#sorry i keep editing this post to correct typos...story of my life

[mercifullymad]

i feel passionately about the need to enfold people experiencing (or diagnosed) with "just" depression or anxiety into the mad pride project. the more people who view themselves as mad, the better. much as the rhetorical move from "neurotypical" to "neuroconforming" emphasizes the artifice & social construction of "neurotypicality," so too will expanding identification as "mad" expose the sane/mad dichotomy as a false one.

it's true that (some) people with "just" depression and/or anxiety have an easier time navigating the psych system than people who have more stigmatized diagnoses. but this is not to say that they necessarily have an easy time — the carceral psych system is hostile to everyone subsumed by it, even the most "privileged" patients. we should of course critique & examine how our experiences are shaped by various intersections of privilege, but we cannot forget or ignore how someone with "just" a depression/anxiety diagnosis can still experience the full force of the carceral psych system brought down upon them (including but not limited to involuntary institutionalization, police intervention, & forced medication or other forced treatment).

we must encourage, if not insist, that those with the least-stigmatized diagnoses view their difficult experiences navigating the psych system as bound up with the liberation of people who have more stigmatized diagnoses &, often, a more violent experience of the psych system. we need more people to drop the "i have anxiety/depression but i'm not crazy" line and say loudly, "i have anxiety/depression & i am crazy. my access to just treatment is linked to the conditions of all other crazy people, who are my allies, peers, & friends. we are united in our cause & we all deserve a more liberating system of care."

#mad pride #mad liberation #disability justice #the way that one IG influencer who called depression & anxiety “vanilla” diagnoses has lived rent-free in my mind for the past five years.. #i was soooo upset by that for like three years & now i'm like. okay. it is a little funny. #but also i do think that somewhere in the 'destigmatization'/commodification of anxiety/depression (treatment) #we have lost the plot & forgotten that 'just' these experiences on their own can still be deeply distressing & chronic & endangering #& can make people (be viewed as) just as 'crazy' as someone with a more stigmatized diagnosis #& for me personally my experiences of anxiety & depression have been far more disabling than anything else #sorry i keep editing this post to correct typos...story of my life

[savrenim]

hi hi hi. so I just got into the Hamilton fandom, I swear I am four years late where did everybody go, and, well. I am apparently a hamburr shipper. bcs that is my life now. anyway I saw your fic ifmlam and I swear it is my favourite of all the fics I've ever read (and trust me I've read literally thousands). I love it so so much, how do you write fics like that??? I cried about four times during the whole thing, I stayed up till 4am reading it even when I had to wake up at 7 because it is just. that. good. I could not stop thinking about it for days afterwards and ifmlam has just ruined me. I can't think of listen to Hamilton without thinking of ifmlam anymore.

on to my qursttion: is it abandoned? of course it's perfectly FINE if it is. don't let anyone tell u differently, your fic is YOURS and u are amazing.

but pls I really need closure from ur fic, it has been haunting me if its abandoned or ongoing and I've read ur other fics and they are just chefskiss and thank you so much for writing them all. thank you thank you thank you, I will never be able to thank you enough for writing this fic and for everything it's done for me. I am probably thousands of miles away but I am sending you virtual jugs through a co.puter screen right now.

(don't feel pressured to reply to this or update it flam, I know how overwhelming it can get with so many messages and after a while u get desensitized to it. u can literally reply "thx. itfmlam is abandoned" and I would still be amazingly star struck. anyway has gotten way too long and I need to sleep and I'm sorry u probably won't see this so I'm just talking to myself right now but bye!!)

and thank you so so much for writing itfmlam.

aaaah hello anon!

thank you so so much???? I am so??? honored??? that ifmlam rates so highly to you, and also that you've read my other fics??????

the answer to the "is ifmlam abandoned" question is probably the worst possible one, which is pretty much "I do want to finish it, both for the folks that still want closure as well as it bothers to me have abandoned projects that are in the public eye/ already partially published, but also, it is last on my current writing projects list"

my current actually active writing projects list, kind of in order of priority, is

I'm literally three chapters away from being Actually Fully Done with the not-quite-first-not-quite-second let's call it 1.5th draft of an actual?? full?? original?? novel?? Opus which of course then goes out to beta readers and then gets who-knows-how-much edited and then maybe beta readers again if a lot does change and then a copyeditor my mom, my copyeditor is my mom, and maybe my little brother he's one of the betas but is very good at catching typos and then I!!! get to publish it!!!! which is the single thing I am most excited for!!!!!!!!! this should be closed up in the next week or two, and then take a while for people to actually read the draft and get back to me.

I really desperately want to finish my open-but-like-90%-written fic, which means we raise it up, the final chapter of to the bottom of the river bc I realized that it was kind of incomplete, and the second chapter of a buried and a burning flame because any more work there will need to wait until the author publishes the next book in the series. this should be closed up in the next month or two.

Speedwrite the draft of the second book of the Opus series so that hopefully by the time book 1 edits are happening, I have an almost complete draft of the second book. this is mostly me side-eyeing myself about taking nearly four years to write the first book, but that is solidly in part because I had so many other open projects which point 2 is about clearing that docket. this should be done in the next year.

And then just have my major projects be, at least until books 1-5 are written and published, books 1-5 of that because that is arguably the first major 'plot arc' of the series, so if I'm looking for a pause point on writing, that's probably where to stop.

There are two or three other short side projects (a weird fun second person short story tentatively titled witch-queen, a collection of four short stories Memoirs about a not-so-evil necromancer and the shenanigans he gets up to trying to rule a kingdom, working title Perfectly Normal Recipe Blog which is a collaborative project about a perfectly normal recipe blog that definitely doesn't include anything out of the normal) that will happen when they happen

There are other projects that are on the backburner -- The Numanok Files, a series of probably 12-15 short novellas about a mercenary/ bounty hunter esque person in space whose specialty is dealing with hauntings, but, like, 80% of their jobs is actually "you are effectively a space home inspector pointing out faulty wiring reacting to solar flares/ there's a weird alien fungus/ it's carbon monoxide okay change your atmosphere filters" and 20% of it is punching ghosts; there's a post-post apocalypse novel that I want to write that I know characters and general pacing and half the setting but need to work out the other half and figure out how much aesthetic I want to commit to; there's Strangeside7 aka spacerace book that is my reaction to how much I love how Redline the anime movie commits itself to "no we are about a race, like 60% of the screentime is just fully going to be an utterly ridiculous sci fi space race"; there's even a ridiculous YA trilogy that I would have to completely transplant the setting but might end up writing because the interplay between angel-physics and physics-physics was one of my favorite things in the world. and I guess the weird ridiculous technically a sequel series to ifmlam that was going to be published as original books that was basically me having fun with 'okay I fucking love star wars prequels old rotting space bureaucracy galactic republic style' except with seers and that also still might happen because it does have some of the coolest sci fi concepts and honestly I thiiiink that's all?

but the tl;dr of that timeline is I'm trying to finish a punch of projects Right Now, so that I can write books 2-5 of Opus, and then when I'm done that (which honestly, my average fiction-writing output is close to 100k a year. if I'm concentrating purely on one project, and writing books that are about 100k, we are talking four years. although my job situation is super up in the air in that period and writing might get put solidly on the backburner as I try to make it in academia, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) I will re-evaluate which projects go next, and that's when ifmlam is likely to come up for review.

I do not have any expectations that I will make it as an original author. I'm planning on posting all of my stuff online for free, but, like. it is incredibly difficult to convince people to try out even a piece of free and easily accessibly original work even if one has a huge following, I am a very small fanfiction author, and from what I can tell the majority of the people who are interested in my work are mostly interested in me finishing ifmlam. writing is a hobby for me, and while I'm writing mostly for me--and hence the for me bit at least for the next five years is pretty solidly going to be this series that I am deeply excited about and have sunk my heart and soul into every single aspect of--I'm human, and I don't really like shouting into the void, and I expect if I spend five years publishing to absolutely no response I will either stop writing for a while and do other things gods know my life is busy enough, return to fandom in general to write some other fanfic about whatever I get deeply into, or return to a work that I actually get response to. so ifmlam will probably start getting worked on a bit at that point one way or another. unless, of course, we are in the incredibly rare timeline in which I do make it as an original author, there are people who are deeply hyped for my original works and an actual demand for them, in which case as you may have noticed there are enough ideas there to keep me busy for a decade or two, and they will just get my full attention instead of fanfiction*. in this timeline, I will do what I was considering doing a few years ago, which is officially declare ifmlam otherwise abandoned and make one more giant chapter update which is a full and cleaned up outline of what I was going to write, interspersed with the scenes already written, and have ifmlam be given at least that closure.

*I want to make it clear that I very much love fanfiction and am proud to have been a fanfiction author and in my heart of hearts would keep writing it forever, I just also have a lot of ideas for characters and settings and magic systems and Aesthetics and I have been biting at the bit to write something that is //mine// and all mine and only mine for a while, I don't see original work as superior so much as there are a dozen fandoms that I am currently in and bursting to make content about except oops these fandoms currently only exist in my head, and I want to correct that

of course given how much as writing is my vent activity and I write what I'm in the mood for, there's a chance I'll feel ifmlam cravings before then, just... expect it to take a couple of years for an update, but also for there to be an update one way of another in a couple of years? but as for right now, I'm turning to original writing, because that is what brings me joy.

but I am really deeply honored that it brought you so much joy!!! and while I will never publish spoilers in a public place, if you message me off anon I am perfectly happy to give a run-down of my current plans for the ending, bc I know "wait a couple years and see" is not the most satisfactory of answers! and hey maybe you'll be like me and once you've given Opus a try you'll decide you like it better too, it does have Seers although they are deeply different Seers than in ifmlam but imo it's very gay and fun and at least politics on one side

#my life #my writing #ifmlam

[ohnobjyx]

Hello, I'm new here and i heard gg made post with kadian 18:XX during the filming of OOL but i couldn't see it on gg weibo since he made his prev posts private. Do you have any ideas of these and what are those posts about? Thank you and sorry for troubling you :)

Hi do you have screenshots of when dd supposedly posted on the 23rd of each month and of when gg posted at 18:xx every time when he was filming ool?

Hi, anon! I do have a few about gg’s 18, but since I wasn’t in the fandom then, I don’t know if there are more. I found 3, which is one every month (which is quite frequent when all things are considered) but maybe there are more I don’t know about. And about dd’s posting on the 23rd... you’ll see below, but I’m afraid it may not be useful. 

(Nothing to see under the cut unless bjyxszd).

Disclaimer: all fake, all fake, if you take it to heart you lose. 

Gg was filming OOL from August to the 6th of November. 

Note that these are all from 2019, but the year doesn’t show because the screenshots are from last year.

The first one is a commercial, and I can’t think of anything remarkable about this one except for the kadian (18:20 = yibo, I love you). 

This is actually a w/ibo story (I don’t have the video, sorry), and it showed a sunset from Abu Dabi. Bxg think he filmed this short video on the 5th of August, around 00:00 (local time in China, which would make it the sunset time in Abu Dabi). He must have sent this to dd then (privately, since there was nothing on the Internet), why post it again publicly on the 16th of October?

That same day, the episode 3 of 爱思不si aired (”Ai si bu shi si”，”Love doesn’t die”) and the poster with gg’s photo and his phrase during this interview “I may never have a romantic relationship in my life” all over it were everywhere in w/ibo. 

So bxg think that he posted it, with such a kadian (”yibo, zhan loves”), and the caption “something I had in stock, you must be healthy and happy everyday!”, to send a message to dd. Bxg speculate that the “be happy everyday” is actually gg asking him not take his interview to heart. 

This one is remarkable because the kadian here is played backwards (gg does this sometimes) so it does contain the “18″, but not very visibly. 

1321 518 = “I love you for all of my life, WYB”

Regarding dd’s posts every 23rd... (this is more “incomplete” in the sense that I’m not very sure that these are the correct posts, but I tried my best).

I didn’t found them anywhere, so I went to w/ibo and made screenshots myself (that’s why the quality of the images is rather poor). I started from summer 2018, because I don’t know when did he start, and found nothing too remarkable on 2018 (only his post from 23rd November, with kadian 13:52 = “I love for a lifetime”, but that may be about motorcycles 😂). 

To be honest, I don’t think there was so much of a pattern (he starts on April, but skips June, August and September), but I understand why bxg might have been head over heals with the last two. 

If we look at them one by one:

190423: this one is actually remarkable because the caption says: “the happiness of the first encounter” (dd started following gg on w/ibo on 180423, so maybe he received a notification about that and thought to post something for gg?).

190523: I don’t think this one was a message for gg, he’s congratulating YH for their 10th anniversary. 

190723: ... maybe? I mean, dd is known for deleting posts and posting them again if he has made a typo, but this one was edited (he does that when he wants to keep the kadian). But I can’t think a meaning for 18:06 (if someone knows, please tell me!) 

191023: he uses here the kadian “13″, so it could be understood as “23 13″ = “love zhan for my whole life”. 

191123: 21:41 = “love you, missing you”. This was a w/ibo story with him practicing with the skateboard. The caption says “after work~”.

191223: he shared a photo from his Oasis account, with the cover of his single “No sense”. 12:28 = yao ai, ai bo “if you love, love ‘bo”.

The one from December was actually the last, because he did post one on 23rd of January, but that was to cheer Wuhan and has nothing to do with gg. 

So he did “several” months in a row, and the last two aren’t so work related. However, I wasn’t in the fandom, so I can only offer some “facts” (all fake, mind you) and I’ll update this if I find anything better. 

#yizhan #bjyx #gg's 18 #dd's 23 #ask #my post

[oodlyenough]

I’m planning a multi-chapter fic centered around Fiona, Sasha, and Maya. I don’t want to start posting it until all the chapters are finished, but also I don’t want it to be so long before it’s out in the world. I’ve already been working on the now-completed chapters for two years. I’m afraid that if I start posting before I have the whole thing figured out, I’ll not want to follow through on something I set up, or wish I’d foreshadowed something better, or something. Any advice?

Ok first off holy shit!! I am extremely impressed you’ve been working on something for 2 years and haven’t posted any of it, I’ve been working on my fic for 2 years posting as I go and *that* can feel difficult enough to keep motivated. Good for you!! (Also... Fiona Sasha and Maya you say... 👀👀)

Second -- hm -- I guess part of it might depend on how long you think the whole thing is going to be, and how much longer you think you have to work on it. Personally, I know that writing a long multichaptered fic on my own (as in, not collaboratively with someone), I simply would not be able to slog through writing the whole thing before posting... I write too slowly and it would be too hard to motivate myself. So you’ve already beaten me there, lol. I always feel like the *ideal* is to write everything and then publish, but realistically for most authors it’s just not plausible to do that much work with no input/feedback/etc, so I think it is totally reasonable to just start publishing as you write. It’s what I do.

This got a bit long, and as a disclaimer this is all just my own approach not to say it is necessarily The Best Way or anything like that:

In terms of planning ahead -- FWIW, the story I’ve been writing for 2 years, I have had most of the major character beats fleshed out since before I began writing/posting, but I left other stuff sort of vague or “figure it out when I get there”, and that has allowed me some flexibility to adjust as I need to. I think you absolutely want to make sure you know where you are going/what you are working towards and have that end goal in mind, but sometimes discovering the minutiae as you get there is part of the fun. There’s definitely stuff that I didn’t really plan on that turned out way better once I got there. 

I personally approach it from a POV of “no significant edits once it’s been published”. I will fix typos, occasionally rephrase an awkward sentence if I suddenly think of something better, and once or twice I’ve corrected something that a reader let me know read poorly, but my general philosophy is “no edits that would mean a reader has to re-read a chapter”. For one thing, most readers won’t, and for another, this forces me to commit a little bit and also to keep looking forward rather than dwelling on previous chapters forever. I could edit stuff into oblivion and retool the same scenes for the rest of my life. At some point I just gotta commit and hit publish so I can work on the next chapter, lol. 

And then I ALSO think part of it is accepting there are ALWAYS going to be some things you wish you could change or had done differently, no matter how much planning you do or if you write the whole thing before you publish, etc. Even if you finish the whole thing first, once you publish one day and reread there’s bound to be something where you think “Oh, I should have done this differently...” And that’s ok! Totally normal. Obviously the goal is to minimize that feeling, but I think it’s probably a good starting point to just accept that you’ll never eliminate it entirely. 

I’m sorry i feel like I should like I’m just saying the most trite stuff ever, lmao. 

#fic stuff #anon #you've got questions we've got answers

[automatismoateo]

Story Time: My experience as an atheist with an insane Christian sociology professor (long) via /r/atheism

Submitted June 10, 2020 at 04:51AM by Beck_yeahh (Via reddit https://ift.tt/3hbPClr) Story Time: My experience as an atheist with an insane Christian sociology professor (long)

I'm new to this sub and reddit in general. I hope this post is obeying all the rules.

Last year I was a 19 year old attending a community college in the deep south. The college was as Christian and conservative as it could legally get being a public institution, but I typically felt very at ease and welcomed by everyone.

But then there was this lady. I'll call her Lee. She is married to a board chairman and uses her good ol' boy status to preach her dogma through her college courses. She can say whatever she wants! When I first met Lee, she was my Sociology instructor. I love sociology, and I was super excited for her class on the first day. Lee cut to the chase. Her first order of business was for everyone to share their political views amongst each other. It was scandalous. It was inflammatory. And I loved it. I was an art kid with bold and liberal views in a very conservative environment. Lee was starting a conversation. And I loved it. She assigned homework where we listed our religion, political party, race, and a bunch of personal information. I gave up that I was liberal and agnostic atheist.

And then I was a target.

The next class, she has learned my name. While I'm getting settled before class, she comes up to me and asks me to come to her Students4Life meeting (a prolife student organization that tries to discourage people from getting abortions). I said, "um, sorry. But my views are a little.." and I laughed nervously. I just told the prolife leader that I support abortions. She responded with, "we'll talk about that." And then walked away to start class. At this point I thought maybe this class wasnt going to be such an open conversation after all.

You guys wouldn't fucking believe. You're going to think I'm exaggerating. Every. Fucking. Chapter. She switched it up to fit her conservative and traditional Christian values. She ignored parts of the book she disagreed with, and when the section was too big, she just said "the science is flawed." She showed us countless videos. I'll share some of the ones that took me off guard the most. Some of them weren't necessarily offensive but COMPLETELY irrelevant in an academic setting (several videos of foreign people converting to Christianity after having miraculous experiences; an autistic children's choir singing about God that she played for us every single day in the month of December). She spent a week talking shit about Planned Parenthood and the different waves of feminism, how the first one is the only good one. She tried to argue that cultural appropriation is okay with a video of a white guy in a cheap costume of a stereotypical Chinese man. And everything pointed back to god. I could go on and on. And on.

I finally spoke up one day. I had taken a very thorough and amazing Art History course and I was fascinated with the cave paintings in the Chauvet Cave in France. These paintings are between 32,000 and 30,000 years old, when humans and Neanderthals existed at the same time. So this woman says, "there is no proof that hunting-gathering societies existed more than 10,000 years ago." And I was real confused. Isnt EVERY human society before agriculture and settlement a hunting-gathering society?? My hand shot straight up. "There are cave paintings in Chauvet, France that depict herds of animals and signs of religious social behaviour, and those paintings are at least 27,000 years old." She paused and said, "the science behind that is flawed." Okay. I'll trust you and your bible math over an entire team of professionals.

This particular video was near the end of the course lmao and I had a lot to say: Make America Masculine Again

I left out a lot of juicy stuff but at the end of the course she actually tried to convert me. In my final assignment (about self discovery and shit) I wrote that I discovered that I have the right and the obligation to question everything that is handed to me, including religion and standards of morality. I said I will no longer lay down and accept what the world tells me is true but what I find proof to believe is true. And she loaded THIS on me (direct quote in my direct messages on Canvas):

"I grew up with the opposite, perhaps, of what you describe- a very liberal upbringing where it was suggested that we choose our own truth, what is right, what we want, etc. But in the end it seems a terrible injustice to tell someone that they can make up their own truth. It is obvious that "our truth" either lines up with the actual Truth or it does not. Does choosing not to believe make truth any less true? Truth is objective- no matter what we choose to believe- the truth stands.

I wish someone had told me that Jesus said He is the Truth. At least they could have shared and I could have chosen to believe or not. Jesus- the way, the Truth, and the life. He said no one comes to the Father except by Him."

Keep in mind my essay was not about denying religion but questioning religion along with everything else. Anyways, I'm done. Did any of you guys read this? I'm just ranting haha.

Edit: corrected a typo

#reddit

[geek-gem]

A little talk about Michael Bay

I'm gonna say if I sound stupid forgive me and shit. Including correct me please. Also I might get off topic. Yet it's mainly well about the Michael Bay thing on the Dora The Explorer movie.

Including I found the notes funny mainly in the 2nd thing I reblogged that relates to this which was the last thing before my latest reblog. Seeing funny notes and ones I agree with. Basically the kind of jokes I forgot to hope for people would make when Michael Bay gets involved with a franchise. Including a cartoon.

I'm gonna say Thank you @angel-baez hope your not bothered by me mentioning you. But thanks for sharing that news.

But okay back on topic Michael Bay. I don't like him as a director. While honestly some of his films seem okay haven't seen them all. I'm mainly talking about the bigger ones where he's involved with a franchise. Such as Transformers and TMNT. Now Dora too and I remember okay these are cartoons in a way. While others were film franchise's.

Including I was inspired seeing a latest post about Steven Universe a reblog by Angel himself love that name lol chill out normal to smile just did. But about view points or yeah it's that post I mainly think about. But also the other Dora related posts.

Basically I wanted to say this and I did think a bit and waited till these women left Pizza Hut where I feel better to type this.

In fact this is where I get off topic.

Despite all the critical shit Steven Universe gets.

In a way or no yes.

Be grateful Steven Universe doesn't have Michael Bay putting his hands on it.

Including being pissed off at times at certain times people hating on the Crewniverse however it goes yeah that's how it's spelt remember.

But remembering seeing someone call Rebecca Sugar a racist which made me go what the fuck and other things. Including at times me being angry that I would like the show to be taken away from people yet that is not reasonable.

The concept and idea of Micheal Bay working on an adaption of Steven Universe or on the show itself. You would be begging for the original crew to still be working on it and praise the original show as a masterpiece.

Including Micheal Bay his films mainly the big ones or just.... here's some stuff. The explosions lots of people know that it's like a meme of him. Including sexualizing women at times. But at the same time I'm trying to not sound stupid. Yet women in his films just...Jesus. Also racism and I suppose if I remember right stereotypes. Along with thin plotlines honestly not everything has to be big but when it's the same shit mainly discussing the Transformers films. Basically Michael Bay does a lot of shit.

It's fucking amazing the 5th Transformers film was shit and it had new writers but it proved something if Michael Bay is still on. We are never going to get a film as okay or as good as the first film or even better. Including the aftermath of that 5th film sweet Jesus I'm glad I didn't see it. Yet it feels so weird I didn't seeing the film on sale on the PlayStation Store on my PS4 and just that 4th film changed me. Or basically I don't really like the Nostalgia Critic yet his video about that 4th film changed me. Where Doug plays the character.

Even though I changed over time about my opinions and shit. Yet I'm mainly upset and see the Transformers live action films as some of the worst ways to adapt a franchise got a text message from a aid from school told her some what an hour ago I left.

Seriously it makes me sad. Including I wanna mention seriously you would praise a Zack Snyder adaptation or just version of Steven Universe and I have thought of this. I don't hate Zack Snyder I like his work. But also people's reactions to him are crazy. Including I some times make jokes about Steven dies and he comes back Jesus style.

Including during the first Steven Bomb of 2016 after that bomb actually. Made some weird thing this thought Rose is God, Yellow Diamond is the devil, and Steven is Jesus yet that's bullshit some weird religious meaning shit but when I found out about well actually more in depth of what the show was doing. That no one was a villain in the show and we look into why they do the things they do. It changed me thinking that some post I liked when I was still new here on Tumblr. Basically talking about or mentioning yeah Steven Universe isn't a black and white tv show.

But sorry to get off topic. Were on the case of Michael Bay but just saying you'll like a Zack Snyder version of Steven Universe maybe he'll shove a lot of story lines in the face and change some stuff. Yet respect them at the same time. Also just really I'm thinking just... seriously some criticals have pissed me off that I think of how the show should be.

Yet Michael Bay back to him. His work on stuff like Transformers and TMNT, will say the first film is the reason I became a fan yet just...it's another story. I don't mind the third yet seriously just everything.

I was okay with the first TMNT but thought the 2nd was better. Yet their not the best it depends on your own opinion.

Seriously no one attacks Michael Bay or says let's boy cott his stuff yet people assume Rebecca Sugar is a racist when clearly their intention was not that. Along with even if it's a show. Movies and TV shows are different but seriously you complain of how some characters are portrayed and consider some stereotypes. I could try to understand in a way. But compare that to the shit Michael Day has done. Including other films like Pain And Gain a film that was really surprised and shocked me. In a way one of his better films. But my judgement is a weird considered he based that upon a real life crime and other shit.

Also the famous Nostalgia Critic review of Pearl Harbor while I never seen the film. Just well I have seen bits of it at Hawaii last year yeah interesting right at Hawaii just....I don't care for Nostalgia Critic much these days despite some funny moments. The film doesn't seem to be the best.

I'm sounding stupid basically just what he touches I just don't like his work. Seriously it's a miracle he doesn't have his hands on the Sonic The Hedgehog franchise on that upcoming film by Paramount not Sony. While I rather have Warner Bros to have the rights for personal reasons. Yet keep Bay away from that shit typos for shit and others.

I remember that Sonic Legends fake movie thing I talked about and it was fake yet I believed it, but it was on Deviantart this awesome poster and information. It saying Michael Bay directing and I think Steven Spielberg executive producing like with the Transformers films. Also DreamWorks and Paramount a CGI PG-13 movie. Amazing years later Paramount actually gets the rights.

But the thought of that and Michael Bay fucking up storylines while not the best some were deep. Such as Shadow's story from Sonic Adventure 2 and Sonic Unleashed a game I love and reblogged a shit ton. Including even keep him away from Sonic Forces and Sonic Mania despite I dislike the custom character. I'm being weird wanna mention 06 but no yet just tv is on in here and some guy in here.

Seriously I thought this imagine The Loud House him working on that and considering the shit that went down, or Wander Over Yonder, or OK KO shows I love and others too.

I got off topic yet this could relate to Dora The Explorer which was a cartoon first. Just.....I'm getting worked up. But I wanted to talk about that Steven Universe part and Sonic. Yet I thought of other things like other cartoons.

Oh yeah imaging Michael Bay's Gravity Falls I don't like that show anymore but God damn the idea lol normal to smile.....

I don't think I'll tag this just....I'm typing this in a Pizza Hut lol just I feel that says something. But lol almost left I but just almost left o.....smiled right now.....

I'm getting distracted but I seriously wanted to talk about this. Sorry ticks started to get ahold of me my Autism. I was basically trying to be deep lol just....smiling a bit because it's funny in a way but sad.

Yet I could be getting worked up. But I think someone should say sometime I seriously thought that was fake yet that college humor thing did it say it parodied Michael Bay just asking. I need to finish my pizza and sorry to bother

Edit wow my smile wasn't really a little talk and even thought first I just wrote This