#ty again aaaaa ;;v;

[boxwinebaddie]

Uh oh it’s my gremlin ass in your inbox again, anyway I had a thot.

Raven!Stan and Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes by FOB

Specifically the line “I’d promise you anything for another shot at life”

Uhhhhhhh that is all queen ty for ur time (ily take care of urself you deserve all the happiness in the realm)

oh noooooooo riley in my ask box agaiiiiiiiiin how awful how horrible

sahdsadlkda AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

listen bitch!!!! i sprinted to answer this ask because it singlehandedly threw me into a fallout boy renaissance oh my god!

this is really long i went on a very crazy tangent and started badly describing a v dramatic v upsetting flashback u can all skip this lmao

raven!stan is soooooo disloyal order of the water buffaloes like okay "i'd promise you anything for another shot at life" is so AAAA like my son was robbed of everything i just! urGH! give my boy his life back!!!

also "detox just to retox"?????? is so real..."imperfect boys with their perfect boys // nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy" ISSSSSS SOOOOO CRIMSON DAWN CODED IM!!!!

also also ALSO "i'm half doomed and you're semi sweet" is so stan and kyle in every fucking universe gonna rip the skin off my face

okay...let me just...it's actually so funny that you sent me this about fallout boy because when i was developing a lot of ravenstan's backstory and gen rockstar stuff i religiously listened to 27 by fob.

if home is where the heart is then were all just fucked!!!! I WANT IT SO BAD I SHOOT THE SUNSHINE INTO MY VEINS I CANT REMEMBER THE GOOD OLD DAYS!!! my mind is a safe and if i keep it then we all get rich!!! DOING LINES OF DUST AND SWEAT OFF LAST NIGHTS STAGE JUST TO FEEL LIKE YOOOOOU!!! AAAAA

like raven is SO 27 by fob skhdlahd in this essay i will!

so this is weird lore backstory but bear with me, okay?

kenny and stan are close in all my fics which is like my favorite thing ever but they are SUPER CLOSE IN RM! ive said this like 5 bajillion times but i love them their dynamic its special and very dear to me ok

and i feel like they were really drunk one time at 18 just laying on the floor...and raven is just like "do you ever think about death?" which is hilarious because kenny is immortal so theyre just like "yeah...all the time" *drags their cigarette with a sad knowing smile :'((((*

and stans like "me too" *vodka shot* "do you ever think about when you're gonna die...like if you could choose" and kenny is like jfc rae bleak much but is probably like "idk dunno ill go when the universe gets bored of me...i could go anytime because i do whatever i want and live everyday like its my last....think of it like this: we're all stuck here and everyone's watching so you might as well give them a good show, right??? *long cigarette drag again*...but what about you?"

and raven just says "27." then explains that all the biggest rockstars and greatest musicians die at 27 and if he could choose he'd join the 27 club bc at least then his death would mean something. AAA IM

ok fuck suicide attempt tw AAAA I HATE IT HERE :/ </3

this is a lot im so sorry its dramatique af but also pls know if i write it as a flashback later i will be crying & throwing up the whole time

flash forward i think its like ravens 21st birthday and everyone is inside getting trashed on his birthday doing coke being degenerates breaking shit & d-list celebrity nobodies are flexing hard that they're at his big extravagant bday party aka the event of the year...but no one even knows hes Missing!!!!!!! NO! ONE! FUCKING!!!! CARES!!!!!!!!!

except kenny who just finds him on the roof of that big swanky building or even like the water generator so high up that its genuinely fucking terrifying and its really really bad like hes just on the edge like crying and laughing and swaying holding a big ass bottle of expensive champagne with his FACE on it slurring and singing happy birthday to himself and its the SADDEST most AWFUL sound in the world & uGH i want to cry my baby mY BABY!!!! MY!!!! BABY!!!!!!! :(((((

and kenny is PANICKING but theyre trying to be normal like theyre talking to someone with a hostage but the person holding the hostage is themselves WHICH IS SOOOOO UUUGH!!! and theyre like "raven raven i need you to get down...i hate my birthday too...you're having a bad night...just a bad night...its almost over ok its almost over baby...lets get out of here okay? but i need you to get DO--"

and hes just like "NO!!!! NO!!!!! you dont get it you dont FUCKING get it!!! it doesnt get better it gets fucking WORSE every day is bad bad bad BAD!!! it never stops IT NEVER ENDS!!!"

which is so sad and also ironic bc kenny is like "believe me I. Know." LIKE IMMORTAL KENNY LIVES THE WORST DAY OF THEIR LIFE EVERY DAY and is just like "but you Dont want to do this, trust me"

and raven is just like shaking and screaming snot and tears and champagne and eyeliner and blood in his mouth like "no i think i do I THINK I FUCKING DO!!!! you're the one who said if everyones watching might as well give them a good show right?! RIGHT?!"

FUuUuUUCK

and cups his hands over his lips swinging & shouting!!!!! WELL HEY!!! HEY EVERYONE HEY EVERYONE LOOK LOOOK LOOK!!!!! HEY TMZ EXTRA EXTRA READ ALL ABOUT IT FOR THE LAST FKN TIME!!!

& its raining so he prolly almost slips its so...that man is not mentally or physically stable its SO FUCKING SCARY kennys heart is RACING like "take my hand!!! just take my HAND we can Talk about it!!! I LOVE YOU BRO! DO NOT LEAVE ME HERE I CANNOT DO THIS ALONE."

and ravens just like drinking and spiraling drinking spiraling, seriously wavering having a panic attack and a ptsd episode hysterical and fucking inconsolable backing away from kenny closer and closer to ledge like "i'm sorry i'm sorry IM SORRY i'm hideous i'm HIDEOUS everyone keeps looking at me EVERYONE KEEPS TOUCHING ME i cant do this anymore im sorry im not strong like you ken im not strong ive never been strong not like you!!! Not. Like You. im sorry IM SO SORRY let me go!!! LETMEGOLETMEGOLETMEFUCKINGGO—”

but kenny grabs his arm or leg RIGHT before he goes straight over the side JUST in time & is like "you CAN do this!!! you ARE strong i--"

.....and just says "27"

and ravenstan is like "h-huh?"

and kenny is like "you said you wanted to die at 27. like kurt cobain, right??!! so DIE at 27, okay, raven? die at TWENTY FUCKING SEVEN for all i FUCKING CARE but give me six more years!!!! give me six more years and then when you're twenty seven you can decide whether you want to live or die, but until then you owe me SIX. FUCKING. YEARS, you son of a bitch!!! and if you stay ill stay if you go ill go. your life is my life. a life for a life. now…do we have a deal?"

and ravens like "kenny, i-i dont" and theyre like grim reaper mode like "DO. WE. HAVE. A. DEAL?" and stan u know makes th deal with the devil climbs down they hug and cry a lot its beautiful its awful AAA

so ravens stuck here...is he happy about it....no....but hes here 4 kenny...( also for jimmy and the ex cd guitarist those are his boys ) but thats not gonna stop him from getting extremely close 2 dying and destroying his body w/ alcohol...thats his loophole....FML dude :/

TADA!!! ahdslkhda

also: mun fun fact....i was ( still am ) and MASSIVE infinity on high GIRLIE!!!!! like if i even hear hum hallelujah or bang on the doldrums i will SHAKE SOME ASS the white mom chokehold that album has on me is RIDICULOUS

me: falling to my knees in the grocery store when i accidentally hit shuffle on my spotify open mouth sobbing and screaming

IIIII CAST A SPELL OVER THE WESTTT TO MAKE YOU THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK OF MEEEEEE THE SAAAAME WAY I THINK OF YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU

oh my god i could go on and on

( also golden is very ravenstan coded just about him being a celebrity trying to make everyone happy but also his music being controversial and moms pulling their kids away from him like he is evil and because hes just a like a bad role model and a gnarly alcoholc CRYING....

but its also jersey!kyle because he was so full of promise and had so much potential but than also got serious ptsd and went kind of insane because of stan "dying" and just became this basketcase freakshow that everyone is scared is going to snap at any second and is this absolutely fucking menace and AAAAA )

ok im done now but i had so much to say

-uncle nina on her fob wine box soap box

#hi sorry that was unhinged #also enjoy my free traumatic flashback #if this sounds incoherent and crazy its the cab sav i am drinking #everyone say hi jersey #anyways working on rm4 i do hope its out within the week but it could be next week #theres so many more fob songs i could drop but the plot needs to develop ill reblog this post as we dive deeper #BUT YEAH #DOOWB IS VERY RAVENSTAN #and yeah....27....i swear to god #stan in rm makes me soooooooooo sad i want to cry #he is my beautiful beautiful beautiful boy i love him so much #i can’t math on the box wine so i can’t remember if kyle and stan are 21 or 22 in rm #but either way it’s upsetting as fuck #kenny and stan also....i cry i cry i cry i love them i love them

[knightzp]

hi miki!! ty for ur compliments abt my art they mean lot to me aksnkjasfn ur too kind!! i meant to say this a while ago (but i keep forgetting)... i read the first chapter of ur fic 'false steps' and i love the concept sm!! never danced myself but i rlly Felt how strict killua was w himself and loved how cheeky/oblivious gon was... it fit rlly well. and gon being a hip-hop dancer vs killua being a ballet dancer is a neat idea i like that a lot!! (: ill let u know when i read more but ah i love ur writing style its v sweet !! i wanted to ask how u came up w the idea? (i read that u did ballet for a bit when u were young ?) i used to love reading books abt ballet dancers so i srsly rlly love it!

HI TŪĪII aaa yes ofc i really like your artstyle and always love to see your art when you post it!! that xiao drawing was really so beautiful!!!

and ALDKSKSKKS omg you read it !!!!! im so happy you liked the first chapter and aaaaa tysm for all your compliments abt the concept and my writing style it really means a huge lot <333

abt your question, ive always loved dancing! yes as you read i did ballet for a couple of years when i was 5-6 (very young so nothing too serious but still) and then i went to a few dancing academies too during elementary school (again, nothing serious, half the time we were just a bunch of kids fooling around). i stopped there bc i didnt have a lot of free time during middle and high school but i would have loved to continue.... still during that time i spent a lot of free time making up choreographies with friends for fun and playing 'just dance' games on the wii lolll. now i dont really dance anymore, bc even if i miss it at times im just too physically tired most of the time :')

so yeah as a result i love reading dancing AUs!! but when i searched for killugon dancing AUs i found there were none, or if there were it was just one or two very short fics, so if no one wrote what i wanted to read guessed i had to write it myself! i soon came up with the plot too, since i thought it fit the characters a lot and especially in killuas case i thought his family background of traditional mindset and strict dancing based on pure technique paralleled very well his situation with his family as assassins in canon, so i wanted to explore that too

again ! im soso happy to read that you like the premise of my fic and i hope you like the rest of it too!! and yess please tell me your thoughts as you read it, id love to know them!! 💜

#ask #mutuals 💜

[kiryoutann]

LATEST CHAPTERR MY THEORY — SUMERU, DIVINE TReE, PLAGUE OHH NOO SPIDEY SENSES R TINGLING (I’m probably wrong with this theory but I have a feeling) I JUST GOT BETTER FROM MY FLU

AJAX GONNA FIND THIS TREE WHEN SHES V CLOSE TO DEATH ISNT HE??— AAAAA MY POOR BBG IS EXHAUSTED NOW SHES GONNA BE SUFFERING FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG WHEN THE PLAGUE HITS HER 😭 I cannot handle being sick, I was just a lump on my bed during this week crying in isolation because of the joint aches and shivering sm

ANYWAYS I’m so glad he’s not letting her wear those godforsaken high heels when they aren’t even seen in the public eye —it’s been hurting her so much.. but my baby just wants to rest waaaaa she really thinks so little of herself when the nice spice lady was complimenting us, please be kinder to yourself sjhds move out of the way Ajax … acting all proud (jk I love uuu don’t leave) but boy should’ve always remind her daily how beautiful she is 😤💗

TYTY FOR THE UPDATE IM GOING TO BE IN GREAT ANTICIPATION FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN! READING THIS SERIES LITERALLY MAKES MY ENTIRE DAY 💗🥰 HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT AND STAY HEALTHY AND SAFE! I READ THIS CHAPTER ALMOST THE SECOND U POST BUT COULDNF TALK ABOUT IT UNTIL I HAD TIME! TYTY AGAIN💗❤️💕💕

SPIDEY SENSES—!!!!!!

yeS YES ajax is slowly stepping up his game!!

AND TY FOR EXPRESSING YOUR THOUGHTS!!! I CANT WAIT TO SHARE MORE WITH U AND TYTY FOR READING! hope u have a great day or night AND PLS STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY AND WISHING U A GREAT WEEK AHEAD<3<3

#☁︎ — ABOUT BETWEEN KISSES

[sttoru]

Hello, Anya!! ♡ How are you? I feel so bad, even if you're patiently waiting for me. (◞‸◟) I'm a lot better now, thank you!!◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜And I hope you are, too. <333 You're always so sweet, I don't even know how to respond.

My jjk favourites are Yuji, Megumi, Nobara and Satoru heheh. But I really like many many others!! The following arcs are going to hurt (I'm not a manga reader, but I... know (v_v)), but I'm still excited!! (•̀ ᗜ •́ ) Yeah, the movie was great and entertaining, I was just surprised hahaha!! (>ᴗ<)

My parents have been trying to find a solution for the ants, but nothing seems to work... I hope we figure something out soon, I've had enough of insects. "( - ⌓ - )

Update on the ecological bird park trip: I went there with my family yesterday and it was amazing, the birds are so beautiful (there were some very cute bunnies too) and it was very worth it!! ^_^ I really enjoyed my day and I really want to visit it again soon. <3

I missed you more, there isn't a day that goes by without me thinking of you and hoping life hasn't been too hard for you. ♡(ᴖ̈) You better take care of yourself all the same and stay well. (It's pretty much always hot where I live, but I went to see my doctors and I'm taking my vitamins and following their health suggestions, so I'll probably be doing even better soon!!)

Ps: happy 3k!!! ♡ You have the best ideas and I love the way you always treat everyone with respect and kindness. <33333

Pps: your new theme :cc (I adore it)!!

- ☀️

HAIII IM SORRY FOR BEING LATEE T_T i was contemplating on how to respond for days and every time im like ‘oh ok got it, im gonna respond now’ i get distracted and forget about it 😭😭 ILY TY FOR BEING PATIENT W ME TOO MWAH

ur favs aaaaa i expected u to be a megumi girlie kind of tbhhhh hhehehe but damn not the ants still stalking u :/ i hope they disappear from ur house soon enough ewewew

THE PARK TRIP SOUNDS SO CUTEEEE im glad u had funnnn!!! it must be a while ago for u now since sending the ask but i still hope u enjoyed that day & also made v fun memories kisskiss

BUT PLEASE BAEE stay safe & healthy ☹️ take ur vitamins and follow the doctors’ advice ! i wish u nothing but the best in life & want u to stay happy no matter what ilysmmmm

#sttoru responds. #BLESS U BBY BLESS U #ithank u for the compliments im hugging u digitally #KISSKISS

[kaelily]

Hi hi again, I'm the childhood friends to lovers with kaeya selfshipper 🤭 y'see, that trope just has been my favourite since forever 🥺 though I'm probably biased because my first love is from childhood as well and to this day I have this sense of longing of what could've been and so I might be projecting a lot in a way that my fave ships are almost always childhood friends to lovers XD I was going to share more about my selfship hcs but I got shy and unsure considering how unoriginal it might sound due to how similar it is to the fic I mentioned (ノv`*)

-- which of course I'd be more than happy to share!!! But also you might have read it already since it's so popular? XD

It's called Paradoxical by kaientai ➜ https://archiveofourown.org/works/26914507/chapters/65679643

I just think all kaeya lovers (esp those who selfship with kaeya) should read it, so enjoy!! (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

By the way, can I be Violet anon? Hehe. I love your blog so much, and I never had the courage to interact until you made that post about selfship, then I thought I should give it a shot, since you seem like a fun person to talk to! 👉👈

hi again nonnie <33

AAAAA childhood friends to lovers is also one of my favorite tropes and im glad you agree with me !! the amount of mutual pining that could happen yk...

feel free to share any self-ship hcs you have btw bc this blog is a safe space for self-shippers <33

i'll def check out the fic when i have the time, ty so much for letting me know !!

ofc you can be the violet anon and im very happy that you love my blog !! casual interactions are always welcome here so feel free to pop in for a chat anytime nonnie !! ty so much for the ask and have a great day/night <33

its bedtime for me rn so def goodnight nonnie !!

#lily gets an ask #lily's lovely anons #violet nonnie

[astrxealis]

HELO APOLLO havent been in here for a while yet </3 but as others have said and stated!!!! ur nor chained to the fandom so dont feel like u have to be in the fandom so ur mutuals wont leave u!!! ik what u feel when ur writing for a fandom and suddenly that spark of interest for it suddenly just dims completely and you're left wondering what to do jwjsksj TT

i always remember feeling lost everytime i lose interest in something but always remember that your mutuals are something u won't lose just because of that!! im not sure if i read the post correctly and its 3am meaning i shld be sleeping but instesd im hanging out in my drafts collecting dust BUT I HOPE U KNOW UR DIFFERENCE IN INTERESTS SHLDNT BE WHAT MAKES U STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE

anyway HUGS FOR U AND SLEEO SOON BECAISE OMG ITS SO LATE I'll hsad to bed now too because ngl im feeling v dizzy BUT I STILL WANTED TO SEND U TJIS NOW AND NOT TOMORROW WHEN I WAKe UP SO HUGSSS OF COMFORT ARE BEING SENT UR WAY GOODNIGHT ILYYY MWA MWA /P

AINNN HELLO!! honestly it doesn't rlly seem like it dw WHEEZE i haven't been too active on tumblr again yes ?? >_< ^^ aaa thank you so much :(( yeah!! sometimes that Spark just kinda. yeah. TwT & w who i am like as a person it's rlly <//3 w that

DWDW you did read the post correctly!! and YES by the time i'm answering this almost an hour after i hope you are well rested in bed >:( but :O yeah fr ,, i'll try to rmbr that! T___T

TY FOR HUGS... returning them Very Much bcs srs i'm really thankful :( HVE A GOOD REST!! and i hope you feel better in the morning yes HGBSJG AND PLS IT'S NP BUT i'm rlly grateful to u (all) aaaaa mwah ilyt T^T <33

#⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚ #— ainya! ♡ #tbh . I DON'T WANT TO. be too personal as in like yeah yeah but i often lose friends and not even for a real reason ;; #i blame my school partly for that and i have hyperfixations and all so. T___T and my main best friends r literally from like. grade school #and we're not too similar in interests that much anymore tho iAAAAA IDK WHERE I'M GOING W THIS BUT YEAH. ik tht wtvr Tht is well <//3 #if it makes sense i try to absorb information and wtvr but it's kinda hard to let it rlly get in there T______T SO YEAH. i hope tht changes #i think i'm talking a lot bcs it's rlly early in the morning. blinks. i hope it's not Too much tho if that makes sense HGBSDJH ??

[restinpeacesensei]

@vashtijoy idk if you saw i gave you this on twitter;; i was going to drop it here without a caption but then i saw the ova and im...;;;;;;; im just having so many flashbacks to everything starting three entire years ago and when i drew the comic abt the pretty boy contest which i was terrified to post and was when my emotional investment rly got deep.... and i remember your tags on that and all the aftermath and.... the other incidents too and the hedgehog hammocks ..i loved it so much when you said he could put the handkerchief in his bra like omg you remembered, that made my entire day and so many after that;;;;;; and when you said it looked like a giant pompom being born i was so happy;;;;; i just kind of laid in bed the next day sort of in a haze thinking abt it bc it reminded me i was told ppl were happy when i was born and im sobbing rn

just.. all your tags are so wonderful and im so grateful and so many times ive sat there thinking about them the whole day after posting;;;;; you know your tags have inspired a significant amount of the art on this blog..... and im so grateful for all the times you replied with concern whenever there was a sad picture, it made me feel so cared about and im sitting here crying thank you for looking out for me...;;;;;;;; thank you for caring about my akoyas im so grateful;;;;;;;

((anyone else who just wants to reblog the pic can delete this caption honestly everyone else pls delete this caption this is embarrassing))

#boueibu #atsushi kinugawa #kusatsu kinshirou #kinatsu #my art #ty for being there for non-canon related pretty star angst omg you are so sweet to respond ahhh;;; im so glad it's pretty ;;; #hugs you too thank you so much;;;;; <3333 ty i will put this in a tall bottle with my collection of other long hearts #thank you for saying poor kinchan and im srry i actually had to go back and edit it bc it wasnt fair to only make it abt kinchan---;;;;; #and im happy the other picture looks safe and comforting and floof;;;;; h-he'll be safe with everyone protecting him i hope akvbdfjdsg;;;;; #pigspeetsandhooflikefeets WAAA THANK YOU FOR YOUR TAGS i love how you end things with an -ie makes them sound so cute !!! >///< #IM SO HAPPY YOU NOTICED THE FRILLY PILLOW CASE THANK YOU!!! ;;W;; it's a compliment to be almost as frilly as him!!! #ofc he would want it to be!!! and OMG a giant piece of cotton candy that's the perfect description i love it so much!!! XD #i love the suggestion of fluffy sockies omg yes it would keep him perfectly warm for winter!! and be like walking on clouds ;;U;; #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CALLING HIM A SWEETHEART he would be so honored to have his drawing on the fridge!! ;;w;; #it probably has a lot of them on it but im sure theres space ;;v;; and thank you so much for such lovely compliments on his outfit too!! ;w; #silvormoon aaa thank you so much for your description!! i love thinking of it like he just flopped into bed and his hair is still puffed up! #that gives such a lovely story to it omg ;---; im so happy it looks soft and fluffy too thank you!! #kittypleasance aaaaa thank you so much for your tags im sobbing too!! im happy to see you again thank you im so glad you like it!!! \T--T/ #mostlikelytofangirl WAAA welcome back and thank you for always protecting the fluffy angel!!!! tysm for telling him it will be ok!! ;___; #i always appreciate your tags so much you always find such sweet things to say and you're such a joy to have around;; #mercysorrows thank you so much for calling him most floofy precious angel!! this is a very high honor among such angels!! \T///T/ #POKEMON-FANATIC-KITT AAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUCH KIND AND SWEET TAGS;;;; i really appreciate such kind words waaa;;; #it means so much to me that you would say it makes you happy even if the subject isnt a;fbvsgh im really really grateful;; ;/////; #AND THANK YOU FOR GETTING SO EXCITED I WAS SO HAPPY YOU THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY!!! T---T #maddmaydoodles WAAAA thank you so much for writing out such a careful and thoughtful plan of what to do omg !!! ;;/////;; #i love how you walked him very kindly through all the steps of what to do and omg thank you so much for the stylish cloak omggg ;___; #thank you so much for your help and care always im sure everything will be all right >/////< thank you so much!!! <333 #j-ellyfish AAAA ADORABLE i love how you called akoya a squishy doll creature!!! OMG THAT AU WOULD BE SO CUTE;; are my irl akoyas like this;; #beauty-egoism AHHH I LOVE THAT YOU CALLED HIM THE POSITIVITY VIBE TINY AKOYA!!! i would love for him to be reblogged to spread happiness!! #thatlittledandere; ironpaladont; j-ellyfish srry out of space but WAAAA TYSM FOR YOUR LONG THOUGHTFUL TAGS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!;; T---T

[versadies]

AAAAA hello to you once again, I still have something more to say!

So I have let a friend of mine read the Albedo fic idea + made them listen to Mona Lisa for extra feel of the context.

This song, "An Art Gallery Could Never Be As Unique As You" by mrld, popped in their recommendations after listening to Mxmtoon's "Mona Lisa!" This gives me the idea that this song could be from Albedo's POV, for the Mona Lisa one is for the reader's POV.

Hehe, that is all! :D

Also, I'm not sure if this is alright, but I hope to everyone who will write a fic inspired by this idea,,,, I hope I could get some credit for it^^

Thank you~♪

Here is the link btw:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjHJjjlubmE

– Sincerely, 🍰.

AS YOU SHOULDDDD your friend better like the song 🤨🤨🤨🤌🤌🤌

and goodness i can already imagine the whole scenario with the song you sent w/ mona lisa !!! i dont listen to these types of songs since its not my cup of tea but i like this a lot, ty for showing me such an amazing song :DDD

ofc it’s alright to make people credit you for your idea since you have the right to do so, i hope to see those who decided to make a fic out of it credit u <333

#— ( penpal anon 🍰 )

[amjustagirl]

helloo lovely nikki jie ik it's already a few days into 2022 oops haha but i wanted to drop by and write you a proper message aaaaa

happy new year nikki jie!! i dont think i could ever express fully just how thankful i am to know you <3 youre always so sweet and kind and funny and i appreciate so much how youre willing to talk about topics that might make most people uncomfortable and how you always give the best advice to whoever needs it and im soso grateful for your presence here

ik ive only been talking to you here for a few months but sincerely thank you for always listening and always replying my way too long asks; chatting with you, reading your works and even just seeing you on the dash never fail to make my days a little brighter

on that note, thank you for sharing your fics with us!! youre seriously such an incredible writer and i admire how much work you put into your fics and youre soso good at showing that people are flawed but still loveable, that relationships are not easy but love is choosing each other over and over again, that no matter what age anyone can learn and grow and become better people

i will always love how you write such amazing and strong mcs for your fics and you characterise the hq boys soso well but they still mess up and have to work to earn mc's forgiveness and it always feels soo realistic and every single emotion feels soso real

this was a little all over the place haha SORRY but tldr ty for making my 2021 brighter with your kind words and wonderful works; i hope with all my heart that 2022 will treat you well and bring you as much happiness as youve given all of us here (and happy anniversary to you and mr nikki too!!)

helloo ann meimei!

please i'm thankful for your presence here (as you may have seen in my v sappy dedication to you). it's an honour that you (and so many others) trust me with your problems and feelings, and i've always found it lovely that you share your life with me, no matter how mundane. it's nice to connect with others, isn't it? especially in a time like this.

as for my fics - yeah i think it's really a reflection of my thoughts on things. that relationships are difficult but so rewarding, people aren't perfect - they have flaws but are still worthy of love, and love is hard but worth it in the end. and my characters - i've always wanted to write women with strength, maybe expressed in different ways, but i want them to have personalities and dreams and goals of their own, and im glad you enjoy that too. and women supporting women! that's such a key principle of mine to write, at least in my own work.

and thank you for your love and generosity to my writing. writers wouldn't be what we are without our readers, and your feedback and support has pushed me to greater heights. it's made me want to write more, write better, push myself further and i thank you too. i hope the year is kind to you, i hope school is good to you, and i wish you nothing but the best, dearest <3

happy new year!

#Nikki chats! #ann<3

[lily-penny]

Top 10 favorite Gwent art

because this is so fun to do. Ty @thirstyforred​ for the idea

[okay so when i started this list it was 70% akreon 30% Lorenzo, so i will just put ONE (1) piece from each of them (I’ll still list all my fav works from them below :D)]

10. Pickpocket by Maciej Łaszkiewicz

There’s something so mesmerizing about this one. My eyes are always drawn to it in the deck builder. Looking at it just gives a weird Emotion (tm) (5% of which is probably being Creeped Out, but i still like it, i just can’t really explain why?)

9. Axel Three-Eyes by Oleksandr Kozachenko

I like the color palette and lighting idk :> (look, there’s a cute bone talisman tied to the top branch). It’s nice to stare at.

8. Spores by Katarzyna Redesiuk

This is so calming? Good wallpaper tbh. I’d love to have a giant print of this up in my room. (The background does feel like a stock photo tho ngl but i still like it.)

7. Hunting Pack by Kevin Zamir Goeke

The Vibe (tm) Rainy day feels. I think there’s a specific art word for the Style this gives off but I don’t know it. The card kind of pops out compared to other gwent arts, dunno why. At first, I thought this was Lorenzo’s work just because it felt kind of classic painter-y 

6. Jacques de Aldersberg by Bryan Sola

Honestly, on its own it’s just really nice art BUT the PREMIUM VERSION!! is just on a whole other level (half the reason i want to break devotion is for him to stay at stage 2 tbh).

5. Circle of Life by Oleksandr Kozachenko

skeletons and flowers what can i say i am basic. I love the premium version of this because the effects are subtle. the little purple flowers and mushrooms are just *chef’s kiss* Again, would love a giant print of this.

4. Nivellen by Alexandre Mokhov

Look at this!! it’s so bright and fun and ridiculous and it looks like it’s from a fairytale. I love how that guy’s face is drawn. I don’t know what color palette this is but I’m pretty sure this is gwent’s closest card to pastel. i l o v e it 

(here’s to hoping movement st would make this card see more play)

3. Iris: Shade by Lorenzo Mastroianni

This one looks like it’s on the other side of the spectrum but i still love it. Lorenzo’s pieces just feel so classic? IT’S GOOD. All his works are amazing. I want an actual framed painting for all of it.

here’s other stuff by him which i loveee: Siegfried of Denesle, Heymaey Herbalist, Morvudd, Renew, Sigi Reuven

2. Passiflora by Astor Alexander 

I just love how there’s so much going on here. Astor is really good at telling stories in his pieces, like there’s a lot of cool mini scenes and details within the art! Nice colors :>

other stuff from him that I like: Ludovicus Brunenbaum, Feign Death

1. Corrupted Flaminica by Anna Podedworna

AAAAA HERE IT IS! IT’S ANNA I LOVE HER ART. I just like this one in particular because of the colors, the pop of red looks so good. She’s 100% my favorite artist in gwent, if i didn’t care about variety this list might’ve been 100% anna’s works. I just love how you could just “jump into” her art and it’s like you’re there in that scene, my escapist ass loves that shit. But also the DETAIL she puts on her works it’s just in another dimension. I wonder if she uses CG? It doesn’t really matter, I always just love staring at her art.

Other cards from her that i LOVE:

Dana Méadbh  !!! Phoenix Fauve   !!!! Heymaey flaminica Iris von everec Forbidden magic Glustyworp Xarthisius Yennefer of Vengerberg Iorveth’s gambit

and some honorable mentions that are pretty nice but top 10 lists can only have 10 cards: Crimson Curse, Payday, Milton de Peyrac-Peyran, Ithlinne Aegli, Regis (❤❤❤)

#gwent #im pretty sure i missed more cards but IM DONE #personal

[aresrl]

I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

#genshin request #genshin matchups #genshin #genshin impact

[fluttershys-lament]

How long have you been drawing for? Your art is really good.

AAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭

seriously that's so nice ty and I love you aaa

Well um, answering your question::

I've been drawing all my life! well, at least that's what my mum told me djwkdbkw. But yeah, I remember drawing since I was v little

I still have so much to improve tho dkwkdn

I think that most stuff I learned it myself? Like self taught??? Yeah that.

Well, I also learned a bit from other artists I used to look up to (they didn't do tutorials, I just saw their drawings or how they did X in Paint Tool Sai and then tried to imitate it), had some classes (for a few months or weeks tho dkwkdn), aaand watched a few tutorials ("few" because i get distracted with other vids, oop-)

I still have so much to improve tho jsjs

But thank you sm again!!

#ask #;0;; #i remember reading something about that it ''doesnt really matter if you've been drawing all your life or not'' #like #that's not needed to be ''professional'' or ''good'' artist? #ok im really bad at explaining or just saying that kinda stuff but #im pretty sure other ppl know how to say it #anyways #thank you!!!!

[yandere--stuck]

OHDHJGHFJFFV THANKS FOR YOUR NICE WORDS I????? IT MADE ME V HAPPY!!!! I’ve been following you for a whiiiile now and I really love your writing as well :D!! 💖💖💖 im just a fool ty,,, it was pretty fun so if i ever write smth for ac again would u like me to submit again?? 👀 -destiny

Aaaaa it's no problem!! And thank you, as well!! 💚💚💚

And of course!! I'd absolutely love to read more of your work!! But, don't feel the need to rush and remember to take breaks and not to force yourself! Writing should be fun! ^^

[freshocto]

ok I’ve thought this for awhile now, & I feel like I should tell you! I really love your art style!! ;v; It’s bright, colorful, fun, & dynamic, but still really smooth... I’m not great at describing, but it’s goals for me... and as a fellow splat lover I adore the way you draw squid kids too 🥺 your interpretation of their ink texture/tentacles is really pleasing, and also their ears?? Idk what it is about em but it’s GOOD! 💖 I get excited when I see you on my dash :’) ty for sharing ur work!!

aaaAA thank you so much!! ;-; you’re so fcukin sweet omg i can’t

but also!! thank you again because you always leave super cute tags whenever you reblog!! i die every time ahdhdhdhhd

[cutesyangelmoved]

On anon so I don’t upset you but godd I am so sorry I entirely forgot ;; please do unfollow for ur own health just chat w me on my IRL blog nd I’ll let you know when I change themes on main again…. I am v sorry /gen

- Ajax

aaaaa its fine yeah. i’ll unfollow ur main ty for not making me say it to you lmao

#as i keep saying i can usually handle it but my week has been ! so bad and im v stressed and shes just. i cant handle her rn #i’ll be sure to chat on irl blog tho ! #del don’t look

[soft-paws]

81, 82, 85, 118

81: My 5 top blogs on tumblr

Honestly i dont want to be selective, every blog I follow is because I love their content, the owner and stuff. But if I need to choose (they are not in order): @gigi00th very cute artstyle, and someone I can always count for ask gay commissions. Also very friendly. If someone hurts her im gonna punch. @evilxmaster yeeee another good blog, if you are searching for some shitpost, memes, gay stuff and most important, PP’s, that blog is for you. They have a great style and I wish people know more them tbh. They are very friendly and kind, again, if someone hurts them, ill punch.@tynen-nalo very good blog in my opinion. Besided we don’t interact too much rn, i kinda consider him like a good friend. Very friendly and if you want to rp stuff with him, go for it! He also has very cute characters, give them more love please!@the-red-tempest aaaaa i cant forget them They are the reason why i started rping on Tumblr. Love their Kennen so fucking much and i swear to god if you ever hurt him im going to report you and call your mom. Very friendly, lovely mun, i love them so much even if we dont interact so much rn, but srly go and talk to them, you will not regret it! (Ps: make them draw more Kennen beanies from my part ty)@0megasquadveigar you are actually dead with this blog i wish you used it more ahskdjdkf but i like your muse and how you write in general, even if you say you are not good, you know i will not say that. Also you are very kind and friendly when it means to talk about gay stuff hmm. You are really nice for me and im afraid that im not very nice for you ahaha (im a bad influence and a sad bag of potatoes *cries*)

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

“I’m gay”

and i will not regret it.

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

Only one? Because i got anxious with any question people ask lmao

But I think I would be afraid if someone I like, asks me who I like, or has a crush on, i would probably die bc of course iS YOU MOTHERFUCKER WHY U ARE ASKING ME THIS AAAA (ps. The last thing is just an expression lmao)

Yeah i would literally die there ahskdbdkdn im kinda shy with this things and it makes me anxious when i talk, also depressed if I see that person prefering someone else when im giving them all my attention aaa (and trust me, i dont do that to anyone lmao) it happened me a lot, but oh well im used to feel unloved so no problem 👌🏻

*rip my heart*

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

Who in the entire world wANTS TO KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I WATCH TV? >:VI guess no, im more on the PC drawing stuff or probably watching memes. NEXT TIME ASK SOMETHING MORE DANGEROUS, CHALLENGE ME BIT– *slapped and banned*Jk ily

I hope this answer your questions, now, im going to die *jumps off from a window*