#or bursts of grief and rage since u interfere with my job

[furiousgoldfish]

traumatized people can't meditate bc we're busy dissociating... being present in the moment is not a luxury we can afford in this life

#trauma #cptsd #ptsd #dissociation #meditation #its dumb to even try bc your mind will be like #I was here DISSOCIATING and what the hell are you trying to do? ?? #trying to break the nice wall of repression I was building here? ? #here have a goddamn panic attack since u want one #or bursts of grief and rage since u interfere with my job #so yeah this is why I don't meditate anymore #sigh