#please dont misinterpret this. I suppose you could also liken it to drug induced mania too since like it was with the onslaught

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lads do you ever find yourself compressed full of intense energy that’s eating you from the inside out that renders you non compos mentis, emotionally reactionary, AND fills you with an utter god complex. you’re described as busy, overactive, intensely full of energy, making poor decisions with distracting thoughts that merge into a complete loss of reality, while outward perception marks you unhinged and violent? but it’s okay because the god powers are real and not imagined and the energy inside you actually belongs to another dimension? this and other posts why any non supernatural perception of godstiel would be an offensive and inaccurate yet very based given society and media representation of madness, mental health, and mania.

#okay to rb #POSTS I SAID I WOULDNT MAKE #please dont misinterpret this. I suppose you could also liken it to drug induced mania too since like it was with the onslaught #of the consumption which like. is where it's like WELL it's it his fault then NO SHUT UP I'll bite <3 like the nearest parallel to the way #Cas is impacted by the purgatory souls is literally when Sam is being experimented on by ghosts to induced ghost-like-possession through #his rage rendering him not himself in asylum. #i don't know if I'm saying this in a way that will make sense and I am advocating against viewing mania and violence together #but it also DOES come off as a really bad portrayal of mania like anyone who saw Castiel on tv would be thinking that unless they genuinely #believed he was granting miracles. you know like. I don't want to be the one to say it but I can't find anyone else and it's an important #meet the new boss #actuallybipolar #godstiel #mania #cas #castiel #drug induced mania #incoherents #tw ableism #?? I'm really scared this will get misinterpreted okay #manic godstiel #s7 #spn #supernatural #mh #mental health #I think really though what just. people who SEE him on screen. peopel who hear about him. they're seeing someone with severe mental illness #like they genuinely are #he was on the news he had a god complex people acted like he could grant miracles etc etc #I suppose the biggest thing that gets to me is the fact that godstiel is literally the definition of someone having a god complex #you know? like.