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rafeandonlyrafe · 2 months

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country club bathroom part 4

words: 800

warnings: 18+ only, smut, p in v sex, protected sex

part one / part two / part three / part four

you feel giggly, giddy as rafe has his arm around your shoulder, walking you towards tanneyhill.

you're so out of it, so excited and distracted by the sudden public display of affection that you don't even realize there are other cars sitting in the driveway until you're inside, coming face to face with ward cameron in the entryway.

“this is y/n.” rafe says. he doesn't use any label, but it's clear from how your arm is around his waist, gripping his side, that you're more than friends.

“y/n…” ward mumbles the name, trying to place why you look familiar. “don't you work at the country club?”

“yeah.” you nod, not sure what else to say as the silence stretches, until rafe breaks it by clearing his throat.

“we are uh, seeing each other.” he leaves it at that.

“boyfriend girlfriend?” ward asks, making you stifle a giggle as you look at rafe, his cheeks turning pink, still embarrassed at being caught by his parent, even if he is a grown adult.

“i mean we haven't worked out the labels yet…” rafe mumbles.

“yes, sir.” you stop rafes rambling. “boyfriend girlfriend.”

“alright…” wards eyes flicker between the two of you. “be safe.” he says before walking away, your eyes widening when you realize what he means.

rafe hurries you up to his room after that, not wanting to encounter any of his other family members.

“did you mean what you said?” rafe cups your cheeks, pressing a peck against your forehead, then nose, then lips.

“about being your girlfriend? i mean you haven't asked me yet sooo…” you mumble, making your intentions clear.

“be my girlfriend? ive known country club workers who have dated members before, as long as it's serious they never get in any trouble.”

your heart warms a little at rafe considering your job, not wanting you to lose what he knows is a precious source of income for you.

“yes.” you nod. “yes, of course ill be your girlfriend.”

“perfect.” rafe hums, pulling you towards his bed. you kick your shoes off before you crawl up, slotting yourself on rafes lap as he lays against the pillows.

“want you so bad.” he mumbles, grabbing your hips and pushing them down into his crotch, dragging you back and forth so you can feel every inch of his length, even through the layers of clothing.

“yeah?” you smirk, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. “because you have me.”

the words send rafe into a spiral, instantly flipping you over, and before you know it, you are both naked, rafe having ripped both of your clothes off, his cock now sliding through your folds, only willing to tease you and take it slow now that you're both naked.

“remember what ward said.” you manage to gasp out, even as the head of his cock pushes against your clit. “be safe.”

“right, fuck.” rafe has to pull away to reach into his bedside table, to grab out a condom.

you take the foil from him the second it's within reach, smirking as you place it between your teeth to rip the packaging open.

reaching down, you slide it over his length, suddenly looking a lot bigger now that he's going inside of your cunt instead of just in your mouth.

“fuck, your hands are so good.” rafes eyes shut as he hovers over you, your hand stroking up and down his cock. you smile at his clearly blissed out expression that you've seen so many times before. you angle his cock to line it up with your entrance, hand falling away when he begins to push his hips forward.

“oh fuck.” you whine out, arms wrapping around rafes shoulders as you tug him closer. he is slow to bury his cock inside of you, wanting to make sure you have plenty of time to adjust to make up for his lack foreplay, but he just couldn't wait to get inside you.

“m… more. it's okay.” you mumble. “i can take it.”

“mmm, you sure pretty girl?” rafe asks, a smirk playing on his face. when you nod and raise your hips slightly, rafe takes it as his sign, suddenly speeding up and deepening his thrusts.

“shh, shh.” rafe presses his lips against yours when you moan a little too loud. “the walls aren't completely soundproof.”

he knows you're probably fine, but with sarahs room next door, he doesn't want to take any chances and get caught.

“sorry.” you whimper, still moaning but managing to keep it quieter, even when rafe reaches down and rubs his fingers over your clit, already knowing just how you like it from all the times in the country club bathroom where he flipped up your skirt to touch you.

“gonna have to fuck you somewhere no one else is around.” rafe says. “need to hear your moans.” “so you’re not gonna fuck me at work in the country club bathroom?” you giggle, nails scraping down rafes back.

“oh no.” rafe shakes his head, pressing a kiss to your mouth. “i’m gonna fuck you there too.”

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occultpuppy · 2 years

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So, some things I've been doing in my game lately to help me feel better connected/not bored have really been helping create a better connection with the world as a whole, to the point I've been heavily debating rotational gameplay! Let me tell you, I aint felt that connected to my sims in a VERY long time so I consider this an improvement!

Things that helped me feel better about my game/made it fun for me again:

No more speed 3. Stop it. What was the point of the devs making those animations if you ain't even gonna watch? Force yourself to only use speed 1 if your sim ain't asleep or at work, plus your game will run better!

Custom holidays! Update EVERY holiday and really contemplate what you want to achieve out if the holiday. I recommend the 'No Awful Holidays' mod as a fairly realistic/grateful change. Say your sim doesn't feel like celebrating or maybe doesn't like a particular holiday? This means you can also go WILD and add so many new cool holidays! Some holidays I've added; Frog Day, Mental Boost Day, Good Karma Day, Summer Break, Fall Activity Day, Conservation Day, Days specifically for each occult, etc! I'll list more holiday traditions below as well!

Speaking of which, clubs are a great way to create a solid friend group and make them really utilitarian to what skills and relationships you need to boost. Want to get ahead in your career? Coworker group outings! Family needs a park daytrip? There's a club for that! Here are a list of expanded club activities to help you make a club for just about anything!

Give your sims routines! I make it a point now to make my sim go to the bathroom, wash their hands, brush their teeth and get a shower every day. Let's at least give them a better life than depression lol

Changing their style often! Don't get me wrong, I know you worked hard to make your sim perfect the first time but how many times have you changed in your life? How many hair cut styles and colors have you tried? And MCCC is your friend. Use that copy and paste feature in the dresser section to copy your sims current makeup, hair and accessories to cross post to your other outfits and thrive! (This last part is only helpful if you don't want your sims pillow to be covered in lipstick lol)

Take so many pictures. I'm actually not much of a picture taker but I've found taking more pictures has made me feel like I was there for their memories and that's sweet lol it also makes me more invested because I can go back and realize just how much time I've dedicated to my sim. This can be good or bad :p

Playing with walls up. Look I totally used to be a half wall/walls down type but once again, why did you decorate those walls if you wasn't gonna look at em? Plus really gives you that /godmodevibe/

Save often. Crashes suck and I am a spam saver during gameplay but am the worst when it comes to building 🙃 I try to do better but it's hard sometimes and I learn the hard way lol

Go out WAY MORE!! I am a hermit in my real life and I tend to stay 'lot-locked' jut bc I hate the loading screens. Place some of those amazing community lots from the gallery down and explore! More pictures! More memories and more options for story telling; anything can happen in the public lol

That's all I got for now. I hope this helps somebody bc these changes have really amped up my experience!

#Ts4 #The sims #Sims #The sims gameplay #Sims gameplay tips #the sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 mods #optalks'

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aquariumsoap · 3 years

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Thank you @bluespruce for tagging me in this question thing!

1. Name/Nickname

My name is Ava and I have no nicknames because I’m boring I guess

2. Gender

Cisgender woman

3. Star Sign

Cancer Sun / Capricorn Moon / Taurus Rising :)

4. Height

5’2”

5. Current Time

6:52pm EST

6. Birthday

June 29th 1999

7. Favorite Bands/Groups

Vampire Weekend, Muse, Run The Jewels, Paramore, HAIM, and many more

8. Favorite Solo Artist

ofc Taylor Swift, I also like Phoebe Bridgers, Rina Sawayama, Charli XCX, Sufjan Stevens, and again many many more

9. Song Stuck in Your Head

For Sale (Interlude) by Kendrick Lamar

10. Last Movie Watched

Fellowship of the Ring extended but my brother and I tapped out after three hours bc we were too tired to finish

11. Last Show Watched

Embarrassingly enough it was ouran high school host club because for some reason of all the anime I watched in middle school THAT’S the one that stuck with me. Why. I do love it though even if it does not hold up at all

12. When Did You Create This Blog

I believe sometime around Christmas 2013

13. What Do You Post

Fuck if I know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

15. Last Google Search

The hours of a local restaurant

15. Other Blogs

I used to have a Taylor Swift related sideblog when I was in high school but I deleted it because I only made it because a friend of mine who followed me hates her music and I didn’t want to spam them but they deleted their tumblr so it no longer served a purpose

16. Do You Get Asks

No lmao I’m not interesting enough to get random strangers who want to know everything about me or who value my opinions

17. Why Did You Choose This URL?

I’ve actually answered this before, I’ll see if I can find that ask. Basically I don’t really know why I think I saw a picture of the soft soap aquarium brand soap that’s the clear mild scented hand soap in the bottle with the fish printed on the inside so it looks like their swimming in the soap and I said. That’s it. That’s my brand now.

18. How Many Blogs Are You Following

2447

19. How Many Followers Do You Have?

935

20. Average Amount of Sleep?

Probably 5/6 not really by choice I just can’t go to sleep earlier than 1am for whatever reason and I have to be at work usually between 8 and 9 in the morning so. I’m tired.

21. Lucky Number?

I don’t really think I have one, but I enjoy the number 11. I think that’s just a nice number.

22. Do You Play Any Instruments?

I play guitar, and I’m learning how to play bass as well but I haven’t had the energy for either recently :/ work is stressful lol

23. What Are You Wearing?

Jeans from madewell, a black long sleeve shirt from h&m and my buggirl200 “Taylor Swift is having a baby and I am the father” shirt over it. Also wearing my snoopy robe I got for Christmas because it’s cold in here.

24. Dream Job?

Honestly anything’s not my current job would be great lol. But I would love to be a songwriter one day! I wish I had a more realistic dream but I don’t think I’d be very good at any kind of normal well paying job (not that I’m a very good songwriter either lol)

25. Dream Trip?

I would love to go back to Norway, we went there when my brother and I graduated high school and got to see where my grandmother grew up, it was really cool! I’d also love to go to Japan :)

26. Favorite Food?

Can iced coffee be considered a food group? Also the utz sourdough special dark pretzels are AMAZING they’re my favorite snack food

27. Nationality?

I’m American of Norwegian descent (almost all of my mom’s side of the family is Norwegian)

28. Favorite Song?

Currently I’ve been really digging Aries by Gorillaz feat. Peter Hook and Georgia. Lianne La Havas’ cover of Weird Fishes by Radiohead is also phenomenal (her album was pretty great too!)

29. Last Book Read?

I actually just today finally got fed up and drove somewhere quiet and sat in my car for over an hour so I could finish reading When Brooklyn Was Queer by Hugh Ryan (I started it at the beginning of June with the intent of finishing it before pride month ended oops). I really enjoyed it, it was super interesting and I learned a lot about an often overlooked part of queer history, I definitely recommend it if you think it’s up your alley!

30. Three Fictional Universes You’d Like To Live In?

I wanna live in Howl’s Moving Castle movieland (sorry book fans I read the book when I was 12 and I did enjoy It and I want to read it again and ik the movie isn’t a great adaptation but the book just Did Not have the same impact on my young child mind as the movie did) where if I get tired and fed up with my life (and maybe cursed by a witch to be an old woman) I can just leave and go join up with a temperamental wizard who lives in a giant magical trash can. I would love that.

Tagging: @mielnette @youngcomputer @thefuckingstory @dontblamethewitches and anyone else who wants to do it :)

#this was fun and a nice surprise! I almost never get tagged in stuff like this lol #tag game #ask game

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autumn-kitten · 6 years

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Tag Post

I was tagged by @springbearhime, thank you so much!!!!! ♡ ♡ I don’t think I’ve ever been tagged in one of these things so it made me unreasonably happy :’)

Posting this under a cut because it ended up being super long!

Nickname: Nic, Rose, Shy

Pronouns: She/Her

Age: 20 as of this March!

Time: 10:31 am

Fave Artist: Radiohead right now. PS friendly reminder to blacklist the tag radiohead if you don’t wanna see me spamming, I just queued like 50 radiohead posts bc I have a problem lol

Song stuck in my head: This excellent, underappreciated one hit wonder, She Blinded Me With Science. Also, this live version of Radiohead’s Videotape, because it includes a cool part in the middle that isn’t on the recorded/studio version and I love it.

Last movie I saw: The Incredibles 2

Last thing I googled: Trying to figure out how to properly use the Amazon Alexa my mom bought, lol.

Other blogs: I have a Tera Online blog, which is dead rn because I’m not playing Tera very much anymore and the blog is on another email address so it takes too much effort to access it lol. I also partially abandoned it because I got the feeling people didn’t really like me on there.. got a whole lot of mean anons and all my mutuals stopped talking to me and uhHhh idk what I did but sorry y’all... I think I just complained way too much there honestly. I also have a private rant/journaling blog, because I need to write things down to help me deal with it/get it out of my system.

Do I get asks: I wish!! Sometimes people do message me though but I always get shy ahah. Send me anons! I will answer anything! Hit me tf up!

Why I chose my url: Oh boy, I made this blog when I was probably 16. Autumn was my favorite season and I adore cats. I didn’t use this blog at first because I already had one I was active on and had a lot of friends/mutuals. When I was like 18, this guy I was dating at the would go on that blog and have a huge freakout over nearly everything on it (you posted a selfie and responded to someone that complimented you with a heart??? ARE YOU CHEATING????, etc), so I moved here. I feel kinda bad, I had like 10 messages from different people saying “this blog has zero posts and I want this url can i pls have :(”

Following: 631 LOL. Most people aren’t even active anymore so I should probably go through and clear that out...

What I am wearing: I don’t have work today so I’m still what I slept in - soft Mickey Mouse print boxer shorts and the shirt I wore yesterday lol

Dream job: I don’t really know what I want to do!! Something that makes me happy and doesn’t suck the life out of me, which idk is possible. The idea of working for the rest of my life really depresses me. I am very interested in a ton of things but am not talented at any of them (music, art, film directing or editing, computer programming/coding, writing/editing) so I’m hoping to take some classes at my community college and see if there’s something I’m able to pick up. As a kid I wanted to be an actress (I had no anxiety until I was like 12, it was wild - I was a theater kid haha), then all through middle and high school I wanted to be in a band or be an author/editor, and when I was like 18 I wanted to be an English teacher for quite a while but I’ve realized I’m too shy and definitely not assertive enough.

Dream trip: Japan and all over Europe. Also Australia/New Zealand!!

Fave food: Oof this is hard... I honestly just love food in general. Sometimes it’s burgers and fries, sometimes Chinese food, sometimes Pad Thai, sometimes sushi, sometimes pizza, sometimes pasta... Food is delicious, lol. Right now I’d say probably burgers and fries?

Play any instrument: I took piano lessons for a few years as a kid but hated practicing bc there was pressure from my parents and eventually quit. I wanted to learn how to play the drums but my parents said it was “too loud” so I played trumpet for 4 years in the middle school band and jazz band (because trumpet is SUCH a quiet instrument, lol). I self taught myself guitar in 8th grade and was in a band that never got off the ground, but I haven’t touched guitar since I was probably 16 and really wanna get back into it. I’d love to learn play bass guitar and drums!! Also, fun fact... I was SUPER obsessed with harps as a kid and really wanted to learn how to play one until I was like, 11.

Play(ed) any sport: Aside from being a theater/band kid, I was also v sporty since my dad really wanted boys, hahaha. I played soccer, volleyball, and basketball! I played soccer the longest but I ended up being better at basketball than anything else... but I loved volleyball the most, lmfao. I made some “tryout only” teams for all three sports, which was cool, but any and all sportiness died when I was like 13 or so because Depression Says No and honestly my heart wasn’t in it anymore, it started out as a fun activity but after I was about 10 or 11 I was just doing it because my parents wanted me to and I was really miserable. It was a blessing when they let me quit.

Hair color: Blondeish?? I think?? It’s kinda strawberry blonde in some light.

Languages spoken: English, and three years of classes worth of Japanese. I love languages but it’s super, SUPER hard for my brain to learn them. I want to get back into Japanese, though, because it came pretty easily and was a lot of fun! I tried to learn Spanish for a while since I was living in Argentina, but I was horrible at it and kept adding in Japanese on accident because apparently my brain could only handle two languages and not three, lol.

Random fact: Hmm... I was incapable of rolling my R’s until new years eve this year.. I was v drunk and apparently was just sitting at the table going rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... after months of trying to learn how to do it and not even knowing the proper technique I was just rolling my R without even trying/knowing I was doing it. I’ve been able to since that day, lmfao.

Describe yourself with an aesthetic: Oh boy I don’t even know how to do this??And it depends on my mood??? My brain can’t decide who I am or what my aesthetic is, sometimes it’s crazy cat lady with a huge library in her house, sometimes it’s girl at the county fair with a flowy dress and sunflowers in her hair, sometimes (often) it’s “hi I no longer have black hair anymore but I still feel emo/goth in my soul™, sometimes it’s some bullshit 90s vaporwave stuff, sometimes it’s just “haha i’m here for the memes”, sometimes it’s telescopes and observatories and stars and astronomy, sometimes it’s cutesy pastel... idk what my aesthetic is.

Also here’s a relatable picture of me, ty for reading. I tag... anyone that wants to do this bc I really don’t know who to tag ahhhHhhHHHhhh

#shy rambles #about

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petersthree · 6 years

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I was tagged by the awesome @nerdygingerandproud lowkey I’ve done this like 5 times but I love spilling info about my self lmaoooo

Time Right Now: 11:05 PM

Nicknames: Jam, Jammers, Jane.

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Capricorn

Height: 5′3 I’m avERAGE HEIGHT

Birthday: December 27!! 14 more days till I turn 21 :’)

Favorite Solo Artists: Mmm I always lowkey hate these because I’m not into music the same way mostly everyone is I just casually appreciate everything lol. I do really love Bruno Mars doe

Favorite Bands/groups: Mm Maroon 5 has always been a part of my life as has One Republic. I’m also getting back into BTS again.

Song Stuck In My Head: That song that’s like, DOCTOR DOCTOR, GIMME A CLUE, I’VE GOT A BAD CASE OF LOVING YOUUUU

Last Show Watched: Black-ish!!

When Did I Create My Blog: In about 2011 of March I have a specific date somewhere but I’m too lazy to check my archive just know I’ve been on this god forsaken site for 6 years.

What Do I Post: lmao all the characters I think know are bi and whatever show I’m currently spamming atm (although finally this year I started using my queue so...there’s that)

Last Thing I Googled: the weather where I live

Do You Have Other Blogs: why yes I do! I have:

@representativecharacters - looking at rep on all types of content, and ranging from all types of rep! You can submit any characters or request them, and links can be found on the blog bc I’m really lazy rn.

@polyamoryinfandoms - why have love triangles when you can have polyamory?

@femalevillains - honestly I haven’t even done anything there yet; @marcomardon has done the work so like lolol I swear I’ll queue something on there eventually.

@southasianrep - IT’S UH NOT READY YET WHOOPS it’s gonna be the same thing as #2 & 3 doe except...for south asian characters. I’ll get it up and running after finals I s w e a r

Do You Get Asks: Yes but I always love getting more! I swear I always reblog ask games and no one asks me anything unless @themadnerdwithahat or @eliotswaugh are online in which case I get a crapton of asks and y’all...ask me stuff. I love asks.

Why Did You Choose Your URL: I was ready to change from the-bastard-jon-snow but sansasnarks is still not available so starklinqs was the next best thing because I love my kids a lot lol

Following: 374. I used to follow like...2k people but that was a Mistake and I started cleaning out my blog followings like 2 years ago lolol esp bc I realized I was following a lot of annoying fandom people and aphobes/biphobes

Followers: 5,700

Favorite Colors: Royal purple and forest green :)

Lucky Number: 27 because of my birthday lolol

Habits: I just randomly make noises at times lolol it weirds my roommate out but she’s more used to it now.

Instruments: I used to play piano for a semester and I was actually good at it!!! But then I stopped playing piano. So. Yeah. I also played violin for like 4 years but I sucked at it bc my first school had us playing out of elementary school practice books and then my next school had us playing Mozart for fun.

What Am I Wearing: A purple, “The Purple Project’ t-shirt, and black leggings that I should change out of.

How Many Blankets I Sleep With: 1 blanket!

Dream Job: idk can I just watch tv all day cool cool

Dream Trip: I would love to go to London!

Favorite food: American food: Well done/medium well steak, lobster with garlic sauce, with some moscato...I know. I’m secretly a rich white man lmao

Indian food: garlic naan with some chicken tikka and/or paneer and some mango lassi.

Where do you live? Long Island

Favourite Song Right Now: Mmm...Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko

Other social medias: The usual - FB/Snapchat/Insta but I generally am on Tumblr lol

I’ve done this a lot so I’m not gonna tag anyone but if anyone wants to do it please tag me! :)

#about me #long post for ts

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hua-fei-hua · 4 years

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Extra Notes: Rhythm of the Heart Ch. 3

chapter is available on ao3 or ff.net

i chose crush by tessa violet for this chapter’s title bc y’know. all that stuff going on last chapter where i infodumped abt kiri’s actual motive being “ugh i like him but the idea of being vulnerable and real scares me” and so now he’s going out w/his crush and it’s just like. idk man hanging out w/your crush be like that

and also all the bits where it’s like “holding haaands” like touch touch touch touch touch wheee

this is the first chapter of the fic to actually mention the soulmates thing

i actually have this habit of forgetting abt it bc i treat it so casually tbh

idk if this is a good thing or not tbh but i mean like spoiler alert they are soulmates anyway but how they find out is part of the fun

when i needed to have a long, private chat w/cody the almost-fake-boyfriend and the band room was closed (meaning, no practice rooms), i’d take him on a long walk where we’d kinda talk about the thing along the way, but mostly at the place we were going

i’d honestly always wanted to have a long, dramatic talk on a swingset bc i think it would have been FUN and DRAMATIC and probably also a little POETIC but i never got the chance ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i probably definitely mentioned this in an earlier extra notes post, but it always surprises me with how much i end up projecting onto the characters for this fic hahaha

stuff like “pfft, no, [i know your name] i was just testing you” and wanting to hold smth bc Anxiety(tm) and stopping in the middle of the walk are examples

i also told people “the more you push the crosswalk button the longer it takes” a lot bc that’s how i got myself to stop spamming it so much, and surprisingly people believe it so i’m making this an urban legend now

the shiketsu stuff (i.e. the lockdown, bakugou previously having attended there, etc) will all be addressed and/or covered in the fic itself so gonna skim over that for now

however, if you’re also reading moment, you might have previously noticed references to bakugou being gone from ua for a time but still being present at band memories where it’s specifically mentioned that shiketsu was there as well. that’s just consistency across stories but yeah~!

“[camie] was just a prop” haha lol so fun fact when cody told me that he didn’t want any part of the fake dating to benefit him (before proceeding to repeatedly ask why it had to be specifically him), i told him, “[cody]. you’re a prop.” and i always felt kinda bad about that

the bit where kirishima just stops but bakugou keeps on going actually means a lot to me because despite the fact that cody often agreed to play along with my shenanigans, sometimes he’d sound a lot more like he was just humoring me and he actually hated the idea of doing it

so i had a similar moment with him where we were out on a walk, and it was raining and i had the umbrella and i just stopped, but he kept going even though he’d been the one to insist on having the umbrella. and i was like, “you don’t have to do this if you’re not gonna take it seriously, dude.”

and i’d dropped down the umbrella bc i don’t care abt the rain and so we were just there, alone on the sidewalk, far apart and yet staring at each other, with the rain coming down on both of us, and it was silent and really fucking dramatic but yeah, that’s why the stopping bit means a lot to me

it’s also there bc even though this fic is told primarily from kirishima’s perspective, i figured readers would probably be able to pick up on some subtleties of baku’s character regardless

i think what i’m trying to say here is that “it makes bakugou realize he’s being kind of an asshole”

while this isn’t my first time writing krbk as a pairing, it is my first time writing them where they’re the focus and have very little in terms of established relationships, so it often surprised me with how prickly bakugou was being

something else that would probably be good to realize now is that at this point in time, bakugou doesn’t actually like kirishima back. he means it when he says, “like as in ‘as a person’, right?”

this could also be interpreted as him kind of maybe starting to figure out that kiri has a crush on him and giving him an opportunity to confess

but yeah since this isn’t exactly a meet-cute, they have a really rocky dynamic starting out, but it’ll develop into something good later on as they get more comfortable w/each other

bakugou's "I have so many fucking questions" from last chapter means that he mostly just wants to know why now and what this all is gonna entail.

the second you actually ask him what his questions are, they actually kind of fly out of his head bc he's also kinda just saying that in order to best express his disbelief. by the time after school rolls around and he's actually processed the event, he doesn't actually care anymore about kiri's motives and just wants to help, which is basically what happened here in this chapter

bakugou having a side preference when talking and walking is actually something i do.

i’m not sure when it happened (might’ve been when i was a freshman and walking around w/a friend during pe, and she’d sometimes have a side preference bc her hearing ability varied in one ear from day to day; might’ve been when i got into band and i had to always be watching the center from my peripherals), but it’s basically just foreshadowing here

maybe you figured it out from that alone, but i’m not gonna say bc while the characters do notice it and think it’s a little weird, none of them say anything about it and just get used to it

“well, i’m not gonna grab your face and make out with you in front of everyone we know, if that’s what you’re getting at” :)

this is probably one of my favorite lines tbh

:) :) :)

anyway, so yeah all the bits from kiri abt ~*holding hands*~ n stuff is partly in reference to canon and oh my god the hand holding part of the bakugou rescue arc, but it’s also partly bc that was smth i mentioned to cody when we were first figuring out what fake dating for a night would look like

he was like “wait if i’m your fake boyfriend, like, i’m gonna have to get in character for this huh. what am i supposed to do, like?” and i was like “dude idk! hang out with me, maybe hold my hand??” and his face was extremely D: and so i was like “what, embarrassed? lmao” and he was like “yes. what if i wanted to save this hand for a girl i actually liked?”

lmao

there’s more to that story but it’s not mine to tell

also omigod finally we get to the fake secret dating thing

like i guess i was a little hesitant to tag the fic under “fake/pretend relationship” and “secret dating” bc i’m pretty sure for most people, the point of fake dating is to look EXTREMELY TAKEN to the rest of the world, and if there’s secret dating involved, then it’s at the point where the fake couple has confessed their true feelings after a point where the fake dating becomes an open secret, and then they start secretly dating for real while maintaining the facade of it all still being fake for whatever reason, but that is like, the opposite of what happens in this fic

the pretending-to-be-secretly-dating thing was smth i came up with w/my bff when i was still figuring out the details of the whole shebang before Committing(tm) and asking cody, and for me it was a necessary measure bc cody and i were going to spend ONE (1) night pretending to be dating at a concert that was taking place at one of our sister schools

basically, it meant that like 2/3 - 3/4 of the people performing in the concert knew who we were, and they all had friends who went to our school that they were in regular contact with, and so if it became “public knowledge” at the sister school that cody n i were “dating”, this would become a huge nuisance when the news inevitably came back to our school like two or three days later and fuck man now we have to pretend to date here too??

the solution? to pretend to be secretly dating to (well, reason zero, keep cody more comfortable bc he doesn’t like public displays of affection) one, give us an excuse to not look like a couple in the honeymoon stages; and two, if and when i had to use our “relationship” to complete my mission(s), we could add on, “but it’s not been made public yet, so don’t fucking tell anyone” to stifle the girl network and keep people from asking us about it next time the bands met up

our band was in the middle of the two-year prep period for the rose parade at the time, and since we were doing the rose parade in collaboration w/our two sister schools, we would be meeting up w/the people we saw at the concert within a month, so it wasn’t an unfounded idea

of course, i had plans of action that covered the possibility of cody n i “dating” getting out, but he backed out of the whole thing at the last second anyway so it doesn’t matter

ANYWAY, the secret part of the equation is something i really liked, and i wanted to keep it for this fic, but bc krbk was doing this as a more long-term thing than one (1) night, i needed to change things up a little bit, but the motives are essentially the same

people paying particular attention to bkg bc he’s ass. dm? that was actually from cody, whose main objection at first was, “i’m head drum major, everyone knows me and is paying attention to me at all times!!”

girls being absolutely ruthless about the spread of information? yeah, that’s called the girl network, and (you would not believe the amount of stuff i’d heard abt cody via the girl network) that is something mina absolutely would have a grip made of iron over

the bit about girls hyping up kirishima to mina if krbk breaks up pretty soon after she’s officially declared to be over him would be a problem bc in the girls’ minds it’s like, “oh my god he’s actually free now dude wait you haven’t actually missed out now’s your shot you can like him still dude” bc it’s all fresh y’know, and easy to slip back into that mentality of liking someone

i feel the need to again clarify that mina absolutely does not have any romantic intent towards kiri in this fic, and her letting everyone think that is honestly kind of a sacrifice on her part bc like. ew people knowing who you have a crush on and double ew if it’s someone you hang out with all the time.

tbh it felt kinda weird having tdmm mentioned so casually as an established relationship but i mean, get this: i love them they were the first pairing i wrote for this au, so it makes sense in-universe to have it just be this given no one thinks twice about

“i don’t want to have to learn your taste in music that well” even though i most definitely mentioned this in the first a/n, i think now’s a good time to remind y’all that the soulmate gig is that whatever music you’re listening to atm your soulmate can hear as well

basically, the implied action going on here is that a form of casual affection (or form of showing off the soulmate bond) would be to do smth like humming along to whatever your soulmate’s listening to at the moment, and so krbk would have to learn each other’s preferred music really really well in order to be able to pull out something the other liked with essentially zero notice.

also, bakugou’s basically saying, “your taste in music is probably shit and i don’t want to have to subject myself to it if i don’t have to”

“ ‘Nah,’ said Eijirou, as casually as he could after a pause as long as the one he’d just taken. ‘I’m not that good at lying, so I don’t think it’s worth the trouble.’ ”

*inhales*

*starts screaming into the void*

okay so like aside from the fact that he’s telling the truth about being a bad liar IN THE MIDDLE of telling an ELABORATE FUCKING LIE, the long pause bit is sort of inspired by smth from (guess what) my elaborate drama w/cody

blah blah blah context isn’t important but basically i was vaguing abt smth that pertained to him, and he looked me dead in the eye and was like “it’s [the exact thing i was vaguing about], isn’t it” and i hesitated for so damn long (bc fuck i wasn’t supposed to tell him the thing) that if i said no, i’d look like a goddamn liar, so i broke and told the truth

but yeah, when in the middle of an elaborate lie, i took a long pause when confronted with a question that meant either breaking and telling the truth or digging myself into a deeper hole by blatantly lying some more, and i told the truth in a way that blew up in my face later

of course, for eijirou, this truth isn’t going to blow up in his face an hour after it’s told.

i actually kind of wanted to have a bit where kirishima’s just like “wait what four-year-old crush??” when bkg says he won’t let him take the decision back bc i mean, when you put it like that, holy fuck that’s an intense crush, and then bakugou would internally file that away under “smth’s not right here” bc how do you just not notice that a crush has been going on for four years. i decided against it bc

1. “we’re [all] in this together now” c’mon

2. bc i sometimes regret letting cody take back his decision at the last second, i wanted to solidify that difference between my experiences and what i was writing about by having both boys say, “hey. we’re committing to this, and we’re not going to back out no matter what happens” and meaning it.

i’d seen “bakubabe” thrown around in krbk stuff before, and while i totally agree that kirishima is the pet name type, there was always just smth abt using “babe” on a s/o that rubbed me the wrong way, so the bit where it was just like “aight that felt weird to say” was mostly just me trying to get used to typing it bc he probably will be using it again later

i’d like to think that bakugou picked up “hon” as a pet name (if you could call it that) from his mother, whom i think would probably call him n her husband “hon” a lot

if not that, then compared to my usual 95% confidence interval on writing bakugou in-character, i’m like 23% sure that baku calling anyone “hon” on impulse is in-character, but it’s also fun to imagine so i’ll let it slide

there was a moment in talking out the details w/cody that i told him, “okay, one last thing. [band pres] has to know everything” and he had this extremely unreadable expression on his face, but more in the sense that it looked kinda “oh shit” and i couldn’t tell what he was thinking than it just being ridiculous.

the difference here is that there’s more context around cody’s expression that changes depending on how much you have, whereas with bakugou it’s just like a “what the fuck?” w/o any deeper meaning

“if i don’t have someone to talk to about all this, i will probably go insane”

i went months without telling the majority if not all of my squad about the elaborate web of lies and dramatics that i was involved in when it came to cody, and my mental health really did suffer for it because

first of all, i don’t like telling lies, even little white lies or simply withholding the truth, but in order to keep the delicate social situation from positively exploding and hitting everyone with the shrapnel, i had to keep problems to myself, which leads into

secondly, i, like, need to talk about my problems, or at least write about them in a place where people will read and respond to them in some way. (i do have fic up for other fandoms where i closely map my experiences onto the characters and let people say what they will abt their actions, although it’s difficult to consider rhythm one of those bc the goal is to tell a story that merely draws from the experiences) it’s like, i know what to do when i hurt. i write, and i talk, and i use my words, so that i can understand how it feels and tune out its sharpness.

and i wrote about everything in excruciating detail in my diary, but because it was the basic equivalent of talking to a wall (yeah, you get it out, but you don’t always know what to do about it next), it really sucked, to put it lightly.

i told them abt it eventually and things got better tho like i’m fine now

so yeah. even though kirishima won’t be getting into as much of a sinkhole that i found myself in, i still wanted to put this line in there for myself, to at least provide him the external support he’d need in something as i guess emotionally complex as this

i did NOT suffer to wish it upon my fictional characters whom i want to give a neat little happily ever after ugh

“if [sero, kaminari, and i all] have to keep [the fake bit] a secret from [mina] [...] it’s all just gonna fall apart” oh hey look at that foreshadowing

“who the fuck would i tell” / “i was thinking smth along the lines of your friends”

so unfortunately, bc of the nature of the bakusquad, bkg doesn’t really have a whole lot of friends in this au, especially no one he’d think worth talking to abt the fake dating thing. however, it wouldn’t weigh on him in the same way it does kirishima for reasons that’ll be discussed more in like... at minimum, mentioned in chapter 6, but not properly covered until chapter 19.

reasons that’ll be explored later in the fic, and he just has less to worry about in general. to him it’s just fake dating; there’s nothing emotional at stake for him until later on when surprise, “fuck, feelings” stuff happens

anyway, he does eventually come to trust jirou and become friends with her bc they have the shared solidarity of being the drum majors

okay so fun fact that ties in with moment, but i’ve been pretty careful to not describe kirishima as a redhead until they reach this point in time (december) bc he doesn’t start dying his hair until pretty soon before asking bakugou to be his fake boyfriend

what this means is that basically, in the few later chapters that’ll jump back to november (as well as any chapters of moment that take place before december), i might call his hair black

this is less of a plot point than it is a residual effect of my original plans for kiri’s fake dating motives of “he wants to be braver and come out of his shell and be more social and stuff, so he decides to go big or go home and ask bakugou, someone who kind of scares him and whom he’d never talked to before, to be his fake boyfriend”

i changed them bc i wanted to divorce the story more from my experiences and motives going into my own fake dating shebang, and also bc i feel like paralleling his canon desire to become braver by pushing himself to do good recklessly (in order to become a better hero) with wanting to become braver by picking out this dude to pretend to date (with my own authorial agenda of getting them together) would just be a bit of a disservice to his canon character tbh

in a way, i feel like keeping the hair color change as a reflection of his resolve to stick this through and face the questions the situation poses head-on is still a bit of a disservice to his character, so i might not even explicitly state his hair color in chapters happening before december. like i said, it’s not important at all; it’s just a random detail

“kaminari was at least a little addicted to the sandwiches at the deli” this is a reference to moment! just a minor easter egg tho

i have a deleted scene in my notes where instead of kirishima going “i don’t have money” to bakugou telling him to bet, he says “no i have sweet beefy arms, not sweet beefy legs” (to which bakugou says, “your fault for skipping leg day”), which would have led into the “make me” bit, but i decided against it bc it just didn’t sound right tbh

i kept the “make me” bit tho bc wow that’s just a good trope y’know

this was the first time in writing perfect harmony that the discord server kaminari, mina, sero, and kirishima share is brought up, though i swear i’d at least referenced it before

anyway, calling it “my idiot, my idiot, my idiot, and me” is actually a bit of a nod to the podcast my brother, my brother, and me

it feels very weird typing mbmbam out all in full and properly italicized like that lol

they would absolutely call it mi-mi-mi-me out loud

#kaminari-eats-bees is just their name for the general chat, and i have no idea where i got that idea bc it fell into my head one night as i was trying to fall asleep

anyway, their discord names are just their hero names, though within the server, their server nicknames are their first choices for a hero name, which is why mina’s “alien queen” instead of “pinky”

what this means is that some of them have different names between DMs and the server messages, although i don’t think that’s going to come up

as for why they’d do that, the answer is probably some concept of professionalism in other servers they might be in. like, my discord name used to be roast ze trash, but when faced with the idea of joining a zine discord under that name, i changed it to 愈花 bc i wanted to look a bit more professional lol

side note i chickened out on applying to that zine or joining the discord, but i was satisfied w/just having roast ze trash as a server nickname w/friends and never changed it back

anyway, the way discord messages are styled in the fic is different than the way i typically style chats in fics (particularly on ao3 where i’m actually allowed to have paragraphs justified to the right) bc of the simple nature of discord having a different layout than typical text messengers

it actually took a little bit of playing around before i settled on doing it the way i did bc while i had written a short group chatfic before, this was my first time writing out a discord chat log, and for the sake of accessibility (to people who might download my fics for whatever reason) i absolutely refuse to use ao3 skins. this has no relation whatsoever to the terror i feel looking at the code for ao3 skins and thinking about potentially editing them.

anyway, fun fact that isn’t shown in any published edition of the fic, but on my google doc, the characters’ usernames are all colored the way they would in an actual discord server lol

this has no relation to the fact that if i do not have different colored names in a discord chat, i WILL lose track of who’s talking, especially when scrolling through backlogs to track down a quote or whatever

i did my best to give the four of them at least slightly different typing styles (all while aggressively avoiding my own personal texting pet peeves (bias of me i know)), but i don’t think it showed too much here hahaha

i also don’t know how often mimimime logs will pop up in the fic, so maybe it won’t matter in the end

“bakugou facepalmed so hard, eijirou was pretty sure it would have knocked any more thinly-skulled person out cold” idk how clear this sentence was (bc it took some work to construct it in a way that made sense to me), but basically that’s kirishima’s very obtuse way of saying bakugou is a thick-skulled hardhead

bakugou offering kirishima a ride home is another bit that means more to me than might first meet the eye bc even though i couldn’t drive, i lived far from school (bc the district lines were wack), and i had chill parents, and so i’d often offer friends rides home if things were getting late, assuming i hadn’t biked to school that day ofc

i also have a soft spot for this moment bc of the way it hits kirishima that bakugou’s being, like, genuinely sweet here, in his own way. like, for most of the chapter, they’re bickering, or they’re being snippy and aggressive with each other, and then, right when kirishima learns to expect bakugou to get mad at him, he doesn’t.

and idk man! at some point i just got used to people being annoyed when i ask for or offer things that when people respond in a way that signals their genuineness, i’m just taken aback a little, and i gave that response to kiri here

an alternate reaction to bakugou saying “i can drive” was kiri going, “what?! then why did we walk here?!?” to which bakugou says, “i don’t know!!” and then kiri laughs bc holy shit this is real, and this is what it’s like to date bakugou fucking katsuki, huh?

i’m not entirely sure why i changed it, but it probably has something to do with wanting to show a glimpse of bakugou actually being well-intentioned by agreeing to this bc while bakugou katsuki isn’t necessarily a good kid, he means well most of the time, dammit.

overall, this chapter ended up being a lot longer than i anticipated, taking up more than half of the fic so far, and i was originally going to have them talk about more things, such as:

more on boundaries in a “do not cross this line” way (vs. the “this is about as far as we’ll have to go” way that was covered) and

behavior in a “in this hypothetical situation involving people who each have different ideas of what we are, how do we act around each other” kind of way

but i have the opportunity to cover those sorts of things in a later chapter anyway

wow okay long notes post. there’s always a lot to talk about with this fic bc of its relationship to my complex, uh, past and dealings with similar experiences. hopefully, as the fic moves more into territory less related to my own personal experiences (thus becoming more fictional), the notes will focus less on explaining the authorial context and more on character relationship meta. it will eventually move back into events inspired by my dumb life, but like i said, it’s not a retelling, so we’ll have to see how those notes go then.

anyway jesus christ if you read all that, you’re hella invested in either this fic, my life, or both, and i’m pretty impressed. send your thoughts and/or further questions to my inbox (or comments section on ao3, if you’d prefer a longer character allotment lol)!!

next chapter should be out next monday~

#hua's vanity #w/o you Bb #Bb notes: perfect harmony #Bb notes: rhythm of the heart #something that surprised me as i wrote these notes was all the things you'd probably be able to correctly predict #about what's to come just by reading my stories about stuff that happened to me particularly in the case of cody #i mean ofc there's a reason why i've given him a fake name to be able to talk about him here; he was kind of a big deal #i'm pretty sure i said this elsewhere but by reading this au you'll learn a LOT about my high school life whether you realize it or not #like if i think abt senior year casually in hindsight oh yeah it was fairly simple but if i were to talk about it and explain things #the way i do here in these notes it's suddenly like 'oh yeah. so this is why i didn't write fanfiction for four solid months'#bc it's an elaborate story centered around cody where he is just the eye of a hurricane #and even now i don't actually know quite how far down the rabbithole goes; i'd have to consolidate info w/other girls to get a better image #that's why i said 'and then there's more to that story but it's not mine to tell' bc i'm only giving out *my* experiences #bc those belong to me and i may give them out at my discretion #and even then to fully explain my experiences w/him would take a whole god damn novel #and my story is inextricable from aspects of other girls' so it's also one i'm very careful about telling in full

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BREAKFAST DELIVERY 10

pairing: 2jae

genre: fluff, if you squint there’s angst

word count: 3k

description: the school’s hottest boy im jaebum wants to get a certain boy’s number. but the first problem is: he’s unhappy and not eating.

status: completed

note: this was originally posted on wakaba’s wattpad @/jaeholics

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Thank God the day following that event was a Saturday, otherwise he'd have to shamefully face the two hearts he managed to break in one day.

Jaebum rolled around in his bed, hugging on the blankets, mumbling incoherently to himself. He felt like absolute garbage. Seeing that his alarm clock read 10:37, he slumped out of bed and dragged himself down to the bathroom. The house was empty as usual, meaning he could totally throw a party that night. If, you know, he didn't feel like dying. As he squirted some toothpaste onto his toothbrush and madly scrubbed his pearly whites, he groaned as he stared at himself in the mirror. He knew he was a good looking guy whose looks would attract mostly every gal or guy. After rinsing out his mouth, he smacked some water across the mirror and blurred the reflection of his sad-looking self. For once, he wished he was ugly. Jaebum tiredly zombie-walked his way over to the kitchen, checking the fridge for any food that possibly could've been left for him. Seeing that it was empty except for some eggs and milk, he already knew that his plans would be to go out for both lunch and dinner. Opening a cupboard, he grabbed a box of fruity cereal and dumped it into a ceramic bowl, pouring milk in after doing so. His dear cat, Nora, crawled up to his feet and rubbed herself against the skin lovingly. "At least you're here," he muttered under his breath, slurping some milk from his bowl as he made his way to the couch. He turned on the television and stared dully at the skin, allowing his pet to crawl onto his lap and rest there. Realizing that he hadn't checked his phone in a while, Jaebum reached for it since it was laying on the coffee table. He turned it on, only to be met with over a hundred missed text messages. annoyed, he unlocked his phone and saw that a particular someone added him to a chat group overnight after he fell asleep, which was the main cause of the overload of messages. He squinted at his screen while he scrolled through the messages. It took him a while to realize that those numbers were familiar to him: Jackson Wang, Park Jinyoung, and Choi Youngjae. The last message was sent a few hours ago, so he didn't bother sending anything to indicate that he read the chat. He put down his bowl of breakfast and became invested into the conversation they were having, feeling more and more uneasy. Nora jumped onto the table and quietly drank some of the milk as Jaebum's foot tapped in anxiousness. wango, 2 others [jype]: i'm muting this chat btw [wango]: bro I just want u to listen to my proposal [c.youngjae]: why do you even have my number?? [wango]: thats not important just listen rn [wango]: so jb hyung's like super depressed aight? [wango]: I HOPE HES READING THIS BTW WINK WINK [jype]: winking in text doesn't do anything [wango]: anyway [wango]: i want all three of you to meet up [wango]: and work this out together [wango]: i'm not going to interfere bc this is a u guys issue!! [wango]: u gotta fix it urselves arasso?? [c.youngjae]: ...how tho [wango]: there's a nice place in town [wango]: it's called Cafe A [wango]: all of three meet up there by 3 and talk it out!! [wango]: idc if you're busy or not [wango]: (unless ur planning to meet ur family bc then please go ahead and do that first family is first priority) [wango]: ARASSO?? [jype]: our 'talk' isnt going to last long, you know. [jype]: theres not much I can say

[jype]: it's always been a one sided thing anyway [jype]: i know he likes youngjae way more than he likes me [jype]: and i'm okay with that. [jype]: i just don't want to be thrown away because of that 'love' he has for him. [jype]: you reading this, youngjae? [c.youngjae]: yes, hyung... [jype]: good. [jype]: i don't hate you or anything. it's not like that.

[jype]: it's true that ive liked him since middle school [jype]: but I always knew that it'd ended up being like this [jype]: and how he isn't the kind of person to fall for his best friend [jype]: so I prepared myself for when this sort of thing happens [jype]: it won't bother me, youngjae. go ahead and date him. [c.youngjae]: hyung, i [c.youngjae]: ...you have to understand that i don't really like him at the moment [c.youngjae]: i'm not sure if i'd agree to that [jype]: that's a shame [jype]: because a really great guy has a huge crush on you [jype]: and it's a waste for you to be ignorant about that. [wango]: ... [wango]: hoh my god [wango]: i'm a rly good problem fixer

[wango]: jinyoung?

[wango]: u still there?

[wango]: i guess not

[jype]: i have plans for today. i'm not going to that cafe. [wango]: oh [wango]: well I guess it's fine now since u guys talked it out!! yeah!!! [wango]: youngjae, don't be discouraged! [wango]: both jaebum-hyung and jinyoung r amazing people [wango]: even tho they seem rly scary and act cold [wango]: its just their way of caring [wango]: ive known them for a long time [wango]: theyre literally the best friends ive ever had [wango]: jinyoung is a rly wise person, there's always a good reason to whatever he does [wango]: jaebum-hyung has sides to him that r like a dad or big brother that u can rely on [wango]: ... [wango]: youngjae??? [c.youngjae]: yeah [c.youngjae]: i'm listening [c.youngjae]: thank you, hyung [wango]: no problem man

[wango]: now go get that dick [c.youngjae]: ???? [wango]: jk jk lol [wango]: r u going to meet up w Jaebum-hyung at the cafe? it's a rly nice place I swear [c.youngjae]: maybe [c.youngjae]: i haven't heard what he says tho... [wango]: aw true [wango]: let me spam him brb [c.youngjae]: wait don't spam him;; what if he's just asleep?

[wango]:

ugh ur too nice

[wango]:

fine I won't

[wango]:

i'll go spam markiepooh instead♥️♥️

[c.youngjae]:

...right

[c.youngjae]: the other number in this chat is Jaebum-hyung, right?

[wango]: yep!! slide into his dms boy

[c.youngjae]: ;;

Jaebum instantly realized the doom he was about to face.

"No, no, no, no, no!" He literally screamed at his phone, trying to do everything to prevent Youngjae from knowing.

It was probably too late.

[c.youngjae]: ?

[c.youngjae]: wait

[c.youngjae]: but

[c.youngjae]: ;;

[c.youngjae]: isnt that defsoul-hyung's number...

[c.youngjae]: ...it is

[c.youngjae]: hyung.

[c.youngjae]: ... [jaybee]: are you mad at me? [c.youngjae]: no

[c.youngjae]: even though I did just find out you were double tricking me

[jaybee]: i never meant to make fun of you or anything

[jaybee]: about that party

[jaybee]: i knew bambam only as 'def soul'

[jaybee]: i'm sure you can also tell that he doesn't like me bc im known as that rude, popular shit called im jaebum

[jaybee]: and rapmon told me to come anyway

[jaybee]: btw his real name is namjams

[c.youngjae]: what's your point

[jaybee]: i want to have a second chance

[jaybee]: i know ive been a horrible person, hiding behind two identities just so I could talk to you

[jaybee]: please

[jaybee]: i only ever wanted to cheer you up

[c.youngjae]: ...

[c.youngjae]: i feel stupid for sending you all those messages

[c.youngjae]: no wonder you knew where I was and that I didn't have an umbrella

[c.youngjae]: i feel like you've played me and you probably did

[c.youngjae]: but the def soul hyung I know is a caring person

[c.youngjae]: and if youre him

[c.youngjae]: then I can hope that your kindness is just as genuine

[c.youngjae]: because I think it's impossible to fake kindness like that

[c.youngjae]: let's meet up at three and talk

[jaybee]: i'll be there

[jaybee]: i won't be late.

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His phone read 2:57 by the time he spotted Jaebum. He was standing right outside the promised cafe, scrolling through his own phone with his legs crossed. It surprised Youngjae to see that he was wearing a pair of wire-rimmed glasses and an oversized sweater, contrary to his usual attire of trendy clothes that showed off his nice build. He looked pretty hot, to be honest. Youngjae shook that thought out of his mind and approached Jaebum, acting as though he wasn't just staring at him a minute prior. "It isn't 3 yet," Youngjae said quietly, stuffing his hands into his hoodie. "I've been here for ten minutes. I just didn't want to be late," Jaebum replied with a tiny grin as if he wanted the younger's approval. Youngjae scoffed and went ahead into the building, ruining the other's plans of opening the door for him. They went up to the counter, both of them staring at the menu in a similar way. Both of their eyes twitched, cursing at Jackson mentally. "I'm glad Jinyoung decided not to come," Jaebum whispered to the other, faking a smile for the person behind the cash register. "Welcome to Cafe A, one of the first couples' cafe in this town," she smiled enthusiastically, probably a bit overwhelmed on the inside because she had two male customers coming together in her hands. Youngjae hid his face into a hand in embarrassment, and Jaebum wanted to die on the spot. "Would you like to order our monthly special 'love potions?'" she asked, pointing to the piece of paper on the counter. "No," Youngjae and Jaebum said simultaneously. Flustered because of how rude that sounded, Jaebum laughed sheepishly and shook his head. "I'll just have an iced Americano. And, Youngjae..." Youngjae squinted at the menu above them, saying, "I'll have some water." Jaebum's face abruptly switched to one of shock, nudging the younger gently with his elbow. 'Eat,' he mouthed. Youngjae grumbled, feeling like he was just scolded by his mother. "Nevermind. I'll have a melon smoothie." "Alright. that will be ₩6,500." His hand reached into his pocket to grab his wallet, but the taller Jaebum stopped him before he could go any further. Instead, he took out his own wallet and paid using a card. Youngjae squinted his eyes at the other. I bet he just wanted to show off. Stupid seniors. "Thank you. Please come to pick up your order once this starts to buzz," she said while handing over the circular device to Youngjae, who almost dropped it.To the surprise of both, she leaned forward and gestured for them to come closer. "The third floor is popular with... couples like you two," she whispered with a grin. Both boys shook their heads, trying to insist that they weren't that sort of couple. She didn't listen, only grinning happily. 'You guys are so cute!' she mouthed while making a thumbs up, leaving the two speechless as they searched for a table. "Maybe we should go to the third floor," Youngjae was heard mumbling. "But we're not a couple, unfortunately," Jaebum remarked, putting emphasis on the last word to express that he really did think it was unfortunate. "I mean, I'd be more than happy if we were, but-" "The people here are staring at us." Youngjae gestured with a subtle tilt of his chin, completely ignoring what the other had to say. It was true, though; quite a few of the other couples enjoying their food seemed to be whispering at the two. Jaebum scoffed and marched towards the staircase, Youngjae following quickly to avoid any more odd gazed from anyone there. As promised by the girl at the cash register, the third floor was filled with... ...gay. Youngjae's eyes couldn't ignore the variety(?) of couples that were there, enjoying their time together. At one table in the corner, there was someone resembling a llama sitting across from someone who appeared like a girl. He couldn't tell, that person just had long hair. At the opposite side of the room, he spotted a couple that consisted of someone narrow-eyed with bright mint hair, nodding at his partner, who had a radiant smile, while he ranted. At another table they passed by were two people who didn't stand out in particular except that they seemed to be speaking completely in Chinese. Beside their table were two rather young looking guys, the foreign-looking one teaching his partner how to say simple words in English. "I don't think there are any open tables, hyung..." Youngjae remarked with a pout after searching around the room. Jaebum nodded, thinking that they might end up having to sit outside or something. Just then, someone tapped his arm. he turned around to see two rather tall guys sitting at the table nearby, one of them looking highly emo. "Are you looking for a table? Ae can just move our stuff, there's space for you guys," the person who tapped his arm offered, his canine teeth showing as he smiled. "Oh, sure. Thank you." Once the other guys moved their belongings, Youngjae took the seat that was on the cushiony couch and Jaebum sat on the chair. "Are you guys from JYP high?" the person asked, sipping on his ice coffee. Jaebum nodded, leaning back while putting an arm over the chair in an assertive way. "We're from Pledis," he replied, making Jaebum go “Ooh.” No wonder they were wearing nice clothes and looked as though they had their hair done professionally. Although Pledis was a small school, it was a costly place to attend and its students sure did prove that. "God, I would've screamed if you guys were from SM." Almost everyone in the room quieted down when hearing that name as though it was a taboo. SM's school had the roughest teachers and classes by far, and its roughness most likely rubbed off on its students. The device Youngjae held flashed red lights out of nowhere and started buzzing, startling him. Jaebum took it from his hand and headed downstairs in order to grab their drinks. Once he was gone, the high-key emo person who hadn't said a thing leaned over to Youngjae. "Your boyfriend's hot," he said quietly. Youngjae's face flashed a bright pink. "He's not my boyfriend! I'm not dating him," he argued and pouted again. "Really? I think he likes you from the way he looks at you, though," the person sitting across said with a wiggle of his eyebrows. "What's his name?" "Im Jaebum." Someone dropped their fork in the distance as the person almost choked on his straw. "That's... him? He's Im Jaebum?" he asked, clearly as confused as Youngjae was. someone a few tables next to them whispered, “Holy shit, that was Im Jaebum?” "Yes?" Youngjae tilted his head, not understanding what all the fuss was about. "Goodness," he sighed while shaking his head. "He's a literal legend at Pledis." Youngjae's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean by that?" "How do you, his boyfriend, not know about this?" he fanned himself with his hand, accidentally hitting himself in the face. Embarrassed, he cleared his throat. "Anyway, the Pledis legend. Im Jaebum. He used to go to Pledis for his freshman year, I think. But somehow, he ended up becoming the school's first ever student to be full on expelled." Youngjae's mouth dropped when hearing this. He wasn't even sure if his best friends Jinyoung or Jackson knew about this. "One of the biggest idol companies—you know, the ones with idol groups and all that—scouted him during his freshman year, right on our campus. The story about that flew all over school and he became a living legend. Everyone wanted to his friend." "How come you didn't recognize him earlier if he's that well known?" Youngjae asked in a dazed tone, not quite able to wrap his head around all the information he just absorbed. "Are you kidding me? He used to be one of the shortest guys in the class. He had mushroom hair and wore huge glasses every day." "Okay..." Youngjae peered over to the staircase to see if was Jaebum was back or not. He wanted to hear more of the details, wishing he wouldn't be back for another five minutes. "Well, why was he expelled?" "There was this group of seniors that made fun of him a lot, and I guess he was just fed up with him," he explained with a shrug, shaking around his cup. "What did he do?" "He poisoned them." That was the point where Youngjae didn't believe the story anymore. "No, that's stupid—" "He baked them a nice batch of cookies that made them vomit the next day. They told the principal on him," the boy paused in order to snap his fingers, "and just like that, he was gone." Youngjae was speechless, only his eyes blinking as the rest of his body was frozen. He was so confused, mostly because he couldn't believe that someone who seemed genuinely kind like the 'Def Soul' person he knew would do such thing. At the staircase, he could see a glimpse of Jaebum walking up with two cups in his hands. "Are you afraid that he'll do something like that again?" the person asked. "If you are, I don't think you should be. I can tell his attitude has changed a lot since freshman year, and he's probably trying to get a fresh start." Jaebum sat back down in his seat across from the still shocked Youngjae. He waved his hand in front of him, wondering if he was even alive. "Yah, Im Jaebum!" the person smacked his arm out of nowhere. “What—ah, shit," Jaebum cursed under his breath once he realized that that person currently attended pledis, the place of his unforgettable past. "I can't believe it's actually you. hey, i'm mingyu. remember me?" Jaebum's eyes widened as though he was reminded of something unpleasant, but he played it cool and sighed. "Yes, yes, I do. What do you want?" The one sitting across from mingyu tapped his watch, indicating something about time. He nodded his head and hurriedly threw on his jacket, grabbing his things. "Sorry, I would talk more but there's something I have to do." Before he left the table, he leaned down towards Jaebum's ear and whispered softly.

“Don't break that cutie's heart, okay?”

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i-amusemyself · 7 years

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All 100 Questions.

Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)

3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.

4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.

5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.

7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.

8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.

9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.

11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)

12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital 😂

13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.

14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.

15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!

16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!

17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.

18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!

19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).

20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.

21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah

22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.

24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂

25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.

26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.

28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.

29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉

30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.

31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏

32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one

33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig

34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.

35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.

36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.

37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.

38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂

39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful

40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉

41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february

42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)

43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao

45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)

46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh

47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never

48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it

50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam

51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.

53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.

54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg

55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses

56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess

58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered

59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.

60. Are you in love?I wish

61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really

62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling

65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!

66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.

68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.

69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.

70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.

72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no

74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂

75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)

76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂

77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…

78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.

80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.

81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?

82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!

83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.

84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.

85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.

86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂

87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true

88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.

89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.

90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)

91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl

92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.

93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.

94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves

95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.

96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.

97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)

99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.

100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.

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cvptaingiordano · 7 years

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☀💀♦❤👑

the salty af munday meme ( only accepting - monday )

omfg this is long so it’s going under a read more

☀ What’s your rp pet peeve?

oh my f u c k are we really going here ??there’s two thinks rp wise that i cannot stand no matter how many times i’ve tried to get over them - understand them. One is something that everyone i think has ; I HATE having my dash cluttered by anyone spam posting 50 threads at once. g o d if you wanna post them queue them or just do one at a time don’t throw them all out there ;/THE SECOND ONE IS when people don’t cut posts o r don’t continue a meme on a separate thread. no one wants to see something so long on the dash ( note the cutting post thing can be justified if one is mobile ) literally , copy paste the meme reply onto something else it doesn’t even take you ten seconds to do so.cutting posts you’ve got xkit , sorted you’re good to go , fabulous !!also big gifts or just huge ones in threads ;( please don’t

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

oh there’s many things yeah ?? so just sit down and listen to my ass- when soemone starts playing the victim card when they began drama , i hate that.- spreading h a t e , or being t o x i c. i’m as fast as a raptor when it comes to noticing when someone is problematic ( *cough* a c u n t *cough* ) and toxic or just rude. note i don’t identify or link , rude with cursing , i consider rude someone that is completely disrespectful towards other people and - or their opinions. keep your shitty attitude to yourself really - if you don’t that’s basically earning an unfollow from me:D the last thing i want is logging on tumblr to find my inbox filled with hate mail or someone else i dearly care for being hated on. it sucks ; even though getting hate just makes me laugh tbh ( that’s just me though , i will fight u if u send hate to anyone ) , i will protect all kind users with all my heart.- repeatedly breaking my rules after i��ve kindly told you not to :/- starting shit with me for no goddamn reason , and not stopping when i’ve stated i don’t want to take part in drama :/- stealing someone’s content. there’s free resources out there and you’re able to write things yourself , so stop stealing people’s stuff , thanks.BASICALLY TO SUM IT UP , BE KIND AND YOU WON’T BE UNFOLLOWED LMAO

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

okay let’s start i’ll go in depth with one lil story bc if i already got started with tea we might as well go fully in with all of this , yeah ?? leggo story time !!

story time !! i once joined a roleplay group because of an ex friend , and i played a canon muse to ship with theirs and it was terrible because i never even watched x show further than season two and all of this was when x was on season 5 and i basically didn’t have muse all the way through , but i played x for over an entire year because they claimed x was very similar to an oc i used to play ( oc that eventually turned into theirs bc i just adapted x to the ship tbh , sucks but yeah i was an insecure lil shit to say anything back then ) and i never even had fun but anyways - we get to summer 2016 i’m fed up i lost all my muse even on my old multi so i went on a hiatus , i waited for it to come back it didn’t and then they began going at me for procrastinating and just playing league ( NOTE HOW IT SEEMS THAT RP HAS TURNED INTO A JOB ?? ) anyways i got fed up and joined a scream RPG and made mason , a few weeks later i quit the RPG of before , i move mason to indie and the scream rpg dies

that’s how mason was born !! and there u go a story !!anyways that was annoying, having to write a character i never liked.

♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

god you’re really going in for the tea aren’t you ;) personally while IC the worst one was having to morph a gentle boy into a sex god for the sake of smut back when i was 14-15 i think ?? was the worst , i h a t e d i t HATED it , but i bit through that because of x friend i though it was worth for - lol , you thought lorena. now i look back at it and i’m just disgusted by it all tbh. i’m just like pls no why did you watch smut lorena :((((((((((

anyways if we’re talking about ooc stuff the worst probably is when people start shit for no reason , but that isnt’t too bad anyway since usually in these situations they end up making a clown out of themselves whether it’s through im’s , group chat’s or just calling out posts … basically it turns into a comedy show after a while. I mean … i take the piss out of everything involving drama after 24 hours so ya know. I’m glad I’ve changed over these past five years i’ve spent online , back when i was 13-15 i used to BEG people to not leave me because i had no one else , now i just don’t give a shit and block the second you cross the line so … :/ i guess sometimes changing is good ya know. but there’s always some people that gotta be aware that it doesn’t happen over the course of a week , or instantly - it happens over a long period of time. humans are like pokemons , we evolve out of our own stupidity - we MATURE , some just need a little push to do so , or they don’t at all ☕🐸

♚ How many people don’t like you?

hmm i’m not sure , but i’d say at least 3 , - 2 which i am a 100% sure of

#bautifulemily #( && about the mun .x )#( xoxo love my fans | asks. )#// ☕🐸

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princeadams · 7 years

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The Ultimate BATB tag

Rules:

- Always include the rules.

- Answer the questions as truthfully as you can.

- Tag at least 3 people at the end of the tag.

- You don’t have to be tagged to paticipate, you can do the tag even without being tagged.

- Tag the post “#BATB Tag” so we can keep up with the tags.

- That’s literally all there is to it! Have fun!

You can use this as reference:

https://gastt.tumblr.com/post/160009844702/the-ultimate-batb-tag

When did you start your blog, and why? I started right before I saw the movie because I knew I’d be obsessed and wanted an area away from my main multi-fandom blog where I could freely fangirl and shitpost and whatnot. Also, my “likes” on Tumblr were filled with four years worth of BATB meta, fan art and fanfics, and I wanted to clean my likes out so they would actually be a specific place for bookmarking. I had 14,00 likes before I made the blog, and now that I’ve almost completely cleaned it out I have about 900. Still not great, but it’s getting there.

Where did you get the idea for your url? Obviously the growl at the end. I decided I wanted daysinthesuns for my main blog, and I'd had danstevensgrowl saved for a little while. For daysinthesuns, I saved it when the titles for the new songs were announced, I think that was in late summer.

Where did you get the idea for your icon? I didn’t make my icon, I just got it from an icons post by someone on Tumblr. I like the color pink and I love 1991 Belle, so I went with it.

What was your first choice of url? dayinsthesuns was the first one I had for this blog, then I switched to danstevensgrowl. If you mean what my ultimate choice would be, I’d really like to have daysinthesun or princeadam. On my main blog, my first URL was weareteenageheartsforeveryoung and it stayed like that for 3 years or so.

What was your first icon, or the oldest you can remember? And if you can, post it. This is the one I’ve always had, but on my main blog I had a picture of Miley Cyrus from the movie LOL once, a picture of Elvis once, and my freshman year of high school I had my favorite fan art of Adam hugging Belle from behind with his chin on her shoulder while she’s reading.

Would you die for the person on your icon? I mean, I consider myself to be Belle, so that’s a bit weird. But if my icon was Adam, yes, in a heartbeat.

Which url of your mutuals are you most jealous of? Hmm. I don’t know, I honestly like my URL. However, if we’re talking about @gastt‘s mutuals…you know who.

Which icon of your mutuals are you most jealous of? I love @ohstaythisway‘s icon, I would use it if she wasn’t already.

Do you have any sideblogs? And if you do, what are they about? And if you don’t, what would your sideblog be about? I have a ton that I made while cleaning out my likes to get meta and fanfic out of there, I have an Anakin Skywalker one and a Pride and Prejudice one. I also run the Tally Hoes Archive, and I have a professional blog to showcase my articles and other things I’ve written.

Are you satisfied with your blog currently? If not, what would you change? I guess, I mean, it’s a trash blog so I don’t aim for the content to be high quality.

If you weren’t in the BATB fandom, what would you post about? Star Wars, Doctor Who, basically everything I post about on my main blog.

What fandom(s) did you belong to before BATB? BATB was actually my first fandom, but after that, Divergent, Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who and finally Star Wars.

Which blogs do you regularly check up on? @je-suis-em-jee and @theteaisaddictive because they’re my favorite fic writers.

What would you say is your most common tag? “Prince Adam” because I reblog gifs of him a lot.

How many people are you following, and how many people follow you? I think I follow around 300, my main blog has 1,700 followers and this blog has a little over 200.

Who are your current top three fans on Tumblr (for this month)? For this blog, it’s @trippsykes, @lee-lee-ed and @snipandsnail. Thank you guys :)

What is your top post (for this month)? It actually won’t show for some weird reason, but I’m guessing it’s my Ultimate Fic Rec post.

Which post are you most proud of? Probably my meta about the enchanted object’s part in The Mob Song.

Which post are you most embarassed by? The Meme Queen Adam fic and every time I’ve self-promoted (which is a lot of times.)

Weirdest message someone ever sent you? When I posted my selfie for the Introduce Your Self(ie) challenge, I immediately got a DM from some girl with a weird URL saying I was hot. I assumed it was a porn blog so I marked it as spam and blocked them, but then I looked at their blog and it was kind of normal? So I hope that wasn’t one of you guys lol.

Weirdest message you ever sent someone? God I don’t even want to know

Have you ever received anon hate? And if so, for what? When I was 13 I got a ton but I honestly deserved it. I had this ongoing joke where I acted like I was really self-absorbed and snobby ironically, because I actually hated myself and had been struggling with an eating disorder. But either way, I took it too far and I was really obnoxious and people called me out on it, some less gracefully than others.

Do you have any blogs blocked, and if so, which? I’m sure I have a lot blocked for spam and stuff.

Have you ever thought about quitting Tumblr? If so, why? Not really, because I’m kind of terrified of ever deleting anything. I hate the idea of erasing any part of my life, even if it’s a part I’m embarrassed by or don’t want to think about.

What device do you use Tumblr the most? (e.g. Laptop, Tablet, Phone, etc.) Probably my iPhone, since I’m always in class and stuff.

What was the last thing you searched on Google? Meme Queen Adam bc I was too lazy to go on my profile on Archive of our Own and click on my fic, I just wanted to get the link the quick way lol.

What time is it currently as you make this post? 11:45, I really should go to sleep after this.

What are you wearing currently? Star Wars pajama pants and a black camisole.

If you had to legally change your name (in real life) permanently, what would it be and why? Belle, because I’m a dork.

What kind of characters and/or pairings do you tend to turn to? Is there a recurring theme to it? I feel like in terms of male characters I always love the brooding, angsty, damaged guys with tragic backstories, like Prince Adam or Anakin Skywalker. For female characters, I always like strong, witty, outspoken women, like Belle and Elizabeth Bennet.

Tell us a favorite of yours and why? (Literally any favorite, something that touches you and you’re passionate about.) I guess Beauty and the Beast in general, honestly. There’s so much to love about it, but it really changed my life when I fell in love with it all over again the summer before my freshman year of high school. I was doing a Disney movie marathon alone, because I really didn’t have any friends at the time, and I actually skipped Beauty and the Beast because I figured I remembered it well enough from my childhood that I didn’t need to waste time re-watching it. However, I still had some time to kill before school started, so I watched it again, and not only was I struck by the Beast’s character and how deeply and unconditionally he loved Belle, the message of Beauty and the Beast really got to me. After I recovered from my eating disorder and dealt with (deserved) backlash on Tumblr for my crappy sense of humor and coping skills, I’d become really tough and rigid and pessimistic as a default. Suffering from such an awful illness really kind of stripped me of the usual kindness and warmth I held. Belle kind of helped me get it back, helped me find myself again, and the movie in general helped me to believe that maybe it was okay that I was fat or my voice is weird or that I’m short because I’m eloquent and I’m kind and true beauty is found within. Maybe my words and my heart is enough. I still struggle with believing that today, but I would’ve given up on believing it and given up on myself a long time ago if it wasn’t for Beauty and the Beast. When I started at a new high school after becoming obsessed with Beauty and the Beast, I was both a new person and my old self at once, and the optimism and kindness and open-mindedness I’d regained helped me to finally let people in a bit, and I made a ton of friends. My love for the musical also inspired me to join theatre, which I never would’ve given a thought if I hadn’t loved the musical.

Tag 3 or more blogs to do this tag, and also add what you associate them with and tell them what you truly think about them. I can’t tag @gastt because they already did it and literally made the tag, but gatt, you are such a loyal and supportive person. I don’t even know your name or your face or anything like that, but I don’t have to to know that you an amazing person and all us Tally Hoes are so lucky to know you. I tag @mmedegarderobe, my sin sister and fellow Mass Communications major, my other fellow mass communications major @thestanfoubrew, the mother of the Heelys meme @uncledisney, and my two favorite fic writers - one I’ve loved since I first fell in love with BATB, the other more recently, @theteaisaddictive and @je-suis-em-jee. You both are so talented and wonderful and portray the characters that are so close to my heart perfectly.

#meg ranting #BATB tag

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