#tgce

[genderheaven]

excuse me for this being a post full of drama

"i" is used loosely before, the person who used to run this blog has split multiple times

- shaun/(i genuinely do not know what name they might go by now because i’ve been making a point to not check up on people from my mogai days, sorry) DID reblog that post that caused me to send that (shitty) message, they are literally a mod on that mogai wiki critism blog and at the time it had no indicator there were other mods so at the time when they reblogged that post telling “i hope all you mods burn” i really thought they had just reblogged it and then lied in their next post on kenochoric and said “i never reblogged that post.” i had been discussing the post with my therapist at the time in private and my therapist had repeatedly described it as a borderline threat, so how i saw it was that someone who i used to respect quite a lot reblogged a borderline threat against me and other mods and then acted like they didn't. after this i had a more extreme breakdown and i think i may have been delusional at different points, which is part of the reason a lot of my posts after that got... weird and some got deleted quickly. not an excuse but i’d like to EXPLAIN this and give some context.

- never doxxed rogue. doxxing can kill people and disgusts me on a moral basis. rogue has said in private emails that lo thinks the wiki page i made about lov is doxxing. it’s not. (it WAS rude and a breach of privacy and didn’t really need to exist. still not doxxing, did not contain a literal shred of information that counts as doxxing.) rogue was linked to four or five actual legal websites by the person who was maintaing the NCB on my behalf with the definition of doxxing, to say “no, your claim that this wiki page was doxxxing is wrong,” and rogue quite literally responded with “but my friends said it is.” this implies that rogue literally ignored actual legal professionals over like.. proship friends. i think the things i did to rogue were mean and uncessary but rogue has also used the scary word “dox” as a tool to silence supports of me/old me pre-splitting, while lo KNOWS that the wiki page was not a dox. mean and not needed? yeah, absolutely, i feel a lot of guilt over it and if i could go back in time and slap myself i would.

- i don’t tell people to kill themselves. i haven’t really checked but i have ZERO doubt there’s still never been any evidence that i told some random 16 year old to kill themselves. in fact i was literally silently making an effort to stop interacting with minors (just because of my age making me worried about making people uncomfortable) so from my perspective this accusation is all kinds of wild.

i’m still incredibly upset that someone as smart as dexter would think it’s okay to post an ask like that and leave NO comments at first about how he received no evidence of it and i really do hope that in the future mogai tumblr remembers that this isn’t the first time someone has sent an anon to whatever random mogai blogs have their asks open, saying that i did XYZ. remember when tgce was going to every blog they absolutely could and telling them i was antisemitic and then never providing evidence when asked but just talking about how shitty i am? yeah.

- the different carrds that i made no longer belong to me and haven’t been in my possession since this all happened, they’re not affiliated with me at all anymore so if you’ve removed links to them because they’re associated with Smelly Bad Guy i wouldn’t worry about that, i literally can’t edit them or anything now

figured out shortly after this that i have ocd and autism and i’m starting to slip and not be able to fight compulsions to come back here and comment so i think i’m just gonna outright delete the email this account is atatched to so i can’t get back in after this

with all that being said though: i'm sorry.

i don’t want forgiveness or to be defended, to be honest, so please just don’t. i’m very aware every action i took at this point was just asinine and rude and downright mean and hurting people and to say the least i’m not happy with myself for it

also: i’m no longer making any sort of mogai/resource-related accounts, so please know if you see anybody with an ezgendr/genderheaven/etc related url on another site it is ABSOLUTELY not me, i’ve seen fake usernames on other sites which kind of freaks me out so again that’s NOT legitimate

thank you for reading and i’m sorry, please know that there isn’t a single action i took that i don’t regret extremely

final note: if you're referring to me/old me pre splitting, please don't use the name "ez". our system's split was kind of violent and traumatizing and we've come to refer to it like "ez" dying. we would really like if people, especially those of you who outright knew me/us when i went by kris instead, didn't call me/us ez. mentioning the url ezgender is one thing because that was our actual url but people don't switch back to a name that this headmate no longer wanted to be called even when he was alive. never gonan stop you from being upset with me/us because there's a lot of legit reasons to but please don't with this name especially if we outright spoke to each other while it was "kris" instead

[allexistencevoid]

who the hell let tgce crawl back into the mogai community, and with the Queer Elder persona of all things

[sanghyunkiduk]

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[gender-archival]

I want to be mad at Alex or eir supporters likely trying to get (at least some of) our pages on eir terms taken down (I guess because we refuse to present incomplete information just because Alex is trying to be noble or something), but the fact that this person really thought that this report would get those pages taken down by Wikidot is really funny to me.

Like, you do know those flags go directly to us, right? We hold all the power with what’s done with those reports. That function pretty much only exists for sites that run like fandoms, where more people other than the site’s creators of the website can make and/or edit pages, so moderators can be alerted to inappropriate/vandalized/whatever pages.

This doesn’t go to higher powers, this goes to the people who made the pages, lol.

I honestly want to know why you would think that would work. It’s the in-site report function on a site that was meant by the host/template maker to be used like a fandom- publicly changeable. Why would you think that would be for people at Wikidot and not the site admins? If you report vandalism on a fandom page, do you think it’ll go to fandom staff?

This gets better (worse for the reporter) when you realize that Wikidot tells people how to report sites that violate their TOS, which involves emailing an address they have set up for that. Let’s also add in the fact that anyone who read the TOS who weren’t already on a warpath would realize that we don’t come close to doing anything wrong. They even have a rule in there against presenting misinformation as fact- us refusing to remove certain information so we can be as accurate as possible is the opposite of breaking that rule.

This whole thing is a comedy of incredibly foolish errors and I love it. Apparently a 30 second Google and 5 seconds of critical thought is too much to ask for and now I get to laugh at the result.

Whoever you are (probably Alex, but I know you still have supporters, so who knows), I want to genuinely thank you for the entertainment and laughs. Try again- and by that I mean don’t because you would just waste peoples time- and I’ll see you next time. ~Admin Gray

#im laughing so hard at this #this is one of the funniest things that ive been involved in #im gonna reblog this in the morning so more people can see it #but i wanted to post this now because its hilarious #admin gray #and i might as well share it with my fellow night dwellers #site.txt #tgce #tgce mention

[petrichorvoices]

You really don’t give ignorant people a chance to grow and I feel sorry for your toxic and close minded way of thinking

hi Alex! i know this is you!

BIPOC DON’T HAVE TO FORGIVE RACISTS. WE DO NOT HAVE TO FORGIVE RACISTS. NDNS DO NOT HAVE TO FORGIVE RACISTS. HE STILL HASN’T APOLOGIZED FOR CALLING MY MUTUAL A SLUR SEVERAL TIMES.  HE IS STILL CONTINUING TO HARASS PEOPLE LITERALLY HALF HIS AGE.

FUCK OFF ANON. if you aren’t BIPOC then you have no place to forgive em and if you are BIPOC, what the hell’re you doing man? 

a simple fucking apology doesn’t fix everything. do some fucking reparations or some shit, i don’t know. but stop sending me this shit. I AM SIXTEEN YEARS OLD, HE IS THIRTY, I HAD TO FUCKING EXPLAIN TO HIM HOW HE WAS BEING RACIST AND HE DIDN’T REALLY SEEM TO GIVE A SHIT

fuck off anon, get the fuck off of my blog, leave me the hell alone and keep defending that guy in the hopes that he’ll make you a flag or whatever the fuck you’re getting out of this

- Cecil

#tgce #tgce discourse #discourse #ask #anon #anon hate #cecil's tag #racism cw

[tazzmanien]

Yes yes Hua Cheng is showing a little of his demon side again. Burn it all down, don't listen to Xie Lian, you are doing great!

Xie Lian must finally be getting the idea that something is off with Lang Ying. Also he really can't stop himself from thinking about San Lang/Hua Cheng every 5 minutes, can he? This is love, my friend.

#hua cheng #xie lian #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #heaven officials blessing #tgce #chapter 131

[gendercollectinggremlin]

I just learned that a lot of genders I identify with were created by a very problematic person (tgce/the-gender-collector-emself),and now I don’t feel so comfy about identifying with them :(

#tgce #the gender collector emself

[oxigenders]

followed because minors harassed by the gender collector emself gang, hello

eyy gang

#mod zero #he did send us an apology but considering we also got an ask from a blank blog... who has never done anything other than defend tgce... #yeah i'm doubtful of it being genuine

[lovemogai]

TGCE posted an apology and linked it in the blog's pinned message. There's no way to contact bootlegngn at this point but I wish you'd see that he's put in an honest effort. If you look at his history as a content creator, you'll know that he has never wanted to harm or exclude anyone. He's done a lot of good for people and he thrives on that. That's his drive as a creator. He's really helped me gain an understanding of my own identity and that means a lot. He's done the same for many others.

i understand the good that he’s done for the MOGAI community, but you don’t get to tell me that i have to forgive racists. if you’re not Native, you can’t accept his apology, because the apology is not for you.

non-Natives don’t get to tell Natives how we respond to racism

#discourse #discourse cw #anon #ask #mod eye #tgce discourse

[queerso]

not to mention the rly aggressive endo supporting anon was the gender collector emself judging by eir recent post, not moth as some anon already accused you of... as an endo sys ourselves, it's not okay or fair to harass a singlet and accuse them of being an ableist for not having enough info to make a decision. I'd rather they admit they dont have the info necessary than get into our discourse with no idea what they're fighting about

#tgce/ #moth answers #ill post since its important #discourse/

[gender-archival]

Alright. The TGCE/Alex J. page is back up under a slightly new name.

This post was originally supposed to be a pretty longwinded rant about some things that came up in eir reblog from the new The-Gender-Collector-Emself, but I don’t have the energy for that and I think I can get my ideas across in way fewer words (but still kind of alot).

1. We will not be removing Alex’s blog names from any of our pages on terms that ey coined. Why? Because the point of Wikis and archives is to organize and archive information and history in regards to whatever that Wiki or archive is centered on. When it comes to terms like ours is, part of that information is who coined a term. Someone’s feelings or supposed noble goal to ‘not remind people of eir existence’ does not change that. Plus, removing eir name from things actively makes it harder for people who want to avoid flags (and even terms) that ey made to do so. They would have to go through every place online that might have that information to figure that out. It’s not fair to make people go through all that work because of someone else wanting to just kind of... fade away, or whatever.

2. We will not be changing any quotes or censoring any screenshots that do use eir last name. This is because, again, as a Wiki/archive, it’s our job to present the most and most accurate information in regards to our topic of focus. This includes not altering quotes or previously existing images to meet the requests of the person the page it focused on, because that changes the accuracy and integrity of our Wiki. Any times that we used it separately from quoting someone or using an image will be changed, because the name that we are now using is the most accurate information, in regards to Alex’s name. However, the name used in quotes and screenshots is what is most accurate to what’s being presented, where what people were using was Alex’s name, and the inclusion of the full name is accurate to the quotes.

This was a little more longwinded than I meant for it to be, but I think it gets across what I want in as few words as I can make it. Thank you for read and enjoy.

#site.txt #tgce #tgce mention #admin rain

[petrichorvoices]

You do know that TGCE took accountability for the racism, right?

you do know that that doesn’t change the fact that i, 16 years old, had to walk him through how he, 30 years old, was being racist, right?

you do know that NDNs aren’t obligated to forgive racists, right?

you do know that he didn’t apologize for calling my mutual an injun, right?

you do know that he’s done plenty of other horrible shit and that he’s still a shitty person, right?

you do know that BIPOC aren’t obligated to and DO NOT HAVE TO forgive racists for their racism, right?

get off of my blog

- Cecil

#tgce #tgce discourse #discourse #cecil's tag #racism cw #fuck off anon and stop defending racists and shitty people #ask #anon

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TCE-AM e TJAM firmam parceria para capacitar servidores públicos

TCE-AM e TJAM firmam parceria para capacitar servidores públicos

O Tribunal de Contas do Amazonas (TCE-AM) firmou uma parceria com o Tribunal de Justiça (TJAM) para realizar capacitações entre os servidores públicos das duas Cortes.  A parceria entre os Tribunais terá duração de um ano, podendo ser prorrogado caso haja interesse das partes e será operacionalizada pela Escola de Contas Públicas (ECP) do TCE-AM e pela Escola de Gestão e Aperfeiçoamento do…

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