#weve been together 12 years

[stonedopossums]

starting to panic abt the move. im under so much stress.

#.txt #its been coming for years. weve been planning it for years. but now its 4 months away and its reslly starting to set in #being in wa feels right. when we went in oct it was the most 'right' ive felt in years. #seeing the mountain felt right. being in the rainforest felt right. i felt like i was exactly where i was supposed to be for the first time #since i was a kid. i know this will be good for me. i just dont know how im going to handle such a big task. #i was 12 when we moved to mn so i didnt have to deal with any of the moving process besides packing my room #so this is really big for me and its super overwhelming and i just want to shut down #but i CANT #its such a huge mental task and i know its going to be super stressful but i dont have the capacity to fully actualize everything until its #really happening. i need to talk to a therapist i need someone else to make sense of all the shit going on right now #i need someone to just take the fucking wheel for ONCE and tell me everything is going to be okay but so far every single adult in my life #who ive talked to is telling me its a stupid idea and we wont make it and its going to fail #i need someone on my side for ONE MINUTE #for the love of god can i please just have an actual support system for five minutes #can someone please just actually fucking support me for once instead of talking bad about every fucking decision ive made in my adult life #can someone please just fucking be my parent for once. i want my mom. i want my mom to tell me everything is going to be okay. #vent #vent in tags #i am so close to a breakdown but i cant fucking afford one. this cant happen rigjt now i need to hold it together for a little bit longer. #just a little bit longer

[felidaefatigue]

i go on fb regularly nowadays because i discovered i can window shop marketplace as a form of 0 stakes dopamine retrieval and today it has told me my brother has sent me a friend request.

HAH.

#i deleted this man when i was like 12 #probably an exaggeration but still #around the time i found out him n his then fiance were trying for kids or planning too #he said somethin fucked abt hormone therapy and i was like hey bud if ur future kid is trans would u rather them get therapy or #kill themselves and full chest in front of his partner he said kill thenselves so #yknow #top notch sibling material #i do not speak to him #also when my partner came over once after we were officially datin and tried to say hi to my brother he didnt even respond #and like we were always completely civil with eachother cause we lived in the same house at the time so there was 0 reason for that #hes yet to actually speak to him #and weve been together what? like 3 years or something basically?

[nexttothelamp]

Damn I love my wife so much it might kill me

#dude when i have NOTHING #i never have nothing #because i always have T #she makes my life SO wonderful #and dont get me wrong; my wife is a goblin who i have actively had to teach how to love over the years 🤣 #but shes perfect. everything about her i wouldnt change a hair on her head #also turns out i have a body worship kink and thats perfect for a girl who needs SO much love #only took me a decade and a half to figure that out 🤣 #bro we've been together ALMOST 12 YEARS NOW #and been friends for 14 🤣❤️❤️❤️ #fuck. its so hard to live yunno? #like weve both got ptsd and we've worked our way through so much bullshit #abuse the death of her father being outed at the funeral #running from wv together to start a new life in the city #yunno she wrote her vows months before. i couldnt. i knew no matter what i tried to say it wouldnt be enough #not until i was there. i didnt know i could love her more everyday but i do #yunno as a kid i told myself no one could ever love me #but i ended up marrying my high school sweetheart? #she left a boy for me 🤣 #and that doesnt EVEN MATTER ANYMORE ITS BEEN A DECADE #sigh. im in a mood #just dropped her off at work and cuddled in the car shamelessly #its hard to even be away from her for 8 hours #and the craziest thing about it? she feels thw same way about me 🤣 #ive been so sick for over a year now #but T's always there. even when she cant be there she is. and i feel that #last night as we were going to bed #i remembered something horrific #she needed to get up early... but she still talked me down for an hour until i fell asleep in her arms #i. am so fucking lucky

[exculis]

i need to read something dramatically homosexual soon.

#all these webtoons are too tame. #ok youre gay but the biggest conflict in the entire thing is he forgot your birthday bc youve only been together a week but surprise! #he didnt ACTUALLY forget and everything is fine! #no. i need some crazy shit. #i need '12 years ago i killed your brother right in front of you and you forgot it all due to the trauma. #now we are like brothers and i live in fear that you will remember my true self. but now weve fallen for each other and it may be too late #for this to end with no hurt feelings.' #and even THAT is too tame

[sunstar121]

would you guys believe me if I said that I, as a lvl 10 fighter lvl 5 cleric did a collective 225 damage to a dragon over only two rounds

#chris.txt #so. just had the second last session (!) of a dnd campaign. weve been playinf this one for /2 years/ (started may 2020) #so. heres how this worked and came together. im a gunslinger and use a customized gun to fight #this gun is double-barreled allowing me to shoot two bullets per shot #i can shoot three times on my turn but aftwr three shots i have to reload(third shot is a bonus action ans it takes me a BA to reload) #i cast magic weapon on myself (+1 damage) our cleric cast holy weapon (2d8 radiant damage per bullet i shoot) #so i do 4d8+6 damage per hit (2d8+5 base) #first round of this i had to reload and then hit all of my shots (16d8+24). rolled a solid 100 damage #second round. again had to reload. hit all my shots and crit once. we do crit rules of doubling the dice of that attack #so. 20d8+24 for those attacks. 125 damage rolled #how much hp did the dragon have after my attacks? 5. cleric killed it with a first level guiding bolt #AND now we're lvl 18 (lvl 12 fighter lvl 6 cleric) so we can wreck EVEN MORE SHOP in our final battle!!!!

[dykendireckt]

OHHHHH i love my best friendddddd i was talking about my stereo and how excited i was to figure out the timer so i can set it to play at a certain time and she's like haha youre going back in time me: yeah i love it her: i know you do. as long as youre happy LIKE PLEASEEEEE

#were going to a concert tonight im so exicted to take the train together :-) i havent even turned 21 and weve been friends for almost #more than 12 years like #probably why people think were dating all the time

[munsonsprincess11111]

My fucking rockstar.

Rockstar eddie munson x reader

Summary: the paparazzi are all over Eddie and his new mysterious girlfriend that they've never seen. However they have seen her Eddie and her have just kept there relationship well hidden.

Laying in bed on Eddie's chest. His breathing is calm. His arm around your waist. And holding your hand. He has an award thing later and wants you to go. Are you anxious as this would be your first thing like this even though you've been dating for years before Eddie was even famous? Yes.

People recently discovered you as Eddie's girlfriend when someone saw you both having coffee and holding hands took pictures and posted them. Eddie stirs awake groaning.

"Morning sweet thing." HE says kissing your head.

You smile up at him brushing the stray curls out his face. "Ready for your first award thing n being my hot date everyone's gonna be jealous of?" HE says smirking. You nod.yiur nervous but it'll be OK as long as your with Eddie.

Eddie looks at the cock snd it read 12:55. "Fuck we really should get up weve gotta be there by five n the car gets here at 4." HE groans running a hand over his face. You get out of bed grabbing Eddie's hand and pull him up into sitting. Once he's sat up you let his hand go and he throws himself back on the bed.

"Suit yourself I'm gonna go shower..." You say walking out of your bedroom into the on suite bathroom. When Eddie hears the water Eddie gets up quickly drops his boxers in your bedroom and runs into the bathroom getting in the shower with you kissing you from behind making you jump.

-

Your pulling up to the award show. Eddie's holding your hand. "You'll be fine ok. I aint going anywhere n plus we've got a table of us 2 n the other three boys. That's it." HE says trying to reassure you kissing you softly.

The car stops and Eddie opens the door getting out. Cameras going off immediately. He turns and puts his hand to you. You take it and get out the car. People gasp when he's seen with you. Eddie being Eddie kisses you on the lips giving the cameras what they want before putting his arm over your shoulder and walking in. You hold his hand that's over your shoulder and smile at Eddie's actions knowing he doesn't care n he will show love to you cameras or not.

As you enter the event Eddie throws his middle finger back at the cameras with arm that isn't around you.

-

Eddie woke up hung over in bed. They won the award but he had a bit much to drink. He saw you on your phone when he woke up. "U OK?" You look over asking him. He nods. And then shakes his head getting up and getting to the bathroom. He sits by the toilet and throws up.

You walk in after him holding his hair back for him. Eddie eventually stops throwing up and sits against the sink. You hand him some pain relief and some water for him to take.

"Anyone posted anything about us last night?" Eddie askes eyes closed.

"OH yeah people have said stuff. Good stuff some bad but mainly good. And people have found my tiktok account and-" You speak but Eddie cuts you off.

"HANG on they found your account the one with all the posts of our karaoke nights. Us being us. N stuff. By a picture." Eddie askss opening one of his eyes.

You nod at Eddie. "If u want me to take the posts down I can." Eddie cuts you off as you speak.

"NO keep em up its us being us n besides there's nothing bad on there." Eddie says smiling at you. "Just means people can see how much I love you."

You nod and help Eddie get back to bed. And you lay there together watching rhe videos on your accounts and seeing what people say.

(Video 1)

Caption: this mane istg

Your running through the hallways of your house screaming while Eddie's chasing you.

"Come hereeeee." Eddie shouts.

"Fuck off Eddie." You shout back laughing.

"Sweethearttttt" he shouts approaching.

"NO NO NO NO NO Eddie!" You scream as he grabs you. You drop your phone but from its place on the floor Eddie can be seen spinning around holding you.

(Video 2)

Caption: lead singer of corroded coffins lead singer singing love is an open door from frozen with his girlfriend? Nah never.

The tvs on karaoke mode and you and Eddie are both holding mics.

"I mean its crazy."

"What?"

"We finish eachothers."

"Sandwichs."

"That's what I was gonna say."

"I've never met someone who think so much like me."

"I've never met someone who think so much like me."

"Jinx. Jinx again."

"Jinx. Jinx again."

"Wow Eddie who knew you was such a frozen fan." Gareth laughs behind the camera.

Eddie laughs. "Fuck off Emerson." HE says putting his arm around you. "LOVE IS AN OOEN DOOOOOOR." HE screams before the video cuts off.

(Video 3)

Caption: the right way to wake up a rockstar.

The video starts with you opening your bedroom door snd Eddie being asleep in bed.

"It's 12:33 pm. This bitch can wake up." You giggle.

Your in your bikini as its summer and was hot. Then you jump on Eddie. He groans and opens his eyes. "Afternoon." You say smirking at him. He looks at your phone and pretends to roll his eyes. "OH my god it actually is." HE says when he sees the time.

"Wanna come in the pool?" You ask laying on top of him.

"I'd rather come in something else but I guess I can." HE says smirking. You slap his arm. And get up. "You dirty bitch. I'm going to the pool. Meet you there." You say walking off.

"Babe wait-" he says as the video cuts.

(Video 4.)

Caption: date night?

The video starts om Eddie looking at a menu.

"Wow its so quiet." You giggle. Eddie looks up at you and smirks. "Cause I rented the private bit so we could eat and not get seen." Eddie says looking at the menu.

"Your just that good looking you don't want anyone to see huh?" You ask still recording Eddie.

"NO babe. You so good looking I DINT want anyone to see. That means sharing." HE smirks.

You giggle. "I love you." HE says looking at you Not the camera. "I love you too." It can't been seen hut your smiling and it can be heard in your voice.

There are other videos of you lip syncing songs Eddie in the back some even in bed with Eddie half awake. More karaoke nights some from the side of the stage at there shows. All having thousands of likes and comments.

Your most recent one is the most viral as you actually tag Eddie.

(The video)

Caption: munson wasted.

The video is the corroded coffin boys and you before and after the award show.

"I'm y/n n this is my first drink."

"I'm Eddie munson n this is my first drink."

"I'm Gareth Emerson and this is my first ans possibly last drink."

"I'm Jeff this is my first drink."

"I'm doug n this is my first drink."

At the end of the night.

"I'm y/n and this is me at te end of the night 2 shots and 2 glasses of champagne later."

"I'm Gareth and this is me one glass of champagne later."

"It's doug and this is my 3 coke and vodkas and a glass of champagne later."

"Jeff and I've had 3 champagnes."

Then the camera went to Eddie who had a goofy smile on his face looking at you. Jess was recording. "GO in ed" You say laughing Jeff making sure to get you both in. "Your really fucking pretty. You know that. Pretty gal." HE says completely drunk.

"He's Eddie munson and he is fucking wastedddd." Gareth says everyone starts laughing. "GUYS can you bring ir down I think ym head might fall off." Eddie laughs

"HUH WHAT WAS THAT?" Gareth shouts. Eddie glares at him still smirking.

-

One week later.

"Babe!" Eddie shouts as you walk in.

"Yeah?" You say slipping your shoes off. He come running over.

"I saw the video of you out when u got asked questions." HE says smiling.

"Did I answer ok?" You ask confused.

"Yeah just one thing." HE says smiling.

"What?" You ask.

The lady had asked you many questions but one answer stood out to him.

"Remind me what am I again?" HE smirks.

"My fucking rockstar babe." You say laughing.

He throws you over his shoulder and walks you to our bedroom throwing you on the bed. "Well lemme tell you something I'm about to rock your world so hard you'll be seeing stars." HE says kissing your neck leaving noticeable marks.

-

Later that evening you and Eddie go for a late night walk. Some people saw you both and got pictures obviously. When you opened your phone the next day you gasped and called Eddie's name. He came running a summing something was wrong snd you showed him the picture. You was wearing a low cut crop top and Eddie's sweat pants. And he was wearing a black tee shirt and a pair of his sweatpants.

But that means your neck was on display with all the marks Eddie left fully viewable. The photo was captioned: y/n seems to be enjoying Eddie's guitar skills when there alone. Eddie can't help but start laughing. Pulling you in for a hug still laughing.

"I love you so fucking much." HE says still laughing kissing your neck Iver one of the marks. You groan and hug him back puttingyour head in his chest. "I love you too dumbass."

#eddie m #eddie munson thoughts #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x yn #eddie smut #eddie x reader #eddie x you #rockstar eddie munson #eddie my beloved #eddie stranger things

[tuxedokit]

If you could relive any of your memories, which would it be?

weve been mulling this over like all day but we have so many good ones from this lifetime its hard to decide. im gonna ask around and we'll compile the best ones here - [AR] Autopilot 💾

last summer on our familys annual beach vacation we did shrooms and saw through the fabric of the universe and befriended The Horrors. that was pretty cool. id like to relive being high off my gourd stargazing in a place with such little light pollution - Starlight 🌌

im gonna say when we were in tennessee like almost 2 years ago. we had flown out to visit our friend (now qpp & partner system) seepy and heart's so small they're shorter than us and i dunno it was the first time doing something like that and she was so small in my arms and i could honestly have just held him forever. i love you seeps ◇ - Carpet ✨️

yesterday for our friend bears birthday we went to an enchanted forest escape room and it was so well put together and ethereal and it was the best 40 minutes of my life in this physical realm ive never felt so at home. there were puzzles and mushrooms and music and gnomes and my bestest friends were right there too!!! oh it was so wonderful - Sayakura 🧚‍♀️

confessing to luci. nuff said. but i wanna say more so im gonna: it was me realizing i was in love at the same time as confessing cause i kinda just asked for advice in a group server w them fdsgjsksl. we were already qpps and apparently my family thought we were already dating (i mean we called beem our soulmate like - ✨️) but like i wound up spending the whole afternoon just thinking about them and being giddy. it was nice - Luna 🌙

mine's gotta be the first time we climbed that abandoned water tower past the ravine. we had spraycans and i wrote trans rights on the side of it. the wind gave us such a thrill, it was incredible. and the view was definitely worth it - Waks 📹

im claiming that time in grade 11 when our gr9 science teacher + gr11-12 bio teacher mr coulter approached me and asked if i wanted to go on a field trip to the science centre that was intended for the grade 12 kids. i didnt know anyone but i didnt care bc mr coulter was there and i wore my new animaniacs shirt and i got to run around the science centre itself during the lunch break and play with genetics stuff (i was such a nerd about punett squares and all that its no wonder he asked me specifically). i think the best part was the feeling i had when i was sitting next to mr coulter on the bus ride there and back. he let me take a selfie with him.... mr coulter was like a father to me, so it meant a lot. - Quinn ✉️

i wanna relive when we were playing with shanny and teagsi and we climbed the big tree near the ice rink by our school. i used to read up there too :) - Little One 👾

the body's nanna flew us out to grenada in march... i would like to relive swimming at that beach, on that little island in carriacou. the water was clear and a such beautiful blue, the air was just a little too warm and humid, and sitting on that beach reminded me of my old home - Riku/Shore ⚔️

mine's gotta be the second year we went to camp mini yo we! specifically, reading the letters mom wrote me for each day of the week. she wrote a little story about me; i was the doctor's daughter but i didnt know it, and i had powers that warped me through space and time seemingly at random. she wrote that i found a place and led a revolution against tyrannical oppressive overlords. not single-handedly taking down the villains, but helping empower the people so they could fight for themselves. by the end of the week we had found a crowd of invested listeners in the other girls at camp. it was nice... i think about those letters a lot - Secret 🧩

we were bodily sitting alone in the grass at a local park, it was right as we were discovering our plurality. i could see all of us all over the park, as if we were all there. the kids were playing tag, some were poking around in the forest right there, quinn was in that big tree we like to sit under... scrooge and quinslap were off smoking a joint, sitting on a tree trunk that had grown a little horizontal before it remembered to grow up. it wasnt in our view but we know the path and it was in the area enough that they could be there while our body simply sat in the grass. it was a fascinating and beautiful feeling. like a family picnic, but with only one person present. - [AR] Autopilot 💾

might add more later

#✨️ #🧚‍♀️ #🌌 #✉️ #🌙 #💾 #⚔️ #👾 #📹 #🧩 #tuxedokit lore

[nriacc]

okay here’s my chapter reactions, i spent 4 days reading and i could never dream of what i was gonna get.

Hello new chapter i’m delusional and hopeful, very nice to meet you.

1. ohh happy birthday nriacc!! hope you can collapse my veins with beautiful alex and wheels and george content….

2. MOVED IN WITH GEORGE FOR A WBYLE OH GOD GEORGE 😭😭

3. oh damnnn matty and alex peace love and friendship era has ended

4. george calling her baby and complimenting the paintings i’m weak and on my knees for him

5. HES WANTS TO ASK HER OUT OMG / WHO SAID ANYTHING ABOUT DATING GEORGE TEAM LETS RALLY OUT TROOP I THINK IT COULD HAPPEN

6. okay but if bestie is there…could alex…also…be…there….

7. no stop please no talk of alex it hurts that didn’t happen he didn’t say anything he showed up to the date and everything went good and they’re happy and official now okay

8. ALEX IS THERE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and not calling her angel WHY. hold it together don’t cry girl i feel you.

9. oh matty :(

10. Al / Alex / Shakespeare / Darling / Or whatever you fancy calling me this week x crying 😭

11. IS SHE GONNA KISS HIM FOR NEW YEARS

12. okay fine it’s fine they have to start as friends again and it needs time that fine that fine

13. matty brought gingerbread houses that’s cute. bestie behavior i hope

14. oh. oh. girl no get out of 2012, 2012 has been over for a long time. well. they’re kissing over there. Team matty can laugh, team Alex can only chuckle.

15. from your angel on alexs birthday gift oh man

16. oh matt

17. Alexs beard is gone

18. oh yes he has nice hands, very nice indeed maybe he could do something with them in this very long long drive

19. okay he’s still not calling her angel

20. OIII NO FUCKING FIGHTING AT MY GIG OMGGGG i cant believe that made it in the fic

21. danny who’s danny

22. okay who was danny i need a memory refresh but if wheels is mas then i’m mad too but danny WHO???

23. OH DANNY ZUKO AS IN ALEX OH

24. oh please have angry make up sex

25. IS ANGRY SEX HAPPENING RIGHT NOW, WILL TEAM ALEX FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO LAUGH IS THIS WHAT WEVE BEEN WAITING FOR

26. IS THIS HAPPENING IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING

27. HE CALLED HER ANGEL AND THIS IS HAPPENING

28. I USED TO DREAM OF TIMES LIKE THESE

I FUCKING LOVE EVERY ONE OF THESE REACTIONS HAHAHHAAH IM LIVING FOR THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH! 

1. Ahahahhaha I think I definitely succeeded in collapsing your veins with that content indeed ahhahaha

2. IMAGINE HOW NICE IT WOULD BE TO MOVE IN WITH GEORGEEE IM JEL OF HER

3. Defo gone out of the window that one

4. Honestly it makes me feel things I love him so much hahahaha

5. LEGIT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH TOGETHER IM DEFO DOING A GEORGE ENDING IT HAS TO HAPPEN

6. I love that you predicted this

7. Yessss thats what happened in my head too. nothing bad. only love and joy. 

8. of course he cameeeeee. SO SAD HE DIDN’T CALL HER ANGEL FOR SO LONG THOUGH BE RIGHT BACK SOBBING

9. Bless the poor boy

10. I love him so much I cannot

11. AHHHHHHHH I LOVE THAT YOU PREDICTED THIS TOO

12. yessss indeed

13. HAHHAH the bestie behaviour line made me snort but it is bestie behaviour we love them

14. AAHAHHAHHAHHA SCREAMINGGGGGG

15. she legit was trying her hardest to make him say it bless her

16. DICK

17. thank fuck his depression beard has gone

18. AHHAHAHHA I WAS GOING TO DO THIS BUT I THOUGHT IT WOULD MAKE LATER ON BETTER IF IT ALL HAPPENED THEN

19. Do you understand why I had to make him wait to say it at the perfect moment ahahhaha

20. I HAD TO INCLUDE IT I WAS AT THE GIG HE SAID IT AT AND IT’S THE REASON I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. STILL CANT BELIEVE I LIVED THROUGH THAT ICONIC MOMENT TO BE HONEST

21/22/23. I AM LAUGHING IM SORRY

24. hehehehehe

25. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 

26. ITS HAPPENING

27. AHHHHHHHH YASSSSSSS ANGEL IS BACK AND MORE IS ON THE WAY

28. YOU DON’T HAVE TO DREAM ANYMORE BECAUSE ITS HAPPENING. PART 27 IS HAPPENING AND ITS GOING TO BE PURE AND UTTER FILTH!!!!!!!!

thank you very much for your reactions I love them so very much 

#nriacc ask #part 26 ask

[dissociativediscourse]

7 and 15, if you’re still doing asks?

7. What is a resource you’ve found you can trust?

the three therapists that specialize/d in did ive had over the years. their advice has been pretty solid and i parrot it all the fuckin time shoutout to my current one he thinks my trauma jokes are funny and ive made so many gains over the past year because of this guy

other than that its pretty various i dont really trust things automatically just because i think the source is trustworthy i have to examine shit

15. When parts are working together in your life, what does that look like?

thats so funny weve been in therapy since 12 and diagnosed with did since 14 and are just starting to get to the point of less arguing and some kind of acceptance thats hilarious we got a funny man here lmfao

you see these posts and think we have a second of stability ever im flattered honestly

really though theres been some integration but we have a long way to go before were functional so there’s not really a great answer to that even though it does happen

mostly its just take the fuckin wheel ‘ok’ dissociates

#ask #ask game #dissociative identity disorder

[usateeshub]

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[moomoomooing]

mild rant? mostly thoughts :)

yk ive just not been a fan of how quickly my mood and possible depression is flipping from eberythings fine and im only a little stressed but its ok! to jesus fuck let me rot (projects and deadlines are suddenly piled up and its overwhelming, but i also feel like this when i have nothing i can do)

i try to keep on a shower schedule cause of my class times (i have night classes half of the days so i shower on my off days) but it means i gotta be nasty for a day on sunday till i shower that night. and i never have the willpower to go to the studio feeling nasty,,, even if it wouldve been great to get work done and satiate the restlessness i get from being in my dorm all day

but i didnt and now im plagued with guilt and more stress/ anxiety yippees

on another note my roommate is really REALLY good at finding ALL of my triggers for anxiety or fight or flight responses. so far they nailed using my mirror/being TOO close to my belongings without asking (they eventually asked and i gave permission out of being nice but i severely dislike it and it makes me hyperaware of everything she does when i hear her close to my dresser). they got my i will tense up and not breathe till its over response to alarm sounds (i hate them theyre incredibly anxiety inducing and i always wake up before my alarm usually out of fear. thankfully now my alarms a last resort/reminder of time if i dont wake up early). and!! they let the door slam (boo loud noises), are constantly on a call they often dont wear earbuds for and talk really loudly half the time, or is on call past 12 am (i feel intrusive and also please i cant sleep if youre on call)

theres also other general icks that are hopefully getting better? im noticing less of smth that i hate that they do (its a not cleaning after yourself type deal) but it could just be coincidence

oh also im trying to apply for jobs (remote part-times or internships) and frankly im scared. the reason it took me so long to get a job in highschool was also straight fear and anxiety lmao

i would love money tho (pssst i have commissions open :D)

OW SHARP RINGING NOISE WHERE DID YOU COME FROM????????? ALL OF THE WHITE NOISE DISSAPEARED AND ITS ONLY THAT

anyways i got another strike of hypersensitive skin??? no idea what causes it but it made the underneath of my forearm feel like i scraped it across concrete. 0/10 i didnt have a pleasant showering experience

oh on a better note being so far removed from my family and the fact we basically never call or text has been quite freeing

its like when i was actually at public highschool and had agency over myself in a way i didnt have when my mom was around (basically her presence was usually STRESS)

on a lesser note i havent been talking with my two other friends (ill call em the trio, them plus me) and its been kinda radio silence from everyone? i havent exactly been great either but my infrequent requests for vcs are usually ignored or not responded too which sucks. it makes me more paranoid than id like to be

our time difference definitely makes it way harder too tho, im ahead by a few hours. ik weve gone months without talking before then picked it right back up, but im always scared during the radio silence anyways

im always scared and curious abt other ppls opinions on me, usually the ppl i consider friends. ik one of my friends likes me? but their friends (the 4 of us will be rooming together next year, theyre also technically my friends but my usually point of contact with them is through my friend) i cant tell how much they like me? its probably my unfamiliarity with them but it makes me nervous for no reason

anyways if you actually read all of this, sorry for taking away your time? i reccomend soft gepard x sampo (hsr) fics to soothe the mind, theyre cute.

also hey haha if youre one of the two friends, literally the nickels, are reading this? erase it from your mind please and thanks

#maybe thinking abt giving your cat a signed consent form to allow them to eat your corpse should you die and the baby has no food #isnt exactly a normal and perfectly sane thought #but what if the baby needs it bc someone tried to be mean abt it :( #jesus ok maybe i should fight with my mom again for some diagnosis #i got told that my level of anxiety is totally normal and i just need to deal with it

[ghavira11]

Couldnt ask for more🤍

Been with this person since 2022

Since i was still hate myself, on the process of learning about hows this life will goes..

Weve been friends as a good company for each other, sharing a lot of things about our life to each other.. he is my best friend of mine from 12.878 away from my country..

He was there when i was crying.. when i was happy.. every single things that happened in my life in this past 1 year.. he knows it well..

He was the person who encouraging me to loves my self.. to have a strong hope to Allah swt about everything..

Weve been through a lot things in our life.. we have fight.. we cry together.. we laugh.. maintain communication for 2 people who lives with 12 hours differentiation.. its not that easy.. but.. “looks like we’ve made it.. looks how far we’ve come my baby?”🤍

Thankyou for coming in my life babe.. im so lucky to have you.. im sorry for my late response on your message hehe im sorry for sudden hang up your call because my connection is very bad and sometimes my phone was always in low baterry when we are in the middle of disscussion hahaha.. im sorry missed your call because i still sleeping while you call mee hehe.. thank you for willing to do a lot of compromise with me babe.. having a lot of patients listening to all of my story everyday.. thankyou.. for giving me your love unconditionally..

I hope Allah make it easy for us..🤍 i love you babe🤍

[joesanimationblog]

Character Questions 1

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What is your full name? Jen

How did your parents decide on your name? Im not sure, I was one of 7 and have a big family, i think it might have been the only name left

What’s your favourite colour? Green or orange

Where do you live? Im moving at the moment, I lived here in the oasis but each year it shrinks and my family move away. I dont know why its shrinking or where im going but I hope I can find a place to give my family a safe place to settle

Are you wealthy, poor or comfortable? Until recently we were comfortable, but as the oasis has shrunk weve had to spend longer and longer forraging. theres really no food here anymore.

What is your greatest fear? I am scared that the desert never ends. there used to be trees on the horizon but in the past few years theyve receeding. I cant tell if they are there anymore.

Do you have any medical problems, diseases, injuries? I have a bad leg, It makes it hard to move far away and thats why ive stayed in the oasis for so long, I thought it would get better but now i know its time to move on.

Are you religious? I believe in nature and though natures receeded back into the desert i still have hope that ill find it again

Do you have any pets? I have enough on my plate with my children

10.What is your biggest dream? A home where the grass is always green

11.What is your favourite food? Carrots

12.Are you in a relationship? I have a husband but he left on the turtle yesterday, me and the kids will be getting the next turtle behind him. He left before us because there wasnt enough space for us all to go together. I hope hes okay.

13.What did you study in school? I was never good at school but I enjoyed art

14.What is your job? Im an artist, but with things as they are its been hard to find people willing to trade for my paintings.

15.Are you political? I wish there were leaders here who could have made the oasis prosperous. It seems that people took all they could and left. My faith in the leaders is not what it once was since mayor jeffery left last year.

16.Who is your favourite person in the world? I love dolly parton, her music has helped me though some hard times.

17.Have you experienced death? When i injured my leg I almost died, I was attacked by a gang of frogs, they whipped me down and took everything i had. If it werent for The Fox I would have been toast

18.What is your favorite book? I like Alice in wonderland, I sometimes wish a small girl would lead me to a hole to a new world too.

19.What do you hate? I hate that there are people who take from the land without giving back, then they move on to the next place to exploit

20.What do you love? Community. Its the only thing which has kept us safe all these years.

21.What makes you angry? I am angry at the tubes, since they appeared its been down hill as they drained the life from our community.

22.What do you do on Sundays? I read, paint and listen to dolly parton. but to be honest its been hard to find time in the past few years with my young children, I spend time with them in the hovel

23.Do you lie? Not often, sometimes i embelish stories.

24.Are you violent? Absolutely not.

25.Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I consider myself a quiet extrovert.

26.Who would you lay down your life for? My kids.

27.If you could describe yourself in one sentence, what would you say? Im a simple mother looking to make the best of their situation for their children, looking for a place to listen to dolly parton.

28.If your (best friend, wife, daughter, partner, boss, neighbor etc.) were to describe you in one sentence, what do you think he/she would say? Im not sure, i guess theyd say im kind of boring but that im reliable.

29.What do you think is the meaning of life? To look out for one another.

30.What is your biggest misbelief about yourself? I am always optimistic and always think i can do more than i can.

31.What is your worst habit? I smoke, i dont know why i started but it was when i was younger. i guess I was trying to rebel about my instincts.

32.What is your best quality? I always do my best.

What would your character say if they were offered their dream job? If it meant they could support their family then absolutely yes.

What would your character say if their house was on fire? Oh god my house is on fire.

What would your character say after a proposal of marriage they are married.

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10, 12, and 20!

If you could wake up tomorrow and have everyone be in separate bodies, would you?

honestly i dont think so; were all pretty happy together in here, we like what weve made for ourselves

Does anyone like any video games? What about books or TV shows?

ollie and matt are both obsessed with cookie run, and matt adores kingdom hearts. he hasnt fronted in ages but one and i are both obsessed with taiko no tatsujin because we kept beating each others high scores lmao. someone really likes wizard101 who i guess only fronts for two weeks every two years or something, ive got no idea who it is. and me, north, kk, and im sure plenty others love pokemon. oh and fuckin. so many of us like minecraft 

cant really remember about books rn, but we definitely have some shows. val basically comes to front every time we so much as think about young justice, and adriens the same way about boku no hero academia. ive been on a magicians kick, and uhhhh. i cant remember other shows rn but ik there are some lmao i may edit this later if i remember

these are all definitely non-comprehensives lists

What are everyone's favorite hobbies?

absolutely not listing everyone cause theres just way too many of us, ill just do the people who have been around recently

xel really likes birdwatching, especially for bluejays. theyre his big big favorite lol. ollie likes drawing. matt likes to fly. val likes writing, even though she only fronts every couple months. ive been really into coding minecraft datapacks recently lol

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