#now when i imagine being a cowboy it's like. an emo cowboy. i'll have the cowboy hat but we're playing MCR in my huge truck

[uncanny-tranny]

Another thing that should have tipped me off that I was trans was I was raised on country music, yeah? I'm not talking the good country between ~1940-1980, by the way, I'm talking the 2000s, but all those country songs that the man was talking about his girl? I always pictured this distant future where I was like this cowboy who got all kinds of ladies.

I don't think my closeted self would dream of myself being where I am now, but I still do hope being a cowboy is at the least in my future...

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #i love reminiscing about my egg-y self. the fool was simultaneously aware AND clueless as all hell and we love to see it #(the song i still remember this clearly was Gimme That Girl) #i stand by my opinion that 2000s country paved the way for me putting undue hate onto the entire genre #now when i imagine being a cowboy it's like. an emo cowboy. i'll have the cowboy hat but we're playing MCR in my huge truck #it's crazy that i survived over ten years of listening to nothing but that type of country music though #if you're wondering: yes i should be asleep but consider i am in a Silly Billy type of mood #wait should i make a playlist of all the songs that made me euphoric as a kid. i want to see what the overarching trend is #(that is if i can even remember them all...) #also if you read this far (congrats btw) put some egg moment of yours that makes you like 'how did i NOT know' if yoh have one of those