#what do u do when that stops working tho.

[orphetoon]

Ooh ur Dunmeshi/FMA AU has got my gears turning. (And the idea of the height genes being at war like that is so funny to me) Do you have many plot-related thoughts so far?

I could imagine they wanted to bring Trisha back but revival magic doesn’t really do anything outside the dungeon, so they go there to study how it works. I’d assume ancient/forbidden magic comes into play at some point? Does Al still get cursed somehow? How would a place where bringing back the dead seems so simple affect the boys stance on killing people?

(You don’t actually have to answer any of these. I’m just having fun playing in your little sandbox lol)

hello welcome to my sandbox hope u enjoy ur stay

gonna put everything under a read more cause i might spoil the later parts of dunmesh! warning unless you've finished the manga

okay so, in this au, due to differences in how the races age, even tho ed and al were still young when she died, trisha would've been fairly old for a halffoot. can't remember the exact age she had her kids in canon, but she was like. super young. even if we carry that over to fullmeal trisha and make her 14-15 at the time, bc children of two diff races grow slower, she would've been like. half foot middle aged at the time she died (not giving exact ages for all the elrics cause i don't wanna do math rn)

mostly, the brothers are in the dungeon the same way marcille is: to learn how to expand the life expectancy of the shorter lived races. cause even if they did bring their mom back, she would only have a decade or two left of natural life. bringing trisha back is sort of an unconscious wish (that the demon in this au def plays on :) )

i'm really on the fence abt turning al into a chimera in this au, cause at what point does it stop being an au where these characters are in a new world and starts being fullmetal alchemist but underground. if i do decide to do it, al's gettin chimera'd

i feel like they would still have issues with killing people. not monsters, and probably not humanoid monsters, but they're not killing people unless they really have to. they both know the spells to resurrect people, anyway, so if they really wanted to they could kill somebody and immediately bring them back to life

#dungeon meshi spoilers #fullmeal alchemist au

[theloveinc]

It's a little bit further into your relationship with art student!Bakugo and you've been working together now for the good portion of two semesters...

Except for whatever reason, your professor assigns him a different model for the upcoming final, and when you go to look for him after class (since at the announcement, he stormed out of the room in frustration, slamming back his desk and knocking over the overflowing recycling bin by the door), you find him weeping in frustration in the janitor's closet next door adhfnlkjadshfk

#bakugo #for some reason thinking abt him red at the height of his cheeks kinda teary cuz he already planned out his final w/ u as the muse ... #is doing something to me #trying to hide his sniffles and wiping his eyes with the heel of his hands. getting charcoal on his face #i feel like he's one of those artists who cries when something goes wrong.... #like mean angry tears bc he did something wrong and he's so sad but doesn't want to admit it #cuz he's also the type to literally destroy work over one single mistake #AND you have to be the one to comfort him. not n*de tho ofc #WAHHHH #kind of a carmy moment from the bear LOL #brain does not compute.... #and then when he's done freaking out he freaks out AGAIN realizing this means you'll have to be n*ked for someone else #cuz even tho u have... lowkey when u started working with him u stopped working with other artists #asdjlkfaskd AND WHAT IF IT'S KIRI OR DEKU #kiri i can see him getting on board with but deku #he's crying AGAIN LMFAOOO #afjadfj people after class are asking u if he's okay and youre like. we're not even dating but. no. he's not. a/ksjlfkasdjkl #shii posts #gen #art student bakugo

[bugsinthebayou]

may i interest you in mechanisms ichabod

oh worm? 👁️

#confession ive not actually reached the ep hes in yet #since riptides so long and i already know a good bit of what happens in the whole thing i kinda jump around in my listen #im following the main line of eps but when i get bored i jump to a later ep #ive not yet properly met ichabod #im working my way thru tho im doing my best 🫡🫡🫡 #answered #mantis!! #[shinji] this podcast needs to get easier to watch #dont let that stop u from talking abt him tho !! i'll figure it out

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!! #which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling. #i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

[callixton]

need to change my theme in like three days but idk what i’m gonna change it to bc i’m basically just hyperfixated on whatever that boy is doing at the moment*

*FLASHING DISCLAIMER COMES UP ON SCREEN BUT THE TEXT KEEPS CHANGING TOO FAST TO REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS DISCLAIMING

#hope this helps #i think i might have a pinter theme for a minute actually #not too long but i think there might be some Really great quote pulls from moonlight #i’m like. fine. but i also feel like i’m gradually losing it #second semester sure does have its patterns huh. je-sus christ #sort of get viscerally obsessed w a guy and some sort of theater thing ever year. usually what we’re working on but last year was a minor #- exception bc of how absolutely miserable my program was making me. back at it tho #OH orrr i might do a julius caesar theme actually. can’t stop thinking about them #i think i might make all of the actors curated character playlists . yes i currently have character playlists but those are 4 the adaptation #also listening to his macduff playlist & literally every song that comes on is making me go jesus christ but in a different way. #like he’s right but. girl #do u like when i combine five posts into one by not shutting up in the tags be honest #ted talks #🗡️

[toastsnaffler]

enter the gungeon is so fun i cant believe its taken me this long to check it out

#maan i missed playing dungeon crawlers #ive only gotten down to the 4th level so no spoilers.. verdict so far is that its relatively simple but well made. feels pretty tidy #i thought i wouldnt like the art style but actually its warmed on me i think its kinda cute now. ive def played uglier rogues #also JUICY stack of achievements to work thru thats what we like to see baby!! i only have 4/54 so far the grind is ON #i like when theyre not just 'reach lvl 1. reach lvl 2. reach lvl 3' like its fun to have achievements be an extra little challenge #bc reaching the levels is already rewarding enough in its own right and youd do that as part of the process of playing anyway... #if that makes sense. like i prefer when its smth u have to go a bit out of your way to get. as long as its not heavily tied to probability #ending achievements are cool tho bc those r satisfying + its nice to have them on steam so ppl know youve completed a game #ANYWAY. also i should have more reliable internet connection now so i can stop clawing at the walls and blog more instead :3 #ok back to my gaming byeee #.diaries

[oh-gh0st]

#ghosts rambles #rambling before i go back to do stuff #i have thought of an atsutodo scene in my brain for the fanon s4 with shinrei........... #it wont leave my brain so ill dump it here rq #shinrei asks todo if he knows anyone who could help with her financing and business department since the prev manager of it got fired #and he's like “well i do know someone *in the middle of texting atsushi ab it* i doubt he'll answer back tho” and he immediately does #and he replies “yeah i can help. what's a good day to meet up for this” and todo's like “this cant be happening........” #so they set up a date blah blaaahh day comes and they start working stuff out at the same cafe the choro incident took place at #and todo is like. internally monologuing this whole thing (he's sitting next to atsushi while shinrei is across from them if that helps) #and when todo asks shinrei if they wanna take a break to get refills she says sure and goes with him and shes like...... #“ok drop the act i Know u like this guy” and it's all a mess from there #hes like “no i dont. wdym. ur crazy haha! ^-^” but he's quickly folding and its so obvious. like yeah okay #and he cant stop thinking about that possibility for the rest of the cafe date and he's like “well fuck maybe i do... but that's weird!!... #that's all i have. maybe atsushi asks him something super gay but idk. i have to go do things now baaaiiii

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

I love writing Croix posts bc sometimes I forget how she is. Like canonically she’s a mechanical engineer

#i do forget that all the time #also I came to the conclusion that if I don’t stop avoiding my friends to work on things (and then not even be able to focus) #I’m gonna forcibly figure out what croix was doing in those ten years bc I also do not regularly speak to people #lol when u relate so hard u can see the warning signs #when’s my villain arc tho? i already cut contact with my ex best friend and now I’m on my computer all the time and studying my chosen field #don’t tell me I gotta wait I’m impatient lol #man I really do gotta go and be a person. it’s so easy and fun to not though #soup talks

[shatteredfears-arch]

since i have to replay it im trying to actually actively catch all pokes in an area so it’ll be easier to get a fucking shint charm later but im mostly gonna miss no longer having the dumbass rights of ‘i did not read the rules of the wild area and honestly thought if i just got a higher level than the wild pokemon i could catch thwm when thays never been a fucking tjing in these games and i ended up level 50 or so before the i think third gym’

#if you EVER question my brain its a golden retriever brain #thersz no thoughts just dos #out. #‘brina its 1 am you offered to come into work if needed tomorrow what are you—‘ not aleeping 8) #i gotta replay new pok snap and pok sword #bril dia AND get at least to where i left off in pok lets go #and mystery dungeon bc i stopped before the lart where i just cry #mystery dungeon has the best storyline okay you wanna have an emotional breakdown u plAY THAT #still gotta rebuy pok sword bc i gave it to an ex friend but yknow #when its on sale #im mever getting my shiny zacian back tho thats what rly hurts #i wasnt getting a shiny zamenzenta i knew bc i didnt have sword anymore #but the idea of blue and magenta in legendary form just kept me going #watch me spend three hours on the route w wild eevees catching only eevees again tho #bc i aways for the main team get special ability vee and she has to be a girl #my pink dragon slayer is a lIL LADY #i get emotionally attached to pixels on a screen if u wanna kno why ppl dont tend to hang around me

[lilgynt]

i’ve been trying to watch hannibal for like. four days in a row but i’m so sick i just end up sleeping or watching 17 hours of tik toks

#personal #let’s recap the week so far for the folks at home #28th go clubbing after my car dies and huge fight with my brother #29th called out due to puking from too much sad drinking and then went to a party that night #30th massive break down after my mom drives me home from work and is like #i’m actually happy ur car died and u had to call out bc it showed me ur not some drunk and actually take responsibility for ur actions #bc i felt awful to call out for that reason #and she was like this is the first time i see you acting like an adult and not a crazy teenager. maybe there’s hope #that’ll you stop causing all the problems in our family ❤️ #paraphrasing ofc #31st fight with my mom bc was taking part of my costume even tho i needed it in the end i gave it to her #alongside the rest of her costume but i was just mad about the wig #keeps calling me and asking why i’m not doing anything for halloween but like i’m very broke. and she took part of my costume #we get into an argument and she’s like i have 40 bucks is that enough for ur plans? u worked super hard on ur costume #which like super nice not even gonna lie but it wouldn’t so i told her as much but she kept pushing and i was like ITS NOT GONNA WORK. we #get into another argument my brother texts me and tells me i didnt do something he never told me to do #have a complete break down and can’t tell what’s real or not shakin hyperventilating crying for hours #more of the same when mom comes etc etc #1st i can’t remember i think i was just sick yeah i was just sleeping in bed sick and then 2nd #had an hour and a half of work b4 i HAD to go home. felt like a huge baby #3rd still super sick #also my mom started checking on me yesterday and got me soups and geteroades which like actually super nice and im so thankful #oh and this is forgetting the car insurance stuff my mom and i talked about and she said she handled but she didn’t so my brother got to be #smug about telling me anyway it’s been a fucking week

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place. #could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

[landofgay]

was trying to figure out how my old job could afford to buy everyone Lululemon shirts with their logo on it, then remembered the Lululemon asshole is an investor in that company. all the more reason for me to be happy I quit!!!!!!

#but damn i forgot he investwd in that company #too bad they all fucking suck #i get happy whenever i learn about smth thatll make them lose money #i TRIED to save that company money by solving problems and i got told off for it. so. i hope they go bankrupt #except not i guess cause my dad works there but idk 🥲🥲🥲🥲 #like for example. i found a problem that if fixed wouldve saved THOUSANDS of products from being thrown out #and i got told to stop doing that and mind my own business #a month later another guy found a problem that would've cost them thousands #and he got a gift card!!!! #AND worse yet. #after i left they fired that guy for missing work due to health issues #DO YOU HAVE ANY LOYALTY TO UR EMPLOYEES AT ALL???? #DO U CARE WHEN WE TRY TO FIX UR COMPANY OR DO U JUST CARE ABOUT PROFITS ABOVE ALL ELSE #UR PRODUCTS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD LMAOOOO #i used to think they were the best but man I've tried a Lot of different companies now and they all make #WAY better product #admittedly we have good prices tho #anyways. im sure some people guessed long ago what industry i used to work in #and idk if my NDA still applies #but u can guess one of my main passions in life and go from there #the point is dont buy **** from ******* LMAO

[pangolen]

looking up language learning tips is like. you need to speak in your target language as soon as you know a SINGLE word. you cannot even BEGIN to talk until you've listened to 947483738833 hours of your target language. study the grammar. don't even think about grammar. find comprehensible input. read the entire first hp book. do flashcards. flashcards won't help you. use duolingo! duolingo is a scam. if your language has a different writing system, learn it! (unless it's japanese or chinese, then don't bother.) here's how to get a PERFECT ACCENT. don't worry about your accent, everyone will understand you even if your accent is garbage. and so on.

#pangorambles #i am just. going to keep doing what i'm doing. #i'll get there eventually. #it makes sense to me to learn words #then see how the words fit in sentences together #then see them in context #(see/hear) #i don't know when you're actually supposed to start talking and mimicking sounds #some people say if u do that too early it trips you up later #other ppl say u gotta do it from day one #i have a hunch tho. that ppl maybe just say whatever worked for them #and call it The Correct Way #like with stopping hiccups #maybe there isn't a Correct Way to learn a language #maybe as long as ur constantly exposing urself to it you learn it eventually #because humans are wired for language #or maybe there is a real proven way to learn languages and it costs $7.99usd a month with a 1wk free trial #who knows

[altfire]

i do wanna start writing again btw. idk what or when. but i do want to

#watch your feet #this year was a toughie idk what to tell u #once im settled in at work #i will. Try to find time #im not gonna even try nano this year lol #it's hard to justify spending time writing fic when i have no time and get no feedback/attn so ig it'll be original when i do get to it #idk tho. idk #i gotta stop askin ''if there's anything u wanna see lmk!!!'' i should accept silence as an answer #ANYWAY im going 2 bed gnight

[bunnie-bits]

it ain't easy being such a passionate girlie with no one 2 love (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

#my crushes r always so intense (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) literally as soon as im awake or have a moment 2 think my brain is like HELLOOOO #the other day i literally didn't do any work for the 1st half of my shift bc my head was stuck in the clouds #hm. and uuuusually it's okay 2 tell someone i have a crush 👉👈 and if they r not interested it's easier to move on #but i cant rly tell my friend i have a crush on them.. and i admire them equally as a friend and romantically #bc they r all around just SUCH a cool person in literally every way so far (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) my brain is confused kinda but also not #idk what im gonna do or when im gonna get over it ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ in the meantime i am rly loving our lil hangouts tho #i think my fear would b if i came clean™ and they felt like im just their friend bc i like them or trying to get closer 2 them 4 that reason #but like... u r my friend and i cherish that very dearly and u feel SO different from every friend I've made since moving here #and Because ur such an awesome friend/person im so head over heels for u 😭💕 #and then idk if hanging out n getting closer is helping or not.. but i also don't want to Stop hanging out #aksjfjfkalalsjhfksla

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

sometimes i think about that one post about how you should have people who are absolutely delighted by your existence and like that's nice and all but what happens when they get bored of u

#im so sorry for being mentally ill on main i've just had a ROUGH couple of weeks #got covid for the first time and then my car started acting weird and now i have to pay 2k to fix it and also it's. #impossible for me to get to work with like an uber or whatever cause the guards would get pissed off #so now i have to rely on my coworkers/friends who also work with me to give me rides #and i don't live that far from work but it's still Awful being a burden #and next week is going to be so much. in terms of the ridiculous workload i gave myself #and it would be fine if i was 100% but im still so so so tired from having covid #my room is somewhat cleaner tho. #and that's Better but im still overwhelmed #im just dumping everything into my closet so i don't have to Look At it #so that i can have a clean space for my stupid mental health and then i'll slowly chip away at the closet mess over the next week #this is all unrelated to the post. #the post is about what happens when people who love u run out of patience #and also if u keep being like uwu u promise u love me uwu #they're just going to get annoyed at ur insecurity and LEAVE YOU #the problem is. i am a bit abrasive and have trouble making friends because of that. and im working on that #even tho a lot of my friends do tell me not to change cause they like my personality but also i want everyone to love me and that's not #possible with how i am #(im working on the Lying. it's so hard. i was at dinner the other day and someone asked me for a bite of my food and i went sure! #and then everyone started laughing and was like girl stop Trying to Lie just say no we all see u don't want to share #and then someone was like 'but i love how transparent you are about everything' (which is very funny because i actually hate this person an #have been working very very very hard to hide it for the sake of the rest of my friends even tho they tell me i don't have to but im trying #to not be mean to him. he sucks. even tho he's not trying to fuck me anymore he absolutely sucks. made my friend's bday about him. #oh there was a point to this but i got distracted) #anyways. the lying. i'm trying So Hard. i feel like this is a skill my parents should have taught me #and im still trying to figure out Where i got the bluntness from but i think that's just Me and not something i can blame my parents for #delete later #these tags don't make any sense but it's ok i just wanted to word vomit and feel slightly less overwhelmed and now im going to continue #cleaning my room. and then im going to go work out and then im going to finish lesson planning for tomorrow #and im probably going to tell leah that she has to be nice to me at work tomorrow or im going to cry and hopefully she'll listen