#today 🖤

[conjuring-ghouls]

diva behavior

#today is my birthday and all i'm asking is for this man to show up at my door 😭🖤 #is that too much to want? #his eyes in this 👌🏻 #papa emeritus iv #copia #papa iv #papa 4 #popia #the band ghost #ghost band #cardinal copia #my gifs #eye contact

[theashenphoenix]

ADAM JENSEN • DEUS EX: MANKIND DIVIDED (2016)

#just something quick for his birthday today 💛🖤 #adam jensen #deus ex #deus ex mankind divided #dxmd #dxedit #gamingedit #dailygaming #mikaeled #refinedstorage #mydx #mygames #mystuff #flashing tw #still so sad at the news this IP has been abandoned #maybe one day we'll meet again 😭😭

[mx-metronome]

It’s International Asexual Day and I almost missed it, here’s a meme that’s been living in my phone for years now

#asexual #today we PARTY 🖤🩶🤍💜

[pngheavy]

#Kim Kitsuragi #Disco Elysium #disco elysium fanart #my art #🤎🖤🤍 #after work pic from yesterday #i have another deadline today oof im beat o(<

[glittxrghoul]

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#✨️ #the mood today #silly stupid sad shit #😋🖤

[serendippertyy]

they're totally getting eachother boo baskets 🙄🎃💗

#this is kinda sloppy im not all there today lmaoo but i wanted to finish it soo bad 😩 #THE SILLIES..🖤💜🖤💜 #good omens #good omens 2 #archangel gabriel #lord beelzebub #ineffable bureaucracy #my art

[conjuring-ghouls]

We're hiding here inside a dream and all our doubts are now destroyed (x)

#feeling a bit shitty today but made an effort to make these for you all cause i miss giffing 🖤 #and also because this man heals me like nothing else #i love him dearly #happy friday! #papa emeritus iv #copia #papa iv #popia #papa 4 #papa copia #the band ghost #ghost bc #ghost band #my gifs #he is

[eightyuh]

I like how there's just two types of people

1 - Glen is so cool omg wanna cherish him let the guy have his pride

2 - Glen is so cool omg wanna put him in a cage and feed him nuts or something

SO happy to hear you're deranged over him 🖤🖤

#ask #WICK'S END #glendale goodwyn #glen #gtwac #i'm p sure this is related to today's gtwac prompt? #either way BLESS U AHHH #it means so much u think he's cool AND a little creature ... #i feel so validated #😭🖤

[write-it-motherfuckers]

#stop the queue! #if you're seeing this then I've fucked something up. Please be patient while I unfuck it #thank 🖤 #ngl the sheer amount of cussing and activity going on amongst the service crew and the cops #who have abruptly returned today and are looking serious for once #has got me more than a little concerned #they literally blocked off part of the road this morning and everyone's just kind of warily watching them from indoors

[daz4i]

i think this is the most genuine emotion we've seen from nikolai ever. and the fact he seems unsure about how he's feeling, how it's seemingly contradicting, imo works really well with his character

he's all about saying things that contradict each other and imo, there is always some truth to both sides of what he says

so. here. i think some part of him was happy to be free of his only bond... but then it got overtaken with the part of him that realizes this bond wasn't. like. as constricting as he first thought

it seems that at the end of it all he somehow even WANTED to get that bond running deeper. imo, it was to feed both sides of him - the side that wants to be free can't actually prove his free will if they weren't that close in the first place, they barely interacted before, it's almost like killing any other person. on the other hand, he also genuinely likes fyodor and wants to be closer bc well. he is "perfectly sane". he is, underneath it all, still a person deep down, as much as he might hate that.

when fyodor threatens to take him out in the future he doesn't seem scared, but he also doesn't seem particularly excited i think? (or maybe that's just how he expresses his genuine, non-performative excitement, who knows.) at the same time, he also doesn't seem to want to kill him now, to follow him, like he's keeping it for that new game he was just promised

but then fyodor dies. and he won't get a chance to play it. and in a way, that takes from his freedom too, isn't it? his freedom to choose how his bond with fyodor will be. in a way, fyodor dying took away from his free will.

i truly believe nikolai is. maybe not selfish but certainly self-centered or self-serving enough to be sad over, and forgive me for this analogy, his toy getting broken. I'm certain he's also genuinely sad about his only friend dying, and so gruesomely too, but i wouldn't be surprised if at his core this is what makes him this sad. and i think that also leads to his conflicting emotions about fyodor's death

i also think that thing dazai pointed out about fyodor's lack of trust plays a part in nikolai's grief here. to him, fyodor is the only one who understood him, the only one who made him feel seen, and as far as we know the only person who was important to him. but he probably knew the feeling wasn't mutual. still, this was the nail in the coffin, confirming fyodor never saw him as a friend as well, not even as an ally.

i don't have an actual conclusion here, just speculation on nikolai's internal turmoil and how he might feel now. i really hope (and expect) we will see him again, and i wonder if this event will change anything about him.

i speculated in the past that his eye cover is a symbol of his bond with fyodor. and today, he took it off after fyodor died. i wonder, if the next time we see nikolai, he will still wear it or not (or possibly wear a new one). i guess we'll see!

#bungou stray dogs #fyolai #originally this post was just the first paragraph but then i started rambling in the tags #and as soon as i started i knew i won't be able to keep it short. and look at that! i was right 😭 #either way i hope you enjoy. i love him sm. I'm so glad we got to see him today 🖤 #bsd spoilers #dan rambles #i should be sleeping..... but nikolai is more important 🧐 #(<- was gonna wait for tomorrow to write a full analysis but lacks any patience)

[ann-chovi]

#🚂🖤💜🚑 #mari #warden ingo #pretend i managed to attach the mp3 for Please No Dadaist Poetry Beyond This Point (melancholy version) to this post #drawing gentle fluff of them is healing me today

[wejustvibing]

🌌.

#🖤🖤 #ima tell everyone this was today's paddock fit #lewis x tommy hilfiger #lewis hamilton #mercedes amg f1 #f1

[liyazaki]

pony scene analysis by ginuwine

love in the air | episode 6

#love in the air #love in the air the series #phayurain #phayu x rain #rainpayu #in today's edition of 'mor had a cursed idea & the internet encouraged it' #(encouraged = stood outside my tumblr window w/ a boombox blasting this song at me till i caved- MENACES 🖤) #boss chaikamon #noeul nuttarat #bossnoeul #thai bl #bl drama #asiandramanet #asianlgbtqdramas #mor gifs love in the air