#wtf tumblr thats so silly

[bigmammallama5]

Dear ms llama,

How do draw?

How do learn draw?

Sincerely, the gayest mess who wishes to draw all the things

Dear Pizzarolls,

I'm sorry this sat in my ask box for two months, life has been very hectic and it slipped off my radar. D:

How do draw: get a pencil and paper, set your self critiques and harsh expectations to the side, and draw your favorite character or otp. It's intimidating still even for me, but just being in the moment and creating something that makes you happy is worth it.

How do learn draw:

draw. get used to the motions, problem solving, and repetitiveness. make sure you stretch and take care of your hands. also drawing with friends is very fun!

look for references and resources and tutorials! looking at what you want to draw will help you understand how to draw. wanna draw a skelly boi? look at lots of skeleton pictures. using a reference is not cheating, so dont let people tell you that. i would also suggest taking your own reference pictures if you can using yourself/your friends/or those little wooden bendy dudes you can get at the craft store. i didnt really use those but i have friends who swore by them. worth a try!

trace. yes, im saying this. tracing for the purpose of learning is not inherently bad. if looking at a picture of a skeleton and following a tutorial are just not clicking, print that sucker out and tape it to a window and trace him. focus on the part that you arent understanding and see if it clicks then. if it does then yay! you have successfully learned. now draw him again without tracing and see how you do!

***an addendum to tracing: i would suggest not tracing other people's artwork without asking first. a fair amount of artists are okay with you using their work as inspiration, though the topic of tracing has always been polarized. use caution and err on the side of screenshots and stock imagery!

draw for yourself. the lure of popularity and "clout" for notes and likes is really pervasive in a lot of online spaces now, and ive seen it destroy artists and fic writers. ive seen how it can negatively impact individuals to the point of hatred and jealousy and while it is extremely easy to want to get notes and recognition and we as humans thrive on feedback and community... draw for yourself. you will find your community and people who genuinely enjoy what you make. your worth is not measured by likes or algorithms.

On a more academic note some actual resources I and other artists do recommend are the Morpho books. I'm sorry for the am*zon link but that should give you an idea of what to look for. They're affordable, well illustrated, and cleanly put together. I would also look at those fun stock image packs of dynamic poses! Like the ones you find on deviant art. Those are super great for drawing your oc's and otps. I'm also a big advocate of live drawing, which i know isn't always available for some people. Drawing a Real Body right in front of you with an instructor is invaluable, but also asking to draw your friends sitting at the lunch table is just as good.

Um yeah. That how draw. And disco music. here's a skelly boi for your troubles

hes doing the marge simpson dance

sincerely a very tired and gay llama

#ask me stuff! #arting #im not here #reference #no but seriously take care of your body #you cant draw with a fucked up shoulder or wrist #also i forgot to add alt text to the image my bad #idk how to do it from an edit im sorry #its a silly skeleton doodle of him doing the marge simpson dance #theres a minecraft skeleton and creeper in the backgroun #like i will admit it is very difficult to practice what i say #but if i can instill better habits in others by example while untangling my own #then thats a win imo #OH YOU DO ALT TEXT ON THE APP #wtf tumblr thats so silly

[dandyshucks]

it works out well that i draw late at night bc when i commit art crimes then i can post it when the dash is dead bc everyones asleep so nobody (or less ppl) sees it,, i get to scuttle around the place and then hide in the morning

#this is half joking #mostly joking. maybe. #i am very silly but very anxious and it's not a good mix LMAO #im always terrified im going to say smth wrong but !! we stay silly !!! #i think the thing abt less ppl immediately perceiving me is why i prefer this account over my main original account now fjfkdl #on my main first tumblr account i have ... over 1k potential ppl who can see whatever I post and thats so scary fnfkdl #over here i have like 50 and thats still a little scary but soooo much better than the other number fhfjdll #im just a lil guy !!!! a very scared little man DBHDKSL #I KEEP NOTICING I KEYSMASH SO MUCH. im trying to do it less bc i use it like punctuation these days wtf 😭 #i think Guz would tease me mercilessly abt it LMAO (i wouldn't mind it though) #dandy.cmd

[codenjoyer8]

does anybody know this fic, usually i'm pretty good at finding lost fics but i cannot find it for the life of me. it was posted on tumblr but it is also on ao3 and the ao3 version is much longer iirc

its a simon riley x reader fic, might be tagged as dark!simon because theres an implication he kills someone (in the ao3 version i don't remember this being in the tumblr cut)

he and reader are childhood friends, reader is a civilian, it opens with reader ranting to simon about her dating life while hes sitting on her couch and he makes some kind of dry comment and the reader goes "youre so british" or something. also definitely paraphrasing but theyre having silly banter and reader is like "omg youre supposed to be supportive like my girl friends would be 🙄"

then later on reader gets with another character who i believe is named nick, and simon is jealous bc he wants the reader

(this i cant remember if its a part of this fic or im mixing things up but there is potentially a detail about the reader confessing to simon when they were younger but he rejected her? i remember it like this but it could be the other way around)

reader and 'nick' have a pretty decent relationship, i remember one scene where he picks reader up from work and she rants about her coworkers and hes like "wow (reader's coworker) sounds like a bitch" and they get back to the apartment. when they are making out and then are interrupted by simon texting them

toward the end simon makes his intentions a bit more obvious and nick stops texting the reader for a few weeks, i think theres a comment (that reader makes to simon, not nick) about how she will give nick another chance but cant be with him if hes insecure about her and simons relationship? i honestly dont even remember him being insecure cause he was pretty chill about simon so i think this was just a result of simons behind the scenes manipulations to make the reader think poorly of nick

nick never ends up contacting the reader again so she gets with simon, they are finally together and in his car driving to dinner where she texts nick to end things officially but after sending the message she hears a ping or a light flashes coming from the trunk, and she looks at simon like "wtf" and he doesnt say anything but the way he acts is implying he did kill nick and nick is in the trunk. the reader is in disbelief and starts feeling this slow shock/dread realising what he did

and thats the ending

if you know any fics that resemble this please send even if they aren't 100% matching with the details because i only read it like twice a few weeks ago and did not bookmark it 🥲🥲 tsym in advance if you have any leads!

#call of duty #simon ghost riley #simon riley #simon riley x reader #ghost x reader #dark!ghost x reader #dark!ghost #dark!simon #dark!simon riley x reader #dark!simon riley #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x you #simon ghost x reader #ghost x you #simon ghost riley x you

[webginz]

Slade😤

Why do you like or dislike this character?

What's something you have in common with this character?

What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

Favorite picture of this character?

in my inbox they have numbers but now when im typing the response they disappeared... wtf tumblr -_- ill just use 1-4

1: ur totally setting me up with the second half of this question arent you... lol. well i like him for a very simple reason... hes so cool. i dont know what else to say... i started reading comics when i was like 13. thats all i needed...

hes just a really entertaining villain!!

i like his personality, too. in the og comics in the 80s/90s hes very manipulative and calculating but also can be pretty sassy and funny. teen titans took the first half and exaggerated it a lot, making him really scary. arkhamverse took the second half and exaggerated it a lot, and made him really silly. its fun. hes a character that can be used in a lot of different ways.

i dont like the very obvious thing... 😒 in arkhamverse he isnt a creep and thats my favorite version of him, sooooo its okay... (<- extreme copium)

2: have in common... with slade... uh................. hm. we both like the robins. and i shoplifted once so.. yeah. weve both committed crimes... i guess ._. (girl what am i supposed to say, he has no redeeming qualities whatsoever.. >_<)

3: omg i avoid slade stuff in the fandom bc its so bad. i despise everything ❤️ its either dudebros who are annoying as fuck and excuse his bad behavior/miss the point of him completely or "pro shipper" weirdos who ship stuff like sladin. i would kill myself at the gate of the airport ^_^

4: i have so many pictures of him i like hehehheheh

this panel of him with black mask from utrh / the shot of him someone stitched together from yj. (i love his design in the early young justice seasons, before the animation got cheap and they changed his design..) / this panel from deathstroke rebirth where hes in prison.

the scene after you defeat him in arkham knight / another yj pic / this one panel of him from arkham knight genesis (sorry for bad quality)

hes so cute. i had more on my old phone but alas....

#ty for the ask <3 #dc posting

[garfieldbussys]

starting ep 2 of s2 now 😔

WHAT ARE THEY DOING TO ADA

not ada ☹️

not prepared for this tbh ive been putting it off

you go ada she just need some guy in the balls i love her

not the inspector 😒 hes SO annoying

love that tommys got his priorities straight went straight for his cigs

he looks terrible 😞

get. your. fat. stick. off. him.

NO

GRACE WENT TO NEW YORK AND GOT MARRIED NO ☹️

sit back down. GET YOUR HANDS OFF HIS NECK

i dont think so. where are all these irish people coming from like what 😭

what is tommy doing? hes so silly why is using horse stuff also he cant go back to london i dont allow it 🙅‍♀️

HES PUTTING POLL IN CHARGE YAY

off topic but i ordered tops of tiktok shop and i desperately need them to come they’re so cute i wish i could put a pic in BUT i REALLY want a denim skirt to go with it so i might buy one of shein

i cant BELIEVE tommys gone back to london 🤦‍♀️

anyways thats all for now but im planning to binge for the rest of the day if all goes to plan so get ready for ALOT more updates sorry clo 😘

anyways hope you’re well my love 🫶

why did i not get the notifications for wtf. SORRY MY LOVE!! im here now.

i forget that like a majority of season 2 is tommy just like being a horse girl?? and just like paying more attention to his horses than anything else 😭😭

omg what about vinted for a denim skirt. (i ❤️ vinted)

it’s so annoying how we can’t insert pictures on the original notes because i was gonna leave you a whole screenshot of one of my chapters and i COULDNT UGH

tommy + london = trauma

IM ALL GOOD MY LOVE!! all the better for actually getting the notification for your messages TWO days later. wise up tumblr istg.

[appleatcha]

I had a long winded thing typed and tumblr deleted it 😭 so here we go again !

I wanted to waffle a bit about the shift in tone/aura of my blog lately.

My blogs vibe has shifted a lot since its inception, but I had really gotten into this "positivity inclusive (read: anti-trad/anti-terf) housewife" thing in 2023. And in the months I spent focusing on that in my life I learned so much about gratitude and positive thinking that has truly fundamentally changed my mental health and how I see and experience the world around me. But it always felt like I was just ignoring a huge part of myself.

I would come on here and write about gratitude and positivity and subconsciously I feel like I postured myself as this elegent and soft spoken lady when thats....not me at all. I am an air-headed and ham-handed lady that either doesn't take something seriously or has panic attacks over how serious i believe something is. I am awkward and stiff and most importantly I am NOT a positive, perfect kind of person that I feel like my blog gave off. I am an anxious mess and have a tendency to be negative. Which is a big reason why I focused so much on positivity and gratitude, which again has really positively impacted me. Even with my anxiety and mental health struggles I am way less negative than I ever was before.

I've mentioned before, but the end of 2022 brought up some challenges for me that I had never encountered before and never thought I would encounter. And I feel like I really grabbed onto the whole positivity/gratitude shtick as a way of avoiding coping with that. But when my I had to resuscitate my husband last month along with a few other stressful things that were new experiences for me, I think it kind of "uno-reversed" the stress of late 2022 and I had a real "I've lost myself bit" introspection.

I've said it twice, but the complete focus on positivity and gratitude and my role as a wife and a mother helped me so much. So much in fact, that I spent some time struggling with the thought that I'd lost myself a bit. I had this thought of "well, this way of thinking and living has done me so good, why should I ease off the gas?". But in focusing so much on that side of me, I was neglecting the other side of me. I couldn't tell you how many times my husband would sit me down and say something to the effect of "Nivids, you're going too hard in the sauce. You don't have to put all your eggs in one basket" and I would write it off. And as usual, here i am realizing that he knew me better than myself all along yet again!

So I've been trying to let loose on here. I refused to post about my interests on here beyond "nature, appalachia, housewife, positivity, gratitude, and occasional witchery" because I didn't think my weird interests or humor could mesh well with it. But im trying to just not give a damn. This has also coupled with an effort to engage in my silly weird interests in my real world life as well.

My husband points out a lot that I don't let myself enjoy my own things. One thing about my husband is that he drops some harsh truths sometimes lol. One big one is that 99% of the situations i feel i CANT do something, i am just not letting myself do it. For example, if I lament that I haven't had a chance to watch a video I've been waiting to watch because my son has been watching his stuff on TV, he will say "you can tell him he's had his turn and watch your tv" and I think "wow, I guess I really did just want to feel powerless to validate my inaction huh". And I think I've been doing a lot of that self-regulation this year to cope with everything that's been going on.

All of that is to say, I am sorry if you followed me this year because you are a fellow housewife and enjoyed my peaceful, nature-centric positivity and are like WTF happened to this girl when I start posting Mary Reilly, Chris Fleming, and clown doll lmao

#Yeas i am co opting the term waffle from ofherbsandaltars

[satocidal]

romrommmm the book im reading rn!!!

the male mc is sooooo choso codeddddd having thots abt him nowww

one of his traits are that he does not understand humor and like he gets so confused when he does something that makes the female mc blush and he's like "why are you behaving like that?" and its not like wtf is up with you he genuinely doesn't understand why her reaction is like that and its just soooooo endearing and it reminds me of choso

i can see him saying things genuinely and sincerely like " you are beautiful" he says it like its a mere fact and when u blush and stutter he goes are u okay? completely oblivious to his effect on you (he does this in the book btw and I literally screamed bc thats so choso)

You’ll fr make me add choso to the list of men I need to write for💀

But like this just made me think choso probably finds you peculiar for all that- like “my silly little baby who gets nervous but that fine because I love them”

Lso imagine telling him tiktok references and he doesn’t get it- like nothing. But dad jokes? You betcha. In fact he is probably so proud of himself for getting references (this is a reference from avengers like when Steve does it?)

BUT LIKE listen. What if choso is just experimenting and somehow just somehow sees your Tumblr💀hahahahaha

#☼࿐𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠→ #☼࿐𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐄.𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 #from.jaaneman

[killa-trav]

Sebunda bestie…. Ur my favorite tumblr f1 sebastian vettel girlie. Every day i open this silly little app and have a good silly giggle at your posts <3<3

am i sebastian vettel cos my praise kink has been activated so hard rn icl

no but fr anon this actually means more than u could know, especially u saying im ur fave seb girlie on the whole of tumblr like wtf??? thats so nice of u n ilysm

n im glad u have a good silly giggle at my posts, that is my main aim, to make others laugh n im glad its working

ur a real g anon <3

#anon question time with h

[misqnon]

u gotta try harder /j

I WASNT ON TUMBLR MUCH TIL LIKE.. A YEAR AGO... SO I HAD NO IDEA .... that is extremely funny. thank u

theyre in a 3 way qpr with luffy as the center

THAT ZORO IMAGE IS SO FUNYN AHFHSJD

"i like to imagine he speaks with the emojis like you typed them. (“how are you saying that out loud-”)" NAHDIAHE hes magic thats how

i have a big crush on ace too but TRACE HEATFIST.... something abt him.... idk he just hits the spot for me. i love big brother characters n characters that r good with kids.. ace fills that spot.. and then u add his silly smoothness in the 4kids dub and its like wow. u are Perfect.

STEAL THEM!! i have . a pinterest board of . meme image. silly meme image. (is pinterest something ppl still use... i only started using it a few years ago)

NO A CUP MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE... I think u were rightm.

THATS SO FUNNY... see i never thought dragons were real but i DID believe . that unicorns were real for quite a while (i never liked to admit it). honestly i didnt consume much dragon content but i did like to just. think abt them . i had this mobile game i liked playing that was just a choose ur own adventure type story . but ur a dragon. never played spyro (and didnt even know about it til i was like... 12) but it seems rly fun and i would love to play the remaster,, purple dragon ily. i cant believe ur the kind of kid who could beat games... i was so stupid as a kid i didnt even know how to play animal crossing city folk correctly .... YOU ALSO??? FLIGHT RISING???? i joined in uhh 2019? i think? i found out abt it in like 2016 but forgot and then tried to join in 2018 but it wasnt accepting new users.. and then yeah. 2019. so ive been on and off a lot but i LOVE flight rising. i love my dragons. even tho theyre mostly un-gened 1st generation dragons..

sanji is . arguably the most human of all the straw hats.. which is interesting bc he is also the only one who was supposed to be inhuman. ofc i think theyre all very human but sanji has the most moments where i can relate to him. the sanuso fic i was reading yesterday... he was so full of shame... and they wrote him hiding behind his hair.. and i felt so intensely SEEN by that. like oh my god he is ME i do all these things.. i find that my comfort characters are usually... ones who suffer a lot. i love suffering. in media.

SHREK SCREENSHOT..

"I WANT TO PUT THE SANJI FEEDING MICE AND THE CREW IS CONFUSED SCENE IN A FIC SO BAD BUT I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK ATM 😭" i will write it for u

"sanji vs. minnie mouse his hardest battle yet" oh my god........ ur mind...... wow...... genius...... crackship time (have u seen . oh wait ur not into jjk.. ok have u seen frollo x goofy... its insane...)

BEING MAD ABOUT SIMPING FOR SANJI IS SO REAL.. please dont be attractive please stop please... please . IVE SEEN THAT OUTFIT and every time i get ANGRY (not for real but y'know.) because he looks SO GOOD and i dont like to admit that.. i hate to admit that. UR RIGHT that outfit is extremely gay like wtf is going on with that tie???? or whatever it is? around his neck??? this is like gay men wearing scarves

"have u seen that post where its drawings of each of the strawhat “rescue teams” of arlong park, enies lobby, and whole cake?" I SAW THAT A FEW HOURS AGO AHDHSH

"law 1: edgy. flipping u off. deranged. a bit evil looking. kinda hot" i see u...

i love law so much he is so antagonizing and then . the contrast.. when he is stupid or cute. its wonderful.

"HE ALSO LOOKS SO SO PATHETIC 😭 SOPPING WET CAT OF A MAN" i LOVE how pathetic he looks. i like pathetic people so much.. like why are u like that.. making me pity u.. only in media tho never in real life 🙏🙏

ZORO LOOKS LIKE A DOG AHEJDHA WHAT IS THAT

USOPP?? USOPP?????? HES THE MEME IMAGE ...

CHOOPA MY GUY.. he looks so silly as a full deer i wish he did that more often

this is blue period but im running out of funny images i have saved ...

dw abt taking a bit to reply!! i am patient /gen

IM TRYING MY BEST 

sharing my veteran knowledge

3 WAY QPR IS PERFECT 

trace heatfist the magic man. skeazy magician and fuckboy

ace is VERY likeable idk a single person who doesnt like him. even my non one piece friend likes him but i think shes weak to his freckles

i trade memes like pokemon cards. i look forward to this symbiotic relationship

arent unicorns the national animal of scotland…(or ireland maybe…) THAT WOULD MAKE ME THINK THEYRE REAL

I COULD ONLY BEAT SOME GAMES a lot i didnt but usually bc i got out of the rhythm of playing them and left them unfinished. when i was younger i made my older brother play the hard parts for me a lot LMAO. ALSO DO YOU WANT MY FLIGHT RISING DRAGONS. IDK WHAT TO DO WITH THEM ALL MAN I DONT PLAY ANYMORE

i love that sanji is arguably the most emotional of the group (aside from franky or chopper, but for them its just played for laughs) and that overemotional/low self esteem part is exactly what makes him so relatable. i actually really appreciate that oda gave that trait to a male character. sanji cries a lot and is overemotional and kind of hysteric sometimes jdvbvfjdk so im glad they didnt make it like nami or robin who was like that stereotype. GOD I REALLY CONVERTED U TO SANJI TOWN DIDNT I. SORRY WE’RE ALL HERE BECAUSE WE HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND PROJECT ONTO THE WEIRDO

*FROLLO X GOOFY????* 

I HATE ADMITTING THAT I THINK HE’S HOT BC HE DOESNT DESERVE IT. BUT I DO. I THINK SANJI IS HOT. I DO. UNFORTUNATELY. in that maroon wano suit…ODA WHO TOLD YOU TO DO THAT!!!!!!!

and yes law too…listen. i have a big heart, ready to love, [possessed by sanji]

the little scarf/ascot is the gayest part 

“"HE ALSO LOOKS SO SO PATHETIC 😭 SOPPING WET CAT OF A MAN" i LOVE how pathetic he looks. i like pathetic people so much.. like why are u like that.. making me pity u.. only in media tho never in real life 🙏🙏” exactly…PATHETIC FICTIONAL MEN GO HARD

I LOVE THE DOG ZORO SCREENSHOT HE LOOKS LIKE HES GONNA BITE SOMEBODY

AND USOPP KDSJNKJ I USE THAT ONE SO MUCH

i agree i like almost all of chopper’s other forms better than when hes a little baby 😭

IS THAT MAKIMA NSCKJAS???

also u are free to keep sending me e-letters but if you want to just message on discord that is also fine. as i said. message me whenever 🫡

lets see what we have for 2day...

#asks #replies #long post #march anon

[cupid-styles]

no bc i overthink so fucking much its horrible

and like idk if i have anxiety or smth but i feel like im being dramatic if i say i have anxiety

and a friend of mine was like ‘yeah thats what everyone who has anxiety says’ SO IDK

and i also dont know if i had a panic attack last wednesday but if i didnt i dont wanna make it into smth its not (see me overthinking and being anxious again)

bc like ion wanna be dramatic and over exaggerate which is why i tell myself to stfu and get over it

im so sorry i keep going on mini rants😭💀

omg no bestie don't apologize this is literally my expertise ! (if I go down in tumblr history for anything I want it to be harry fic and advice about sex toys and mental health)

longwinded response beneath the cut :D mental health/anxiety tw!

OKAY SO I've said this on here before but the thing with anxiety is that it's technically a feeling, right? it's not the same as being diagnosed with a mental health disorder like bipolar. but there's definitely a spectrum when it comes to anxiety — you can have anxious feelings about certain situations (having to speak up in class, confronting a friend, etc) which is totally normal, but it can also get to the point where you're constantly feeling anxious about everything (this is when it may warrant going to therapy for anxiety or even going on medication). but essentially, all of this just means that saying you have anxiety isn't dramatic at all because everyone gets it! some people are just more anxious than others.

even if your anxiety isn't super severe and you're unsure if you had a panic attack, don't spiral into self-doubt and make yourself feel like you're being silly or dramatic. it's important to feel your feelings!!

here's a good resource on what it feels like to have a panic attack (there is also a difference between panic and anxiety attacks, so you may have had an anxiety attack instead!)

ultimately, anxiety CAN be really scary. panic attacks can also be scary. but I would try your best not to overthink all of it and spiral into "wtf is wrong with me" bc that's just gonna make you feel worse. you can try to figure it out, or you can choose to take notice of your feelings and mental state and decide where to go from there! either way, there's nothing wrong with you and you'll be ok no matter what :D ily!!!

#bestie asks #🌻 bestie

[stuffypuddle]

GOOD GRIEF.

YOU KNOW. YOUR ART DOESNT GET THAT MANY NOTES IVE JUST NOTICED (BECAUSE AS I AM TYPING THIS I WAS ACTIVELY SCROLLING THRU UR ART TAG FOR INSPIRATION BECAUSE GOD YOUR ART MAKES ME FEEL LIVELY)

AND THATS FUCKED UP.

YOUR ART IS INCREDIBLE WTF WHY ARE YHOU NOT TUMBLR FAMOUS (NOT THAT ANYONE WANTS TO BE. TUMBLR IS SCARY /SILLY)

BUT GUUIUSUDYHWTYGSYHJAGVDSGHAHBG RAAAAHHH!!!! IF U SEE ME REBLOGGING A BUNCH OF YOUR SHIT ITS BECAUSE UHM?!??! YOU DESERVE SOME GOOD POSITIVE RECOGNITION????? THANKS FOR GIVING MY SIGHT BALLS SOMETHING AWESOME AND AWESOMELY TALENTED TO LOOK AT OK BYE 💥

OH MY GOD, I NEARLY EXPLODED, YOU ARE SO LOVELY AND I AM VERY SHOCKED, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!! YOU LITERALLY VOICED MY INNER VOICE AT SOME MOMENTS!!!!

In general, I started a tumblr to post Dickinson art, so that the same inspired person that I was would go to tumblr and find a bunch of art there. Because at one time I found almost nothing.

anyway THANK YOU, YOU MADE MY DAY, SERIOUSLY!!!!!!

[byakuyasdarling]

saw your silly post and realized i was thinking of something sort of similar, so i hope you don’t mind if i were to share a few of my thoughts :)

anyways, i personally really enjoy seeing older (technically a good chunk of users are older than me but thats just bc i’m literally 15 so like... unsurprising) people on tumblr. i feel like theres always that “isn’t it weird to do this at my age?” in that back of my mind so when i see like 30 yr olds on tumblr posting essays about their faves or 21 year olds lovemailing their f/os or 17 yr olds being like ya i still sleep with my plushies! it feels very... nice? calming.

i sort of worry about like wtf do i do when i turn 18?? is that too old?? what if i still want to self ship at 30? what if i want to wear cute dresses even in my 40s? is that too old? but then like i go on tumblr and see everyone else doing Just that and its soo...! nice. it reminds me that age doesn't matter, you can have silly blogs and post fics and draw even if you're like 27. is there really an age limit on like.. enjoying life and having hobbies???

i don’t mean to make it about me or anything but i just wanted to remind you that there is no such thing as being too old to enjoy the things you like!! so long as its not interfering in anything or hurting anyone, why not indulge a bit? anyone who tells you otherwise literally needs to live a little, enjoy things & go out more 💀 sending a thousand seals their way as we speak...!

18 is also still incredibly young, you shouldn't be shamed by anyone for liking byakuya and drawing silly ship art where you two kiss. why does it matter what you do anyways .. !!

Thank you so much, I’m so happy to hear that! I really love seeing older selfshippers too <3 a lot of people I see in the selfship community are older than me, and I really look up to the fact they still do this.

I don’t know what the big deal is. I see older women (particularly) froth over actors all the time, so why can’t I love a fictional guy? I know it’s not the same… my dad says it’s “a bit full-on”, “it was okay when you were 17”, and I fear a lot of my family has that sentiment. I know they really love me and care for me but you know. My psychologist aunt thinks it’s cute and good for me though, so I’m taking her word. I think it’s good for me too.

I think it comes from the perspective of “you can have someone real!” My family somehow thinks I’m the biggest catch ever, and probably wants to see me happy. But a real man won’t make me happy right now. Of course I want a boyfriend, but I literally can’t be a good partner in my mental state. But I’ve said this a lot already.

In Australia, at least in my family but it is prominent see the culture of where I live, is that 18 = adulthood. You must know how to be an adult and act adult at this point. It’s bullshit. Even developmentally you are not an adult. I really agree with the age of 21 being “adulthood” because you’ve actually had real experiences in the real world at that point.

Also people who wear cute clothes and cuddle with plushes are so based. I think a lot of people thinks it’s cute though from what I observe (in our generation).

#Freya Answers

[arlecchno]

SHSJDJSK OH MY GOD HI ITS ME JELLYFISH (silly text coloring is very fun to me) AGAIN HAHAH - okay so one , oh my god youre so nice WTF AAAH two , i dont have a board in real life because goodness the amount of printer ink id use to make little pictures for it …. the google slide i made was an absolute shitpost (because thats pretty much just how i think LMAO) im really into genshin lore itself and have a handful of “original” (as in ive never seen anyone else talk about em) theories (ive made a slideshow for one of them too —though i must admit it needs a lot of revision— and another is currently in progress) so i have a bit of a knack for “narrative detective work” as i call it LOL . little fun fact here (because im a total a show - off) i actually started seeing yunjin as a suspect around the ball arc ! (official documentation of my suspicion was the 5th of december between chapters 21 - 23 , if i recall correctly) the suspicious bolded texts about their relationship and viktors lie when asked about yunjins whereabouts /REALLY/ set off some alarm bells in my head , among other things . admittedly i never solved these cases a really long time before the main cast finds out , but i think its still a win , yeah ? honestly it was a bit of a shocker to me when it was revealed yunjin was “playing as” viktor , i never really considered that possibility in my head at the time ! kudos to you my friend , youve successfully plot - twisted the detective ! (haha) id totally log onto my actual tumblr account to send you the silly theoryboard i made for another fic because i think its funny to show people but its SO unprofessional and weird so idk tell me if youd like to see it i guess - i hope my unfiltered ranting doesnt bother you lmao , ALSOBEFOREIFORGET ILY2 <3 <3 (/p) BUT IT IS LIKE 2AM RIGHT NOW SO I WILL ONCE AGAIN SIGN OFF !! (note: please dont mind any spelling or grammar mistakes because i inevitably get a little braindead when its so late at night -)

yours truly ,

- jellyfish

HI JELLYFISH NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!

i should've mentioned the google slides board instead of just board because i knew what you meant haha! 😭 and about the running out of ink thing is so true i think if i had an irl corkboard where i solve out a case it's gonna be one hell of a mess...

and wow!!! i like genshin lore a lot but never really have the time to invest in everything since well, there's a whole lot of 'em 😔 it's actually so cool that you write up these digital boards and solve out stuff!! so interesting to see new kinds of ways to spend your free time~

i'm glad you caught on that yun jin was the serial killer around those chapters! i actually did purposely plan to start making her suspicious around the grad ball arc since it was one of the breaking points of y/n and kuni's relationship, so her having a big role in it makes everything more conflicted and wicked. it's a really nice addition to her character lmao

yun jin playing as viktor was something i myself hadn't expected to do ngl. i have no idea how i managed to execute that perfectly but i'm glad i did, seeing everyone's reactions to it is really comical and enjoyable! i love making people squirm! /hj

if you're comfortable with it, then sure! feel free to share that board with your theories on that fic you're talking about~ it'd be nice to see what goes on inside your head (I SWEAR THIS IS MEANT IN A NICE WAY!!!)

also, you never bother me!!! i like getting my inbox full with people interacting with me, so if anyone here who reads this wants to hit me up, then feel free to do so! i'm always open to new anons and friends :D

have a very nice day jellyfish and happy new year's eve / new year's! have a splendid 2023 up ahead 🫶

#h answers #jellyfish <3

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hobbies

so recently ive been on my phone to much and i know that if youre reading this and you think of were all on our phones to much its okay then ur deff addicted and hey thats okay it works for you but it doesnt work for me i feel really burnt out and quite frankly i feel bored because my mind takes in so much information that it kinda doesnt actually process anything anymore and its because im scrolling on tiktok so so much but i dont have a creative outlet outside of tiktok for me to share my hobbies and oh look im a funky dude who cleans his room with silly audios because creative content is a hobbie of mine but the hobbie gets bad when i face toxicity so ur like sal wtf is the point of this post. IF I POSTED VIDEOS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD POST ON TIKTOK ONTO HERE WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE THEM. cause broskis i hate having tiktok i hate it so much oh my lord over the summer i deleted tiktok and all socials for about 14 days except for tumblr and it was lovely so do i do it again and just move to tumblr as my main and possibly only content platform idk idk idk decisions am i right. i feel like this is kinda a rant and a ramble so if you read this far ty and ily and tell me some of ur. hobbies so i can do other things than watch 15 second videos for hours a day.

#tiktok #phone addiction #hobbies #idk #slay #silly goofy mood #funky lil guy #following #for you

[midnightmisadventures]

Holy fucking shit i had a dream

Im freaking the fuck out yall.....i- i feel weird

someone play ghosts by sophia ?? idk thats not even relevant i dont know what im doing

Okay so.....remember last night when i was like brooo i get it liam you wanna fuck. Yea, no i felt his energy so hard. I kept just like sensually touching my body and my self (not like that) but i felt so radically horny and i was just grabbing my boobs in a billie eillish male fantasy way and i was laughing like "why would i wanna grab my fucking boobs like this is not me this is him"

Yea well so then in my dreammm. I was on a cruise but ALSO just in a fancy christmas mansion with my family. As always. But basically me, erikka, liam, and eventually her boyfriend too? But we were watching TV. Me and Liam on one bed, erikka on another. And i was laying on my stomach, in.....a bathing suit? Bra and underwear? and i was under a blanket and it wasnt weird. I think we were going to a beach soon. But yea i was pretty naked haha. And im just flipping through channels we're watching like disney plus or something?? Old kid shows. And Liam starts carressing my back, just rubbing it cause we're cute cuddly and watching TV. And i was living,

haha i did not expect him to be affectionate, but all of a sudden he was casually rubbing up and down my back. And i had chills, i had butterflies, because so hard i was tryna act cool so he kept doing it, but also erikka was right there so i didnt know if it was coming off racey but also i didnt really care oops

So then he starts realllyyyyy touching my shoulders, all parts of my back, going lower and lower to my butt. Like literally grabbing my but a little. And it felt so comfting and so goood like i was comfortable and felt safe but i was like holy shitttttt bro. This is so hot i cant believe hes doing this.

THEN, he starts giving me a full on massage. And like its so full on haha. We never discussed it or anything. But he was like straddling me in....(omg i felt this last night) but sort of in doggy position. behind me working through my back. And i felt so good, i was so relaxed, i was so happy. THEN, he even got lotion, and the lotion was so cold i remember. And he was fulllllllllllllll on lathering me, my back, my legs, my ass, my back into my stomach

Like i specifically remember, being sort of in a doggy position, and he'sover and over again, massaging with lotion my lower back into my stomach sort of? and for a sec i got insecure like. Ew he can see my back fat, i dont look pretty from this angle, my body is porbably so unflattering, but in real time i had to stop myself and be like "stop it, he loves you, he thinks every part of you is perfect and beautiful or else he wouldnt be doing this right now? like homegirl if he was repulsed by your body he wouldnt be worshipping it right now hahahaha"

So i had to fight off feelings of insecurity, cause i knew i was being silly like his love language is physical touch and he couldnt be showing me he loves me anymore right now. I was still just feeling a little insecure about erikka being there. But yea so he was massaging for sooooo long. And i never asked for one? so i was like holy shit this feels so good, i have to ask if he wants one when he stops to be fair.

And yea i was just really trying to live in the moment and appreciate it, cause i....was like "i always thought the "i did it" moment would be the kiss, but holy shit this feels like it too" And i was trying to come on tumblr and post like "liams on TOP of me right now hahahah wtf"

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[starlightshore]

Noooo bcs it's canon Sans told a 5 yr old "You would be dead where you stand" wtf sans, this kid barely knows how to tie their shoelaces 💀💀💀

forgot to reblog a post but i saw someone on tumblr say that line was directly to the player and not frisk. i like that theory, but if we're not taking that to be what was up: yeah sans thats fucked up.

i like that hes a lil shit tbh. gives him more depth. this is the guy who watches you fight throughout the underground but doesn't do jack shit to protect you even when he promised.

you could argue he's aware of DT (as he knows about the amalgamates and helps alphys) and the timelines so he knows Frisk wouldn't stay dead permanently.... but still that is SUCH a dick move. toriel would be furious to know that but you'd also have to explain DT to her for her to grasp the full situation.

anyway he's a frickin stinker, he clearly is apathetic to doing anything to help monster-kind (all neutral routes he still doesn't do much other than judge you) but he still cares that you kill or not. i wonder if this line hints that he was ok with the "kill all humans war plan" or not, its hard to know why he'd be fine with killing frisk if not for the promise... there's this dark side to guy we just don't know enough about to understand his intents.

i say this but i don' t think sans is just a killer-at-heart or wants violence. the pacifist asriel fight clearly shows he cares about frisk and wants to see them succeed. he's still a funny lil dude but hes a lil fucked up and thats alright. hes a silly little dude with some complex morality to him, its all cool

#personal stuff #sorry i have to be elaborate and explain that i think hes grey area because tumblr loves black and white morality. don't like i gotta #over explain but whatever. #ut theory talk