🙉 Hollister, 🌋 23, 💥 Iara, 🖍️ Maggie , 🕷️ Alastor , 💧 Wilson, ☄️ Rosalind. Content for some of the classic favs as well as information about some of the ones I'm less familiar with, that was my goal here. <:
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🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?
The best answer here is the most obvious one - hearing someone say she isn’t good enough. She’s been told that her whole life, and it never really stops stinging. She acts like it doesn’t bother her, or like she’s above it, but every time she hears it just cuts a little deeper, and her need to always impress people has a heavy affect on the way she acts, whether she knows it or not. Everything has to be a competition so she can win it and prove herself and maybe then someone will decide she’s worth caring about. Even when people do care about her, unconditionally, she’s still running that little imaginary countdown in the back of her mind until they get fed up and abandon her. My traumatized little scrunkly <3
🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion?
23 is very easily angered, but she’s been trained not to let that show, so when things do irritate her, she’s forced to just bottle it up and smile her little Cheshire-cat smile through it. With the way it builds up, though, there’s always bound to be a point where it explodes, and when it does, she is an absolute nightmare to be around. 23 gets very violent when she’s angry, and while she usually winds up taking it out on some punching bag in the gym, that doesn’t do much to satisfy the bloodlust. It’s part of the reason why she loves being on the job so much - beating up a person is much more fun than a punching bag. Fun fact! When she’s just frustrated but not too angry, she paces a lot and does this weird little clawing motion with her hands, which if you look closely enough is just her strangling a little imaginary person.
💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
Adams is usually very good at dealing with their emotions, but there’s one that always gets the best of them no matter how hard they try. Guilt. And they have a lot they feel guilty for, a lot of lives they weren’t able to save. Adams feels personally responsible for the safety of every one of their agents and everyone they’re supposed to protect. Every life lost feels like a failure on their own part, even if they had nothing to do with them. They can push down almost any other emotion to wait for later, but every time guilt hits, it always gets to them.
🖍️ CRAYON - what advice would you give to them?
Honestly, I almost wish she would give me some advice, but that’s irrelevant. Uhhhh. I think the best advice I could give her is that her self-sacrificial tendencies hurt the people around her more than help them. She faked her own death to keep Wilson safe, which affected him for the rest of his life. Plus, he got those tendencies from her, and we’ve seen how well that went. Her constant need to take the bullet for someone else more often than not winds up causing more pain than the original situation would have, and it screams “trauma” that her first instinct in a life-or-death scenario is to throw herself in front of someone rather than just. yknow. Using her shield, maybe??
🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
HOHOHO my guy. Alastor’s worst fear is simply being forgotten. Everything he does is an attempt to make a mark on the world - he just doesn’t care whether than mark is good or bad. He cannot fathom the idea of his own existence being entirely unimportant in the grand scheme of things, and all his scheming shit and assholery can really be chalked up to him trying to claw his way into some kind of significance before he dies. A high-ranking member of the IBW, maybe someday it’s leader. One of the Society’s greatest enemies. The man who created his own human superweapon from nothing. He thinks he deserves to be remembered long after his death, and he has no problem being remembered for all the awful things he’s done, so long as he makes an impact. Spoiler alert: he doesn’t get that :)
💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon
Wilson has awful night terrors. Horrifying. They’re mostly relived memories from his childhood or nightmares about losing people, but either way, they cause him an insane amount of stress, but he plays it off like it’s not a big deal. Like. Buddy don’t try to be slick with me I know you’ve been avoiding going to sleep for days on end we can all see the bags under your eyes. Lying next to Fox helps most nights after they move in together, letting Wilson focus on that warmth rather than his intrusive thoughts and memories, and Fox is always there to comfort him on the occasions that the nightmares come back, but you know those few weeks where everyone thought Fox was dead? Haha! Those were not fun.
☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?
It’s Rosie time baybeeee~ When out in public, Rosalind likes to fake the whole “dumb blonde” thing. Then, people severely underestimate her, making it much easier to manipulate them, and by the time they figure out what she’s doing she’s already got a gun pointed at their head. She doesn’t get to do this much anymore - she was one of the DoA’s assassins before she took over as it’s leader, and she doesn’t get the chance to interact with outsiders too much - which is a shame, since she always found it very funny when people figured her out. She does still pull that trick every time she meets someone from outside, though. She’s probably the smartest person in the whole paracosm, and she knows it.
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mostly when i feel unjustified about my hate for the marcoses and my yearning for justice for their victims (after all, i wasnt born in their time. i have not been actively harmed by them. i live on the margins of their policies and laws), i think that i am doing this for my father. my father who talks about martial law just to talk about martial law. who talks about missing popeye after they declare it. whose father, a musician and cd salesman, disappeared for a day and then some after going bowling. i am thinking of the child who could not study his own language because of how the educational system was restructured, the child who waited for his father his family thought dead and saw him coming home, sweaty beaten and half naked after being detained. i am thinking of the young man who snuck out to the snap elections and wrote "cory" despite knowing what would happen. the young man who could not afford his university schooling but who walked to edsa and back to be there, to raise a hand and sing a song despite his own classmates gone into the night. i am thinking of the son who applies for philippine citizenship when he sees taiwan form its own dictator. he escapes while his siblings do not. i am thinking of the middle aged man who now sees his child attending the same university, who also carries memories of his father, the grandfather she never met. he is thinking of how he can keep this little child safe. i am thinking of the man who is orphaned the day marcos announces his decision to run for president, who is alone now but facing the same demons, who has no one who has shared the same burden because his wife was too young and the other ones too old to remember. i am thinking of the man who stays up with his daughter* (who is every bit as idealistic as he was, who chooses a discipline that will kill her one day) when the results come out and she cries from the weight of memory while he jokes and smiles, it will pass. with the blares of ang bagong lipunan, where he is both child and father again, while his father remains dead. he is quiet and his hands shake. i am thinking of how he is quiet after he shares these stories, again and again. he is thinking of how old he is, how long before he too forgets, and he is thinking who can remember (his childhood, his boyhood, his love for popeye, his parents, his language, his classmates, his walk to edsa, his vote in 2021, his child, his story) for him. and then i remember- that's why i remember.
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Ang scarry nung "Nasa SCTEX na ako, dadaanan kita dyan sa apartment mo." HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PAPA, BAKIT HINDI NAGSASABI PAANO PAG SUMAMA AKO SA INUMAN KASAMA WORKMATESXZ SA SUBIC 😭 ksksksksksksksksk *lara bianca biglang ayos ng gamit ee* *acting like maayos na anak* *kaya ko na mag isa where in fact hindi* OKAY CRI.
Panic talaga ako,, kasi parang the flash tatay ko kung mag drive. 😭 minsan, 1.5 hrs nya lang Pangasinan to Pampanga. 😭
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nanaginip ako na nabuntis ako! first time ko nanaginip ng ganon as in nag positive dalawang line tapos hindi na daw ako makakasama sa US kase nabuntis ako. Baka sign na to para makipag break na talaga hahahahhahahahahah hindi pa ako ready sa ganyan. ganto ba talaga napapanaginipan pag masama ang pakiramdam?
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Bakit 'yung ibang tao pag kinakausap mo naiinis agad? Hahaha.
Pag pinupush nila sa 'yo na mag-jowa tapos tinanong mo, bakit? Required? Lalo na, pag about sa pag-aanak ang usapan. Ambibilis ma-trigger n'yan. Pero sila rin naman ang lakas ng loob magsabi na mag-asawa at mag-anak. Dapat daw 'yung mga ganitong age eh __ na ang bilang ng anak, dapat ganito, dapat gano'n.
Walang discussion na nagaganap, puro emosyon lang. Recently may namomroblema tungkol sa hindi raw pagkakaroon ng "the one" (biggest fear ni ateng na tumandang dalaga) tapos sabi ko, bakit kailangan may the one? Hindi nya matanggap. Aware siyang hindi niya matanggap pero mukhang ayaw niya rin tanggapin.
Iba pa rin daw kapag may partner/asawa, iba pa rin daw pag may anak. 'Yung sinasabi ko lang naman e hindi ko makita kung bakit kailangan may the one, bakit kailangan may anak, at maraming tao sa mundo ang masaya sa pagiging single. Triggered na triggered si ateng, bakit ko raw siya dinidiktahan?
Ewkey fayn, bahala ka dyan. May mga tao talaga na gusto may partner, pero ang gusto kong malaman, ay bakit. Bakit dapat meron, bakit hindi pwedeng wala.
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