Seven Several Sentences Sunday
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Where CANON and FANON collide!
This is an EPIC LOVE STORY!
Season 7 FANON Speculation: Buddie Multi-Chapter Fanfic - Hiatus Reading: âIâm still in love with you but... I needed to learn how to love myself too!â
Chapter 16 will be posted tomorrow.
Currently 15 chapters completed: 487.0K Words Rated: Mature
One chapter will be posted at a time.
My plan is to post Chapter 16 tomorrow after I finish editing and proofing it.
I'm excited to finish this chapter because there are so many things happening for Buck and Eddie and the Diaz Family. For anyone who hasn't read Chapter 15, here's a brief overview: Buck and Eddie got engaged and they spent the morning after they proposed discussing when and where they're going to get married. They'll tie the knot before Christmas 2023 but they aren't getting married in the U.S. and they won't have a wedding ceremony until May 2024. They think Chris is the only person who knows they're together but several people have witnessed their romantic and emotionally intimate moments including Bobby, Chimney and Athena.
Who else is going to realize they're together in Chapter 16?
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Here's some more Buck and Eddie romantic fluff from Chapter 16 as they discuss how being apart is filled with sorrow.
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After he breaks the kiss, his eyes fill with tears and in a voice full of emotion he says, âIâm going to miss you!â He wasnât expecting to cry this early in the morning but he doesnât care because he means every word of the things heâs saying to his fiancĂ©.
He inhales then he allows the words to escape his lips unbidden.  âI donât want you to go because I always miss you when weâre apart.â He leans his forehead against Buckâs and whispers, âIâll be glad when weâre living under the same roof because I want you here with me all the timeâ.
When he leans back, he meets Buckâs eyes again and one of his tears escapes but Buck catches it and wipes it away with his thumb.
Buckâs breathless because he feels it too and even though theyâre still standing right in front of each other with their arms wrapped around the other oneâs waist, saying goodbye to the love of his life is always difficult and he dislikes it just as much as Eddie does. Heâs never known love like this and it literally takes his breath away every time he has to leave 4995 S. Bedford St. Itâs their home and all three of them will be living together after his move from the loft is complete in a few weeks.
He leans in and kisses Eddie again and he hopes the feeling of their lips being pressed together while their tongues become tangled in sweet bliss will last him until they see each other again in four days.
After he pulls back, he talks against Eddieâs lips. âI miss you so much when weâre not together. Friday is a long way off and I know weâll talk on FaceTime but itâs not the same.â
âYouâre right, itâs not because I canât hold you in my arms, I canât listen to your heartbeat and I...â
What is Eddie going to say next? đ
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Fic Summary:Â Months after Buck and Eddie were hit by the same lightning strike; theyâre still struggling with the aftermath of it. Â But before they make their love confessions, theyâll spend time getting to know themselves as individuals first. Eddie learns to enjoy the simple things in life as he participates in activities on his own and with new friends while Buck learns the rest of the 31-year-old deep dark family secret about his conception and birth. Their journey to forever is still a work in progress but once they finally admit theyâre in love with each other, everything that follows their love confessions will be cataclysmic.
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Chapter Summaries
Chapter 1 -Â Eddie makes a new friend while Buck receives devastating news regarding the sperm donation he made for Connor and Kameron.
Chapter 2 -Â Buck does a lot of research to learn more about the abnormalities found in his red blood cells and Eddie starts a new therapy journey thatâs all about him and not the traumas heâs experienced.
Chapter 3 -Â After more than a month, Buck and Eddie finally spend time together outside of work but it doesnât end well and they part with a lot of uncertainty regarding their places in each otherâs lives.
Chapter 4 -Â Eddie has a few realizations about his life which causes him to consider moving back to El Paso, TX while Buck continues to be reminded of his past which causes him to take an impromptu road trip across America.
Chapter 5 -Â Both Buck and Eddie have difficult conversations with their parents and Buck finally learns the truth behind the reason why his mother despised him while Eddie finally tells his mother about the way she tries to control him.
Chapter 6 -Â More than two weeks after Buck pushed Eddie away after suggesting they needed a break; Eddie decides to try again. Eddieâs there for Buck when heâs at his worst just like Buck was there for him when he was at his worst and he wonât let Buck give up.
Chapter 7Â - After Buckâs mental breakdown, Eddie has his back the same way Buck had his when he had his own breakdown more than a year ago. Â They share several vulnerable and emotionally intimate moments with one another and they begin to realize their small, sweet and caring gestures matter just as much if not more than any grand gesture ever could because these are the foundations of a long-lasting love relationship.
Chapter 8 - Buck, Eddie and Chris all have their own therapists and during their sessions, they reflect on their pasts while theyâre in the present so they can prepare for their future together as a family.
Chapter 9 - Buck and Eddie are there for each other when Buck has to testify as a witness during the trial. But by the end of it, theyâll both realize their individual and shared traumas are going to keep resurfacing until they talk about them, deal with the fact that theyâre in love with one another and face the fact that they canât live without each other.
Chapter 10 - As Buck and Eddie finally begin to confront their past traumas, they realize how much they need each other to fill in the gaps of their memories. Additionally, the universe screams at them for what appears to be the one hundredth time so Buck can realize he doesnât have to âfind itâ because he already âmade itâ and Eddieâs reminded tomorrow isnât promised and he doesnât have to die alone if he doesnât want to.
Chapter 11 - A âvirgaâ or dry thunderstorm is in the forecast but once the rain starts, the thunderstorm happening outside wonât be able to match the storm brewing inside between Buck and Eddie. Itâs the universeâs final scream and when the tumultuous winds begin to blow, theyâll have one last chance to hold onto everything theyâve built over the last six years or theyâll lose it all forever.
Chapter 12 - Buck and Eddie have always shared a deep physical attraction and an emotional intimacy thatâs unmatched but now that theyâre in a relationship, theyâre learning how to navigate the romantic intimacy theyâve been waiting for six years to explore. The love they have for each other is a once in a lifetime, soulmate, love of their lives type of love that transcends space and time.
Chapter 13 - While navigating the newness of their romantic relationship, Buck and Eddie take advantage of every moment they spend together. As their individual lives, people from their pasts, time constraints and the possibility of losing each other again make attempts to interrupt and interfere with their journey to forever, they love, care for, support and hold onto each other even tighter to withstand it all.
Chapter 14 - Buck and Eddie can see the lights at the end of the tunnels regarding the results of Buckâs Cancer Screening along with everything else theyâre dealing with. But are the lights they see exits to the tunnels or are they headlights on different runaway trains that are speeding towards them in an effort to interrupt their forever?
Chapter 15 - Buck and Eddie have known they were exactly who the other one wanted in a partner since they met six years ago when they agreed to have each otherâs backs. Theyâre in a romantic relationship, theyâre both preparing to ask the other one to spend forever with them and by the end of the seventh week into their relationship, together they will plan their most important and greatest adventure for their future.
Chapter 16 - Will be posted soon.
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