!Announcement!
(Fair warning: Iâm rambling a lot here, the important part will be at the bottom of this post in bold text!)
Hello my dear readers/followers~!
Itâs been over 1 1/2 years (February 14th 2019 actually - yes I just checked) since I made this blog. Thatâs a long time for me, and it was a time in which I think I could grow as a writer (and as a person too). I really had my ups and downs with this blog up until here, and I want to thank every single one of you for accompanying me on my journey ever since last year.Â
A while back I cleaned up my blogs and reduced them to a handful that Iâm actually updating and want to keep. However, I couldnât throw away this one, even though for months Iâve been becoming more and more unhappy with it. It feels very messy by now due to several layout changes I had and didnât apply to all my old writings, also the several unfinished and forever on hiatus works, plus the countless requests still sitting in my inbox that Iâll never actually be able to finish bother me a lot. I found out more than once that I just cannot for the life me continuously and reliably write requests (or in general write), because Iâm the type to write for myself mostly, and because having creative and time consuming tasks to do stresses me a lot. Still, I want to share what I write, or else I wouldnât have made a writing blog in the first place.
Almost four months ago I made a second writing blog, that was originally supposed to be smut only. However, as it feels like a safe space for me that saltys-writings could never be, Iâve been considering just moving over there entirely. And I think this is where I will realize that idea. Basically the plan is that I just use my other blog entirely for writing whatever I want or can come up with. And though Iâm not planning on taking requests regularly over there from now on, I would very much appreciate it if some of you would join me there if youâre interested in reading my future works!^^Â
So bottom line: I will keep this blog so that all my writings on here stay available for anyone who might stumble upon this place and enjoys reading my stories^^ However, with this saltys-writings will go inactive, and I will post my writings over at @sxcret-garden from now on!
(I will also move some of my favourite pieces over to the other blog in one way or the other, but most of it will just stay here. Iâm also not planning on taking the requests from here with me over to the other blog, however I might end up writing one or two of them in the end. Iâm very sorry about this.)
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Dawon | First [M]
SF9 - Dawon
Smut, Fluff
Friends to Lovers AU
Warning: NSFW
Words: ~2.2k
Desc.: After being teased about your inexperience by your friends, you feel all kinds of bad and ashamed. And the only one whoâs there to comfort you is your friend Sanghyuk, who is the exact opposite of you...
âYou still havenât had a boyfriend yet?â - âBut youâve been on dates before, right?â - âDidnât you confess to someone a while back?â - âAnd you got turned down?â - âSo you havenât⊠you know⊠done it yet either?â - âYouâre still a virgin...?â
The things they said to you are still ringing in your head as if it had been just a few hours ago. Frankly speaking, it hasnât been long since your friends found out about your very dry love life and everyone decided to giggle about you not having any romantic or sexual experience. Honestly, itâs not like you donât want to experience these things, but youâve just never had the chance. People have just never been interested in you. And the fact that all your friends made you feel like being inexperienced is something shameful just feeds into your bad and embarrassed mood. Well, all of them except one.
You wouldnât have expected Sanghyuk, the guy whoâs been with more women than you can count on both your hands, to be the one to comfort you. He was the one who told everyone to shut up because itâs none of their business, and heâs the one in whose room you are right now, clutching a pillow he handed you tightly in your arms and on the verge of crying.
âAm I really the only one?â you ask, not looking at him directly. âAm I really the only one who hasnât had sex yet at my age?â
âIâm sure thereâs others too. You canât be the only one,â he tries to assure you.
âBut theyâre sure acting like I am. I havenât even properly seen a guy naked yet.â
âAnd thatâs okay.â
âBut Iâm not okay with it!â you talk back. âItâs not like I donât want to, I justâŠâ
âYou justâŠ?â he repeats, a questioning expression on his face.
ââŠI donât really⊠have someone to do those kinds of things with.â You bury your face in your pillow and you hear him sigh. The rustling of his blanket tells you he got up from where he was sitting and when you lift your head you see him kneeling down in front of you. Even though he canât possibly know how it feels to be in your position, you find understanding in his eyes.
âIt canât be helped right now. Maybe you should just try to accept it and see if you can get a boyfriend sometime soon?â he suggests, but you shake your head. You know heâs right, but youâre tired of waiting. And an admittedly stupid idea just crossed your thoughts.
âWell what about you then?â
âMe? What do you mean?â
âYouâve slept with so many girls already, it doesnât really matter if itâs one more or less, does it?â He looks at you in disbelief for a few seconds. Then he starts awkwardly laughing, scratching the back of his head.
âI mean⊠youâre probably right, butâŠâ
âBut? You donât want me? Iâm not attractive enough? Iâm undateable even for you?â you scoff, your tone growing more bitter by the syllable.
âTh-thatâs not it,â Sanghyuk stammers. âBut I thought weâre just friends.â
âWell we are. But friends can do each other a favour, canât they? Iâm not telling you to be my boyfriendâŠâ you say.
âLook,â he sighs, the air around him feeling serious all of a sudden, âI might make it seem like it, but sleeping with someone isnât something you just do. I mean, sometimes it is, but it can be a pretty emotional experience, you know?â
âYour point being?â
âI meanâŠâ he looks around the room, obviously at a loss for words. âI⊠canât explain it to you. Youâll have to feel it for yourself to fully understand it.â You shoot him a prompting look. âWhat?â he asks, but you donât answer, because youâre sure he already knows what youâre trying to convey. And when he sighs and continues speaking youâre certain he got your message. âDo you want me⊠to show you?â
You nod.
âAre you sure about this?â
You nod again.
âIf you feel uncomfortable at any point, I want you to tell me right away.â
âShut up and do it,â you say. With a slight worry in his eyes he nods, directing his attention to your lips. He puts his hand on yours while youâre still hugging the pillow, and you let him loosen your grip and relax your arms. Leading his hand up to your shoulder and behind your neck, he leans in to place a feathery kiss on your lips. Withdrawing an inch or two, he checks for your reaction, and when you close your eyes it takes but a second until you feel his soft lips on yours again, this time pressing them against your mouth with more force. A tingly sensation runs down your whole body, from your head to the tips of your toes, when his lips start moving on yours, and it doesnât take long for you to join the rhythm and kiss him back. Soon enough, he pulls away to allow both of you to catch a breath.
âThat was my first kiss,â you admit silently.
âIs it really okay for me to take that?â he responds, leaning his forehead against yours.
âHonestly, I stopped caring about that long ago. ButâŠâ you pause for a moment, âit was with someone I trust, so thatâs nice I guess.â A smile appears on his face along with a slight blush on his cheeks, and he leans in again to give you another gentle kiss.
You donât know how long youâve been kissing in this position when his hands find their way under your shirt, soon pulling it over your head in one swift movement. If itâs with him, you realize youâre fine even if he touches places youâre secretly insecure about. Instead of worrying, you just enjoy the sensation of his fingertips against your warm skin, and his lips against your own. Before long, he picks you up off the floor to place you onto his bed, and before he gets in as well to hover over you, he pulls off his own shirt, giving you full view of his trained upper body and his tattoos that youâve never really seen before up close. Straddling you under him and reconnecting your lips more hungrily than before, you put your hands on his chest and let them glide up to his shoulders and behind his neck, feeling his smooth skin on your palms. A moan escapes you when he starts nibbling on your lower lip, but that only seems to make him want more. You feel him running his hand down your upper body, from your chest to below your belly button and he sits up for a moment to undo the button on your jeans, helping you remove them. As soon as he starts closing the distance between you again, you reach for him and place your hands in his hair, pulling him towards you. Itâs as if youâre already becoming addicted to his kisses, or his touch in general, because you squirm under him when his hand starts roaming your body once again, this time reaching behind your back to unclip your bra, and immediately making his way underneath it, to caress the sensitive skin on your breasts. Your lips part again and you feel a sense of deprivation, but soon a new kind of excitement overcomes you when he kisses his way down your throat, collarbones, and to your nipple. As he starts sucking on it, your moans become more frequent, and with his hands at the sides of your ribcage he keeps you in place. You bury your fingers deep in his hair, and when his name falls from your lips, he looks up at you for a moment. You wonder whatâs going through his head in that exact second, but your thoughts are wiped away immediately when you feel the warmth of his tongue on your skin again. He soon switches to leaving kisses all over, finally kissing his way back up the side of your throat. He watches you intently as his fingertips brush over your body and along the insides of your thighs, and you whimper his name again. He kisses you in response, and when he breaks contact, you feel his fingers brushing against the fabric of your panties. You reflexively press your thighs together.
âYou okay?â he asks, his voice softer than youâve ever heard it, and nodding, you relax your body. He starts drawing circles over your clit and you press your eyes shut tightly, exhaling a shaky breath. It doesnât take long until he slips his fingers under the thin fabric and pushes one of them inside of you effortlessly, then another one, while his thumb keeps massaging your clit. You hold onto his back and dig your nails into his skin, thinking youâll lose your mind from this already, and you whine when heâs forced to remove his hand to slip off your underwear. A shiver runs down your spine as you realize youâre now lying under him completely naked, aroused, and with no kind of protection whatsoever. But looking into his warm eyes and feeling the way he gently takes care of you, youâre more than okay with that. He kisses the space between your breasts and switches up sucking and nibbling on your skin to leave a mark, working his way down until his tongue licks one swift path down your core. He moves onto playing with your clit using the tip of his tongue and the fast strokes make you moan again. Surprised by how loud youâve suddenly become, you bite the back of your hand to avoid alerting anyone who might hear through the walls.
âYou donât have to be careful, Y/N. Thereâs nobody else home,â he assures you, adding while he pushes his fingers back inside you, âLet me hear your beautiful voice.â Obeying his wish, you moan with every movement of his, while your hands clutch the sheets beneath you tightly. It doesnât take long until you feel your high building up, and as soon as he notices you holding your breath, he picks up speed gradually, and it takes only seconds until you cum, moaning his name loudly as you clench around his fingers. He waits for you to calm down a little until he takes them out and stares you right in the eyes while licking them clean, making you feel a bit embarrassed. Your own gaze wanders down his body and to the very visible bulge in his pants. Still out of breath, you sit up and open the button and zipper on them, but he takes a hold of your hands and you make eye contact for a moment, as if to check that youâre still okay with everything thatâs happening. You press a kiss against his chest to tell him that youâre doing this because you want to, and he helps you remove both his pants and his boxers. Hovering over you again, he pushes your back into the mattress.
âJust relax,â he whispers, âand tell me if it hurts.â You nod, and after giving himself a few quick strokes, he pushes into you. You moan from the feeling, and he stops his movements right away, thinking you really are in pain.
âGo on, please,â you beg, sinking your nails into the skin on his shoulders and back. A fire lights up in his eyes, and he starts rolling his hips into yours slowly, but picking up the pace gradually. He starts leaving kisses in your neck, and his teeth graze you here and there. He reaches for your thighs to put your legs up around his waist, and the sensation of him repeatedly hitting just the right spot inside of you all of a sudden makes your head spin. You hold onto him tightly as you cum again, this time muffling your moans by burying your face in the crook of his neck, and not long after you can hear him cursing under his breath as he cums too. Collapsing next to you on the bed, he breathes heavily and waits for you to catch your breath as well. Then he leans over and kisses you again, just softly brushing his lips against yours.
âI love you,â he says, looking into your eyes.
âDo you say that to every girl you sleep with?â you ask teasingly and he shakes his head strongly.
âI only say it when I mean it.â
âThen why⊠didnât you say something sooner?â you want to know. You put your arm around his upper body.
âI didnât think youâd feel the same about me⊠but I donât feel like I can hide it any longer now,â he explains, averting his gaze. Sanghyukâs cheeks burn up again and you close in on him, resting your head on his chest.
âWill you go out with me then?â
âOf course,â he answers without hesitation. You lift your head and place a peck on his lips that turns into a deep, open-mouthed kiss, with his fingers tangled in your hair.
âThen Iâll be yours,â you breathe after you part. âAnd thank you... for finally telling me.â
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wip tag game
I was tagged by @bearseokieâ - thank you so much!!!;;
rules: post the names of all the files in my wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. then, send me an ask with the title that most intrigues/interests you and iâll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it!
please be aware a lot of these fics have been on hiatus for a long time and might be forever ksajdflkasÂ
I tag @kpophours @blurbs-for-girlsâ and whoever else wants to do this!!
Block B BASTARZ:
- Lavender Syndrome | super old and unfinished fic, when oh when will I ever write the last chapter I wonder...
CLC (Iâve been planning on writing for them forever, no idea if I ever actually will post smth tho):
- But weâre both girls! moment | pretty self-explanatory xD
(G)I-dle:
- (G)I-dle Confessions | one small scenario for each of them^^
Got7:
- Demon AU | No title yet
- Rent a Boy | wip title that Iâm v embarrassed about ksjdflsa
- Runaway
- Worry Dolls | I donât have a title yet so thatâs the wip title - I actually want to finish this one day!!
Noir:
- College AU | yeah im never gonna finish that...
Oneus (I forgot I had this many kdjslfka):
- Plastic Flower
- Shortie
- Thief AU | which I think has an almost complete plotline????? (nvm it doesnât...)
SF9:
- Juho - | yes that is literally what itâs saved as aksdjfl itâs part of the sweets series and I donât have a proper title yet
WayV (yes Iâm aware Iâve never posted anything for them):
- A Night for Us | series
- WayV as Cats
Others:
- a dystopian/android AU Iâve been just moving from group to group and itâs really about time I finally wrote this aksjdfkls
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