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pensivepoems · 2 years
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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Colorful autumn leaves are often admired
Until winter rears its ugly head
They fall without restraint, blissfully unaware that upon them others will soon tread
Left crushed, brittle, and wondering what transpired
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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I forgive myself for wishing and waiting
The wanting, the aching
The pleading prayers of desperation
Spoken in a sorrowful falling intonation
I forgive myself for being a shell of the person I was before
No instruction manual is given on how to reset and restore
When I fall into a pit of grief that feels much too deep
I will use the hope of a less daunting tomorrow to lull myself to sleep
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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When there was we
I gave it all freely
but now there is only me
And I need it back
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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You kissed my lips like you knew me
What a relief it is that you never will.
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 6 years
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You drifted into my life like an August breeze that left before the September rain came.
A.D.
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pensivepoems · 6 years
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I wanted you so badly that I forgot about what I needed.
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pensivepoems · 6 years
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You wrote me into your story with a dull pencil
One that had no point
I doodled hearts with your name in blue pen
You brushed me off like eraser shavings on a school desk
Swept my hurt feelings onto the cold, hard, floor
To you I was #2
But to me you were #1
Thinking about your false promises gives me lead poisoning
Like plumbism
You have left me symptomatic
Irritable and nauseous
Your kisses once cherished and desired
Only leave a bad taste in my mouth now
You can try to erase me if you want
but I continue to exist like a permanent tattoo
And I exist even more now that I’m away from you.
A.D.
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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Healing is hard when you just keep getting hurt.
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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pensivepoems · 4 years
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It takes everything in my power to not say I miss you
I could pretend not to care, but what good would that do?
All anger flees when I recall the kind words your sweet lips said
The way you cherished me, both publicly and in bed
The memories taunt me like a siren song
Sweeter than honey, but never for long
Once lured into stormy seas
I curse your name in vain as I drown, knowing you’ve disappeared again with utmost ease
-A.D. (pensivepoems)
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pensivepoems · 6 years
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