#okay so i think i was def drunk but it wasnt a good drunk and i dont wanna do that again lol
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i havent hung out with a group of my friends in so long i feel like im overstimulated. im also kinda tipsy rn and im just eating chips and listening to two diff convos
#mypost#8.13.22#were just sitting outside at a table and its kinda nice out#might go in the pool later#i can literally feel my heart beat is going so fast#i have the lowest alcohol tolerance#im back and drinking sucks for me my tummy hurts i threw up i cant#okay so i think i was def drunk but it wasnt a good drunk and i dont wanna do that again lol
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Have i fucking ever given you a reason to think im a scumbag, think real fucking hard. After everything we went through, all the support, all the "love" and appreciation for eachother. I have been nothing but there for you. I have done nothing but try to be understanding towards you and patient. Sometimes we didnt communicate and it made things difficult, but was i a scumbag? Did i ever do anything to you or anyone to make you think i didnt try my best to be there or helpful or a good fucking person. I dont like drama, i dont hate anyone, i dont want to see anyone upset or angry, especially you. You deserve the fucking world, everyone does. So what the fuck happened man, what makes you think i was actually talking shit about you. Whos twisting my words or your mind and why was it so easy for you to disregard all ive been towards you over the past year. Best manager ive ever had and one of my best friends, you got me my job and ive been slowly recovering and pleased to be there. Now what, you think im so much of an asshole you guys banned me from the stores and were ready to press charges over something i said? What did i say, fucking call me and tell me. Cuz i dont fucking know. If you think i drunk talked to people i havent. I havent been drunk at work since you told me to never do it again, and that was when i was working for you. Drunk now? Drunk texting people at my job now? No, and no. Im about to go to work and be anxious about how everyone there probably thinks im a scumbag now, whole town probably lowkey thinks it because thats the kind of place it is. All regulars, lots of drama. If i wanted to make your life hell i couldve told everyone we fucking slept together, an obvious lie and we both know it but everyone else would question and talk about it. That would be a scumbag move. Would i? No, never, even now being as pissed off as i am. I respected your requests. The "dont text back, delete those posts, etc". I lied to him about kissing you, all of it to help try and keep your mental state okay while mine fucking broke. Ive only ever spoken highly of you at my job. Ive lied so much to the people asking why i quit working for you to save your image because i still fucking care about you. "I left because i didnt enjoy some of the people i worked with and it was just a stressful environment to work in, or just needed to feel like i was moving up in the world or needed a change of pace". You dont think im important anymore or am not a good person? Who are you. What the fuck happened to you man. We were good friends and you were so quick to toss me aside fucking multiple time. Getting past the "relationship" was a good reason to toss me aside. It def helped us both give up on that, but tossing aside our friendship like we didnt have one. Tossing me aside now, thinking ive just became an asshole in the past few weeks and am trying to shit on your life? Are you just saying all this to try and get past me or what idk man, if you are and care about me at all anymore then please fucking stop because youre hurting me even more. Like what the fuck man. Im so pissed off at you right now, and i should hate you but i just fucking cant and thats pissing me off even more. Forgive all my swearing to any christians reading this if anyone reads this at all, but i try to be a man of God and you know that too. So i forgive you for thinking im some cunt now. I forgive you for the emotional rollercoaster waiting for you to change was. You said you ruined my life, you didnt. You damaged me and broke me but i forgive you, im repairable. I still have my whole life ahead of me. I wasnt it, i wasnt enough, i wasnt the one, i wasnt important, everything you said i was, wasnt, even though you said you meant everything you say to me. Its all very clear to me now thank you. I forgive you. Youve really pissed me tf off though. Youve always wondered/wanted to see me get pissed off, well here it is, congrats you did it.
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I'll try to not be too distracting since i know how important exams are, but i know you'll ace your exam. You're a smart girl<3 I hope you have fun when you go out after, I wish i could be there to take care of you while you're having a good time. Im glad you feel honored, you've just been on my mind a lot🫣 pretty music makes people think of pretty people<3 Kali is one of my favorite artists, if a scandal about her ever broke out it'll break me inside bc as a latina, Im a big supporter of other latinas🤭
Im basically the same way, I used to be extra prepared charger cords and all, but nowadays all my friends and i need is like IDs, a wax pen or two, and our phones 🤭 but im def making sure my friends are safe bc i have the most wits about me when we're drunk. Yeah i was thinking about you 🫣 i had to reel in my thoughts before i got too turned on though so at least it wasnt too worrisome. You'd fit right in with us sweetheart<3 it would've been so nice to have you on my lap drinking with us and talking to us🥺
Such a sweet girl, speaking when told to<3 makes me feel better that you get it, and you wont think that i dont care! Ive had a few people think that before.
Youre so cute sweetheart<33 and with you saying it so confidently it makes my heart ache a little that i really cant just show up to your apartment and use your pretty little pussy</3 you deserve to be used after using your brain to study all day 🥺
I like seeing others happy too, if you were just a pretty girl i was walking by i'd give you a complement on how you wore your hair and one on your outfit just to see you smile, wouldn't ask for a number or nothing, just an innocent complement and hope it made your day better. I dont like one sided shit so it makes me happy to see you say that first 🥰 you really know how to make a butch feel special you know that? Youre too good at flattering leos, sweetheart. I think you holding my face in your hands would fix me actually<3
Wait thats too cute 🥺 if i got to be comfy enough i would definitely be more than willing to let you learn my schedule! I would love to ft with you whenever you wanted omg🤭 you are too sweet<333 i bet so many people would be jealous of the fact that such a pretty princess isnt calling them up out of the blue<3
I promise im not too hard on myself, last time i needed to check myself was well over a year ago. I know i deserve good things. And not to be on some hippie shit but if i didnt think i did, i wouldnt be willing to accept all the ways the universe has helped me. Im growing but i still still slip up like everyone else you know?
youre not distracting at all!! you are a welcome break hehe!! my brain hurts but i love talking to you! and youve been on my mind a lot too!!
yes i always have some meds and chapstick and chargers and eye drops and stuff haha. but when im drunk i get a lil carried away so take care of me okay? hehe
yes im such a good girl hehe!! i just wanna be relaxed and spend time with someone!!
stop i love when people compliment me!!! it makes me sooooo happy and i feel more confident that day. plus coming from a kindhearted soul like you? it would make my day
yay!! i love calling people! especially video calling bc i just feel like its more personal! plus i love seeing people hehe, makes my heart full!! and i should be the one who people should be jealous of! look at you!!
yes i completely understand! im glad you are at that mindset! i feel like thats a very mature way to look at things
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Babe Week dream #3
Todays dream was also interesting.
Again 2 ALIs. But i was def more into one....sort of like before. Again black vs white. And again only knowing the black guys name (sean).
Um....and idk it was basically like we were in an airbnb in the middle of wyoming. So secluded and boring and we didnt have much food but it was a mix of my friends and florida family and we were all partying having a cute chill time.
Like just smoking, drinking, movies, hot tubs, vibing for days. I was starting to like the one guy so much. So it was so fun and freeing to just find him and be affectionate, like hug him and kiss him and cuddle on the couch. It was just so cute.
At first the fight was even and we were all just having a good time. But when i started liking the other guy more i was trying to distance myself from sean, and sean would like pull me to like grind on him and dance with him, and i was trying not to be mean cause....like before i had been leaning into it but i didnt want other guy to see and be mad and think i wasnt into him in the way i was.
Also there was this emotional moment with morris?? um, yea he was crying bc...well im not sure why but he was having a breakdown. And it was just him and me in a bathroom consoling him. And i was like you can let it out its okay, we love you. YOur friends love you so muhc like we all care about you, your like a little brother to me. And i genuinely love and care about you.
But also i was struggling to find the words i was just trying really hard to be supportive. Earlier in the night.....we had kissed. And it wasnt romantic like there was some reason for it, we were drunk, but we kissed in the shower and idk if thats even important its just weird that i kissed morris ya know?
um......that might be it. There were so many bedrooms....and i really wanted to find a place with mans to cuddle
some food insecurity stuff came up...
But thats pmi
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Hi dear! I've seen you didn't talk much about Sadistic Beauty these days... What are your thoughts on ending and two side stories? Especially Wookying and Minho's one? Tbh I'm disappointed and disturbed :(
i had to step out of this story bc it was leaving me frustrated, irritated and disappointed not to mention very confused LOL.
yep, im still fairly disappointed with where the author went with this. a major conflict that should or could have been in the main story was the whole drama including wookyung fighting with doona to get minho but it was swept under the rug only to return as some after thought as a side story (probably excluding doona).
there was such a great opportunity to finish it in the main story but the author decided that minho had to suffer all of the consequences and everyone else is going scot-free LOL. truly a shame. i wasnt surprised that doona was ending up with haesol, never was into them, still not into them.
i have a certain distaste for characters like haesol, he’d be best described as a simp. and i absolutely loathe simps lol. there’s a fine line with being there for someone and being there in hopes that smth more might change, he def wants to date doona and saying that he’s okay with how things are and if they don’t date, is basically a blatant lie to himself. if that was the case, he wouldn’t let her string him along and use him for sex. the feelings he has for her will just be kept in the back, but it will most likely resurface in some way or another. in the long run, it’d hurt him and that’s just not worth the hassle. obv since the writer wanted them to happen, he’s prob gonna get what he wants lol.
i def found the whole rivalry btw donna and wookyung in order to get to minho way more fascinating, and wished it was explored more.
now, the only thing im happy with is gyerin is probably getting her happy ending with the new girl. she’s also the only one who went “fuck this” once she saw doona wasn’t going to reciprocate her feelings, and im rlly glad she did that. at first, i didnt think much of her, but now, seeing how the story went (lmao), im all for gyerin being happy.
and as for wookyung and minho, im interested in how their story will unfold. but i feel so so bad for minho, he was a jerk and an asshole i wont deny that, but he didnt deserve all of the hate and harm he got and still is receiving according to the side story preview. wookyung is still a great and fascinating character, i do like characters like him, but how he was used was just not satisfying. and it seems like there might be a case of stockholm syndrome coming up where he might fall for wookyung. i just wish doona had smth to do with it before she parted ways or she could have helped minho, but yeah. *shrugs*
this story left me confused as to what the author is doing, there is wasted potential and opportunities at every corner. the plot goes one way then goes another to end on a weird note.
i also think the whole gl, bl stuff was more of a fanservice thing and that’s probably why it’s more of a disjointed story? as in, i feel like the gl and bl stuff should either have been more of a focus and woven into the story or it should have been entirely separate so the author wouldn’t have to shove many things at once and just focus on one or two pairing.
one thing i might add for the story is that it felt as if it was trying to make us surprised, but the so called “twists” that happened just made it more confusing and those probably shouldn’t have been there as they don’t add much to the story narrative.
back to gyerin, you can see that gyerin and the new girl can have their own separate story from the start (she didn’t have much to do with the primary conflict and could easily have a flashback to doona instead of the whole fanservice lol). the same goes for wookyung and minho as well, and it’d have been perfectly fine. at the end you basically see three pairings, the m/f, the f/f and the m/m.
however, we dont even know if minho is into men? so i’m not sure how’s that gonna be considered BL? then again, every pairing could have been in the main story, but it’s not? for some reason??? it feels as if the author wanted their pairings without putting in the effort of making it into the main story, hence the side stories or they just wanted to make it separated without putting too many characters in it.
obviously, for wookyung and minho, there’s no way doona wouldn’t have done smth if it was fully explored in the main story, and it might have changed the ending too. there’s multiple ways the story could have gone, but this one was the only conflict that was much more interesting imo, but it wasnt used that much.
gyerin didn’t really have much to do there other than be lesbian fanservice for doona (and the audience, writer and maybe the artist too?), and to be some kind of support for haesol. that’s about it, so i can understand why she’d not have a full blown romance in the main story, but seeing that she keeps reappearing, she still could have her side story integrated into it. lmao i don’t even kno if doona is bi/pan lol or if she just had sex bc she was drunk then did it just for pleasure without being interested in women at all.
EDIT: iirc doona did get aroused seeing gyerin uh doing stuff, so it could be possible that she is interested in women, but maybe only sexually? although i still could be wrong lol and it could just have been a moment of “I’m straight, but horny and u’ll do for now”. she could be in the closet too, who knows.
overall, sadistic beauty had some interesting conflict, some good characters (ill never like haesol lol), good art and the storytelling by this artist is well paced, but the execution and where the story went leaves a sour taste in my mouth. would i recommend this story? absolutely not. it is so frustrating, and for what? i wish i had saved myself this headache from the very start but the art and the fact that doona was a dom was what reeled me in. i only came back to it to see if the writer redeemed their story in some ways, but... well... you saw how that went.
i would follow the artist if i could, their art is beautiful. however, i cannot say the same for the writer.
from my exp, it seems that many webtoons have good art, but the writing definitely leaves way more room for improvement.
that said, i do hope ppl will learn that in order to make a great comic/webtoon/manga and so on, it is not only about pretty drawings. the story and writing should be up to par with the art. if not, it should be at least close to it. because the art might attract people, but if the story doesn’t resonate, if it doesn’t make much sense, then ppl are bound to leave and drop it. and what is a story, but pretty pictures and nothing substantial in it? nothing, but superficial beauty.
#sadistic beauty#rant#ramble#confused as fuck#wtf#why#sadistic beauty rant#spoilers#sadistic beauty spoilers#listen the amount of times i flipped my shit on this story would fill a whole bathtub
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lion tamer izzy stradlin x reader
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a little break from motionless and def leppard lol. i havent written for izzy in a while but he baby so here you go, have something cute. i have two more lepp fics coming out in the next couple days though so enjoy
she unedited lol sorry if there are mistakes
song: caffeine cold by fall out boy
Edit cause I forgot to add:
Tag list: @cynic-spirit
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"come on iz, youre last."
i sighed, grabbing his arm and pulling him out of the backseat of my car. i swung his arm over my shoulder and tried to distribute the weight but it wasnt really working. he was basically dead at this point, stumbling around as i walked us to the door. we had all gone out to celebrate the new album release and they had all drank a little too much. i of course was left as the designated driver per usual since i didnt really drink, nor did i usually mind. tonight however was a task, like herding kittens, each member getting side tracked at something new as i tried desperately to get them into their houses or hotel rooms and into their beds. Izzy of course was last, letting me stay with him while i was in town for the release party and start of the press tour.
"youre really good at this."
izzy complimented, a long string of words pouring out of his mouth as i unlocked the door and shoved his keys back in his jacket pocket.
"thanks iz, someones got to be or else you would be on the floor more often."
just as i was closing the door he moved forward without me and tripped, dropping straight to the ground. i sighed as he rolled over and laughed.
"like that."
i pointed out. he kept laughing as he sat up, taking the hand i offered to him. instead of getting up though he just pulled me down with him, me dropping to my knees with a loud thud. he giggled some more at the exasperated look on my face.
"now youre on the floor too."
he laughed out, poking his finger at me. i rolled my eyes and stood back up, walking around him, pushing my arms under his and lifting him to his feet.
"woah."
he said a little stunned that i had just dead lifted him off the floor.
"have you been working out?"
he questioned as i turned him and put his arm around my shoulders again.
"yeah, its called moving five drunk toddlers around."
he sent me a sleepy smile as we finally made it down the hall.
"that sounds like a lot of work."
he said matter of factly, dropping the bottle i didnt know he had onto the soft carpet of his bedroom floor.
"you have no idea."
i grumbled as i leaned into him and pushed him to the bed with my shoulder, watching him roll onto his side and his hand drop to his stomach.
"oop, nope, hold on."
he said standing quickly and dropping in front of the trash can by his nightstand. i looked to the ceiling as he threw up, cringing at it. i looked back down when he inhaled deeply and he was already on his way back to standing.
"okay sir, time to brush your teeth now."
he whined as i helped usher him to the bathroom.
"do i have to?"
he protsested as i squirted the toothpaste onto the brush and wet it, handing it to him.
"yes, if you dont i will."
he dropped his shoulder and stuck the brush in his mouth, moving it around and leaning in to look at himself in the mirror. as he pushed it around his gums he grinned widely at himself, the bubbles around his mouth making him look like a clown. i shook my head at him.
"dont forget your tongue."
i reminded and he turned to me to stick it out, closing his eyes and brushing down it.
"thank you."
i said, crossing my arms over my chest and he bent down and spit into the sink, holding his head under the faucet so he could rinse his mouth out. when he stood back up he sent me another sleepy smile, dropping the toothbrush onto the counter.
"now what?"
he asked like a giddy child. i placed my hand firmly at his back and pushed him back out into the room.
"now you go to bed."
i said a little hopeful. he pouted at me in return.
"aww but y/n i dont want to go to bed. the night is still young and so are we."
he said, plopping down on the side of the mattress.
"we'll still be young in the morning when you get up. in a pain and possibly hungover but young none the less."
he frowned at me as i moved to take the denim jacket off his arms.
"do i get to take your clothes off?"
he asked, wiggling his eye brows at me.
"no, now take your shirt off, i dont even want to know what it is you have down the front of you."
he looked down at it confused before shrugging and doing as told.
"anything else you want me to remove?"
he said reaching out for my hand and holding it, looking up at me intently.
"shoes, off."
i demanded and he smiled widely at me, kicking them off.
"pants too?"
he said seductively. i rolled my eyes.
"only if you dont want to wear jeans to bed but you had better have underwear of some kind on this time izzy stradlin or i swear to god."
he laughed before standing up and undoing his pants, and there it was, of course he wasnt wearing any. i groaned and turned around.
"oh come on y/n its not like you havent seen it before, you practically lived here for three months."
i shook my head and went to his dresser.
"i know that izzy but that doesnt mean you have to just have it out all the time."
i shook my head and grabbed him some underwear and pajama bottoms, tossing them his way. i didnt want to look but it was kind of hard to miss, he was standing fully nude now in the middle of his bedroom, hands on his hips in fully glory.
"get dressed."
i demanded, making him laugh again before doing as told. i crossed my arms over my chest as he fumbled around to get dressed, plopping back down onto the bed when he was done.
"better?"
i asked a little annoyed, walking to him and trying to tuck him in. getting him under the covers was more of a task than i thought it would be.
"wanna join?"
he asked, raising a brow and smirking at me.
"no thank you, i have my own bed in this house."
he grabbed my hand and pulled me forward. i caught myself before i could fall into him and was face to face now. he smelled like vodka and mint.
"please? itll help me sleep better knowing youre here."
he said, pouting. i sighed.
"fine, but im only doing this to make sure you dont vomit in your sleep and kill yourself."
he smiled widely before scooting over and letting me in, me kicking my shoes off first and readjusting the dress i had on. before i knew what was happening he was snuggled into my side, face pushing into my neck and arm around my waist. my eyes got wide as he got comfortable.
"iz?"
he hummed in response.
"what are you doing?"
he just shushed me. a minute later he was snoring softly and i was left there in the dimly lit room defeated.
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when i woke up i could smell something burning, making me jolt upright. izzy wasnt in the bed next to me like he was last night and it was only ten thirty. i found that odd given that we didnt even go to bed till almost four. i stood quickly, flattening my dress down and making my way down the hall to the kitchen. i stood in the doorway dumbfounded at the sight in front of me. there was izzy, smoking a cigarette and cooking breakfast. bacon and pancakes by the smell of it.
"morning sunshine."
he said fairly chipper, taking a sip from his mug. i raised a brow, pushing my bra strap back up onto my shoulder.
"morning."
i said confused. i stood and watched him flip the pancakes.
"you just gonna stand there all morning or are you gonna come eat?"
he half laughed at me, looking up with light eyes.
"uh yeah, sure."
i said slowly, trudging to him and taking the plate he offered up.
"drink?"
he asked, picking up the second mug that was on the counter. i took it without think and went to the bar. as soon as i took a sip i cringe.
"what the hell is this izzy?!"
i asked setting the plate down.
"orange juice and vodka."
he said matter of factly and i just sighed in defeat. no wonder he was so happy. that asshole still had alcohol in his system and was just adding more.
"you are gonna feel like shit later."
i noted, walking to the sink and pouring it down the drain. he sent me a wicked smile and cheersed me before taking a drink.
"i promise its nothing but coffee for me after this."
i sent him a disapproving look.
"sure it is."
he finished stacking pancakes onto his plate and joined me at the counter, sitting in the bar stool beside me.
"so, how did you sleep?"
he asked, resting his leg against mine comfortably.
"fine."
i said shrugging. he sent me a weird.
"you were in bed with me and just slept fine?"
i laughed at him and shook my head, pouring syrup on top of my food.
"well it wasnt exactly fun. you were so drunk it was a task to even get you into pajamas, much like last time you werent wearing anything under your jeans which i dont appreciate."
i said sternly and he smiled to himself, nodding like he'd accomplished something.
"yeah i forgot about that."
he said proudly. i rolled my eyes, taking a bite.
"well youre wearing some now and thats what really matters."
i said and he laughed.
"no im not."
i looked up at him with wide eyes.
"when i got up to pee earlier i realized i was wearing them and took them off, fuck that."
i sighed deeply but didnt respond. i just shook my head and kept eating.
"do you like it?"
he asked and i raised a brow.
"breakfast i mean."
i nodded.
"yes its very good."
he smiled widely at me.
"great cause its my apology for last night."
i looked at him confused.
"i know im a handful when drunk, hell i know we all are. you always take care us though, so i guess its a thank you too."
i smiled at him.
"thanks izzy."
he leaned over and nudged me with his elbow.
"dont mention it."
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Reason why Shinhwa is Problematic group
So last nite when I scrolled over twitterland, i stumbled upon this tweet from one of shinchangs that I followed,
and curiosity kicked me in, and i searched to know what happen and found that this girl from that fandom questioning the legend status of shinhwa on her tweet, and not only that she also said shinhwa is problematic group, after she found the post from this tumblr page offensivekpop.tumblr.com that referred to shinhwa-suju’s indian dance during shinbang and fact that shinhwa used many n-word for their songs.
I am all okay if not everyone willing to acknowledge Shinhwa as LEGEND. The title will be forever as a subjective matter, its up to personal preference. Reason to call a group LEGEND will be different cuz we can see it from many point of view. Eventho generally speaking SHINHWA and other KPop 1st gen group deserves to get the LEGEND title, and no one should questioning why or throw the should they question.
But what makes me itchy is, to call Shinhwa as problematic group because of the weak reason stating the indian dances and n-word. Its all happened in the past duh. Why still digging it? If wanna accuse shinhwa, better to give more valid, strong, legitimate reasons. And for indian dance itself, did it sparked controversy too back then, 6years ago when JTBC aired that eps? I dont think so. Was there any articles like from soompi, koreaboo, allkpop, dispatch and other salty medias? I googling it and the only one who brought it and took it as offensive was this anonymous person who submitted to the offensivekpop itself (x) . And about the usage of N-word. Duh. I dont wanna start write abt this. Cuz isnt the main reason why I write this post.
So, left aside the girl from that fandom who called Shinhwa as Problematic group, for me myself, I can add more reason if I want to justify the girl’s statement...
SHINHWA is SURE A PROBLEMATIC GROUP.. They have this 20years together.. And from stories which came from their own mouth make me admit if shinhwa def have problem with their behaviour.. And why is that?
1. They rejected the idea of SM recycled the group if 2nd jib happened to be failure too, and agreed to end their idol career and cont pursued their education. How can a rookie group thinking like that? So problematic ever since day 1.
2. They never care to listen to what people said when they insisted that they are still 6 members, that Andy still be the part of Shinhwa when people were delighted to see Shinhwa as a perfect 5-members idolgroup.
3. Try watch their HEY COME ON messed up performance for KBS. What on earth ? Who the hell do they think they are?? If this wasnt an act that show how problematic they were, then for me its a valid proof of how snob they were. Sigh.
4. Again, they rejected the renewal contract from SM because they knew some members didnt get it, or they knew SM treated them unfairly. As problematic as it may sound, Shinhwa loves to put themself into a problematic situation because of their stubborness. How dare they were to be the 1st group who left big agency like SM? Did they know the risk and consequences??
5. And how about the fact that Shinhwa members peed behind the tree and waved their hands to greet fans who saw them did this? And how can they always bragged over their drunk stories? Bragged that they won the sexy dance competition? Seriously, Shinhwa? Are you immature or crazy or what ? Ah, no. Problematic. No wonder if other fandom sees you as a problematic group.
6. And dont let me start to talk about how heartless, how cold the way Dongwan treats sasaeng. Sprayed them with coldwater? Throwed them with stuffs? Scolded them for 2hours? Forced them to do physical workout like sit up, etc as a punishment for keep on coming to the dorm? Cmon, dude you are idol. Thats not how you treat fans!
7. Another reason to accuse Shinhwa as problematic group can be seen from the earlier days of how they did an interview. Its a total chaotic. Ruckus. Commotion between members here and there. Shouting for no reason. Nonstop bickering over silly stuffs even when they knew the camera recorded everything. None from members gave serious answer and showed their respect to the host/VJ/reporter. Shinhwa always play with themself, no matter they were, be it in stage, behind the stage, in the midst of interview, photoshoot, you named it.
8. Dont forget the fact that Shinhwa is the only group ever released seminude photobook. Like. WHAT THE HECK? No idols showed their butt to the fans so confident like Shinhwa. Such an exhibitionist. And they were also the one who started the beast-Idol trend. Showed off their abs during Only One. Ugh. Dongwan’s choco yummy abs. Ugh.
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Im sure other than 8 stuffs that I already wrote above, there are still many legitimate reason out there that we can use to accuse Shinhwa as problematic, one big crazy old-idol group. But call us blind, we still love them that much, in fact we love Shinhwa because of that reason. If other fandom failed to see the good in Shinhwa, unable to see how precious Shinhwa is, then let them have that salty oh-so-wrong opinion towards Shinhwa. We, Shinhwa Changjos, just stay together protecting uri oppadeul, just like what Dongwan said, that SHCJ is the Knight of SHINHWA. That we will do everything for the sake of SHINHWA. Cuz we know, world outside SHINHWA is a dangerous one. So we choose to stay inside Shinhwa.....
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ok i’m just gonna recount the ridiculous night i just had and you tell me what you think/if i’m gonna get fired lmao (these are all work people and stuff in the story)
so this guy zach who’s like 30 invited a bunch of people like ages 21-30 (younger ppl but not only new ppl) to a happy hour after work today because this girl lucy who is like 23 is here from pittsburgh. ok so i think i should go, meet people, socialize with co-workers it’ll be nice. at 5pm after work we walk to a bar nearby. it’s me, zach, another guy who’s like 28, and 2 other girls who are 23. okay. i have one beer, everyone else has 2 or 3. fine. we hang out, laughing, talking it’s really fun. now it’s already like 7:30. we walk to another restaurant nearby for dinner. everyone else has several more beers with dinner. now it’s 8:30, we ate dinner, everyone is very tipsy and i’m sober. i turn to go home, and everyone’s like “no!!!! after-party at the office!!!” im like w h a t i thought they were joking but no. (and ps. last weekend i went to a party and zach was there and he kept bashing me for leaving early and i’m the new girl and dont wanna be known as anto-social and always going home early so i feel like i have to stay). so. we all go back into the office. it’s almost 9pm. it’s dark out, everyone is obvi gone from the office, we have to unlock the doors and shit. 28 year old guy (who is our IT guy) goes “i’m gonna get our karaoke machine” also thought this was a joke. nope. all 6 of us (5 drunk, one sober-me) go into our fancy conference room, IT guy hooks up laptop to our giant projector (with a camera) and starts blasting britney spears karaoke through the projector and speakers of the conference room. cameras are def recording this. everyone except me goes into the office fridge (which contains cases of beer) and takes more beer and starts drinking. [[ok pause DISCLAIMER: i’m like not entirely sure what the rules are for drinking at work, because our fridge is always stocked with beer that employees can have at any time, and some people drink on fridays or even any other afternoon in the office, even liquor. i’ve seen like 50 year old ppl at our company drinking during the day at work, this company seems very lax with alcohol, almost to the point where like...... i feel like everyone has a drinking problem bc theyre drinking every single day?? everything is kind of centered around beer here it seems lol but like...?? we’re a culture of fun? i guess? and apparently having beer at work is like a common millennial thing now for progressive companies? idk.]] so back to the story it’s 9pm and they’re all drinking beer, dancing on table tops and singing karaoke in our conference room (and one girl got a snapchat video WITH ME IN IT which is my real main concern........ i wasnt doing anything just kind of watching people dance and laughing i wasn’t drinking but like.......... proof that i was in the office at 9pm and other ppl were dancing ----- not a good look). THEN everyone decides we have to skype call some guy named jack who works here but i’ve never met him he’s in NJ or something? so they literally use our conference room skype projector and skype him onto our giant projector screen and continue singing and dancing with him---------- also probably was being monitored and recorded or something.... idk just more proof of me being there. at 9:30pm i finally left, literally i felt so obligated to stay the whole time it was so weird i felt like i couldnt leave all night. they are all still there at the office drunk as fuck. THOUGHTS
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this took me so long
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
dio
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
more outgoing? but not at first
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
dio
4. Are you easy to get along with?
so i’ve been told
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
oh def lol
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
girls
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
“relationship” lol yes
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
my soulmate bryant… gonna be doing a tennis tournament in socal
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
if it’s guys talking yeah, otherwise nah
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
ummmmm probably you?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
I lov u
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
love in color - taeyeon, i blame on you - taeyeon, bambi - jidenna, talking to the moon - kream, foldin clothes - j cole
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
if i like them yea!!!
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
luck idk… but miracles yea it’s a miracle that my girl likes me back lol
15. What good thing happened this summer?
:000 i don’t remember this past summer at ALL
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
UMMmmM OFC not to be cheesy but i literally wrote a song about slow kisses with her afsghfkj
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
yess
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
who even was my first crush? probs some girl at church so no
19. Do you like bubble baths?
I haven’t had a bubble bath in years but probably
20. Do you like your neighbors?
idk my neighbours…………. one of them is the ex-fire chief of oakland which is cool i guess
21. What are your bad habits?
procrastination, staying up late, singing 24/7, not finishing drinks and leaving cups without washing them
22. Where would you like to travel?
I was thinking about studying abroad for a summer in college… we’ll see
23. Do you have trust issues?
i don’t trust myself
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
talking to dio
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my fingers are hella short so i cant play instruments as well as i’d like :(((
26. What do you do when you wake up?
go back to sleep
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
neither
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
dio
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
no..
30. Do you ever want to get married?
umm mayb? for the benefits i guess. if dio wants to
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
nooo i just cut it hecka short
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
none?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
pzagtgtik
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
taekwondo… fun fact i used to play basketball.. yea…. all 5 feet and ~1 inch of me
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV!!!! i dont watch tv anyway
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
i liked you lmao
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
…
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
about 5′6″… brown eyes… brown hair that has these hypnotizing curly strands that frame her face… has this strong leader aura that u can kinda tell so ppl rly admire her but she doesn’t even realize…. amazing at soccer, competitive… but SO SOFT…. amazing hilarious storyteller… so intelligent and aware and always striving to better herself!! BEAUTIFUL IN SO MANY WAYS i mean i am actually so lucky so maybe i do believe in luck.. anyway that’s my dream girl… name is dio and she’s mine
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
thrift town? i dont rly like shopping
40. What do you want to do after high school?
go to college… probably ucsb actually…. parentals want me to go to davis more tho
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
if u mess up a boba order yea; if ur sm ent making amber miserable no
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
im sleeping or being emo
43. Do you smile at strangers?
sometimes i return that flat-line grimace/smile that white ppl give poc in passing bc now that it’s been pointed out to me i can’t unsee it
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
bottom of the ocean is terrifying,, let’s do it
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
the fact that i get to see dio
46. What are you paranoid about?
nothing
47. Have you ever been high?
perchance
48. Have you ever been drunk?
mayhaps
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
i don’t think so
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
purple
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
nop
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
my ineptitude at public speaking
53. Favourite makeup brand?
idk makeup
54. Favourite store?
farmer joe’s lol
55. Favourite blog?
@peachylook
56. Favourite colour?
orange!
57. Favourite food?
korean
58. Last thing you ate?
boba
59. First thing you ate this morning?
oyako donburi
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I won a poetry competition one time and also a musical chairs game
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nop
62. Been arrested? For what?
nop
63. Ever been in love?
oh man i’m so in love it’s embarrassing
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
LMAO i’ll pass
65. Are you hungry right now?
nah
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
some
67. Facebook or Twitter?
uhh twitter produces good memes sometimes so i guess twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
this trash site
69. Are you watching tv right now?
no
70. Names of your bestfriends?
dio, bryant, clara
71. Craving something? What?
cranberry juice
72. What colour are your towels?
pink/white
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
one
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
like 20
75. Favourite animal?
doggos/cats
76. What colour is your underwear?
red
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
mint chocolate chip
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
white/orange
80. What colour pants?
black
81. Favourite tv show?
fresh off the boat
82. Favourite movie?
currently moana
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
havent watched either
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
^
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
^
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
crush
87. First person you talked to today?
my dad?
88. Last person you talked to today?
dio
89. Name a person you hate?
*******
90. Name a person you love?
dio
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
tr*mp
92. In a fight with someone?
no
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
like 5
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
like 6
95. Last movie you watched?
the shack
96. Favourite actress?
lee sunbin the loml
97. Favourite actor?
???
98. Do you tan a lot?
i dont wear short clothes enough
99. Have any pets?
noooo :’((
100. How are you feeling?
sad bc my girl is sad
101. Do you type fast?
yea
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
oh man so many
103. Can you spell well?
w e l l
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yea
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
no
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
i don’t …. maybe??? presumptuous of me to say
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
no
108. What should you be doing?
homework
109. Is something irritating you right now?
the fact that it had to rain this sunday of all days
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
@ dio
111. Do you have trust issues?
trusting my memory wasnt this already a question
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
dio
113. What was your childhood nickname?
…patti?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
i was born out of it lmao
115. Do you play the Wii?
the first and only console i have ever owned
116. Are you listening to music right now?
no
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yes
118. Do you like Chinese food?
yes
119. Favourite book?
whoa idk
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
only if i’m walking in it outside alone
121. Are you mean?
yes i’m p average
122. Is cheating ever okay?
communal cheating in high school hell yea #finesseTheSystem
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
no
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not rly
125. Do you believe in true love?
i believe in soulmates
126. Are you currently bored?
no
127. What makes you happy?
dio, music, good food, games
128. Would you change your name?
yea
129. What your zodiac sign?
pisces
130. Do you like subway?
does BART count
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
i should hope he likes me… we’re soulmates. and we’re both gay as hell
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
?????
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
taeyeon’s i blame on you and love in color!!!!!!
134. Can you count to one million?
i cant count my blessings how am i supposed to count to a million
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
i liked boys LOL
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed
137. How tall are you?
5′1″
138. Curly or Straight hair?
curly
139. Brunette or Blonde?
brown/black hair
140. Summer or Winter?
summer
141. Night or Day?
night
142. Favourite month?
march idk
143. Are you a vegetarian?
no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark
145. Tea or Coffee?
tea
146. Was today a good day?
it was a day
147. Mars or Snickers?
snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“I’m cool as a motherfuck.” - my old man gov teacher
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
not rly
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“If colour was not a straightforward matter in these racial categories, neither was fixity and immutability.”
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Oh jeeze annon!
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
My gf!
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Mmm, it depends on the person? Once i get to know someone, im out going, but if its a new person, im rlly shy tbh,,,
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My gf,,, evry day,,,
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Idk? I hope I am,,, but a lot of people don’t like me,, so idk?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I’m like,,, 2,,, but if I were drunk,,, i hope so???
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Gals :9
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I hope so!!!! I’m not planning on breaking up with my gf any time soon!!
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
thts a bit hetero but,,, the mcelroy bros bc im listening to taz rn :/
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
From a sceintific perspective nope, but like,, from a uhm,,, more,, not,, scientific perspective,,, ive never rlly talked about it but,, im assuming so???
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Mmmm idk?? I dont talk /deeply/ to a lot of people but it might be my gf?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
‘Np!!!’
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Boombayah - Blackpink
The 7th Sense - Nct U
Candy Store - Heathers
Russian Roulette - Red Velvet
Bomb - Ravi
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
yes yes yes ye s y es p leas e
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
def. luck, but not miracles?? idk is tht weird?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I got accepted to the school im goin to now!! so thts cool!
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
anon imma confess somethin rlly quick,,
i havent had my first kiss,,,
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Yea for sure! I mean, if space is infinitely big, wouldnt it be weird if we were the only ones out there??
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
i can not talk to the green villan chick from kim possible so nope lamo
19. Do you like bubble baths?
yea!! its rlly fun and relaxing
20. Do you like your neighbors?
the only neighbors i know are the ones who are crack heads and who had someone die in their home somehow?? so imma go with no
21. What are you bad habits?
Biting my lips, mumbling, self-isolation, ect ect
22. Where would you like to travel?
i wouldnt probs?? other time periods are more aesthetic, but more misogynistic and homophobic so,,,
23. Do you have trust issues?
I dont think so?? probs not tbh,,
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
s l e e p
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my shoulders,, theyre rlly broad for a gal so a lot of clothes dont fit me right,,
26. What do you do when you wake up?
suffer
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
nope?? i mean, im v v v v v pale so i probs should be a bit darker for health reasons, but ive never rlly had issues with is before??
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my gf and besties
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
i only have one and nope
30. Do you ever want to get married?
it depends on what my partner wants? i dont specifically want to and i dont specifically dont want to so itll be up 2 who ever im dating at the time
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
barely. it has a hard time staying up some times
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
bdkhj what the fuck im not answering that im 2 years o l d
33. Spell your name with your chin.
fgZg,klf
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
yep! basketball and soccer!
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV. I barely watch it anyways
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
mm yea
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
i usually try to think of a story??
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
my current gf tbh
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
amazon lmao
40. What do you want to do after high school?
idk yet?? rn im thinking an english teacher in china :0
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on what they did
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
nothin rlly?? Im just usually lost in thought??
43. Do you smile at strangers?
i try to!
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
s p a c e
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
the thought of seein my gf at school ;)
46. What are you paranoid about?
my report card,,,
47. Have you ever been high?
yea but it WASNT MY FAULT. I WAS GIVEN A WEED BROWNIE WITH OUT MY CONSENT OKAY??
48. Have you ever been drunk?
na
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
no??
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
i think it was my gf’s brown hoodie?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
uhm,,, na? sometime i wish we were in a dif financial situation, but thts about it?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
my shoulder width??
53. Favourite makeup brand?
i dont,,, wear make up,,,,
54. Favourite store?
amazon :9
55. Favourite blog?
@genociderfukawa , @eggseggseggseggseggseggseggseggs , @succmekomaeda
56. Favourite colour?
all of the pastels!
57. Favourite food?
penne chicken Alfredo
58. Last thing you ate?
some chicken
59. First thing you ate this morning?
a fudgeround
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Yea! Iv’e won multiple sports contests, and a few art and writing competitions
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nope!
62. Been arrested? For what?
na man. i have a clean record
63. Ever been in love?
I am rn!
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
i,,, havent had it yet,,,,,,
65. Are you hungry right now?
nope! i just ate dinner!
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
i rlly dont have any tumblr friends??
67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter obvi
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
twitter!
69. Are you watching tv right now?
nope! im listening to taz
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Emily, Jessy, Mikaia, Zoya, and Patrick!
71. Craving something? What?
,,,,cheesecake,,,,,,
72. What colour are your towels?
green and blue i think
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
7. exactly.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
do pillow pets count?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
5 or 6?
75. Favourite animal?
owls and bunnies!!
76. What colour is your underwear?
rn?,,,,,,,,, neon pink ://p
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
triple chocolate chunk and tht kinda bull shit!
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
navy blue
80. What colour pants?
also navy blue!
81. Favourite tv show?
i dont rlly watch american tv but,, channel zero is rlly good!!
82. Favourite movie?
Moana!!!!
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls 1
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
ive never seen 21 jump street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
idk?? the main bitch
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
dory!
87. First person you talked to today?
my gf!
88. Last person you talked to today?
my dad i think??
89. Name a person you hate?
mm a few kids in my grade and the current potus and staff
90. Name a person you love?
my gf!! i luv her lots
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
na. im p chill rn
92. In a fight with someone?
not tht i know of?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
2 or 3 pairs
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
3 of 4?? idek
95. Last movie you watched?
a shitty movie for my history class
96. Favourite actress?
i dont have one?
97. Favourite actor?
Lin Manuel Miranda!
98. Do you tan a lot?
nope. i just fukin,, burn like a hellfire
99. Have any pets?
3 cats and a dog!
100. How are you feeling?
pretty cool i guess?
101. Do you type fast?
depends? mostly ya!
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
oh fuck yes
103. Can you spell well?
no!! my spelling is shit tbh
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
no particuarly?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
yep!
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
i might have?? im,, not sure honetly,,
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yea! i used to ride rlly well!
108. What should you be doing?
listen here anon i actually did my fukin work 4 once
109. Is something irritating you right now?
just my headache?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
oh yea
111. Do you have trust issues?
this is a repeat? i answered it earlier lmao
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Im not sure?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
tay
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yea!
115. Do you play the Wii?
mm i have a wii u and switch, but no wii anymore :’(
116. Are you listening to music right now?
nope! im listening to taz!
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
hell yea!
118. Do you like Chinese food?
fuck yes!!!!
119. Favourite book?
the legend series by Marie Lu
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
4 sure
121. Are you mean?
god i hope not
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no! all partners should consent and agree on all boundaries in a relationship!! the members of that relationship need to respect that!!
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
hell na
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
mmhmm!
125. Do you believe in true love?
im in it rn baby
126. Are you currently bored?
yea,,,
127. What makes you happy?
music i like, my gf, spending tie with friends, and not stressing out about things!
128. Would you change your name?
nope! i like my name
129. What your zodiac sign?
pisces!
130. Do you like subway?
yasss!
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
he knos im fukin gay as shit
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
i answered this earlier too
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
‘ringdingdong ringdingdong ding, rigiding rigi ding ding ding ....... fantastic fantastic fantastic fantastic elastic elastic elastic elastic’
134. Can you count to one million?
i could but im not dooin that shit
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
‘im straight’
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed
137. How tall are you?
5′3 3/4″
138. Curly or Straight hair?
like what i have?? its super curly!
139. Brunette or Blonde?
im a brunette!
140. Summer or Winter?
mmm winter!
141. Night or Day?
night, cause i can sleep with out regrets
142. Favourite month?
February!
143. Are you a vegetarian?
na
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark!
145. Tea or Coffee?
mm neither :p
146. Was today a good day?
i would say so yea
147. Mars or Snickers?
m ars??
148. What’s your favourite quote?
‘dibidibidis my name is minho’
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
yea!
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
‘Burr: Theres nothing rich folks love more’
(its hamilton the revolution)
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i know sandy wouldn't feel bad for soda, that she would have more important things to do and that her baby would've made her stronger. but as a reader, i really do feel sorry for soda. he got cheated on and lied to, he was really heartbroken. i have a lot of respect for sandy, because she decided to be strong, but i think that cheating on and manipulating sodapop shouldn't be glorified. i don't know, i wish people would respect sandy without forgetting the trauma she put soda through. thoughts?
ooo okay i really like this, so first off, cheating definitely should not be glorified and i dont think it really is with her character, i feel like she wasn’t steadily cheating on him and manipulating him throughout the whole relationship, i just think that she didnt know how to truly love someone simply bc of her broken family and her past experiences within relationships, so yeah she cared about soda but she wasnt crazy in love with him like he was with her, she enjoyed his character and personality and he made her feel safe but she always new deep down he deserved someone better than her, when she got pregnant i believe it was bc she was drunk and just at the wrong place at the wrong time, she didnt want to drag soda into something that he didnt need to worry about, she didnt stay bc she cared about him too much to force him to grow up too fast like she would have to, its her burden, but i agree in the sense that she didnt feel too bad bc she knew it was gonna happen one way or the other, i def feel for soda a lot but he was too naive in the sense that they would get married and live happily ever after, it wouldve been pretty toxic imo so i think she made a good decision by letting him down, i hc sandy being a really great singer so she raises her lil baby girl with lots of sweet lullabies and stories from tulsa and she never gets married and its just her and her baby girl against the world :,)
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Are You The One Season Finale Recap: Just Put Me Out of My Goddamn Misery (PART TWO)
Since everyone bitches and whines about how long my recaps are, I separated them into two parts. Pick up a book, you lazy pieces of shit and read part 1 here >>
Chuck is like, were not going to win so next match ceremony Im picking Britni and everyone is like Chuck and Alec start yelling at each other and having a food fight, which pisses off Alec more because hes a firm believer that you should never waste food.
Alec: WE SHOULD NEVER QUIT
Chuck: Eat a dick dude
Chuck goes up to push Alec, which is a huge mistake surfer brah, and Alec shoves Chuck to the ground like hes made of paper. Alec, congrats, your ovaries have officially transformed into a small chode of a penis. Gotta start somewhere.
Britni is like You would shove Chuck, who btw looks like a Ken doll version of the lead singer of AFI, for money?! Thats some shit ONLY poor people would say. Britni, people have done way worse shit for way less money. Read a book, tune into the news, watch Empire (or read my recaps).
Rashida and Devin are like And I agree. I did not sit through 10 weeks of this retarded shit to watch yall give up.
Devin is like If I can get this fresh batch of mentally incapable humans to win this stupid fucking reality show, it would be equivalent to the greatest feat in sports history. Which sport? Speed walking? Turn on ESPN Devin, I fucking dare you.
Zak and Hannah are mourning the fact that they arent a match, and tbh, I am too.
Cheyenne is talking to Devin about how he is disrespectful and is like
Devin: (actual quote) Im a shit head, but not a total shit head. – I honestly dont even need to try and be funny for these recaps, they all say enough stupid shit where I dont even have to try.
THE GAME
Chuck is like, I was hammered last night and said dumb shit and Im going to actually play this thing. Thank god Chuck, otherwise I seriously would have cunt punted you, and your little dog too! (Britni)
The game is the easiest one of the season: its an obstacle course with girls sitting on their back. There is a true/false section, where if the team guesses it right, then they get 30 seconds off their time.
Zak and Kayla are in first, which is crazy because Zak might be the smallest out of all of them. Alec is terrible with this shit and is back to being a giant bitch.
Melanie and Tyler go to the true or false thing, where Mel admits she offered Chuck a threesome, which is a new low.
Kayla and Zak win, being the Italian stallions. Rashida and Devin get second and Mel/Tyler get third because they answered the question right- aka, Mel is a closeted freak.
Stacey is talking to Nelson about how she has no idea who her match is and shes talking so fast I could have sworn it was a Gilmore Girls episode. You can def tell Stacey is fucking hammered in this, but its cool. I love Stacey. And apparently so does Nelson. Okay whatever.
Meanwhile, Alec is flirting with Amanda and Kiki is like WTF. Which is literally her reaction to everything- WTF.
THE DATE
Theyre hanging out on fucking boat that doesnt even have a bar. That sounds like some Life of Pi shit.
Devin and Rashida are flirting and shes like except this shitty white guy with a butt chin.
Zak and Kayla are like you remind me of my family so they must be a match- some fucking Freudian shit right there. Chelsey the aspiring psychologist is probably fucking creaming her pants somewhere in the distance.
Tyler and Melanie are like, were besties and Tyler thinks thats code for match but Mel was like,
THE TRUTH BOOTH
The group makes a smart decision for once ,(they probably all broke out in hives afterwards because we all know they are allergic to brainpower), and send Zak and Kayla to the truth booth. Hannah is like Hannah save the stupid lines for Hunter please, babe.
Zak and Kayla make their way to the truth booth, looking like a set of fraternal twins walking into their grandmas 90th birthday. Not gonna lie, Im stressed right now. Im on bottle number 2 of wine, and shit is REAL rn.
Results are in and- THEYRE A PERFECT MATCH! YAAAAAAASSSS.
Everyone is screaming and jumping while Hannah is like, . Its okay Hanz, its not like these matches are real. Those rules arent even real! They were real that day I wore a vest!
Alec and Kiki are flirting and they are drunk AF and Kiki is like
Shes talking about how she got stupid fucking matching bracelets for her perfect match and Im like
Devin is doing his shit math again using red solo cups, I feel like an algebra class is being taught in a frat house. Aka this shit is dumb AF.
They determine there are two scenarios- one where Kiki mtches with Alec, and one where she doesnt. Guess which one best friends forever bracelet Kiki wants?
The decide to use deductive reasoning and rationality.
Jk, they decide to flip a fucking coin. I CANT RIGHT NOW WITH YOU PEOPLE. Hunter is like Here is a quarter and ew, I dont trust anyone who has change offhand like that. Get a fucking debit card, you hillbilly fuck.
Kiki is upset because they get scenario one, but you know if the coin flipped for the scenario she wanted shed be like PERFECT! ITS ALL SETTLED, THIS COIN IS HOLY.
Tyler is like, Fuck your heart Tyler, fuck it. Austin is like WOAH you need to figure this shit out. Like I dont mean to sound aggressive, but if you fuck us all over were probs gonna stab you.
Never did I ever think that the game would rest in Tylers hands. Take a drink to that.
THE FINAL MATCH UP CEREMONY
Devin is like, there is a high possibility we lose- not high, almost definite. But he thinks they chose scenario one for a reason, that reason being a coin flip.
Ryan gives some speech about love and how they need it and its like, save it Ryan. Empire comes on in 20 minutes and I need to get this show on the road.
Austin is first and he picks Britni– basing it off the fact that he wanted a girlfriend who would be a ghost for most of their relationship and they would get together eventually when it was convenient. You know what thats called? A fuckbuddy. You came on a reality show to find a fuckbuddy. May I suggest Tinder next time?
Hunter is next, and Ryan is like, do you all have a strategy? And hes like clearly fate isnt on our side, so we decided to do a coin flip. So, fates not on your side, and you decided to rely on it again? Seems legit.
Ryan is like, And Connor and Chelsey are like
Hunter picks Hannah, which is a weird match but whatever I dont care anymore. Im gonna be honest, this whole season I thought Hunter was secretly gay.
Devin is up next and he picks Rashida. Rashida, girl, I have been praying for you. Clearly I am a sinner because my prayers have not been well received. My b.
Tyler is up next and were all on edge. Hes like I think Melanie is my match truly and this is the biggest plotline he has had all season, so hes rollin with it. Tyler ends up picking Cheyenne, and everyone breathes a sigh of relief.
Alec picks Amanda, and Kiki is like WTF (again). What is she gonna do with her bracelet?!!!!
Nelson picks Stacey and RyDev is like, And shes like, Okay, thatll work. Cant wait for an invite to the wedding.
Chuck is up next and gives an inspiring speech. Well, it would be inspiring if he wasnt talking to a band of idiots who put their fate in a coin toss and if he didnt look like a homeless folk singer.
Chuck picks Melanie. Shes like, well this sucks because well never date because hes still fucking Brittni. Maybe you can get that threesome you wanted, skank.
Kiki is last, and ends up alone, well, because her match is Mike. #tbt to Mike. LOL. She shows those bracelets to Ryan and Ryan tries so hard not to fucking vomit on her. Kiki is like I am not confident at all Mike is my match and honestly, ditto.
The beams and RyDevs dramatic hand motions begin. They get 4 beams, which they have never gotten before, so #progress..They get a 5th, then a 6th, then a 7th. Everyone is on edge as fuck, and I am stunned into complete silence at home. Even my boyfriend, who has migrated out of the room is whispering no fucking way to himself. Idk if he is saying that because hes surprised Im silent for once, or surprised that they just might actually win.
They get 8 OMG, They literally need one more to win the fucking game. Im shaking.
THEY GOT TEN BEAMS! THEY WIN THE FUCKING GAME.
MIRACLES HAPPEN (queue song from The Princess Diaries)
MTV IS THE LAND OF DREAMS
IM CRYING
IM SCREAMING, I FEEL THINGS
Okay, Im back. Wow Im hammered. So its made clear- either MTV is a magical place where miracles prevail, or this shit is staged AF. I mean, we all saw The Hills.
Wow, thats it for this season and this truly unique group of escaped mental patents. Thanks for reading, even though, lets be honest- I made your shitty Thursdays infinitely better. And to the cast who read and tweeted me, thanks for having a thick skin. Low key surprised I havent received a death threat from Britni by now. Good luck existing in the real world, you all are sure gonna need it. And if youre ever in California, come buy me a beer, because god knows I deserve one for putting up with your shit.
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THANKS A! okay ill skip the ones M already asked me!
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
LOLOL, well it was the GC so I would say hey bitches wus good. ACTUALLY. I’D BE LIKE YALL CAN LOOK BUT CANT TOUCH CAUSE YALL BITCHES BE GETTING THE WRONG IDEA, and told yall bout a good million times Im just not interested. Pls take a hint.
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
WELL. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, bc he was a lowlife scrub who I do not need in my life at all. Blocked & erased my history
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
UM…. yes bc I would care about my partner and would want the best for them……. so I wouldnt want them on drugs 24/7
4. Is your last name longer than six letters?
OMG its exactly 6 letter BISH.
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? YA GIRL WAS DRUNNNNK IN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
OMG NO. Im never the one to mess it up SMH, im the one left to clean up the mess SMFH
7. What does your last received text say? “Or nahhh”
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
LMFAO what kind of question. YALL REALLY THINK I SIT THERE AND COUNT EVERYTIME I KISSED MY MAN LIKE LOL????????? Lets just say I kissed him WAY too many times than he deserved. (V many times tho bc who doesn’t love a good smooch)
9. Where was your last kiss at?
BRUH. my ex mans house OK NEXT
10. When is the last time you saw your sister?
well I have 2, and a few hours ago before they both went to sleep bc they youngins.
11. What do you drink in the morning?
Ya girl likes her steaming hot cup of TEA in the morning. Gotta have my daily tea.
12. Where did you sleep last night?
My mans crib ;) why you care tho?
13. Do you think relationships are hard? LOL. They’re hard if you make em hard. And if you’re partner is stressin you then hell yeah. But I mean no relationship is perfect. Its all about working through those hard times and that honestly makes the relationship stronger.
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
YES. I would’ve left the trash ass ugly piece of garbage that treated me like shit and used the hell out of me, before I got super attached to him and let him walk all over me. DEFS wish I could’ve left his fuck boy ass long time ago, shouldn’t have let things lasted as long as they did.
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO. bruh. YOU ARE ASKING FOR A WORLD WAR 3. im crying could you imagine. OH he would be shook. That or he would have the best sex of his life lbr.
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
Sunny when I gotta go out, Rainy when I’m inside/ at night. BC YA GIRL HATES GOING OUT IN THE RAIN. Womans are not tryna look like a wet cat.
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
Actually yes quite a few, people I knew from school, also I think Selena Gomez? My middle name is kinda basic.
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?
None of the above ;)
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
PART OF ME: I REALLY HOPE SO bc ya girl a hopeless romantic
OTHER PART OF ME: HONESTLY IDEK BC MANS ARE SO WHACK THESE DAYS, HARD TO FIND A QUALITY QT, and honestly im doing me these days like mans can wait BYE
20. Does anyone like you?
Jesus! My boy JC. Dont know if anyone else likes me bc like I clearly can’t read minds so?
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?
Besides family, no one else is ringing a bell
22. Is the last person you kissed gay?
Nope
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?
Currently: My EX, Alicia from AYTO (tv show) (snake ass bitch),
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
Yessss many times. Like theres so many ideas I have. I would probs get one like on my side, back, lower waist, or behind my ear? Either something cute or something with meaning.
25. In the past week have you cried?
Yes I think I had a moment the other day.
26. What breed was the last dog you saw?
A cockerspaniel.
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?
Depends on my mood. I really like showers tho, preferably with my man
28. Have you ever kissed a football player?
Not yet ;)
29. Do you think you’re old?
Honestly sometimes I feel old asf
30. Do you like text messaging?
TBH not really. I prefer having that face to face, talking through text is too much miscommunication.
31. What type of day are you having?
A swell day, kinda was in my feels earlier but ya girl got it together.
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
YASSSS. I’ve wanted one for a while, but now I’m like do I want one that bad? It would be cute af THO
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
WARM WARM WARM. No ones tryna freeze their ass off. Ya girls an Island baby
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Jesus Christ.
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?
RELATIONSHIPS, FUCK FLINGS ARE JUST NOT FOR ME. I am not meant for that fling life
36. Are you a simple or complicated person?
Im quite wild tbh when you get to know me
37. What song are you listening to?
Currently: Straight Up & Down by Bruno Mars
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?
Hellllll YEAH
39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Yes, I’d say my Moms, Ash, Rach or my sister Tia
40. What made you start liking the person you like now?
OK. WELL…………………………………… dont ask me bout this rn im confused. But I kinda also have feelings for my ex ex man who wasnt really my man but still he is literally like my ideal man and ive been seeing him a few times and im triggered UGH my first uni LOVE FML fuck he has me WEAK ASF
41. When did you last receive a text message?
A second ago: so 1:55 AM
42. What is wrong with you right now?
NOT A GAWD DAMN THING BISH.
no but real talk school out here draining me. ALSO IM V CONFUSED BOUT STUFF.
43. How well do you know the last female you texted?
YO thats my girl. RIDE OR DIE since 7th grade. I know her like the back of my hand and likewise for me.
44. Does anyone disgust you?
HAAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA, you already fucking know the answer. TRASH ASS EX MAN. Also fuck boys just disgust and erk my soul in general.
45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?
Depends on who’s asking 😏 but hey if I like you, you cute, nice, funny, LOYAL, determined I mean I would probs say yes. ALONG WITH MY OTHER WANTS: smells good, good style, nice hair, kind, TALLLLLL, athletic,
But hey I mean he don’t have to fit all these categories, im just being extra here
46. Are you in a good mood right now?
Currently Yes :D
47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
My mom
48. What color shirt are you wearing?
Not wearing a shirt oooooooops 😳
49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?
YUP. dont wanna repeat bc it was honestly the DOUCHIEST thing I’ve ever heard in my life and it makes me sick to my stomach that this literally came out of a mans PIE HOLE. i cant.
50. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Already gave up on em. LIKE UP OUT OF MY LIFE. blocked and erased that history
51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? Not really my ex ex man I still kinda like. BC my ex man was not the one that a fell hardest for so nah. IF IT WAS HIM THEN I WOULD.
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?
ummmmm noooo????
53. Do you like rain?
Only when I’m inside, or about to sleep. That Netflix and cuddles possible chill typa weather ya feel
54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
Nope, unless the liqs turns them into a monster then yes I would care.
55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL😳😳😳 HONEST TO GOD IM EITHER STRAIGHT UP OR SO LOWKEY. Like im TOO GOOD AT THIS. I could be crushin so hard on someone and they would never know bc im too good at hiding it.
56. Do you like to cuddle?
YES LOOOOOOOOOVE. your girl likes her doses of cuddles. BABS like getting cuddled too ):
57. Are you shy?
LOL HONEST YES. IM SO SHY AROUND CUTE BOYS OR LIKE PEOPLE I DONT KNOW. But once I get comfortable with you whoever you are im defs not. YA GIRL WILD AF
58. Do you get along with girls?YASSSSSSSS girl power bitch. LOVE MY GIRLS. Love hyping and empowering up my girls.
59. Have you dated the person you texted last?
YEA SHE MY BAE :*
60. What do you carry with you at all times?
STRESS. LOL jks but omg phone, lipgloss (bc you never know if you eva gonna kiss a QT), the normals
61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
UM. NO!!!! TF! ARE YOU WHACK. NEVER WOULD YOU EVER CATCH ME IN A JUMBIE INFESTED PLACE. NAH NAH
62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?
YES. OBVI. I’m that long term typa gyal ;) Im that ride or die typa girl
63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?
LOOOOL. Lets not think back to that time, I already ctrl alt and DELETE. BOI BYE
64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?
um YES. stop. putting. me. in. my feelS. But lets just say it wouldn’t just end with a kiss on the forehead ;)
65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?
Well im cute so……….. everyday something cute happens aka ME :)
66. How old are the last three people you kissed?
21, and the rest were family SO LOL
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?
honestly i can do my own nails, but its nice to treat your self
68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?
ZEBRA, your girl is a zebra print stan, my whole room is practically this print
69. Do you have any stickers on your car?
i dont own a car, but the car I drive has a “princess on board sticker” which is for my little sister but HEY its suitable for me too so
70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?
Lil Wayne… not about that country/ tim buck two. But tbh I dont listen to either of em
71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?
IPHONE 6 GANGGGGGGGGG
72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?
Maybe like last year? Usually get pizza pizza
73. Do you like diet soda?
NAH, diet taste kinda weird
74. What color are the walls in your room?
Its like an olive green, but I want to re paint, maybe a shade of pink
75. Are you 16 or older?
older…. why you tryna holla?
76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?
I did…. show got mad boring tho.
77. Do you have a job?
Not currently, in school tho
78. What are your initials?
K.M.B BITCHHHHHHHEEEZ
79. Did you ever have braces?
nope, but the dentist always ask me if i had braces and always say how nice my teeth are :D
80. Are you from the south?
NAH NAH, IM NORTH JAX FAM
81. What does your last status on facebook say?
um???? I think I promo’ed Ash’s travel VLOG, check that shit out tho!!!!!!!
82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?
CRTL.ALT.DELTE.
NO BISH
83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?
I would say my dad bc I grew up with him? but i tell my mom and step mom more personal stuff/ everything so
85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?
I think it was suicide squad.
86. Do you smoke?
Nah, not on those greens fam
87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?
DEPENDS. On location and look.
88. Is your phone touch screen?
YUP
89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?
Well my hair is wavy and I usually just leave it natural. I love straightening my hair but takes way too much strength and energy out of me.
90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? LMFAO YES. TO GO TO SLEEPOVER AT ONE OF MY MANS HOUSE IM CRYING @GOD forgive me father
91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?
DEFS POOL OR OCEAN LOL BOUT LAKE OR RIVER BYE
94. Are you single or in a relationship?
Doing me. Living life. Doing whatever the hell I want. I am happy and thats all that matters. Not letting mans bring me down, have me stressing, crying myself to sleep, or crying until i have no more tears to cry
95. What were you doing last night at midnight?
Texting my squad in the GC, talking about waste mans
96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?
Fireworks in my heart: probably in the summer on my first date with trash
97. Do you like the camera on your phone?
YES bc I stay taking cute pics, im obsessed with taking fire pics
99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?
NOPE. Always know my limit
100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? Hate is a v strong word. I think if anyone I really disliked I’ve removed, I may have some fakes from like HS but thats about it.
102. Name your favorite Kesha song: PROBABLY TICK TOK, YO MY GRADE 7 ASS WOULD WHINE UP TO THIS SONG, MAJOR TRACK
103. Do you have any tan lines right now? noPE, but honestly i wish I did bc I wanna go somewhere warm
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Buckeye Mela 2017
Omg. I have never had so much fun.
It was like SO fun. I met so many new people and really hit it off with a girl, V. She’s a second year and she also goes here and I LOVE partying with her!!!
WE WERE SO CRAZY
We did so many fun wild happy crazy things throughout the night that, as she said, “it was amazing that we did them all in one night.” Like by the time we got to her dorm after the mela she was already drunk, and so I drank some and it was so fun becuase her two friends from Michigan were there and we all, me, KP, V and her Michigan friends all hit it off IMMEDIATELY.
Then we went to the party and the uber driver was lecturing us (lowkey) on how we needed men and it was very important to marry, whilte we were just like NO WE DONT NEED MEN HAHAHA WERE INDEPENDENT AND COOL
And then we got there and omg WHAT A SCENE. Like SO MANY brown people who even knew there could be so many in one spot jk lol India and it was so crazy!
Eventually we made it inside and we just danced like CRAZY. V had so many friends and there was this one douchy punjabi guy who’d also been there the night before and he was SO. HOT. He was wearing like a white thermal longsleeve and i COULDNT FIND HIM at the end of the party but we’d DANCED TOGETHER BEFORE and then i WALKED AWAY and WHY DID I DO THAT HE WAS SO HOOOOOOTTT. Ugh. I remembered today that I think he has a girlfriend, which def decreases the strength of my feelings for him bc yano but also omg this guy was like SO Extra like it was so unnecessary low-key but obviously I loved it because he was so confident (I think). He was so so cute. I had so many regrets by the end of the night hahaha.
Also can we talk ab teeth guy and how he was like I dont believe you can dance and we were like OMG WHAT HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT and he was like okay show me and we were like OKAY and we went so ham and it was SO BAD LIKE WHAT WERE WE DOING HAHAHA and he was like okay okay you’ve convinced me like how drunk were we ??????
Another ill-advised thing we did was we made friends in the bathroom and we drank from the cups of two RANDOM LADIES hahahaha (blue motherfuckers) and we like didn’t even hesitate, they were like “try it” and we were like OKAY.
Hahaahaha its like we were on drugs but we werent. Except for alc, obvi.
And also there was this guy the night before, SUPER cute. Tall, fun short spiky hair, well-dressed, like he obvi shaved well and he was just such a dime. The night before KP and I met his eye and I waved and she gave him the universal “nice” sign, with the three fingers up and the thumb and pointer finger in a circle. Im crying laughing I cant find the emoji but it needs to be known hahahaha... anyway he just like smiled and gave us a cute little head-back nod thing that guys do in response, ugh omg
SO ANYWAY last night while V and I were on the street waiting for our uber I think and bring generally insane he comes up to us and says “I just want you ladies to know that you are very beautiful and I hope you have a nice night” or something like that such a fuckboi move maybe but ugh omg I WAS SO HAPPY IM STILL SO HAPPY HE WAS SO SO SO SO SO HOOOOOTTT!!!!! And then I turned to him and said thanks you cute as fuck tho (or something almost exactly like that but I def said “you/you’re cute as fuck” and we introduced ourselves and then I walked away and WHY DID I WALK AWAY WHY DIDNT I KEEP THE CONVERSATION GOING HE WAS A TEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN *crying emoji times 29347075620534920*
so eventually after much running across a busy street and being approached by randos and taking a pic with 10 and his friend lol lol we made it back to V’s. Then V and I were starving so we were gonna go to Buckeye Donuts but once we stepped outside WE HEARD GUNSHOTS and we (well, i ) immediately started sprinting back V was like wtf and she ran too and that’s when we met anthony.
We talked to anthony for like 45 min (hahahahahahahahahahhahaha))) before venturing once again to BD, where we met some cute indian guy and his VERY cute 17-yo friend (we baby-zoned him which was good because he really was that cute it was dangerous hahaha).
And then we chilled with anthony more (I got him a donut) and we all came downstairs and talked for way too long and it was just a blast and i rapped how bow dah bc I thought it was a rap song and then, at like 6am, we all parted ways. V went upstairs, KP and I took Michigan friends to their parking garage (they drove home right there it was so crazy haha its like a 4hr drive for them) and KP and I talked before she dropped me off. She had a panic attack and she just had like a kinda hard night which was so sad, and I felt kbad that I wasnt there but I also just had such a good time that i kinda am glad i wasnt, idk which i should feel bad about but I just had so much fun. But she felt better at the end of the night, and we talked deeply again (as we are wont to do, KP and I) and by the time I was in the elevator it was 7:11 am LOL. I’m so happy
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