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wastedr00k · 4 months
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Ahhhh you’re back!!! I’m so happy to see you again! 🖤🖤 not sure if you will write for Fenrir from r6s? Some people are ok with him and others not so much. But if so could I please request either some nsfw headcanons or just a nsfw one shot of him and either a gender neutral or afab reader? Thank you so so much!
fenrir x reader (rainbow six siege)
synopsis; nsfw headcannons
genre; nsfw / 18+
words: 419
× on contrary to popular belief, fenrir leans more towards vanilla/loving sexual preference ; and he does not have much, if any, experiences with anyone else
× always eager to please his partner
× but that doesn't mean he won't use punishment as a teacher, if he deems fit, be prepared for a long night ;
sometimes he'll throw in some chemicals that act as a sex pollen, to either heighten your senses or/and increase your sexual desires, with consent of course
sensory deprivation for sure, blindfolded being his favorite among all for sure
× not an exhibitionist, he rather keep your body for his own private viewing and enjoyment
× a very verbal man during sex, either praises or degrading, sometimes he's feral side comes through and mixes both together, but it's always a good mix ;
"you're taking me so well, my darling. keep squeezing around me and i'll make sure to reward you well." Fenrir growls, his thrusts and pace unrelenting.
with your hands tied behind your back, cheeks pressed into the bed, there really wasn't much that you could say in response. all you could focus on was the feeling of Emil filling you up over and over again, his heat piercing you over and over again, pressing against all of your sweet spots.
"am i pleasuring you so well you can't even speak out a simple sentence? such a well behaved darling, letting me use your body like this." he chuckles and landed a slap on your ass cheeks, "keep still my darling, we still got a long night ahead.".
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"you taste so sweet, give me more, use me to feel good." Emil breathed out, then pulling you down into his face by holding your thighs down. having you sit on his face has always been his favorite position. your hot flesh pressed against him while his tongue works in wonders on your heat, with his fingers digging into your skin, sure to leave marks but he'll kiss it later anyway. as moans of his name leaves your mouth, you can't help but to notice his very erect cock, it's head covered in pre-cum. with your blurry vision, you leaned down to reach your mouth onto his dick, taking him into your mouth.
feeling the heat of your mouth warped around him, Fenrir lets out a deep growl, then letting go of your heat, moving his fingers takes his tongue's place, thrusting inside and out slowly while stretching you out, "such a good darling, pleasing me so good.".
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× will be romantic during special occasions, and he'll pull up all the stops, all the way from rose petals to candles and anything he feels will help set the mood
× plenty of aftercare, during both romantic and punishment sessions, he may bully you once in a while but he still loves and cherishes you very much
× for sure ties up his hair during sex
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itsohh · 1 year
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r6s-imagines · 1 year
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jackal x reader >> quit your squirming
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warnings: swearing, light injuries, tiny bit of nsfw, makeout sesh
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summary: jackal needs more practice perfecting his appearance, and the organization pilot happy to provide assistance.
notes: LOL I STARTED WRITING AGAIN VINE BOOM
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your knees wobbled from the lack of movement as you stood from the foam pad on the pavement floor, wiping your forehead and leaving a thin streak of grime onto your skin. rainbow should invest more into their vehicle care than their damn firing range, you thought. what good is aim if you can’t take it anywhere? bias aside, your error report was due to the director and you felt your joints cry out as you took slow steps back into the facility.
the universe had oddly comedic timing, making you climb up three flights of stairs to get to the drop-off destination. your eyes traced the fine stripe running alongside the wall, catching each door label and looking for the right one.
having been employed there for a large part of your working age, the door placements were almost muscle memory. marius’s mechanics office was fourth door down the south wing. you’d been there a million times, and when you swore you hit the fourth door, you knocked once and looped your arm around the knob, swinging open the door.
“marius, i have the--”
“carajo!”
a whisper-yell violated your ears and you stumbled, spilling the documents across the floor. the lone wolf jackal was sitting at his desk, chip up toward the ceiling and a large weathered hand concealing his neck. quite literally being the last man you hoped to meet in your condition, your temperature flared up and you could feel your underarms dampening.
the spaniard's hair was slicked back with curly flyaways, water dripping down his thick neck. his facial hair seemed to be taking over his face, though not too unkempt. you always considered him a perfect specimen, from his stone-cold perspective on extractions to the way he'd rest against a wall during a business celebration. "perfect," in your mind, did not mean flawless. he's slipped up, missed meetings, sometimes even forgotten his helmet for a mission. he was your hot, imaginary disaster of a boyfriend. in your daydreams, at least.
to those besides yourself, to call specialist jackal a disaster would be a practical understatement. sure, you’d catch his passing glance in the transport helicopter or watch his back muscles flex as he shrugged on his vest, but that doesn’t mean his interior was stable.
ramírez was a man past his prime, yet not weathered to the extent of being “too old.” your trusted co-pilot, jäger, called him your salt and pepper crush (for unclear reasons to you) to the point of you threatening to send the copter straight into the ocean.
"ramírez," your voice cracked. "sorry for the interruption. it seems i entered the wrong door. have a good day."
"i- no- wait-" he huffed, lifting his hand from his neck. he glanced in the mirror which caused his eyes to widen. ramírez reached out to you, quickly yet tenderly taking hold of your forearm. "could you... help. really quick. please."
it seemed like a cruel setup to an evil prank. you were too old for games, but you could name a few other operators that would seem up for such a thing. he continued.
"could you get me some gauze, l/n? a cotton ball. something. anything, por favor."
"are you okay?"
"yes. i cut my neck shaving," he looked up to your panicked expression. "just a little nick, don't worry."
you scurried toward one of the many first aid kits nailed to the wall. you flipped it open, fumbling for some sort of bandage. you paused, gripping it in your palm.
now's your chance, mein frund, you could hear jäger in your head. you nodded to yourself and reentered his room. jackal had not moved from his position but was now standing an inch from his mirror.
"gracias," he thanked, reaching out to grab the gauze from your hand. your quick thinking caused you to pull back.
"let me help," you said, with a light smirk. it had been some time since you last had the chance to flirt, with work and all clouding your mind since you got out of college. "i can see it better. sit."
he sat down, legs wide. you shuffled between his left leg, practically sitting on it. he readjusted in his seat. without even thinking twice, you held his chin and turned it upward.
"i can't reach it, it's like.. right under your jaw-" you mumbled mostly to yourself. you watched his jaw clenched and eyes glue to the ceiling and said nothing about it. it's working. "where is it?"
"here," jackal whispered back, placing his hand over yours and moving your hand to his pulse. you began to wipe at the blood, yet it never seemed to stop. fighting the frustration, you furrowed your brow and continued cleaning his neck, when suddenly, you heard a low groaning noise.
"quit your squirming," you instructed, holding him down with more authority. he continued to breathe through his teeth, and you felt his body heat radiating despite the gap. you began to get worried.
"is this okay?" you asked, referring to the cut. his breathing became heavier and body stiffer.
"yes... hhh—stay like that."
you raised an eyebrow, checking your surroundings. during your frustrations, you seemed to have taken a seat on his lap, with your hand applying gentle pressure on the sides of his neck. you soon realized he was not talking about the blood.
"me encanta esto." it was almost inaudible, said barely above a whisper, but you heard it.
for a moment, time stopped. you pulled your gauze-hand back, and truly seizing this glorious opportunity, placed it on his chest. it was just as amazing as you pictured it felt. was this actually happening right now? is he just really into this, or is he so uncomfortable he can't even speak?
he lowered his chin, meeting your eyes once before glancing down at your lips. you couldn't help but admire his long, dark eyelashes. his lips parted.
"can i kiss you...?" ramírez asked, fixated on your mouth. you nodded, slowly.
as if waiting a million years, his instincts took over as he grabbed the back of your neck and waist, pulling you in and smashing your lips together. you kissed back feverishly, holding the sides of his face and starting to slowly grind against his thigh. he tasted like minty rain and you loved every bit of it. after nearly a minute straight, you pulled away, taking a deep catching breath. you were so caught up against his lips you didn't notice the small trail of blood soaking into his shirt collar.
"ramírez—" you began, but he kissed you once more, just as deeply but as quick as a peck.
"thank you for the help," he replied in a low rumble. "i think i've got it from here."
you jumped up, remembering the report. you started to apologize before he grabbed your hand, squeezing it once.
"i'll be here. don't worry, i'll wait for you."
you nodded, closing his door behind you. it felt like high school prom! you cheered to yourself, throwing punches and kicking the air. who knew it was that easy?!
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kate-bishops-waifu · 1 year
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I need the people who cosplay her
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And I don't think I need to explain that.
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Spetsnaz and SAS ops on a scale of immediately to never if their friend (the reader) shot them a text saying “Please come pick me up! Location yadayadayada”. How fast would they drive, what are they thinking, etc. (like- Rate them)
Imagine
Extra: You got into a fight (with strangers) over something very dumb. 
Spetsnaz:
Tachanka wouldn’t even text back to ask if there was an emergency. He is the type of person to sprint to his car and drive to the location you sent him. 
He is definitely the most caring one out of the other ops.
“Please be safe.” His eyebrows would be furrowed the entire ride.
Gets speeding tickets, but won’t care. As long as you haven’t put yourself in a sticky situation, he is willing to pay multiple of ‘em.
“Y/N is going to be the end of me.”
Hearing the tires screeching multiple blocks away, you knew it was Alexs. 
Got yourself in trouble over something stupid? Better get ready for the silent treatment he’s going to give.
“Alexs, say something!” 
Don’t even try to get this stubborn man talking when he is annoyed. Tachanka would eventually give you an earful, but not until you two reached the parking lot.
10/10 would recommend to text him first. He has always his phone near him and is the quickest to arrive to the location. No matter how often you text him to pick you up, or what the reasoning behind it is. He drives fast and furious to wherever you want him.
Fuze would let out a deep sigh. 
Would read your message, but ignore it for a couple of minutes.
Shuhrat would wait until you called him. If it’s an emergency, you would call him instead of send a text.. right?
His mind would start to imagine the worst as he’s still waiting for another text message or a call.
“блядь” (shit)
Would take big steps to where his car is parked.
He would grip the steering wheel a bit too tight and hit the curb as his mind wanders to your safety.
“You better have a good reason to ignore my calls.”
Breaks just in time for the pedestrians to cross the street. Is too much in his head and can’t even remember how he drove to your location. Probably ignored a traffic sign or two.
“It’s not too big of a deal.” Is what you would say wiping the small cut on your cheek. Shuhrat wouldn’t be too upset like Tachanka, but he would still get angry for not informing him enough.
“Why do you even have a phone if you are not gonna use it properly!” Would raise his voice a bit, but cool down pretty quickly.
“Don’t ever text me something vague like that again.”
Be more specific with him, otherwise frustration will be the end of him
7/10 would recommend, but not if there is an emergency emergency. Will ignore your message for a while, until his nerves and imagination gets the best of him.
Glaz is trained to be calm at any given situation.
Timur is not going to freak himself out like the other ops. 
Would call you once to ask what’s going on. If he gets no answer in half an hour, that’s when he will pick you up.
Is still worried, but can handle his emotions very well. 
Intensely focused on the road and his surroundings. 
Glaz possesses a unique and creative approach to problem solving. He would observe your movement and behavior, before getting out of the car. 
“Got yourself into trouble again I see. You remind me of myself. Only difference is that I can get myself out of trouble I caused. Unlike you.” Glaz subconsciously rubs the scar on his right eye as he lets out a quick laugh.
Won’t judge you and make sure you feel safe and happy again by joking about the situation.
9/10 would recommend, especially if you need someone to lift up your bad mood. Is not the quickest to arrive, but it is worth the wait.
Kapkan is the type to try and figure out what happened to you.
“Why would Y/N text me something like that? Hmm… I remember them saying this morning-“ etc.
Strategist, even outside of his work.
Doesn’t really worry all too much, but there is a voice in his head telling him to hurry up.
Takes his trusty ol’ knife with him. Just in case.
Talks to himself while driving and follows the traffic rules. “I wonder why Y/N said it that way…” 
For Basuda, life is harsh. But level headedness is what matters to him the most.
After seeing you with a bloody lip, he would lose his cool and calm posture for a second.
“What happened and give me the details.” Maxim will listen to every word you have to say. Won’t interrupt even once. 
The silence afterwards is what would freak you out. There’s no way guessing what he’s thinking.
6/10 would recommend, but the tension would probably get to you. He gives an unsettling vibe because of his calm aura. He’s too much in his head thinking about why and how. However, he will help cleaning up your small wound.
SAS:
Sledge is at your location in no time.
Big guy is probably the fastest one to come get you.
“Y/N won’t text me in this tone. Must be something wrong.”
He is trying not to get hotheaded, but will curse and push a couple of people out of the way.
“What’s wrong?” Will grab and examine your face. “Who hurt you?”
Makes you feel instantly save and puts an arm around your shoulder.
Walks you to the car and keeps on asking questions.
He understands why you would fight over something dumb, because he does the same thing.
Makes you promise to not do something that’s going to put you in danger again.
Will hug you tight.
10/10 would recommend, is a very caring and easy going friend. Will understand your irrational decision making, but will make you promise a thousand times to not get in trouble again.
Mute will ignore the beeping sound coming from his phone.
Chandar is very reserved and can be cold towards people. Including you.
He experiences a lot of social agitation and therefore not check the message for as long as he can. (1 hour max.)
“Can’t they just be more specific?” Gets annoyed but still manages to drag himself to his car.
Drives very relaxed and even enjoys the view on his way.
“Why would they text me?” He asks himself.
Does get a little worried after seeing a bit of blood on your shirt, but won’t push you into the topic.
Says nothing during or after the ride back.
3/10 would actually not recommend. You need to be his best friend since childhood for him to take you seriously. He just gets uncomfortable with expressing himself or ask personal questions. Chandar will judge you silently.
Smoke will run out of the house without grabbing a jacket.
James is a thrill seeker and he enjoys chaos. But not when it comes to his friends. Then he is more cautious and serious.
He drives like he is going to miss an important appointment. Like he has no care in the world.. or traffic. But will still turn on the radio for some music to calm his nerves.
Your phone will read ’50 missed calls from James.”
Won’t like seeing you hurt and you will need a little bit of force to keep him out of trouble.
“It’s fine, James. Let’s just go please. Don’t start a fight.” You will have to drag him out of the place.
Will demand to hear the entire story and eventually pat your back and say “it takes courage to stand up for yourself. Just be more careful the next time.”
8/10 would recommend, because he is a little reckless himself and will stand up for you no matter what. Very supportive and fast. Only thing is that you will have to drag him out before he gets himself in trouble.
Thatcher is a force no one can stop.
He is driving aggressively because he thinks of the worst case scenario.
If there is no real emergency, please don’t text him like that. Thatcher has a hell of a temper and get’s triggered very easily.
Will walk fast towards you and ask you where they hurt you.
Motions you to sit and wait in the car.
“I’ll be right back.”
There is no way you can stop him from ‘paying them back’.
After waiting for a couple of minutes, you can see his shirt wrinkled and sweat forming on his forehead. Hands still shaking.
“Mike, what are you-“ “I don’t want to hear anything right now.”
Is quiet and radiates anger. Anything that reminds him of his loved ones getting hurt, makes him see red. Even if it is over something stupid.
0/10 would not recommend, because of the anger and also making you feel bad about the situation. Better choose someone else to text if you don’t want Thatcher to get hurt. Emotionally and physically. 
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unbindingkerberos · 10 months
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wynvyuu · 2 years
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Hello! I was wondering if you’d write something for Maverick from r6s? I feel like he’s a little unpopular :( I’m open to anything you wanna write! But if you need ideas: him and reader relaxing/bonding after a mission; “there was only one bed” trope (a fav); or him showing reader how to work his torch and it’s a little *heated* (get it? because it’s a torch?) If you don’t wanna I understand! Thanks either way 🌈💜
Hi there, Anon!! You’re so right, Maverick seems so unpopular and I don’t really get why omg  😭 😭 😭 I’m always happy to add to the Mav fics, especially with a ‘there was only one bed’ trope involved >:) lotsa good suggestions you gave here, I tried to include as many a possible!! Hope you love  💖
tw// alcohol usage in a recreational setting with no severe drunkenness
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it’s dark when you get into the inn. hot, too. you’re in the dead of summer, and sweat clings to your skin and clothes and makes it difficult to maneuver the ancient key into the inn room keyhole. even worse, you know your partner is staring at you, watching the way your hand shakily fumbles with the doorknob. maverick doesn’t say anything, ever polite (if not austere and quiet), but you know he’s looking. it’s hard not to—his eyes have that quality to him, burning and bright, just like the cattle brand he’s named for.
his gaze remains even as you finally manage to get the door open. it swings inward and reveals a dark, dusty space, an artifact from an earlier time. you’re worried already—though darkness shrouds your vision, shadowy outlines further in suggest only one blocky mattress instead of two. your heart pounds. when arranging this inn stay, six repeatedly confirmed two beds instead of one. how could this one aspect of your mission have gone so astronomically wrong?
maverick, ever the empath, recognizes your hesitation even before you do. he bumps your elbow with his, shifting his lips beneath dusty blonde stubble. “we going in or sleeping outside tonight?” he phrases it as a joke, but you know as well as he does that sleeping outside is always an option for him.
in lieu of true comfort, you stumble over a laugh, and keep your voice steady through sheer willpower. “no, we’re… we’re goin’ in.”
you’re the first to take the plunge. in you go, hands fumbling over a 50-year-old lightswitch on the left wall in the process. with a click, illumination floods the bedroom with brilliant radiance, albeit smoky and flickering, emanating from fluorescent lights spotted over with dark patches overhead. in the dappled half-light, your worst fears are concerned. once dark outlines elevate into full images—just as you suspected, there is only one bed, and it leers at you from its spot in the bedroom’s center, as if mocking you with how much space it takes up. when maverick takes a spot at your side and drops his bags down near your feet, you hear his lips part. he must be imagining the same thing you are. he inhales sharply in preparation to say something, but you cut him off long before he has the chance.
“wine?” you turn to him after unearthing a bottle of cheap cabernet from your pack, unopened and gleaming beneath the sickly fluorescent light.
he laughs, just a little. you like hearing that from him; maverick’s more stoic than you think he should be. if all were right in the world, he would be smiling and laughing all the time, in that low, chuckling tune that rumbles in your chest. not all is right, though. this night is the first of many that you two will be behind enemy lines, intelligence agents risking your lives to get vital information back to six. you don’t know what tomorrow holds, nor what the day after that will. tonight, however, is peaceful; nice. if this is that last night that he laughs in a while, you want to make it a good one. hence, wine. a silly sentiment, maybe, a bottle grabbed off empty shelves moments before you left the hereford base in preparation for your assignment, but a sentiment that he seems to appreciate nonetheless. both of you know from experience that the nights before danger are the best for indulging in creature comforts.
a nod and a few murmured words sees the two of you sitting in rickety wicker chairs on a dirt-caked balcony staring out over the sonoran desert, a world of stars and wilderness. a smattering of constellations and distant worlds illuminates your bodies and the bottle of wine that hovers uncertainly between you, half-downed. idyllic is hardly a word to describe such an environment, and yet your eyes burn maverick’s profile into your brain. somehow the stars only enhance his rugged features. the stars conferred with each other to knit him together at this moment as if he’s always belonged here with you since his conception. you’re buzzed from the wine, certainly, but deep, deep down, you know you would have ogled him so fanatically even if you were sober.
the wine seems to have dulled his senses too. normally he notices when you look at him this way, but a lull in his permanent state of vigilance sends his eyes to the stars. so thoughtful, you think to yourself. what could possibly enrapture him so?
“what are you thinking about?” you wonder, voice soft. he turns his head to glance at you, the faintest hints of a smile on his lips.
“the stars,” he murmurs finally, sending one last look to the heavens. “constellations are the same everywhere, but the meanings change.”
he smiles up at the sky and deep down, you wish he was smiling at you too.
“the latin world was so obsessed with the bigger picture; ursa major, the great bear,” he continues. it occurs to you that this is the first time he’s spoken at length about the nebulous ideas within his brilliant mind. “the middle-east wasn’t, though. put a lot of damn importance on the value of the individual. named every individual star, but not how they came together. al-qa’id, ‘the leader’, at the vanguard. al-hawar, ‘the white of the eye’, right there.”
he indicates something far above you, but you can’t quite catch the meaning. in an effort to reach closer to the deepest corners of maverick’s thoughts and dreams, you point up at what you think to be the constellation he’s referring to, palm wavering against a dark, glistening background. “there?”
he chuckles at your side. “close, but no cigar,” he murmurs. in a confidential meeting of skin, he gently takes hold of your palm with his own, and a quiet adjustment places you in the same realm he’s in. you can’t help the flush in your face as he does so; all you can do is trace the tattoo of kabul on his thick forearm as it slowly fades from your touch. “there we are.”
you smile at him, and he smiles back. it’s mystical how the desert air tousles his dusty blonde hair, scattered throughout with the messy aftermath of a long trek through what amounts to a wasteland. maybe it’s the wine that makes you say what you say next, though in the annals of your own experience, you will always know that this question has been on your heart long before this moment.
“you never talk about what happened in kabul, when you disappeared before six,” you finally manage. “you lost contact for two years. you could have been gone for way longer—it would have been easier, too. no courts, no trials, no questions. why’d you come back?”
he pauses. maverick’s so used to listening, so shy of talking. his mind is a fortress you’ve thus far failed to crack, but as you see the wheels turning in his head, you finally feel the seals on the edges of his identity begin to peel away.
“it’s easy to disappear if you put your mind to it,” he begins, slowly. “it’s harder to realize that you can’t kill every part of your old self. some part of you will always go back. I had people to help; to save.”
he exhales. “and sometimes… sometimes you need to become a ghost to understand how ghosts live.”
“and how do ghosts live?”
he smiles this time. the spark’s back in his firebrand eyes. “very carefully.”
you laugh with him, a melody in the stiff summer air. it’s only a moment though. reality sets in soon thereafter. “we should sleep,” you insinuate suddenly. “early morning tomorrow.”
his laugh fades. “yeah. yeah, we should head in,” maverick murmurs, gathering the wine bottle from the end table beside both of you. “I’ll take the floor.”
“no, you’re not,” you interject quite suddenly, standing from your chair. “we need to be on our best for this mission. you can’t get that if you’re sleeping on the floor.”
“I’ve slept in worse places,” maverick grumbles, already gathering his things in preparation to return to the hotel room from the balcony. “the damn floor’s nothin’.”
you reach out, arm moving faster than your mind can keep up with. you slot maverick’s wrist into your grip, and the ferocity with which you grab at him forces him to look back at you and address the fire in your eyes. “I’m serious, mav,” you insist. “either we both sleep on the bed, or neither of us do.”
he takes a moment, eyes meeting in the liminal space of an argument staked on the wellbeing of the other person. it’s an intense, passionate tryst of the eyes, one that maverick ends up losing. he breaks before you do, turning his head to force your eyes apart while his free hand moves to rub against the back of his neck. you can feel the blush cross his hands, and you know it touches his cheeks as well. “fuckin’ a,” he grumbles. “okay, okay. you win. don’t say I didn’t try though.”
you remove your hand, a self-satisfied smile replaces it. the sweet rush of victory, however, cannot extinguish the flame now ignited in your heart. “I’m nothing if not stubborn,” you call back as he turns to enter the bathroom.
“now I know,” he returns, his last reply before the two of you finally decide to turn in for the night.
and soon enough, the two of you are in the same bed, peering at each other from under half-lidded eyes in sheer darkness. you trace the curve of his brow, the touch of his nose, his lips with your eyes, and you notice he does too, albeit under the influence of far more sentimentality. you feel desperately close even on separate sides of the bed, and the heat generated from such close personage is enough to send sweat down your spine. the warmth grows ever brighter when maverick’s hand snakes forward. you melt into his palm as it cups your cheek. this is the most intimate and sentimental you’ve ever seen him.
“thank you,” he murmurs. “thank you for listening to me. for letting me talk.”
“anytime, maverick,” you stammer in response. “i think you should talk more.”
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r6shippingdelivery · 1 year
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How would the spetz boys react to their SO that can’t sleep without a blankie/stuffie?
I'm gonna be honest, since I only ship the spetz boys with each other, even when I answer more general questions about how'd they act with their SO, I'm still modelling it after my ships for them. And for the life of me I can't imagine any of them unable to sleep unless they have a blankie/stuffie, sorry.
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wastedr00k · 2 years
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montagne x reader ; limit - photosynthesis -
just like a plant, Giles grew. 
as his heart and body changed, so did his feelings towards everyone and he soon grew a ‘hero complex’ , thinking he has to protect everyone in the face of danger, everyone except you. as he grew, you shrank. the more the shined the duller you become. and yet, the more he took from you, the deeper your love for him.
as the scythe he carried grew heavier and larger, the smaller your wings span shrunk, the more feathers you lose.
but you didn’t mind, you were here to support him in the spotlight, not steal it from him. you didn’t mind that the feathers on your wings has long fallen off from the arguments and from his growth. it was almost comical, the way you used your own shine to nurture him at the cost of yourself, they’ll grow back anyway. it was what you owed him after all.
but it’s worth it right?
it was worth it watching him fall in love with someone else, to watch him go crawling back to him every time, to watch him turn away whenever she kissed another guy, to watch him destroy himself while you, oh foolish you, kept giving all that you have left. 
because he’ll come to his senses one day, right?
“you know what she’s doing, stop turning away from it Giles.” you yelled as he continued to run with all his might, in hopes that he’ll forget.
struggling to keep up with him, your hands always seem to be mere inches away from him. “Giles! please stop, you know that it isn’t worth it, she isn’t worth it!” 
halting in his steps, he turned around to face you with nothing but anger in his eyes, “she isn’t worth it? how dare you say that?” he thundered towards you, “you know who isn’t worth it? you!”
you stopped as your hands went up to clutch your chest in shock, tears already welling up in your eyes as your feathers started to sting again. but it didn’t matter to Giles, he was taking his anger out on you, ruthlessly.
“you did nothing for me my whole life!”
did he forget when you held him in your arms and wings as he cried for the whole night after finding out she slept with someone else for months behind his back?
it’s okay, he’s just stressed out
“you were never there for me in any way!”
did he forget when you watched with pride as he collected his graduation certificate, or that time when you pushed him out of the way of an on coming car, or when you took notes for him while he slept during his classes?
it’s okay, a little more and it’ll be over
“you were nothing but a burden to me in my whole damn life!”
were you a burden when you lend him a shoulder to cry on, when you gave him advice, when you told him that it was all going to be okay?
it’s okay, this will help him feel better
and finally, silence.
Giles’s chest heaved as he kept his brows knotted, fist clenched and teeth gritted and feet firmly planted into the ground. 
it was such a contrast to you, you who were floating above the ground, hands clutching each other, eyes widened with tears. your wings are now nothing but ashes, blackened from the venom that Giles spat at you.
as the both of you continued this silent stand off, you decided to back down, like you always do. with his scythe as your neck, you bowed in defeat, “i’m sorry, my dear.”
still fuming from his rage, still too prideful to lower his scythe and apologize, he turned away from you and continued to run, knowing he’ll have to make it up to you later with sweet lies, but for now, his own pride is still latching onto him. there’s no way he’ll bow to you now.
as you slowly recollected yourself, lifting your head to see him running further and further away from you, down a path of nothing but misery.
it was worth it watching him work himself half to death for a sliver of recognition, to patch him up whenever he came back bruised as the cuts dried on his skin, to watch as he hung more medals up on his walls. to watch him use himself as a human shield.
because that’s what makes him happy right?  
as you floated above his bed, you watched quietly as Giles opened up his acceptance letter to the **** , his smile couldn’t be wider as he turned to you and brought the letter up to your face.
“I made it! they’re accepting me!” he beamed at you and continued texting everyone he knows about the news.
“why must you chase this?”
“why shouldn’t I? I’ve been dreaming of this for my whole life! since i was a kid and when i had my first toy tank, I knew that this is something I’m willing to chase.” he quipped back to you, “can you just support me for once? this is me doing what I love like you’ve always told me to.”
as your brows furrowed, you floated down to keep your eyes level with his, “i only told you to love yourself, my dear Giles.” reaching out to hold his hands in yours, as another feather starts getting corrupted with ashes. 
“isn’t doing something I love a way of loving myself?” he shooed you away, like he always had, as his phone screen lit up with yet another person calling him to congratulate him.
“loving yourself? you call this loving yourself? you call sending yourself to war loving yourself? you’re not loving yourself, you’re loving the recognition, it’s not the same thing.” you muttered, hands softly touching the new scars on your wings, “i want to keep you safe, with me.”
just like a plant, he grew and just like a light source that couldn’t be keep powered forever, you became dimmer and dimmer.
“i don’t mind becoming dimmer, if it makes you shine brighter, my darling.”
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Henry finds himself gazing upon the human city. The winged siren would often leave his domain to watch the city from afar. He had always wondered what they do there in their own cities and those winding towers. A long time ago, he could still remember what the human cities were like then: small, insignificant, dull. Now their towers were tall enough to pierce the skies, a pinnacle of human advancements. It fuels their desire and arrogance, wanting for more. Henry sneers as he stares at the drifting waste. 
Henry looks back at the object in hand, the metal called a "bullet." He remembers how he got it. He felt a disturbance in his waters some few weeks ago and flew to investigate. He was met with two groups of humans fighting amongst themselves and saw it as an opportunity to catch them off guard. Much to Henry's distaste however, the other group got away with their lives still intact. The tip of his talons tracing the engraved words.
R&D.
An idea pops in his mind.
--
With shifty eyes and cautious movements, Marius sneaks his way to the workshop. He had tried getting some sleep but the recommendations he received from Jordan and Elena couldn't wait for tomorrow. The thought had kept him painfully awake and he ultimately decided to work on it right now while the idea was still fresh. If a certain Frenchman had caught him in the act, Marius knows well he'd receive an earful. Finally, he had arrived and his hand hovered on the doorknob when he noticed that the door was halfway open, the darkness of the workshop peering into view. The German quirks a brow. Did someone come in and forgot to close the door? He could think of some possible culprits but he was sure that they were fast asleep. Or it's about time we have the hinges checked. Marius pushes the door open and turns to flick the lights on.
But he never does.
Amongst the scattered equipment and destroyed furniture, a large bird-like figure shuffled a drawer open. It had picked something up with its large, sharp talons that Marius knew well that it could tear him into shreds. Marius's eyes left the bird's hunched form and traveled to the large, gaping hole in a wall. Now despite his limited knowledge of birds, Marius knows full well that they weren't strong enough to break through a reinforced ceiling.
Perhaps he could continue the adjustments tomorrow.
He takes a step back but the creature lifts its head up, its body stiffens and feathers raised. The large bird slowly turns its head towards him and--
It has the face of a man and Marius feels his blood run cold.
The creature narrows its eyes and turns the rest of its form to Marius's direction. 
The German moves to run but his feet stand still. Gritting his teeth, he repeats the action but still his body won't budge. The creature's lips part, uttering something Marius couldn't quite hear. Was it-- no, was he doing this to him? Did he put a spell on him? It feels ridiculous thinking these sorts of questions but at this point logic is seemingly thrown out the window. The man-faced bird is approaching him now, talons scraping against the floor. He again makes an attempt to move, to run, to act, hell even twitch but his form continues to defy him. The scraping stops. Wings spread to devour him and glowing yellow eyes stare up to his gaze all the while continue to mutter. Now that the creature was close, Marius could hear something now. Something faint.
Marius squints his eyes, trying to decipher whatever the creature was saying. A haunting and otherworldly melody blesses his ears. The creature was singing, Marius realized. His ears have never been graced with such a symphony. It was as if the ocean itself was singing to him. It was so--
"Beautiful."
The creature stops and steps back, baffled. "What?" Marius feels his body slowly regain control and nearly stumbles to the floor. Stepping away and back hitting against the wall, the creature puffs his feathers and raises his wings to the ceiling. The human face looked distraught, confused. "How dare you humiliate me." He sends Marius flying to the ground with a crack of his wings.
By the time he looks up the creature was long gone.
--
Beautiful.
That word was now wedged to his memory. Henry felt a disgusting warmth in his chest and shook it off, huffing. How dare that human make him feel… like this? 
When he meets that human again Henry will make sure he'll pay.
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