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smores100 · 4 years

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once again we’re in full agreement lol. What’s your take on s3 remakes you’ve watched? Wondering how you feel about Skam FR as it’s kind of a similar situation to me where the chemistry & beauty is there but the writing and style is iffy (overwrought &overdramatic). My favorite s3 is druck. As a wlw I had high hopes for españa but it was p slow/v desexualized—a whole discussion, but my other gay friend & I were disappointed given how remakes with guys don’t hold back in that respect.. Thoughts?

Honestly re: wtfock tho I really do wonder if they had like one good writer in the room surrounded by fools. Bc it really does feel like some group projects I’ve been in where I feel like I’m the only one who’s not a fucking fool and carry the whole thing while having to fend off bad ideas (but when the majority rules, those bad ideas/execution get put in). I wonder if that’s what happened w wtfock.

re: wtfock, lol group projects are the worst….idk what wtfock’s writing process was like, but i’d love to know it. according to their wiki there were 3 writers this season? all seem to be male, naturally. did the two other writers have good ideas but there was a main writer who overruled them and did his own thing? or maybe they’re the rl one brain cell squad, that would explain a lot :p in any case, i’m unimpressed (friday’s clips did not help with that).

as for the other part of your ask….oh damn i have so many Thoughts on that, lol. this is probably gonna get long and messy, but you asked for it!

* druck - my absolute favorite. it’s the only one i’ve watched since s1, so that definitely played a part in my emotional investment and attachment. still, there was more to it than that. it was the closest to og imo in vibe and style (it felt small, real, lowkey, quiet, natural like og, as opposed to - as you said - overwrought and overdramatic + overproduced like the others); they cast an actual trans guy to play a trans character, if you wanna talk about a skam remake doing something REVOLUTIONARY? druck is the one; i loved matteo’s and david’s characterizations, how they both had a bit of isak and even in them, and the role reversal in some scenes, made things feel fresh *and* fit their characters/story; i LOVE that teens matteo and david were played by actual teens michi and lukas!! they’ve completely ruined me for all other remakes, bc thissssss is how it’s supposed to be! thisssss is how it should look like! THEY ARE KIDDOS. and they (druck and michi/lukas) truly captured what it’s like to be young and fall in love for the first time, the awkwardness and the nervousness and stuttering and fumbling around, the softness and pureness and innocence of it all!!! also they have THE BEST dynamic - other people might prefer all the hot kissing and steamy making out and the smouldering looks, but me? i just couldn’t get enough of their dumb chaotic energy, best friends who love each other deeply and are also constantly little shits to one another. gimme them pranking each other and playfighting every day! and then being soft and THE HANDS and matteo being a clingy koala basking in david’s affection :3 i also loved how for the most part they didn’t just copy/paste og’s storyline, they made some changes and knew how to make *other* changes accordingly for it to make sense and fit the story *they* were telling - for example, replacing the ‘call your gf’ scene with matteo’s panic attack/breakdown (one of my fave scenes), or their reunion at the end of ep 7 (replacing the desperate kissing + sex with a comforting and relieved yet also bittersweet and melancholic hug), or even matteo getting advice from his drug dealer instead of the school’s doctor, lol. also THE BEST BOY SQUAD, hands down. and matteo is my favorite isak bc to me he felt like his own character instead of just another isak, he was different and reletable and a constant Mood. that being said - it wasn’t perfect and it had its issues. there were a few times when i did feel they stuck too close to og scenes and it didn’t *entirely* work for me, just felt a bit off; i will forever be disappointed that they didn’t directly address and acknowledge matteo’s mental state/depression, bc there were enough signs imo to indicate that he did suffer from something. they mentioned ‘therapy’ in mia’s, alex’s and kiki’s cases, i truly thought they would with matteo as well, but alas, they dropped the ball on that one; i was extremely upset with david’s outing, but i’ve since calmed down and have managed to see it in a more positive light, tho i still have mixed feelings about it and am not fully on board with that decision, still wish it had been done differently (but at least! it wasn’t brushed off and was addressed immediately and eventually led to david having agency and yelling out his pain!!! which was good and important and cathartic); also eps 8 and 9 were pretty messy writing-wise, things either didn’t make sense or would’ve made more sense had the clips were organized differently (that random ping pong clip….?). overall tho, the good outweighed the bad, and it remains my fave

* skam france - now that’s a tricky one. the way i felt about it in the first half of the season, is different from the way i felt about it in the second half of the season, is different from the way i feel about ever since watching druck’s s3. it’s funny you should say how similar it is to wtfock for you, bc i’ve been thinking the same thing for quite some time. those neighboring countries sure have a shared flair for the dramatic! fr’s s3 was pretty much the first s3 i watched (i gif-watched half of skamit, couldn’t get into it). i wasn’t planning to (i was extremely unimpressed by the couple of s1 eps i tried watching, and same by axel’s acting in those first two seasons), but even is the loml and they got me gooood with their eliott pov trailer, which might have affected my excitement over it during the first half. back then i really enjoyed it for the most part, despite some clips being rushed or missing the point thus not fully having the required effect (their locker room scene, for example, or the ‘generalizations are bad’ convo), or how much i hated basile (a character so obviously written by a man it’s amazing), or the cheesy piano music. there were enough good things for me to focus on instead (more in a bit) that i could ignore the things i didn’t like or weren’t as good imo. however, all the positivity got sucked out of me when yann noped tf out after lucas came out to him bc WAY TO MISS THE POINT OF SKAM!!! and things went downhill after the director’s IT’S NOT DISNEYLAND IT’S FRANCE 2019 comment. i’m getting all upset just thinking about it, but to say *that*, to explain that horrendous decision bc lowkey homophobic reactions are realistic!!! only to THEN be all ‘haha jk yann isn’t homophobic! we just wanted you to *think* he was! he’s actually an awesome friend who took several days to reflect on all his past wrongdoings while his bff was at home having a nervous breakdown bc he believed his bff hated him!’ ughhhhhhhhh, miss me with that shit. great that they had yann apologizing for his past comments, but the way in which it was done was for pure shock value and angst, completely ooc for his character (all season he was all ‘tell me tell me tell me let me help let me help let me help’ only to do *that*?? nahh), and interesting how out of everyone the only black character was the only one with a negative reaction (remind you of anyone), highlighted even more during ep 7 aka the ott lucas coming out tour. then ep 8, that should have been 100% all lucas and eliott and building up to eliott’s manic episode suddenly had that weird random pov changing clip in the middle of it which truly wtf, basile was still basile, lucas thanked chloe for outing him, more scenes felt rushed, they had sex in school where people could come and go in front of huge windows in broad daylight and luckily didn’t get poisoned from licking all that paint! and i did not like the flatshare, i absolutely hated mika and lisa kicking lucas out of his room - which he pays rent for! - and manon not even trying to put up a fight, and them being like ‘roommate isn’t just a place, it’s a way of living. that’s a family, and you’re more like a cousin.’ ‘a second cousin.’ ughhhhhh and then when eliott was recovering from his depressive episode, they *still* didn’t give lucas his room back or at least let eliott stay there, he was sleeping on the couch, i’m aldjlajdafj. can’t believe i’m gonna say it, but TAKE NOTES FROM WTFOCK. tl;dr there were some good moments in the second half, but i was feeling bitter more often than not about certain things, so my enjoyment wasn’t as high as when it first started. and after watching druck, druck’s brand is definitely much more my style. plus, i was already struggling with making myself believe axel and maxence were in their teens, but after druck it’s completely impossible, so i just pretend they’re in college or something lol. all my issues with it aside, i’d still rate it higher than wtfock, bc overall the writing was better, more coherent, and made much more sense. i also liked lucas’ friendship with the girls; i loved that instead of copying the underwater kiss + 21:21 like some others have, they came up with their own thing i.e. polaris, which i thought was lovely; the lucas/manon crying in the middle of the night together in front of the tv was one of my fave scenes of the season; also love how we were introduced to eliott on the first week! and they spent time together! and specifically the piano playing scene, ohhhh; and in general elu are sweet and i reeeeally like axel and maxence and their friendship. so yeah, it had some major issues, but i’d rather have a coherent story with something done for shock value and drama ONCE than an incoherent story with several shock value moments.

* skam espana - sorry to hear you girls were disappointed! i only watched half of it, so i can only comment on what i saw. i decided to binge watch s1 and give s2 a shot when i heard they were giving cris isak’s story - it felt a bit weird to me, but it was also something different and new, and i did have an appreciation for their decision to have a wlw season (also much more revolutionary to me than showing a gay bashing), so i was intrigued and willing to try it. sadly i didn’t really vibe with s1? it’s totally a personal preference i think, maybe even a cultural thing idk, but it felt very fast and loud and hectic to me, idrk how to explain it. i was just more into the chill more lowkey vibe of druck and skamnl. but i still gave s2 a shot, and idk, it still wasn’t my cup of tea. i thought it was ok for the most part, but there were some things that bothered me - joana/cris felt underdeveloped to me? and things b/w them felt like they were moving so fast from the second they met, like jona was so intense and forward ALL THE TIME, they had like 6 almost kisses in a really short time, like shhh slow down. i remember disliking their ‘call your gf’ scene, it felt really petty and kinda mean to me? bc i felt like joana came on to cris *really* strongly and *very* frequently, so cris was more than entitled to feel hurt and betrayed when she found out joana had a bf, but then cris was kissing a dude and joana positioned herself and her bf in front of cris so she’d see them kissing too, and i just didn’t like bc seriously?? cris is valid, just apologize to her and explain?? idr much else tbh, they had some really cute and sweet scenes afterwards, i’m still against doing the underwater kiss + 21:21 so i was kinda meh about that (tho aesthetically speaking it was BEAUTIFUL, and i’m like, fiiiiine girls deserve an underwater kiss too, i’ll allow it just this once!), and that cuddling clip in ep 6 i think was sweet and the last one i watched. like i said, i was less vibing with this remake, and iirc it was going on during druck’s s3 and skamnl’s s2 - which were my faves, plus skamfr was on too i think and i was lowkey following it too, so….there was just too much all at once and something had to go, and it was skamesp. it was also around the time when panaphobia-gate happened, so *shrugs* i’m not wlw myself so your opinion on it being desexualized is probably more valid than mine? i just know when i did watch, there was a lot of kissing and making out and being cute and touchy with each other, so i thought it was ok? as i’ve mentioned before, i don’t need to see a naked butt or anything like that to *get* it lol, i thought they were lovely! but that’s just me. i will say that my faaaave part was most definitely the cris/amira friendship. they were so wonderful! one of the best skam friendships imo. i might one day go back and finish the season just for the heck of it, but they didn’t do anything major or highly offensive that made me have negative feelings towards it, it was just a personal preference + circumstances (too many remakes!) that made me be less into it and drop it before the end.

#phallusophical #replies #sorry for the gigantic wall of text!#but like i said - you asked! haha #i'd put this under a read more but my blog theme makes it harder to read there so....sorry!#all those who aren't interested in my opinions just quickly scroll past this just this one time ty #aaaaanyway hope this answered your question??? 😊#skam remakes #long post #druck #skam france #wtfock #skam spain

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plasmachaos · 7 years

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About the Mun

Tagged by: @branch-chief--faba and I think someone else tagged me- if you did I’m so sorry but I’ve lost the mention post ;m;!

Tagging: @blazing-kitten-litten @plasma-grunt--regina @tigernightfury14 @lightning365 @trainercolress @kawaiigoth13 @beautiful-lusamine @pyroarofghouls @champofpallet @lysandre-of-flare

[And anyone else who wants to do it, consider yourself tagged! Those who have been tagged don’t feel obligated to do this! :3)

RULES: answer the questions and tag 15 (lol how ab out 10 tho) blogs you want to know better.

Nicknames: In RL: Ali, Al, Ali-Baba (though this one is often to annoy me XD) Online; Sooty, Soots, Shivu, Shivvy, Plasma

Star Sign: Virgo

Height: 5 ft 6 or 7?

Time Right Now: 22:33

Last thing I Googled: ‘Is cream cheese the same thing as soft cheese’

Last Movie I Watched: The Electric Piper- it’s one of those ‘lost media’ films that I saw on a list by blameitonjorge on YouTube :3

It perked my interest because it was the only one of the list that wasn’t really a part of a long-running series

It’s decent, I guess! Kinda like a more child-friendly Footloose in a sense and, of course, based on the story of the Pied Piper

Last TV Show I watched: Animal Cops Houston, I think?

When did I create this blog: September 2013! So the blog is, what, 4 years old now?

Why I choose my URL: Well originally it was shivuthewolf! Yes, for some reason people are surprised to find out Shivu was also the name of my fursona- and is still the name of my fursona! (come on guys, it’s right there in Shivu’s profile)

(Essentially there are two Shivus- the wolf, and the human. Why? Because I don’t see the point in making two different characters who are going to be exactly the same in personality anyway!)

I changed it because the blog was originally going to be an art blog related to my comic but I changed my mind! I thought Plasmachaos was the name of one of the Team Plasma themed TCG decks, but upon looking it up it’s not?

So I’m not sure where it came from!

Gender: Male.

Hogwards House: I don’t know? I haven’t read Harry Potter though I’ve seen the first three movies numerous times (mum loves them)

I think Slithereen is the bad one right? So... The good one?

Pokemon Team: In Moon? Mismagius (Missy, Lv. 69), Toucannon (Pedro, Lv. 67), Alolan Muk (Diesel, Lv. 69), Primarina (Zero, Lv. 67), Jolteon (Cheetah, Lv. 66), Magmar (Firestorm, Lv. 65)

Wanna know the meaning behind the names? Of course you do!

Missy- Name of one my sister’s cats (she now lives in Canada- the cat I mean!) and also makes sense cos of the Pokemon’s name

Pedro- Name of the red-crested cardinal in the film Rio (who looks similar to the bird Pikipek is based on)

Diesel- as its colours are based on oil spillages

Zero- I believe someone drew a picture making connections between Popplio and Zero from The Nightmare Before Christmas? :3 That’s why!

Cheetah- Based on the electric cheetah-wolf of the same name from Arevn92′s comic Chakra

Firestorm- a typo from the book series Warrior Cats in which a character is supposed to be named Firestar

Favourite Colour: I really liked bright colours! Blue and yellow are my favourites but you add red to that you got a raINBOW MY DUDES

Lucky Number: Call me uncreative but... 7?

Favourite Character: Honestly I have too many to mention! I like so many characters for a variety of reasons- though its usually the hyper ones I will be honest XD

Number of Blankets: On what? My bed? The sofa? The ferrets hutch? Either way it’s a lot

Name: It’s a secret I tell to people a lot but SHHH

It’s Alex

Birthday: September 21st

Siblings: One sister and one brother (both older)

Favorite Smell: I like a lot of sweet smells? You know, vanilla, chocolate, gingerbread, coffee (I guess it’s subjective on whether or not that’s sweet but still)

But there are a few smells that bring back memories for me! Musty smells remind me of my grandparent’s house (before we moved in!) and always gives me a sense of adventure as it’s how our attic generally smells (and if you know me, you know my attic is a great source of adventure)

That and stew (or just onions and meat being cooked) always reminds me of just home! x3

Pets: Two fuzzy noodles (ferrets) but if you want to get technical as a family we own two dogs and four cats (two extra if you count my sister’s cats)

Wake Up: Generally 8am- my aforementioned brother has severe autism and goes to a day centre and as I’m his sole carer I’m the one to get him ready in the mornings :3

Sleep: *snorts* early! About 9 or 10... Okay, 11... Fine! It’s more like 2am!

Type of phone: Motorola! Don’t ask me which type

I used to be so knowledgeable about phones but now I’m just like “it’s the one where I can touch the screen and magic happens”

Love or Lust: FOOD No okay, I’ll say love XD I honestly think it’s a very important aspect- not just in a romantic relationship but also in any friendship! Okay, that sounds mushy but for real- platonic love homies!

Lemonade or Tea: LEMONADE

Cats or Dogs: BOTH

Coke or Pepsi: Both is good but I prefer Pepsi

Day or Night: BOOOOTH

Text or Call: Both?

Make up or natural: I don’t personally wear makeup but I think whatever makes you feel more comfortable!

Met a Celebrity: If I did I didn’t notice.

I know I’ve met a few members of the Belfast Giants (the ice hockey team who plays here, they often visit the cafe) and I didn’t know who they were but one of them mentioned they played ice hockey and one of my co-workers slung his arm over my shoulder and goes, “Hey I’ll bet this guy here could take you on!” Me, again not realising these guys were professionals, agreed and proudly stated I could beat all three of them in a game Only after did I realise who they were but they seemed to find it funny! XD

Smile or Eyes: I just got a weird image of like nothing but a mouth and eyes and I’m scared ;w; Erghh I think eyes? Frequently I can tell a lot about someone by their eyes!

Light or Dark Hair: Idk man, either or   Shorter or Taller: WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME ALL THIS I guess shorter? But why? Who is this? My ideal partner? My crime fighting buddy? My post apocalyptic friend?   Intelligence or Attraction: I don’t knooooow   Chapstick or Lipstick: Please let me go home, my family misses me and I miss them

City or Country: BOTH   Last Song Heard: Bolt OST it’s a song now shut it

Fruit or Vegetables: FRUIT

Anime or Cartoons: Both? Though fun fact; I used to hate anime! :D   Phone Case: None, it’s just black XD   Showers or Baths: We only have a shower- I prefer to get the deed of washing done and over with asap so that’d be what I’d pick anyway XD

Dream Job: I’d love to work in an animal sanctuary! But sadly, no such paid job exists in my country and I can’t really move away because of obligations to my brother :(

Milk and Cookies or Doughnuts and Coffee: BOTH BABY

#tagged #tags #notrp #tw food #the chaos of plasma

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gryfstmne · 6 years

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stuttering and confidence boosting conversation

gryfstmne08/19/2018 Finally caught up on my reading in the rooms here. didn't know I'd gotten so far behind Tiger08/19/2018 anything good? gryfstmne08/19/2018 I liked the stories from earlier in here. dallunb08/19/2018 you read through yesterday, gryfst? gryfstmne08/19/2018 Yes I did dallunb08/19/2018 wow I was proud of the room or rather, the guys who took a supportive part in it XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm dallunb08/19/2018 zero did great yesterday gryfstmne08/19/2018 At least as far as when they started the discussion and then the first stories Yes he did. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh....thnx Tiger08/19/2018 You have a story for us @gryfstmne ? dallunb08/19/2018 the room tried to derail a couple of times but it largely held solid most of the day XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm gryfstmne08/19/2018 You are a bit of a mystery to me xxxzerob you sound like a sub from your hesitancy and normal language pattern but you have been hypnotizing people for years before you tried subbing yourself from what I gather XXXZERO808/19/2018 I havent tisted too many people...but yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you have a sense of confidence in your abilities to put someone under when you have a session? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Honestly...u get nervous every time @gryfstmne Hi @Bear.UK Bear.UK08/19/2018 great to see you @XXXZERO8 how's everything? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Ok but stressful. U gryfstmne08/19/2018 So you are not arrogant which is a good thing ,but you are solid and strong sounding when you hypnotize someone right? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I have always done text..never voice Bear.UK08/19/2018 tired XXXZERO808/19/2018 But i try to be....i just....dont wanna mess up and want the sub when under to be well Bear.UK08/19/2018 but relaxed gryfstmne08/19/2018 Sorry I meant in your language when you text. You don't stutter when you are being the twist right? Bear.UK08/19/2018 good outlook @XXXZERO8 XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh umm..t..thnx @Bear.UK I dont believe i do @gryfstmne gryfstmne08/19/2018 Text not twist argh Tist Tiger08/19/2018 Idk the "hesitant hypnotist" sounds kinda good to me. Could work well. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Its ok Tiger08/19/2018 would get me to focus on their words XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...havent tried it honestly Bear.UK08/19/2018 have u been doing much? @XXXZERO8 XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...job hunting mainly @Bear.UK Bear.UK08/19/2018 ah yes, you mentioned any progress? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I should have one now Bear.UK08/19/2018 oh great gryfstmne08/19/2018 I've heard that some singers are sick to their stomachs and almost terrified before they go perform but once out there they forget their nervousness and enjoy themselves like Barry manilla and Barbara Streisand .Do you enjoy yourself once you know it's going well xxxzerob? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I honestly stay nervous the whole time...i...i am glad if its going great and well... ...but i stay nervous the whole time....because...until the end...i..it mighthave an issue... gryfstmne08/19/2018 Argh autocorrect strikes again manilow not manilla though I heard Bette midler call him that once XXXZERO808/19/2018 I dont wanna feel that way But...i try to enjoy it when i trance Bear.UK08/19/2018 do it more often then @XXXZERO8 XXXz u just get used to it gryfstmne08/19/2018 Practice and time will make it easier and better, but by the sound of it , you already are doing great Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes XXXZERO808/19/2018 I am? gryfstmne08/19/2018 From what I read in the last 2 days room chatter ,yes you are Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes i think i read some favourable stuff XXXZERO808/19/2018 But as a tist...or just...as a person gryfstmne08/19/2018 Both Bear.UK08/19/2018 as a tist as a person it was never in doubt dallunb08/19/2018 zero actually ran the room gryfstmne08/19/2018 Favorable reviews as a tist and sound good as a person too Bear.UK08/19/2018 mmm dallunb08/19/2018 handled the unruly crowd Bear.UK08/19/2018 great XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...y..yeah gryfstmne08/19/2018 You already have one thing going for you a lot of tists don't. You care about how well the sub is liking and responding to you. Some tists couldn't care less about the subject. XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...i dont want others to feel bad

1 gryfstmne08/19/2018 Which is what will have you being a great one in the long run .emotional empathy for others Is what makes for a better ,more understanding human being ,especially for a person in a role of power over others XXXZERO808/19/2018 O...oh ok t...then Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes that's right people sense that and are happier to trust u XXXZERO808/19/2018 O..ok Umm t...t..thnx gryfstmne08/19/2018 Think of it like Peter Parker and Spiderman .he was at first a shy ,nervous, angry ,misunderstood teenager who never had confidence in himself .then he got powers and became an arrogant ,narcissistic entitled idiot while in showbiz .then he realized his mistakes learned from then and became over time a confident easier going ,nicer guy even when he lost his powers for a time.he can sympathize with the villains or other people's motives and learned how to communicate with them enough so sometimes when his powers didn't do enough ,his feelings and imagining what was going on with them made all the difference. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh? Bear.UK08/19/2018 and it seems u are already a natural at that side of things XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh? gryfstmne08/19/2018 He started believing he was a good enough guy or a capable enough guy that caught the attention of others. In the end he got Gwen Stacy and Mary Jane Watson ,he hung out with every known hero in the marvel universe in his team ups ,impressed Tony stark ,captain America and Thor in his courage ,know-how ,and resilience and even became an avenger for a time XXXZERO808/19/2018 O...ok Jibberish08/19/2018 Wow waking up and seeing general not in it's old pattern Good work guys stonedskull08/19/2018 What pattern lol Jibberish08/19/2018 Hi. Hi. Morning. How is everyone. Hello. Bear.UK08/19/2018 hi Jibberish08/19/2018 Don't start bear I'm watching you

stonedskull08/19/2018 Hi Jibberish08/19/2018 Josh .... Bear.UK08/19/2018 me?? what have i done? do u know me better than i know u? Jibberish08/19/2018 Not yet o,o XXXZERO808/19/2018 ? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm gryfstmne08/19/2018 If you want a more reality based story ,I am a shy introverted ,guy who always beat myself up and still care what others think too much .I never had friends ,was always attracting the verbal and sometimes physical abuse of others , never believed I did anything right and stayed that way for a long time like it was a self fulfilling prophecy of doom. But I learned to read by the hardy boy ,Nancy drew books which helped eventually open my imagination ,let me at least attempt to discuss the books with others and socialize a little ,and do better in school. I got jobs I could do ok at which built my confidence a bit. I finally joined the riverbears which introduced me to some real friendships ,some experience with sex and love and that I have something good to offer others in me and a sense of self. Then a friend dragged me to karaoke and got me to sing ...and I was terrible. But I got hooked. I got better over a long time but it built up my confidence in myself and made me feel better about everything I can't do .At least if I can do this even a little bit ok then I can have the faith in myself that I can try other things and grow a little. I wouldn't be in any chat room much less the hypnosis room fumbling around if I hadn't learned something about myself and that I'm good enough to at least talk to people and believe in myself enough to keep putting myself out there no matter how many things go wrong and find a level of comfort in myself so" it's not the end of the world ,come too soon , it's just the end of the afternoon".(Curtis stigers song quote) XXXZERO808/19/2018 Wow....just ....wow gryfstmne08/19/2018 Give yourself some time ,keep going at it and remember people in here already know you have talent, you are likeable , and give yourself a measure of trust in yourself .You can do a lot more than you know and can do it well with time ,and practice Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes XXXZERO808/19/2018 O....ok gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you stutter in real life or just in texting? XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...just texting normally....i...i have to hide emotions in rl Bear.UK08/19/2018 u can be yrself here gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you want to stutter in real life or in texting? XXXZERO808/19/2018 No..i..i dont wanna Just...nervous Bear.UK08/19/2018 nervous is ok gryfstmne08/19/2018 Ok so based on what you said ,you speak normally in real life because you are guarding yourself and to blend in and act normal but you do ok speaking normally ,would you say that is fair? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 When you are hypnotizing someone ,you don't stutter even though you are nervous ,correct? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...i try not to gryfstmne08/19/2018 Because you know anyone reading it might lose focus and you want them relaxed and happy as you bring them smoothly into trance XXXZERO808/19/2018 Y...yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 So the only time you truly stutter is when you are not focusing on the subject and just thinking of how you portray yourself normally in here? XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...when i am not focusing at all gryfstmne08/19/2018 I may be saying the wrong thing here and if so I apologize in advance... Do you like being underestimated? XXXZERO808/19/2018 No need to apologize And not at all

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