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saltys-writings · 4 years

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hiiii can i request number 12 + 19 from the prompt list with dawon pls? ;w; thank you ♡

But of course~ For some reason I really love writing for our Sangsang, so thank you for your request^^

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[SF9 - Dawon] Love Project

Fluff, a little bit of angst

Words: ~1.5k

Prompt: 12. “I want you. Only you.” + 19. “I can’t stay away from you.”

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It’s been exactly a week since you got assigned to groups of five for the year-end project in one of your uni-courses, and with that it’s also been one week since you’ve started having to see Lee Sanghyuk every single day. Lee Sanghyuk - almost everyone at uni knows his name, and the rest at least know his face. He’s the rich kid, and it is said he only got into this prestigious school because of the extra money his father paid the headmaster. Not that his grades are bad, but the rumors are floating around anyway, and as with most rumors, there’s gotta be some kind of truth to them.

And you have your suspicions as to why people are bad-mouthing him. Because ever since the start of that week, he’s been doing anything but being helpful. Whether that be not doing his part of the work properly, or him making a complete fool out of himself. And you’ve just about had enough of his childish behavior, so you decided to call him out on it.

Sanghyuk shows up at the meeting place about 10 minutes late. If you weren’t already angry at him, you’d have probably forgiven him, but now it just adds an extra bit of rage to the already angry you. You decide to swallow it though, instead of nagging. You’re here to talk about something more important after all.

“S-so why did you want to see me…?” he asks expectantly, while scratching the back of his head and avoiding eye-contact with you at all cost.

“Well why do you think, Lee Sanghyuk?” At the mention of his name he is forced to look up, but doesn’t dare to look at you for longer than the fragment of a second.

“Um… is it about the project?”

“It well damn is about the project!” you say, almost yelling, but you manage to keep your composure. “Everybody’s putting in their best effort, and then there’s you… as one of the eldest people in the group you should know better!” you scold him harshly and watch him bite his bottom lip. “Why are you being like this?”

“I… I’m really sorry…” he stutters, fumbling with the ends of his sleeves, very obviously in a nervous state right now. You sigh and decide to use that to your advantage, so that he would hopefully just explain himself and not steal more of your time than absolutely necessary.

“Sorry for what?” you throw back at him. “How can you say you’re sorry when all you do is dragging down the whole group? We’re working hard here you kn-”

“Now that isn’t fair, Y/N!” he interrupts you, and now you are the dumbfounded one for a few moments.

“How is it not fair? We’re all doing our work except for you!” He stares at you as if he wanted to say something, now visibly starting to get angry. “You know what? Let’s just end this here. I don’t have the time to hear your excuses.” You turn around with that, attempting to walk away, but he steps forward and takes a hold of your wrist.

“D-did you just kick me out of the group?” Sanghyuk asks, his voice small.

“Maybe so. It’s better like this anyway…” you say. However, the deeply hurt expression on his face makes you wonder for a second if maybe you were too harsh on him after all.

“Please don’t do that, Y/N…” he begs and you snort in response, tearing your hand out of his grip.

“What? Are you worried you’ll fail this class because of it? I bet your daddy’s gonna pay your way through it anyway…”

“That’s not it!” he yells now, as you apparently hit a weak point. “You’re right that I’ll find a way to pass it even without a group for this project…” His hands form into fists, to the point his knuckles are showing white on his skin, and he straightens his back, before bowing to you and continuing to talk, this time more calmly. “Please give me a chance to explain.” You feel embarrassed at his gesture.

“Just talk then… but don’t act like… like that,” you give in after all. You watch him take a deep breath and gather his courage, before he starts speaking.

“I know I haven’t been helpful so far,” he states. “And I regret that. A lot. But…” His eyes find the ground again while he hesitates, but making up his mind he dares to look at you directly. “I love you.”

“Excuse me?” you ask, not believing your ears.

“I love you,” Sanghyuk repeats. “And I’m not supposed to. Because my parents expect me to date and marry a wealthy woman from a family they know well. Not… some classmate of mine. And I don’t know how to deal with these feelings I have for you because of that. Because everytime I try to get rid of them they just come back even stronger. That’s why I keep acting like an idiot, and why I can’t concentrate, and I can’t sleep and I can’t-”

“Okay, okay,” you cut him off, feeling a mixture of more embarrassment and actually feeling flattered arise in your chest. “So… what you’re saying is… you like me? And that’s why you’re being useless in our group project?”

“Well… yes,” he says, though something about your wording obviously bothers him.

“Okay, well… even if that were to be true… wouldn’t it be better for you to switch to a different group then?” you suggest. You feel like now it’s you who can’t deal with the overwhelming bundle of feelings in your chest.

“No… I… I can’t stay away from you, Y/N,” he says. “I’ve thought about this the moment it was announced we’d be in the same group. But… starting to work with you I realized I just… really can’t do without you anymore.”

“H-hey, those are some strong words you’re throwing around here, you know?” you make an attempt at talking some sense into him. Not that you don’t like hearing them. And as ridiculous as his whole story sounds, when you think about it it makes sense. And more than just that, it feels like him opening up to you like this is simultaneously also opening your eyes to a whole new side of him, which makes you feel flustered to the point your heart is starting to beat faster.

“I know that,” he assures. “But I mean it. So… will you please give me another chance?” Dumbfounded by his question, you blink a few times without answering, and even when you start stuttering nonsense, nothing useful comes out of your mouth. Watching you like this for a while, he suddenly starts grinning. “What? Did I make you feel something?” he asks.

“Don’t get full of yourself!” you yell back, but your cheeks burning up bright red don’t help your case here. His grin grows wider and he comes closer, until there’s barely a centimeter between your faces.

“What I’m saying is… I want you. Only you.” His voice is but a whisper now, and you can feel his breath on your skin, and even though you could easily just take a few steps back, you don’t dare to move. Instead you just return his stare, cursing yourself for growing so weak for him in a matter of mere seconds. You watch as his eyes slowly wander down your cheeks, until they stop at your lips, which you lick reflexively. And just when he reaches out to cup your face with his hands and tilts his head to the side, you put your index finger over his slightly parted lips, making him return his gaze to your eyes. Wordlessly, he wraps his own hand around yours, moving it to the side effortlessly, and you let out one last shaky breath before he presses his lips against yours in a slow but passion-filled kiss.

You let him kiss you, let his hands find their way into your hair, brushing through it and eventually travelling to the small of your back. You feel how his lips move against yours and how his tongue slips inside, passing your teeth and exploring your mouth. And when he’s finished and you part for air, you open your eyes to meet his that are already open again, looking at you with determination.

“You… really mean this huh?” you breathe and he nods.

“Of course. I’ve never meant anything more in my life.”

“Well… that’s good, because I haven’t yet meant anything more in my life either,” you respond and watch his eyes grow wide, before you can see all hope shattering in his face as you continue, “Start putting some effort into our project, or I’m kicking you out with my own two feet.”

“I- uh- y-yes…” he answers in defeat.

“And… another thing,” you say, as you’re already turning on your heels to leave. “If we get an A on this project… I might actually let you ask me out.” Feeling triumphant as you walk off, you stop in your tracks when you hear his voice calling out behind you, his words hitting you like a punch right to the face.

“As if you could still escape me now!” The burning feeling in your stomach tells you he is more than right, but you try to swallow it for now as you answer.

“We’ll see about that!”

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thattimdrakeguy · 4 years

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I used to like Stephanie Brown very much but honestly lately her fandom ruined the character for me. They want EVERYTHING to be about her, even when we are talking about a mlm ship they are like "pls don't erase Steph" and I am like??? And literally saying character flaws are not hating on a character, or most people just hating on her because seriously she is so different in comics and fandom, they need to chill the fuck out and not say everyone is misogynistic just because they don't like her

+ and everytime someone says "Cissie and Steph are best friends" just because the new cover of YJ... y'all forgetting Bart and Cassie were Cissie's best friends!!! Sorry I just hate when people force her into everything and then blame timkon fans for being misogynistic just because people don't want her to be on the team because she has no good relationships with the team, that's not misogyny everyone!!! I hate this fandom sometimes

I just want to ask why TimSteph stans are hating on Tim but still shipping him with their fav character? Literally every single TimSteph stan on their tag are posting anti Tim Drake posts, and talking shit about him, but when someone says something bad about Stephanie they are getting mad and acting like everyone is hating women because of other ships??? Can someone pls explain this to me I really want to know the reason

That’s the part of the fandom that I see sometimes and really brings my mood down a lot of the time, because they’re so caught up in their own world sometimes that it drives me nuts.

Before I disliked Damian because his writing is just freaking awful, I began to not like him just from the connotation of his fandom being so obsessed trying to make him something he’s not based off of just a few moments that aren’t even in-character.

With the toxic part of Steph’s fanbase they’re just so obsessed with trying to make her seem like more of this astonishing character. Not to even say she’s a bad character. I still think she’s a good character, but it’s just the limit the obsessive part of her fandom goes to, just to convince people she’s so great. Sometimes they just exaggerate stuff or just lie so much because they seem to be under the belief that if she’s not incredible as a person that she’s unlikable, but then, why do they like her.

I think that part of her fandom comes from people projecting on her so much that they begin to become defensive of everything she does to the point it feels obsessive.

“OH SHE HAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH BRUCE BECAUSE *says a very simple thing that they say in way too many words that give the complete wrong connotation of the actual events to make Stephanie seem more impressive*”

“SHE HAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH DAMIAN THAT NEEDS TO BE ADMIRED MORE BECAUSE completely ignores how Damian was a total pervert and a body shamer to ridicule her. Which isn’t a relationship to admire at all. Along with people constantly taking out of context some of the things she did with him, and how it was another case of a writer ignoring Damian’s problem to woobify him. Which makes the issue poorly written. But we must exaggerate it to make Steph seem like a saint apparently.”

This type of fandom stuff bugs me no matter the character.

I remember not that long ago I kept seeing posts that were exaggerating Tim so much, and it bugged the ever-living crap out of me.

Because sorry, but, I don’t care what Red Robin says. Tim could not beat up all those assassins.

I don’t even honestly believe Tim’s a master tactitian. He’s just smart and clever, he isn’t this war general figure.

I don’t care that a comic says that Tim could trick Bruce with a fake Uncle.

Given the way he was built up as a character, that stuff just doesn’t work. That wasn’t anything that was actually developed for his character. It was something they tacked on in what I assume was attempts to make Tim “cool”, because DC doesn’t like relatable characters.

Which is a bit rich because Sideways, a character written by Didio himself, just feels like a knock-off Ultimate Spider-Man with the tone and character-style.

So I don’t want to give the impression that I think everyone in the Stephanie Brown fandom is an obsessive loon, or toxic as could be, because I don’t believe that to be the case. The toxic part of her fandom is just something that has arisen. Something that happens in all fandoms at one point or another. Now is just Stephanie’s go at it I guess. Even if it seems to be from just a few over vocal people, that people gave too much attention because I guess they liked having their fav be overly praised.

The people that say you’re misogynistic if you don’t ship TimSteph are just stupid honestly. At least about that.

If you ship TimKon, it makes no sense to include Steph in posts about it. Unless it’s like, just mentioning how Tim used to date her. Which I don’t feel is a big enough reason to act like people are misogynistic, because, even if say I shipped Tim with another girl. Id be awkward to talk about Steph. We don’t need to shove Steph into everything.

I don’t say the word stupid like I think they’re stupid at everything.

I call myself stupid when it comes to a lot of stuff for an example, but the argument that you’re misogynistic if you think of Tim as gay is stupid, because there’s enough of Tim for so long were it’s easy to interrupt him as gay, and it’s not misogynistic.

You don’t hate women if you’re gay, or anything like that.

That’s homophobic.

If you still think Tim is straight, congrats, I’m not upset. I’m not upset people ship TimSteph. One of my best friends ships TimSteph and she’s writing a wonderful fic.

I’m not even against TimSteph at all.

Just that stupid part of that fandom.

Like Stephanie Brown has flaws right? She flirted with Tim when she knew he had a girlfriend, even kissing him. Reckless as could be. Took things the wrong way. Made Tim straight up uncomfortable with her flirting sometimes. Had a problem with listening even when it was beneficial to her safety. She also had a trust problem when her and Tim’s relationship got into it.

Some of you are probably thinking “Well Tim has flaws too. She had her reasons.”

And you know what?

I agree.

Because that’s how freaking characters work.

Tim’s sheltered childhood made him insensitive to certain situations. He was immature to the point of detriment to his relationship with Ariana in some situations. Too naive to understand some things. Even too bossy because he’s a cruddy leader and didn’t know how to communicate enough for that job.

He’s not a perfect human.

Characters can have flaws, and it’s okay, because that’s how we get interesting stories and dynamics between stuff. Just because Tim has flaws, doesn’t mean he’s not a good person. He’s kind, caring, heroic, despite his immaturity. Just because Tim couldn’t handle the topic of cheating and became immature doesn’t mean he didn’t step up to the plate and try to help Ariana when she was close to being sexually assaulted and she was a bit mentally unstable (that might be strong wordage, but I use those words for myself when a situation hits. So it’s not me talking down about her situation) for a bit.

When you were raised in a mad house, it’s understandable she’d grow up to be reckless. She grew up so independent at a young age, because her parents certainly weren’t taking care of her. It’s also understandable that she has trust issues, because if you’re dating someone with a second life, you would worry that they’re cheating on you.

This is just how characters work

So these posts that wanna pretend she doesn’t have flaws, bugs me, because they want to deny her character sometimes.

Then acting like she’d just be best friends with everyone is freaking delusional. It’s the kind of stuff where it’s done in the vein of “peppy fangirl”, but it just becomes a bit obsessive. I think that’s stuff were my theory on some of those types of fans projecting on her for their own good come in.

I can get, being like “I wonder if these characters would get along”, but getting so hyper and exaggatory is just wack.

I think Tim and Jon would get along and could be good friends now that Jon’s older, but if they were in a comic together I’m not gonna get myself worked up and pretend things are were they clearly aren’t.

Even in the case of Cissie and Steph, I actually feel like they would be pretty good friends together. I can easily see that. But just cuz they’re on a cover together doesn’t mean they’re best friends

And if somehow Steph brought Cissie out to be Arrowette, that’d just be stupid. I don’t know how Steph would even know who Cissie is, because I don’t know if she even knows Arrowettes name is Cissie, let alone in this timeline. Plus Cissie last seen wasn’t a hero. So that’d just be some super cheap and forced writing.

But given the write circumstances, that actually work and make sense, I wouldn’t be against that. If they became friends, I’d be totally cool with it.

It’s that weird obsessive “THEY’RE BEST FRIENDS OH MY GOSH” that’s just a bit unnerving. Like settle down.

Write some fan fics, I really don’t care, but it gives me the vibes of those boyband fandoms that wanna act like their fav is dating some hot chick cuz he looked at her.

It’s less worse than that, cuz those are real people, but it’s that obsessive vibe that I get from it.

I don’t like it.

As for TimSteph shippers that hate Tim. I think it’s because it’s for a similar reason some people make all those posts overexaggerating or lying about so much stuff about Steph.

It’s to get her attention.

They know that Steph’s almost always only gonna show up because writers attach her with Tim almost exclusively, and that may be the only way she’ll show up. So I think they’re doing that, to get some kind of attention so Steph will show up at least with Tim, cuz something is better than nothing.

Although personally, I root for Steph finally hanging out with other characters, because seeing her relegated to just “Tim’s girlfriend” is very annoying, cuz even in the 90s she was more than that. She wasn’t created just to date Tim. She was created to be her own dang character.

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