#so now i need to redo everything

[trying414]

Holy shit I just remembered I don't have school on Monday and that is SUCH a relief 😭😭😭

#why do i procrastinate so much #homework for days #wouldnt be as bad if the ratdog didnt piss on my bag #and ruin all my books #so now i need to redo everything #not because my teachers want me to #but because i need to remember this shit and it will trigger me if i dont #sometimes i hate that i do this to myself #it will all pay off eventually #but right now #its torture

[killjoy-prince]

After 10+ Long Rests to clear out any event that can override this one and another Duke rescue later, I finally got Wyll's last romance scene

#prince's gaming tag #i like his second romance scene more but I still like this one a lot he's so happy when I said yes #but the shit i had to do to get it was TEDIOUS #between mizora's renewed contract scene and the emperor and halsin wanting me carnally and the flaming fist almost killing me bc of mizora #so many scenes took over this one and I had to redo it bc i needed to read a book pertaining to wylls quest and it glitched out of existence #after saving the duke again so i had to read it AND THEN save the duke #and then i got scared bc it didnt pop up after doing everything right but i just had to do another long rest and i got it #anyway now im officially done with this run and I can start playthrough number 5 #only thing is part of why I did astarion now was i didnt have to think about making my own character #but now i do... which means its gonna take a while...... i dont even know who i wanna be #i guess bard again so i can get the busker achievement #we shall see

[youredreamingofroo]

something that I realized WAY too late into my tumblr "career" is that when you click on a post and have it pop up, the blog post color turns white, if you dont know what i mean, heres an example:

Here's how I see my intro/navi post (on my blog dash thingie):

But if you click on my page/blog (by clicking my name, not going to youredreamingofroo dot com), here's how anybody else would see it (aka not on dash):

which is VERY annoying especially since I like to make transparent images/banners/gifs and means I have to rebrand my banners- and I can't make the text darker, bc then it'll be hard to see when your just viewing it on the dash :/

I also didn't realize this when I make colored text and thus meaning the text on some posts w/ colored text will be/are hard to read

#I was just thinking about this earlier when I made my MtMoi release post and i've been aware of this for a little bit now #im just so frustrated about this whole thing which makes me not want to remake every banner 😭 #i kind of need to do it soon tho cuz of my MtMoi series aksjhdnbn #i just kind of figured a while ago that “well my blog is dark mode so everything else will be dark mode” and got unpleasantly surprised >:/ #and to be frank I want to redo my entire theme again anyways but uegrhhhh thats tedious and i dont wanna do tedious things rn #-said the person who constantly deals with/does tedious things #yapping

[orchideae]

This struggle will sound so absolutely ridiculous to anyone who isn't insane like me, but one of my biggest struggles is (when I'm working on aesthetics/anything), is nailing down Yelan's color palette. The outfit looks like it could have a decent bit of close-to true blue, right?

Nah, nope. Stupid dark steel mixes, blue/purple mixes, the closest you get to 'true blue' is either a dark midnight blue (which okay, good), or this. Don't get me wrong, everything about her color palette is gorgeous in my opinion, but this concept that she has proper true blues in her 'aesthetic' is a total lie perpetuated by her splash art. It's her background that is very blue, you lying and deceptive liars who lie and work at Hoyo! It isn't her!!

... Granted, I say this, but it's not like it's Hoyoverse that has claimed any of this. But just, you know, let me kick and stomp my feet a la Tinkerbell for just a moment, it makes me happy sometimes. Also, it's Sunday, I always stomp my foot at least once on this day.

#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly. #[ yes. this has been driving me INSANE for ages. because i'm redoing my pinned and so i'm changing up the colored text. ] #[ and am trying to match it. ] #[ i now also need to change the damned dice in her icon. ugh save me. why am i like this. why can't i be a simpleton. ] #[ why does /everything/ need to be right. I NEED TO CHANGE ALL THE COLORS! ] #[ /tinkerbellfootstomp.gif ]

[terrorbirb]

The plumbing in our apartment is so bad we just have a hole in the ceiling because we got annoyed that they had to keep coming out, patching the pipe, patching the ceiling,and getting dust everywhere.

Anyway now the shower is having issues that involve more than 1 tool so it's officially the landlords fault.

#totes bro #not to say i really like my new job but every time i complain about my landlords my coworkers are like hmmmmm #bet we can find a code they're breaking #just like they did with my old job #pretty sure its the antiscald thingy because we've had these issues in the past with the bath #im so annoyed because the plumber has been telling them for years they need to redo thr piping in all units #but the owners are too cheap #like literally its like 1-2k per unit. that is rent. what the fuck? #the owner has this place paid off for years now like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #ahhhhhhhhhhhhh #I Am the cause of everything good to this apartment and upkeep #if they stopped raising the rent i would paint and do some actual repairs but alas #the plumber says next time he's out he'll recaulk the tub

[victorluvsalice]

-->And with that, it was finally off to Van Liddelton Groceries once more! Alice got to open the place up this time, though first, I had her set the prices to “Sale” (aka 15% markup) down from the regular 25% markup. Why? Because they DO NOT need the money, and I wanted to see if stuff would sell faster if it was a little cheaper. She then got sent to have some zoomies to deal with her slowly-growing Fury (no wolfing out at work!) while Victor bunked down for a nap in the break room and Smiler went out to handle the sales floor (after consulting their future cube for advice, since I wanted them to do something while waiting for customers – “the cube abides,” apparently)! Amusingly, the very first Sim to show up for the day was L. Faba – guess she was tired of Morgyn getting all the attention whenever the gang visited the Magic Realm. XD (Which reminds me, I really gotta bind Victor’s dragon familiar to him already...) Anyway, after a bit of lag, Smiler was able to let off one of their patented vampiric happiness bursts for the incoming customers and chat with Catarina Lynx for a bit to try and convince her to buy stuff –

-->And then Alice came back, and I decided that I wanted her to make some more food downstairs rather than force her to chat with customers. A decision that led to me transferring $40,000 of their household funds over to the store so I could upgrade the downstairs kitchen area with the best Schmapple fridges and ovens, and add a counter by the corner so I could put in a stand mixer, a waffle iron, and a pizza oven! All in the blue swatches, since I thought those looked nice. :) I then had Alice use the bulk food processors from Simsonian Library to process some potato flour so she could whip up a batch of dough –

-->Aaand suddenly EVERYONE WAS BUYING SHIT. Yeah, apparently cheaper prices DO encourage more sales. I quickly had Alice run up there to help Smiler with the initial rush (since Victor was still working on taking care of his needs) – Catarina picked up a loaf of cheesy bread for $71; Christen a jar of blueberry jam for $80; and Janae a small mushroom for $5. We got a brief break while some of the customers got distracted by the sight of celebrity Brytani Cho in the store (long enough for Victor to get up and go to the bathroom), but after that and another annoying case of lag, the sales started coming again, with Bella Goth grabbing a box of dried sage for $413, and L. Faba getting a box of cheese for $621. I took a moment to check downstairs and saw that Alice’s dough was ready, so I had her go downstairs and grab that –

Aaand got an LE as she did so. However, that was shortly followed by customer Olivia grabbing an avocado from the produce fridges/warming racks, so I think the LE was actually related to that – specifically, to my Brazen Lotus stuff. Meh. At least I'm pretty sure I know what it is (the game doesn’t have a proper animation to play if a Sim is getting a normally-not-allowed-in-produce-fridges item out of a produce fridge, so it goes “hey”) and that it’s not TOO game-breaking!

#sims 4 #the lazy save #victor van dort #alice liddell #smiler always #yeah I'd been meaning to lower their prices for a while now #as stated they do NOT need the money #and I want to get this place emptied so I can rethink what I want to sell and how I want to sell it #thinking of going toward a more 'prepared foods' model #we will see #in the meantime you can see things remain pretty busy on the lot #good thing Smiler loves socializing :p #and Victor and Alice can tolerate it :p #and I liked upgrading the processing area downstairs with the new small appliances #looks a little more professional now #Alice seems to enjoy using everything #though now I'm thinking we should have more than one of each appliance #so we could have multiple items getting cooked at once #I mean I have two ovens and two fridges already #things to ponder as we move forward! #and yeah that LE really does seem to be related to people trying to buy things out of the produce fridge #that normally wouldn't go in a produce fridge #and since I have a mod from Brazen Lotus that allows you to put things in the produce fridge that normally don't go there #not gonna worry about it for now but #it is a factor in me considering redoing the store a bit #we'll see what happens! #queued

[aria0fgold]

Got distracted and I ended up working on my drawing But then I realized a major mistake on it when I thought I was done with the star veil (yes, again. I changed up the stars at the tips of it, this veil is kicking my ass) and I was erasing stuff already so when I realized I'm like: FUCK-- undo undo undo undo und o un do u n d o. And now I gotta... move All those new lil designs at the tip, Again, so I'm like: Okay... alright... I'll do that Later. I'll write now cuz god Forbid I do anything in that design, it's all mistakes!

#aria rants #that star veil has trapped ME in a time loop of perpetually fixing the thing cuz im never done with it like #this is the messiest drawing ive ever done simply by the Amount of mistakes i have on it and the entire process of it like #past aria wasnt lying about the notes she put for me when i was lazy to do the star veil DAYS AGO but she was only thinking #that: haha future me is gonna bead All those lines >:D well lil did she know is that future her aint gonna bead those lines #anymore but the veil is STILL KICKING MY ASS HARDER THAN WHEN I TRIED TO BEAD IT ALL #also the designs at the tip were supposed to just be stars. but then sirius' heart happened and i was like: i need to put morse code on it #and normally id rely on the circle ruler but i alrdy used circles for the Inner beads. i needed a different kind of circle for the tips #and then i managed to somehow??? freehand a perfectly shaped egg so ive just been duplicating layer and moving #that egg cuz aint no way i can redraw that again. the first was a fluke i didnt know was possible. and i also didnt wanna #redraw the lil dash beads i made via the ruler so ive just been keeping two layers with just one tiny drawing each #of an egg and a slanted rectangle and ngl duplicating and moving those things take up way More of my concentration #than when im just doing the lines over and over again cuz i had to keep track of which layer has which and minimize it #by merging the morse code line ive finished (like once im done for the morse code ''you'' id merge that all tgt) #so i can keep myself from exploding out of incredible confusion on which layer is which but Now i gotta redo ALL THAT #i gotta redo the other ''i love you'' morse code at the right end cuz i Forgot. to leave. a space. at the end. #like the left end has a space (star) before the egg for the first dot of ''i'' but i forgot to do that for the right end....... #theres no space (star) after the rectangle for the last part of ''u''....... i need to move All that-- maaaaaaaaaaannnn #writing it is. ill do writing for now. writing is the best. at least then i dont gotta MOVE EVERYTHING once i made a mistake--

[telebi]

PPJWBK

#pp krit #jackson wang #billkinpp #billkin putthipong #everything about this is HILARIOUS to me #billkin is so obviously pps ride or die because he looked SO MAD to be forced to take a picture with jackson #but you know if billkin DIDNT force him to pp woulda been so mad at having missed his chance #bkjackson becoming besties is so insane #so insane #what a time to be alive #and by that i mean what a time for jackson bc pp is SUFFERING #(never been more erct in his life) #they need to redo the WHAT IDOL WOULD YOU DATE video because now billkin will obviously say jackson #DOES PP EVEN STILL WANT HIM AFTER THIS….WHO KNOWS #l m f a o #a: billkin putthipong #a: pp krit #a: jackson wang

[outeremissary]

Most cursed ass thing about BG3 is the way it makes me think "I should replay BG1." Literally the voice of the devil

#I've never made it to bg2 in a playthrough of my own because I fucking hate bg1 so much. it's just boring for such long stretches #but I REFUSE to skip and give up on my lifelong mission to assassinate that violet eyed drow #we all know the one. #anyway jaheira is so hot in bg3 it's completely wiped out all previous feelings I had about her and I need the other jaheira games NOW #I was so fucking nervous when I heard that they were putting her and hamster man in this game but god she's been so wonderful #I'm always nervous about legacy characters whether or not they're carrying forward a canon series world state #but she's perfect she's so good she's everything I could dream of and more for character who has done all of this before #a badass. an icon. a legend. a milf. what was I talking about I literally don't remember #rambling #I actually got so far last time I played BG1 before all my saves got corrupted... it's been so long I could endure redoing it all

[sad--tree]

keep saying i don't want 2 work another retail xmas but canNOT 4 the life of me make myself finish my goddamn fucking job applications !!!!!! death & dying & despair etc. etc.

#i dont dislike the application process for gc jobs on principle BUT #it does not mesh well w/ my difficulties re: starting & finishing tasks #but like i understand why u cant just send in a resume n hit done #NOT that there are many IT listings up atm...... and ill apply 4 clerical/admin stuff too #but an IT-1 STARTS a good $10k a year higher than a CR-5 soooooo :/// #which is whatever its fine money isnt everything!! ill gladly make less if it means not hating my job!!! #but i also wanna. u know. LIVE. move out of my parents house. buy brand name snacks occasionally. maybe -gasp- go on a vacation #(not 2 say i dont make an attempt at travel now but thats with very finite savings that are def only going down not up) #also extremely frustrating 2 me the emphasis put on having a degree that completely locks me out of certain job categories #like. yes. there are for sure some where having the bg knowledge is important eg. an AU (auditor/accountant) or MA (methodologist) #and there are certain skills a degree (in theory) provides eg critical thinking research etc. #but not all of us have $40k+ to get tge fancy piece of paper saying we have those things. and u can have those skills w/o a degree #and smth like an EC which needs a degree in economics sociology or statistics is so arbitrary #and maybe not necessarily actually based in the majority of work done by the majority of positions in that category #ANYWAYS not me being bitter abt education standards YET AGAIN lol #idek if i could go to uni even if i could afford it. even tho i have 2 college diplomas id probably have 2 redo my grade 12 english 😶‍🌫️ #also if money were no object id probably go for like. film studies or smth lol not sociology #tho. ngl. if i had the willpower and determination 4 smth so rigorous (i 100% dont) accounting does seem. interesting asdffhkkfdghh #ANYWAYS pt. 2 all this 2 say this is why i instead spent $10k+ on the only possible 2 yr diploma #that can still get u in2 the higher paying public service jobs. even tho ive discovered i Dont Particularly Care for programming. :( #thats an understatement actually i was actively in hell for like 80% of that program and the remaining 20% mostly wasnt coding

[eats-the-stars]

other ppl love having extra hands on deck to help them out but i prefer to have the whole big machine floor just to me. me doing all the work. yes all the steps from picking to final packaging. sorry but i am picky about the way i do things and unless you do it just the way i like it will rub me wrong and if it is legit wrong i will have to redo it anyway.

#work venting #some of my coworkers are great #9/10 you can work the machine floor with me. your trays are lovely everything is centered colors all correct #but some coworkers...i can only tolerate garbage trays if i'm the one who made it #because it's one thing if i chose to do that to myself. but if someone else is like 'here i made this it's trash :) for you' #then....mmmm. don't like. if u make a garbage tray the rule is u should have to run it yourself #sometimes i just put one in the machine and instead of finessing it i just let it destroy the tray #and then i go 'oh no :( i will have to redo that now. so sad. so terrible to replace that with a good tray now' #also like to do the quality control and the prep to go #because some coworkers have clumsy hands and their detail work just destroys the final products #and then i have to redo them :) #so i think i will just do the cleaning touches okay? if i'm busy maybe at least let me do the ones that took a long time? #because if u burn the shit out of something that took me 27 minutes to make...i will not be happy #also do not like it when a coworker who doesn't normally do my role hits a slow bit and decides to 'help me out' #and then proceeds to fumble the shit out of my machines and just like... #clumsily pull 4 threads out of alignment while trying to re-thread a fifth line that did not need to be re-threaded #because the error message on the machine indicated a loose screw on the tray :) #or making me a tray....except everything is off-center and i have to redo it #or that time i couldn't figure out why a machine wasn't working #and it turns out they put a part in with the magnet facing out instead of in #and i don't usually check for that because i don't make that mistake. i simply do not #please just let me work the machine floor alone if u don't know what ur doing #if u are one of my rare coworkers who knows their shit and doesn't have bad habits like chronically making garbage trays to 'save resources' #then u can stay but ur on thin ice #i would rather be doing five jobs at once #than have to be doing constant damage control

[babsaros]

i figured this week was gonna cause a meltdown, i just hoped i’d make it til friday :/

#my job officially sucks now bc we’ve hit the 3 month mark and thats when all jobs suck #and now i’m apparently working 28 hour weeks #and the store is closing so i’m gonna have to transfer to a new store 20 min away #and i haven’t eaten today yet #and all my nails are broken from work bc the stupid shelves needed to be moved and shit #and the grocery store was a hassle and i onyl got a few things but it was still expensive #and everything EVERYTHING is just so frustrating to do and can’t just be done quickly #i keep fucking up and needing to redo it multiple times #i just #and i keep telling myself i don’t care but no one at work uses they/them for me even tho its on my nametag #even most of my coworkers #and it’s not like im gonna correct them #im juat too tired #im too tired #and i want to cut my hair and make soup and do stuff but im so tired and there’s no time #i don’t know what to do #i’m really sorry i try not to post vents very much #it doesn’t make me feel good #im sorry

[byakuyasdarling]

I’m loving how this drawing is turning out thus far, but I’m not looking forward to the overpainting,, or figuring out transparent objects… or drawing…

#it tires me so easily #please tell me how to keep drawing Fr LMAO #this is probs my last big piece (and one of my only proper big pieces) of the year… so yeah it has to be good #actually pulling out all the stops again for once LMAO #it’s another ‘’first dream’’ picture — I’ve illustrated the first part - this happens directly after. I’m trying to give it that appeal. #and I might try and draw the third part on the 23rd in between everything #and maybe redo the first part??? #I have to draw so much and I have so little time on the computer -_- #need to redo S/I expression and some of her face most likely — not easy without a liquify tool #she just looks too dead right now #saving it for the overpainting

[rosicheeks]

You are possibly the softest, most gentle angel on this app 🥺 All your tags, how overwhelmed with romance you get, it’s so utterly delightful and makes my heart burst 🥺 Even through a screen, you give the immense feeling of being home, even to an anon like me 💜

If this is what it feels like to know you from a distance, I can’t even begin to imagine the unfathomable euphoria of knowing you up close Rosie 🥺 You are exquisite, in every sense of the word 🥺🥺🥺

#I’m NOT OKAY OMG #jdnsksnkxnfksnsmdndks I just?????? this is so fucking sweet I can’t handle it 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #with everything that’s been going on lately I definitely needed this 🥺 thank you so fucking much #^^ this is me ((sobbing and petting my bursting heart 🥺🥰)) #first of all…. you think I’m an angel 🥺🥺🥺 #broooooo I’m happy you like how overwhelmed (obsessed) I am with romance cause to me?!? I would like my heart to calm the fuck down #I didn’t ASK to be a hopeless romantic!! whoever made me accidentally spilled too much in and now I’m stuck like this 😂😂😂😂 #I think the part that actually made me start crying was the ‘home’ bit….. like that is so intimate and sweet 😭 #my goal is to find someone who makes me feel like home and I can make them feel like home…. no matter where we are or what’s going on - #all that matters is that we have each other…. I’ve been rewatching once upon a time while I paint and boy oh BOY that does things to me #I want to find my Prince Charming 😭😭😭 #but seriously I’m going to be thinking about that compliment for years!! ‘give the immense feeling of being home’ hold on while I SOB #I still think about an anon who said I reminded them of autumn cause that hit a soft spot inside me and this home shit DEFINITELY DID #just…. thank you 🥺🥺🥺 #honestly that last paragraph? I can’t believe someone could feel that way towards ME #like are you sure you have the right person?????? and then I read rosie and I’m like 👀 that’s me tho #I think exquisite is such an underrated word #I don’t even know what to say anymore dude… I think I said it all but then I read the ask again and I’m like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #and I feel like my tags aren’t good enough but I’m wayyyyyy too lazy to redo them so hopefully they’re good enough #I just don’t think you understand how much these asks mean to me #lately I’ve been in a little bit of a hole (and I haven’t been good at replying so I’m so sorry to anyone who has tried to snap/message me) #idk if hole is the right word maybe funk??? #but either way these asks never fail to put a smile on my face and remind myself that there is still good in the world #there are still amazing people I have yet to meet and wonderful places I have yet to see idk these asks help me get out of my depression #and I seriously can’t thank you enough I feel like I’ve said it a billion times but thank you thank you thank you #I’m not positive but I’m pretty sure words of affirmation is one of my highest love languages #words mean so much to me (obviously actions speak louder than words and blah blah blah) but I’ll be thinking about sweet words for YEARS #ok I’m probably running out of space so I should shut up….. but I’m going to end it on this - #thank you so much for sending me this 💖 thank you for taking the time out of your day to send me such sweet words #ask

[chaos-and-cookies]

Couldn't sleep. Decided to do a little bit of journal manifesting and wrote a page of stuff down. Now it's an hour later and 6am lol and I have pt in the afternoon....whelp.

#im already feeling crappy too oh boy hope i dont gotta call out #i found/remembered i have a exercise journal tho just in time too since i started pt back up this week #i havent touched that journal since January rip i did do small basic stuff and even tried redoing ring fit but never journaled about it ig #now i gotta try AGAIN for my ring fit since i couldnt touch it after surgery lol whelp #i think theres a reset profile option so imma just do that next time when i can start playing it again #i gotta get more consistent with my pt and my manifesting/spiritual stuff tho #and my streaming... hell i just need to start being more consistent with everything in my life rn #im gonna be 30 next year and these covid years... i just let them float by #i need to start doing things on a schedule. maybe i should try making a schedule for a week and see how it goes.

[pepprs]

hi mutuals. ive been gone all day in capstone hell in part bc my advisor is basically making me restructure the entire thing and it’s literally due on saturday. also if i look at a screen for another second my eyes will explode out of my face i think. like screens are so weird and 3d to me rn and it hurts my eyes and is too up close but also im pretty sure i have a lazy eye now so that’s probably why lol. but I have a week of this left at least atp except i can’t possibly ahve a week of this left because i literalt graduate a week from today. i feel like setting everything on fire

#purrs #what is it with me and my teachers / professors changing my entire project at the last minute LOL. throwback to ap art i. senior year of #high school when i was so fucking stressed out and depressed about graduating (hmmm sound familiar 🤔💕) and i had spent literally ALL YEAR do #doing my stupjd breadth and composition. or whatever it was like the names of the 2 stupid categories w head to do and i spent the whole yEA #year doing paintings for my compositon and i didn’t finish them bc i bit off more than i could chew (hmm sound familiar 🤔💕) and got permissi #permission from her to do my last like 3-4 paintings as collages in my sketchbook and then i had to give her mt sketchbook to like physicall #physically handle them and grade them (which was mortifying bc mt sketchbooks are like my diary basically) and after she gave it back she sa #sat me own and told me that she thought i had a better chance of getting a high score if in just used my sketchbook collages + some RANDOM #SKETCHBOOK PAGES that i had just been doing for fun and in my free time. instead of the paintings. thst i had spent all year fucking #murdering myself over. and iwas so angry but i went with it and i only got a 4 LMFAOOOOOOOO like this is just a repeat of that where he’s li #like you have to redo your entire fucking soi and break down everything etc etc and i swear to god i’ll get like a C. and at this point i do #don’t care. i almost broke down crying to him i was trying so hard to hold it together but i was telling him how i am worried about changing #so much of this right now not because I don’t care but because im exhausted and i DESPERATELY want and need to be done bc it’s been like #2 weeks of this at least. and he said nothing to that (in part bc i didn’t even look at him when i said it bc i was too embarrassed and bc i #said something else right after to lighten the mood bc i was too embarrassed) but like. lol still. this all sucks TREMENDOUSLY. i literally #am graduating in one week and it feels like i still have a month left and i have no fucking idea honwim gonna do this bc the stupid paper i #have been trying to write for the last 2 days he basically told me i have to redo in its entirety AND THE THING IS ITS 10 FUCKING PERCENT OF #MY ETIRE GRADE LKKE THIS IS SO STUPID HELPPPPPPPPPPPP help. this is so stupid and my faculty mentors can’t help me and im like ok maybe i ai #will go lie in the street right now. also not counting seeing glimpses of my roommates i haven’t been around another human being in person I #in a week and 2 days and ive only left my room 3 #3x in that time span too all to go like take out the trash or some shit. so im absolutely done with everything LOL there is no way this #project is happening and i want to just dump the entire thing unfinished and say please just take it i can’t do it anymore i literally can’t #him: don’t even worry about the time rn. just pretend you have infinite time. me: crying cat meme. LIKE SIR I WOULD LIKE TO BE DONE THIS #VERY INSTANT! HAVE I NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH!!!!!!! HAVE I NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it’s the way i have literally created THREE #fucking collections of literature in the course of doing this project and it still isn’t good enough LOLLL like i appreciate you trying to h #help me do well and give me time etc bu you have to understand i need to be done with undergrad right this second or i will explode