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pupyuj · 7 months
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→ “temporary fix.” || yoon seeun x reader fic.
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— being friends with yoon seeun means doing whatever it takes to help her forget that the fact that her ex has become significantly happier without her, so you give her exactly what she needs...
word count: 3.5k.
dynamic: dom!bottom!yoon seeun x sub!top!virgin!reader.
content warnings: smut, fingering, nipple play, a bit of hair pulling, this is surprisingly very tame despite the image i had for it initially oh—
requested? : nope.
a/n: my first stayc fic <3 i enjoyed making this, and i hope you guys like it! sorry if there are major errors!! i was really hoping i finished this way earlier but alas... life 🥲 anyway this is just one of my many gifts for you for getting this blog to reach 1k!! you're all amazing n i love you and i'll see you guys in the next fics and the [REDACTED] hehehe 👀
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“she has to be doing this on purpose at this point.”
you say, as your best friend seeun stares bitterly at her ex-girlfriend from far away. chaeyoung sat on the poolside with her ankles in the water and she was laughing loudly at whatever the hell her other friends were doing in the pool. there was some kind of longing in seeun’s eyes and you knew what it meant, it was easy to figure out after all. seeun missed chaeyoung, and deeply regrets leaving her for a reason she has yet to disclose with you still. even after two years of the break-up in question.
“i mean, come on! this is the fourth party where she was ‘coincidentally’ invited to along with her ex—you.” 
you do try to desperately cheer seeun up. you have never once liked seeing her in despair. but something about seeing chaeyoung smiling that widely, shining that brightly, and laughing that loudly does something to seeun’s brain. and it was always nothing good. either this night will end with seeun crying in your arms about how heartbroken she is for hurting chaeyoung the way she did, or neither of you will speak about the event and just sit solemnly on her bed eating pizza and drinking homemade smoothies while a movie plays in the background.
you hope that it will be something different tonight. maybe seeun will be smiling for once! you wanted her and chaeyoung to completely end things on good terms. you knew seeun wasn’t in love with chaeyoung because she had said so many times before, but before they were girlfriends, they were friends. and you knew that it was that them not being able to rekindle their friendship after their break-up was the real reason why seeun always gets so upset whenever she sees chaeyoung.
jayoon, one of chaeyoung’s friends, looks across the pool and meets gazes with seeun, who visibly freezes up. jayoon grins and waves at seeun excitedly, making the other girls as well as chaeyoung turn their heads in curiosity. sumin and yeeun wave at seeun as well, while sieun was rather surprised to see seeun being in the same place as chaeyoung. speaking of which, chaeyoung herself stared at seeun. the latter was convinced that her ex was going to look away, or look at her in disgust or something along those emotions but… chaeyoung smiled softly at her.
kind as ever. and fuck, seeun wanted to cry.
“(y/n)... can we leave?”
you looked at chaeyoung and your best friend back and forth, unsure of what to do.
“are you sure…? what if yujinnie looks for you—”
“i need to go, (y/n),” seeun pries her gaze away from chaeyoung. her eyes were brimming with tears and she grabbed your wrist tightly. “please. i can’t be in here.” seeun puts her head on your shoulder as her tears fall and conveniently, a crowd forms in front of the two of you, effectively hiding her from chaeyoung’s view.
“okay… let’s go.”
seeun wipes her tears away with the back of her hand and smiles at some passing stranger briefly before pulling you towards the front door. she bids goodbye to everybody like normal, expressing faux regrets and even using you ‘not feeling well enough to stay’ as an excuse. you play along of course, you would gladly drop anything for your best friend. yujin was pretty sad that her favorite people had to leave, but she was pretty pre-occupied with stopping a drunken jiwon and gaeul from doing keg stands to really care so she merely waved goodbye before the two of you disappeared behind the front door.
seeun wordlessly climbs into your passenger seat, strapping on the seatbelt and leaning back. you couldn’t read her expression, and it was scary. you decided not to ask about it, however, and pulled out of yujin’s driveway before driving away. seeun had your denim jacket covering her thighs from the chill, and she was looking out the window—no doubt there were a million thoughts going through her head at the moment. thoughts you hoped she would find to share with you so you could take care of her.
like the good best friend that you were, and always have been.
“where are we going, (y/n)?” seeun asks eventually, now looking a bit annoyed as she scans the houses outside.
“huh? i’m taking you to your house.”
seeun looks at you like you’ve lost your mind, “what? no. i want to go to your place tonight.”
“oh… okay.”
you drove past seeun’s house and at the same time, seeun decided to pull out her phone. most likely to text one of her parents that she wasn’t going to come home. it was a normal occurrence, anyway. seeun’s parents originally didn’t like sending their kid off to sleep at another person’s place—a stranger at that!—but you gained their trust eventually… and soon enough, a young yoon seeun found herself staying over your place twice every week.
nowadays, seeun doesn’t even have to tell her parents anything. they know she is always under your care.
“did you want to eat anything?” you asked as the two of you entered your house. it was dark and quiet, but not the kind that scared you. seeun shook her head as she slipped out of her sneakers, then she stood properly, staring as you placed your car and house keys on the key hooks by the door.
“what?” you said. seeun looked at you with wonder in her eyes, then she merely smiles at you before making her way towards your room. the final glance she sends you before she completely disppeared behind a corner made your heart skip a beat, as much as you didn’t want it to.
you followed seeun to your bedroom, where was already digging through her own drawer for some fresh set of clothes. you decided to collapse on your bean bag chair, sighing blissfully at the feeling of being in the comfort of your own bedroom. seeun goes to your bathroom with some clothes in hand, barely closing the door behind her. sure, seeun said she didn’t want anything to eat when you asked her earlier, but you knew she would be grumbling about being hungry after about thirty minutes of laying silently on the bed with you, so you decided to go on your phone to browse some good food to order.
“are we watching a movie tonight, seeun?” you asked as you scrolled through your phone.
“up to you.” seeun replied.
you sighed, looking at your black tv screen. “i do not want to…” you muttered, now finding it too much of a hassle to look for food to eat and a movie to watch. you decided to melt further in your bean bag chair, blinking away your fatigue until seeun came back out of the bathroom, ruffling her soft hair as she held her neatly folded party clothes in her arms.
“freshen up, sleepyhead.” seeun took your hand and pulled you up with much difficulty. seeun didn’t really think about how close the two of you would be, physically of course, before she pulled you up to your feet. right now, she could feel your breath on her face and your warmth on her skin—it all gave her goosebumps. seeun raises a hand and brushes a few stray hairs away from your face and… is she blushing?
“g-give me a minute.” you slipped past your best friend, grabbed a random combination of your usual sleepwear and disappeared insde the bathroom. your cheeks felt so hot, and your heart was beating erratically. what the fuck. you were afraid this would happen tonight. again.
truth to be told, lately you have been feeling a few things towards your very own best friend. you tsrtaed to find her prettier than normal, and sometimes you can’t even look or speak to her without your brain screaming at you like crazy. but you didn’t want to acknowledge it. you managed to convince yourself that you were just so terribly lonely that your heart has decided to ‘settle’ for your best friend. first of all, that was unacceptable considering seeun was hurting because of her ex-girlfriend! second, you knew seeun wouldn’t see you in that way, so why would you even bother?
and third, perhaps most importantly, one does not try to get into a romantic relationship with their best friend unless they want their heart to suffer the most gut-wrenching heartbreak ever. you cherished your heart too much to let yourself be hurt like that, so seeun? absolutely off limits!!
“i thought you said you didn’t wanna watch anything?” you teased as you walked out of the bathroom in some shorts and one of your big shirts. seeun was sitting on your bed, eyes glued to your tv screen as ‘clueless’ played.
“i had to find something to entertain me while you were taking your sweet time in there.” seeun pats the big empty space on your bed, beckoning you over. you settled beside her, relishing in the mingling feeling of your cold bed and your best friend’s warmth. seeun was closer to you than usual, or maybe you were overexaggerating… but then seeun hugs your arm, putting her chin on your shoulder… and with her lips so close to your skin, you couldn’t help but shiver.
“sorry i ruined your night. i know you wanted to be in that party,” seeun fidgeted with the hem of your shirt. “because of wonyoung, right? you guys have something, don’t you?” your best friend asked. she didn’t have to, though. she watched you develop this big stupid crush on the campus princess over the past few months, and she knew that she was the reason you were holding yourself back from fully committing all of your attention to the other girl.
seeun needed you, her best friend, especially at this time of her life.
“no, don’t worry about it. i’d rather be here, honestly. my head was starting to hurt.” you smiled at your best friend, surprising yourself by the close proximity. the tip of seeun’s nose nearly touched yours, making your breath hitch. it didn’t go unnoticed by seeun, of course, and her eyes flicker down to your lips.
your heart was hammering in your chest—this was really going to happen, isn’t it?
“thank you for being so willing to get me out of there. away from chaeyoung,” seeun whispered. a cold hand slips underneath your shirt, resting on your waist, and your best friend presses herseld up against you even more. an overly-sweet side hug, you were convinced.
that was until seeun climbed onto your lap, wrapping her arms around your neck and pulling you even closer as if that was possible.
“you’ll help me heal from her, right, (y/n)? even just for one night?” seeun asked. of course you weren’t stupid, you knew what she was implying.
a part of you wanted to resist. seeun was your best friend. surely everything will change if the two of you were to go through with this, right? and you didn’t want anything like that to happen between the two of you. but how could you resist? especially when seeun brushes your hair back, cradles your face in her hands, and runs her thumb across your lips so gently? and how could you even think of pushing her away when she leans down and kisses you?
how could you stop yourself from melting? warmth bloomed across your chest the longer seeun’s lips were on yours. kissing her was like biting into a cotton candy—it was sweet, so sweet, and you could never get enough. and so you ask for more, and more you do get.
eventually, seeun was laying down on the bed with you on top of her. she was touching and groping as her lips moved expertly in sync with yours. you didn’t know what to do. as much as you liked what you were doing with seeun, you had no idea how to move further from this. so, you pulled back, but not too far as seeun stopped you from doing so by clutching your shirt, trying desperately to pull you back in. “s-seeun… wait, how do i… what do i do?” you were embarrassed to be asking that kind of question in the middle of the act, and even more embarrassed seeing your best friend laugh at you. 
seeun was sweet about it, however. “i’ll help you, don’t worry.”
seeun kisses you again—one hand cupping your cheek and the other softly holding your wrist, guiding your hand all the way down her thighs, sneaking them in between and making you feel her cunt through her shorts. “touch me, (y/n). go on.” seeun whispers against your lips. and so you do—unzipping her jean shorts and slowly slipping your hand inside. you couldn’t believe you were touching your very own best friend’s pussy, and you couldn’t believe she was letting you! christ, she wasn’t just letting you, she was telling you to!
feeling her folds through the fabric of her panties, witnessing the slightest changes on seeun’s features as you did so. “come on… you can do better than that.” seeun said as she slightly bucked her hips into your hands. she was so desperate for your touch that she didn’t care that she looked ridiculous. she could never look like that to you though.
“a-are you sure…?” you just had to ask. seeun smiles softly at you, appreciating your intent but goddamn, she was so impatient that she didn't even reply. merely lifting her hips up and removing her shorts on her own, seeing that you weren’t going to do that anytime soon. you stared at your best friend incredulously as she threw her shorts to the side, all while smirking at your expression.
“still doubting what i want, (y/n)?” this time, seeun pulls off her shirt. she doesn’t let you ogle at her perfect body for too long before she takes your face in her hands and kisses you again. thankfully this time, you knew what to do with yourself, albeit barely. reaching behind seeun’s back and pulling off her bra, letting it fall off to the side on top of her discarded shorts. she tugs on the collar of your shirt, and immediately you took it off, also desperate to feel your best friend’s skin against yours.
“i always thought you were pretty, (y/n).” seeun says, her hands gliding along your back.
“i could say the same thing to you.” you said. you leaned back down, smiling briefly at your best friend before putting your lips on her neck, earning a soft moan. “is this okay?” you whispered against her skin. you only felt seeun nod before she leaned closer, clearly wanting you to continue, and so you do. you nipped and ran your tongue all over her neck until little red spots were blooming. perhaps you went overboard, but hearing seeun moan and softly call out your name as you did it just flipped a switch to your brain.
you couldn’t wait to touch her. to help her. to kiss her. tonight, she was yours. not to the little parts of chaeyoung that remained in her heart, but yours.
and you were going to make every single second of this worth it. for the both of you.
your lips trailed further down seeun’s body, quickly reaching her chest. you looked up at your best friend, searching for any sign of discomfort or uncertainty. there was none, so you proceeded with taking one of seeun’s boobs into your hand, gently squeezing it before wrapping your lips around the hard bud. while swirling your tongue around her nipple, your other hand slowly trailed down her stomach until you reached her panties, pulling it off without a problem and immediately cupping her dripping cunt.
“good job, (y/n)—ah…!” seeun buries her hands in your hair as you move on to her other nipple, giving it the same kind of care and attention as the other one. simultaneously, you pressed your fingers against seeun’s clit, circling it as well as teasing her entrance. “y-you’re not actually completely clueless, are you, baby?” seeun asks, her fingers threading your hair as you continue to pleasure her nipple. you opened your eyes, immediately meeting seeun’s very own soft ones. while you flicked her nipple with your tongue, you slowly inserted two fingers inside her, watching as she threw her head back in pleasure.
“g-good… good..!” seeun’s hold on your hair tightens, and it hurt a bit but you didn’t mind. you feel wrap one leg around your thighs, afraid that if she doesn’t lock you in, you would leave. but there was no way that was going to happen now—especially after you’ve felt just how warm she was inside. you pushed your fingers deeper inside her, rubbing her clit with your thumb in an attempt to soothe her but you didn’t know that it only sent her mind reeling.
you tilted her head, worry settling on your stomach when seeun clutches onto your shoulder a bit too tightly. “seeun?” you stopped your movements, pulling your fingers out and putting your hand on her abdomen to soothe her.
seeun glares at you, “don’t stop, (y/n).”
“i-i just thought—”
“fuck me. don’t think of anything else.”
seeun yanks on your hair and pulls your face up to hers, kissing you roughly. you kissed her back, your hand once again making its way down to her pussy. this time, you didn’t allow yourself to listen to the small voices in your mind that told you that something about all of this was so wrong. your best friend, seeun, was in a vulnerable place and even though she let you, you were taking advantage of it to satisfy your personal interests.
something was telling you to stop. to get yourself in the right state of mind. to tell your best friend that all the things she was doing to forget about chaeyoung, especially this, was wrong. but instead, you plunged your two fingers deep inside seeun, thrusting into her in a pace that made her swear, and moan so loud, and sob into your shoulder.
“ff-fuck…! fuck, (y/n)—more…” seeun wrapped her arms around your neck, completely burying her head hidden from view. you kissed her cheek before doing what she asked, increasing your speed even further and doing your hardest to hit all the right spots. every thrust, every lingering sensations on her clit, and every kiss filled seeun’s mind with only you. as much as it started to hurt now, seeun could only take what you were giving her—just so every remaining image of her ex-girlfriend completely disappears from her mind.
and perhaps that’s exactly what happened when you finally curled your fingers inside her and made her come all over your hand. you were pretty sure that you had multiple bleeding wounds on your back from the way seeun scratched you as she came undone, moaning your name and all.
you stared at seeun—she looked so fucking pretty all fucked out and sweaty. her chest heaved up and down, and she blinked the fatigue away because she knew that from the way you licked your fingers hungrily that you weren’t done with her. but that was all she wanted right now.
“all night, seeun,” you promised her. “if that’s what it’ll take you.”
and indeed, you fucked your best friend all night. seeun never once begged for you to stop. after every orgasm she had, she only asked for more until you knew she couldn’t come anymore. you were pretty sure that the sun had started rising up by the time seeun finally allowed herself to get some rest. you laid yourself down beside her, fixing up her hair as she slowly succumbed into sleep.
you talked yourself through your own worries since seeun wasn’t there to do so. consoling your own heart because you were so fucking terrified that everything wouldn’t be the same after all of this—after everything the two of you did this night.
you were prepared to face the worst when you woke up alone hours later. you expected to be cold, to feel empty inside but it was the exact opposite. when you opened your eyes, you felt warm and your heart was full.
maybe it was because of the fact that your blanket was placed carefully and perfectly so that it would cover your entire body from the cold. maybe it was because your room was illuminated by the beautiful sunlight streaming through your curtains.
or maybe because the first thing you saw after opening your eyes was seeun drying her hair with a towel after exiting your bathroom, looking at you and smiling and saying, “hey, sleepyhead.” ensuring you of the fact that absolutely nothing has changed, and will ever change between the two of you. 
you have never been more happy to willingly ‘make a mistake’.
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ourdadai · 5 months
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stayc [ isa ] lockscreens ♡
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shuhwaa · 5 months
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Sieun | Size kink [M]
Kinkmas 2023 - Day 14 Stayc Sieun x gn!reader words: ~700 genre: smut (dom!reader is very whipped for sub!Sieun, size kink (she's smaller than reader), semi-public sex, some nipple play, fingering (idol receiving)) warnings: none
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You leave a trail of kisses up your girlfriend's neck and you hear her moaning under your touch as you wrap your fingers around her hand that fits so perfectly into yours. When you lift your head you bite your lip at the image of you towering above her in the mirror, and you chuckle when you see the blush dusted onto her cheeks. 
"So cute..." you mutter with a smile, and when you bury your nose in the crook of her neck to scatter kisses on the other side as well, you add, "and so tiny." Sieun whines as she furrows her brows, but that expression is quickly wiped off her face as you dip a finger inside her with your hands down her sweatpants that she had worn for practice that day. You had come to visit her after doing some individual dance practice at her company, and somehow a simple conversation quickly turned to you pinning her against the big mirror, her back pressed against your chest, and your girlfriend trying her best to keep her voice down as she moans at every single one of your touches.
"W-what if someone walks in on us?" she voices a concern, squeezing her eyes shut when she feels you slowly pumping your fingers in and out of her.
"Don't worry, baby," you coo at her, now kissing her cheek. "I locked up." A whine of defeat coming from her tells you she still isn't completely satisfied with the situation, but it seems she also doesn't have the will to do anything about it. Instead, all she can do is continue to quietly whine at your touches, until the growing frustration becomes visible on her face, and she urges you on for more.
"Faster..." she whimpers, and how couldn't you comply when she's this cute?
"Of course..." you mutter absentmindedly, now letting go of her hand that's significantly smaller than yours, in order to have your fingertips roam her body. Fingering her just a little quicker, you let your free hand slip underneath her shirt, palm exploring her upper body as if it was the first time. Eventually you find her chest, cupping one of her breasts in your hand and rolling her nipple between your fingers, making her throw her head back.
"So small and cute..." you mutter again, squeezing her nipple and almost making her cry out if it wasn't for her biting down on her lower lip to suppress the sound. "I'm gonna go crazy because of how gorgeous you are one day..." you add, nipping at the skin on her nape while you feel her getting wetter from the way you're working your fingers on her. "Mind if I make you cum in a place like this?" you then ask. "I can't wait any longer, baby..."
"Mhm..." she whimpers as you speed up your movements and you watch her squirming in the mirror. 
"What? Wanna cum?"
"Y-yes..." she desperately answers through gritted teeth, adding, "Please."
"Fuck, you're the cutest thing I've ever seen," you whisper a praise, before sliding your leg in between her thighs to push them further apart. Now having easier access, you slide your fingers just a bit further inside, and when you hit that perfect spot for her, Sieun mewls at your touch.
"R-right there...!" Seemingly having forgotten all about having to be quiet, she's now whimpering for you to keep going, and you can tell that she's coming close from the way she desperately clenches around your fingers. 
"Cum for me, baby..." you growl into her ear from behind, and mere seconds later she comes undone in your arms. Whining at the way her orgasm washes over her, she quickly lifts her hand up to her mouth to bite down on the back of it, suppressing all other noises that would've otherwise escaped her while you finger her through her high. 
Once she's coming down from it, you merely wrap her into a tight embrace, taking in the scent of her hair while burying your face in the strands. 
"Let's continue at home?" you suggest, and your girlfriend nods, now fully engulfed in your arms.
"Yeah... then I'll make you feel good too."
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woliefairr · 2 months
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ᨒㅤ☆ ⃔ yoon ( stayc ) lockscreens.
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୨୧ – se pegar : curta, siga & reblogue !!
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forhereyesonlyyy · 9 months
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your love. // stayc, pse. // one-shot.
in which you visit your girlfriend sieun after months of not being around each other, and you both find it hard to control repressed emotions after sieun goes overboard during your moment alone.
word count: 8.4k.
author’s note: my first stayc one-shot!!! i gotta be honest with ya'll i started writing this during asap era but towards the end i kind of lost motivation to continue so that's why it's a bit dragged on because i kinda just started saying anything sihdskfh BUT!!! THIS IS A WORK MADE WITH LOVE!!! i absolutely adore my stayc and girls and i cannot wait for teenfresh GIVE ME THE SONG OF THE LATE SUMMER MY GIRLS!!! p.s. i'm sorry this is sooooo long like omg...
tags: wlw, established relationship, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff towards the end, sieun fucks up, seeun the bestest best friend evver it's true.
warnings: suggestive at one point.
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You got the genius idea when you were in your bathroom, staring blankly back at your reflection as you lazily brushed your teeth. You’ve been counting, as lame as that sounds, and in preparation for her upcoming comeback with her group, Sieun has been gone for months too long for you to endure. You missed her badly, but it wasn’t like she has been ignoring you or only talked to you once in a blue moon. No, Sieun always made sure that she texted you or call you during her downtime and in return, when you aren’t drowning in schoolwork, you send her some pictures of your face just to make sure that she doesn’t forget what you look like.
Sieun sends you some photos and even videos as well, and some late-night calls really makes you feel a lot less lonely. But of course you will always want more than that. You don’t even want to think about how long it has been since you last hugged or kissed or simply just looked at your dear girlfriend. And so, that one night, while you were brushing your already incredibly spotless teeth, you decided to surprise Sieun while she’s filming the music video with her members for the lead single of their latest album.
Sieun had told you a week before that they would start filming soon, and that day was today. That time was now, actually. You had arrived at the studio where the filming was taking place, and you’ve already informed some nearby staff about your galaxy brain surprise plan. Now you were just hoping that none of the louder girls spot you and make a scene. As much as you loved the members, you hoped that things would roll smoothly just this once.
You spot Sieun’s gorgeous strawberry blonde hair from a distance, and she was sitting on a chair chatting with a stylist. In front of her sat Sumin and Yoon, and against all of your wishes, Yoon had made eye contact with you and Sumin, sweet as ever, smiled so big upon seeing you. You immediately put your index finger over your lips for damage control and thankfully the two girls recognized the message and pretended you didn’t exist.
You continue making your way behind your sitting girlfriend but then you come to a halt when she suddenly raises her phone. You quickly hid behind a particularly tall staff member, who tried his best to not crack up as you did so. You peeked over the staff’s shoulder and of course, Sieun was indeed taking a picture of herself. Once she was finished, she brought the phone back down to her lap and finally, you make your move.
Just before you could put your chin on your girlfriend’s shoulder, you suddenly remember that you are only supposed to be Park Sieun’s good friend (Y/N). Scrapping every single one of your plan to surprise Sieun with a kiss or a hug, you stood frozen on your spot with a new plan. Sieun raises her phone for another picture and since you were literally right behind her chair, you were in the camera as well. You put up a peace sign and on the picture Sieun took, it really just looked like you photobombed her.
It took Sieun a few seconds but then she finally spots you on the picture and quickly turns around, then she confirms that yes, you are actually there.
“(Y/N), oh my God!” Sieun stands up from her chair and runs to engulf you in a tight hug. You felt your heart swell upon feeling your girlfriend’s warmth and if it weren’t for all the people around the two of you, you probably would have broke down in tears because you were not one to control your emotions well. Especially right in front of Sieun, the most important person in your life. You hold back on the hug and made it look as platonic as you could, but then Sieun leans back, keeping her arms around your neck, and ever so slightly her clear eyes shifted from your own down to your lips. You look at her, and you knew that if this embrace lasts for even one more second, you would risk ruining her life forever. So you stepped back, forcing an awkward grin on your lips.
“When did you get here?” Sieun asked. Her tone was shaky and unsure, it seems like she realized her own mistake. She had no idea how much it ate you up inside that you couldn’t even talk to each other publicly without fearing that everything will fall apart.
“Just ten minutes ago. I would’ve arrived earlier but I stopped by the nearest coffee shop and got you and the girls some pastries,” You paused. You didn’t know how strict the company was with the members’ diet, but now that you were here, you realized that you... didn’t really care. Even idols should enjoy food without worrying about gaining some pounds! Come on now, it’s even in your song, STAYC! “You can eat it on your break, or take it home. Just please, I don’t know, eat.” You said.
Sieun takes the box of pastries from your hands, and the brief touch of your fingers was enough to tug at your heartstrings. Your girlfriend turns to put away the pastries, and you take the time to look around the set. J was in the middle of filming her individual scenes, and Seeun and Isa were fooling around with a camera off to the side. It was most likely content for their fans. Looking back at Yoon and Sumin, they were focused on glossing over the delicious food you bought for them and argued about who gets which donut. From near them, Sieun gestures you to come over and so you did.
You sat on the chair across the three girls and hugged your backpack close to your chest. You had another gift, but it was for Sieun and you wanted to give it to her when you two were given a moment of privacy, if ever.
“(Y/N)! You didn’t have to waste your money and get these for us! You should’ve treated yourself instead.” Sumin says. Yoon mutters some words, but you couldn’t understand her since she was munching on a croissant.
You waved your hand, “It’s alright, I don’t mind. Sieun told me you girls have been working really hard for this comeback so I just thought that I could give you all a little something.”
Yoon swallows and wipes the corners of her mouth with a tissue, “Well, I’m glad you did because I have been craving sweet stuff for months! You should come more often! Sieun-unnie, tell (Y/N) to come more often.” The second youngest insists, nudging the second eldest’s shoulder.
Sieun only laughs at the younger girl’s orders, but you know in her heart that it’s what she wants too. There are times where the two of you can spend some solid time together whether it may be outside on a park or just at the comfort of your home. But unfortunately, most of the time, your schedules just don’t work out. When Sieun has a day off, you’re busy with assignments and school-related stuff. Sometimes, Sieun would visit you but even then you would be so distracted that you barely even look at her.
And of course, when you’re not doing much, Sieun is practicing and taking dancing and vocal lessons. You were convinced that the universe was doing its best to tear the two of you apart and there was a time that you almost succumbed to giving up, but you pulled through because you trusted Sieun, and it would break you to just leave her when you know that this was just a small obstacle that the two of you can jump over. Maybe even smash through.
You glanced down on your half-open backpack, and inside there was a red rectangular box with a pink bow tied to it. You chew on your bottom lip, now second guessing your choice. Was a necklace too predictable? You were pretty sure that you have bought Sieun lots of jewelry before, what if she thinks that you put no effort into searching for the perfect gift at all? That was literally your worst nightmare.
While staring holes through the red box, a pair of arms wrapped around your neck from behind and you turn around to see who it was.
“Aw, babe, is that for me? How sweet of you.” Seeun jokes, looking at the content inside your backpack. You rolled your eyes and closed your backpack before gently pushing Seeun away. Having mothers who are friends, you and Seeun were just as close despite having a two-year age difference. Seeun was just a fun person to be around and that was exactly why she was your best friend. You hadn’t known her for a while until your mothers introduced the two of you.
Seeun was the reason you even got to know Sieun on a personal standpoint. You had only seen Sieun on tv until one day, you stopped by their company building for a quick visit and tour from Seeun herself when Sieun happened to be practicing diligently with Sumin, and it all started from there.
“Sure. I would totally give my girlfriend her surprise gift in front of everyone.” You replied sarcastically. Seeun giggles and hugs you again, saying something about how glad she was that you came to visit her and everyone else.
(While you were catching up with Seeun, Sieun was quietly twiddling her thumbs beside Sumin. But of course you don’t see that because you were too busy laughing with your friend. Sieun hated feeling like this, especially towards one of her girls. But she missed you too much, and making her watch you get touchy and chatty with someone else was a lot to ask for.)
After that, Sieun was asked to make her way to the set since it was her turn to film for her individual scenes. You smile at her and mouthed some words of encouragement. Sieun smiles back briefly before going to where the director had told her to stand.
While you certainly enjoyed seeing Sieun in action, whether it may be singing or dancing or acting, you found it quite unfortunate that you couldn’t get to talk much. You loved Seeun, she was your best friend and she makes you laugh like crazy but you just miss Sieun so much. You hoped that sometime this day the two of you will be given a moment to talk. Even a minute would be enough. You just needed to feel connected to her again.
To avoid being a downer for the rest of your visit, you decided to bond with the other members of STAYC. Besides Sieun and Seeun, Isa was the third closest person to you. Not only was she extremely kind towards you, but her overall good-natured aura was almost magnetic. You always find yourself clinging to her because she made you feel good inside. Sieun does not get jealous over that because everyone knew Isa had that effect. Even Sieun herself gets drawn to her.
“She’s great, isn’t she?” Isa asked, watching Sieun work diligently with the camera. You smiled proudly at your girlfriend as the whole directing crew whooped to encourage her. You hadn’t realized that you didn’t reply to Isa as Sieun had completely captivated you. Looking at your smile and the way your eyes were quite literally glued to Sieun, Isa finds herself grinning.
“Do you like her?”
The question completely caught you off guard. You nearly snapped your neck when you turned your head to look at the older girl because from the way she said it, Isa sounded like she knew.
“S-Sieun?” You ended up blurting out. Well, now you looked like a fool. Every member’s eyes were on you, although Yoon did look quite funny since she was still eating some bread. Isa tilts her head innocently. She has no idea what she has just done, bless her heart.
“Yes. You look like you’re her biggest fan. I bet she’s your favorite member.” Isa said. Upon realizing that you might have overreacted, you then mentally slap yourself for getting all jittery and nervous. Because of course Isa wouldn’t guess it that easily. You like to think that you and Sieun have been pretty successful with the whole secret dating thing. The two of you have been official since before STAYC even debuted, albeit just a few months! And not one person has even got a hint that you and Sieun were closer than you like to show to others.
Seeun shakes her head, “That’s impossible! I’m your best friend, therefore I should be your favorite member.”
“No. Me and (Y/N) have the same exact interests. If she were just a regular fan and not our friend, I bet she would like me a lot.” J argued, and so STAYC scream over on top of each other to debate which member you like the most. Only if they knew... but they really shouldn’t.
(From the distance, Sieun watches you grin from ear to ear watching the members fight for your affection. This time, she wasn’t feeling jealous. She felt her heart growing heavy. Not with envy, but rather... love.)
When the mess managed to pass and the girls got serious since they still had some work to do, you asked a staff member to point where the washroom was and thanked them when they provided you with some directions. You must’ve eaten something bad before leaving your house since you were in a hurry. Bringing your bag along, you started following the directions the staff member gave you but then a hand tugs on your sleeve, stopping you from making another step.
“Leaving already?” Sieun asked, retracting her hand slowly. Some of the girls were already changing their outfits, while the others were going over the choreography as they were going to film the group dance clip.
“Oh, no. I was just about to go to the washroom. Well... then I was going to come back and say goodbye because my mom wants my help with some groceries,” You replied. Sieun nods, and then she goes quiet. It seems like she couldn’t get the words out of her throat. You understood why to some extent, maybe, but you did wonder why Sieun would feel nervous around you of all people. “Are you okay? Do you need something?” You asked, concerned.
Sieun shakes her head, then she cautiously looks around. You imitate her actions, trying to understand why she was suddenly like this. Sieun suddenly pushes you into an unknown corner where not even one person would dare to look at or walk by, and then she grabs your face with her hands and kisses you softly.
This was certainly new. The two of you agreed to not even be five meters close whenever you’re around just to avoid speculations, except for ‘platonic’ hugs, but here Sieun was, kissing you in public! Not that you were complaining, your mind was too hazed and all you wanted to do was kiss your girlfriend, so you do exactly that.
You’ve nearly forgotten what Sieun’s lips tasted like. The familiar cherry-flavored chapstick she wore all the time comes back to you, and you couldn’t help but pull her closer just so you can never forget about it ever again. Sieun puts her hands on your shoulders, and you feel her clutch your sweater. It almost felt like she was angry, maybe she was. Maybe she was mad about how things had to be this way, how things had to be so unfair to the both of you.
But of course, you would always be there to remind her that it’s all going to be worth it. Because at the end of the day, you have each other and the harder things get, the more the two of you hold on and the more you never wanna let go. You will always end up like this: in each other’s arms and sharing your love for one another through kisses, or maybe something as simple as a look.
Sieun was the first to break the kiss, she wraps her arms around your neck and presses her forehead against yours, “You have no idea how much I missed you.” She whispered. It sounded like she was on the verge of crying and it broke your heart.
“That’s why I’m here. I just couldn’t wait until the next time you sneak out of your dorm to come to my house.” You confessed, laughing. Sieun had told you through text about how much she feels bad whenever she lies to her members just to see you and plus, you realized that it has been her that was making an effort to see you most often than the other way around so this genius surprise plan of yours was partly made so that you could give her a break.
“I’m glad you did, I couldn’t wait either... I actually wanted to surprise you after today’s filming was done,” Sieun leans further back to look into your eyes. You raised an eyebrow. Of course that was to be expected from Sieun, but you didn’t think she would do it on a work day! “Yeah, I was going to go straight to your house and bother you until you get sick of me.” Sieun joked.
“Now I wish I just stayed put then, I would love for you to try and get me to get rid of you which, spoiler alert, would never ever happen, just saying.” You replied. You leaned forward and planted a quick kiss on top of your girlfriend’s nose.
Sieun hums, “How are you so sure?” She asked, genuinely curious. You couldn’t even believe that she was asking such a question.
“I always want to be with you,” You answered. You kiss Sieun’s lips, but it was short and quick much to her dismay. You laughed a little, and then you hugged her tightly. “I love you.”
It wasn’t the first time you said that, of course not. But it has felt so long since you voiced it out, so much that it feels like it’s the first time, but that was okay. The first time you said those three words, you heart was beating out of your chest and you voice was shaking from nervousness, having been overwhelmed by your own emotions at the time.
Back then, you were in over your head trying to figure out if Sieun felt the same about you because you really were hopelessly in love. And even though she did say it back before and has since been saying the words first sometimes, you were nervous at her reply. Will she just smile at you? Will she leave? Will she just kiss you and then leave? Do you still feel the same?
“I love you so much more.”
Your heart bends, breaks, and heals all at once at your love’s response. It was something that only Sieun could make you feel.
“Good.” You kiss her again. Again, and again until Sieun couldn’t help but laugh. You missed seeing her beautiful smile with your own eyes, and hearing her laugh over the phone didn’t give you the same butterflies as it would face-to-face. How you wished the two of you could just have a whole week— no, that would be too short. You wished that you could be with Sieun for a whole summer because what better way to spend your favorite season than being with your favorite person?! Obviously you had to stop being a brat about your situation and eat it up, but you were Sieun’s biggest fan and you simply had nothing to blame but... the timing of it all.
You briefly glance behind Sieun and your heart nearly drops to your stomach when you spot Yoon’s tall figure passing by, looking confused. With all your heart, you prayed to the Gods that the second youngest wouldn’t dare to enter your little corner. Mostly because you didn’t want anything to cut your moment with Sieun shorter than it has to be.
“Jayoon is going to talk, and they’re all going to start looking for you,” You said. Sieun hums, not seeming to care at all. Her left cheek was pressed against your right shoulder, her lips just barely grazing against your neck, making you shiver. Right. When Sieun misses you too much, she tends to get drunk with... impulse. You weren’t any different, but at least you had more restraint to not commit to doing monkey business in public! “What’s going to be your excuse?” You asked, trying to take your mind off of the trail of kisses Sieun was leaving up your neck.
“What are you trying to do?” Sieun asked, her breath tickling that funny spot behind your ear that she knows pushes you closer to giving in to her.
You hear footsteps getting closer and you start panicking, “One more second away from the set and I swear we get closer to basically telling everyone we’re gonna get married and have three kids, one named after Chaeyoung.”
“Hm. I guess we better do this quickly, then.” Sieun’s hands somehow finds a way to slip under your sweater, and you flinch backwards, both angry and shocked at how your girlfriend was being so careless at the moment.
You try to let her off easy, “Babe, if you can wait four long months then surely you can hold on for a few hours more.” You said. Sieun narrows her eyes, and you just knew that this was going to be bigger than it has to be. But you felt the need to remind Sieun just what she was trying to risk for something so... invaluable. At least that was how you saw it.
“(Y/N), you’re going to have to learn to just take the chance because what if we never get it again? I’m going to start promotions with the girls soon and, as you always seem to be, you’re going to be drilled with schoolwork and when you are, I don’t even feel like there’s a relationship to be lost!” Sieun spat. Again, you couldn’t believe what you were hearing from your girlfriend, but this time for a very different reason.
You grit your teeth, trying to clear your head and avoid saying anything that might make this tiny flame a devastating inferno, “I’m just saying that this isn’t the time nor the place to do this kind of thing, Sieun. I mean... I’m sure it would take some darn good eyes to spot us but what should we do if that happens? Have you ever thought of a way to deal with the consequences? Think about what you’re going to lose! We can’t keep getting away with a ‘near miss’, you know that.” You said.
“You know, one thing I realized about you while we were apart is you are way too invested in making sure that I keep being a singer. That’s sweet, honey, but I have to ask: are you in this for me or my career?” Sieun’s words had tore a hole in your heart, almost literally.
“How could you say that? I—” You briefly paused and kept your voice down to avoid drawing any attention. “I love you.”
(Sieun hears the sincerity in your tone and it eats her up inside.)
“You’ve worked your whole life to get to this point, I don’t want you to throw it all away for something that is worth nothing, or for someone like me,” You take your girlfriend’s hands with yours and you hold them tightly. As if you never want to let go. “We can do whatever you want when you visit me later, okay?” You hoped that this would be enough to stop all the bad feelings and the arguing, but you knew in your heart that the two of you would have to talk about it again in a more civic and mature way.
Sieun slowly pulls her hands away, and God were you so scared of what her next words implied, “There are a lot of things in my life that I can willingly and wholeheartedly throw away my dream for, one of those things is you, (Y/N). You say you love me, but I guess not to the same extent that I love you.”
Something inside you ticks off and once again, you grit your teeth to control your temper. Civil and mature conversation. Civil and mature conversation. Come on, (Y/N), that’s what we’re going for here.
While you were yelling at yourself about keeping calm, Sieun had already started walking back to the set. She apologized to the director and had told everybody that she took it upon herself to show you where the bathroom was. You were left standing alone in that dark corner in utter disbelief. You would have started crying if it weren’t for the fact that you had to leave in approximately five minutes.
You didn’t give yourself a chance to think about what had just happened with Sieun, you were saving that for midnight. Before you could leave the studio, however, you managed to slip the red rectangular box inside Sieun’s bag undetected and finally, you headed home.
-
Sieun did not visit you.
Not that you really care, not after what went down in the studio. Still, it couldn't be helped that you feel hollow inside your heart. It was the first time Sieun did not visit you when she said that she would. Regardless of whether or not the two of you got into a heated argument, Sieun does not let it last for longer than an hour and takes it upon herself to fix burned bridges.
You thought about apologizing first, but you were afraid that you would be distracting Sieun from her work and you didn't want to make things worse for your relationship. So, you stayed quiet for the whole afternoon. Literally. Even your mother noticed that you weren't talking much, but she didn't say anything about it, which you were thankful for.
You got a message from Seeun an hour after you left. She talked about how everyone was sad that you were only there for such a short time. You didn't give her a reply, mostly because you didn't have the energy to do so. After you helped your mother arrange the groceries, you spent the next few hours sitting on the living room couch and watching endless reruns of old dramas. Occasionally you would open the single novel sitting on top of the coffee table, but you would always find yourself looking back on your phone, hoping that Sieun would at least tell you that she got home safely with the girls.
So far into the evening, nothing.
You sighed, hugging your knees close to your chest. You stared at the tv screen and nearly gagged at the sight of a couple kissing in the most awkward way possible. How typical. You groaned since you reached another ending of an episode and you still haven't moved from your spot due to lack of motivation.
At some point, you spaced out. You started thinking of ways to make it up to Sieun when you inevitably see her again, and you had several scenarios in your head playing out that you didn't notice that your front door had been unlocked and opened. Instinctively, you grabbed the remote and prepared yourself to throw it at the unfortunate burglar that has broken into your home.
“(Y/N)...”
You blink and you realized that it was not a burglar that has broken into your home. Instead, it was the very same girl you had been thinking about the whole day, always. Well, she didn't break into the house. You had completely forgotten about the spare key you allowed Sieun to have. It's been a while since she visited, that's why.
“Sieun...?” You were going to sleep crying about how messy things were between you and your girlfriend, but the she shows up in your house at nearly ten in the evening without warning and you find yourself quite a mess inside your head. There she stood on the other end of the couch, disheveled and exhausted. Possibly from running. You clutched on to the blanket covering your legs, you wanted to wrap it around your girlfriend’s figure to keep her warm, but there were a million questions circling your brain that you couldn’t move from your seat.
Why didn’t she call you? She should be resting and preparing herself for the second day of filming, why is she here? Did she actually run from the dormitory to your house? Is she insane?!
Sieun exhales deeply and sits down on the spot beside you. Without a word, she slowly leans her head on your shoulder and rests it there, her hand finding its own way to yours. You release the tension from your shoulders and relaxed, leaning back. You tried to keep yourself focused on the drama in front of you, just to give Sieun a moment to collect herself and finally talk, but a shining object on your peripheral vision has forced you to turn your head and look down at your girlfriend.
To your surprise, Park Sieun was wearing the necklace you had bought for her.
“I’m shocked to see you didn’t throw it away,” You joked. Sieun was wearing some sweats, a shirt, and a jacket. It was obvious that she was getting ready to settle down for the night and put everything that happened in the afternoon somewhere inside her brain where she didn’t have to think about it until later, but something gave her the energy to just come to you. Until she speaks about it, you won’t ask, but boy was the curiosity killing you. “Most people wouldn’t even want to look at anything that reminds them of their lovers after a quarrel.” You muttered.
“It’s from you. I would never throw away any of your gifts over a stupid fight.” Sieun looks up, and from where you were looking, you could see a better view of the necklace. It looked amazing on her, just as you imagined.
The piece of jewel resting between Sieun’s collarbones was that of a sun because, as cheesy as it sounds, you considered Park Sieun as the one who lights your way. And maybe you were just hopelessly in love with her, but whenever she comes into your vision, everything just seems brighter. Other than that, Park Sieun is a small girl who was fed a boatload of talent as she was growing up. You’ve seen what she can do, and you had no doubt that she is one of the most promising idols in the industry. Just as the sun is one of the brightest stars in the galaxy.
You hear Sieun release a shaky breath and despite the entertaining scene playing in the television, her eyes dwelled up with tears. It felt like your heart was being trampled under someone’s feet and you had no choice but to watch.
“(Y/N), I’m really sor—”
You turn the television off and stood up, abruptly interrupting Sieun. That was on purpose, you were not going to have the talk in a living room couch where your mother could easily walk down and overhear. There was nothing for either of you to worry about since your mother knew of your relationship and was respectful and supportive, but you felt that this was something that should stay between you and Sieun.
You turn around to face your girlfriend. Tears had already started streaming down her beautiful bare face, and you gently wipe them away with your thumbs. You then took Sieun’s hand and nodded your head to the stairs, “Let’s go up. I’ll get the bath ready.”
-
As warm as the water kept you, goosebumps still managed to show themselves on your skin as Sieun started discarding her clothes to the side. You keep your eyes on the faucet, distracting yourself by making scenarios of droplets of water talking to each other in very high-pitched voices in your head. This makes you smile and laugh, but then Sieun joins you in the bathtub and suddenly the droplets of water started screaming in panic. Some even fainted and evaporated, how dark.
Sieun sits in the space between your legs and she hugs her own close to her chest. You rest your chin on her shoulder and wrapped your arms around her waist, holding her tight. She had pulled her hair up in the neat bun, exposing her smooth neck. You felt like kissing her.
Should you start talking? You invited Sieun to join you in the bathroom in hopes of talking in a more private space, but now you were actually in a loss for words.
“What I tried doing earlier,” Sieun speaks. You hum in response, taking one of her hands from under the water and intertwining your fingers. “It was wrong. Not because we were at... risk of being caught, but because I was pressuring you to do something against your will. It doesn’t matter if I missed you like crazy, it was terrible of me to do. I’m—” Sieun turns her head, and her eyes soften at the sight of your gentle look.
“I’m sorry.” She whispers.
“It’s okay,” You replied. You know Sieun would never force you into anything you didn’t want to do in her right mind, she promised you herself as soon as the two of you made things official. “But I understand.” You continued.
“There’s no excuse as to why I would—”
“Let me finish, babe,” You thought about all the times Sieun had to watch you do anything but sit down and talk with her on a day where the two of you were supposed to spend some quality time together after weeks of being apart. And then you thought about the times where you were too reluctant to go on a date outside with Sieun and wasted a free day due to fear of having everything fall apart for her. I’ve been quite the coward. “I think I was being too critical about hiding the fact that we’re dating. You’re the one who makes the most effort to make meetings happen... but I get too scared and before I realize, you’re leaving again and we’ve done nothing.”
“(Y/N)—”
“And then I have the nerve to blame you and your work and the industry when it was me who was slowly ruining this relationship all along. I— How are you not sick of me?” You absolutely hated how you let every good opportunity slip away, how you might have made Sieun feel that she wasn’t in a relationship, how you were never the ‘good lover’ you always wanted to believe you were. You wanted to change, but how will you ever get rid of the feeling that follows whenever you do something even remotely romantic with Sieun in public?
The feeling that you will ruin Sieun’s life, as well as your best friend’s, and that everyone will hate you for it. That Sieun will hate you for it.
“You were protecting me. I appreciate what you do for me and I always will,” Sieun cups your cheeks and leaves soft kisses all over your face. Your heart swells with sadness and the remaining bits of frustration over your past actions, but Sieun’s presence keeps those emotions at bay and eventually your heart was as light as a feather. “I would never hate you for doing what you think is the best for us. You’re my everything, (Y/N).”
Sieun kisses you, and while it was less intense than the one you shared earlier, it holds the same passion and feeling. It was a bit awkward considering that there wasn’t a lot of space for either of you to work in, but you didn’t care about that. All you wanted to do was cherish this moment and never let go of it just yet. There were a lot of things that Sieun made you feel. There was probably no way you can express them all verbally, but you hoped that this kiss would be enough to give Sieun a hint of your true feelings for her.
There wasn’t a limit when it comes to how much you should love a person, and it would be impossible to measure anyway because you knew that every passing second, you love for Sieun grows so much that it could beat the size of the universe.
“We don’t have to hide a lot anymore,” Sieun says after a while, leaning her back into your chest. You blinked, what does that mean? “The girls know.”
Your blood runs cold, “T-They...?”
Sieun nods, “Even the staff.” What the hell? I guess we weren’t as slick as we thought.
Sieun sighs blissfully and relaxes in your embrace. You raised an eyebrow, “You seem awfully calm about all of this.” You said. You thought that Sieun would be as nervous as you are right now. Hell, you were even preparing a whole speech in your head just in case there comes a time where you would have to defend your relationship against the world.
“Yeah, it’s good that they know.” Sieun says, and the content smile plastered on her face was enough to make you believe her words.
-
[A few hours earlier...]
“Rest well, girls. You’ll have a long day tomorrow.”
The members of STAYC thank their manager and bowed politely before making their way inside their dormitory. Immediately, Yoon and Seeun flop down on the couch, groaning about how their legs could not work anymore. Sumin heads straight to the kitchen, already thinking of what to make for dinner. J joins Yoon and Seeun on the couch, comforting them while also teasing them about their ever-deteriorating stamina.
Isa and Sieun were the last to enter. They were silent, and that, Isa thought, was weird in a way.
“What would you all like to have for dinner?” Sumin asks from the kitchen, staring intently at the contents inside the refrigerator as if her desired ingredients would appear if she just stares longer.
“We want—”
A door slams shut, making Yoon flinch and stop talking. Everyone turns their head to the front door and Sieun was nowhere to be found. She had stomped inside her shared room with Isa, J, and Seeun without a word. Isa sighs, contemplating whether she should apprehend Sieun about her behavior or leave her to her thoughts.
Sumin pokes her head out, “Does anybody know what’s going on with her?” She asked. Everybody shrugged, all of them had a different answer they all voiced out.
“Alright. Well, we can’t eat good dinner with a dark cloud above our heads! Yeeun, you’re on grocery duty with me. Chaeyoung, Seeun, and Jayoon, do what you do best and make Sieun smile.” Sumin said, grinning. She and Yeeun leave the dormitory once again, and the rest of the girls were left in the living room feeling clueless.
They all shared a look and then they just knew what to do.
Isa knocks on the door and as expected, Sieun doesn’t answer. Carefully, Isa opens the door and there they found Sieun sitting on her bed, staring at the floor with a dark look on her face. Yoon almost aborted the mission, having been scared of the thought of getting close to Sieun when’s angry, but Seeun keeps her with her and Isa as they tiptoed their way inside the room.
“Hi, unnie.” Seeun said, smiling at the older girl. Sieun looks at her, but doesn’t smile back. Seeun was starting to think that maybe Yoon was right to try and run away from the task. Isa, however, was determined.
The third eldest decided to be frank, “Trouble in paradise?” She asked.
“I just... I think I messed up with— wait, what did you say?” Sieun snaps her head up, now looking at Isa with wide eyes.
“You and (Y/N). You fought, didn’t you?” Isa asks again, making it clear to Sieun that yes, she knows exactly what she is talking about.
Sieun looks at the younger girls and she finds herself in utter disbelief, “You knew?”
Yoon nods, “We’ve all known for a while, actually. Seeun-unnie was the first one, and being Seeun-unnie she accidentally spilled it on us... but it wouldn’t really take a genius to find out about you and (Y/N).” She said. Sieun releases a heavy sigh, then she laughs at herself. All that effort just to find out that the girls have known all along. She didn’t know whether to think it was funny or sad for her, but at least she isn’t being yelled at.
“How...? And when?” Sieun directed the question to Seeun.
Seeun sits on the spot next to the second eldest and tries to remember the exact moment she found out about the not-so-secret relationship, “When we weren’t so busy, (Y/N) came over and played with me and Yeeun for a bit. You were in your room, so you didn’t know that she was here yet. Yeeun and I went to the kitchen to grab some snacks, but then I forgot to ask (Y/N) what she wanted to have. So, I went back to the living room to talk to her and... well,” Seeun grins at the memory. It was one of the moments where her heart felt so full at the sight of your smile. Don’t get her wrong, it wasn’t anything romantic. You were her best friend and if you were happy, she was happy. “She had this big dumb smile on her face while she was staring at her phone and I wondered what could be the cause of that. Turns out that she was going crazy over a cheesy message you sent at the time. I send her the same messages and she just replies with the vomit emoji, but when it was you... I have never seen her so happy.”
Sieun blushes. While she doesn’t remember that exact time, she felt rather reassured after hearing Seeun’s words. “Why didn’t you say anything to me? To us? You know, we were breaking our backs trying to hide it from everybody.” The second eldest sighed.
Seeun thinks hard about it. She knew in her heart that she would’ve confronted the couple about it, not only because she finds pleasure in teasing her tough best friend but mostly because she was over the moon about the two of you finding happiness in one another.
“I don’t know... I guess I felt like I would be intruding— or maybe I thought your hard work would be wasted. Something like that,” Seeun shrugs, giggling about her lack of a clear answer. “But just so you know, I didn’t actually tell the girls about you and (Y/N)! I’m not a snitch! I just... said some small things and they were smart enough to figure it out!” Seeun defends herself, playfully glaring at Yoon.
“No, Jayoon was right. Perhaps we really were a little too obvious about it. Mostly me, probably.” Sieun says, sighing. Not even Seeun visits you in your own home often and you’re practically joined by the hip! And how does Seeun know whenever Sieun was at your place? Well, she could always tell when you’re occupied (you really just don’t respond to the hundred old pictures of Richie she sends), and Sieun always makes sure to make herself look extra pretty on the days she would sneak out to meet up with you.
“Alright, well, now that that’s out of the way, what happened between the two of you in that little corner?” Isa asked, sitting down on the bed across Sieun’s. The second eldest finds herself feeling extremely embarrassed now that she knows that Isa, and probably all of the girls, know where the two of you decided to hide that time. God knows what else they could’ve seen.
“Other than, you know, the kissing.” Yoon commented.
“Please don’t... bring that up.” Sieun shakes her head, flustered. Both Seeun and Yoon sit down on either side of Sieun, making kissing noises to tease her endlessly. Isa sits on the bed across from Sieun's, laughing at the younger girls' antics.
Sieun covers her face with her hands, groaning, "I went... overboard. N-Nothing happened but... fuck, I— I missed her. And she was there, and I just wanted to feel close to her again. It wasn't the right time, I know, but that's not the point. I got mad and I yelled and I said all these horrible things to her and... and now I don't know if I can even face her." She was in complete distraught.
The two of you have fought before, sure. But neither of you have let it gone for this long and let it go this bad. Sieun knows that she has to talk to you, that she has to be the one to apologize because she was the one in the wrong, but she is so, so scared of what you might say to her. A cold and unforgiving look did not suit the sweet eyes Sieun has gotten to love so much but with the state she left you, Sieun thinks that the worst might just happen the next time you two see each other.
You were the best thing that's ever happened to her. All her life she felt that something was missing. Even achieving her greatest dream did not make that hollow feeling go away. Then she met you, and slowly all the pieces of her incomplete puzzle started coming together.
Sieun feels tears building up in her eyes and clutches on her bed tightly, "I don't want lose (Y/N). I can't lose her."
Yoon caresses the older girl's back to comfort her, pouting at Sieun's pitiful sight. Isa only stares, sighing and finding herself thinking of ways to help Sieun. Seeun stands up and grabs Sieun's bag from floor. Sieun doesn't say anything when the younger girl fishes through her bag. She didn't have the strength to do anything at all.
Seeun cracks a proud smile on her pretty face when she successful finds the red box inside Sieun's bag. Everyone in the room perks up at the sight of the unfamiliar object. Seeun gently places the box on Sieun's lap.
"It's from (Y/N), obviously," Seeun takes off the cover and reveals the beautiful sun necklace you've bought for her. The jewel seemed to shine brightly under the light, and Yoon mutters something about it being the prettiest necklace she has ever seen. "(Y/N) is very... simple. Traditional. Not that it's a bad thing. I meant that... her love isn't anything grand, but that's what make her so appealing. She's my best friend so I can say that." Seen clasps the necklace behind Sieun and admired it. You really did have the best taste in jewelry.
"My point is you don't have to make a song, or tell her a poem to fix all this. Just, you know, be there and say sorry," Seeun sits back down beside Sieun, smiling at her. "She's hurting right now too. I think it would help if you were there." Seeun glances at her own phone, frowning at the realization that you haven't replied to her messages at all.
Sieun touches the sun-shaped jewel resting on her collarbone, and it made her think of you — her very own star, shining down on her when everything gets dark. The one person who she knows will always be there when she needs them, the one person who will love her and care for her unconditionally. She couldn't afford to lose you, your love, your very randomly-timed gifts, your smile, your laugh, and that future that Sieun so badly wanted with you.
"I... I need to go." Sieun doesn't even wait for a reply from her members. She sprints out of the room, barely able to grab the keys to your house as she did so, put on her sneakers in record speed before dashing out of the dorms.
The crisp, cold air hits Sieun's face while she races down the street she knows all too well, but she knew a world without you in her life would be colder, and it would hurt more. Sieun held the sun jewel in her hand while she ran, lungs begging for air and legs begging for a stop but she couldn't. She had to see you. And be with you again.
Everything was about you, and for you. It always will be, for Sieun.
Finally, Sieun comes to a stop at your front porch. The curtains were drawn, but she could faintly see the drama being played on the television and the dim light coming from your kitchen. Sieun hoped it wasn't your mother because she would have too much of an explaining to do. Sieun approaches your front door, puts the key inside the lock and turns the doorknob cautiously.
Sieun steps inside the living room and sees you, her girlfriend, all the more ready to attack her with the remote control for the television. She could laugh, but she was too exhausted from all the running she did. And plus, making eye contact with you after everything she did made her so, so weak.
"(Y/N)..." God, she could barely speak your name.
You dropped the remote control on the couch, "Sieun...?" She missed your voice a lot. Sieun releases a deep breath and settles herself beside you, your warmth immediately getting rid of every fear, doubt, and shame in her head. She rested her head on your shoulder and took your hand in hers, intertwining your fingers and holding it tightly. She never wants to let go.
Sieun knew she was a work in progress, but she was willing to do anything for you. Whether it be giving up her dreams, or swallowing her pride, or literally running miles just to see you — for your love was worth having more than any of the stars in the universe, and the universes beyond that.
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tinygwn · 5 months
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∬﹒ 투명한 plastic candy 그 속에서 새어나온 ♪
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grossditz · 7 months
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i just know seeun is big on orgasm control nd like the power trip of it all??? she'd definitely edge you for hours just to see when you'd break AHHHHH
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baby you are so right ! seeun loves feeling all powerful and in control when it comes to you 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 so its only natural she gravitates to orgasm control !!! loves attaching her pretty pink lips on your cunt for hours just so she can tease you with her tongue! refusing to let you cum time and time again to the point you're squirming and whimpering for her <3 let me mention she also loves pressing down on your lower abdomen too! loving the way you nearly break the rules and cum all over her mouth!!!
this is a bit self indulgent but she loves edging you when tribbing omg 😵‍💫 pussy rubbing on yours in a mind numbing rhythm. loves it so so much because you always end up all messy under her T_T everything all wet n sticky bcs how can you listen when she keeps slamming her hips onto yours!!!!! seeun tongue kisses too. stay with me this will make sense!!!!!!!!!!! she'll get you all needy by pressing her tongue in your mouth and never fully kissing you, rubbing your cheek and everything! you have to whine into her mouth and ask her to please just kiss you once :( loves hearing you beg omg. back to the point! seeun uses tease kissing to distract you from the orgasm building up and by the time you notice, shes already pulling away and leaving your pussy all puffy n needy for her :(
this isn't really relevant but seeun so calls you princess or angel when shes making you cream around her :( and she so likes being called mommy 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
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solarwoniii · 9 months
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Lynn pllllssssss can I req some isa gf snaps <3
GIRLFRIEND SNAPS WITH ! lee chaeyoung
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fluff, crack, smut, MINORS DNI :D
★ my perm taglist ;@hunbun07 @metalchick529 @chewryy @haesunflower @iraa567 !
★ a/n ; OMG BC U LITERALLY READ MY MIND YUKIII I WAS PLANNING ON DOING THIS ONE NEXT AAAA I HOPE U ENJOY BAE
★ yoon vers.
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jinlias · 2 years
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“when i miss you” you began rubbing the skin of her shoulder “i just close my eyes, and i see us singing and dancing in your living room.” she chuckles and looks up at you
“you’re so cute”
“im serious!” you smile “it’s my favorite memory of ours. makes me feel safe, and grounded. happy” you shrug slightly, careful not to disturb her position
“you make me feel safe” she looks at you like you hold the world for her, which, in her mind, you do. you’re everything she could’ve ever dreamt of
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“tell me” she begins, biting her lip as tears begin to well in her eyes “when you close your eyes, do you see us singing and dancing? like you used to?” she only needs to see your tearful eyes, your own teeth digging into your bottom lip as you shake your head no slowly. she nods, understanding.
“do i still make you feel safe?” your voice is hoarse and barely there, you’ve cried so much these days, you can no longer feel the tears roll down your cheeks, like you’re immune. this time she’s the one to shake her head no, basically giving your conversation and relationship for terminated.
it doesn’t mean she feels unsafe with you, in danger, its just, you’re no longer her safe space, her personal bubble. you’re no longer who she runs to when she needs a breather, a break from everyone else. all things must come to an end, even good ones.
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moonzitta · 10 months
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@ stayc_highup
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sieun stayc lockscreens
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justalonelybitch · 2 years
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Colourful Surprises
Seeun x GN!Reader
Genre: Fluff, High School Au
Warnings: Shouting, Pranks, Punishments
Word Count: 1.5k
Buy me a coffee :)
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You strolled down the halls with a skip in your step, a bright smile adoring your lips, whistling a cheery tune as you shoes squeaked on the freshly waxed floors. Hurried footsteps followed closely behind you, distant shouts falling deaf in your ears as you began to hum. “Y/N!!” Your professor yelled, darting out in front of you, halting you in your place. “What is it Mr Lee?” You questioned, innocently tilting your head as you awaited his response. His face was red with anger, you could practically see steam coming out of his ears.
“Don’t play dumb, you know exactly what you did!” He shouted, gesturing wildly  towards his black polished shoes. Only they were no longer just black, but rather covered in splatters of paint. “I don’t see how that.. Colourful situation relates to me,” you trailed off, furrowing your brows together in faux confusion. “So you’re telling me you didn’t stick a container of dripping neon paint to the underside of my desk.” He gritted his teeth, seething with fury.
You simply shook your head, linking your hands behind your back. “I don’t believe there is any proof of such a wild accusation Mr Lee,” you said, shrugging your shoulders. “I know it was you, Y/n!” He said, voice laced with rage. “Lets not jump to conclusions now, it could have been anyone. But I can’t imagine who would do such a cruel thing?” You said cheekily, tapping your chin in thought. “I may not have any evidence to get you now, but I can send you to the student council for breaking the school dress code.” He smirked smugly, hastily scribbling on a crumpled slip of paper.
You scrunch your face up in faux displeasure, tugging at the strings of your non-regulation hoodie. “I’ll let them deal with you, while I try and salvage this mess,” he scowled, dragging you to the student council by your sleeve. You stifled a laugh at the sight of his brown dress pants covered in two splotches of paint on either side of his butt. He was so distracted by his precious shoes that he failed to notice the real surprise, but some things are better left unseen.
Huffing, he pulled you through the large double doors and you plopped down lazily on the first seat you saw. You propped your feet up on the wooden table, dirtied, untied sneakers landing directly in front of the student council presidents face. “Y/n, lovely to see you again, remind me how many times it's been this week.” Seeun greeted, voice dripping sarcasm. “I believe this brings it to a total of eight, I think I just broke a record. What’s my prize?” You inquired cheekily, a mischievous smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
Mr Lee angrily muttered under his breath, handing her his note before scurrying off. Leaving the colourful design coating his cheeks on full display for the both of you to view. You grinned at the sight of a smile briefly cracking past her stoic mask, as much as the student council president tried to hide her amusement, you could always read her like a book. Rising to her feet, Seeun wandered over to your seat, leaning over your legs with a taunting smile.
“This is my favourite part,” she whispered, inching even closer to you. “And what would ‘this’ be?” You smirked, bringing your face impossibly closer to hers, you could feel her warm breath against your skin. Seeun smacked your feet off the large wooden table, taking a seat on the edge of it as she picked up her discarded file. “The punishment,” she grinned evilly, wiping the smirk right off your face. “You’re no fun!” You complained, throwing your head back in annoyance. “I’m enjoying myself though,” she said, tossing the file into your lap before returning to her seat.
“What’s this?” You questioned, flicking through the pages before glancing up to meet her mischievous gaze. “It’s all the chores you must complete before leaving today,” Seeun stated simply, your eyes rolling playfully at her statement. “That’s not fair, this list is huge. There’s no way I’ll finish this by the end of the day!” You exclaimed, eyes darting across what seemed like endless random jobs. “There’s one for every time you’ve been sent to me this year.” She said plainly, barely paying attention as she went back to focusing on her student council duties.
“Aww, I see! This is like your twisted version of an anniversary gift, how sweet,” you grinned. Seeun didn’t pay you any mind, only nervously chewing on the end of her pen, a faint pink tint coating her cheeks. “I suggest you get started now, otherwise you’ll still be here after sundown.” She said, biting back a smile as you scrambled to your feet, saluting her with a goofy smile. Leaning down to her level, you gently plucked the pen from between her lips. Her eyes widened at the sudden close proximity of your face as though she hadn’t done the same thing just mere moments ago.
“I’ll need to borrow this, President,” you smiled smugly, wandering off with the pen and paper in hand. “Y/n!” She called out before you could leave the room. You hummed in response, turning to face her once more, stunned by her angelic visuals every time. “Leave the hoodie. We wouldn’t want you getting in any more trouble now, would we?” Seeun said, raising a threatening brow. You quickly tugged the hoodie over your head, tossing it at the president. “Is this your way of stealing my clothes so it feels like I’m still here with you even when I’m gone? Gosh, you’re so adorable,” you said, spinning on your heel.
Seeun blushed furiously, finally letting a genuine smile creep onto her lips once you left the room. She curled her fist into the fabric of your hoodie, refusing to let you get to her, but it was already far too late for that. It was never the sudden flirtatious behaviour or how close you would get to pressing your soft pink lips to hers that made her heart race, although they still had her stomach filling with uninvited butterflies. What really did it was the rare moments of gentleness your actions held, carrying another deeper meaning to them.
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Seeun tapped her foot impatiently on the wooden floors, anxiously awaiting your return as the minutes ticked by. The sun was making its descent from the clouds, rapidly falling through the sky. It’d been hours since you’d left to complete the punishment she’d set for you and school had long since ended. As much as she claimed to dislike you for being the very opposite of everything she’d worked so hard to achieve, she couldn’t bare the thought of anything bad happening to you if she left you alone at such a late hour of the evening. Not that she would ever admit that to you though.
At that very moment, you stumbled through the creaky old doors, huffing and panting as you ran towards her. “Done!” You cheered with a triumphant smile, slamming the checklist down on the table with a relieved sigh. Seeun reached over to carefully grasp the paper in her hand, carefully inspecting the list. Glancing around the room as you caught your breath, your eyes wandered back to her, much like they always did. “I hope I didn’t keep you waiting,” you grinned smugly, glancing at her already packed bags.
“I wasn’t-” You cut off her dismissal, hastily tugging her up by her hand.  “Come on! We’re gonna miss it,” you suddenly exclaimed, pulling her along with you, as she barely managed to grab her neatly packed bags. “Miss what?” She questioned, looking to you like you’d gone insane, but she followed you without protest, letting you lace your fingers with her own. “No time to explain, hurry up!” You yelled, pulling her down the school halls by her hand. You both began giggling at the bizarre situation, laughter coming to a halt as you slowed to a stop as the school gates.
“Isn’t it stunning?” You said, mesmerised by the array of colours that lit up the sky as the sun peeked over the mountains. “Beautiful,” Seeun muttered, both of you hypnotised by the view, uncaring of your fingers that hung intertwined between you. “It reminds me of something..” She trailed off, finally glancing down at your hand in hers. A blush spread across her cheeks, staining them a bright pink that almost matched the sky. Just as she began to nervously pull away, you squeezed her hand, unwilling to let go just yet. The two of you relished in the peaceful silence, just taking in the ethereal sight before you. Though you couldn’t help but steal glances at the angelic beauty beside you.
“The colours remind me of Mr Lee’s butt,” you blurted out, slapping your hand over your mouth in realisation of what you’d just let slip in such a perfect moment. A sudden, loud melodious cackle broke you from your thoughts of panic. You found yourself laughing alongside Seeun in a fit of giggles. “That’s what it is, I knew it looked familiar!” She exclaimed breathlessly between laughter. You smiled brightly at her, admiring her toothy grin as she giggled at your statement. You both returned your gazes to the sun as it retreated behind the clouds, hands stuck together like magnets, bright grins plastered on your faces.
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i hope this isn’t as bad as i think it is, because my brain is fried from hours of non-stop studying
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pupyuj · 8 months
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what do you think abt isa dom?
she embodies the the soft dom + bottom + praise machine wombo combo... now that i think about it.. imagine you're a virgin who finally gets to top for the first time in your life and you're so scared that you'll fuck it all up but ur sweet girlfriend isa is there to guide you 🥺🥺
like she's teaching you how to leave hickies on her neck, how to hit all of those sweet spots inside her, how to make her come... and she praises you with every little thing you do :((( a lot of "good girl"s and "ur doing so well, baby"s 💔💔 you're sucking on her nipples? good job. you're knuckle deep inside her cunt? well done. isa is aiming to boost your confidence so the next time you fuck her, you'll ruin her so hard that she won't be able to get up from the bed 😵‍💫😵‍💫
the one thing she didn't have to teach you is how to eat her out 🤭 YOU WERE ALREADY GOOD AT IT FROM THE GET GO... isa was very surprised!!! the moment your lips met her pussy, she was already shaking, begging for you to move your tongue faster,,, ugh you were so good that she kept asking you to do it over and over again 😵‍💫 she didn't care that she was too overstimulated, she wanted you so bad!! and ofc you were turned on bcs isa sounded so sweet moaning your name, and her tight grip on your hair just made your clit throb.. you wanted to come too :((( but isa was too busy bucking her hips into your face so you had to touch yourself 🫠
isa lifting her head up from the pillow and seeing ur hand inside your shorts while you ate her out :(((( gosh you were so adorable,,, trying so hard to make yourself come but not knowing whose pleasure to prioritize first 😩😩 her just watching you fuck yourself sjdhfjdkf, moaning in her cunt bcs you were so close and your girlfriend's pussy tasted so good, it was addicting 🤤
😵‍💫 coming at the same time as isa,,, somehow managing to drink up her cum while your legs shook from your own climax,, isa being so worried that you might have hurt yourself that she asks you to come up to her,, cradling you and complimenting you bcs you've been her good girl, and you did so well pleasuring yourself!! :(((
🫣 and when i say mutual masturbation where you're fingering each other while making out—
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ourdadai · 9 days
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✿ seeun ꒰ stayc ꒱ lockscreens !
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shuhwaa · 1 year
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Isa | First time hearing her moan your name [M]
First Times Event Stayc Isa x gn!reader words: ~1k genre: smut (sub!Isa being shy about making noise, a bit of praise, fingering, oral (all idol receiving)) warnings: none
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You're hovering above your girlfriend, having her pinned to the bed with your face buried in her neck. Her hands are resting on your sides, not exactly holding on tightly, but you can feel she's ready to dig her nails into your flesh.
"Chaeyoung, baby..." you whisper as you can hear her breath quicken, your lips nipping at her skin. Your hands are roaming up and down her body - her underwear is all that's still covering her up - and your mouth trails kisses along her collarbone and towards her chest. You're filled with need for her, wanting nothing more than to make her feel good. You reach behind her back to unclasp her bra, hastily tearing it off her, and when she lets out a whine as you begin nibbling on the skin on her breasts, you're filled with pride. Chaeyoung isn't the type to make much noise during sex - you have found she's surprisingly shy about these kinds of things. So whenever you do manage to make her moan, you can't help but encourage her to let you hear more.
"Does that feel good?" you ask, hoping to lure another of those sweet sounds out of her.
"Mhm..." she answers, and you glance at her reddened face. 
"You're so cute," you remark, showing her a smile filled with adoration, and you watch as she looks away and the blush on her cheeks takes on an even deeper shade of red. "I'll make you feel even better," you mumble, letting your lips get back to work. 
You kiss your way down her body, sometimes feeling her flinch and squirm underneath you while she’s always biting down on her lower lip so as not to make a sound. When you reach her core, you scatter kisses all over her hips and down to her thighs, while using your hands to keep her in place. The pleasure and the expectations are visible in her expression, still all she does is pleadingly stare down at you. 
"You want me to touch you?" you ask, the question coming out as merely a whisper. Chaeyoung nods, and you place a kiss onto the fabric of her soaked panties. "Cause it feels like you do," you smugly add, and finally you hear her whine again.
"Y-yes please," she admits.
"Good girl," you praise her before pressing kisses to the inside of her thigh. Then, you pull down her panties, making way to remove them and toss them to the ground. "You're so pretty," you whisper when you lean in, and you can feel her shiver underneath you as you lick up a stripe between her folds. By now her hands are grabbing the bedsheets, fingers digging into the soft blanket. You repeat the motion before starting to draw letters onto her clit with the tip of your tongue, and when she mewls at the sensation, you respond with an appreciative moan.
"But, you know what?" you mumble in between your ministrations. "You sound even sweeter. Don't you wanna let me hear more?" Without waiting for an answer, you continue teasing her with your tongue, and when you lure yet another whine out of her, you only become more eager. Taking the sensitive bud between your lips, you carefully suck on it, and the sound that escapes your girlfriend tells you she liked that. "So fucking perfect," you mutter, and you hold onto her hips with one hand while bringing the other to her core, teasing her entrance with your fingers. When you slip two of them inside, she instinctively bucks her hips, and almost too quiet to be heard, your name falls from her lips.
"Say it again," you encourage her, pulling your fingers all the way out only to catch her off guard when you push them back inside. She whines, blushing madly, but you're determined to make her call your name again. So you go back to tending to her clit, alternating between using your tongue to stimulate her and wrapping your lips around it, while you slowly start curling your fingers inside her. She squirms underneath you for a short while, trying to contain the pleasure she's feeling, until eventually she does it again.
"...Y/N..." she mewls, keeping her voice low. But you can hear the way it shakes, and you know you'll just have to push her a little closer to the edge for her to moan your name properly.
"Such a good girl..." you make sure to praise her, adding, "Buck your hips for me. It'll feel even better." And she does, bucking them up into your hand at a steady pace despite the deep blush on her face. "You're doing so well..." you mumble. "I just wanna see you cum." She whines in response, whereas you start moving your fingers faster and sucking on her clit just a little more harshly, hoping to drive her crazy to the point she can let go of her shyness - even if just for a few moments. You feel her body react underneath you, hips bucking at the pace you set and her thighs beginning to shiver. Her knuckles turn white from the way she's gripping the sheets, and then finally you seem to have pushed her far enough.
"Y/N... I-... I'm gonna-" You hum in appreciation, her whines sounding so sweet to you, and you keep going at the same pace while you wait for her to tumble over the edge. When her orgasm hits her, she cries out like you've never heard her before, and your name is the only thing falling from her lips over and over again. You help her ride out her high, and when she's come down from it, her breath is still shaking. You crawl up to wrap your arms around her body, and she immediately hides her face in your chest.
"I love you," you say, pressing a kiss to her forehead, and as you brush a strand of her hair out of the way and tuck it behind her ear, you add, "And you sounded so pretty for me."
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sdtv159 · 2 years
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Sumin - Stayc
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[ 🎧💭 ] : . ♥︎ moodboard Sumin 🍰
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astroyongie · 9 hours
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StayC April Reading 2024
note: please take it lightly
Sieun
love: Sieun is dating at the moment, i don't know who she is seeing, all i know is that the relationship seems to be doing good since she is full of love for this person. they are probably hitting the honeymoon phase which is positive because it gives her extra energy 
career: she feels a little stagnated when it comes to her work but she aint complaining about it either. Sieun is actually living the dream that she had always wanted to, and for that she is happy with how things are at the moment 
self: despite her happy self and everything in her life being aligned and providing her good energy, Sieun still struggles with mental pressure. thankfully she is working on it and becoming stronger 
Seeun
love: I believe that she is currently going through a breakup. this wasn't something that she chose so her partner was probably the one calling it off. she kinda of feel from above, because Seeun really liked the individual and she is hurt by their decision of giving the relationship up 
career: Seeun is between good hands at the moment, since she is able to do everything that she wants when it comes to her career. her sponsor is someone that works inside the company and has the power to change things as he wants for her 
self: things are happening very quickly and she feels like she is losing a little of her balance. although this might be because of her breakup, Seeun is someone that likes things organized and at the moment nothing is going as planned in her personal life 
Sumin
love: Sumin is equally brokenhearted. Although I believe her breakup already happened a few months ago, she is still in love with her partner and she is unable to forget about them or the love they had. she truly is going through a rough phase at the moment, for her little heart
career: she has a lot more clarity about what the industry is and how one should navigate in it to be popular and have success. she is biting her fingers from her naivety when she started the group but at the moment she mature enough and knows exactly what to do for her carer to go smoothly 
self: she has way too many burdens on her shoulders. the group that needs her and they trust her, her family she needs to support and her heart that needs to heal. all of those are weighing down on her and she needs release 
J
love: this girl is equally single at the moment. Although I believe that she was in a relationship not long ago, it ended because some people that shouldn't have discovered it, saw it. and for her own good and her image, she had to break off with the person and completely delete them from her life, which makes her sad and frustrated 
career: thankfully, J has good people working with her at the moment and she is well supported by the company since they take her input into consideration. whatever stayc shows, is partially thanks to her 
self: she knows exactly what she has to do to reach the top. J is someone smart, she uses her brain in the right ways and honestly lately she has been focusing on securing her future. 
Isa
love: her situation is complicated. She is totally in love with her ex, who she cannot forget and she knows that they feel the same but they haven't worked things out between them. at the same time, Isa has been receiving some confessions and people are interested in dating her so she doesn't know what to choose 
career: she is honestly bored. She doesn't like the concept the group is taking, she doesn't like the songs nor the energy around the members and the group. due to that Isa has been stuck. she wanted to try new things btu her ideas aren't taken into consideration 
self: she is making a lot of self progress when it comes to being a human and a person. Isa is maturing and becoming mentally stronger. i feel like she has been working with a overase project with her sponsor as well 
Yoon
love: she is single at the moment but she is in love with someone or at least she has her eyes on someone at the moment. Yoon s very ambitious when it comes to love and she has been trying to get their attention by writing to them (text most probably) 
career: things are moving forward for her. i don't worry much for yoon because she is the type of idol who can always find a place inside the industry no matter what she decides. and she knows about it as well. all of her sacrifices paid off in a way 
self: she is focused on her success, but i believe that she wants more than she currently has. that might make her take some decisions or do some stuff to get people’s attention
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