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bth3cowboi Ā· 26 days
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paint me in lovely red, mv1xreader
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pairing: max verstappen x artist!reader
summary: a tiny slip can make your most beautiful secrets public. Sometimes the slip comes in the form of a painting, sometimes the secret is a relationship with a world champion.
format: social media au
a/n: all paintings used here were made by Malcolm Liepke! Part 1/?
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verstappen1updates Max just admitted that heā€™s in a relationship on stream! Transcript of the clip for those asking:
G: Max, theyā€™re asking about the new painting in the background. I havenā€™t seen it before either.
M: Ah yes, that was a gift for the championship win from- [Stops to keep driving]. Well, my girlfriend really.
G: [Laughs] Thatā€™s cute, sheā€™s great at painting. Oh- theyā€™re surprised now- [Laughs] about your girl.
M: Ah- We just like to keep to ourselves, mate.
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user1 YO WHAT???
user2 and just like that weā€™ve lost himšŸ„²
user3 u donā€™t know that man
user2 a girl can dreamā€¦
user4 sooo whos the girl?? I want to know noww
user5 a whole picture of his winning car??? she must be HOOKED
user6 after that season i cant blame her
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yourusername Spring is coming so new prints are out on my online shop!! Make sure to check them outšŸ’›šŸ§”šŸ‹
From the vault: ā€œmy yellow mirror IIā€, oil on canvas, 18x24. Also: my bike, me.
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user1 I just came expecting more Max honestly
user2 SAME
user3 the only thing interesting on this page
user4 ok seeing her now I get why Max let her paint him like thatšŸ˜‚ shes cute
user5 paint me like one of your french girls- max, probably
yourfriend beautiful as always YnšŸ„¹šŸ«¶ only focus on that
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yourusername thanks bbyšŸ«¶
user6 oh girl stop being so dramaticcc
user7 drop the painting of the car instead, this is boring
user8 i get it know, date rich so you can afford to do your silly paintingsšŸ¤Æ
maxverstappen1 just lovely
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inthef1paddock Max Verstappen and girlfriend Yn Ln caught together after she arrived to Melbourne for the Australian GP.
The driver had to ask through his instagram stories for fans to respect their privacy and Ynā€™s career after people flooded her social media with disrepectful comments, he did so by posting this selfie.
Mean comments will be deleted.ā¤ļø
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user1 People are so rude, its obvious they love each other
user2 Oh that hugšŸ„¹ what a lucky girl
user3 Did you see the video? He RAN to her, shes blessed
user4 idk she still seems weirdā€¦
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lando.jpg šŸ‡¦šŸ‡ŗ nights
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user1 last photo made me SCREAM, MAX???
user2 Lando is so crazy for this lol
user3 From Charles dropping it low to a hard launch he knows his public
charles_leclerc šŸ˜ŽšŸ˜Ž
yourusername šŸ•ŗšŸ•ŗšŸ“øšŸ“ø
charles_leclerc You mean šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ“øšŸ“ø?
maxverstappen1 Lando wont post those because he is lonely and he will cry
landonorris mate thats not true
yourusername its ok to be single lando we dont care you cried to our happy photos
landonorris I did NOT cry šŸ¤¢ you guys made me sickkkkk
charles_leclerc sick to tears
maxverstappen1 šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
landonorris Stoppp
landonorris Dont know what its worse, the kissy photos or the porn paintings
yourusername not pornšŸ–•
maxverstappen1 Dont be rudešŸ–•
yourusername I will paint you crying now idc you crybaby
landonorris SurešŸ˜‚
charlesleclerc Famous last words
user4 its ok Lando I will take šŸ’‹ pictures with you
user5 me toooo, I volunteer šŸ¤©
maxverstappen1 Please send me the rest of Ynā€™s photosšŸ‘
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user6 oh wow i get lando now this is so sweet its sickšŸ˜­
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yourusername ā€œLando Norris, the crybabyā€, oil on canvas, 24x30.
Prints will be available online soonšŸ§”
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user1 Oh she ate this one upšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
landonorris NO YN
landonorris YN THIS IS SO MEAN
landonorris why would you do thisšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I didnt think you were serious
yourusername See, crybaby
carlossainz55 Dont worry Landito you dont look too bad
landonorris šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user3 LMFAO THIS IS SO FUNNY
user2 the devil work fast, but yn works faster
danielricciardo Jesus how much for this one, I will give ANYTHING
charlesleclerc No man ask for your own, this one is mine
maxverstappen1 This is not leaving my housešŸ‘ good luck
charles_leclerc WHAT? NOT FAIR, YN I WILL PAY TOO MUCH
danielricciardo Whatever he pays I will give double
yourusername Sorry its been bought already
charles_leclerc ???
mclaren Thank you Yn, this will look great in our hall šŸ§”šŸ§”
yourusername šŸ§”šŸ«¶
landonorris WHAT
charles_leclerc oh my god
landonorris NO WAY
user4 SOLD TO MCLAREN? this is a fever dream
user5 I, too, want a portrait of me kissing max verstappen
user6 I respect Yn so much, cause she went from making tittie art of her bf to paint their friend crying while they makeout in the background
maxverstappen1 LovelyšŸ˜‚
maxverstappen1 Can I request one but without the crybaby?
yourusername I have a few already šŸ¤” whats one moree
user7 DROP THEM, I KNOW YOU HAVE THE HOT ONES TOO
charles_leclerc Dont drop them please think of the children
yourusername wow youre so boring
maxverstappen1 Make fun of him on a painting for that baby
danielricciardo I will pay for that one this time
charles_leclerc God no have mercy
yourusername dont worry i wont do that, being a ferrari driver is punishment enough
charles_leclerc šŸ˜
landonorris LOL DESERVED
maxverstappen1 Love you my Ynā¤ļøā¤ļø
yourusername love you toošŸ„¹šŸ„¹
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a/n: Thank you for reading!!! I might do a second part to this fic, I think there is so much more to do with the plot so if anyone is interesed make sure to stick aroundā¤ļøšŸ„¹ My inbox is now open if anyone has suggestions or ideas they want to se me writw!
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81folklore Ā· 7 months
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heaven - OP81 - part 3
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pairings: oscar piastri x private!reader (fc: gracie abrams)
summary: oscars girlfriend attends her first grand prix and the public get to see just how proud she is of oscar
authors note: ive honestly missed writing for oscar and priv!reader so we are back in honor of oscars FIRST EVER WIN AND INCREDIBLE SPRINT RACE!! im genuinely so proud of oscar and im honestly in shock. i also follow ZERO wag pages so i have no clue what they are like, if people actually follow them etc.
authors note 2: short-ish and sweet for OSCARS FIRST WIN?? i started writing this about 30 minutes before the sprint race so i had no clue where this was going to go but HE WON!!
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yn entering the paddock for the first time today! she followed shortly after oscar, spoke to some oscar/mclaren fans and handed a few who were unable to meet oscar, on his way in, some signed things she had. we absolutely love her already!!
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user81: omg sheā€™s literally the sweetest thingšŸ˜­
user17: I LOVE HER ALREADY
user61: the fact that oscar fans already love heršŸ«¶šŸ«¶
user9: oh she looks so cute!!
user72: i was one of the girls she gave something too! she said she had been following behind oscar and kept an eye on anyone who he missed to give them something after he left. she was very very shy, but she made sure to speak to everyone who oscar missed and was asking us questions about us, overall she was very sweet!!
user22: this makes me love her even morešŸ˜­and congrats on the signed stuff!! do you mind me asking what it was?
user72: thank you! and of course, we all got something different! i got a signed polaroid of oscar (im still in disbelief?! and it must have been one she took herself bcs i couldnt find the photo online anywhere), someone a bit down from me got what looked like a drivers card and i saw someone else get a picture of his car!
user22: A POLAROID?? oh you wonšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user1: i wonder if we will see her again
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first qualifying in the paddock was a rollercoaster of emotions, not the result we were hoping for, expected or wanted but its ok because oscars gonna smash it tomorrow and weā€™ll pretend today didnt happen!!
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oscarpiastri: glad you had funšŸ¤
oscarpiastri: my goodluck charm wasnt goodlucking today
yourusername: dont say thatttā˜¹ļøill try and be extra lucky tomorrow promise!!
oscarpiastri: i love you
yourusername: i love you morešŸ¤­
user3: the photo differencešŸ˜­
user14: loved seeing you in the garage today
yourfriend3: i love you but those photosšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
yourusername: stoooop i was so nervous all dayšŸ˜­
yourfriend7: wish oscar luck from all of us back home!
oscarpiastri: šŸ‘šŸ‘
user81: u are so cuteā˜¹ļø
user2: so unfair how they told oscar during the interview!!
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changed outfits but we are ready for the sprint!!
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oscarpiastri: love you lots and lots, thank you for comingšŸ§”
yourusername: I LOVE YOU!! and you dont have to thank me, ill always stay with youšŸ¤šŸ¤
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PIASTRI STORMS TO SPRINT POLE IN QATAR!šŸ¤©šŸ”„
He just keeps getting better and better!
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mclaren: YESSSSSS!!!šŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ‘
user6: P1ASTRI
yourusername: INCREDIBLEšŸ¤©šŸ¤©
user18: more than deserved!
user73: absolute legend
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user6: AHHHHHH
user81: LOOK AT HIM GO
oscarpiastri: ā˜ŗļøā˜ŗļø
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oh how i obsessively adore you.. today you took your first f1 pole position, hours later you became a formula one race winner (idc if it was a sprint you still won!!)
i have been on this incredible journey with you long before your first f2 race. i was by your side at your first f2 win and im still by your side now youve won in f1
i know how much this win means to you, i know how much you wanted to prove yourself to everyone and you have. you never fail to amaze me, especially coming back after the shit show that was yesterday
you are truly incredible and you are so so specialšŸØ
i love you so much, congratulationsšŸ§”
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user61: WHAT IF I STARTED SOBBING
user11: THE KOALAšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user72: so deservedšŸ§”incredible drive!!
user68: the f2 race winner picturešŸ˜­šŸ˜­the f1 race winner picturešŸ˜­šŸ˜­THE SMILEY INTERVIEW PICTUREšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
oscarpiastri: my favorite goodluck charmšŸ§”
oscarpiastri: thank you so much for sticking with me through it all
oscarpiastri: i appreciate you so much my love
yourusername: you are so special, lovelyšŸ©µ
landonorris: usually i hate your sappy posts but ill make an exception this time..congrats mate!!
oscarpiastri: you too mate!
yourusername: knew id get you to love these posts eventuallyšŸ¤­
formula2: weā€™re so proud of our aussiešŸ„¹šŸØ
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*text on first photo reads: my favourite thing is when i open my phone after a race and i see the photos yn sent me during the racešŸ§”* *text on second photo reads: i love seeing my boy do what he loves*
oscarā€™s replies:
user52: shes so cuteā˜¹ļø
user12: tell me that was when you won the race and not before
user61: where can i find someone like heršŸ˜­
yourusername: babyyy i didnt know youd share thesešŸ˜­šŸ˜­
oscarpiastri: just had to show everyone how grateful i am for youšŸ¤
user49: get yourself someone who supports you the way yn supports oscar!!
ynā€™s replies:
user17: oh i love you guys so much
yourfriend2: we are all so proud of oscar!!
oscarpiastri: i love you so much more than i can ever express
yourusername: oscā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø i hold so much love and adoration for you
oscarpiastri: wait when did you take this photo??
yourusername: i watched the final lap in the bathroom so i could sob in peacešŸ˜­
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elialys Ā· 1 month
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hey. as a fellow writer from niche fandoms and unpopular ships, can i just say i really appreciate you being upfront about how much lack of engagement sucks. really thank you. especially because it comes from someone like you who has a fair amount of engagement, but you know what? youā€™re right being pissed. i know i am. i come from fandoms where people are constantly yapping about lack of content yet none of them engage w/ each other. i ended up leaving bc i felt like i was screaming to a wall. and you know what? i havenā€™t stopped writing, just posting. bc why bother? so yeah, i AM writing for myself, and also keeping it from myself. idc if thatā€™s petty honestly, like no, it doesnā€™t make me feel any better if someone out there might end up liking it one day if theyā€™re being completely silent about it. fandoms arenā€™t supposed to be one-sided. iā€™m fine w people not reading my stuff cause they donā€™t like it. you can straight up tell me you hate my ship and i will be like. cool šŸ‘ but when people do read and like your stuff and yet never say anything, thatā€™s something that i donā€™t like
anyway sorry for rambling, know that youā€™re much appreciated. i remember you from my doctor who days and i wish i were in your fandoms so i could keep reading your stuff. ā¤ļø
For the longest time I didnā€™t say anything because I realize that in a lot of cases, Iā€™ve had what youā€™d call great engagement, and Iā€™ve always been so thankful for the love my stories have received throughout various fandoms. But the decline is STEEP these days, and I have the hindsight of having been writing/sharing fics online for two decades, so I have a lot of 'data' to compare these daysā€™ numbers to.
Thatā€™s the thing that has always gotten to me. NUMBERS. Being so, so aware of how many people click on our fics, and how few of them actually engage with a comment. Even at my most ā€œpopularā€, I didnā€™t get more than 5% of my readers interacting with me; it felt like a lot because I had a lot of readers, so it meant more comments, but it still was only 5%.
Like you said, itā€™s this knowing that people are reading, that they are coming back chapter after chapter, yet they donā€™t bother engaging with us, even when most of us basically BEG in author notes for them to comment and make us feel less like word spewing machines and more like creative members of their online community. What really got to me this last month was updating my fic for The Last of Us, a chapter that got 1,000 hits in two weeks, and I got 10 comments for it. I was justā€¦how the fuck are 1,000 people reading and only 10 of them bothering? Especially since that fic had averaged 3 times that amount of comments for months on previous chapters.
Every time I get disheartened by the increasingly shitty reader engagement, I tell myself thatā€™s it, Iā€™m done writing fics. But then I always go back to it a few days later because I actually LOVE writing fics. Like, fuck yeah, I do write for myself and actually enjoy it for myself (in a love-hate kind of writing relationship obviously šŸ¤£). I do it because I am in love with the characters Iā€™m writing about, and fascinated by their dynamics and relationships, so itā€™s genuinely a THRILL, and my biggest passion.
But the abysmal engagement these days is justā€¦it makes me feel like shit, thereā€™s no other word for it. Because I spend so much time and energy on those stories (because I want to and I LOVE to write), but as a fic writer, thereā€™s always this part of me thatā€™s excited to be SHARING it with the fandom. Because twenty years of this have gotten me used to at least some decent interaction, and feeling like I'm part of a community. But then the hit count goes up and the comment count stays low or nearly empty, and itā€™s just gutting. People just consume, consume, consume.
Honestly, GOOD ON YOU for still writing while deciding not to share with your niche fandom at the moment. Iā€™m thinking I might do the same with the rest of my Tess & Ellie AU, because I want to see it through and finish it for ME, but Iā€™m done spoon-feeding an apathetic crowd. Iā€™ll reach out to my most loyal readers and regular commenters when the day comes, and give them a way to read the rest of the story, might even just post the chapters straight on my blog here like I used to do, but not on AO3, not for a goooooood while.
Maybe it is petty, maybe I am just butt hurt. But fuck it, it does hurt my feelings, and Iā€™m the one spending hours of my life writing those things, so Iā€™ll do it my way. And I will continue to call readers out, and ask them to step up. We are human beings, not chatGPT, we just want some appreciation for sharing our art.
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wav3y-zzz Ā· 8 months
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Didn't realise I'd have to state the obvious over here in the cool kidz club, but if you are a pedo nonce proshipper, GET UP OUT OF HERE!!!!šŸ¤¢šŸ¤® NO LANKY NONCES ON MY ACCOUNT EWWWWWWWW YUCKY!!!!!!!! THOU HAST BEEN WARNED!!!! āš ļøāš ļøāš ļøāš ļøāš ļøšŸš«šŸš«šŸš«šŸš«šŸš«šŸš«
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If you a proshipper like actually just bogg off, i can't be bothered āœ‹ļøšŸ™„
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Anyway intro post time ig!!!!! Sorry NOT SORRY about allat at the top, just want to make it clear I don't want any creeps on my account.
The names Wav3y! I don't really mind what people call me, but yk Wav3y is I and I is Wav3y, calling me anything else would just be kinda strange yk šŸ˜‹
He/him pronouns maybe?? Again I don't really care
Fairly standard dni criteria, proshippers or any of the other variants, racists, homophobes ect. Also dni if you're just like unfunny I don't want among us jokes up in here, I already have to deal with unfunny people in my day to day life I don't wanna have to deal with them online too
I like to do ART in case you haven't noticed, but I also like other things, like music. 90s and early 00s music if we're being specific, im really into Talkshow boy mostly, but there are a ton of other things i listen to (fnaf music). Also, i mostly collect fnaf merch and monster high dolls in case you wanted to know how insufferable i am!šŸ¤‘
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I LIKE OTHER THINGS ALSO!!!!šŸ‘ I'm the biggest FNAF fan I've been into the games for years, it's pretty much one of the only things I've liked consistently for years. I like the games, the books and OMG THE MOVIE NOW which feels so crazy to say after all this time. I of course like other games, I like cookie run ovenbreak (not kingdom) and also undertale (I ā¤ļø METTATON). In case you couldn't tell I do get weirdly obsessed with random fictional characters, must be the autism..
I've got a couple of other socials, like tiktok and Instagram, but I ain't really all that active on them, JUST STAY HERE ON TUMBLR YOU GUYS!
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(Anyways feel free to ask me random stuff, send drawing requests idc go crazy)
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wulfstarbane Ā· 2 years
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š“ƒ¢ šŸ¦“Greetings!šŸ¦“ š“ƒ¢
So like I have no idea how this works but hello ā‰ļøā‰ļø
I go by StarBane on here, Iā€™m still figuring stuff out BUT. Hereā€™s my lil about me thingy because yeah.
Donā€™t expect me to be active here, just testing different social media platforms out!
BYF!!
Please ofc read my DNI before you follow. I am darkkin, and do follow some satanic related beliefs. I sometimes do negative rants and vents, but nothing hugely around the topic of SH or $ā‚¬wā‚¬r$lidā‚¬. I am also a minor, under the age of 16. If you are uncomfortable with these, donā€™t follow!
Therian identities:
ā€¢Coyote (psychological/questioning spiritual
Otherkin identities:
Zombie dog (spiritual/psychological), White werewolf (still sorta questioning identity as a whole)
Fictionkin identites:
Vanny (fnaf), Bonnie (fnaf), Huggy Wuggy (Poppy playtime) +questioning more
Otherhearted identities:
Cat (all breeds/types)
āš ļøDNI LISTāš ļø
ā€¢basic DNI, aka racist/homophobic/transphobic/abelist, ect
ā€¢K*nnies. Copinglinks+synpaths are fine!!
ā€¢Lesbian boys/gay girls
ā€¢people who kin IRL people (factkin)
ā€¢ZOOPHILES.
ā€¢ANYBODY, AND I MEAN ANYBODY WHO IS A MODERATOR/SUPPORTER OF THERIAN GUIDE OR A LYCANTHEORY FAN/FOLLOWER. I never want to interact with you guys again.
ā€¢Wild.Banjo supporters. We all know what she did and yet we pretend to forget about it.
ā€¢Opal.n.friends fans are cool, just please donā€™t talk about him here cause I ainā€™t the biggest fan of him.
ā€¢anti-Neopronoun OR harmful neopronoun user (Ex; BLM/BLMSELF, drug/drugself)
ā€¢Donā€™t talk about christianity on my page please. Iā€™m fine with yā€™all following, but donā€™t do that dumb ā€œGod loves you, turn to him before itā€™s too late šŸ„ŗā¤ļøāœļøā€ shit.
ā€¢talking about weed/marijuana/any drug usage on my page
ā€¢People who are strongly against SFW petplay OR regression, or say that it does not exist. If you donā€™t like petplay Iā€™m fine with that, but if you donā€™t like regression then FUCK OFF!
ā€¢people who mock harmless coping mechanisms
ā€¢NSFW accs (which I doubt any will be on here but- ya know. Gotta play it safešŸ‘)
ā€¢POSER THERIANS!! Yaā€™ll make our community look like shit. Being a therian is NOT about masks and tails and running on all 4ā€™s.
ā€¢Greymuzzles who mock/tease the newer/younger members of the community
ā€¢those who say therianthropy is a coping mechanism, or a disorder. It makes me uncomfortable and strongly invalidates us.
ā€¢those who invalidate other peoples therianthropic experiences
ā€¢Cavetown listeners.. (/j, Idc if you like his music lmao)
ā€¢people who misuse, mock, or OVERUSE tone indicators (ex; ā€œLOL I will bite you! /j /lh /hj /pos /nsx /fā€ OR ā€œtone indicators are stupid. /srsā€)
ā€¢Openly talking about disorders on my page. NOT saying that people WITH disorders canā€™t interact, Iā€™m saying that I donā€™t know how to respond to it when talked about. Hope yaā€™ll can understand!!
ā€¢endosystems/people who fake disorders. Aka abelism.. itā€™s just wrong lmao. I was stupid and genuinely thought I had disorders before without doing barley any research. Iā€™m embarrassed to even think about it. Just- donā€™t šŸ’€šŸ‘
ā€¢fake claimers/reality checkers
ā€¢against safe cropping and docking with dogs/supports obesity in dogs
ā€¢ANTI-abortion. Idc what you say, itā€™s a clump of cells. Fuck off
ā€¢openly venting to me or others with no permission what so ever.. itā€™s weird and can make us all uncomfortable
āœ…please interact!!āœ…
ā€¢Therians, otherkin, furries, ect!
ā€¢Stranger things or Heartstopper fans! Stranger Things currently being one of my hyperfixations el em ay oh :)
ā€¢Fnaf fans, Poppy playtime fans, or really any video game fans!
ā€¢so called ā€œCringeā€ people. Cringe culture is DEAD!
ā€¢2010ā€™s otherkins!! Ya know.. pre-TikTok online therian community :)
ā€¢FELLOW TEEN WEREWOLVES!! š“ƒ¦
ā€¢basically everyone who isnā€™t apart of something on my DNI!
Idrk know what to say next help.
Have a good day/night I guess! :)
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t4tdanvis Ā· 4 months
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very sorry if this is a dumb question but may I ask why youā€™re pro-endo? As a gender accelerationist Iā€™m 100% for mspecs but endo systems are one thing Iā€™ve heard of that really confuses me
i have no idea what gender accelerationist means šŸ˜­ /lh
but anyways, we used to be really pro-endo, and then we became really anti-endo (for like... a couple weeks? a month? cant remember exactly lol), and then now were once again pro-endo. this means weve seen all the different sides of the argument (even ones from communities we... really wished we hadnt ever been a part of - iykyk)
and yknow what? at the end of the day, it really doesnt matter. the only time ive ever had a mental health professional use endo systems/"fakers" as an argument against us having DID was from a mental health professional that said i was "too young" to know... basically anything about myself (including but not limited to being autistc, intersex, depressed, and having PTSD). that same mental health professional also said that i couldnt have DID bc i "remembered my trauma too well", so... given that no pro-endo mental health professional has ever acted that way, its a bit telling about the ideology as a whole, yknow?
anti-endo culture centers around fakeclaiming, hypermedicalization of absolutely everything, and being a Super Special Community Of Unique Special People that no one could ever understand or be a part of without checking off an entire list of boxes (and if u dont fit every single one of those boxes, ur a faker and ur harming the community and ur basically as bad as a literal fascist). i would know because ive been in several anti-endo servers, and i used to have anti-endo friends. sure, theyll deny this to hell and back, but when u actually go deeper into their communities, the nice and kind and accepting people are a very rare exception
i personally think that u dont know better than someone else about whats going on in their head. u have literally no way to tell if someone is faking or not, and fakeclaiming only hurts people who arent actually faking (an actual faker knows theyre faking, and will continue to do so regardless of how many times u tell them that theyre faking)
u just have to ask urself "is this person actually causing any harm?". u being made uncomfortable or upset by their very existence is not harm. some random 14 year old on the internet saying theyre a system without trauma is actually not hurting anyone. it is not misinformation or harm to just. have a different worldview, yknow? there are far bigger problems in the world than a pretty small online community. someone identifying as endogenic does not make them as bad as a Literal Nazi
not to mention there are so many things we dont know about when it comes to the human brain. systems have been barely studied at all. acting like its just Impossible for anything to exist outside of a very strict definition of systemhood is just. stupid. bc how do u know?? did u do literally any studies on it?? no u didnt bc barely anyone has!! and in fact professionals state that non-traumagenic plurality DOES exist - people just like to ignore that part in the dsm-v (or claim that it means something entirely different, which it doesnt, its pretty clear lmao)
tl;dr: u can do what u want forever idc šŸ‘
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10 characters | 10 fandoms | 10 tags
i was tagged by @bladeofavernus tyyyy<3 i rlly struggled to think of 10 fandoms im currently in (that had characters i care a lot about. sorry malevolent) but this was fun! not tagging 10 ppl bc im insecure and dont want to be a bother but ! not in any particular order but here they r
michelle carter (dc comics) the realization that i can only pick one dc character for this... so scary. idk if michelle is my favorite dc character ever but shes certainly up there and right now shes at the top of my brain... what does it mean to walk out of the fridge... what does it mean when everyone remembers you dying except for you... hes mourned you but youre back and you didnt even know you were gone... funerals are for the living....
paige duplass (the silt verses) my girlllll augh. augh. my false prophet... its been going not great for her lately and every scene with her recently makes me want to rip my heart out and sob and sob and sob. she just wants to fix the whole world. is that too much to ask. it might be. ill support her forever tho idc if her godchild fucks up and destroys the whole earth i will always be on her side. she went to business school shes a star employee shes an alcoholic shes mother mary. shes everything
amanda young (saw) you knew she was gonna be here i love her so bad. ive spoken at length about amanda before u all know my thoughts. saw iii you will always be famous
jung heewon (orv) thought id throw in a recent interest even tho im still no where done orv^_^ jhw is my favorite so far ever since her scene where she first used judgement day... i love the avenging angel type of character esp the way she does it (attack dog baby!) and i love her dynamic with the rest of the group.
kim kitsuragi (disco elysium) everyday i am thinking about him if you dont see me post about him know that im still thinking about him. i miss him bad
clara (pathologic) shes just a baby... i love her... i love a girl who is silly but so tragic i love a girl who was born in an empty grave i love a girl with frightening powers she doesnt understand i love a girl placed in a situation outside of her control who is still blamed when it goes wrong.
apollo (wildstorm) doesnt count as dc ok. im reaching here im rlly not into that many things its mostly just dc comics. but its his wildstorm self i actually care about sooo counting it. i miss when he killed ppl
calroy cruller (dimension 20) sorry im gonna be a calroy head forever probably hes so special to me. i love villain monologues i love treason i love betrayal.
sasha (borderlands) not into borderlands anymore but she makes this list bc sasha isnt a borderlands character to me ok shes a dear friend. i love her forever even if i will probably never play those games again. ok thats a lie but ill probably never talk about them online again. ok thats a lie too
eddie brock (marvel) it was truly a struggle to think of ten fandoms i currently care about um. i dont even like current venom comics. but eddie will always be special to me i love u insane girl<3
not tagging anyone today im way too tired to think of ppl sorryyyy but if u want to do this just say i tagged u šŸ‘
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