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brisquad-unit-4402 · 11 months

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IM LOSING IT OVER YOUR RECENT IKE FIC. LIKE OH MY GOD. its so sweet and heartwrenching i felt just as nervous and anxious as reader the entire time, and when ike reciprocated my heart MELTED AHHH his freckles!!! how kind and beautiful he is, and his confusion turning into acceptance and his SQUEALSSS AAAA. i cant take it this is my fav ike and probably luxiem fic of all time. all of your hard work paid off so well, it was so well structured and emotional and everyone felt so real!! like they arent characters, theyre actual people!!

ahh, now i wish i knew ike's perspective during those stream moments and his reaction to pen and paper ship content HAHA. i imagine he swiftly bookmarks it on his private account but he keeps blushing and his hands shake whenever he sees any fanart WAAAH. maybe one time he sees pen and paper kissing and he cant properly look at the notifications from reader's chat without FLUSHING RED i love them so bad

i love whenever i'm reading a fanfic and it's so sweetly emotional that you feel your own emotions kicking in. so whenever i hear my work has that effect on someone else it's one of the nicest feelings in the world and WHAT DO YOU MEAN FAVORITE IKE AND/OR LUXIEM FIC EVER. that's super high praise thank youuuuu sobsobsob

i mean this is the kindest most /posi way possible but "they aren't charcters, they're actual people" is the scariest compliment i've ever heard. like on one hand i'm genuinely happy! i worked really hard on keeping multifaceted personalities in mind even for the minor characters! but also Oh No. I'm Writing Vtubers. We Need To Play This So Carefully And So Conscious Of The Creator/Audience Boundary Or My Ass Is GONE

real talk one of my most favorite ike things is when he squeals at something cute or because he's embarrassed ahhhh. and his speaking voice gets so high pitched and soft when he's flustered too like?? it's probably my favorite charm point of his

the ogs remember the poll i ran like a month ago about if ike should have freckles or not. shoutout to the landslide victory, if i remember correctly 97% of voters wanted ike with freckles! so glad that worked out, it works so well with the star theme and the difference between an online friendship meeting irl, and how reader loves them because it's a reminder that they have so much to learn about ike and are ready/willing, and also, freckles are just plain adorable. ike is just plain adorable. put them together and if i were richer and thirstier i'd be commissioning an artist

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real talk tho i feel like ike goes from 1 to 100 whenever he catches himself simping over reader before the off-collab. either he's really good at acting composed, being normal, just interacting with his best friend like best friends do... or he's a stuttering, blushy mess that wavers like jell-o.

ike's the type of guy to sleepily check twitter before going to bed and whenever he sees pen and paper on his fyp it's like he snaps awake. maybe even squeaks or goes "a!" if it's especially.... you know. sometimes he can't even comprehend that people want him and reader to. well. his mouth goes dry.

and then he feels so dirty and embarrassed just because it's there, but... he's still looking at it. is it bad he's still looking at it? it definitely is but it's captivating, in a way. somehow. the artists are so talented, and somehow they nail your body language to a t, and the way your hair swoops above your eyes, and draw you with the cutest little expressions, and—

ah, who is he kidding.

in moments of weakness it triggers something in him to bury his face a little deeper in his blankets, pretend the screen's light would cool the heat pooling over his cheeks, and search the hashtag himself.

not even three pieces of fanart later, he has to throw his phone face-down on the mattress, cover his blush with a pillow, and now he's definitely squealing. it's healing and it makes him ill. it's... pretty. you're pretty. and he's pretty dumb for letting a silly crush distort itself like this.

the worst part is that some of these line up a little too well with daydreams he wanted to lock away until the end of time. he likes when he takes the lead. the stunned, puppyish expression so rare it only shows up on your face during the biggest plot twists during a stream, but coated in a darkened blush as he pecks them on the cheek, elegant and composed. calm.

ohhhh, this can't be good for his heart. especially when ike himself is so red-faced just thinking of it. calm, his foot.

still with the pillow over his flush, ike feels around for his phone and sets it on his nightstand. he chides himself. that's enough internet for the day, eveland! now quit acting like a shoujo high schooler in love and go to bed already, it's not going to happen!

he sets his face into a determined frown as he lifts the pillow and sets it aside. with any luck, he'd go the rest of the night without thinking of reader and his feelings for them.

the frown eases as he nestles into his blankets and tucks himself in. soft sheets and warm comfort greet him as he shuts his eyes, and he enters the fluffy haze of sleep as he slips into dreamland...

...is what he'd like to say, but not even ten seconds later his eyes snap open and jerks upright in bed. wait, i'm acting like i'm in love?!

he sits with the thought seeping through his brain like a corrosive acid, filing through every little moment he daydreamed about you, and when those don't paint him a picture he likes, he tries to recall the moments he shared with you instead. those are even fonder, and even worse.

he slaps his hands over his face and sighs, and when it sounds lovesick he sighs even more.

✧. ┊ ⁭masterpost ✧. ┊ ⁭kofi

#4402 answers #4402 writes #unit 4402 reporting #ike eveland x reader #ike eveland #luxiem #luxiem x reader #nijisanji en #whoops didn't even mean to write that #i should make a brainrot tag #update: i did 😎#4402 brainrot #pliskinverse

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bellysoupset · 8 months

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hi again!!

okay first off i LOVED Bella and Luke’s impromptu wedding AHHHH they’re so so adorable😭 also, i know i said sicily part 6 was WONDERFUL (all time fave fr) but i never commented on part 7 and OH MY GOODNESS i had to take breaks from reading bc of how hard i was blushing at vin teasing wen 🤭 she was so real for every single one of her reactions omg

on that note OMG so excited for that food poisoning fic I CANT WAIT TO READ IT <3 and i love that it’s gonna be angsty and touch on her body dysmorphia ahhhh 😭🫶🏽

ALSO i’ve been meaning to ask this because i feel like you haven’t talked about it much? (or maybe i missed it? if so im so sorry lol) but basically, i know you said that wendy’s parents were NOT happy with her coming out, but that they eventually sort of “allowed” her to transition bc her mental health got bad. i clearly love angst (all your angsty fics are TOP TIER🤭), so i really wanna know more about her mental health struggles. is that something you’d dive into in an ask, or would you maybe incorporate it and/or hint at it in fics? i would genuinely LOOOOOVE to learn more about this!!!

ANYWAYS again YOU’RE AWESOME & IM OBSESSED WITH YOUR OCs‼️

- 🦦

Hi 🦦!!

What a wall of love, my heart is bursting out of my chest 😭 And Sicily 6 being your all time fave of all 102 fics of mine, this is HIGH PRAISE!!

Wendy whenever Vin brings up tummyaches is like Error 404, I feel her in my bones. If a hot guy did that to me I think I might just have a stroke and die.

I haven't actually covered any of Wendy's mental health issues in my fics! I had planned on doing one in NY with Vin & Wendy, but I keep putting it off bc I know I'll have to tap on some sensitive topics that require research on my part and I'm lazy.

Here's some things I think on Wendy's case. She's always been a chubby girl, but before her transition this bothered her a lot. It added to the already installed feelings of something being off with her and even when she managed to put things together, but was not allowed to transition physically this made her life hell. It was a toss up between gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia.

She got a pretty bad eating disorder back then (which btw, never made her thin, only fucked up her health) and she s*lf-h4armed, up until her parents found out about this, alongside some pretty concerning journals with su1cide ideation and they "caved".

Simply put her parents are jerks, but they're not evil and in hindsight they do know it was the right thing to do, they're just... Well, jerks who refused to own up the fact they were wrong and certain things are still very wrong.

I think it's important to highlight Wendy and Leo are very different in this aspect, even if both of them have had suic1dal thoughts and struggled with their queer identities. Wendy is not chronically depressed, she hit a rough patch and she has since healed up. She's in a great place right now and, yes, she's got insecurities and fears, but she's not medicated and doesn't need to be.

Leo's depression is chronical and he's medicated and will always be so. Without his meds he will struggle with su1cidal thoughts and erratic behavior regardless of how happy he is with his life at the moment.

Wendy's trigger make her cry, at most they make her sad for a week. Leo's triggers cause severe panic attacks.

#myocs #wendy marshall #leo wagner #i know i made it a bit about leo at the end but i think its an important distinction (health professional in me jumping out)#also i dont think any of those words should ever be censored i'm just doing that bc I dont wanna risk tumblr labeling this mature or smth #hate this website #🦦 anon #lovely correspondence

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fitzs-trained-monkey · 1 year

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I cant wait for the angst train that is going to be part 2 tbh im so excited sndndnnd ALSO YAY TY ITS SO HARD FINDING PPL WILLING TO WRITE STUFF LIKE THAT esp for bpd bc its so like stigmatised n shit. That makes me really happy! Im sorry uve had personal experience with stuff like this tho its hard on everyone involved 😔 also i cant wait to see how u write esther thats gonna be so feelsy and hard to read dndndndndn AHHHH IM SO EXCITED also also hi ily too ahh djdnnsndndndndn - finn anon

Oh yeah, part two is gonna be cRaZy! I've always felt that Kol holds a... special place in Esther's heart. I mean have you SEEN how that w(b)itch treats him literally every scene they're in together? Isn't it strange how Esther shows some messed up form of tenderness to all of her children except Kol? She constantly degrades and blows him off, despite his knowledge of magic being far greater than her own. She uses him as a tool and nothing else - she doesn't even treat him like a person, even when he's a witch. It makes me so, so, so mad.

Anyway. I'm done ranting now.

(Actually tho, my experience with my brother's BPD has been pretty positive bc I'm his favorite sibling and he's mentioned that several times. 😏)

@her-violent-delights @witchcraftandgeekness Am I right or am I right???

#cas says stuff #anon #finn anon #accidental headcanon #kol mikaelson headcanons #kol mikaelson

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penelopeminded · 1 year

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my reaction to cme episode 5: oedipus wrecks

i am in fact shaking this is becoming routine but idk if it's because of the cold, the large coke i just had, or the nerves

oh another guy with mommy issues. great!

so this guy just poisoned her right? yep.

what the hell

damn we called it he's known for a while

jj you're hot

she's right that's kinda funny

boobs 😳

slay miss prentiss

ooh it's personal for bailey

luke just admit it, the only bs is that ur not dating garcia!

SOUNDS LIKE YOU MISS IT BUDDY

tarvez my beloveds 😍

slay miss garcia you feminist queen 💅🏻

i'm gonna throw up i hated that as much as she did

maybe we're not gonna get a garvez makeout session but i'm glad we're getting tarvez besties back

jj's makeup is stunning. she is stunning.

you know who's earned YOUR respect, penelope?? love him next please.

aw a reid mention that's cute

did they seriously give us that scare just to drop it in the next episode??

she is in fact NOT going to call, but the pinky swear was a cute gesture

it's a little early to be identifying the unsub isn't it?

emily's hot 🥵

oh shit. wow. i actually love that he bit back and told her all that. papa rossi >>

everyone is so hot. so so hot.

jj and tara in an interrogation room together beats anyone else in an interrogation room!

ugh i love it when women

STOP I LOVE SLUTIFIED EMILY

SHE SAID MOMMY MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE

you are very very mommy, mommy 🤭

KAJSKABAHAJKSBSHAAJBS I CANT TAKE THIS

ma'am you are so sexually relevant i can't even

I JUST DIED ACTUALLY

stan paget honestly

SHE SAID FUCK AHHHHH FINALLY

luke is so impressed as he should be

she is just so 😩

papa rossi at it again

he's right she is the best

AHHHH AWWW NO WAY

it's like a little sergio omg

i just love seeing her happy

guys help i might ship it

uh oh the moms are fighting

i would die in the bad way if she ever looked at me like that

WOAH.

guys help i might think voit is hot 🫣

mommy 😩

no luke they're actually not gonna want to see you blow up

WHY ISN'T HE ANSWERING

i knew it. ok i was wrong she did call but of course she wouldn't tell him

i'm not prepared for this

aw emily is worried about her girlfriend

OH SHIT

"please" broke my heart

they're all so worried 😭

omg wow i have no words

#criminal minds spoilers #criminal minds reboot #criminal minds #criminal minds evolution #cme #cme spoilers

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stariealyssa · 2 years

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I FINALLY GOT TIME!!!! I would have sent my comment earlier but I have been busy! You have no idea how excited I was when I saw my request done! I love this especially others would think Leo wouldn't be in relationship because of his duties, he balances his time with his duties and them, he's a gentleturtle, he will go straight to them after his training, he will comfort them or teach them how to meditate if they're upset, he would probably teach some self-defence after they begged him, he was worried but he trusts them to only to do it in time of need, he would swing by if they live in an apartment, Master Splinter would be amused while he is embarrassed that he mumbled their name while meditating XD, how sweet his nicknames are for them, Raph would actually calm down & tell them what made him so angry which surprised everyone including Master Splinter after he met them, how gentle he is to them when they hug him, his solution when they're upset, he has a soft spot for children, his brothers won't stop teasing him about it XD, how affectionate his nicknames are for them, Donnie grins & tells them about his latest invention whenever they visit his lair, how they help each other, his favourite thing to do with them, his brothers would notice how he thinks of his training is a bit different, he can only deny with a blush when Mikey teases him, Leo & Raph only chuckles when he finally notice them & ran into his lab, how endearing his nicknames are for them, what they would do together, he would teach them how to use a skateboard if they don't know how to, they would skate together if they know how to, he lost to Donnie because he thought about them, Master Splinter would scold him while the brothers would tease him, he would invite them to skate if they're still awake at night, and how cute his nicknames are for them. Thank you so much for doing my request because I love it so much :) Can I request now? Only if you don't mind of course!

AAAAAAAHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LOVING IT I REALLY POUR MY HEART OUT WHILE WRITING EVERY REQUEST, like after i receive the request i immediately start working with it like- i start working on it at midnight then finish it around the afternoon i think?— BUT ANYWAYS IM SO HAPPY U LOVED IT AND OF COURSE U CAN REQUEST FOR MORE but sadly i cant work some of the other request (includes yours) since i had a fever the other day and now a headache 😭 and i have like a lot of plans BUT AROUND WEEKDAYS I CAN START WORKING ON EVERY REQUEST

AHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LOVING ITTT So dont hesitate and go request for more!

stariealyssa out~!

#x reader #self insert #self-insert #tmnt #tmnt fandom #reader insert

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