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pandapupremade · 3 years

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raditz + kiss!! >:3

12: first kiss™

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ty for sending, sinag!! i had the first half of this actually drafted for a whiel for a different meme i lost track of sO

Raditz wasn't really the most romantic boyfriend. Rather, he was very...what's the word...Pushy? Aggressive? Violent...? Well, at least towards everyone he was not dating. Everyone except Tomae, then, he was violent towards. And a bit rough with Tomae, but one could imagine it was a little hard to do "gentle couple activities" with a man used to killing, not kissing....

It started when they were laying on the couch together in a rare gentle moment, Tomae laying on top of Raditz in the evening with his head on the latter's chest. Raditz had an arm wrapped around Tomae, a magazine in his other hand, and their tails were swaying in the occasional intertwining motion. Tomae was also partially reading the magazine alongside him, although...He seemed a little bored.

And there was a picture on one of the magazine articles that he was staring at specifically.

"Ditzy," Tomae's finger 'doodled' circles in Raditz' torso as he laid on it, "Um...I have a question, if that's okay..."

"Eh? What is it?"

Tomae didn't ask at first, and in fact went silent, prompting Raditz to shift and peer down at him. "...Tomae?"

"S-sorry, it's...Forget I asked."

"You didn't even ask."

"...How come we don't...do that?"

"...Do what?" At this, Tomae would lift his hand, avert his eyes, and point at the picture in the magazine - a picture of two people kissing. It was some advertisement about living well and prospering in fresh air without allergies. Raditz stared for a few moments.

"...Are you suggesting we buy this human product?" Great job Tomae, you confused him.

"No - uh -" Tomae became red. "What are the people in the picture doing?"

"...Fighting for dominance?"

"Wha - No, Ditzy!" Tomae sat up, glaring a little. "D...Do you not know what a kiss is?"

"Of course I do! I was kidding."

"I have to wonder..."

"What's that supposed to mean?" Raditz seemed a little offended, propping himself up onto his elbows. "Surely you don't take me to be as oblivious as Kakarot?"

"You two are brothers, so..." Tomae frowned, but awkwardly shifted to lie back down on him, prompting him to relax again as well. Once again Raditz rested his arm across his boyfriend's back.

"Hmph. That may be true, but he lacks intelligence." Still, he picked back up the magazine and looked at it again...Though his eyes trailed back to Tomae - who was still looking anywhere but at Raditz. "...Do you want to try it, then?"

At these words, Tomae jolted, finally looking at him out of pure surprise and embarrassment. "W-well...I've never...That is..." He didn't apparently think he'd get this far, and didn't know what to reply with. Raditz just kind of waited patiently, though he raised an eyebrow after a minute.

"You don't have t -" began the warrior, but Tomae's reply came in the form of cutting him off...with a kiss.

Now Raditz flushed, fingers dropping his magazine, eyes widening for a long moment...And then...closing like Tomae's had, pulling him closer. Tomae gently wrapped his arms around the buffer Saiyan's neck, and Raditz' other arm wrapped around Tomae too. And so they laid for what felt like an eternity, before it suddenly ended.

Although, the way it ended was abrupt and embarrassing. Gotta say, having one's first kiss interrupted with a family member cheerfully dropping in with a, "Hey guys, what's going on?" kind of question wasn't fun.

Damnit Goku.

#ok to reblog #kermitwriting #🌶️🐒 Monkey Man (Raditz)#🍅🐵 Tomae (Self Insert)#🌶️🍅 Veggie Tales (Ship)#🦧 Goku (Platonic)#ventisizedbard

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you-deserve-to-love-yourself · 3 years

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feel good asks: 6, 14, 17! :)

6: say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

Ooh thank you for asking this one :)

Physical:

1. I love love love my hair. It’s long and thick and reaches my waist. I spend a lot of time taking care of it, and it’s probably my favorite physical feature!

2. My body’s getting stronger. I might not be thin, but I do work out regularly and it’s so cool to see myself improving.

3. I’ve grown to love my (relatively) dark skin. I used to hate it and wish it were lighter because of colorism (and also classism in East Asia) but now when I look in the mirror, I see a pretty skin tone that needs no changing.

Non-physical:

1. The way I use words. I’m a writer, and I’ve done things I’m really proud of creativity-wise. And the way I use words in other ways, like on this blog. I love helping people and saying things that people need to hear. I also run a fandom blog, and I’m really proud of the metas I’ve written.

2. The way my mind works. Sometimes it really sucks being neurodivergent, especially in a capitalist society. But sometimes it’s cool when I process things differently and have insights that most people wouldn’t have.

3. How far I’ve come. If you asked me one year ago where I thought I’d be right now, I’d imagine something completely different. But honestly? There’s something empowering in accepting that I’m human and don’t have to be a shining star all the time. I’m slowly growing and recovering and it might be frustrating at times, but I’m happy with where I am in life.

14: favorite feel-good show?

Avatar: The Last Airbender! And I’m also currently hyperfixating on Fullmetal Alchemist.

17: fairy lights or LED lights?

Ooh they both look cool! I actually have fairy lights up in my room from last year, but I never got around to changing the batteries. 😂

If I had to choose one I’d go for fairy lights because they look softer and more fairylike.

Send me a soft ask!

#ask #ask game #ventisizedbard #aure speaks

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candyheartedchy · 3 years

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happy birthday chy!! love seeing your stuff and i hope your days have been better recently!! here's to more birthdays to come 🥳

Thank you!! My days have been a lot better lately so thank you!! 💖 And heck yeah to more birthdays!!!

#ventisizedbard #💌 letters 💌

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ofieugogyshz · 3 years

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🖊️🖊️ one for your husband and one for any of your kids!!

okay so the original meme is buried somewhere in my blog, but i very distinctly recall this one being something to do with favorite f/o quotes and talking/gushing about them?

even if it wasn’t that latter part, that’s what i’m doing, because i’ve had it on my mind for the last several times (”times for what?” shut up, language is all made up, i can unmake it if i damn well please.)

Unfortunately I won’t be able to answer for any of my kids, because I can’t think of anything of theirs that sticks out to me, after all this time this has been in my inbox. More importantly, this is already going to be a long post; I’m not about to make it longer.

Lance: "I never give up, no matter what. You must be the same?"

so.

This quote.... hits. A lot. Like, OHKO level. Handful of reasons for that but namely it all shifts down to timing.

(Head’s up, this is gonna be some heavy stuff, including depression, life frustrations, and parental death mention.)

The year is some fuckass year like 2011 or 2012, maybe even 2013. I’m pretty sure it was still the year that BW2 came out, or the spring quarter in the year right after. I’m in my college/university’s small food court, sitting in a quiet fume near the section that normally housed that college’s anime club that I could never quite integrate myself into as seamlessly as I could my community college’s anime club. Mostly on my part, as I was going through a lot at the time. I don’t even know if this was right before the calm of the storm or its aftermath, but it’s all a very shitty, shitty time for me.

I’m just trying to, very angrily, depressedly, distract myself from everything in my life at the time. College is already hard, but I like learning, I’m getting a BA in English, and I had a lot of fun at my community college, and could probably easily find friends here if I tried. There certainly were a few other people I ran into from high school. Even some classmates somehow managed to like me in some classes. I’m here by sheer luck of the financial draw, as FAFSA and my CalGrant level are both taking care of things like tuition and books, and I haven’t needed to get a job yet. Things, with regards to college, are going pretty well. I should be happy. Happy about that, at least.

Outside of that wonderful, fun, interesting and amazing bubble that was college? Life. My mom is dying. Maybe she’s already dead by this point; I don’t really remember, because I made it a point to rely on my shitty memory to get through that time and not have to remember every single day of those years. I’m not sure if I regret that, but it was the only coping tool I had available to me other than video games, since drugs and alcohol were not things I was interested in, even if I could have afforded it. Books were normally also an escape, but the downside of English Major is that you have to read so many large texts and sometimes dense stories, that you can’t really squeeze much fun reading in-between. If my mom died/was dying, I was having to prepare for moving on top of her death finally striking, after a long, slow battle with cancer that I knew she’d lose all along. (That’s an entirely different, albeit shorter, story). I didn’t want to move, was hoping I could stay, but I think, if this was after her death, I had to uproot my life for the first time. I had moved to a mobile home trailer park to live with an old woman who was very critical of some things and I just didn’t feel comfortable staying there for anything other than sleep or a shower. So I felt out of place, removed and detached from everything, because I had to uproot my entire life in a manner of days, because my dad had sold the house I grew up in, for reasons that felt entirely shitty at the time. And, maybe, a little shitty, but were somewhat good reasons, if they had been given or explained more properly (or from anyone other than my dad, aunt, and grandmother).

I kind of lost myself just now, so I’mma try this again. Mother, dead or dying. House, sold before I could move out, and forcibly moved out in a manner of days. Everything I’ve ever known for a, at the time, lukewarm but familiar life, taken from after years of expecting it, and hoping it’d be just a little bit later, just a little further on, when I could maybe financially support myself. Income? Nonexistent. Barely lucking out on tuition fees by only the good grace of my state’s grants, FAFSA, and going to two of the cheapest schools in the state and maybe the nation (at the time). So I’m just feeling shitty, pissy, angry, depressed, just, so much all at once, everything happening all at once, and I’m taking on extra units to make sure I graduate in a spring semester rather than take 2-3 classes and graduate in the fall of a sixth year. I’ve felt lied to about the time it takes to get a degree, and even though I’m the first in my family to actually do all of the education on time, it just sucks.

I’m trying to escape it. And what else do I turn to, but Pokemon?

And I’ve already beaten bw2 by this point, and I’m just trying to do the Champions Tournament, because I was a shameless fangirl and eager to fight against Lance. And win (Note: I did not win as often as I’d’ve liked in the PWT or was used to throughout normal gameplay). I’ve seen the phrase he says when you lose against him about 5 or 6 times now, so I know what it says. I know what he says. I’m forgetful, however, so while I’m sitting in that busy corner of the food court, fuming about life and existing and everything happening all at once, mindlessly pressing the A buttong while playing a game to escape it all for just a little bit until I can come back and deal, his words strike a chord within me for once, that it made me want to cry.

"I never give up, no matter what. You must be the same?"

Like, I think I had made his rp blog about this time, and I had used a variant of that quote as the sidebar header/quote. Maybe. But I knew that he said that, and it didn’t affect me those times before-- outside of general fangirling for getting to him. But at that moment, on that day, it just made me burst into tears that I had to close my ds and move away. Because I grew up on too much anime, too much power of friendship and hope and not ever giving up. Of course I was the same, or I had been for the longest time. But at that point, I was just so tired, I just wanted a break for so long already, that it cut me to the core.

It was like a reminder that, no matter how shitty things got, to not give up.

That’s why it’s my favorite quote of his. It means so much to me. He means a lot to me, but not nearly as much as this quote did at that moment.

#cw death mention #this is like the crux of my life story and basically the whole alluded to negative point between a unova and kalos trip #no i will not be talking further about the parental stuff outside of fics on here #and when it comes up in fic it's to be utilized as a coping and exploration method in order to move past it #sympathies for the death are also not needed as that's a whole shitass ocean's worth of issues that I don't feel like bringing to this blog #sympathies for all that bullshit that resulted *is* allowed #ventisizedbard #asks

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