#souda's venting stuff

[forbidding-souda]

Plsssssssssss may i have uh,,,,,,,, rantaro, Nagito, byakuya, kiyo and mondo with an s/o who age regresses? Sfw ofc as a result of severe trauma,, just how they would deal w that in general hdjdjjddjjd you're the best <333

Rantarou Amami, Nagito Komaeda, Byakuya Togami, Shinguuji Korekiyo, and Mondo Oowada with a S/O who age regresses

Ah - it's me I am the one who is going to take this own so the other mods can try to pull it from my cold dead hands

-Mod souda

Rantaro Amami

❣ Out of everyone in this cast, I think he's the one that'll be the most chill about it.

❣ You'd explain to him why you suddenly put on a high voice and act 'simpler' and he'll be understanding immediately.

❣ Before, when you age regressed in front of him, he assumed it was a game and mimics your voice. It wasn't a form of mocking you. But now, whenever you put on a high voice, he'll continue the same energy and talk to you in one. It's rather comforting?

❣ He can buy you all the little fidget toys and children's thing he can find. He will even decorate them with cute stickers he'll get too.

Byakuya Togami

❥ He will just google what it is. Why is my significant other acting like a child?

❥ Once he learns that it's a common thing, he'll be relieved. If you would have explained it to him beforehand he definitely would not have been that delighted. He's the one that's going to approach you about it.

❥ The part about the severe trauma makes him uncomfortable. He does not want to talk about it to you but he will comfort you in any ways he can, which is not much since be all goopy and sappy crosses his boundaries too.

❥ Anything you want, he'll get. It's not a bother to him to go ask someone to go shopping for baby stuff. If anything, it makes him feel a bit bittersweet, but that's about as negative as it gets.

Nagito Komaeda

❤ He's the one that knows the least about it.

❤ What's an age regressor?

❤ Once you explain what it is, he would have just assumed that's how you usually act. He'll also ask intrusive questions about your trauma.

❤ He'd probably also play with any toys or stuffed animals you have. But he likes it when you age regress, he likes seeing you feel safe around him. It's good because he's not doing anything inherently rude, he is just severely uneducated.

Shinguuji Korekiyo

❅ He'll probably be like "are you an age regressor?" before you had the opportunity to tell him.

❅ That's a relief, at least. And he'll listen to you vent or rant about anything regarding trauma. He can accommodate to any of your needs. He cares and he's vulnerable.

❅ If you're someone who collects toys or even baby toys, he will mail you millions whenever he goes out on his travels.

❅ He likes doing laundry. He also likes folding blankets. This means that he will get immediate pleasure from buying you all these cute children blankets. It makes him smile just seeing them around the house. He'd practically have his own collection.

Mondo Oowada

☁ I think he's the type to find it cute. He'll like it when you use the baby voice. This means you'll be less likely to nag him about getting his muddy shoes on the carpet when he's too lazy to take them off at the door.

☁ The trauma part - he's to manly. Where are they - I'll kill them right now type of stuff. He won't even be able to listen to any of the story before trying to figure out who it is you're talking about. You'll never tell him, of course, and he'll never just figure it out.

☁ "That's my baby." Is his new slogan.

☁ He'll carry you around the house whenever you're in little space. He'll hold you just like a toddler, with one hand and your legs around his side. It's easy to fall asleep in his arms. And the sound of the motorcycle sounds like a rattle.

#rantaro amami x reader #nagito komaeda x reader #byakuya togami x reader #korekiyo shinguji x reader #mondo oowada x reader #mondo owada x reader #danganronpa mastermind #age regression

[dangan-happy]

(Orange juice is clearly the superior juice.) to rantaro, hajime and souda: lately i’ve felt really down and sad, and sensitive to everything little thing. And idk why i just am. i try to do do things that normally make me happy but none of them work. i try to make myself be motivated to do things, to want to get up but i just cant. everyday i just want to lay in bed and cry and idk. could I receive any advice or something?

Of course you can, anon! It’s the least I can do.

I would honestly suggest talking and venting to someone you trust, such as a close friend, S/O, parent, or family member. And if you’re open enough to the idea, maybe try looking into getting a counselor or therapist within your area. Of course, if you decide to look for a counselor or therapist, that may prove to be a bit tricky, considering the current world circumstances. But it’s still possible, if you decide to look for one. If you’re not ready for one, then that’s fine; that’s completely understandable and valid. It might help to journal every day or at least every other day, as writing down how you’re feeling may help you out in the end. Overall, I really think confiding in someone would really help you out. I wouldn’t want you to keep bottling all of this in, after all. And hey, if it helps in any way, just know that I have hope in you. I have hope that you’ll be able to find help and be able to feel better from this rough patch in no time. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you feel just as much hope as I do!

Kazuichi’s kind of a, as most would describe it, a ‘wild child’, so I’m glad that you also asked for Rantaro, heh. His hair may be as green as actual guacamole, but I’ve been told that he’s pretty good at this kind of stuff. I went a bit off topic there, my bad. Nonetheless, just know that I truly have hope in you, anon, okay? I mean it.

Hey anon, Hajime think's I'm good at this stuff, huh? Well, hopefully I can live up to expectations! It's actually normal to feel this way. A lot of people go through this stuff, so you're not alone at all. There's nothing wrong with being a little more sensitive at times. Emotions are crazy things, and you shouldn't be ashamed about it.

I'm no professional, but to me it sounds like you're going through some kind of a depressive slump. You mentioned not enjoying things you used to, and wanting to stay in bed all day, and that makes me feel like that might be the case. I think it's important that you talk to someone about how you feel. Maybe talk to a therapist, and if you don't have one, maybe try and get one? I'd also try to talk to a doctor and psychiatrist. Maybe some antidepressant meds would help you too. There's nothing bad about needing a little extra help with these things. Depression is a serious thing, where your brain is literally changed. Make sure you get the help you need so you can start feeling better as soon as possible.

I'm glad you reached out to us at least, that's a brave thing to do and I'm proud of you. Just be brave a little longer and make sure people know what's going on with you. It's ok to cry, sometimes that can help get some of the emotions out. Do what you need to so you can keep fighting, as long as it's safe. Good luck ok? I'll be keeping you in mind.

~

Sensitivity isn’t a bad thing, look at me, I get all stupid when Miss Sonia is around. Or when she even speaks to me, I’m a complete mess when she doesn’t acknowledge me.

Tch, Hajime doesn’t know what he’s talking about, I’m not a wild child like he claims. I just happen to handle things differently than his plain self does. There’s nothing wrong with being a bit abnormal!

If you’ve got a friend that you trust with all your heart, or even a relative, talking to them can help ease any stress you have building up in your head. And you don’t want a stress headache coming your way, trust me, those are the worst and I feel them almost every day. There’s nothing you should feel bad about, being sensitive is completely normal and a trait that a lot of people have. But letting out your emotions can definitely help you. You’ve got this anon, alright? I know you can get this sorted out!

#danganronpa #danganronpa roleplay blog #ask #hajime hinata #rantaro amami #mod rantaro #mod hajime #kazuichi souda #mod soda pop

[running-mazes--moved]

yeah, no, i don’t know either.

halloooo !! i’m pluto and this is my writing blog :D

my pronouns are mocha/mochas, star/stars, and he/him! i am underage. i’m mlm and occasionally reclaim f4gg0t, but not frequently!

i am professionally diagnosed with both adhd and bpd, and may project onto characters i am writing as a vent or comfort thing. please don’t be rude about this!

also of note; i am the host of a system. that is to say i am plural and have alters that share the same body as me. if you have more questions on systems and plurality, click here.

as this is my writing blog, i put headcanons, my thoughts about sources i like, links to works i publish on my ao3 account, writing references and resources, and other similar things here!

this blog was created on december 30th, 2019 !

links ;; tagging system | blacklist | ao3 pseud navigation

open the full post to see sources and ships i write for !!

SOURCES

please keep in mind that this list has every possibility of being incredibly outdated, please be patient with me here uhh- slbjsdf 

i’d love to talk about these with you! they are not listed by priority or anything similar, just. as much by alphabetical order as i have the energy for.

Bungou Stray Dogs

Call of Duty: Black Ops (1, 2, CW) Campaign/s

Call of Duty: Modern Warfare (1, 2, 3) Campaign/s

Danganronpa (THH, SDR, V3)

Genshin Impact

Half Life: VR But The AI Is Self Aware 

Overwatch

Team Fortress 2

The Evil Within (1 & 2)

The Maze Runner Trilogy

VOCALOID (+ a few UTAUS that I’m familiar with)

Voltron: Legendary Defender (But only with specific bits for personal comfort)

YouTuber Egos

SHIPS

if any of these ships are problematic, please let me know.

these are all romantic ships, and i’ve done my best to organize them by source !! keep in mind that if you give me a platonic duo+ chances are that i will lose my mind with excitement /pos

also, keep in mind that im very much a multishipper, so if a ship isnt listed here, you’re likely fine to ask about it!! just keep my blacklist (listed up top) in mind. :)

side note about poly ships; you can ask about just two members, too! im okay with that! i dont mind at all! :D

bsd | nakahara chuuya / dazai osamu (soukoku)

bsd | akutagawa gin / michizou tachihara

cod bo | alex mason / frank woods / joseph bowman

cod bo2 | david “section” mason / mike harper

cod mw2 | simon “ghost” riley / gary “roach” sanderson

cod mw3 | john "soap” mactavish / yuri

dr thh | mondo oowada / ishimaru kiyotaka

dr thh/sdr2 | byakuya togami / fuyuhiko kuzuryuu

sdr2 | fuyuhiko kuzuryuu / peko pekoyama

sdr2 | gundham tanaka / kazuichi souda

sdr2 | nagito komaeda / gundham tanaka

drv3 | rantaro amami / shuichi saihara

drv3 | shuichi saihara / kokichi ouma

drv3 | shinguji korekiyo / shuichi saihara

drv3 | shuichi saihara / kaito momota

gi | kaeya alberich / albedo

gi | venti (barbados) / zhongli (rex lapis/morax)

hlvrai | benrey / gordon feetm freeman

ovw | genji shimada / jesse mccree

tf2 | red spy / red medic

tf2 | blu scout / blu demoman

tf2 | red pyro / red engie

tf2 | blu spy / red sniper

tmr | minho / newt

loids | rin kagamine / miku hatsune

loids | kaito / gakupo kamui

loids | oliver / fukase / vflower / utatane piko

v:ld | keith kogane / lance mcclain

yt egos | natemare / madpat

yt egos | natemare / antisepticeye

feel free to send me stuff about any of these ships or sources !! i’d love to talk about them with you !! :D

#📌 #do not reblog / like / interact #important posts . #pinned posts .

[berriecoremoved]

ibuki headcanons!!!

had a scene phase and never outgrew it

plays minecraft. building off of @tenkolesbians hc for chiaki i think she runs a minecraft server w/ chiaki for the class. (more info on team chiaki and ibuki later!)

loves memes. has a group chat for the class where she just sends them memes.

she’s super outgoing, wants to see the best in everyone, and wants to get along with everyone, so you know you’re a fucked up person when she doesnt want to be your friend (applies heavily to teruteru & souda)

bc of this she’s super close to almost everyone in her class! she’s always trying to find some way to bring them together, and she even thinks some of her classmates would be cute couples, so she ends up trying to matchmake them

shes a lesbian and also polyamarous but she’s chill w/ being in a monogamous relationship too. all the matters is that she’s in love

her makeup skillz & instrument talents are all self taught

she has a journal where she jots down lyrics for songs if she gets hit with Sudden Inspiration

her horns are like. almost sentient. they get droopy when she’s sad and perk up when she’s happy. kind of like hiyokos pigtails

she likes to work with chiaki over class rep matters, and hosts a lot of class parties. they always end up being chaotic because its ibuki but people still have fun and that’s what matters!

a matter of fact ibuki basically. shares the role of class rep w/ chiaki. ibuki is much better with people anyway but ibuki wouldnt dare take over the role so they work together! 

ibuki was the first of her classmates to come out. when they first came to hopes peak they were all kind of tense & nervous bc they didnt know each other & stuff but they all ended up being lgbt w/ the exception of souda

the only problem w/ this though is that ibuki flirts with the girls a lot and none of them can tell if she’s actually being genuine or if she’s just being ibuki

ibuki LOVES reptiles. especially snakes. she has one at home

ibuki isn’t an only child. she has a couple of younger siblings and she has gay moms

her childhood was really good but chaotic. her moms are nice and supportive bc loving ur child is IN. 

she has adhd

ibuki is one of the best people to go to if you’re having troubles. she gives the best advice. this is bc despite her Ibuki Attitude she knows when to drop her quirks and take things seriously. 

but she’s also known to give advice w/ her quirks too, but she saves that for lighthearted stuff. after the killing game she gets really serious when people vent to her about their guilt or what haunts them

ibuki doesn’t like holding grudges; when she wakes up from her coma she forgives mikan like, immediately. 

during her school years she noticed chiaki, peko and mikan were having trouble making friends so she made it her Personal Mission to be their best friend and help them get closer w/ their other classmates

obviously she has a soft spot for those 3 girls but she loves all her classmates except for teruteru and souda. she especially loves hiyoko for her tsundere attitude and she thinks mahiru is the perfect mom friend and gundam is her Chaotic Partner in Crime

akane, sonia, and peko are her gym buddies. she loves to work out just for fun!

she actually has depression. she feels like she’s supposed to be happy all the time so she usually masks it but she tries her goddamn hardest! mahiru’s got her back & gives the best advice giver the best advice.

ibuki kinddd of gets a crush on mikan & peko and goes to mahiru all screaming & troubled bc yes IBUKI is poly but what if THEY arent

turns out mikan & peko are perfectly fine with “sharing” ibuki but then slowly peko and mikan fall in love with each other too so its a perfect poly relationship where they all love each other

hajime & the imposter keep her from going all over the place and overexerting herself etc.

she really misses being in a band & she tries to start one w/ the twilight syndrome girls. they suck at it

turns out sonia really likes screamo. sonia appears in some of her singles

ibuki loves gaming. she loves undertale. she loves minecraft. she loves lis. chiaki introduces her to a ton more games. 

she also loves bandori and love live

also she’s online friends with sayaka and gets SO excited when she finds out she’ll be her underclassman next year

she loves sailor moon. and naruto

before chisa was teacher she skipped class a lot basically bc she got so BORED of waiting for kizakura all the time. so she just went back to her dorm and practiced her instruments and thought about how gay she was 

her hair is dyed & she probably wears contacts but i couldnt tell u what her natural colors are(also her eyebrows are drawn on. she makes them Pink for Aesthetic. probably shaved them like jenna marbles)

but if u were to guess you’d probably say dark, dark brown or dark teal. maybe her eyes are silver? blue? purple? only peko and mikan know!

ibuki really misses chiaki when she dies :~( plays a lot of games in her memory and cries about it a whole lot and feels really guilty for some reason and then when she finds out that souda, chihiro & miu worked 2gether to make chiaki a new Robot Body w/ her information from the game ibuki cries a whole lot and hugs chiaki and is a real melodramatic mess (thank u to @tenkolesbian and that one fic i read for the inspiration of this hc)

diys a lot of her clothes. also has a ton of merch and fashion from hot topic

her room is kind of. a mess. peko & mikan help her clean it once a week or so

loves trying funky new hair styles!!! Braids!! Pigtails!!!! Buns!!!! every now and then she’ll go get a new thing of hair dye and then everyone begs her to change it back bc she looks so strange

really lovey dovey & touchy... she likes to kiss her girlfriends and cuddle with them and have any excuse to be close. She likes to steal pekos glasses as an excuse to kiss her nose before giving them back & she likes to kiss mikans birthmark

a surprisingly good cook? obviously not shsl worthy or else teruteru wouldnt exist but she lovesss cooking, especially baking. she loves domestic life in general. sign her up

also loves to travel. likes to go to concerts and cons. likes to go to carnivals. just get her out of the house!!!

her relationship with peko & mikan is really healthy for her gfs bc she encourages them to go out of their comfort zone while respecting their boundaries and reassures them that their trauma & mental illness dont define them, and help them cope with their issues.

will chiaki join the party?!?! stay tuned bc maybe ill make chiaki hcs

has no volume or impulse control

im so sorry this became SO long but ibuki is the best sdr2 character

#sdr2 #ibuki mioda #mine #ellie talks #sorry sar i know u dont know me but i love ur hcs KLDSK;LDAS

[serahne]

37 for komahina?

37 - You would make the perfect father/mother

After a few months on the island, some things had started to become like a routine. Everyone knew who was up first - Nidai, most of the time, except on sunday where Hanamura insisted to make them the special brunch he used to cook at the diner he used to own with his mother - who woke up last - Saionji, by far, and at least once a week Koizumi had to drag her out of her room to join everyone for breakfast. Breakfast together, too, had become an everyday occurrence. They all had their own activities during the day, and often spend their time with the people they get along with the most, but despite how differents they could be, all of them agreed to join the rest of the group in the restaurant every morning.

Which could sometimes be incredibly chaotic. And this day was one of those days where it looked like the end of the world is still going on somewhere, and this ‘somewhere’ happened to be the inside the hotel’s restaurant.

Hinata entered the room still half-asleep, just looking for some coffee to start the day with as much energy as possible. He still suffered from occasional insomnia, his brain unable to shut the fuck up, and it tired him so much that coffee had become a lifesaver. Probably not the healthiest way to deal with his condition, but since he was a pretty unique case, and that anyone in the world with some competence in brain surgery probably had other things to think about than helping him to sleep, it wasn’t like he had any choice on the matter.

He walked through the restaurant, hearing Sonia fawn over the meal Teruteru had cooked for them this day, Souda scream at the said-cook whenever he was trying to suggest a way for Sonia to ‘thank’ him. In the corner, Koizumi was exposing her plan for the cleaning of the island’s beach to a nonplussed Pekoyama, Tsumiki was shrieking, almost crying while Saionji was on her way to prove everyone that she had the largest vocabulary of them all when it came to insults. Even without looking at them, he also could hear Owari and Nidai in a screaming competition, yelling and debating on the feasibility of some technical combat move. Sitting at one table, not saying anything for once and just observing the chaos surrounding him with a smile on his face, Komaeda seemed almost out of place, especially since he hadn’t even made the effort to pick something to eat.

Hinata sighed, closing his eyes for a while, before deciding that it wasn’t worth it. He reached to cupboard where the coffee was. Everyone was being silly, and after all, weren’t they allowed to be after everything they had been through ? Wasn’t it better to have Owari and Nidai piercing everyone’s tympans with their screams than having a metallic Nidai, dead on the floor of the Strawberry House ? Wasn’t too much life better than no life at all ? Shouldn’t he be glad that…

He stopped his train of thought, looking at the empty cupboard. No coffee. He blinked, his brain not processing what his eyes were seeing. Slowly, he closed the door, waited a few seconds, and re-opened it.

Still no coffee.

He breathed in and out, trying to not let the irritation crawl through him - in vain. Suddenly any little noise reaching his ears was like nails on a blackboard, Tsumiki’s whining weren’t so much touching than they were annoying, and Saionji didn’t help. Koizumi’s enthusiasm was more grating than soulful, and Sonia’s candidness made him want to roll his eyes off.

With a loud sound, he slammed the cupboard’s door shut and turned toward the rest of the room, who fell strangely silent - Hinata realized that himself wasn’t the kind to disrupt the organized chaos steaming from the room, that he was the kind to go along with it, and just stand in the middle of it, unperturbed. Well, he thought. That was him when some coffee was available. Which wasn’t the case now. And he was pissed.

“You” he said pointing his finger at Koizumi, who raised his eyebrows in return. “You’ll expose whatever battle plan you have tomorrow, as always, and until then you are going to stop stressing everyone with this stuff, okay ?”

He didn’t wait for an answer and turned toward Saionji who glared at him. “You are going to stop bullying Tsumiki, and I honestly couldn’t care if you eat a healthy breakfast or stuff your face with candies. And Tsumiki, you’ll stop caring about it too. And generally if you can stay from Saionji, it will be holidays for us as well as for you.”

He glanced at Hanamura next. “You are going to stop being a creep, she isn’t interested, no one is interested, if anyone is they will tell you, but for now please consider no one thinks your innuendos are subtle, funny or engaging in any way, thank you” Hanamura opened his mouth to say something that Hinata had no patience to hear. “I’m not interested either. And I’m not done.”

He looked at Sonia. “Stop being so weird.” and Kazuichi “Stop being so you.” And toward Nidai and Owari. “And if you two really wants to scream your heads off, fine by me, but could you please do it outside, if that’s not too much to ask.”

For a few seconds, everything was silent, looking at him in wide-eyed confusion, with the exception of Komaeda who seemed ready to burst out laughing. Hinata threw him a nasty glare to make sure he wouldn’t. He already felt pretty ridiculous as it was. As anyone could have predicted it, Saionji was the one throwing the first stone.

“Big bro Hinata” she called him in this innocent tone that he always used when she was about to say something crass “Are you on your period or something ? Or you have a cramp in your right hand and couldn’t masturbate for a week as the loser that you are ?” She punctuated his question with an adorable smile.

“Hiyoko !” Koizumi rolled her eyes, before giving a severe look at Hinata. “We weren’t doing anything wrong, and I’d appreciate if you didn’t use us to vent whatever negative feeling you have.” She bit her lips before standing up. “Pekoyama, we can keep talking downstairs, if you want ?”

The swordswoman nodded in agreement without looking at Hinata and the girls disappeared, followed by a crying Tsumiki and a mumbling Saionji. Sonia looked at the scene silently before starting to eat the food she had praised so much, and Kazuichi leaned away from her, giving her some space while Hanamura was running away toward the kitchen. Hinata, sighed, putting cereals in a bowl before adding some milk over it, feeling guilty to have spoiled the mood, but satisfied to not be surrounded by yellings and headaches-inducing discussion.

Well, Nidai and Owari were still screaming in the background. For some reason. They didn’t even look like they heard anything from his little speech.

“You’d make such good parent, Hinata !” a voice behind him - not that hard to know who since only one person could be that bad at reading the mood - said. After a few seconds of silence : “Or a good dictator. They are basically the same, aren’t they ?”

“Shut up” Hinata replied, knowing it would be absolutely ineffective. “Are you the one who drank the rest of the coffee ?” he asked, curious.

Komaeda frowned.

“No ? Don’t you remember that you told me that it would be bad for my health ?”

Well. He may have said that. But really, if being the Ultimate Luckster could save him from an airplane crash, from cancer, dementia and the apocalypse, he doubted too much caffeine could be that harmful, be he wasn’t about to discuss the technicalities.

“Sure.” Hinata yawned - he really needed his cup of coffee like three minutes ago. “Awful. Don’t drink it, ever.”

After saying this, he slammed the bowl of cereal he just prepared in front of Komaeda, looking at him with all the authority he could muster.

“And you know what’s bad for you ? Skipping breakfast. So you eat it, and then you can do whatever you want.”

It was a little silly, being the one making such basic breakfast for Komaeda when the most delicious food in the world was there, cooked by the Ultimate Chief, but Komaeda was weird like that and probably didn’t even think that he was included in the people Hanamura had cooked for, and Hinata was a too tired to fight right now.

Komaeda looked at the meal with obvious distaste.

“I like toasts better.” He said, and Hinata wondered if he was about to pout.

It was a cute thought, something his brain created as a symptom of withdrawal or something, he decided.

“Cereal are healthier. I’ll bring toast from the supermarket from tomorrow if you want.” Since he had to go there to get coffee anyway, he could take that as well.

Komaeda’s eyes light up and he picked up his spoon without further argument.

“You really are like a mom, aren’t you ?”

Hinata rolled his eyes and pulled on one of the other’s lock of white hair, strong enough to pass the message that he didn’t like the comparison, but not to hurt him in any way. Komaeda still yelped dramatically, as if he was being scalped.

“I’m sorry, the dictator comparison was more appropriate.”

“Eat your breakfast.” He said, hiding a smile. “I’ll be back. In a better mood.” He added a little softer, not really sure why, but he was happy to do it when he saw the timid smile Komaeda offered him in return.

All he heard was Komaeda’s humming and Nidai and Owari’s screaming while he left the restaurant.

#nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #komahina #kinda not really #danganronpa #sdr2 #yes it's inspired by me being forever exhausted #I shamelessly self-insert on this one #my fanfictions #my stuff