it. ohh and the thing about fae and names was so cool, so that's the reason why scar gives everyone nicknames mumbo and grian telling scar that they love him and care about him<3 and grian being three seconds away from kissing him<3 mumbo probably was too tbh . MUMBO AND SCAR JUST RUNNING AROUND LMAOO they're so cute fr. mumbo and grian really need to have that talk now. please. for the sake of my mental state, i can't deal with them being all gay for each other but not even dating yet little song rec, two by sleeping at last is a very midnight mumscarian song, it describes their relationship so well i think :3
LMAO if anyone ever says they want slowburn I have given slowburn like damn <3
It's also funny because it's totally hypocritical of both of them <3 But they were so jealous that's THEIR Elven prince <3 Lmao they get so stupid about their love <3 they want him aaaaa-
Grian was like OHHH WE CAN KISS EACH OTHER AND KISS SCAR this is GREAT- LMAO THAT TALK IS SO NEEDED LIKE- haha yes they gotta figure it out hhhfhjd
They wouldn't have forced him to talk about it <3 but he chose to when they asked because he thinks they deserve to know, even though he's oblivious and didn't realize the thoughts going through their minds when he saw Mumbo with the headpiece was "mine mine ours ours mine ours-" hjfgdsjkfds IT ONLY TOOK HIM 100K WORDS TO FINALLY OPEN UP <3
</3 They had each others' backs and were always together and loved each other as much as two children can </3 Too bad it all got ruined jhfdsk yeah poor Scar, confined to the Summer Palace and always hearing the whispers and seeing the looks <3 And the fact that a lot of the people around him kept their distance because "he's going to die anyway" I'm sure he didn't internalize any of THAT behavior ahahaha- Magic is/was Scar's special interest as a child <3 a double-edged sword, he was so smart and creative with it but it's the thing that would eventually kill him </3 YEAH he's had a long time to basically master glyphs so. He obviously at that age was playing around and experimenting with them but it's still super impressive I think <3 The weird balance between "formal society where the children are highly educated" and "kids are kids no matter where/when they're from" <3 But I really enjoyed writing them as kids hjgfk their friendship </3 It was a huge blow to him and he's only finally just started to really recover, his son is the only person (and to a degree Cleo and the Beans <3) he has ever let in since hjfgdsjkj </3 Yeah it sucks for Cub too </3 He was just a kid, and he was one of the lower classes/outcasts, unlike Scar there is no way Cub could have gotten away with speaking against the King/High Court </3 Cub cared SO MUCH about Scar because Scar was just so genuine and loving and open and welcoming and how could he not </3
Scar spent most of his childhood living up to the fragile good little prince image and then he just <3 angry rebellious teenager finally snaps, and the fact that NOBODY STOPPED HIM. Nobody even tried except for like 3 people, that Court was FULL of people and only THREE PEOPLE tried to speak/stop Scar </3 I will go ahead and say that the only reason he was able to break them is because he figured out young how to push his magic into other magic, identify and shatter spells (by forcefully altering their shapes) from the inside out <3 I didn't get too in-depth in describing that in Folly, so yeah <3 (However, he still isn't 100% sure he got them all... :) ) Cleo, who two hundred years ago could not fathom a Sire being an absolute monster to their own Turnling enough to deserve death by said Turnling's hand (because they're a Lord who has only ever associated with Lords with similar values to them, which is "cherish your Turnlings" hjkfdsl), being hit with the reality in the form of an angry fifteen year old boy with what is essentially a terminal illness that there are people who could treat their own flesh and blood this way, and immediately deciding that no, this will not stand <3 Cleo my beloved YEAH the names thing is something I've planned from the start <3 Scar has been saying from the beginning that names are power but finally tells the full thing... :) I always loved the whole "don't tell the Fae your name because they can steal you away" but then wanted to also turn it around so <3
They need this Elf to understand that not only is he lovable and worthy of love, but that THEY love him <3 even if Scar thinks it's platonic love they have for him hfdlk oh you know he was <3 YEAH just a fun little moment <3 Scar make a joke and bolted and Mumbo decided to play along and just <3 <3 <3 THEY WILL HAVE THEIR TALK <3 but they will continue to be gay for each other until they can finally bring Scar in <3 (I'm not gonna write one cuz it would be so out of place but just imagine a montage of Grian and Mumbo flirting with Scar and Scar just does not realize they're flirting/being serious lmao)
HOLY SHIT that song fits so well?? Ouch my heart <3
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botwbrainrotblog · 2 years
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listen everyone i am THINKING abt l!nk in this au,,,so i'm gonna list a bunch of HCs/thoughts abt him + his characterisation in this!
He's nonbinary. He doesn't 'suddenly become' nb after being hit on the head...just kinda realises it on the journey with Zelda...it's not stated whether or not that's how he ID'd before the incident, but i mean. it didn't change his gender haha, just changed the circumstances so he was able to realise it.
doesn't rlly care abt pronouns/uses any pronouns.
this guy looks at a pronoun, asks "is anyone gonna cook that?" and doesn't even wait for an ANSWER LMAO
NOT rlly a hc BUT i'm rlly big on the fact that he enjoys cooking, so that's smthn that we'll get into more in this >:)
their hair is abt as long as it was in the game, at least at the start...but then they don't EVER rlly cut it so it gets suuuper long (they tend to put in a braid/ponytail/bun to keep it out of the way)
after ganon is defeated, there's a lot less danger on the roads/in the wild, so Link (+ zelda) don't wear armor much. like there's not much need for it...so why bother??
i don't rlly have any sexuality/romantic orientation hcs for her BUT that's fine cause there is NO romance going on in this au. none. zero..
WELL i mean paya still has a crush on her...but there's no romantic relationships, + paya's crush is much more NORMAL compared to her obsession w/link as a 100 year old assumed dead guy...
OH YEAH also most ppl don't know what link as a legendary hero looks like, so when link introduces himself, ppl just assume he has the same name...apart from ppl like impa etc, who knew them 100 years ago.
has Loaaaads of scars, both old ones and newer ones from fighting ganon.
his personality doesn't change after being hit on the head, apart from some stuff that's only there due to past experiences??? like he's the same person JUST minus everything that's ever happened that's shaped her, if that makes sense???
and even then. there's still some influences from stuff she can't remember. because just cause she isn't CONCIOUSLY aware of the past, doesn't mean it doesn't affect her
*makes them enjoy sewing* *makes them enjoy knitting* *makes them enjoy all the things seen as soft and non-essential that they "didn't have time for" when they were a soldier*
LISTEN there's a BUNCH of angst (mainly for zelda...cause link is just vibing(tm) and there's nothing for her to be sad abt rlly) BUT the main theme of this is healing, growth, and change.
BUT also,,,i need to reiterate THIS IS STILL LINK!!! THESE ARE ALL THE SAME PPL!!! JUST IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONS. fundamentally they are the same ppl!!!
same ppl but they're moving forward and growing and healing from LITERALLY HAVING TO DEAL WITH AN UNKILLABLE EVIL THEIR ENTIRE LIVES!!! like p much everything bad is somehow related to that!!!
link is NOT the only one who is growing + healing!!! ZELDA MENTAL HEALTH AND WELLNESS ARC!!! lets gooooo
WAIT i just had a thought. hold the phone.
i feel like paya would probs have a crush on zelda as well haha. yeah,,,that's in here as well now >:)
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sleepdeprivedsloth · 3 years
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i’m back :D
TLDR version...
i plan to post on mondays, wednesdays, and saturdays, but it could be more or less often than that, depending on the circumstances. i’m feeling much better and i’m glad to be back online!
long story short...
it took a while (much longer than i would have liked honestly) but i’m back online!! i feel like i owe y’all a quick explanation, so i’ll try to keep it short.
i got my first job, and it stated off as really fun! i was staying active and made some quick friends, but they started to take advantage of me being a minor and really pushed me to my limits. i didn’t really mind at first, but it kept me in a bad mindset for a while. 
not too long after, i started taking some summer school classes and i really struggled with balancing work and school. i didn’t have any time for my personal life, like talking with friends, keeping up with this blog, or even getting enough sleep. i recently decided to quit my job, and it honestly felt so liberating!
there were other things that contributed to me being in the big sad, but i won’t bother y’all with every inconvenience in my life lmao xD. i’m just glad that i’m happy enough again to end my little hiatus! 
i’m going to try to post every monday, wednesday, and saturday. it may be more often because i really want to get those requests out, but then again it may be less often because i do have schoolwork haha. i guess we’ll see.
i already know i missed a whole ass ton of posts and fics T-T it would be mentally draining to scroll through the hundreds of posts on my feed, so i plan to check out some masterlists and archives to find (hopefully) the majority of what i haven’t seen. if i follow you and accidentally missed something, please know that i would’ve loved it!! y’all are amazing <3
thank you everyone for the kind words of encouragement, and i sincerely apologize for the long wait! i’m excited to be back :)
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thisdreamplace · 3 years
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What do you think of taoism?
I want to begin this by saying, I know about taoism basics. Such as it being a big go with the flow type of philosophy. So, I am replying from that angle. If I’m off, please let me know more about it!!
So anyway, I like it and I think it is a little underrated in the law of assumption community.
Lowkey, I know a lot of people are on some Sammy Ingram type shit where they’re like noooo get your shit NOW!!!!!!! and like I agree. And if that style works for you, it works for you. I’m here for it. I think it’s great.
In the beginning I loved the Sammy approach because it helped me be motivated. But on them hard nights when I was crying myself to sleep over my circumstances it didn’t help at all LMAO I think I want to be a hard ass so bad but I’m a softie.
So anyway, taoism. I like the approach of it, and in my own practice, applying that mindset with the fact that consciousness is the only reality has made my mental state a lot more peaceful and overall joyful. Because I don’t feel like it’s me against the outer world anymore. It’s not me trying to fight against it to get what I want. Consciousness is the only reality, so it’s easy to accept I already have what I want. Then the fact I feel less resistant to what the screen of space is showing me, it’s just a lot more my speed. I go with the flow of the outer world, while also knowing my imagination is the truth. It works well for me.
I recommend this approach to anyone who may relate to me. It’s really nice and chill, haha. :)
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dannystattoo · 3 years
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I was tagged by @illtakeitgoddammit and @anditsmywholeheart - thank you friends!! 🖤
1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise? Sam! I don’t mind Samantha, but I’ve found it’s not something people who know me well ever call me. Honestly anything but Sammy is fine. 
2. when’s your birthday? February 9th 
3 where do you live? Orlando, FL
4. 3 things you are doing right now? Watching Pet Semetary, filling this out, and researching keyboards 
5. four fandoms that have piqued your interest? Classic Rock, Stranger Things, Once Upon A Time (not so much with this one anymore), and Disney 
6. how has the pandemic been treating you? I’d have to agree with Alanna, ups and downs for sure. I’ve been very lucky in most aspects, like I still have my job and was paid through the whole time i couldn’t work; my friends, family, and myself have all stayed healthy so far (knock on wood!!), and I’ve used the free time I have to pick up new hobbies or pick old ones back up. However, it’s still a pandemic, there’s so many things I miss, I live in a state that really doesn’t care, and obviously everyone’s mental health could be better, ya know? But overall I can’t complain too much even though everyone’s pandemic feelings are valid. 
7. Song you can’t stop listening to? Heat above - GVF (honestly same though!!) - to add my own answer, anything by Elton John because I finally just watched Rocket Man 
8. recommend a movie? Chopping Mall (it’s the epitome of bad 80s horror movies and it’s in a MALL what more could you want??)
9. how old are you? 28
10. school, university, occupation, other?  Working, theme park customer service. Currently working out the possibility of getting my Masters though, we’ll see. 
11. do you prefer heat or cold? I hate both and there’s very few temperatures I’m comfy at haha, If I had to choose, I’d probably pick heat? I’m very well adjusted to hot temperatures and idk man, I spent too many days in college walking over a mile to class in thirty below weather and that changes you lmao
12. name one fact others may not know about you. I’m a black belt in karate 
13. are you shy?  I think I’m right in between shy and outgoing. In most situations, I’m very outgoing and will chat with anyone, but in other circumstances I really just want to keep to myself (Example: I’ve lived in my house for almost a year, I’ve met exactly 2 of my neighbors, and one set of neighbors though my roommate owned the house because she’s never seen me before and didn’t know 2 people lived there and I’m ok with that 😅)
14. pronouns? She/her
15. biggest pet peeves? People who have to pass judgement on everything and everyone - like as long as people aren’t hurting themselves or anyone else, what they do with their life isn’t anyone’s business even if you don’t agree with it??? Just let people live??
16. what is your favorite -dere type? ...a what now? I tried googling it and nothing useful showed up 🤷🏻‍♀️
17. rate your life from 1 to 10, with 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be. Probably an 8 honestly - like I said earlier, my life is pretty damn good all things considered
18. what’s your main blog? This is my only active blog! 
19. list your side blogs and what they’re used for Nothing active, I have a few Once Upon A Time, Stranger Things, Riverdale, Star Wars, and Harry Potter URLs saved from all the fandoms I’ve been invested in over the years. I also tried and failed to run a Disney blog after I moved to Orlando, and I’m also part of a collaborative Disney College Program Blog  (technically shared with my roommates at that time) but again, we had no time to update it once we all moved down there
20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming your friend? I need constant reassurance you like me. I’ve had some shitty friends over the years who one day just decided they didn’t like me anymore and even though all of those people are out of my life, I’ve managed to convince myself I’m really annoying and people don’t actually want to be my friend.
I tag @ninkisixx, @safari-karrot, @juvinadelgreko, @satans-helper, @satingrass-maidensfair, and @hysteria--when--youre--near (only if you want to!! Please feel free to ignore if you don’t!!) 
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uiruu · 5 years
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People talk a lot about how HxH is a deconstruction of shonen anime, and like, for a long time, that’s the word I’ve been using too. I watched a youtube video that made me reconsider, and it got me thinking about this. (tho you dont need to watch it before reading this, i disagreed or had slightly differing opinions about slight things anyway)
On the whole, Hunter x Hunter does have the standard themes and tropes of shonen. The optimism, the growth, love, friendship, hardship, adversity, often loss and tragedy and overcoming it, that stuff... but what sets it apart is how it explores and examines the way those themes are handled in shonen. When HxH deals with the standard tropes of shonen, it often deconstructs.... but the series is not overall a “deconstruction”.
It digs into and subverts and often breaks things down... it deconstructs a trope and peers into its guts, only to build it back up a little. Is it a “reconstruction”? I don’t know lmao, that’s nothing haha. Even though a lot of the time, you’ll be watching it and things will happen that make you go “wow, I kind of can’t believe this is happening in a shonen battle anime...”, so yeah, it does feel different than you’d expect it to feel, but at the same time... it’s pretty distinctively still a shonen feeling. I think Puella Magi Madoka Magica is a proper deconstruction cause none of the shit in that series would fly in a regular magical girl anime, I think (uhhhh maybe. im not well versed, maybe it would, idk), and so when things spin off in that darker direction and are direct counters to tropes found in the magical girl genre, thats a deconstruction. It saw the original tropes, picked out what made them work, did the opposite, and made that work. But that’s not really what HxH does. If that was the case, Gon might face a villain and outright lose, and never recover. Or, circumstances will develop that portray the protagonist as very clearly the villain of this story. In that way, I guess you could say Death Note is kind of deconstructionist. It’s essentially a shonen battle manga/anime with psychological battles instead of physical ones, and the main character is undeniably the villain, and he only gets worse with time. HxH doesn’t usually completely deconstruct or subvert a trope, so much as it more fully explores those tropes, and has to play with deconstructing them a little bit to do so.
Here’s an example of what I mean. Take for instance, “Knov has to go in and plant teleport portal things in the king’s palace. He manages to do it, but is discouraged when he sees Pouf’s aura”. That could happen in Naruto. What HxH does differently is peer into the workings of that scenario, and thinks about what would actually happen there. It shows Knov’s panic attack, his mental state. This is maybe more of a deconstruction, because even though Knov succeeds, he is overwhelmed, and his confidence is shattered. He withdraws from the rest of the mission, at least for the time being. He is noticeably scarred by this event forever afterwards. Other shonen wouldn’t delve that deep into the implications of the actions characters take.
But then take for instance Gon’s Anime Power Up versus Pitou…. “young kid ages up because of magic to a point at which he can beat the opponent, but risks losing his nen and possibly his life”. That could happen in Dragon Ball Z (in fact dbz wrote the book on this trope). But it differs in the tone set, the way it was handled, the sheer emotional weight of every word spoken in that episode, the terror Killua has once he finds Gon, etc. This is a bit of deconstruction, in that it has this power up be an unequivocally bad thing that could end Gon’s life and shakes Killua to his core, but in the end, some of the “construction” is build back up, because Killua’s calling out to Gon saves him, and the bond of friendship (AND LOVE) that these two share brings Gon back from the brink. It was, of course, a little too late, and Gon is essentially, for all intents and purposes, dead from this point on, and the only thing that could save him was something that breaks all the rules of the universe up to this point, and is possibly a power originating in the Dark Continent, which is mysterious and ancient and seemingly full of unexplained phenomena. So, Gon is saved, lessons are learned... Things were still awkward for Gon and Killua even after Gon apologized but... in the end they still care a lot about each other. That’s not very deconstructionist... that’s awfully shonen, actually. But the level of detail HxH goes to to break from formula and show in depth what the characters think and feel is really nonstandard.
Conceivably, characters could be feeling these emotions in other shonen when these things happen, but it’s not explored in them. I bet when an anime character has a big “I’m risking my life to attain ultimate power!” moment, it could really traumatize the friends of that character... but that’s rarely something explored in any other canon of a show in this genre. And that’s the thing about HxH. It’s not so much a full, dark, terrifying deconstruction of shonen tropes, it’s an examination of them. If it was a deconstruction through and through, Powered Up Gon might have died there, or hurt Killua so bad that Killua leaves Gon forever, or he could have lost after it wasn’t enough to stop Pitou, or he could have used this power for evil and killed someone truly innocent, etc. HxH would never do any of those things. The moment of Gon’s transformation wasn’t done to emphasize how twisted the main character of a shonen could be, it was done to emphasize how much the people around Gon could love him, and how Gon was forgetting that. Gon withdrew, succumbed to grief, pushed the people he loves away. But no matter what, even after committing to this being the end of his life, Killua was there for him. Not pushed away. He saved Gon and in that moment reminded him that there are still things to live for and love to be experienced.
Hunter x Hunter arguably emphasizes the themes of love and friendship and optimism way better than standard shonen, rather than subverting those themes.
Long story short, I think Hunter x Hunter is basically Togashi flexing and saying “okay, I see what you all are going for, lemme show you how I’d do it” and fucking knocking it out of the park.
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atopearth · 6 years
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Shall We Date? Love Tangle Part 1 - Miguel Hernandez and Nolan "Arvin" Zarek Jr. Routes
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Dangg what is this elite dorm, everyone’s like super famous and qualified in their own respect, even the heroine for once hahaha. Protection of endangered animals or something? She sounds pretty. It’s literally a love tangle where you pick between two guys aye. I guess I’ll just go with Miguel and get my dose of an Olympic swimmer😂 he seems really nice though, he helped her out cleaning her room by carrying the heavy boxes out, I guess it does help with his physical training in a sense hahaha.
I’m surprised that Miguel is so good at card games and Nolan is the sore loser hahaha, so funny how angry Nolan gets😂 Such healthy people to wake up early and go for a jog haha. I wonder if he’ll really retire from swimming as it is though. I agree with the heroine, when it comes to your dream and passion, it’s hard to not get heated up about it when it’s so important to you and the frustration of being inadequate naturally will bother you. Their goals and dreams may be different but they both put in a lot of hard work for their careers.
Despite what Nolan says and how he acts, he seems to really treasure Miguel considering the way they met. It really is hard to find someone as kind and forefront as Miguel after all, even I admire him. Can’t deny how hot Nolan is though lolol, can’t wait to do his route after hahaha. Dangg, gotta admit that Miguel teaching her how to swim and her being all nervous and stuff made me feel nervous too lmao, it is true that teaching someone to swim does warrant close contact and everything… Whoaa when he helped her fasten her swimsuit since it was loose though, like omggg, this is why I’ll never get a swimsuit like that hahahaha. I’d be way too embarrassed for a guy to help me even though it is a desperate situation!
Having a little picnic at the beach together with her handmade wraps that she made in consideration of his strict athletic diet is such a great first date hahaha. I feel like Miguel’s lost his reasons for wanting to swim competitively, especially when he was talking about how he used to love swimming so freely in the past. A slump huh? It would be pretty hard to get out of that… But the power of love will prevail!!! Probably. Oh man, he does look pretty good in a suit but I’m biased since I love guys in suits lolol, guess you can call that a fetish I’m fond of hahahaha. When he kissed the back of her hand though, the fanciness of his actions and this party! But man, he’s so direct about praising how beautiful she looks in her dress that it makes me feel embarrassed lmao.
Guess Joy can console him before the heroine kicks in and “cures” him!😂 Sometimes the heroine’s cluelessness angers me, like when she was more concerned about Miguel and Joy’s relationship more than Miguel’s current state of mind after not being able to swim and how she misunderstood Nolan for being a jerk. You’d think that after she spent some time with Nolan she’d realise that Nolan would only taunt him so Miguel can stop fake smiling when he doesn’t need to around them, but oh well. Good luck Miguel. Mental battles are difficult to overcome. But he’s got her support and he’s a strong guy so it’ll be all good.
Kinda sad to see even the little kid get angry at Miguel.. but great that Nolan understood him well enough to support him alongside the heroine to make him realise how important swimming is to him and how much the people around him care for him. As cliche as it is, diving into the pool and being able to swim again because he wanted to save someone important to him is probably the most likely way for him to swim again. Happy ending for all with Miguel winning races and them celebrating together in happiness with the heroine as his lady luck that helped him get back into swimming 😊 it’s a satisfying ending I guess but these Love Tangle stories seem to be rather short.
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Heroine is so great with Nolan in the swimming pool omg. It was kinda cute when he teased her for not being able to swim in the deeper waters and then she surprised him by wrapping her arms around his neck and sensually asking him to take her to safety😂 so cute. It’s nice to know that despite his cold exterior, he tried to go to a place the heroine would like and since he only knows that she likes animals, he took her horse riding haha. But as expected, Nolan became a lawyer so he could overtake his father especially since he’s been overshadowed his whole life and has never truly been in his father’s line of sight as a child or an adult so I’m sure he wants to show him a piece of his mind. Still not the most fond of Nolan since he can be quite harsh with his words but actions speak louder than words and you can see how considerate he actually is with the way he does things for her whether it be the date or blocking wind for her and showing her the beautiful night scenery.
It’ll be tough to be a lawyer emotionally. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll be able to handle it in the future. But dangg if I was the heroine, I’d be pretty mad and disgusted at Nolan for asking those questions about the animal shelter to help his case rather than because he was genuinely interested. Sure she should have kept it to herself but she trusted him as a friend even if they don’t know each other that well. Nolan needs to get his act together and express himself better, he’s so confusing and condescending! Hmmm… If a guy really wants to know you, he’ll share his past and dreams with you? I don’t even know if I feel that way lol. But anyway, I know that he’s bad at expressing himself but he’s still so pushy and inconsiderate for important things that it just irks me! I really can’t like Nolan because he’s so high maintenance lol. It’s like I acknowledge the problems he has but the way he treats the heroine is just so… It makes me uncomfortable? He’s just very overpowering and domineering at times.
But yeah it’s really difficult when the person you admire the most in the world for so many years disappoints you, especially when that person is your father.. I guess Nolan solved everything in his own way~ and got the girl in the end! Lolol, it was a nice touch that he ended up going to work at the unemployment centre but I think it was used as more of a trope rather than really putting any effort into understanding the circumstances of the employed but then again, it’s an otome lol.
Overall, I’d say Miguel is the better guy in terms of his consideration of kindness, he’s also much more sociable and caring. He’s a good guy, I like him haha. Nolan is okay but no thanks.
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